#also it’s 2 am so i’m sleepy

[twinksintrees]

so i am absolutely obsessed with @play-rough’s classification au on ao3 and it got to the point where i needed to make a whole playlist dedicated to it, so here it is, i hope you all like it.

playlist breakdown under the cut

understand: it’s the first song on here because of @/knoxx.tbox’s animatic, it’s gorgeous and everyone should check it out. it captures the gentle, caring part of their relationship perfectly.

little space: it’s just a song about little space, i also found the line “and i start to give in/to the sin/to the sin” very fitting for dazai because of just how much he hates his little head space.

hazel: sad tired dazai vibes, it makes me think of the second fic where he stays up all night, trying to drop but can’t, and the poor baby is just so out of it. “hold me tightly” he wants chuuya to hold him so, so badly. but he can’t say that, he can never just say what he wants, so he has to wait until he drops and then he has no choice, and he hates it. but yeah it also just soft sweet comforting vibes to me.

smoke signals: this one’s weird cuz unlike most of the songs on here where they’ll apply to either dazai or chuuya, this one has a stark divide of both. the first few lines “i know i’m a freak/ripped the band aid, broke the peace/took the lock but lost the key/guess i set you free” are so dazai it hurts. he thinks he’s a freak, he hates himself for his regression, he thinks leaving and getting out of chuuya’s space and life is setting him free from dazai. but that’s not what chuuya wants, the rest of the song is all about chuuya always welcoming him back, always wanting him there when he’s upset, wanting to be there and to help him. he wants to take care of his baby and for his baby to let him.

almost home: this one just gave me very gentle sweet vibes. it also made me think of the car ride back to chuuya’s apartment after dazai bit tsu and walked back to his shipping container alone and regressed, and just chuuya lulling small dazai to sleep and holding him, happy to have his baby back.

moon river: i wanted at least one nice lullaby on here and this is what my mom would always sing me so it’s just very personal to me lmao. just picturing chuuya humming/singing it to little dazai makes me v happy.

treehouse: the childhood friends vibe. “i’m the captain/but you can be the deputy” just like, describing their bond together. the closeness, the trust, all that.

escapism: this one’s all about dazai. him wanting to be free from his pain and wanting to be free from his little space, while also using his little space to escape his pain, if that makes sense.

beautiful boy: first off this songs just makes me insane second oughhhh chuuya singing it to dazai would end me. he’s chuuya’s boy, his sweet little baby. and chuuya will always be here for him, will always keep him safe, will always do his best to quiet the overwhelming voices in his head. they’re so soft it makes me unwell.

yellow: also a chuuya one, he’d do anything for baby dazai. he would bleed himself dry if it came down to it.

i need to be alone: dazai angst. the isolating himself when he feels little space coming on. the antsy-ness, the irritability, all of that. he doesn’t want to snap at chuuya, but he doesn’t know what else to do, doesn’t know how else to handle it. so he lashes out and somehow, still, chuuya is there. he hasn’t pushed him away yet. dazai doesn’t think he can handle the day he hits his limit.

i’ll die anyway: similar vein to the above. sad dazai.

juliet: the opening verse is so dazai core to me it hurts. “but i need to understand/when I can power through/and when i need some help from you/when i should stand my ground/and when i need to just sit down/sometimes i act like i know/but i’m really just a kid” all of this speak to dazai and his relationship with chuuya, specifically with accepting his help with his little space. he doesn’t know what to do, how to handle anything, when he’s little he is just a baby. chuuya knows what to do, what will help him feel better, knows how to take care of him and make him feel good. and dazai has mixed feelings on that, because he loves chuuya and he loves his attention, but it hurts to receive sometimes, and it hurts to not know what’s going on with himself, and that chuuya knows better what to do. he feels out of control and he doesn’t like it, but he still trusts chuuya and yeah it’s a whole thing.

i’ll keep you safe: chuuya song. very straight and to the point, chuuya just wants to keep dazai safe and happy and he wants to protect him, be there for him, quiet all the bad thoughts in his head. he knows how much it takes for dazai to regress at all, and the fact that he keeps doing it around chuuya (even though sometimes it is out of either of their control) just proves a huge amount of trust and chuuya values that so deeply, and that is a bond he would never dream of betraying or breaking.

rises the moon: imma be honest this one’s just for the soft vibes. i could see chuuya humming it as a lullaby, but mostly it just made me feel soft and happy so i put it on here.

small hands. this song. this song oh my god. i love this song so much it hurts. anyway it’s chuuya talking to dazai, “if you need come build your home in me, i can’t fix what was done to you, but i’ll shield you from the rain.” it’s chuuya knowing he can’t go back and erase dazai’s past, but being here for him now. he’s here now, and he’ll be here in the future. “cause i never mind, no matter the day or time, i never mind” chuuya would do anything to be there for dazai, it’s him telling him to reach out for help, telling him it’s okay, telling him he truly doesn’t mind, he wants this. he wants to care for him, to help. “and all the anchors that they hid inside your chest/we will unravel all of the chains/toss the remnants all down the drain” the anchors and chains being the trauma mori’s instilled about little space being bad. that dazai’s not supposed to, that he just push through and push it down and be fine. it’s chuuya telling him that’s not how it works, but together we can get you to regress safely and see that it’s not bad, it doesn’t have to scary, it can even be fun sometimes. it’s the slow process of working through all that trauma. “i will be there to pick up the pieces, and keep you housed while you bend them up” literally just chuuya always trying to have dazai over. his apartment is so much better than dazai’s shipping container. like just objectively. “if you wind up in the dark again/just turn and call my name/if the fire in your chest goes out/well i’ll hold you all the same” this whole bit also makes me think of after dazai bit tsu. “if you wind up in the dark again” is dazai going back to his container alone and scared. dazai doesn’t even need to call chuuya’s name before he’s showing up to help him, even if it’s a bumpy ride getting on the same page. “well i’ll hold you all the same” goes for chuuya’s feelings towards dazai in general. he wants to care for dazai in and out of headspace, it’s just the type of care looks different depending on where dazai’s at. sometimes it’s holding him in his arms, sometimes it’s pulling him back from a ledge. sometimes it’s gently feeding him a bottle, sometimes it’s forcibly fighting him into dry, clean clothes so he doesn’t get sick. and now for my favorite line “if you need to take this out on me/well you know i won’t complain” it’s chuuya never getting angry at dazai’s outbursts in headspace, cuz he knows how hard it is, how hard his baby is trying, he just doesn’t know what else to do with his overwhelming feelings. so chuuya takes his outbursts and handles them, and he’ll never hold them against his baby, because he’s literally just a baby what else is he supposed to do but cry and lash out when he’s tired and grumpy.

tired: sad tired dazai and specifically the line “cause i’ve been eating less all day/to give my brain some extra space to think.”

coffee: I know it’s called coffee but honestly this makes me think of chuuya prepping dazai’s bottles, making sure it’s just the right temperature, the right flavors for his baby. vanilla and strawberry, something more special than just milk. it’s cute.

feb 14: honestly i just kept coming back to this song and the playlist didn’t feel complete without it but i couldn’t tell you why, i don’t have a real detailed reason for it other than vibes.

this side of paradise: chuuya not wanting dazai to feel lonely/be alone and scared while in headspace. “come be lonely with me” all that jazz. i chose the slow version cuz the og felt to fast paced and overwhelming compared to the rest of the playlist, and i this fit it better.

#i’m very normal #it’s 2 am i’ve been working on this for 3 hours lmao #anyway once this is posted i’m gonna start the series over for the 5th time #normal things normal things #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs agere #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #soukoku #skk #sorry if any of this doesn’t make sense i barely proof read it #also it’s 2 am so i’m sleepy

[autistic-katara]

me: dude im not even feeling that tired rn and haven’t for ages oh no oh fuck im probably accidentally faking my disability-

my chronic fatigue, loading ammunition into a massive fucking cannon: damn really bro?

#been so tired these past like 2 days #like not regular gotta lie down tired nah #like i don’t have the energy to do basically anything tired #and again i don’t mean like idk i can’t wash the dishes cause idk i’m sleepy or whatever #i mean like i physically can’t do or say like double the amount i normally can’t #like i’ll know how to do smthn or what to say clearly in my head but i just don’t have the energy to get it out if that makes sense #and that’s not like all of it but it’s one of the worst parts (at least rn) #like i feel like i’m actually going insane cause of this it’s just rlly weird #idek i am also like i gotta lie down most of the day tired #but it’s not that strong idk #this is turning into kinda a vent idk #but it’s fine to rb the actual post is fine #chronically ill #chronic fatigue #disabled

[sexynetra]

Rise and shine motherfuckers… it’s Dawn <3

#drag race #rpdr #rupauls drag race #drag race fan art #drag race 16 #rpdr 16 #RuPaul’s drag race 16 #my art #dawn #up until Dawn #do I only draw in the middle of the night? yes :) #anyways I barely used reference for standard face proportions this time I’m very proud #also this doesn’t look like Dawn but it doesn’t NOT look like Dawn #note the me hating you do hair and being bad at clean lines #I still haven’t found any brushes I’m in love with so lmk if you have recs #anyways I’m kinda proud of this one but we’ll see if I feel the same in the AM #also I know I forgot to clean up the eyeliner it’s 2 am and I’m sleepy

[captains-price]

SoapGaz New Years kiss for @gaz-garrick 🥳 making this my first post of 2023 to hopefully encourage me to get more writing done this year and the gay vibes are what I’m bringing into the new year! Happy new year y’all!

———

They didn’t get to celebrate it often. They celebrated it even less together.

It wasn’t uncommon for them to spend the new year on a mission, or to be so busy with life and death situations that it escaped their mind entirely.

On the chance they were actually on leave when New Year’s Eve rolled around, it was hardly ever at the same time as the other 141 members. And it was never all of them together.

That’s what made tonight so special.

They weren’t on leave, technically speaking. But they were on a break between missions as they waited for their next orders to come in and send them to whatever hostile territory they always seemed to get sent to.

But the difference was they were all doing this mission together, and it was 5 minutes until midnight, and that was the important thing, in Gaz’s opinion.

They didn’t have much in terms of decoration as it was an impromptu decision on Soap’s part, but one Gaz had been quick to agree to, and the rest of the team ended up getting dragged into it as well. Their spirit was contagious like that.

They had taken some paper they found in the base they were staying at and written ‘HAPPY NEW YEAR 141’ so large that each letter took up a single page. Price had informed them where they could find some alcohol(it seemed like he had a stash in every base they stayed at but they chose not to question it), and they had all been sipping on it throughout the night. Not enough to get them drunk or stupid, but enough to loosen them up and make their smiles come a little easier.

Alejandro and Rudy had tagged along on the mission early on, and Alejandro’s loud voice carried through the room as he regaled some story to Farah and Alex who were brought in upon arriving at the base for reinforcements. If he was being honest, Gaz had lost the plot of the story 3 non-sequiturs ago but Alejandro’s enthusiasm kept the others entertained.

Ghost and Price were keeping each other entertained with what Gaz assumed was small talk, but it was hard to make out from the corner they had huddled themselves in. Price was smoking a cigar and Ghost had a glass of champagne. His mask was still on his face and Gaz would have thought the glass was just for show but every time he looked back, it was more empty so he figured he was somehow drinking it when no one was looking.

Even Laswell, who unfortunately couldn’t be there, had called and wished them a happy new year and informed them she’d be enjoying some quality time with her wife in this downtime. They all wished her well and sent her on her way.

Gaz felt a wave of fondness start small in his heart and expand through his chest as he watched his closest friends and family chat and mingle together in a moment of genuine happiness. Moments like this were rare for them.

All that’s missing was-

“We put on quite the party, don’t we?” He heard from his side, and when he turned to look, he saw the very man he had just been searching for.

Soap was staring straight ahead at the same scene he had just been looking at. His face was relaxed, more relaxed than Gaz could remember it being for a while. There was an easy upturn to his lips, no doubt feeling just as fond of the rest of the team as he had been.

When he turned to look at Gaz instead with a raised brow and smile so soft that it nearly took his breath away, he realized he still had yet to answer the other man.

“That-that we do.” Gaz said, coughing into his fist to hide his newfound awkwardness. Soap’s smile turned knowing and Gaz felt his lips purse before he was smiling too.

They held each others gaze for a moment before they were laughing, clinking their glasses of imported champagne over something even they couldn’t verbalize.

From there, they were content to stand next to each other in comfortable silence, once again watching their teammates that they’ve come to care so deeply about. It just passed 11:59 when Soap spoke again.

“We should do this more often, Gaz.”

“What’s that, Soap?” Gaz responded quickly, because now that the clock was ticking down, everyone was getting more restless and things were going to pop off soon. “The party? It’s hard to get together like this. This was a miracle enough as is.”

Soap was silent for just a moment longer. “I meant you and me.” Gaz’s head snapped so quickly to look at the sergeant, he swore he heard something pop. It was hard to tell in the dimly lit room, but he swore he saw a warmth to Soap’s cheeks that hadn’t been there before. “We should get together more. Just us. Y’know, away from it all.” Everyone else was still talking together, but at that moment, Gaz only heard Soap.

30 seconds left.

“Soap,” Gaz started, but he was unsure of how to progress. The words didn’t form, and even if they could, there wouldn’t be ones to express what he was feeling in that moment. Instead, as was usually the case, he let his actions speak louder than words.

Carefully, he turned to face Soap fully, and Soap turned towards him when his attention was grabbed. Gaz reached out and took hold of the glass in the other man’s hand. Their fingers brushed as he took it from him, and placed it and his own glass on a nearby table. Soap watched him the whole time with the same intensity he always had. Hyper focused and meticulous. It made Gaz’s skin tingle.

He took a step forward, and another when Soap made no qualms about it. He enjoyed the way Soap’s neck had to crane back to maintain eye contact. Soon, they were chest to chest. 10 seconds left. Everyone else began counting.

“10.”

“You know, Soap. I’ve never had a New Year’s kiss.”

“9.”

Soap looked at him with mild surprise before it was schooled by another smile that only Soap probably knew how to do.

“8.”

“Really? That’s tragic, mate. We cannae have that, now can we?”

“7.”

“Care to help me out with it, then?”

“6.”

Soap’s fingers came up to brush against Gaz’s ribs, gently pulling him closer.

“5.”

“I’ll certainly see what I can do.”

“4.”

Gaz rested his hands on Soap’s arms, feeling the well-trained muscle there. Gaz had seen Soap choke out and snap a man’s neck with those same arms.

“3.”

They were leaning closer together now. Soap’s eyes shut slowly, like he needed to drink in every second of Gaz’s face as possible. Gaz’s own eyes started to slide shut.

“2.”

Gaz felt warm breath intertwine with his a second before he felt what followed after it.

“1.”

Anything else they had to say fell away as Gaz leaned down at the same time that Soap pushed up. The kiss was soft, and gentle. Their lips fit together like they were made for it, and they moved in perfect tandem together. They knew each others moves as well now as they did on the battlefield.

It only took one of them tilting their head to deepen the kiss for Gaz to realize he could very easily get addicted to having Soap like this. He didn’t even care that they had an audience.

An audience, which he had been happy to forget about until one of them whistled loud and low. Gaz would have ignored that too, but then Alex was shouting “Get a room, you two!” and Gaz decided he could at least benefit from oxygen again if he was going to keep getting interrupted like this.

They pulled away from each other, and Soap’s half-lidded eyes were so mesmerizing they made Gaz want to kiss him again. He even started to lean forward to do that very thing but then Soap was turning away from him to look back at the team.

“Will you lot mind yer business? We were having a moment here!” He shouted at them, but that blissful smile on his face proved he wasn’t terribly upset with them.

“Yeah, we could all see your moment. That’s the problem.” Ghost chimed in. Soap, of course, wasn’t going to take that.

“Well look away then, ay? Then there won’t be a problem.” He retorted. Gaz heard other voices pop in with their thoughts and the room was filled with chatter again.

He didn’t listen too much. Instead, he leaned down and pecked Soap’s cheek, causing the other man to freeze mid rant and look back at him. They shared another intimate smile and wrapped each other closer in their arms, already leaning closer for more.

“Happy New Year, Kyle.”

“Happy New Year, Johnny.”

#call of duty #soapgaz #gazsoap #soap x gaz #it’s after 2 am as I finish this and I’m so sleepy so I apologize for any mistakes! #and also sorry if that ending seems rushed! I was just so tired 😪 #john mctavish #kyle gaz garrick #kyle garrick #john soap mactavish #also also this was so much sappier than I thought it was going to be but hopefully not terribly ooc #oh well 🤷‍♂️ #mine

[cyarsk52-20]

Sleepy Hollow creators, y’all will never know peace and I’m so serious!

That’s my supervillain origin story okay

#They did Abbie & Ichabod so dirty. #They did Abbie/Nicole Beharie straight FILTHY. #This show’s first 2-3 seasons were some of the best in television EVER. #Fantasy. Historical Fiction. Horror. Mythology. It had EVERYTHING. #It had Orlando Jones. Clancy Brown. John Noble. *screams*😫 #Fyck yeah #I'm forever bitter about what they did to her. #I will also jump in and give props. When she gives that “double blink” whew!! It’s time she gets the lives #and paychecks #she deserves #i could write an essay oh how dirty they did her character on sleepy hollow. #That’s how pissed I am #I’ll never forgive sleepy hollow for what they did to her character #I’m still mad about it #Always remember #never forgive. #Forever on sight for them. #I’m still mad they fucked that show up so hard. #They had two leads with amazing chemistry so they…separated them? What? #That's why i celebrate Sleepy Hollow cancellation date every fucking year #it’s what they deserve

[fishyartist]

Tryin 2 do portfolio shit…. I’m gonna find a way to make this fun if it kills me ok?

#ignore that the butlers a poorly edited png of the butler from that one shitty episode where Danny gets rich. living large. #could NOT be assed 2 design a guy #also ignore that I cannot draw circular stairs it’s ok <3 I know blender it’s fineeeeee #‘’know blender’’ it’s more accurate 2 say I am capable of brute forcing blender #which is Good Enough for making layouts of shit <3 #just redoing gonna model this in blender+paint over it later rn I’m in bed+sleepy+cozy tho so snzzz #wip #my art #also I wanna make the peacock chandelier one of those things u spin and it does a little animation #my brains saying ‘’rotoscope’’ that’s NOT rights but like. it’s close I think #like the word I mean. techniques rn’t related #also wanna add clutter BUT also the house needs 2 be desolate+unused outside of a few rooms #imo #so figuring out clutter that fits the vibe is a must #like marble statues+that kinda thing maybe?

[short666bread]

2days journal (8/3/23)

#bugthots #:l #exhausted and drained and also tired and sleepy #hollow but also sad #indifferent but afraid #i contain bummer multitudes #I think once I get 2 where I’m going it will pass #deep down I’m excited and I love my friends and being reunited w them ik that intellectually #also hungry I forgot that one #and my throat hurts bc I did a little self indulgent aimless shriek when I realized I have to navigate an airport w out glasses #is this grounding? I am feeling more grounded wow I identified previously nebulous and blunted feelings and it helped #all bc I wanted to record my complaints in my virtual notebook should I journal fr.?. #the drawings are from that part of nite that feels #more yesterday even tho it’s today and so I backdated idk it feels true

[justinefrischmanngf]

i really like this boy guys……….. he’s so lovely……

#my friend the schemer she is pulled up a chair for me next 2 him when she literally couldve pulled one up anywhere else around the table #i need to reply to her messages…… i’m so sleepy godbless #i need to shower and reply to my mother and put myself in reasonable order for work #i really can’t keep staying until The End Of The Night though bc my bank account cannae take it #and also i’m fucking SLEEPY #i’ve been out late 5 nights of the past #7 basically and good lord i feel like i’m living beautifully and utilising the fact that i am young and free of responsibilities but also i #am TIRED!!!!!!! #content though <3

[katierosefun]

riding public transportation doing my laundry buying things from cvs studying along to the minecraft music to help me perform my tasks

#caroline talks #anyways guys i realized i have two (2) calls to make today with two different attorneys #and i am. so sleepy. #and i need to clean my place and do laundry….. #so we will do that. as soon as this train takes me to my place #besties no one will ever tell u how exhausting that like. traveling is. #i was on one train for 4 hours #and now I’m on this other train for about 30 more minutes #i love u public transportation but also sigh

[freckledacademic]

12.8.22

long day, but productive! helped a lab mate with a protocol this morning, then worked on understanding more of that one math paper. had a noon seminar for my program, which I knit at 😌, and then lab meeting. realized after that I should prob set up something tonight that I was going to do tomorrow morning, so made a plan + then spent the evening setting it up and listening to the evening seminar for my MD-PhD program

#I’m v pleased with myself but I am 1) sleepy and 2) hungry #lol didn’t pack dinner bc I was gonna do this all tmr #oops ✌️ #also the math paper is taking so long bc I am doing a super super close reading of it #and I only work on a little bit each day hehe #freckled does grad school #frecked studies #academics unite #studyblr

[chicorysaints]

trying this new challenge called “stable employment.” the objective is to not break down every time i go to work

#chatter #in my defense: i came in at 7!!! am today #left at 11:30. got called back in to work from 2:15-9 so. i feel like i have some leeway to be grouchy today #also i’m running on 5 hrs of sleep because i got a double sleepy whammy last night (had a nightmare and sleep paralysis)

[grittyreadsfic]

do you ever post pictures of things you crochet?

i don’t think i ever have on this blog? i think some on my main ages ago but i don’t post much about what i’m working on unless asked (also partially bc i am so good at starting projects and so bad at finishing them) (i have three blankets and a cardigan and a shawl going rn and one of the blankets and the cardigan have been more or less abandoned. rip)

i’ll stick some of my completed projects under a read more if you wanna see! i am a very average crocheter so it is nothing that fancy

so uhhhh two bandannas and then cat coasters and bookmarks and a bunch of hats i’ve made that i have pics of from when i went through a rly big making hats period

#i’m very bad at big projects #shawl is almost done granny squares for cardigan are getting repurposed #one of the blankets is now specifically my therapy project so i can crochet during that so it’ll be done uhhhhh eventually lmao #and the most recent project is a baby blanket for a friend and that will be done bc i’m making good progress #currently on row 26 of 108 plus a 2/3 row border so it’s coming together quick and also my friend’s baby needs a blanket made w/ love #sorry this is about a billion times more than you asked about i am sleepy and i get a lil rambly when i’m tired #gritposting #not hockey

[deus-ex-mona]

excuse me hiyoko manga >:( why is dai the only one with a side profile? >:(

#he’s had nothing but side profiles so far! even his chapter 3 cameo had a side profile!! #give bae his rights!!!!!!! dai!!!!!!!!!!!! #‘dai’ly shitpost of the day #fedora throttle4 #hiyoko manga? hiyoko manga!! #sunday’s 🧂saltfest🧂 #for anyone that (doesn’t) care(s): the second ft4 interview tl mayyyy be coming within the next 3 days ig. depends on how sleepy i am though #the second one should be done sooner than the first one though… the colour contrast is less horrendous this time! #…or so i say as a proud ‘light mode’ user. the white text against the dark bg of the first interview wasn’t very setogucci #i’ll also slap together a masterpost of sorts for the 4 interview posts once i’m done with that so yeeeeet #but that’s all future me’s problem. present me is exhausted from 2 hours of (fairly) light exercise and is 30s away from falling asleeeeeeep #but man… this morning was very ಠ‿ಠ-worthy thoughhhh #this dude and i spent like 5-10 mins teaching this junior of ours how to do [something related to the ‘light’ exercise]… #but the moment things *finally* clicked for the junior… whoops time’s up! progress? probably gone lmfaoooo #moral of the story: even fairly light exercise can become heavy exercise under hot af weather conditions

[southislandwren]

Lmao @ my professor for asking me after judging if we were getting the lab report stuff. She was like ‘everyone was looking at me like they wanted to kill me!’ Like girl maybe if you were less nitpicky and insane we would not have problems with how you’re teaching us

#I am HEAVILY doped up on Benadryl rn I’m so excited to go to work in 10 minutes #and then go play with my cousin #and then work until 1am tonight too #yay I love school :) #also I got a deficiency report for Astro lab :/ guess I need to start going #but I HAVE been going consistently I just missed 2 labs earlier when I was really doing bad #oh well. gotta get ready for work. I am very sleepy #diary post

[deadxbones-a]

I had to get up to feed the cats and it’s so cold out of my bed and honestly this is just rude af.

#[ out. ] #also like we didn’t go to bed til well after 2 am lmao. #so I’m still sleepy but the cats are annoying so I had no choice. #I love them but like jfc get some opposable thumbs 😭😭 #the cats are unfortunately all wet food so no auto feeder smh.

[bimiio]

Baby you know I want to be there. I want nothing more than to fill you up till you can't think about anything other than how good it feels. I want to get on my knees and lick up everything I could reach and make you chocolate chip banana bread after I've made you cum

Or smth like that

-a very shy butch

just smthn like dat huh? :3

#i am so sleepy i’m abt 2 pass out but #am gonna b thinkin abt dis😵‍💫 #also chocolate chip banana bread sounds so yummy rn i’m a lil hungry #asks #anon #nsft #a very shy butch #<- tho dis doesn’t seem very shy of u pretty boy <33