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angeladore · 2 years

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💿 — a glimpse of us

「 now playing.. ☊︎ 」

▹ genre:: angst

▹ pairing:: gn!reader x older brothers

▹ WARNINGS:: death, blood

▹ summary:: you passed on a long time ago, a new exchange student came and they had one of your features.

▹note:: you should listen to the song while you read, it’ll make it sadder! (also srry it got sorta lazy to the end, i got tired & lazy)

001 :: LUCIFER

— They had the exact same hair colour and texture, he knew it wasn’t you but it was the closest he could get. He sat in his office while they layed against his shoulder, his hands in their hair.

“Hey Luci.. Can I ask you something?” they said as they got up, looking at him directly, he turns to them and nods. “We should do a picnic tomorrow with your brothers as well!” Lucifer froze, he remembered the last picnic he had was with you, he couldn’t speak or do anything as he got a flashback from that day.

“Luci, c’mon and have some fun!! You can’t just sit on the chair instead of the picnic blanket.” You laughed sweetly as you dragged him onto the blanket with you, he blushed a bit but also started chuckling, it was only the two of you anyways. “You’re right MC, I guess it is okay to have fun sometimes..” He stares at as you grab some pudding, getting some on a spoon before bringing it up to him. “Say ahh.” He hesitated for a moment before opening his mouth as you fed him a bite of your pudding. “You’re adorable sometimes Luci.” You say smiling before eating some yourself, he sighs and checks his watch. “It’s getting pretty late we should le-“ “No! I want to stay to watch the stars please Lucifer.” He stopped as you grabbed his wrist and looked at him as your hair blew in the wind, he would forever cherish that moment where you looked perfect, almost unreal. “If you say so then Love.” He laughs as you cheer a bit, then you layed your head on his lap, he froze for a second before as a slight blush rose to his cheeks and playing with your hair. “I love you MC, please remember that always and forever.” “Haha! I love you as well Luci!”

He never knew that would be the last day he saw you. The morning after the picnic he found you laying beside him limp and cold in his own bed.

— “Hello Lucifer?” They said as he came back to reality, guilt coming after him. “Get out please. I think it’s best if we end this night here..” The new exchange student got up and left, feeling sad. As they left Lucifer stared at the photo of the two of you sitting while on the picnic date, he always kept it right at his desk. When he knew no one was there he covered his mouth and let a few tears fall from his eyes “I miss you love, please come home soon.”

002 :: MAMMON

— Mammon and the new exchange student were at a casino, the exchange student was sitting there studying his moves. As soon as his eyes met theirs, he saw you in their eyes;; the exact same eye colour, the shape was a bit different but still. He suddenly was met with a flashback.

“Hey Mam’s! Wanna go to the new movie? I heard it’s a good one!” You said excitedly as he blushes a bit before replying “Sure, but just us! Ya got it human?!” You nod & laugh in reply as you left and got ready. You guys both got a ride their from Lucifer who sighs concerned, “You two better now get in any trouble, especially you Mammon.” “Hey!” As Lucifer drove off Mammon put his arms around your shoulder as you guys entered the movies, buying popcorn & soda as well as a ticket before entering. As the movie started it was chill, but when some scary scenes came on Mammon was shivering, as you rubbed his back to relief him. When the movie ended, this time he called a taxi instead of getting Lucifer to drive you guys home. It started raining, Mammon put his jacket over your head because you didn’t have one on at the time. “Thanks Mammon.” “No problem Treasure! Can ya stay here? I got to use the washroom for a second.” You nod and he kisses you on the lips before leaving.

There was a sketchy demob staring at you, making you uncomfortable but you stayed in the same area hoping Mammon would come any second. The demon smirked and started walking towards you before stabbing you in the lung, he then ran off as you fell to your knees, gasping for air as you held the wound. Mammon didn’t expect to see the scene as he had left the washroom, he didn’t waste any time and ran towards you as fast as he could. “Look at me treasure, i promise ya i won’t let you die!..” He started letting his tears fall as he held you against his chest, praying for once in a long time that you could be saved. “Mam’s I love you..” He stared in wide eyes at you as you smiled weakly before your eyes closed. He screamed and cried, hoping someone could save you but to his luck, you couldn’t be saved. After that he was never the same

— “I need to go.” Mammon told the exchange student as he left, he needed to be alone and didn’t want anyone unless if it was you to bother him.

003:: LEVIATHAN

— Leviathan was hanging out with the new exchange student because they wanted to watch a anime with him. Once they chose a anime the exchange student smiled at him; that smile that reminded him of you, except yours was much cheerful and brought him comfort more then anyone could. Suddenly he drifts off as the anime starts

“Levi!! Can we do a all nighter and watch anime?!” You said cheerfully as you ran up to him, Leviathan knew you had a sickness that no one knew about and wanted to make you as happy as he could so he agreed. You two ended up watching a anime but you fell asleep halfway through on his shoulder, he was the shade of a tomato. What he didn’t know, was that you weren’t going to wake up the next morning.

“Levi? Wake upp-“ Leviathan got out of his state and just shaked his head before returning to the anime, as a few tears gathered in his eyes from the guilt. He hid it as well as he could until the exchange student left.

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sunbaethehuman-blog · 7 years

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Indecisive - ( Pt. 1)

Yoongi Angst | Taehyung x Reader

PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3 (coming soon)

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader | Taehyung x Reader

Genre: Angst, fluff, BTS x Reader, series

Author’s note: SECOND FANFIC AYYYYY. I’ve been writing this one since….. this summer maybe?? lol idk im lazy af and i still have other stuff to write. RLLY GOOD STUFF TOO. ive been into angst stuff lately bc i love to break my heart over n over again :’))) thats my kink guys!!! getting my heart broken!! haha jk im srry i will sto p anyways. I love yoongi with all my heart,,,, but i also love taehyung with all my heart so i was like WHY NOT AHAHAHA bias vs bias wrecker ok now i’m overdoing this author’s note thing im srry pls enjoy btws i posted this without rlly reviewing it so YEAH LETS GET IIIIIIT

“Ew, what kind of face is that?” a low voice asked, looking at the screen on the phone you were holding up, the front camera facing you and raven haired male that sat next to you as you took a selfie. You had your face scrunched up, eyes rolled up to the point where the only the whites of your eyes were shown, you clicked the camera shutter.

“What’s wrong with silly pictures?” You pouted and turned to your date. As he looked back at you, he scoffed, “you call that silly? That’s more ugly than it is silly.” His tone was serious but you knew his humor consisted of roasts.

You couldn’t help but laugh and playfully hit his shoulder, “Okay, okay. We’ll take a good one.” Your hand still in position, you smiled at the camera showing teeth, while the young man smirked. Click. “There we go.” You cooed. The lights began dimming, indicating the movie was about to begin so you put your phone away.

You were amazed by the fact you were able to ask Yoongi out on a date to the cinema. You weren’t sure how to go about it but you asked your best friend, Taehyung for advice, he seemed weird about it but eventually he said to just go for it. You and Yoongi were good friends to begin with but you felt something else go on between you two (a lot of sexual awkward tension to be exact). For a while, neither of you acknowledged it, knowing it could possibly ruin your friendship, and that’s something the neither of you wanted.

Deciding to see a romantic comedy, Yoongi was first against it, but it was the only thing you could stand watching. Horror wasn’t your cup of tea, so Yoongi let it slide. To your surprise, you heard Yoongi laughing along beside you. Looking at him laughing, you couldn’t help but smile too.

Then, a sudden burst of happiness hit you. It was weird–it would happen from time to time and it’d come at the most random times. The feeling was strong and passionate that just couldn’t be ignored.

“Hey, Yoongi…” you began, but you stopped. Yoongi’s phone was vibrating in his pocket. As the screen lit up, his eyebrows knitted together, “ahh, what can I do..” he flashed his phone at you, “it’s Suran. I’ll be back.” Answering his call in a low whisper, he got up from his seat and walked while crouching, trying not to block people from veiwing the movie and walked outside of the movie theater.

All of your firey passion was gone in an instant. Your heart’s content was quickly replaced with sadness. ‘Why am I being like this..? It’s not like he’s leaving.. Ohmygod. Am I jealous?’ You felt frustrated about your own feelings. ‘No! I can’t be. They’re both my friends.’

Holding a burdensome conversation with yourself, a voice whispered into your ear, “I’m so sorry,” it was Yoongi. Making you snap out of the lonesome quarrel, you turned your head towards him, “Suran is… in need of my help. I have to go. I’ll see you later.”

To your understanding, you nodded, “alright. No worries, I hope everything’s fine..!” and with that, he rushed back out.

Trying to keep your cool, you sunk into your seat, ‘they’re both my friends… then why am I feeling like this?’ you could only ask yourself that same question over and over.

‘Next time, maybe?’ you asked yourself. The autumn night breeze blew your hair, chilling your cheeks and runny nose. The hoodie you wore under your jean jacket kept you warm. After Yoongi left, you had been in a sour mood and decided to leave without finishing the movie. You felt like you needed to take a walk, and that’s what you did. It felt nice to have some time to yourself and sort out these senses.

Getting home, you plopped down onto your bed, spreading your limbs out. Staring at the ceiling, you contiplated whether or not to text Yoongi. And after many debates, you finally decided yes. Pulling out your phone from your purse and clicking the message app, you picked Yoongi’s contact.

YOU: Hey, how is Suran doing? Is everything okay?

After a few minutes, you recieved a reply.

Yoongi-nie: Hey, everything’s fine, I guess. her boyfriend broke up with her so she needed my moral support… how was the movie? sorry i didn’t stick around long enough to see the ending. did they end up together?

YOU: oh no that’s terrible. HE DIDN’T DESERVE HER. HE’S AN ASS. I got her back, tell her that. and the movie was good. :) you lied guess we gotta redo this lil date so you can find out for yourself! haha

The reply from Yoongi took a little longer than you had hoped.

Yoongi-nie: Date? i didn’t know this was a date… i thought we were only hanging out….

What–. What the hell is that supposed to mean? Your heart was pounding hard against your chest.

YOU: Oh, hanging out? lol then do u want to go on a date sometime with me…?

At that point, you felt like your heart was going to beat out of your chest. Turning your screen off, you screamed while throwing your phone to the other side of your bed. The anticipation and anxiety began to build. “WHY DID I DO THAT? JEEZ, FUCK. OHMYGOD. NOOO. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK–” Ding! You received a message.

Quickly crawling to the other side of your bed, you flipped over your phone and rushed to unlock it.

Yoongi-nie: No. Sorry. I don’t like you like that. I always thought I treated you like my annoying little sister, but I don’t want to keep leading you on. I’m sorry but I don’t feel that way.

Your heart sunk. It was the end. Honestly, you didn’t know what you were expecting. Your life isn’t like the romantic comedies. You weren’t going to get the boy. It happens.

YOU: Ahhh. Okay. Sorry, I misunderstood. I probably made you feel uncomfortable. Thanks for telling me the truth, though. I really appreciate it.

Yoongi-nie: Are you okay? I don’t want you to be depressed or anything.

At this point, your heart felt destroyed.

YOU: OMG. Yeah, I’m fine. Don’t worry about it. I just need some time if that’s okay.

Yoongi-nie: Take all the time you need. Again, I’m sorry.

YOU: Don’t apologize. It’s okay, seriously. Goodnight.

Yoongi-nie: Goodnight.

Recieving that last text, you set your phone on silent and played music. You didn’t think playing your favorite songs could make you feel so sad.

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The next day felt draining. Although you didn’t have work, your morning wasn’t as enjoyable as it could’ve been. Doing what you usually do on your day off, you jumped into the shower. Since you had no plans of going out, you only changed into comfy sweats and a t-shirt, and tied your hair up into a pony-tail. Next, you cleaned your apartment while listening to music that blasted through your speakers. It was a good distraction until you heard a knock at the door.

Turning down the music, you took a look at yourself in the mirror that hanged in the hallway before the front door and moved away misplaced strands of hair out of your face then opened the door.

It was Taehyung wearing his baggy tan hoodie and ripped blue jeans. He had what seemed like bags filled with food in his hands. “Good morning!” He smiled. You were able to keep it together since the night before and all morning but for some reason, seeing your best friend’s face made you break into tears. “Taaaaaehyuuuuung..!” you sobbed.

The brunette’s smile was wiped off with concern and confusion, “woah, woah what happen?” He closed the door behind him and placed the bags onto the table before wrapping his lengthy arms around you.

His warm embrace made you cry into his chest even harder and hug back. All that was heard were muffled sobs. “There, there.” he said softly, stroking the top of your head. He was patient with you, he always was. And it was rare to see you cry, Taehyung knew you were a strong when it came to your feelings. Stress, frustration or even just sad movies never made you cry.

After a few minutes of ugly sobbing, you stepped back, letting go and looking up at him through your blurry vision. Taehyung looked back into your eyes and only chucked, “well that’s a sight for sore eyes.” cupping your cheeks, he wiped away your tears as you sniffed. “Are you ready to tell me what happen?”

The only response you gave him was a slow nod. Tired of standing at the door, the both of you moved the conversation to your living room, where you told him about your heartbreak.

You sat at one end of the couch in a little ball while Taehyung sat at the other end. “Ahhh… this is so embarrassing…” you sighed, rubbing your eyes and sniffed.

“Why are you embarrassed? These are your feelings. There’s nothing you should be embarrassed about.” Taehyung comforted.

You sighed once again, “ah… why did I have to fall for Yoongi? I should’ve just fallen for you instead. We’re practically married,” leaning your head against the leather cusion of the couch and giggled.

Only a corner of Taehyungs lips lifted, “that’s food for thought.” He leaned over and patted the closest limb he was able to reach, which was your foot, weird but it still felt comforting, “I don’t know what else to say but to move on–things like this happen. I don’t want to sound like a jerk and tell you this but it’s the truth,” he sighed, “and I don’t want you to keep bringing your hopes up for them to be suddenly broken down again.”

Taking a deep breath and rubbing your eyes before combing through your hair with your fingers, you looked at him, “aghhh, you’re right. I have to get over him…. and I’ll start by eating that food you brought–where it at?” you got off the couch and quickly walked to the table in the hallway where Taehyung left the bags.

Opening the bags, it felt as if the food itself was glowing and shinning on your face. Was there a choir of angels singing? Who knows but you could hear them loud and clear. All you could do was mischievously laugh to yourself, “oh, Taehyungie. You know me so well.” The bags were filled with all of your favorite snacks and drinks.

“I thought we could watch some movies and chill all day while eating junk food,” the owner of the low and husky voice popped in, watching you drool from the hallway.

You looked up at the direction it come from and smiled, “Taehyung, you have perfect timing.”

#bts #yoongi #suga #taehyung #kim taehyung #min yoongi #angst #bts angst #kpop #kpop angst #yoongi x reader #taehyung x reader #one shot #fluff #agust d #part 1 #BTS - Indecisive

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