Where Do Broken Hearts Go - Chapter 6 (18+)
Pairing: Model, ex-boyfriend!Jungkook X Child psychologist, Fem!Reader X Lawyer, Single Dad!Hoseok.
Summary: Jungkook stripped your emotions naked, left you bare in the chilly wind of despair and self-doubt with an unending heartache. You tried your hardest to move on from him, to live for yourself but failed miserably. Each night you had to come back to your empty home where memories and broken dreams were scattered all around the floor, until one day a little angel and her unbelievably beautiful father came into your life. Finally, when you find yourself healing, maybe falling too, Jungkook had to show up! Again!
Theme: Angst, pining, heartbreak, break-up, smut
Warnings: SMUT AHEAD!! Explicit sex, hair pulling, tit slapping, nipple play, body worshipping, doggy style, protected sex, Hoseok is just so whipped for her, confessions, mina makes an appearance, multiple orgasms, argument, drama!!! NSFW!!!
Word count: 4.1k+
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A/N: This chapter was so fun to write. I hope it's fun to read for you too. Please let me know what you think of it.
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It’s been long since you had any physical action.
Jungkook was far too unattached for the last couple of months of your relationship that he couldn't offer more than a few kisses and touches.
And then when he left, you were far too drained to give yourself a moment of release.
So, this can be a reason why you currently feel that you are being touched for the first time ever. This can be a reason why your skin is ablaze, your heart is pounding so hard that you can hear it in your ears and your panties getting soaked at the speed of light.
Hoseok groans in your mouth when you manage to slide your tongue inside of his. He tastes like the red wine you two just had. But he feels like everything you have been missing in your life.
“Stay the night.” Hoseok whispers in your mouth, parting for a second. A string of saliva connecting both of you.
“Should I?” you reply breathlessly.
And then you are kissing him again. His hands hold you steadily by your hip, squeezing your ass occasionally.
“But first, let’s keep these away.” you murmur in his mouth and he groans in affirmation.
Parting from your lips again, Hoseok places a quick peck on your mouth and takes the wine glass from your hand. When he exits the balcony to keep the glasses on the dishwasher, you follow him.
Calling Hoseok only handsome would never be justified.
You stare at him thirstily as he puts the glasses inside the dishwasher. His forearm veins flexing with every movement he makes. The black turtleneck is tight around his well-built chest. His dark styled hair has come loose around his forehead so a few strands are covering his eyes.
You start blushing but not because you are horny. It’s more than that.
No matter how independent you are, you have always wished to have a small family. Some people, who you would always come back to. Someone of your very own.
And you have always pictured Jungkook with you in those moments.
But now, when you have a glimpse of what you could have in future (only if Hoseok feels the very same way), you feel greedy.
You want to wake up in the morning beside Hoseok, kiss him good morning, take Sua out of her bed, kiss her too, and at night you want to tuck her to her bed, kiss her good night and end your day in Hoseok’s arms.
You don’t know if it’s right for you to ask all these and you don’t even want to think of that. For now, you know you are in love with the man in front of you.
You know he is attracted to you too, and it probably doesn’t match the intensity you possess for him. But for now, you want to live in this feeling. It’s been long since you have felt anything akin to butterflies and you want to enjoy it all as long as it lasts.
“Do you know how beautiful you are?” It's Hoseok who speaks. He takes a step towards you.
“Am I?” you mirror his actions.
“Yes. very much.” he takes a hold of your hand and places a kiss on top of it, “so much so that I want to make you mine… only mine.”
Hoseok intertwines his fingers with yours, making your heart go even wilder. You can’t remember the last time when you felt this loved, this cherished, this much adored.
His eyes stay on yours. You can’t find the least bit of mockery in those. His words are sincere, he is sincere and right now, you can read him like an open book.
Placing your other hand on his cheek, you whisper, “then.. What’s stopping you from doing so?”
His skin is smooth much like his words.
Hoseok halts his movements at your question. His eyes flood with emotions that are not quite positive. You know what he might be thinking. And you want to dismiss his thoughts as soon as possible.
“I- I don’t see why you would want someone like me? I am in my thirties, a single father on top of that. You can have hotter younger guys swooning over you, offering you the world and what not. And me? I can only offer you myself, my love and Sua as a bonus. That’s all.”
You smile at his admission. He probably thought his words would discourage you from stepping towards him. But in reality you fall for him even more.
Encircling your hands around his neck, you reply, “and what if that’s more than enough for me? What if that’s all I want? You, your love and Sua as a bonus? Will you make me yours then?”
“I have been alone for far too long, Y/N. and… and I might not let you go if we step into this. I might never let you slip away from me. Will you be okay with that?”
“I will love that, Hoseok. I.. I have come to like you a lot in the past few weeks. And would love to fall for you in the near future.” you connect your forehead with his.
“Too bad, because it took me only the first glance to fall head over heels for you.” as soon as his confession ends, his lips find yours.
This time the kiss is slow.
Hoseok takes his time to explore every corner of your mouth while caging you between himself and the kitchen counter.
You kiss him with utmost sincerity as well.
Hoseok bites down on your lower lip, making you release a low moan. His kisses shift to your jaw, then to the column of your throat, painting bruises all over your skin.
His hands find their way to your thigh. And within a moment he lifts you up and sits you on the counter.
Slotting himself perfectly in between your legs, Hoseok nips on your throat.
“Hoseok” you moan breathily.
Hoseok’s hands venture underneath your dress, discovering your bare thigh. Your breath hitches when his fingers reach closer to your leaking core.
Just when he is about to touch you there, the door lock chimes in.
Hoseok detaches his mouth from your skin. You can see all the color from his face start draining as he whips his head to look towards the main entrance.
“Hoseok” a high pitched voice comes out of the narrow passage that leads to the door. And at once you know who it can be.
Her stilettos clink against the marble floor as she invites herself inside.
You don’t make any effort to demount the kitchen counter or shoving Hoseok away from your body. You stay still, holding him by his arm and so does he.
“Hoseok, why didn’t you-” the woman comes into your sight wearing a tight bodycon dress that certainly emphasizes her curves a lot.
You gotta admit the fact that she is indeed pretty. And if you’re a tiny bit jealous then it’s a discussion for another day.
“Mina! What the hell? How do you know my passcode?” Hoseok screams at her. But she is too busy scanning the position that you and Hoseok are in.
“That’s not important now, Hoseok. Who is she?” she points her finger towards you.
“Why are you here?” the man asks calmly now.
“Because you won’t reply to my texts or receive my calls! And I suppose she is the reason why?”
“Mina. Let’s talk about it later. I need you to leave now, you can see I am busy.”
“Who is she, Hoseok?” Mina asks again, determined to know your identity.
Hoseok looks at you.
Maybe he is hesitant to name your relationship and it’s natural. You are definitely not only in a professional relationship with him anymore but you are nothing more than a person he just kissed.
So you decide to answer on behalf of him, “I am Su-”
“She is my girlfriend.” Hoseok cuts you off.
Damn! Did he just call you his girlfriend?
When you look up at him, he is already smiling at you, “she is my permanent.”
You two are too busy staring into each other’s eyes that you don’t see the third figure bolting out of the door and banging it way too loudly. Before you can register it and say something, Hoseok is picking up where he left off earlier.
His hands work faster this time, undoing the knot of your dress and pulling the cloth away from your body. Your dress falls limp on his feet.
Your hands grab Hoseok’s turtle neck as if they are on auto-pilot and tug it out of his slacks. He helps you in undressing himself.
As soon as his honeyed skin comes into view, you start salivating.
“Fuck! Is it really legal for you to be this sexy?” you speak the words out loud. Your hands explore the expanse of his chest, his stomach, his torso.
“Why? Are you going to report me?” Hoseok chuckles, trying to tear your hands away from himself so that he can see you properly.
“I might… report you to my bedroom.” You place a kiss on his throat.
He groans, finally grabbing your wrist, he pins those on your back and says, “I’m one hell of an attorney. I know how to win cases.”
He swiftly unclips your bra and takes the article off your body.
“Holy shit! Y/N! You are so fucking gorgeous!” Hissing at the sight of your bare chest, Hoseok garbs your right tit with his free hand.
“So big! Damn! I bet your nipples will taste heavenly on my tongue!”
His praises turn you on beyond repair, so you whine.
He takes your left nipple inside his mouth. At first he rolls his tongue on the bud and then he starts sucking it. His sucks are so powerful that the action produces loud wet sounds. You bite back a moan even though it’s tough to do so.
“Come on, baby! Let me hear you.” Hoseok speaks into your tit. His saliva runs down your bosom.
“B-but Sua is-”
“Her room is upstairs, remember?”
“O-Oh. I completely forgot you fucked Mina neumerous tim- Ah” a bite of sharp teeth on the sensitive skin of your nipple restricts you from completing the sentence.
Hoseok slaps on your other tit harshly and bites on your nipple again.
“Hoseok!” you let out a thunderous moan.
When he finally leaves you tits, those are covered in red, purple bruises.
Hoseok winds a hand around your naked waist and picks you up easily. You wrap your legs around his torso, letting him take you to his bedroom.
On other times you would take a look at the decoration of someone’s bedroom as that tells a lot about a person. But right now you can only think of Hoseok’s body, his mouth and those damned set of fingers.
He drops you onto his plush bed and hooks his fingers around the waistband of your underwear. Once those are discarded, he takes off his own slacks.
His strong thighs make you wanna ride him till you come undone. But then your eyes fall on his bulge. The anticipation of his rock hard cock filling you up makes your head spin.
“Let me see you, baby!” Hoseok cooes at you and only then you realize, you have been clenching your thighs and blocking the views.
Hoseok urges your legs open. Hungrily staring at your leaking core, he licks his lips.
“Fuck! The most beautiful cunt of the most woman I have ever seen. You are a fucking goddess! I will worship the ground that you walk on.” Hoseok groans briefly before he dives down into your heat.
As soon as his mouth comes in contact with your cunt, you start seeing stars.
He kisses your mound, then your folds and then your clit. He takes it into his mouth and sucks the bundle of nerves as his life depends on it.
And when he enters a finger into your core, you feel your heat building.
His tongue plays with your clit as two of his fingers plunge into your hole at a rhythmic pace. It’s too much to take, so you voice, “Ho-Hoseok! I’m gonna c-cum.”
“Yes darling. Cum on my mouth.” he takes out his fingers from your hole and replaces those with his tongue. His fingers do the job of drawing tight eight figures on your clit in the meantime. And as a result, he rips out one of the best orgasms you have ever had. Your scream accompanies your release as you cum in Hoseok’s mouth.
“So sweet. So fucking sweet.” Hoseok stands on his feets.
You are so fucked out already that you miss the moment when he releases his cock from its confinement and strokes it twice.
When your eyes finally fall on his naked body, you start getting wet again.
“Oh god, Hoseok!” you try to sit up and take a hold of his meat.
Wrapping your fingers around the base of his cock, you give a kitten lick and wipe away his pre-cum. Hoseok shudders with your touch.
But he takes his cock away from your hand and murmurs, “You can suck me dry later baby. I really really want to be inside you now. Will you let me?”
Sitting on your knees, you place a kiss on his lips, “Do whatever you want, Hoseok. I am all yours.”
Hoseok grabs you by your neck and smashes his lips on yours, “You drive me crazy!” His words vibrate into your mouth.
He tactfully lays you down and snatches a packet of condom from the drawer of his night stand before climbing on the bed. Rolling down the same around his girthy length and lines his cock on your entrance.
“Can I?” He asks briefly before pushing himself inside your greedy hole slowly.
He gives you a few moments to adjust first and when you are done he starts moving.
“Fuck! So tight! Fuck!!!” Hoseok growls as he holds you in your place by your waist.
The first few thrusts are slow, he takes his time with preparing you. But then you whine, “Hoseok! Faster!”
“Whatever you say, baby.” Hoseok mutters briefly as he urges you to sit up and change position. He pulls himself out of you.
Within a moment you are on your fours.
He grabs you by your waist and slams himself inside again, pulling out an earth shattering moan from your mouth.
His other hand reaches for your neck and then ventures into your hair. He grabs and pulls your hair gently as he thrust into you harshly again.
The thrusts are so powerful that your words morph into nothingness and come out as gibberish. You start clenching around him sooner than you would like to admit and you know you are gonna cum again.
“I- c-cu” and you cum on his cock even before Hoseok could offer you a reply.
“Shit!” He growls as he cums in the condom.
Your body falls on the bed, you are too exhausted to even get up and clean yourself.
But soon enough you feel one strong arm sliding underneath your stomach and flipping you over. Hoseok lays you down on your back and then places a damp cloth in between your legs. He cleans you thoroughly.
Honestly, you want to cry. When you peek at his face, you see nothing but admiration. He gives you a small smile and continues.
Once he is done, he lays down beside you. Greets you a small good night, wraps his arms around you and kisses on your crown as you slowly melt into a dreamless sleep.
He still can’t believe it.
Hoseok still can’t believe that you are now his. His to hold, his to kiss, his to love and do all the things he wants to do to you, with you.
Without any doubt, last night was one of the best nights of his life until now. And now that he knows how it is to fall asleep beside you and wake up with you sleeping in his arms, he doesn’t want a life without this.
He traces the contour of your face with his thumb as if to make it into a muscle memory. Your eyes, your nose, your lips.. He wants to remember everything, he wants to engrave it into his brain.
Your alarm goes off, breaking your sleep.
You stir awake and then look for your phone on the nightstand. Turning it off, you look at him and give him one of your most beautiful smiles.
“Good morning.” gosh! Your sleepy voice is perfect.
“Good morning, darling.” If hoseok isn’t wrong then he can clearly see you blushing at the nickname.
“How did it come here? I definitely left it at your dining place.” You ask him, pointing at your phone.
“I brought it. Thought you might have an alarm set and see I was right.” he reaches down and places a kiss on top of your nose.
“Umm. so considerate.” you mirror his actions. He giggles at that.
“I need to get up now. Do you have an extra toothbrush?” you ask, starting to get up from the bed.
“Y/N! I could drop you. It’s not a big deal.” Hoseok whines. He wants to spend as much time with you as possible. Or better he doesn’t want to let you go. But he knows you have work to attend and he values that.
“I know, Hoseok. But I don’t want you to wake Sua up and drop her to your sisters’ this early. And on top of that the cab is almost here.” you take your purse and follow Hoseok outside his mansion.
Hoseok intertwines his fingers with yours and pulls you closer once you are at the porch, “I don’t want to let you go.”
“Neither do I want to, handsome. But Namjoon will kill me if I take another day off. I slacked off for two entire weeks after my break up.” The mention of your break up somewhat dims the light in your eyes but Hoseok knows he can make it better. He can heal you.
He puts a hand on your cheek and places a chaste kiss on your lips, “So, today is our day 1?”
He knows he has successfully diverted your mind when your cheeks turn darker and a sheepish smile takes over your lips.
“If you say so.” you murmur.
Just right then the cab pulls in outside Hoseok’s mansion. You hug him and bid him goodbye.
“Y/N” he stops you when you are about to tear apart from him, “what are you doing this weekend?”
“Nothing. Nothing at all.”
“Great then.”
And with that you leave. Even though it upsets him, it also fills him with a new excitement of seeing you in two days.
Saturday comes painfully slowly.
But the prospect of seeing Hoseok not as your counselee’s guardian but as your boyfriend has kept you filled with an incredible amusement.
You two pondered on what to do and where to go for your first official date. But no options satiated you. You kept making excuses for whatever he came up with and there is a reason why.
You wanted to spend time with him inside the comfort of your home. And when you presented the idea to him, he agreed in a heartbeat.
The preparations have kept you busy since morning and it’s almost the time of his arrival.
So you change your clothes, slip into a fresh pair of tee and shorts, wash your face and apply some lip balm.
As always, Hoseok is right on time. He rings the doorbell right at 7 pm, just as you two decided.
“Hey, come in.” you open the door wide open, welcoming him inside.
He has arrived with a large bouquet of red roses and a plastic bag full of soju bottles.
“Flowers for a flower.” He offers you the bouquet and you can’t help but tsk.
“So cheesy, Mr. Jung.”
“I’m sorry.” he laughs out loud.
Once you are done putting away his presents, you take a good look at him.
He has his hair down today, unlike the other times you have seen him. His fluffy hair covers his forehead, making him look younger. His lips, as always, are inviting. And he has chosen to dress himself in an oversized white hoodie and baggy jeans.
“You.. are looking so beautiful, baby.” It’s hoseok who compliments you first. Wrapping his arms around you, he takes you in his embrace.
“I was about to say the same. You look so handsome, so domestic.” letting your lips capture his in a kiss, you show him how much you have missed him for two days.
“Is it okay for you to stay the night?” You ask Hoseok in between your ragged breaths. His mouth sucks on that one spot on your neck, that gets you all weak.
“Sua is with her grandparents and she likes them more than me.” He replies, pulling his mouth away from your skin for a second.
“I doubt that. She loves her daddy the most.” You giggle as Hoseok’s hands slide inside your t-shirt.
He shuts his eyes as soon as you emphasize you on “daddy.”
“Can you call me that again?” his voice trembles a bit.
“What? Daddy?” It's such a pleasure to tease him like that.
“Don’t tease me, Y/N!” his nails dig into the flesh of your waist.
“I’m not teasing you. I am asking. Is that what you liked to be called? Daddy?”
“Fuck it!” Hoseok growls as he captures your lips in a hungry, rough kiss. His hands reach up to your tits, groping the flesh to snatch a moan out of your lips.
And just then the doorbell rings.
You whine into his mouth before breaking the kiss.
“Who is it now!” clearly being very annoyed, you charge up to the door.
“Hello, who is it?” asking through the door dash cam, you wait for an answer.
Whoever is outside, is wearing a helmet and from the angle of the camera, it’s impossible to tell if it’s someone you know or not.
“Courier service.” the muffled voice of the person replies.
You don’t think much. You usually receive a lot of mail for seminars and stuff that has become a common feat.
So you open the door.
But to your dismay, the person wearing that damned helmet and bikers’ jacket is none other than your ex-boyfriend.
The scene slowly unfolds in front of Hoseok.
He sees your good mood turning sour as soon as you see the person standing at your door.
“What is it again?” you grit through your teeth.
This is the first time Hoseok is seeing you losing your cool and if he is not wrong then the person on the other side is your ex-boyfriend, Jeon Jungkook.
Even though your body is blocking the view, Hoseok can see the man taking off his helmet.
“I need to talk to you, Y/N. please.” he speaks in a calm voice as if it’s no big deal to knock on your ex’s door at 9 on a saturday.
Hoseok’s hands ball into fists. His blood boils at the thought of your ex-boyfriend trying to win you back even after he left you for someone else.
“I don’t understand what the fuck is left to talk about?” you scream at his face.
“Y/N, Please. I know you can’t forgive me for what I have done to you but I understood it. I- I realized my mistakes. I thought I fell out of love with you but-” the man sighs, his voice trembles constantly, “but I was wrong. I broke up. I- I ended things with her as soon as I realized I still love you. I never stopped loving you. I never-”
For a moment, Hoseok is afraid. What if you take him back? What if you accept his apologies and take him back into your life. What will be left for Hoseok then?
But, “It’s too late, Jungkook.” you cut him off.
“Y/N, please.”
“I don’t feel anything for you anymore. And I will appreciate it if you leave now.”
“Y/N, listen to me-”
“Didn’t you hear what she said? She asked you to leave, Mr. Jeon.” Hoseok intervenes. Even though he knows he should not butt in, but you are now his, and it’s his responsibility to protect you.
You turn your head to meet his eyes. Your face is apologetic as if you are ashamed of whatever is happening right now. He assures you a small “it’s okay”.
Then he looks at the man standing at your door, only to find him glaring already.
“And who are you to come between us?” Jungkook’s voice is now laced with venom.
“I am her boyfriend.” Hoseok replies as he walks up to you and stands between you and Jungkook as if protecting you from an impending danger.
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