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multi-lefaiye · 2 years
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what's penpal about?
okay so [claps]
short version: penpal is the story of a man who is slowly realizing that he was stalked and potentially almost murdered when he was a child.
long version: penpal is the story of an unnamed narrator who, on a whim, decided to explore some childhood memories that never fully made sense to him looking back, because he never got the bigger picture.
he asks around and tries to learn more about his past, and as time goes on he becomes more and more aware of the fact that, when he was a child, he was actively being stalked for a significant portion of his life, and no one ever told him even after everything was resolved (b/c unfortunately, penpal does not have a happy ending, and there's never any justice for what happened).
i like penpal because the story is presented as an unrelated series of events at first glance, but the more you think about it the more things start to make sense and connect together.
it's very much like... a story about the loss of innocence, the unreliability of our own memories, and how good parents will do anything to protect their children. and it's fucking emotionally devastating on SO many levels.
however, it's fucked up and dark and sad and i don't recommend reading it if any of what i described here sounds like it'd be triggering or upsetting for you. while i think penpal is significantly more respectful in how it handles its concept than a lot of horror i've seen, i also DEFINITELY think it's not for everyone. it's bleak and sad and there's no justice or happy ending.
ok sorry to ramble a bit ASDFJK;L i just remembered like... this book fucked me up but i also do think it's super well-written.
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holllandtrash · 1 year
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muse | charles leclerc social media au
pairing: charles leclerc x singer!reader
after stepping back from music following a bad break up and a label drop, y/n returns and is on the search for a new muse, you just never thought you'd find it in italy sabrina carpenter faceclaim - a lot of reading with this one im so sorry
there is a spotify playlist to go along with this au if you're wanting to listen to the songs used/mentioned throughout, listen here (i suggest it bc the lyrics of some songs are important hehe)
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yourusername thanks for letting me take some time away♡ new things are coming, stay tuned
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sofiacarson we missed u
dovecameron welcome back b❤️❤️
ynismygf SHES BLONDE AND WE'RE GETTING NEW MUSIC? im screaming
happy4u if we get a break up album im gna use it as an excuse to break up w my boyfriend
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zendaya 🔥🔥🔥🔥
ynfanclub girl drop the album
yourusername girl its been 2 weeks i dont have an album
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yourusername when in italy...drop a new song for the first time in 8 months
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dovecameron okay girly pop off
ynfanclub I THOUGHT WE WEREN'T GETTING A BREAK UP ALBUM
yourusername ITS JUST ONE SONG ynfanclub IM SCREAMING
ynismommy italy is good for her, i support this
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yourusername these last few days have been incredible, thank you italy for being so welcoming and thank you scuderia ferrari for allowing me to sing a few old songs on stage to celebrate your old company
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scuderiaferrari anytime 🫡🫡
charles_leclerc see you in the paddock?
yourusername what is a paddock formulayn charles is flirting with her and she has no idea
dovecameron shes baaaack👀👀 we except an album soon
yourusername hehe
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yourusername new music may come sooner than we thought
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goldenyn SHE FOUND A MUSE SHES BACK TO WRITING
formulayn i bet you ANYTHING its charles, y/n probably took one look at him and was like yep i could write 10 songs about you no problem
yourbestfriend the flowers...👀 girl call me
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paddockupdates Y/N L/N sporting an all red attire at Circuit of the Americas!! Guess that week in Italy really did turn her into a Ferrari Fan
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yourusername i love sports
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charr16 love to see her at the races but also..bestie...we need more music
formulayn Y/N is at a race i repeat, y/n iS AT THE RACE
charles_leclerc 📍circuit of the americas
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charles_leclerc P1 and Fastest Lap 👊🏁 What an incredible race❤️
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scuderiaferrari ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
yourusername gooooo charles !!
formulayn girl just say you love him its okay we all do
teamcharles maybe y/n is the teams good luck charm, she should go to more races
yourusername i agree
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yourusername woman of the hour ep...drops friday
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formulayn im really reading into the whole red theme a bit too much
leclerrspaddock same
dovecameron i've been waiting for this one
charles_leclerc can't wait
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yourusername happy woman of the hour release day ♡ thank you to the fans who have been so patient and supportive throughout my entire break (and my return to the studio) thank you to my friends for deleting numbers and blocking the pages i couldn't bring myself to and thank you to my muse❤️ i can't wait to write more songs about you in the future
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charles_leclerc this is my favourite album
sofiacarson ❤️❤️❤️❤️
formulayn IS THAT CHARLES IN THE LAST PIC i can't breath
scuderiaferrari already added to our garage playlist🫡
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charles_leclerc woman of the hour
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yourusername thank you for being my muse❤️
charles_leclerc anytime
pierregasly does this mean we get tickets to her concert
yourusername only if charles wins the wdc
formulayn so they met that first week in italy and fell in love and have just been secretly dating this whole time...cool cool cool cool cool🥹
goldenyn im glad she put her energy into charles instead of a break up album🥺🥺 y/n deserves to be happy
scuderiaferrari mom and dad
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itsanidiom · 3 months
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SHIPPER TAG GAME
LET'S GOOOOO~ tagged by @negrowhat
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1. What ship were you completely obsessed with when you were a teenager, but now you don't care anymore?
Glorestor or Glorfindel / Erestor of Middle Earth Fanon Fame. Not that I don't CARE about it anymore, mind you. There's just not enough new content (for obvious reasons god it's old and there's like one conversation of original source material). I don't think about them as much anymore. Like I used to be reading fanfic EVERY NIGHT and we're talking like novel length fanfics (as you can imagine people in the LOTR fandom write lol). Anyway here's some super old fan art... (>u<)
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2. Which ship would you consider your first one?
Oh god...something Dynasty Warriors related for sure...
Probably like Sun Ce / Zhao Yu or Gan Ning / Lu Xun. (GO WU! lol) I feel like there were other couples I'm totally forgetting right now...but yeah god I love Dynasty Warriors...
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Also...daaamn Gan Ning looks good there I should go buy the latest game. (>w<)
3. Your first fanfic belonged to which couple?
Like the first one I wrote or read?? I went into my oldest of old "old writing" folders and found this list of docs that I haven't been touched in over ten years. SO I'm gonna saaaay it was a Dynasty Warriors fanfic...one of these pairings. (^ ^;)
Also kind of hilarious to see that I literally still organize my fanfic files in the same way for over half my fucking life ago...nice...
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4. Do you remember the first couple you saw a fanart over?
I feel like it would have been something Inuyasha related. That or something Final Fantasy X. I do not remember, but it was probably some version of these scene.
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5. Did you ever get into ship discourse?
Not that I can remember...do not need this in my life...lol but maybe I've reblogged some RPF like discourse? Like the "should or shouldn't you ship" type discussions. I'm on the side of "do whatever you want but don't send it to the famous people" [ex. like ATEEZ fanfic/fanart] or "if they are literally doing it as part of their promo go ahead, it's for fun/they literally requested it as part of their promo" [ex. BillyBabe]. (^ ^;)
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6. Did you used to have any no-otp or have it currently?
It honestly always depends on the quality of the fanart or the fanfic because even a notp can turn into a OH!tp if it's good enough. [Exhibit a: my Phaya/Tharn/Chalothorn fanfic]
7. Who were the couple in the last fanfic you read?
Weirdly the one new Chalothon/Singh fic from The Sign. But I really need AO3 to fix the spelling of his name in the tag...
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8. Currently, do you have any OTPs?
PhayaTharn are the current obsession~
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Look at them...adorable...
9. Is there any couple that, to this day, you are extremely mad about not getting together?
Still wish John Wick / Santino fucked...also like James Bond / Q and The Protagonist / Neil and Arthur / Eames...bromance is SUCH a waste but considering the genres of these movies it is never gonna happen...I have to wait for the Thai BL versions lol (^ ^;)
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10. Is there any ship you used to dislike but now you think they are kind of interesting?
OH I haven't been traumatized by watched it yet, but Dead Friends Forever has made me get onboard with Macau/Chay of KinnPorsche fame because OMG LOOK AT THESE CUTIES!!!!
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11. Do you have any ship that, in the past, was considered normal but now you would be cancelled over?
GOD I remember there was a LOT of Sesshomaru x Inuyasha yaoi when I was a kid LMFAO like...straight up cancelled...I dunno if it was normal back then but no yaoi was normal back then so like it sadly all got lumped together or something...then again looking at some of the comics that are coming out these days...
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12. What was your favorite crack ship?
All the McFassy ships from back in the day like OMG REMEMBER JUNGKOV?? STELIOS AND LETO??? ARCHIE AND ROBBIE? SO MANY CROSSOVERS!!
LOL Sorry that just brought me back LOL
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13. Who is the couple you read more fanfics of?
Ahhhh I don't know...I usually either write a lot or read a lot...I literally have a fic rec list for Glorestor lol and then when I look in my AO3 bookmarks the top ship is Hannigram sooooo let's say Hannigram even though I haven't read one for a while.
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14. What most of your ships usually have in common?
toll and smol...i like me a toll and a smoll...lol or big and small...i dunno something something contrast something something just crush him and/or be uncharacteristically gentle or somehow incapacitate the larger man with your wiles...that is all...
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15. What do you absolutely hate in a ship?
Miscommunication < seconding @negrowhat's response. Cannot stand it. Such a boring trope. Very annoying for me (the audience).
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elytrafemme · 1 year
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hai mare!!!! was just dropping by to let you know that once i get an email allowing me to get a new ao3 account that i’m gonna be writing there!!! :3 says the approximate day is the 23rd! and also the first thing i’m planning to work on is a oneshot of cs!tommy and cs!ranboo being besties and stuff! (i also don’t know if they ever become besties since i’m at like…. chapter 13…… but i’ve had no motivation to read in a few months :/)
i’m still navigating around the site (it confuses me so much 😭😭) but i shall get there!!!! i’m determined lol. please hand over any tips for a new person on that site who has no idea what the hell they are doing (not forced!)
anyways, i hope you’re doing okay <3 i’m wishing you well as always and i hope the universe is treating you kindly. i am continuously handing you a small treat (of your choice!) and wrapping you in a warm blanket. you deserve to be comfortable and safe i think 🫶
HAIIII omg omg Omg ... YOU WRITING LETS GOOOOO lmk when u get the ao3 account i will subscribe to it Immediately. also !!!!!!!! CS FANWORKS? CS FANWORKS? HOLY SHIT THAT. THAT IS REALLY COOL THAT IS REALLY COOL i. <333333333thank you so much
okay yeah so tips! searching up works or ships individually is a nightmare, ao3 has a fantastic search function but it gets overwhelming when trying to use the search bar with no filters on. what i recommend is finding a few character or relationship tags you like (i actually don't know if you can do this with characters but i figure you can?) and favoriting them. that way you can go to the home page and see all your favorite tags and use THOSE to navigate/browse for works -- i never try to individually look up works anymore and i just do that
bookmarks are helpful! you can mark things for later but imo i am more likely to check a bookmark where i individually wrote "read later" than i am to go search for my mark for later works. you can make bookmarks private, leave comments on them, leave tags (wish in hindsight i tagged my own bookmarks so i could look thru them easier), etc.
i hear very conflicting perspectives on this but what i learned and what i have done since is always put my writing in RICH TEXT FORMAT. there is an option (which is default iirc?) to upload works in HTML format but that fucking sucks so just go with rich format. you can draft works for 30 days and continuously go back and edit tags if you want
there are a LOT of advice pieces on tagging that circulate but one of mine that i don't see a ton is that you can use the tags of the fic to broadly cover some content material, and then use the beginning notes to get more specific. this usually works best with multichapters, like i don't individually tag every single triggering thing that appears in CS but i tag the things that are recurring (alcoholism, derealization, etc) and then in the beginning notes for each chapter i state what the specifics are
if yu need any more specific tips lmk i love ao3's web design so i am down to chat about it whenever
I HOPE YOU ARE DOING GOOD TOO!!!! handing u a warm drink and opening up the blanket on one side ... we can share :]
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cryptidofthekeys · 2 years
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Chase rates/ranks: Mark Ego Edition
Alrighty its time for me to literally list egos from number one rank to the very last BUT also, im rating them in a weird sorta way too just,, alright here we fuckin GOOOOO- its the iplier egos, not doing the septic egos ...not yet- i might make another list remember this is just,, my list/rating and its literally only for fun, i rotate fictional men in my mind constantly, so consistency? HAH! Anyways... I’ll start off with the number system (also going to include wkm characters, like William BEFORE he became Wilford or Damien before like ya know)
Also y o u! @vileandvenom
You wanted to be tagged so there ya go also under a keep reading bc this shit’s LONG also im not including Stan bc let me tell you RIGHT off the bat, uh Stan has his own list, its the dad list, hes NUMBER one on that list, that’s all I’ll say.
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1: now I know y’all might be thinking oh he likes Bim VERY much so its obviously him! ...uhh your not... NOT wrong on that one ...but, no my number one pick is Markus/Murdock I fucking LOVE him to b i t s like he is my new number one favorite hands down (i decided last minute to rate them ALONG with the rankings so yeah)
But Markus Murdock mans!!! murder mans!! I fucking love him, im on my knees with a wedding ring right the fuck now, now just... w a i t hang on, h-hear me out, please, no- dont judge me- HES,, HES UM, I KNOW HES A MURDERER BUT... HES CUTE, HES SCRUNGLY! he scratches the horror angst itch in my brain, so uh 10/10 obviously
2: Bim Trimmer, okay look, he HAS to be number two bc I literally called him my fictional husband for fucks sake- listen, I love Bim VERY much, i still do, im also giving him a wedding ring, hes probably not accepting it bc its not fancy or expensive enough for him BUT I am still offering- like s i r, please, ONE chance, ONE SINGULAR chance- I will HAPPILY compete on the gameshow, if i just so happen to get turned into a fuckin burger or whatever it was- i mean, worth it- ...So another 10/10 (there can be MULTIPLE 10/10s shhh) ...also unironically i associate him to the sound of ‘Cannibal by Kesha’ ...but to be different, also? ...Eat You - Caravan of Thieves
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3: Yancy... FUCKIN JAILBIRD MUSICAL MAN!!! HELLO HI SIR, YOUR COOL, YOU GIVE ME GENDER, AND ALSO THO??? I FUCKING TALK LIKE HIM ON RANDOM OCCASIONS, sometimes its conscious sometimes its just an unconscious choice, almost like I get possessed by the man himself, im constantly quoting ‘get da fuck outta here’ from the bloopers but sometimes i’ll say ‘dey’ or ‘youse’ or something along those lines, just y’all have n o idea how much I love this guy, he’s so funky, big strong tough mans ...10/10 also associate Yancy with a lotta musicals in general but also i get gangster vibes from him so songs like that, nothing in particular
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4: CAPTAIN MAGNUM, DO I EVEN NEED TO SAY ANYTHING Y’ALL??? HES A FUCKING P I R A T E!!!! HES. A. P I R A T E. THATS ALL HE NEEDS TO BE- listen, i LOVE pirates immensely so, pirates are so fucking cool and just ag hjbfhjdksljgdfs- Magnum seems like such a sweet lad, i’d hold his big hand even though it’d probs engulf and crush mine OR he’d wind up lifting me up by the arm bc he’s REALLY tall hr g h... t-tall men... <3 another 10/10 also associate him with so many sea shanties but mm for a song? ...This Ship’s Going Down by Voltaire
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5: Eric Derekson!! Listen,, i love this anxious man, we can be anxiety buddies just probably apart because ya know making eye contact is one thing but also legit talking is another, so sometimes we’ll simply glance at each other before looking away and getting more stressed and worried by the second, we also struggle with confidence issues on the occasion so yeah! I love him very much, probs has sweaty hands so im not sure i wanna hold em but he’s very polite and nice looking and would treat me right so wholeheartedly, not to say certain others wouldn’t, he’d just be... like,, listen hes just h i m- 10/10 (also hate that I’ve seen some babying shit of him at one point, it was n O T fun :/) dont have a song association with him but i get vibes of him like, listening to some form of chill lofi type music for some reason
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6: Wilford Warfstache!! cotton candy man!! bubblegum bitch!!! my beloved hi hello!!!! I love him very much, mark literally saying ‘hes the one you want!’ or something along those lines j u s t, he is completely right and this is very true bc even tho hes number 6 on this list, I love this funky dude with all my heart, this weird eldritch fucker who can pop wormholes with knives and not even r e a l i z e hes the one who did it, what a fucked up man ...also sad backstory, go d d a m n- ...10/10 ...listen I promise, I genuinely promise this list will NOT ALL be 10/10s
but Warfstache despite his murdering ways, i do genuinely love the funky lad, he gives me gender in a v e r y strange way, i’d love to try on some of his clothes- like the suspenders is s u c h a look also he looks like he’d give AMAZING hugs and I KNOW he would, i associate him heavily with ‘hug me! bring it in!’ jfgkddfjs
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7: Darkiplier! I love hims!!! I know he’s a manipulator but u g h whatever,, i dont care- like jokes on y’all, at this point in my life y’all REALLY think I could tell if he was EVER manipulating me? N a h- I could never tell the difference between the shit he says! He’s a fucked up dude who probably shouldn’t REALLY exist bc he’s like an amalgamation of two people or whatever but he does, he’s gender bc of that- i get gender envy from him bc of that fact apparently but either way, his ringing does hurt my ears though, i h a t e high pitched noises so i could never be around him for too long of a time also can’t stare at him too much or else my eyes get fucky, so bc of those two im going to say 8/10, i’d like to hold his hand too but i know he probs wouldn’t let me, he doesnt give me very affectionate vibes, i associate him with Michael Bublé singing Sway very heavily.
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8: Googleplier (including all of them in one) but! I love Googs! All of them- I mean they all are pretty mean, pretty rude- BUT I fucking love robot characters so they gets a pass ...plus legit i love mean rude dudes so eh- I would want to hold their hands but they would definitely not allow it, not affectionate in the slightest- It would be interesting bc like I do have a few questions I’d love to ask them, I mean their a sentient robotic being, they’ve got a PLETHRA of knowledge and im just a curious dude about a lot of shit, despite them being mean and pretty fucked up, I’d still treat them nicely, i’d be kind and sweet to em all ...i was about to say i’d make food for them but uh im not sure,, they can eat really... so oops... but I’d still be nice to em regardless- sooo... I have to say another 8/10. I have no songs I associate either of them with ....BUT for fun uh the Underground song from the movie Robots.
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9: The Host!!! I love this funky ass narrator dude, like he does give off some scary ass vibes, like there’s no telling what he’s capable of but also,, I love his aesthetics s o damn much, his coat is cool, i’d wear it honestly- in all honesty I’d sit down and listen to The Host like ALL the time, he could talk about so much random shit that I don’t even comprehend but I’d sit there listening intently, he might give off scary vibes or something unnerving but also in a weird sorta way, he also gives off, comforting vibes? Like, he seems like he’d be MUCH quieter than the other egos ...well MOST of them anyways- and it’d be nice to chill with him, read some books together, I’d love to hear Host’s recs for any horror books in all honesty, his lil weird narration powers are unique and such a cool concept to me! Idk how affectionate Host would be, probs not super good at it but i dont care really, i just wanna hear his stories man- 9/10 ...wish there was more of him- ...honestly i dont have songs i associate him with BUT just those asmr-esque videos of like, pens scribbling down, flipping through books, just... LIBRARY sounds in general i get those vibes from him.
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10: THE JIMS!!! Jim, Jim, their cousin Jim, mama Jim, papa Jim, brother Jim, Jimantha, just the ENTIRE Jim family tree, i fucking love The Jims, the reporters have big scrunkle energy, would probs get on my nerves s o fast but all in all it could be fun hanging around them, their funky, weird, stupid- like INCREDIBLY stupid but that’s part of their charm, The Jims are the funniest characters and concepts to me and im tired of pretending their not gkfjlddjfks just...
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all in all a real whopping Jim outta Jim y’all ngl ...I’ve got one song that I know probs doesn’t make sense BUT I fucking love associating them with the Pink Panther them, it fits with their hijinks.
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11: Yandereiplier ....now just, wait a minute y’all wait a minute wait a minute- just, hear me out... now I KNOW she’s a yandere... I KNOW their supposed to be bad, evil, whatever- ....but he... he’s so fucking lovely nfjkdlsjdfsa I love Yandereiplier immensely... NOT because of my bias toward yanderes, NOT Bc i love the concept of yanderes (i should clarify, none of that shit irl, bc thats,, weird and fucked up ...BUT in fiction o o g h!!! THE ANGST, THE HORROR, I E A T THAT UP) theres literally nothing to their character (i usually use he/she/they pronouns for em btw, thats uh my headcanon i guess) BUT the potential is there, I just like her a lot ...Also he’s got a fucking s w o r d so that’s awesome but their mostly a 6/10, i dont think bout them a LOT in all honesty, they’d be EXTREMELY affectionate and super clingy to an extreme point, also no song association bc listen, I could make a FUCKING PLAYLIST for this character in like 5 mins with the songs I have, there’s too many to choose from.
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12: Dr. Iplier ....in ISWM i dont care if y’all say ‘oh thats not him its just somethin Mark did for the bit’ no, thats him- that is ABSOLUTELY him, you cannot look me in my goddamn eyes and convince me that’s NOT Dr. Iplier- that’s totally him, all in all made me want to slam the door shut on him ...maybe- ...or maybe he didnt- guess we’ll never know hahahaha ...but anyways, I like Dr. Iplier, not super crazy bout him, just another doctor but one to add to the kinda good list i guess? ...But also I swear to god say ‘im sorry you’re dying’ one more time and Im going to SHOW you whose gonna be dying in the next 5 minutes, overall not super crazy bout him, probs a solid 5/10, I’ll give him the middle ground at the very least- for funsies i’ll associate him with that one song that goes ‘doctor doctor give me the news’
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13: Actor Mark ...I can say i absolutely loathe and hate him and believe me, I do, I absolutely despise this man ....but also ... . . . <3 his fucking character i swear to god, there’s just something about him that genuinely gets me every single time, I fucking despise this man but I also kinda love him im not going to lie, hes my blorbo most detested, its like a weird sorta love/hate relationship going on here- do i want to hold his hand? Yes but do i also want to punch him right in his stupid face? ...Also yes- like I can say I hate the man as much as I want to and it be true ...but also, ya know, just o o g h- ....7/10 that’s all I’ll say, Idk what song I associate with Actor, there’s probs a few im not thinking of right now but eh.
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14: Illinois ...0/10, next ego
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I’m joking- gkfjdlfdkjs I love Illinois BUT not as much as the fandom, like hes alright, that ego (no pun intended) on him is REALLY big, like god- he just,, he really can just ooze confidence out huh? Like bitch, stop hogging it, give ME some of that confidence- VERY egotistical, thinks hes hot shit, he is hot- I MEAN UM... AHEM- I do love adventures but im not sure i could stand being around him for long periods of time, another hate/love relationship BUT its less hatred and I mean a LOT less hatred than Actor Mark ...even despite uh Actor being above Illinois here ...tbh I stopped paying attention the number past like,, 9 or ten gfjkdjdfsl I got lazy RRRREAL fast, but overall I’d give him an 8/10, definitely one step up from Actor for sure- dont have a song for him so eh
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15: William J Barnum aka The Colonel, I did say I was going to include the wkm before things got fucky and since I’ve stopped truly paying attention to the numbers well here we are, I uh- I do love The Colonel in some ways, idk he gives me weird vibes- not as funky or fun as Wilford but on the bright side before shit got real fucked up he was admittedly pretty normal, not confusing at all in the slightest and I do LOVE to see him, ya know, NOT broken and traumatized... Idk, im like- i love The Colonel like I said but im also feeling kinda neutral, i dont think about him a lot in all honesty, I think bout Wilford WAY more than when he was William, Imma have to go with 5/10 on this one, I associate him with that fuckin jumanji music essentially
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16: Damien!!! Another of my beloved despite being number 16! oh my god despite being a mayor of sorts I’d- honestly I’d trust him with all my heart- I love Damien very much so, hes a big source of comfort even if Dark is lower on the numbers than he is, again i stopped caring like a big ago gfldkfjgds i said i was gonna number these n shit properly but my hands are gonna be tired after this but ANYWAYS- Damien is such a lovable dude, like genuinely i just wish to hold his hands- I know he’d let me, definitely- I’d feel comfortable and safe around Damien he just gives off soft, loving, and caring vibes to me, like heck even if hes doing boring paperwork shit or talking bout like, idk whatever mayors do I wouldn’t mind hanging around or listening to it, will my brain process any of it? ...No, absolutely not <3 but I just like his voice, his voice is very soothing to me
gonna have to give him a 10/10 all the way through just bc hes definitely a good source of comfort even if I think bout other characters a lot more often technically speaking. Uhh I don’t think I have a song to associate him with really? Not one I can think of at the moment anyways but uh yeah.
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17: Bing and Mini Bing, again their robots, I love robots, but uh I’d get s o fucking fed up with them s o goddamn fast imma be honest, like they ARE lovable but my g o d, i just do not think i could hang around them for long periods of time, probs WAY more affectionate than the Googles BUT, idk- i dont feel a strong connection toward the Bings in all honesty ...it might be because uh I have a bad association with the ACTUAL Bing fgjkdljgfds it took over my o l d computer somehow (it was v i r u s related shit i should clarify) but still gfkdlgjdfsl either way, i’d hang out with them for about 10 minutes, tops and that’s it so overall a 4/10, not the ABSOLUTE worst but not the best either.
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18: Harold B Darrensworth, not a lot to say bout this one in all honesty, he almost never crosses my mind ...so meh not a big fan, probs a 3/10 ...definitely better than CERTAIN other egos im going to be getting into in a few minutes, I could absolutely tolerate the Bings more than him though ...it could also be my hatred for authorities being the reason i dont,, like him very much
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19: The Author which im p sure,, didnt he get like,, turned into The Host? I can’t remember my Author lore but either way, I do like him, he was cool either way, i dont think bout The Author TOO much but he’s got an interesting concept, an interesting character, I feel like Actor and him would get along swimmingly, their both nasty bitches who love suffering in stories ...but hey, so am I, all three of us could shake hands on loving to torment characters in our stories, but mm im feelin 5/10, i do like him a good bit but i dont,, think bout him too often- hes alright tho, dont have a song association with him in particular.
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20: Randal Voorhees which im sure has no relation to Jason Voorhees... ...Like Dr. Iplier, i dont care if like one of y’all is like ‘Chase, again, this was just a bit character’ ITS FUCKING RANDAL GODDAMN VOORHEES JUST LIKE THE DOCTOR WAS DR. IPLIER- MY MIND WILL NOT BE CHANGED, IT’LL NEVER BE CHANGED END OF STORY ...but anyways uh yeah, hes okay i guess- i fucking hate the ‘come’ sign like the doctor i was so ready to slam the door in their faces, like that ‘come’ sign is going to haunt me for the rest of my life along with the pizza box (im not rating all those fuckers, just, all those excluding Randal and uh Dr. Iplier are at LEAST 1/10s) but Randal? ...meh 5/10, just pls man get rid of the come sign- for the love of god get rid of the come sign
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21: Silver Shepherd ...1/10, i literally do NOT care about this dude at all, like ok hes a basic bland hero, meh- i mean i suppose to each their own but i n e v e r think bout this dude BUT I will give him a 1/10 bc at the very least hes better than certain others, no song associations for him nor Randal really- only thing i can hear for Randal which i forgot to mention is like fuckin L O U D ASS CONSTRUCTION SOUNDS
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22: Santiplier! jhfkdlfgjd god this is such an old bastard, im surprised i even REMEMBERED him, i love him but i would not hesitate to smack that bitch immediately tho, i feel not much love for him but i’d hang out with him just hear him bitch bout shit, like we’d be gossiping bitches but it’d be h a t e gossiping, just things n people we fucking h a t e, ...in a weird sorta way we might get along- ...3/10 i never think bout him but hes WAY better than Silver or the fuckin P*rniplier egos or whatever the fandom’s calling them
23: King of The Squirrels! ...I really hate the mess, just, eugh- that peanut butter literally makes me gag whenever i see it on his face, he just,, i think hes alright, he seems very polite, just a stupid ass motherfucker (affectionate) i just could n o t be around him and look at that for one but two, if that mess got on me i’d be freaking out- i know you can wash it off but ya know its,, just,, gross ...but still a 3/10
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24: Engineer Mark just for funsies, uh straight up 8/10 ...im sorry for mistaking you for Actor and tormenting and making your life a living hell but also you uh, shouldn’t have done shit with that warp core either, but im very sorry for mistaking you for that cunt, my bad <3 i dont think bout Engineer Mark much but hes nice, and cool- no song association i can think of
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25: Old Man Mark .... I fucking love him, hes like,, hes just,, hes grandpa- like Stan is my dad- Old Man Mark is my fictional grandpa dude,, i love him very much but in a strictly platonic way, bc thats,, thats my fuckin grandpa dude- even if he did try to stab me but hey,, i was kinda being a bastard so ya know but 10/10, love ya gramps HJVFGKDLJGFDKS- i dont have a song association at all in all honesty
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26: Noir Mark/Detective Mark... unsure if he has a canonical name yet or if we’re just sticking to Noir Mark BUT ... *sweeps nonexistent hair behind ear* ...hello, hiii sirrr... ar...are you... p-perhaps, um... maybe looking... f-for a uhhh new, maybe a new partner? ...I want to be his partner, granted I know my number one fave is uh making this questionable but SHHH!! dont tell him... Just, uh I see him and for everyone who loves this fucker? ...I get it, I totally get it <3 ...he be s o fine ...also his aesthetic is genuinely so appealing I LOVE the noir type shit, the detective aesthetic, its just so good- 10/10 for sure- also definitely anything jazz i associate with him, the s o f t kinda jazz, also i’d love to just be in his office and listen to that jazz while he files paperwork or whatever, like i dont care what hes doing i wanna listen to some t u n e s, i’d feel comfortable and safe around him, I mean he IS a detective after all
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27: Ed Edgar and Derek Derekson- im grouping them in bc im tired but I HATE THESE FUCKERS S O MUCH,, I WOULD ABSOLUTELY THROW DOWN WITH THEM AND I WOULD W I N, I WOULD BEAT THESE TWO WITH A FUCKIN RUSTY ASS SPOON, listen one thing y’all need to know about me is I fucking LOATHE and DESPISE these two in particular, there is no ‘love/hate’ relationship here it is LITERALLY just fucking h a t r e d, just- I hope they choke on a motherfucking cheese stick, those nasty greasy bitches, they look like they drink white gatorade and smell like NICKELS! 0/10 period. Silver, Santa, even the fuckin PRON EGOS- ARE BETTER THAN THESE TWO- i harbor an unbridled rage toward them, ya wanna know what song association these two fuckers get?
NOTHING, not even a SONG- they get NOTHING from me, they lose! Theystolefizzyliftingdrinks! but they just LOSE! They get NOTHING- not even a good day sirs, no b a d day in fact- so yeah my hatred is unbridled toward them lmao
anyways uh that’s literally all- now i probs did forget like maybe one or two fuckers outta the bunch BUT,, oh well, if y’all really want, just send an ask, tell me if i forgotten somebody and i’ll rank em for ya
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hinatas-sunshine · 4 years
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Request: hi !!! please could you write for atsumu, bokuto, kuroo (if you do write for them) with a s/o who is very shy, but in private they give lot of affection and is clingy? have a good day, i apologize if my english is not good ( ◜‿◝ )♡
a/n: you’re perfectly fine! I’m so sorry this is extreamly late but I’ve been looking forward to getting to write this ALL WEEK :’)
A/N: This is from awhile back that I just finished! I’ve had so many ideas I can’t wait to write later 🤠 sorry this is so bad I’m trying to get into the writing again hehe
Genre: Fluff
Warnings: None
Requests: OPEN
✰ MASTERLIST ✰
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Atsumu:
• “Shut up corn head!”
• Right now you were punching Atsumu’s chest and yelling at him
• Why?
• “I-I just asked ya to be my girlfrien’, are you okay?”
• You huffed as you felt your face heat up in embarrassment
• Now as a few people watched the loud and goofy y/n turn silent and hide behind her hair, they couldn’t believe it
• “Y-yeah I’m f-fine.”
• It barely came out as a whisper, but either way Atsumu heard you making him smile
• “Do I make the loud and proud y/n shy?”
• Looking at his smirk you shoved him
• “SHUT YOUR TRAP ATSUMU YOU LITTLE-“
• As you yelled at him, and he laughed everyone knew your answer because of your red cheeks and-
• “So ya won’t be my girlfriend?”
• “Says who?!”
• Now as you walk down the halls with him you won’t let him even touch you
• “I’m yer boyfriend I should at least hold yer hand.”
• You face burned with embarrassment as you reached for his hand, never taking it and zooming off
• “I’m late to class!”
• “...we have the same class?”
• During your lunch time you would only sit with Atsumu, while he tried to get you to make a move on him
• “Please one kiss and I’ll leave you alone!”
• “No.”
• “I’ll give you some the onigiri ‘Samu made?”
• “This is my lunch?”
• “I didn’t ask!”
• As he tried to bribe you Suna gave them a bored look while you threw your head down in embarrassment
• “So why won’t you show him any affection?”
• “I-I’m too shy to...”
• Now this caught Suna’s attention, and as the two continued to argue, you found yourself talking to Suna
• As school ends your now tackling Atsumu on his bed cuddling your face into his neck
• “This from tha same person who refused to hold my hand?”
• “Shut up ‘Tsumu.”
• He laughed while you pressed kisses wherever you could on his face
• You raised and eyebrow at him before placing a kiss on his lips and smiling
• “What ‘Tsumu?”
• “I have to admit, you have me looking forward to the end of the day just for these moments..”
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Bokuto:
• This boy was so clueless about how shy you were in general, and clueless about how shy you were around him
• Now as he slipped in the seat net to yours you refused to make eye contact with the golden eyed boy
• “Y/n! Hey!”
• You still refused to make eye contact with him before whispering a small “Hi”
• “Hm?” He let out a confused sound before shoving his face in front of yours forcing you too look at him
• “That’s much better! I can see your face now!”
• Your face turned a deep shade of red while you tried to calm down the quick beating of your head
• “U-Uh y-yeah.”
• He laughed before gasping
• “I had something to ask you!”
• You looked at him finally, making him even more confident
• “Would you go on a date with me?”
• And that’s how the most confident boy ended up dating the most shy person in school
• “Why won’t your hold my handddd?”
• You laughed lightly before wrapping your arms around his arm and hiding your face in it while you two walked
• To put it simply Bokuto was so happy and had the most prideful face
• it would be Bokuto’s favorite thing you do when you two are out
• He also loves how you are when it’s just you two
• “Nooooo don’t gooooo.”
• He laughed while you cling onto him like a koala
• “Is that y/n?”
• You froze hearing Akaashi’s voice
• You peeked over Bokuto’s shoulder to see the whole teams faces on Bokuto’s phone
• You yelped and threw yourself under your blankets
• “Bring her to practice!” “Yeah we wanna see y/n!” “Yeah!”
• Now you were walking in with your arms around Bokutos, Hinding behind him
• “Where is she?”
• You stepped out, and that was the beginning to them breaking you out of your bubble
• “I’m fine Bo!” “I’m not! THEY’RE TAKING YOU AWAY FROM ME!”
• You placed a kiss on his cheek while he lit up and put his arm around you making you laugh
• “Yep, she’s mine.” “We Know Bokuto-San.”
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Kuroo:
• For as shy as you were, the boys were surprised when you showed up as their new manager
• “Finally! A girl! AND SHES CUTE!”
• You looked down and fiddled with your hands
• “I’m not surprised you don’t know her, she is pretty Quiet...”
• “Alright guys enough, Y/n introduced yourself.”
• You smiled at Kuroo as a small thank you while hiding picking up your head
• “I’m y/n, as Kuroo said, I’m a 2nd year and I’m your new manager.”
• While Yamamoto was on the floor having a fanboy moment, Yaku was lightly kicking him and pushing Lev back from bombarding you with questions.
• Kenma smiled lightly at you, already knowing you and your big fat crush on Kuroo but either way he still thinks your cool
• “So what made you become our manager?!”
• “Shut up Lev! You’ll scare away our cute new manager!”
• Your eyes widened not knowing what to say, but Kuroo stood in front of you
• He felt you clutching on the back of his Nekoma jacket, and saw you look out from behind him at the boys
• Unknown to you, the other boys were smirking at Kuroo’s red painted cheeks
• As time went on you were still shy everywhere but no around the Nekoma team
• Well, sometimes.
• As you examined Kuroo’s face during practice because Lev hit him with a volleyball, the boys were having the time of their life teasing you two
• “Your touching his face like that? Ask him on a date first Y/n!”
• “Pre-Marital Touching couldn’t be me.”
• While Yaku and Yamamoto made fun of you two, your face burned in embarrassment and Kuroo was laughing
• You two sort of became a thing without noticing much, but the team didn’t know that, just the two of you
• As you sat on Kuroo’s bed you placed a face mask on him, while he head was laying your lap
• “This feels smells nice what is it
• You laughed at the Panda printed Face mask on his face
• “It’s Aloe!”
• He nodded while you intertwined your fingers with his continuing to watch the movie on his tv
• While you looked down feeling him look at you, he pulled up his mask and brought your face closer to his
• Placing kisses on your lips you giggled happily while he smiled between kisses
• You put his mask back down and cuddled close to him making him hold onto you
• “You really make it feel like life isn’t as Chaotic as it seems when I’m with you.”
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part one, probs, of me rambling about the premiere
Okay starting backwards and just what I remember since the end of the ep is freshest in my mind
- THE INTRO OH MY GOD the music is so good but dark, the imagery is wonderful, those shots of the main four with their past selves overlayed was *chef’s kiss*, SO MUCH POTENTIAL FORESHADOWING I’M-
 - Ironwood, bro, what the F U C K
 - ngl i’m a little concerned for Qrow and Robyn’s safety now
 - WAS WINTER’S ARM METAL? OH MY GOD?
 - I’ll be honest, of the AceOps Marrow is the only one who look actually mournful about Clover’s death. That’s not to say the others aren’t also grieving to some degree, but like they all looked like their anger came first whereas Marrow just looked... so sad
 - Ironwood saying if anything happens to the kingdom it’s WHOLELY their fault as if him kinda just ignoring Mantle’s wellbeing all this time didn’t play a huge role in allowing Watt’s to hack into things
- Ozpin: Wait you’re not telling them?    Oscar: You and I aren’t done talking     oh BOY
- Oscar panicking about Nora tackling him and Nora instead going for one of the softest hugs I’ve seen in this show, i’m
- Neo looks so tired of Cinder almost the entire time in their scenes and then Emerald’s face when she happily greets Cinder and Cinder just tells her to shut up; GIRLS PLEASE JUST RUN, BOTH OF YOU OH MY GOD
- Speaking of which, EMERALD AND MERCURY AND HAZEL WITH NEW OUTFITS LET’S GOOOOO
- I was going to save this for another post to keep my thoughts in semi-chronological order, but CINDER BACKSTORY?? I’M SORRY???? THAT WAS DEFINITELY HER AT THE START RIGHT?????
Okay this post is long enough. I’ll probably make another later after I’ve rewatched the episode and scrolled through the tag a bit byeeee
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kinkerheaux · 7 years
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Super long tag
the lovely @fajantas tagged me to do this so lets gooooo
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people
THE LAST:
1. Drink: i didnt drink anything today lol
2. Phone call: my brother
3. Text message: My friend texted me that she almost ended up in Liverpool bc we were playing a game on imessage
4. Song you listened to: survivor by destinys child
5. Time you cried: my eyes started watering bc i was super tired does that count
HAVE YOU:
6. Dated someone twice: nope
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no
8. Been cheated on: nein
9. Lost someone special: eeeehhh
10. Been depressed: hell yeah
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: HAHAHA YES
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Red
13. Blue
14. Silver
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: yup
17. Laughed until you cried: yeaaahhhh
18. Found out someone was talking about you: no
19. Met someone who changed you: YES
20. Found out who your friends are: Yes
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I dont use fb
GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 0
24. Do you want to change your name: no but i was almost called Francis and that wouldve been cool
25. What did you do for your last Birthday: had some drinks and celebrated with family
26. What time did you wake up: 10am or something
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching Rupauls dragrace
28. Name something you can’t wait for: GOING TO PORTUGAL AND SKYDIVING
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Yesterday
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: not much tbh
31. What are you listening right now: Wild thoughts by Rihanna and dj Khaled and Bryson Tiller bc its on the radio
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes my sisters ex he was annoying
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: nothing rn
34. Most visited Website: twitter, tumblr and youtube
LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME
35. Mole/s: a lot of them
36. Mark/s: some childhood scars
37. Childhood dream: be the queen
38. Haircolour: brown
39. Long or short hair: medium
40. Do you have a crush on someone: no
41. What do you like about yourself: a lot of things
42. Piercings: septum, helix, tongue and ears
43. Bloodtype: no idea
44. Nickname: Mo is my nickname, my real name is Maureen
45. Relationship status: Single
46. Zodiac: Libra
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favourite TV Show: Shadowhunters
49. Tattoos: None
50. Right or left hand: Right
51. Surgery: had a mole removed when i was like 8
52. Hair dyed in different color: My hair has been silver, purple, blue, green, dark blue and now its brown
53. Sport: nothing im too lazy
55. Vacation: IM GOING TO PORTUGAL YEAAAAHHHH
56. Pair of trainers: do u mean shoes then yes i bought two pairs of nikes last week
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: nothing
58. Drinking: nothing
59. I’m about to: eat
61. Waiting for: food
62. Want: to have a gf/bf
63. Get married: sì
64. Career: sound engineer
WHICH IS BETTER
65. Hugs or kisses: hugs
66. Lips or eyes: lips
67. Shorter or taller: taller
68. Older or younger: eh older idc
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: idc
71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: idk
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a stranger: No
75. Drank hard liquor: yes
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: for a few minutes
77. Turned someone down: when i was 7 or somwthing
78. Sex in the first date: dependssss
79. Broken someone’s heart: probably
80. Had your heart broken: nope
81. Been arrested: No
82. Cried when someone died: oh yes
83. Fallen for a friend: no
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: YES
85. Miracles: YEAH
86. Love at first sight: kinda
87. Santa Claus: no
88. Kiss on the first date: also dependsss
89. Angels: mmmmhhhh
OTHER:
90. Current best friends name: Chloe and tj
91. Eyecolour: hazel
92. Favorite movie: the breakfast club, trainspotting, some more
not tagging bc everyone i wanted to tag is already tagged by someone else!! (and im lazy)
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fttcddys-blog · 7 years
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      hokay, let’s get this over with bc i lowkey hate doing intros bc i always gotta pull shit out of my ass even tho i’ve technically played this backstory before w/e. anyway hi i’m amy, i’m 21 and from cst, and i have a real thing for playing the biggest asshole i can, thus teddy, muse xiii, and ur friendly neighborhood piece of shit. i’m gonna leave some more info about him under the cut, but if you would like to plot feel free to hmu !!
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so i’m just gonna throw together a couple of bullet points, and i apologize in advance for how half assed this is gonna be rip. if you have triggers then beware bc there’s gonna be some triggering stuff in this bio and i’ll tag it all i got u anyway here we gooooo
so we’ll start with teddy’s mom and she’s basically just this huge superstar model who really loves her life in the limelight and won’t let u forget it
she was scouted when she was 16 and ever since she’s just risen up through the ranks and performed at a variety of shows and been with a lot of a list celebrities
one happened to knock her up and boom the devil was born aka teddy and he’s always been under the microscope of paparazzi and the nation basically so he’s very used to having people all up in his business and he’s v much a show off because he’s almost exactly like his mom despite...hating his mom
foreshadowing to intense self-loathing bc who doesn’t love a little self-loathing
when he was a kid he was definitely the victim of child neglect and some abuse, meaning he’d be left alone in the house for extended periods of time when his mom was out partying so he learned to take care of himself real quick
teddy always gave it his all to be close with his mom but she’s too busy attending events doing shoots or fucking random ass guys to really stay focused on her kid, so they currently have a v strained relationship
also his mom is HEAVILY involved in drugs, being the first person to introduce him to coke 
which eventually spiraled down into equally hard drugs, ie heroin, ice etc.
and as a kid he had a lot of men in and out of his life, those being her boyfriends or flings she always brought home and his mom was and is a very popular woman with a lot of divorces so he never really got used to seeing anyone as a stable or permanent father figure
and a lot of the guys she brought home were less than gentle with teddy’s mom and he would often witness physical fights and try to defend her but she’d just tell him to keep out of it and it made him resent her all the more
so essentially he turned into a big fuck up, he’s like one of those celebrity kids you would see on the news for crashing a lambo into a convenience store and getting away with it
the things he absorbed from his childhood really did melt into his personality seeing as he’s very much self absorbed and really into himself and if things don’t go teddy’s way they go no one’s way lbr
and it’s lead to some abusive relationships, clearly the one he has with muse xii
personality wise he’s very sarcastic and witty and can be funny despite deep down being a real piece of shit
but every piece of shit can turn it around right................maybe not we’ll see u know character development and everything
so here have the devil with abandonment issues, and i’m very down to plot w anyone so again please feel free to hmu !!
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