#also a very hungry boi

[cookkoo]

'Can you please not?💢'

#shumako #amamiya ren #niijima makoto #kurusu akira #persona 5 #kitagawa yusuke #pocky day #pocky game #Yusuke my beautiful third wheeler boi #also a very hungry boi #I really never draw anything proper for pocky day #but I think other artists already did amazing art and comic for them already #so yall gonna have dorky pocky shumako comic from me instead #it's not because I can't draw people flirt at all #cri #but yea I miss doing comic #especially because I didn't really do it for this year drawtober #speaking of which I'm getting back to it #kinda just clearing my schedule after the trip #altho I really hope I will get to sleep for the last ten drawings #wishful thinking but hey

[fucklestat]

#iwtv #iwtvedit #interview with the vampire #iwtv amc #loustat #loustatedit #louis de pointe du lac #lestat de lioncourt #*gif #*iwtv #i wanted to gif this moment right when i saw it bc like. yeah louis you look hungry and not just for blood #but knowing what i know now #that they BOTH know what's about to happen #oooooooooooh boy. these acting choices. #jacob and sam i am buying you flowers and jewelry and chocolate covered strawberries #also the fact that louis first line in this devastating scene is both a pun and foreshadowing #feels very shakespearean to me #'you will find me a grave man' vibes #writers you get jewels and chocolates too

[jeysuso]

The Tribal Chief is so proud of all of you, he wants you to take the rest of the night off and indulge.

#jey uso #jimmy uso #solo sikoa #wweedit #monday night raw #wwe raw #this bit just made me laugh bro #jimmy just wanted food he was HUNGRY 😭😭😭 #these boys are Simple and Stupid and i love them #jey when paul was listing the food off like yes sir. on me. i LIKE THAT. 😭😭😭 stupido #i like how jey instinctively starts walking after solo though #he is very protective of that baby #also solo always looks like he's in on something nobody else is #and he was looking JACKED in this episode #like fr the fatu gene is geneing #they're all so fucking fine #i hate it #mygifs*

[murdererofthumbs]

Listen, although I do find it pretty exciting to see Kendall entering his Evil Era and actually becoming a killer, I can’t stop thinking about the consequences of him leaking all the shitty mud information they have on Logan. Like yeah, PR-wise that might be a great idea, it might actually solidify his position as a CEO (and he is obviously going to try and fuck up Matsson deal and take over the Waystar - I don’t know why he would want to captain the fucking sinking Titanic, but okay). But on the other hand, all the dirt coming out about Logan will be potentially catastrophic for Roman. Apart from the fact that Kendall is very clearly betraying his brother, literally like 5 seconds after he preached about them being a team; Roman will very likely suffer the most if stuff about Logan being an abusive father comes out.

First, it will flip his whole viewpoint upside down - he is so deep in denial and so trauma-bonded to Logan that he doesn’t even acknowledge his abuse, not even when in happens in real time. He doesn’t want to see his father as a monster and as his abuser, because that would actually require him to accept that he was a victim, that he was this beaten dog that everyone already sees him as (to one degree or another). Not to mention all the lies he tells himself about Logan and him being a good dad will go straight down the drain, and can you imagine what happens when something you believed for 40-or-so years cracks down in front of you? Kendall is about to break his reality.

Another aspect is that exposing Roman’s abuse to the whole world will likely destroy any and all opportunities that Roman ever had when it comes to rising to power (even if I’m unsure how much he actually cares about becoming a CEO). He might get some sympathy points, although I very much doubt that he will ever accept that form of pity from anyone. His image will be forever tainted and solidified as “the abused one” or the “one that was hit by his dad”. Can you imagine Roman’s reaction when that whole shitshow leaks? He does say at some point in the preview that he is finished, and although it might allude to Gerri putting out the whole dick pic situation, it might also very well be that his public image will forever now revolve around how his dad hit and abused him (his dad who was essentially his god in more than one way, who he was, and is trauma bonded to, who he came back to time and time again).

Kendall has a tendency of using his siblings trauma to forward his own position (even when he wanted to one up Logan in episode 2 by bringing up Roman’s and Connor’s trauma) and this is no different. But it’s a very easy way for him to blow up whatever alliance was ever between sibs. So yeah, I think Kendall as a killer is a great thing to watch, but also… well, Roman girl in me is already screaming in the void from the possible pain we might come to watch unravel in real time.

#succession #roman roy #like my boy might be delusional about pre-greving or whatever #but the fact is that he is for some real mental breakdown #if all the emotions and everything comes down on him like a ton of bricks #and lets not forget that Roman is innately incapable of actually dealing with his own emotions #everything he feels or might potentially feel gets locked up in a cage (hah) and the key gets immediately thrown out #he retreats into himself just to not feel stuff that might break him #not to mention that I was very carefully watching him for past 2 episodes #and just going by his breathing patterns (yes I know insanity of a fan) #but Roman seems to be constantly on the verge of a panic attack #so imagine what will happen when he will be aggressively confronted with all the shit he doesn’t want to face or acknowledge #im torn between obv not wanting it for him #but I also strive on my favourite characters being in pain #and i have not seen roman breakdown yet #and im actually a bit hungry for it #so yeah #kendall is a killer and his brother might very well be his new victim #(hopefully not in a literal sense I don’t fucking want any deaths im also not emotionally equipped for that) #succession hbo #kendall roy #kieran culkin #succession 4x04 #succession season 4 #marta rumbles poetically #succession spoilers

[whaliiwatching]

revolutionary connotations…

#disco elysium #harry du bois #kim kitsuragi #me drawing clothing: nobody will notice that i dont understand fabric physics #if it looks okay it IS okay thats my motto #i greatly enjoy drawing them #sci-fi old men can be so shaped. so many moralities. so much fun #every tidbit of disco elysium lore makes me rabidly hungry #where is my semester class on revacholian history? where is my year abroad to the pale?? #kim kim kim i woulda been a pilot too if there’d been an air force #im also very into the little gap between the middle two main fingers. looks professional. ok back to lying about clothing wrinkles #ace’s high!!! ace’s low!!! ace’s goin in for a warm and tender hug!!!

[keeps-ache]

new oc :D

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #score of four #doodles #<- because it's not rendered and there was no sketch hvhsbdj #should i put this under the p4lettes tag ? cuz i did put them there... [thinking emoji] #//anyway Saint goes by he/they/it because it's So Fun giving characters multiple pronouns lol #can't go wrong with them either!! accidentally referred to my guy as a girl? that's fine! she's genderfluid now :3 #/not sure what this guy does yet but they look cool so loll #//also speaking of pronouns i've been doing this thing #cuz i have a friend who uses he/she+ and internally i keep going 'shs-he' #sorta blending the two? kinda neat :0 #/ALSO very cool thing is my brother keeps joking that since i'm not treated like a boy or a girl in my family i'm just kinda of an #'it-that-thing' and i'm. hbuhvg ◕^◕ #it's actually very nice and i love it hvhdjv #i don't think he knows i'm nb and i don't think i'll ever tell him but i really love he does that lol #//anyway yeah !! i'm hungry so i'm gonna eat now lol :D toodles and noodles :>

[keingleichgewicht]

Listen for the prophecy somewhere in the static Once you've saddled up your pony Burn down the paddock

kt, parties is for losers by ferry the mountain goats, "as many candles as possible"

#pafl #parties is for losers #edit tag #NO ONE GETS! TOO MUCH LIGHT! #no one actually gets a better deal! no one gets anything good out of this! it doesnt work like that no one here isnt hungry #and also like . kt is a character who is capable of Almost Too Much empathy. i think this is one of her tragedies #she considers other peoples points of view. she doesnt always have all the information! but she does consider it #and this means she understands yura on the very first glance and understanding yura is a deeply sad thing #and this means she can't even hold a serious grudge against dmitry for what he has been complicit in in the past #and evidently this means most terribly that in the end she even understands why she got put back in the cage (though we dont!) #'when the scars are shiny' for kt means back in a hospital bed and saying goodbye to any chance at ever being loved #and 'the risen beast' to be clear is dima (who has hurt her before) but its also yura (who has hurt her now) #and the pigs and the dawn and joy that might not be joy and that fucking smile that yura wears all the time #that kt tried to help him find a way out of and has in the end only succeeded at trapping him much further in #THIS IS ALSO SO SAD. kt understanding yura is so sad - its so tired - she helps him but there is this old jaded edge to the comfort #you get the distinct sense shes seen it all before #(and considering her upbringing she probably has!) #just another broken boy. and she is too kind not to do something. but shes already so very much too grown-up and too tired #we talk about yura having to grow up too fast - and GOD did he ever have to - but KT! BUT KT! kt is THIRTEEN! #SHES THIRTEEN. DUDE. SHES THIRTEEN

[automatonknight]

juuust realized that actually wx would probably also be a little bit jealous of walenty because as a werething she has connections to the moon

#walenty's werething situation is kind of similar to woodie's but also not really. it's not bound to anything meaning she can't turn into #werething as she pleases/using some sort of statue like woodie does #kit will turn into werething a) during the full moon (duh) b) when kits life is at risk but kit also can't be weak (hungry #i forgot you can't do commas. tired. already very wounded etc etc) #now that i think about it. in game lore-wise i made it kind of a special little birthday boy because it's kiiiind of bound to shadow magic #but also the moon and from my understanding these two forces do not get along #that also manifests in her i guess? both shadow creatures and the little guys from the lunar island will be hostile towards her #but a cool thing is that every shadow swords she holds will transform into a flaming rapier instead :] like the one i draw triumphant wal #with. if kit drops it or hands it to someone else it will turn back into a regular sword though #yayy i love walenty so so much i'm picking her up and spinning her around as we speak #listen to me talk about my characters boy

[mumfordanddaughters]

RONAN: *gay for Gansey*

GANSEY: *gay for Adam*

ADAM: *straight for Blue*

BLUE: *straight for Gansey*

NOAH: *dead*

#no one in this series is truly straight change my mind #blue sargent is the most iconic literary female #blue sargent my favorite lesbian #this series is just Lockwood and Co in a different font #Gansey IS Lockwood #Blue IS Lucy Carlyle #you cannot convince me otherwise #the raven boys #the raven cycle #currently reading #dream thieves #ronan needs so much help #also Adam is my child no one hurt him #he is just very tired and very hungry and very sad all the time #feed him some soup

[navree]

Do you think in the book that Daemon loved Rhaenyra genuinely or he just wanted power?

This is kind of a tough one for me just because I don't really ship Daemyra so I'm not someone who's going to be actively looking for the good sides of the ship. But I think, just looking at it objectively, it was a mixture of both.

Daemon is someone who is capable of feeling love, first and foremost. There are people who say he's a narcissist so the only person he can really love is himself, but I do think he loved Laena, I do think he felt some kind of way towards Nettles, especially considering what he was willing to do to help her escape, and I do think a part of him loved Rhaenyra. He was clearly sexually attracted to her, he clearly doted on her as a niece (and bad Targaryen boundaries/incest habits along with the way Westerosi society views women and their maturity), and they were very close in his time between coming back from the Stepstones and his marriage to Laena/exile in Essos. He spent time with her actually doing stuff, doing activities like hawking and just hanging out and talking about his life. He also did support Rhaenyra's claim during the Dance, when it might have even been more beneficial to him personally to support Aegon's side and the legal precedent of "male children above female children", especially considering the whole thing started due to him being displaced for Rhaenyra. But he stayed to support her, he fought for her, and even when Rhaenyra demanded that Nettles be killed, he was said to have responded sadly, not with his usual quick temper. There's also the fact that the consort of a monarch doesn't necessarily have a lot of power, and Daemon's role if Rhaenyra had actually reigned would have likely been that of "extra special Queensguard who's allowed to fuck the Queen" more than anything.

But there likely was a desire for power too. Rhaenyra could be molded by him to follow his way of thinking once she was in power, and Westerosi gender roles likely would have allowed him more influence than a queen consort would have to a male monarch. And with Rhaenyra as queen, and if anything Should Befall the Strongs I mean Velaryons, then it's his sons, his bloodline, that are in line for the throne, it's his line that continues House Targaryen. And of course, even without Daemon in King's Landing, it's still Daemon's people who had a lot of influence on Rhaenyra's queenship, like Mysaria, Daemon's former lover.

Ultimately, Daemon is written to be a person, not a black and white cartoon, and like most people, there are likely multiple motivations, often intertwined, for why he does the things that he does. I think it's not out of the question that part of his marriage and relationship with Rhaenyra was borne of genuine love, but while also thinking about what it could offer him and how it could advance his own power.

#personal #answered #anonymous #it's also that book daemon is a lot less power hungry than his show counterpart #like show daemon is clearly very ambitious for the throne #book daemon wanted to be king but he was more of a fuck boy

[reginaofdoctorwho]

watching a show from the 80s/90s and SOOOO fucki ng mad this would be controversial now. this shit sucks we went backwards

#it's quantum leap btw #for anyone who doesn't know it it's about this guy named sam beckett who ''leaps'' through time into people's bodies and changes their life #and he HAS to change it to get to the next leap #like there's one where he becomes a wimpy teenage boy whose sister is engaged to an asshole #and his buddy al (who is w him holographically) tells him she ends up murdered by him or something #and she's already being abused but the show was like 'victims DO get stuck and think they have no choice but to stay' #and basically he gets the fiancé to almost kill him in front of her (and other witnesses) so that she gets the courage to break it off #and there's one where he becomes a beauty pageant contestant whose friend (another contestant) is tricked #by the pageant photographer into taking nude photos he would later sell and she'd leave home and go missing #this dude (as a like. 5'6" woman) dangles the guy out a fucking window and threatens to drop him until he gives them the film #he's also wearing makeup and dresses and heels during the episode and at one point hair extensions #and there IS a new series now and they JUST had an episode w their leaper (named ben song) leaping as a woman #and like he was wearing the dress and heels but no makeup! where's the stewardess required lipstick?? #but also the new one is great and has a canon nonbinary character who is so fucking cool #but ALSO the original was like. actually popular and the new one is so fucking underknown #and the original had an episode about an interracial couple during race riots and was very on the side of acab #and had a line about how it didn't actually start that day #that it started with the refusals to hire because of race and when the first baby went hungry because of it and #the cops targeting people for their race and you fucking KNOW that people would be going fucking insane now about it

[azurescaled-arch]

the tl;dr to that last post is that Izumi in fact has a very alien perception of morality at times.

#oh boy here i go again yelling in tags #if izumi had been around during the purge of the divine dragons #he would be A LOT worse of person #because he would have that trauma painting his past and would resort to much eviler actions (evil in the eyes of others anyhow) #he's patient now because he hasn't had to go through things that the other two divine dragons of mine Minerva and Lars had to #and ultimately while both of them become better people and learn how to let go of a lot of their hatred #Minerva is still the type who would kill someone who annoys her enough and has no issue eating anyone who infringes upon her territory #if she's hungry enough #Lars on the other hand has less hatred but is very much paranoid and in fact devotes himself to one person #because he doesn't know how to really live for himself anymore #and clings to Sovann as a way of maintaining normalcy #Izumi on the other hand despite knowing the history of the divine dragons #doesn't hold it against today's humans #but he would in fact gladly have helped kill the heliar pantheon if he had been around during that time #he also has a lot of unflattering opinions of the pantheons of today #because he's seen them around and just #'what the fuck is wrong with some of you' #i write izumi as being a deconstruction of someone who is devoted to those he cares deeply for in his other universes #because again canon izumi is much more tempered by age and experience that his other selves lack #and i also like to consider that his love in other universes is an obessessive thing #much like micah has to deal with in the corrupted god au #ANYHOW EVEN IN CANON THOUGH #IZUMI HAS WIPED OUT PLENTY OF PEOPLE #who have wished to harm those under his care #and gets very frustrated with the higher ups he works for #because he doesn't take the stance that all demons are evil beings #and in fact gave them a very clear warning about Sayomi #that if they ever attempted to harm her just because of her contract with Goro out of some misguided belief that she would become a threat #he would kill every single one of them for daring to treat her as a beast

[perelka-l]

Currently obsessed with the idea of a DanShisu morality swap AU in the Narutoverse with Shisui being obsessed with Danzō (maybe Kagami was obsessed with him, too. Maybe it's a weird gene he passed down onto his grandson. Who knows) and mostly Shisui tries to keep it a secret to some extent, but some people in ROOT still know about it but they think that Shisui is Danzō's little thing to play with while the truth is that Danzō is Shisui's thing to play with and Danzō is completely caught in Shisui's web

Sorry for the late response, was trying to wonder about reply and also was a bit busy in the meantime ;;

I am an absolute sucker for morality swap! My first thought was, idk, older Shisui and young Danzo but honestly, the thought of Shisui corrupting Danzo as is is also a delight (I bullied once a friend into writing something like this for me uwu) but I wonder how that would work for canon AU, like, what would motivate Shisui into swaying Danzo onto more amoral path *thinking emoji*

#answers #anon #anonymous #hhh i just mmm wondering #jealousity? revenge? idkkk #thing with danzo is that his morality is centered somewhere else than others so fliping it would demand some planning #like yeah he is a power hungry bitch cowards but also his goals are a bit different than literally everyone else's #thing is many ppl forget that the second we met him he literally went out of his way to protect naruto (as jinchuuriki) #bc he assumed mc boy here would be wrecked by pain and essentially give himself to them on silver platter #and everybody were fucking sentimental cretins for calling for naruto like bruh he is a powerful teenager but an asset IN MAKING #and yeah he didnt care about lives of ppl since he did saw them as lesser resouce in comparison #its very grey but it does make sense #plus also i am still haunted but that one post that is now deleted which went with root!shisui theory #and that shisui and danzo quite literally shared a nindo #well fuck i wrte too many tags but i have so many THOTS

[fractallogic]

Also people (other postdoc) are really frustrating today because they’re being VERY indirect with their questions. Like WHY do you want to know whether anyone else was asked to review a paper out of this special issue. Were you feeling combative and thinking you might have been asked to take on additional ~labor~? WHY do you ask me if it’s a good idea to get our class students to attend the events we’re putting on for the ling dept? Is it because you want to inform me that we SHOULD (since you’re citing our PI saying it’s a good idea)? Or are you actually asking me if this thing that would improve our attendance numbers and therefore look better is a thing that we should do… to improve our attendance numbers… and look better..?

Also undergrad, buddy, you KNOW where “the lab” is, which is why I didn’t elaborate further when I said that’s where we should meet today, because you were THERE when PI had us go on a lab tour for one of our lab meetings and when she explained that this space is shared by all of the psycholinguists and their students/lab members, and that’s why when you go to “the lab” for the OTHER PI you work with, you frequently see me working there even though I am not formally a member of other PI’s lab

I have a meeting with this undergrad and a grad student in an hour and I really need to shake off this incredible amount of irritation I’m feeling but oh my god WHY ARE PEOPLE LIKE THIS

#also yes I did watch a half-hour YouTube video where a lawyer analyzed the roe overturnment and the dissenting opinion #and my god are the majority opinionaters just. fucking stupid and appalling #I mean we knew this already. #but god. please make your war on uterus-havers less obvious #I do actually rely on abortion; namely that if all of my birth controls fail that I can terminate this thing that I have NEVER wanted #that I don’t have to do the thing I have nightmares about #and that my partner also doesn’t want!! #like yes he’s said multiple times that he’s very excited to get a vasectomy when he gets to the US as another layer of precaution #but EVERYTHING can fail and sorry I just like to have sex with a partner who can impregnate me #you motherfuckers also RELY ON abortions as a way to keep your affairs quiet and also to not have more children #since all of you opinionaters can still get people pregnant despite being ancient fucking ballsacks of human beings #BULLSHIT no one RELIES ON abortions #fucking. I. fuck #so anyway I have to talk to these kids about goal-setting for writing #hoo boy what a change in mindset I’m going to have to do #also I need to pack a lunch because although I’m not hungry now I will be very mad at the defense if I don’t eat #nnnnngggghhhhhhh everything is bad!!!

[a-story-teller]

Had another dream story idea and it's BAD out here y'all. My subconscious said "you don't go for sad old white men yaoi? Well here's one and you have to care about it so much. Good luck"

#the braiiiin worms #The surrounding story was very good lotr asoiaf 80's fantasy epic and then there were these two dudes just So Achingly In Love oh my GOD #Basically they had been knights together back in the day during their own Young Men Do Big Things story and deposed the evil mage king #They were just village boys turned soldiers who fell in love and did something good #but then the one was basically forced to become king because he'd killed the last one and had to get married and produce an heir #So he does get married but tells the queen he's never going to sleep w her and she can fuck who she likes and her kids can have the throne #Since he's not even nobility he doesn't care about The Bloodline #His lover is promoted to “protector of the king” 👀 and they manage to be happy despite the restrictions of royal life #Eventually though it comes out that the king's kids aren't his #And this sparks a conflict between “loyalists” who want the True King's Legacy and the “monarchists” who want Real Noble Lineage #With the queen basically standing back and watching it happen as the crown prince decides now is a great time to try “patricide” #the lover finds the king's nephew (the loyalists' heir) and tells the guard to take him to distant family to raise until he's old enough #But the guard is like “he's gonna get found out in no time” so instead sells him to ppl who find exotic kids for nobles to keep as wards #and he basically disappears into a faraway household and the lover doesn't even know #Meanwhile the king survives a poison attempt but is now physically impaired and on high alert #He leaves with a small retinue to Do Some Business but when he comes back the castle gates are up and arrows start raining down #So it's him and his little group at the edge of a market vs. an entire castle #In the ambush/battle he is seriously wounded #and they try to fake his death to get back in the castle and then nurse him/sneak him out #But the prince doesn't take it at face value and stabs the “body” to make sure #and the lover has to act through watching his all-but-husband who'd just planned their escape from all this get killed in front of him #So that it doesn't blow his cover and get him killed too #That's about where the dream ended but I'm uggg g h gg #I'm SO invested in these two fantasy gays and their incredibly poetic relationship #Doesn't hurt that there were like 3 very graphic sex scenes between them across the timeline #And they were so obsessed with and hungry for each other the whole time.... the last one was just before the ambush #after the king has been left near-immobile from the poison and they're like 40-something #and the lover takes him away from all that and back to the days it was just them and he was strong #It was sooo romantic but also hell when can I get ravaged like that #Anyway I'm ruined and I can't even really work on it I have too many other things to do

[insanechayne]

~ ~ ~

#this is a good one of these kinds of posts I swear #just wanna do a shoutout to my bestie even though I know he won’t see this #but I love him and feel like hyping him up anyway and don’t wanna make a whole actual post about it and annoy everyone #anyway yesterday I took my car in for an oil change and tune up thing and didn’t know how long it was gonna take so I set up a ride #with bestie back to my mom’s place if it was gonna be a while but then they said it’d only be like an hour and a half or so unless there was #actually something wrong with my car in which case we’d just discuss it and go from there. so bestie picks me up at the car place and I tell #him that and say he doesn’t have to stay and I can just wait there at the place if he’s busy but he says nah he gonna hang with me. asks if #I’m hungry and wanna get lunch and I hadn’t eaten yet so it worked out. went to the good Mexican place in town and order in their drive thru #I ask if he wants me to cash app him some money to cover my share and he very aggressively says ‘oh hell no’ which was honestly adorable and #really sweet. goes on to say ‘girl you know you don’t need to worry about money’ which is also super sweet and makes me feel all weird and #wiggly inside cause I’m not used to people being kind to me in that way or just buying me shit just because. and he’s always doing that kind #of stuff too just paying for my food or sending me money if I pick stuff up for us or whatever. dude got bucks at least good for him. but #yeah anyway so we got the food and then he went to a gas station to get us drinks then parked and ate and hung out with me until my car was #ready to go. even offered me money to cover the cost for the car if I needed anything major done and I could just pay him back little by #little. thankfully car is all good but his sentiment was well taken and much appreciated. gave me a big hug before we parted ways as he #usually does and bro gives the best hugs for real they’re so instantly comforting and you really feel the love they make me so happy. and he #even is gonna help me put together a new desk and chair at my house so I’ll have a place to do schoolwork at home and finally setup my tv in #my room. dude does so much for me and will then thank me just for hanging out with him as if I did anything special at all #this man deserves the whole fucking world and I’d do anything for him. love him so much #so ye that’s my hype post for my boy cause I just had to brag about him somewhere and get my feelings out #personal