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lullabyes22-blog · 6 months

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Snippet - The Saber of Revolution - Forward, but Never Forget/XOXO

Silco and the crew get the Piltovan welcome...

Forward, but Never Forget/XOXO

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Before Zaun is allowed to rub shoulders with Piltover, they must endure a full-body search.

A squad of Enforcers wait at the checkpoint. Each one dons hypoallergenic white gloves, as if touching radioactive waste. It's equal parts precaution and power-trip. Zaun may be have won independence, but in the eyes of the Councilors, it remains a volatile ghetto. The riffraff must prove their worth through a series of underhanded gauntlet-runs before sharing the same air as their betters.

Hubris by tradition. Humiliation by design.

Silco and his crew give no quarter. They've endured this rigmarole before, and take it in stride. Some are stoic, their features insensate to even the most invasive probings. Others see it as a chance to flex, their bodies a tribute to lifetime of crime and combat.

Dustin hops into the line of Enforcers with a devil-may-care grin. Off comes his jacket. He twirls over his head like a floor-show at the Last Drop—to the Enforcers' deep displeasure. His body is all whipcord sinew and pockmarked scar. Catching the eye of a particularly dour Enforcer, he blows him a kiss.

The Enforcer's expression sours further.

Lock and Ran play along. They crack deadpan jokes about Dustin's affinity for strip-searches, and speculate as to what pestilence might be squirming inside his boots. They even start a bet on whether or not his skivvies are clean.

At Silco's side, Jinx is a shadow. Her fingers twitch once: nerves, temper. But she doesn't give away an inch.

Silco says, too low for any but her ears to catch: "Remember. It's just a dance."

She nods, once.

"You know the steps."

Jinx's shoulders roll. She steps forward.

The search is a typical tedium. Every pocket is emptied; every sock turned inside-out. Dustin's boots—a heavy-duty reinforced version of miner's galoshes—are sent to a specialist to have the insoles inspected for explosives. Ran's piercings, climbing the tongue in concentric rings of small, smaller, smallest, are unscrewed for contraband. Lock's elaborate tattoos are scrutinized with ultraviolet pens in case they are toxic.

One Enforcer unzips Sevika's coat and frisks her from armpits to ankles, taking his time, enjoying the view. Sevika watches him implacably. She doesn't even bat an eyelid when his hand slips dangerously close to a breast en route to her prosthetic arm. Perhaps he believes Fissure females have electric prods concealed in their nipples.

Then again, death isn't without appeal when it's an Amazon staring you down.

"Anything that isn't heavy-duty on you, sweetheart?" he drawls.

A common habit of their lot. Always denying Trenchers the courtesy of a formal address. It's always Sweetheart, Buddy, Boy. Everything stripped of respect and spoken with the wrong syllable and wrong intonation.

Sevika gives him a flat stare. "Just my patience."

Leering, the Enforcer lets her pass. She stalks off smoothly, a lioness with an unruffled pelt.

His colleague is having less luck with Jinx.

The pat-down is perfectly proper. But Jinx's smile grows more unsettling as his lingers. A fine tremor runs through the Enforcer's fingers. His eyes keep darting to her hands, then away, as if she might whip a machine gun out of nowhere. Jinx knows this, too, and does nothing to ease his tension. She lets her lashes dip down as if shy, then brings them up slowly—too slowly—to fix him in her crosshairs.

The Enforcer swallows. He's not one to give in to intimidation, but the little brat is getting to him. With every second, he is no longer a man taking pleasure in his job, but a human barometer; his sweat is the dial of his fate.

And it says: Hot as hell and ready to blow.

Abruptly, Jinx's demeanor shifts from incendiary to innocent.

"Careful," she lisps. "I'm ticklish."

The Enforcer swallows again. His pat-down concludes with alacrity. Hooking his thumb over his shoulder, he mutters, "All clear."

Jinx, all sunny smiles, twirls on a heel.

And—

"Catch!"

A silver arc zings. It hits the wall by the Enforcer's head—a composite blade, so well-concealed it went completely unnoticed.

The Enforcer's jaw drops. Jinx winks and sashays off.

Silco is given the most cautious rifling of all. His cufflinks may be deadly alloy; his pocketwatch an explosive capsule. The Enforcers anticipate an arsenal and fan out accordingly. Each one is sorely disappointed. Unlike Jinx, Silco has no steel on his person, beyond a cold crux of prudence. Even his bad eye, inspected at length, is revealed to be no sorcerer's orb, but an ordinary deformity.

And his scars are only scars.

After a minute or two of prying, one Enforcer removes a fountain pen from Silco's breast pocket. He eyes it dubiously, as if expecting it to fire rockets.

The Zaunite Chancellor's half-lidded smile troubles him further.

Privately, Silco marvels at the absurdity. A lifetime of blood, sweat and spite to achieve the unachievable, and Piltover's finest believe he'd bother to come all this way just to slash open the Council's jugulars with a writing implement.

Ironic, too, given that's exactly what he intends.

"The mighty saber of revolution, hm?" Silco mocks.

Bemused, the Enforcer hands the pen back. Silco makes a Ta gesture, and walks on.

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sketchfanda · 4 months

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Kirishima’s Mystique: Panther Power

Somedays Kirishima wondered what sort of a past life did he live to be finding himself in situations like this. Now what's the context you might ask? Well look no further than the fact he was looking up at a massive panther woman standing outside his apartment door. A 7 to 12 foot plus statuesque stunner who was a full on sensual tower of power, her onyx ebony black fur highlighting muscles of such magnitude that she had to have been carved and sculpted right out of a mountain.

Her bright green cat eyes looking at him eagerly which left our sturdy hero nervously wondering if this is how canaries felt. Seeing those ears flutter and that tail wag as he took out his cellphone, seeing picture of what he'd been expecting his client to look like. A thicc and more than easy on the eyes exotic tomboy of a woman before looking back at the panther woman mountain who'd greeted him. This was definitely the address and he'd been told the matter he was here for was in regards to her quirk. Red eyes locked on the feline amazon as he finally found his voice.

Kirishima:"You uuh wouldn't happen to be Ms. Ellie would you?" *hoping he didn't sound too dumbfounded...and really hoping he wasn't pitching a tent. Women of many body shapes and sizes really turned him on, be they sexy shortstacks of statuesque stunners. Not to mention Ellie wasn't his first or the last furry sort of woman in his life, let alone feline. But I digress...*”You’re really different in your picture…”

Ellie:*her jade green eyes twinkling snd her ears fluttering as she gave a playful giggle. The fact her onyx furred muscular self was displayed thanks to her casual ensemble of a white thing and tube top didn’t help matters as she fished out and showed the same picture she’d emailed to the Fatgum Agency (see below).*”Oh You mean this? Yeah how and why I’m in my quirk form is the reason for that but that’s me alright and you must be the intern, come on in..” *The Panther woman playfully advised as she confirmed his query and brought him into her apartment. A sensual purr rumbling through her as she copped herself a stealth feel of Kirishima’s muscles and definitely liked what she was saw and felt that’s for damn sure.*

Ellie, American born Japanese Citizen, day job : salary woman, part time pro hero. Quirk: Kitty Hulk!! A transformstion quirk that can be activated at will, increasing her stamina, size, speed and strength with the natural abilities of a jungle cat on top of newfound muscle mass all in a feline package. This has seen rise up high within most rankings notto oe mention give her a sizeable fanbase. There is one particular aspect to this quirk of course that she has no control over…

Kirishima soon found himself in the living room of her apartment, usually a cozy and well furnished part of it, much moving around had been done to setup a sort of make-shift workout area. All manner of heavy dumbells, weight sets and training devices placed around as the sturdy himbo approved being a fitness enthusiast himself with a dedicated workout program routine all his own. Turning around to speak to the panther woman before he suddenly found his eyes bugging out and his jaw dropping and with good reason. The onxy furred feline stunner was stripping right then and there, her statuesque Amazon in form on full display in the nude as she stretched and flexed with the natural limber flexibility a cat possessed.

It made it impossible for chivalrous stud to look away and how could he when you had a giant panther woman suddenly warming up naked with a juicy bubbly furry booty and tits as big as her head? Among her other notable exotic physical qualities of course as those emerald jade green eyes looked at him with a gleaming twinkle of mischief. No doubt taking a little amusement at his awkwardness and picking up scents of the state of arousal she was causing within him from the moment he laid eyes on her at the door. Keeping his attention as she strutted with such feline grace that belied the size and thickness of her physique as she picked up a pair of dumbbells and began pumping iron.

Ellie:*a sensual blush and smile on her face as she performed her bicep curls, her reps making her muscles pump and flex in ways that called for him to touch them. Her slit gushing as it ran down along her thick fury thighs as they trailed down to start making a puddle on the floor, as if this sudden nude workout was akin to a wild female animal courting the attention of a virile male in mating season.* “See every once a while my body transforms against my will when my heat cycle kicks in, so I can’t change back until I’ve burnt off all my energy. So I need a nice, rough and hard fuck and you really came highly recommended. So what do you say handsome? Help a girl scratch her itch?”*The panther woman spoke ina sensual husky tone, licking her lips as her onyx furred Amazon form radiated erotic energy. Tail swaying sensually as she relished the feel of Kirishima’s eyes on her as his brain was no doubt flipping a few certain switches.*

Kirishima:*Now of course leave it to our Red Riot to be a bit on the speechless side and really who could blame him? After all a seven foot plus naked panther woman outright told him that she wanted him to fuck her. But of course it wasn't long before his libido kicked in and hijacked his brain to take control and let his instincts guide him, a determined expression forming on his face*"Ma'am yes ma'am!!"* Said with the convinction of a disciplined solider as he went forward towards the feline powerhouse as he knelt down, wrapping his arms around her powerful waist as he pressed his face to her slit.*

Ellie grinned as she found her hero for hire wasting no time in obliging her request to sate her heat induced lust, before she threw her back to let out a deep-throated purring moan. Sensual pleasure surging through her furred muscular work of art of a body as she felt him start eat her out, making out with her netherlips as his tongue probed away deep into her folds. His firm hands grasping and squeezing her meaty, bubbly asscheeks with massaging motions like he was kneading bread dough which really her spine tingle. All the while she continued her bicep curls as she pumped iron, making her tits bounce with a flex of her pecs as she looked forward to seeing how else the young intern might go about bringing her pleasure.

But of course it wasn't all take and no give on her part as she soon soon made her workout was part of her need to scratch her itch thanks to her favourite personal program recommended by the Pinnacle of Physique. A delightful little system they called Sexercise which Kirishima was more than intimately acquainted with of course, as the pair were soon both naked and pulling off quite a feat. A standing 69 as the spikey shark-teethed red-head held her upside down, her thick thighs squeezing as they wrapped around his head while he ate her out. While she herself was performing a deepthroating, powersuck blowjob, practically fucking her own face as she licked and sucked on his length and girth.

She couldn't help herself soon as Eijiro had gotten naked himself, the moment she laid eyes on that raging hard cock of his, she just knew she needed it bad. Her purring providing massaging vibrations to his shaft as her cat togue gave the most surreal sense of friction on that twitching, pulsing meat of his. The only drive besides the need to taste his seed being the primal urge to have him take this womb hammer and fuck her with the intent to breed. Going into heat seriously did a number on her rationality when it came to her libido but she wasn't the first animalistic heteromorph or the last to have that particular issue of course.

But I digress of course, as the sturdy himbo continued to lap away at Ellie’s oussy, drinking up the steady flow of her nectar. Hips pumping and thrusting into her eager mouth as she welcomed the delightful oral preview of what kind of action her pussy would be getting, her tail wagging sensually with delight as her more primitive portions of her brain came to recognise this stud as a more than capable and worthy alpha male. His heavy balls being massaged In her paw padded hands as she purred feeling the healthy load of baby batter contained within. Her womb practically pulsing with the need to have it flooded and filled with buns to cook in its warm oven.

A need that was soon being tended to as Ellie’s living room was now filled with the rhythm and music of the ancient dance between man and woman. The walls and ceiling filled with her yowling cries of sexual ecstasy and bliss mixed with the slapping of Herculean skin on furry Amazon skin as as the kitty hulk laid in the floor taking it like an erotic champion. Tits bouncing and clapping as her oh so obliging hero pumped and thrust away, hips nearly blurring as he flexed his muscles, massaging Ellie’s splendid furry washboard abs. Her claws gripping the floor as her stomach swelled from the distinct of pump of his jackhammering length and girth as he fucked her in missionary, before she found him hooking her powerful legs over his shoulders as he shifted a spread eagle to deepen he reach of his penetration.

Oh how she loved it, every single second of each inch of his shaft pounding away into the warm, wet embrace of her pussy, as his balls smacked and slapped her ass. Tongue dancing with his in a sloppy kiss as her Herculean fuck machine pinned her down in a mating press, asserting his dominance like the alpha male she just knew he would be. Her arousal only skyrocketing as she found herself hoisted up in a full nelson position that had her facing him, her tits pressed and rubbing up against his firm, strong chest as they made with a thirsty desire. Orgasms rocking her ebony furred frame as her Red Root alpha male carried her to her bedroom wherein they proceeded to really lay into each other with pornographic abandon.

Whether it was up against the walls or the window or just proceeding to utterly demolish the bed, they were relentless. The kitty hulk powerhouse getting more orgasms than could be counted in contrast with the few but splendid moments when he had his own, displaying his stamina and willpower, to say nothing of how long he was lasting before he applied his 1% boost trick from his quirk. And he damn well wasn’t shy about displaying his admiration for her body, her physique a muscular work of art enhanced by the animal magnetism, literally and figuratively enhanced by her quirks particularly natural charisma. His firm hands caressing and massaging her fur and muscles as if feeling the texture of a classical sculpture.

it only made the experience of their “workout” all the more a thrilling sensation, whether it was riding him cowgirl style, or grasping and biting the bedsheets with her fangs and claws as he took her doggy or rather kitty style. Hearts flowing in her Jade feline eyes especially when her womb received a flood of that white hot cream of his, her brain running wild with fantasies of having a belly full of kittens to bare for this erotic Adonis. Seconds into minutes which passed into hours as the time passed away into their sexual marathon, only pausing to recover and bask in the afterglow as they made out and engaged in some intimate heavy petting. Soon as they were ready to go again, it was with a primal abandon as they mated in ways that would make Mother Nature blush.

Even long after the sun had set and Ellie had returned to her human form, she and Kirishima were still going at it. The thicc dark skinned hottie bouncing on that juice soaked fuckrod as she and her alpha male came tougher in one sweet, simultaneous climax, collapsing on what remained of her bed in a tangle of limbs, still connected by their loins as the afterglow took them to the sweet embrace of sleep. Kirishima feeling an achievement of satisfaction at a job well done while Ellie had sweet, hot and spicy dreams of her alpha male, as the two parted ways in the morning. That is after a nice little quickie in the shower of course and exchanging contact details as the kitty hulk didn’t definitely want this to be a one off, one time deal.

Kirishima of course continued on about his heroics business of course, as well as knowing he would have quite the details to share with Mina and and Maya later on. Ellie of course would send a very high praise filled review to the Fatgum agency for sending her such a skilled and dedicated intern…..as well as private exchange of messages to Kirishima’s aforementioned pair of girlfriends for their personal recommendation of their man and his sexual prowess. Letting them know he more than exceeded expectations and that she was looking forward to their next encounter in the near future Especislly when her next heat cycle happened. As well as reassure them that she woild send them copies of the hidden videos she had of her little sexercise session with their man, after all a was a deal and those two just LOVED to see their man be the stud he can be, how sweet it is……

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jarita123 · 3 months

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The Essex Serpent

I finally managed to rewatch the show. The first time I watched it, was a week by week and I think this one was made to be bingewatched.

Spoilers will follow for the show AND the book. Also, please forgive errors, English is not my first language but I just wanted to share some of my thoughts and it is easier to write it in English :)

I read the book before it was announced that they are making it into the show and before Tom was even cast. I just like reading, basically everything and when Victorian era is involved, with mystery elements, I am all in. I did not read it in English but in my language so I may have missed some nuances but I think the translation was spot on.

I don´t think it was Tom´s best work, in the sense that the show did not make waves but was not bad at all. But it seems to be the case with many Apple+ shows. They invest money, give the directors and writers freedom, don´t care much about ratings and produce a lots of quality content but somehow, they still shake a bit behind Netflix, D+ or Amazon as far as the audience appreciation goes (with noteble exceptions like Ted Lasso, I guess)

And I think the way they streamlined the story for the miniseries worked, tbh. The book is OK but it had a lot going on, with an uneven ending and with most characters unlikeable to the point that I felt was not too realistic. It also dealt with too many romantic angles (how many love triangles can one story get, especially with a few characters like these?), had too much going on without solving it and the ending was open ended.

However, one may argue that the book is basically - or from how I understand it - just a window into a life of a few people. You go into their lives, follow them for a while, and then just leave them and go on. As if you were a part of some group or was in a job for two years and then left, went on with your life, without knowing how they are doing.

I have to also appreciate how they turned letters into scenes. A big chunk of the book happens in letters and it must have been tough to adapt it.

Let me start with characters. Cora is obviously the main character but I have to say, they made a remarkable progress with her on the show. The book made her look immature, never growing up, hurting people around her. it was briefly explained that she married young and never had a chance to grow up emotionally but the thing was, she never learnt. She is the same person and still thinks she has it the worst in life. On the show, Cora knows this, she changes and settles her relationships with others, apologizes to Martha, knows she hurt Luke and gets to be with Will in the end. The story with her son, however, is well done in the book and on the show, despite this being mostly described through her inner thoughts in the book.

Will is not that well flexed in the book and however you can read about his emotions and confusion that he can love *two* women at the same time, the show works a bit better here. I am glad they left the scene where he gets angry with the sculpture of the serpent in the church, or his despair after he cheats on his wife. Him sitting at his wife´s dying is strong and sad. But there is just too much going on the show and Will is not that well fleshed out as he should be, I tink. But Tom does a remarkable job and his way to find anything in any character he plays, is just a proof that he *gets* it. Plus, let´s be honest here, camera loves him (again) because he just looks fantastic. I love how Tom works with women directors a lot and they can use his presence :) i am also glad they made Will a bit more likeable on the show as well. I disliked the angle in the book, where he sent his kids to town to friends to take care of them, while he could be with his sick wife. I mean, it would be understandable for first few days but in the book, it seemed like a permanent thing and made Will look not only as a cheating husband but also a bad father.

His chemistry with Clare Danes is there, it is slowly building and the dance scene is kind of a peak of that. But Tom can have a chemistry with a plank of wood. And Clare does a great job here as well. She must work real hard to make Cora likeable and get her through all the emotions that were described in the book so we can understand why she behaves the way she does. To add some scenes with her dead, abusive husband definitely helped.

I am glad they got rid of the bit out of nowhere romance between Martha and Nev (that is the one love triangle part I mentioned above) and they let her only working for Spencer, not marry Nev with Spencer left hanging...the way they hint Cora and Martha relationship on the show is also interesting and works better than in the book. Also, as someone who despises communism (as post communistic country, we know well what it does to the country), I am glad they tuned her down a bit into just a socialist with some sensible demands.

As opposite to book, I would probably drop the story of Naomi entirely. It is not properly explained why she did what she did til the very end and the best part in the book is her friendship with Jo, which is not really discovered here and her actions are briefly explained only in a "blink and miss it" moment. What I was sorry they dropped for the show, was Jo herself. She was described as a mini version of Will, with the same calming and strong presence as her father and it was not properly done. Except maybe the scene at the funeral where she was singing (a beautiful scene, btw.)

I know I am in the minority with this, but I disliked Luke actively in the book and on the show. i feel like Frank Dillane was honestly a bit creepy and maybe he nailed it because Luke was, kind of, exactly that. Stalkerish, a bit patronistic over Cora, because as much as he respected her, she was "still only a woman", misguided and emotional in his eyes and needed a protection from him (which she did not need or want). I did like how his friendship with Spencer was done in the book and on the show.

Both, Spencer and Stella, were the unsung heroes, btw. Both pure souls, maybe too pure for this world (and theirs). What I find interesting about Stella is, that in both cases (book and show), it is hinted she knows about Will and Cora and on the show, seems to be supportive because she knows she is dying and Will and her kids will need someone. It is a nice sentiment but not sure a realistic one. Especially when he has these feelings for another woman now, when she is alive and here.

The main difference is the ending. In the book, it is hinted that Stella recovered, Will had no intention to go to seek Cora, however he remained in contact with her via letters. On the show, Stella dies, and they give Will an "acceptable" time for mourning before he is reunited with Cora. I am not sure which ending works better but I think the show worked better for all characters, notebly Cora, Will, Martha and Luke, who all found purposes in their lives.

Of course, the production design of the show was beautiful. It helped the atmosphere, it looked fantastic, sounded fantastic and as someone who loves long, wide shots, I had no problem with it even slowing down a pace a bit.

I do recommend the book AND the show, both for different reasons. i don´t believe The Essex Serpent is the best book ever and as I said, the show is not the best thing Tom did but it is definitely in his better work and I will happily come back to it. It just went a bit unnoticed because it is still a stream and Apple+ was just starting its streak of good and successful shows. He definitely does not need to be ashamed he did it, on the contrary and as it is his most recent work (Loki excluded), it is a joy to see him more recent. Now when covid and strikes are over, let´s hope he will do more. I am already excited for The Life of Chuck (as Stephen King´s fan, I knew the story...it is kind of an odd choice, he does have more interesting stories but I get what Tom or Mike Flanagan mean by "there is warmth to it" or that it is "celebrating life")

One last remark from my side - Tom seems to love doing book or play adaptations (probably because he can get a "source material" for the character and can dive into it), I just recently read two books where I think he would be perfect and it somehow follows the pattern he likes in his characters.

One of them is a book by Darcy Coates (who I love and read everything she does). Her haunted houses books are amazing, some better, some worse, but thrilling and atmospheric. And however her main characters are in 80% women, with men being a bit of a "type", when she has a man as a main character, they are very interesting.

"The Haunting of Rookward House" is one I would love to see and I can perfectly picture Tom doing it. Guy, the main character, is an example of a man who was unlucky in his life, just went through some tough times and now he gets to be stuck in this haunted house. Also, spoiler...there is some (however scary) dancing involved :)

The second one is "The People next door" by Tony Parsons. The main characters are Lana and Roman Wades, each chapter is written from a perspective of either Lana or Roman, and however the ending is a bit far-fetched (it can be always amended for a movie), Roman is an interesting character who has an unusual trauma behind him (unusual for a man, you get the hint...) and it is interesting to see the life he lives in denial for the most part of the book because of it.

But I am sure Tom does not need any suggestions from me :) These are more of my "fancasting" for books I like. Also, to get adaptations right is hard so, if it never gets made into a movie, maybe it is better. As a big reader, I prefer for a lots of stuff to stay in the books because it does not work every time (Ender´s Game, I am looking at you)

If you managed to read this far, thank you and forgive my grammar.

#tom hiddleston #the essex serpent #books

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blissfullybloomed · 10 days

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Yeah, it's been a while, but today felt like the right day to write again. I missed it.

So let's get all the updates out of the way since my last post(Dec 2023). Oh man…it's a lot.

I spent New Years with my boyfriend(yeah we're still a thing), and his best friend. Had to go home early though…cause like…im old, and we work in the mornings.

February I picked up a few extra gig jobs to pay off school. I delivered for Instacart, Spark, Shipt, and Amazon Flex. While working two other jobs. I had to pay it off and I was tired of waiting for money to just appear….cause that's totally not a thing.

March was my man's birthday! The first one I got to spend with him. Gifts that I got him don't matter…like i'm not gonna sit here and list them off…just his face was all i needed. That look of just you didn't have to do that..but he was glad I did.

I started therapy to heal from a relationship with a family member that I actually never really understood until very recently. I'm learning that , in the words of Taylor Swift, “Hi, it's me , I'm the problem”- I know that now. I know a lot now actually.

Started reading a book that has helped immensely with my healing as well. I won't mention the title in this blog as it's specific to one person in my life…but I will say this: No one is perfect, no matter the title they hold in your life. Additionally titles don't mean shit. We're all human and that's the only title I care about…unless you're an alien…then like, can we be friends.

The Medical Board of Ohio gave me my massage license, and I have signed a lease for my own business and actually have two clients ( sister and friend.) Yeah…Blissfully Bloomed is actually a real , tangible thing now.

I moved in with my boyfriend. Yup, the WHOLE sentence! It's been about 3 weeks , and let's just say we are slowly adjusting to the new. The animals are a little testy, but we love them all.Spray bottles are in every room now. LOL! He has been incredible throughout the entire process. I even know how to plug my tire now. He is patient, and kind. Even on days…i don't want to be human…he is still right there. I will tell you this- I never knew love could feel this deep…this solid…this safe. He truly is the person I was supposed to find. Someone in my life once told me a long time ago, “he has brought back what the locust stole”- When it was told to me the first time it didn't make sense, and in hindsight…I know why it didn't make sense. Now…I understand the phrase…I understand what a healthy and honest relationship looks like. I understand that MEN operate completely differently when they too feel safe and understood. I love you like crazy baby.

I started a solid vitamin regimen…and boy oh boy has it helped immensely. My anxiety only peaks during stress, and unknown areas of my life now. It's not at the forefront anymore. Vitamins, therapy, massage, counseling, coloring, legoing, and being surrounded by motivated individuals who only want to better themselves have been the key to my success. Sure I have days just like everyone else where I just don't wanna. But as my boyfriend says”it's allowed, just have to find a balance”- So i'm working on it…BUT vitamins are so good!

So I think that covers it for the updates…Lets chat about whats to come!

Moving through all of the above has required high energy and focus to obtain a goal. The focus was definitely fueled by my sister jessica. My sister was the entire inspiration to become a Massage Therapist. What's crazy…I had a client last week…she was a nurse at Nationwide in the pediatric unit….I think she would have worked with Jess at some point, and she was on MY table. Small world sometimes ya know.

Massage gave me my heart back and I've said that since school…you can't be heartless and be a massage therapist. It's impossible. We comfort through the power of touch. We calm anxiety, recirculate blood to all the necessary parts of your body, we hold space for others to relax. Coming from someone that was very very selfish in her past life…to be able to have people on my table is a gift I will always attribute to my sister Jess. Man do I miss her. What I wouldn't give to wheel her into my massage studio and give her some relaxation for a brief moment. She showed me native american flute music too. I love ya sis. We all do. You can come visit me anytime anywhere. I love you.

Okay well, on that note…I'm crying. So I think it's a good time to get ready for the day. I have three clients. One of which lost their mother last week. Like I said, massage is so powerful. It truly brings joy and I am able to give joy to others now. What an absolute gift.

Thanks for listening to my ted talk- see ya on the flippity flip!

#growth #love

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