#also If true then im into incest now i dont fucking care

[hayaku14]

NO FUCKING WAY I DIED AND GOT SICK FOR TWO MONTHS AND I COME BACK TO RUMORS THAT KAISHIN COUSINS IS CANON NAAAH DONT FUCK WITH ME THAT SHIT SAY IT AINT SO GOSHO I SWEAR TO GOD

#this is so fucking dumb #lmao #spoilers source is unreliable af but lmfao it's such bullshit that toichi and yusaku were separated when they were young cos divorce #LIKE????? #THAT'S UR LITERAL BROTHER AND YOU DIDNT INTRODUCE Y'ALL'S BABIES TO EACH OTHER #nAAAAH THATS BULLSHIT #and yall didnt go to his funeral and yalls kids didnt get to meet??? NAH BULLSHIT LMAOOO GOSHO IF THIS IS TRUE YOU ABSOLUTE FUCKING BUFFOON #also If true then im into incest now i dont fucking care #LMAO #prattles #ALSO I LEGIT WAS DYING SICK OUT THERE FOR LIKE TWO MONTHS AND THIS IS WHAT I COME BACK TO AINT NO FUCKING WAAAAY #anyway im better now and will be posting kaishin brainrot again idc gosho i make your cousin boys kiss and fuck each other in my head #i hope you stub your toe on tomorrow's premiere 🥰

[bellaellathemillionth]

EPISODE 1 OF ME FLIPPING OUT OVER HOW EVERY SINGLE GODDAMN PJO/HOO SHIP W O R K S

LIKKKKKKKKE COME ON. EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ONE WORKS ITS SO UNFAIR WHY CANT REAL LIFE DATIING BE LIKE THAT LIKE SERIOUSLY EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ONE WORKS AND LIKE AT THSI POINT I HAVE JUST GIVEN UP ON CHOOSING BETWEEN SHIPS AND EVERYTHING LIKE FORGET IT I SHIP AND LOVE AND LOVE I MENA LOOOOVE EACH AND EVERY SINGLE ONE LIKE ALL OF THEM ARE SO CUTE AND THE VERY VERY VAST MAJORITY OF SHIPS MAKE SO MUCH SENSE LIKE ALL OF THEM JUST LIKE WORK ITS LIKE THAT TIME IN GREYS WHERE SOMEONE SAID THAT THEY WERE ALL RELATED BY SEX AND LIKE UM HELLO TRUE THAT HERE TOO LMFAO EVEN WHEN YOU DONT CONSIDER THE WHOLE GREEK INCEST. ANYWAYS

N E WAYZ CONTINUING ON TO THE POINT

MY CURRENT PREDICKIACNMENT IS CHOOSING A MAIN LOVESQUARE AND YES YES IM SURE THERES A THOUSAND MORE LOVESQUAEWA IN THIS UNIVERSE THAT ARE EQUALLY AS GOOD BUT IM TOO LAZY TO RESEARCH SO SHUT YOUR TRAP (AAAAIISIIGGGNT! LIE DETECTED! I AM TOO LAZY TO CARE LMFAO ANYWAYS BYE) SO RIGHT NOW IM STUCK BETWEEN PIPER ANNABETH PERCY AND JASON AND PIPER REYNA JASON (SIDENOTE; KEEP IN MIND I SHIP ALL OF THE SHIPS LMFAO) BECAUSE ON ONE HAND THE FIRST SQUARE HAS TWO COUPLE WHO LMFAO ALL DO A FUCKIN YK SWITCHAROO WHICH I FIND AMAZING CUTE AND INSANELY HILARIOUS (cant tell if its hilarious or if im delirious lol) BUT THEN ON THE EQUALY AMAZING OTHER HAND THERES LEO JASON PIPER REYNA WHICH I AM WAY TOO TIRED TO EXPLAIN RIGHT NOW ALSO IM BORED SO YEAH WOW SUCH HARD PROBLEMS WOO! (im going insane guyz lol) HA SIKE I JSUT WROTE THE TAGS BUT NOW I WANNA CONTINE ON SO LIKE LEO JASON PIPER REYNA IS BASICALLY FUCKING JASONS EX BEING IN LOVE WITH HIS GF AND HIM BEING IN LOVE WITH HIS GFS BEST FRIEND AND THEN PIPER BEING IN LOVE W HIS EX AND HIS BEST FRIEND LMFAOSO I LOVE THIS OK bye

LOVE YOU

OH ON SECOND THOUGHT, WHY NOT JUST HAVE A LOVE OCTOGON?

#pjo hoo toa #pjo #hoo #percy jackson #annabeth chase #piper mclean #jason grace #reyna avila ramirez arellano #leo vladez #leo valdez #ITS SO FUNNY TO ME HOW THERE IS A LEGITEMANTE TAG THATS A TYPO THAT SHOWS UP B E F O R E THE RIGHT SPELLING #crying screaming throwing up #LOVE OCTOGON???? #no sleep #sleep is for the weak #*mentally stable #not me ranting in both the post and tags #goddamn im talking to a fuckin wall basically #hastag dEliRioUs! #not me trying to spell delirious and spelling delicious 8 times before getting it right #ok i shut up now #SIKE #yeah sike #for the sike\ #haha so funny #ILY #u r hot #gay idiots #can you tell im tired

[olivereliocorcordium1983]

I dont even know why i am giving this the time of day but i am going to because it made me laugh my fucking ass off.

Okay, so this person decides to write the following 👇

"Can't really understand why not write omc cos it won't get much kudos? Comments? Yesterday Armie kidnapped and drugs Timmy because of love, today Timmy becomes a serial murder for Armie because of love... I guess next story is Armie going to shoot the president because of this love? Next next next story is Timmy throws a bomb on streets because of love? Oh look FBI list them as most wanted, woah, even FBI ships charmie how sweet!

Yeah, lets celebrate our boys criminal behaviors, cos oy love matters? Law? Victims? Who cares? Get an Ambulance your insane."

Okay charmies let me break this shit down one sentence at a time. So that you biubiubiu understand this.

First of all, omcs do exist within these stories that I write if you actually read my stories then you would know this.

Second kudos and comments are not why i write within this fandom, i write for myself and because i love this fandom as well as the wonderful people i have spoken to because of said fandom. If they encourage me to write more then that is just a plus for me. I do it because i love it! Plain and simple. I also love Elio and Oliver/ Armie and Timmy.

Third

Um.... Armie NEVER kidnaps Timmy in ANY of my stories he willing goes with him. Again if you would actually read them then you would know this.

Timmy becoming a murder? Ha! You must be talking about Love and Devotion well then, lets see... Ah yes, This is not fucking Jeff the killer Timmy DOES NOT BECOME A SERIAL KILLER FOR LOVE he is not Harley Quinn either. He comes a serial killer because of the shit that happened to him with Beautiful Boy! Among other things! Serial killers do not become serial killers just because of ONE THING IT IS A MultiTUDE OF THINGS TO GET THEM TO THAT POINT. *Points to self* this guy... Watches a shit ton of true crime shit everyday and listens to lets not meet stories on YouTube I know things im not stupid.

Is love always in my stories? YES. AND ALWAYS WILL BE! those are the kinds of stories that I PERSONALLY LOVE! 🥰❤️❤️❤️

FBI MOST WANTED? 🤔 THANKS FOR THE INSPIRATION FOR THAT ONE!

Law? Victims? Who cares? Um excuse me but I am a survivor of emotional, psychological, and verbal abuse which if you read "If Not Now When?" Then you would know that the OMC gets his ass handed to him by non other than TIMMY HIMSELF! And all of the dark subject matter i write in my fics i write because it actually happens to real people everyday. Some of which have happened to people i personally know and love!

So no that is not a fucking joke to me! At all! 😠 i do NOT CONDONE any kind of abusive, or criminal behaviors, rape, incest, ect IN REAL LIFE! PERIOD. I have kicked people to the curb for this shit and have lost friends and family because of these things. I take that shit seriously to the point of intense anger if i find out something happened like that to someone even if i dont know them.

Plus all of these stories are FICTION they are meant to be outrageous and crazy, entertaining and some can even teach a lesson. However i am not the only writer who puts Timmy and Armie in these dark situations and I am not the only one who isnt scared to write about the things society wants to keep "safe" or locked away fuck that shit that is not real life! It is not sugar coated and flowers all the time neither are relationships and if you think they are then... Im sorry to burst that bubble.

Case in point: Every male pregnant story has some omega on the verge of going through some shit which most of the time is Timmy.

#2: In the epilepsy diaries by another wonderful writer within this fandom. Has Timmy go through the real life and tragically tough life that people who live with epilepsy go through everyday! And I adores that story no matter how heartbreaking and tough it was for me to get through.

#3: THE CEREBRAL PALSY DIARIES is a story that puts Armie and Timmy both in the situations that I deal with having cerebral palsy myself PERSONALLY on an everyday basis! So yes I do have some brain damage which does not get worse as I age so your little "insane" comment makes me laugh so damn hard. Its entertaining!!!! 👏👏👏 So is your sarcasm and dont get me started with that because baby i was schooled in sarcasm i can be sarcastic too! 😁

Because while you think im "insane" its my "insaneness" as you put it to allow me to write these Wonderfully insane crazy stories that some of these charmies love so... I guess im doing something right seeing as no one has told me to fuck off yet so...

Oh and also the 30 night thing IS NOT A STORY!!! They are just random scenes with smut in them that are based off of the songs i listen to the names of those songs are even in the TITLES of every scene!!! which alot of other writers do. Thats it! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

If you have a problem with what i write then maybe my stories aren't for you friend. There are plenty of good writers some even better than me. So... Yeah, take your pick. But if you are trying to be a troll then kindly fuck off man, you have no place in my insane creative and loving space. 🤪😜🤪😜🤪😜🤪😜🤪😜🤪😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵😵

[favoniuscodex]

ask responses

ok so there’s like a quadrillion anti-k*eluc things in my inbox (like every time this topic comes up)

yea these all shit on k*eluc but if you like that ship idk why you’re here cw: death threat mention (NO ACTUAL THREATS), typical k*eluc bullshit

anon said:  if we're talking about incest, I've seen some shit in this fandom k*eluc could not compare. I wish there was a way to block people/tags in ao3... everyday I roll my eyes so hard to go blind and never see some of the shit in ao3 again

i like... dont want to shame people for their interests because ultimately fanfiction is a way to get some like... weird shit outta your system without harming anyone but like... MAN... some of the fics i’ve seen make me wonder if the authors have ever gone outside and touched grass before,,, and im saying this as someone who fantasizes about 2d pixels for fun.

anon said:  The thing about kaeluc, i heard from somewhere that some ppl tend to go overboard with the warnings.. true, that ship is disgusting, but to warning them with death threat/su*cide? They talk about toxicness of kaeluc but without realizing it, they themselves are toxic. I'm not defending kaeluc stans cuz i've had some bad experience with kaeluc stans too. But I wish they realized that block button exist.

i mean, yes. this is basic human decency (blocking people and not harassing them). the internet has always been pretty reactionary to things they don’t like and is pretty toxic as a whole. idc if you dont like something, death threats are never a viable solution. but imma be honest, i’ve never seen that happen when it comes to that ship and therefore i have no time nor energy to devote to yelling at people for it. not my place.

anon said: I've seen some people saying k*eluc was ok in eastern side of the fandom because it is a cultural difference kind of thing. I don't agree with this because like... that means eastern people want to fuck their siblings??? that's a stupid argument. I don't ship it bc it weirds me out but I also don't really care people shipping it since it's just fiction

though this doesn't mean that it's okay to ship them imo. I just try to stay away from conflict

yea as a white person this sounds like some bullshit lie some asian fetishizing white person made up to justify shipping two brothers. additionally diluc is clearly like... germanic/white ancestry so like... is this argument even still valid? anyways that argument just reeks of racism and holds 0 ground. it’s weird as fuck. also anon, its cute that you want to avoid conflict, i wish that was me. i think this ship is overall pretty nasty and i will take sides LMAO

anon said:  “ayo how can we ruin a fandom” *red/blue ship* sounds an awful lot like kl*nce shippers 🦍💨

yea i wasnt even in that fandom and i heard about it which shows how bad it is,,,

always the red and blue shippers ong

anon said: Just a little snippet from what they said because I constantly have to go back to it and laugh about that because it doesn’t take more than a few secons to go on google an be like “are diluc and kaeya brother” to which the big fat answer will be “yes”"…kaeya has basically disowned himself…Either way it’s fine and not incest if that’s the issue!”How do you disown yourself-

d... disowning yourself means you no longer want contact with your family, it doesn’t change the fact that you once viewed them as family.... what the.... FMKLDSMFLMSD,,, that person you were arguing with is WEIRD

anon said: if people want to ship an ice/fire dynamic that badly why not ship chongyun and bennett or something. sighs. why do people have to be Like That

TRUE,,,, true,,,, this is 100% facts and lowkey thats a big brained ship nonnie

anon said: I've just been reading through the asks about a certain *cough* fire/ice *cough* ship and let me also add something. Everytime i search Genshin on Ao3 I have to make sure one of the excluded tags is said said ship so that it cuts down alot and I mean alot so I can see others but at the same time, some good fic has that tag, not really the focus but still has it, which saddens me because I try to avoid it as much as possible. Also any fics on twitter that talks about the individual (either the fire or ice) in said ship I tend to just "nope" and quickly scroll down(unless it's a het ship weirdly enough it's a little calmer) I just wanted some good fluff and someone just had to ruin the good fluff by arguing that the fire/ice ship is superior than the one in the fic. Like I just want GOOD FLUFF 😭 WHY DO YOU HAVE TO RUIN IT?!I FEEL NEUTRAL BACK THEN NOW I AM JUST ANNOYED. Also sorry for ranting peace 🕊️

i literally only look at ao3 at this point for zhongchi or xiaoven shit so i cannot relate but like gjldgkmldfkglg. k*eluc shippers are inescapable on twitter though i hate it. remember the time the genshin official account reblogged some k*eluc art JSKLD:FKFSMP:GDL i hate it here,

anon said: broke: shipping kaeluc

woke: shipping yourself with both of them and thus creating a love triangle full of angst and a lot of tension and competitiveness between them

bespoke: having them realise that they value each other as brothers more than having petty arguments over the same person they like and thus instead of reader becoming a s/o to one of them we become best friends with both of them and the gang's all happy

i can’t tell if this is oomf trying to convince me to alter the ending of inheritance gjkdsnjskdlskj or if it’s just a genuine big-brained idea. either way... i can get on this train of support. OR the reader picks one of them but the other moves on and lives a happy life because why spend time being hung up over reader when you could find someone else.

anon said: all this kael*c (🤢) talk reminded me of the first scene in which we see diluc (yk the one with collecting dvalin's tears with kaeya in the temple? and at the end diluc comes in and destroys the hydro abyss mage? yeah that one) so I went and rewatched it and hrueizkxbd i now remember why i am first and foremost a diluc simp

diluc was fine as fuck especially in the scene where he interrogates the abyss mage,,, ugh /chef’s kiss/. thank you fellow diluc simp.

#im gonna go to class and get even more k*eluc hate in my inbox #i am the new anti-k*eluc safe haven apparently #this happens every time i mention how much i hate the ship #but fr this was NINE ASKS at some point im gonna stop responding to them #//mail

[qwertyfingers]

Hi, I'm curious, could you elaborate on what things people in SPN fandom produce that you wouldn't have been able to filter out as a teen? I'm not really sure what you're referring to. Problematic porn? Bad takes? Wanky fan activity?

okay uh CSA, incest, and suicide trigger warnings for my answer here lol

first off i dont. really think you actually need me to explain this to you and the way this is worded really feels like either an attempt to minimise some truly atrocious shit or like, imply that i think highly of myself which is not true? i'm full of bad takes bro. i don’t care what people are posting as long as it’s not harmful. but there’s a few layers to the issues i was referring to yesterday

1) while it’s gotten a LOT better over the years, the defense of john’s parenting still happens fairly frequently, and as a kid who related extremely deeply to dean’s specific brand of Menhol Eelness that kind of defense of abuse would have really messed with my headspace! it’s messed up in and off itself to defend people who harm their kids - even unintentionally! - but the way that it specifically affects children who are still being abused is the worst of it. every kid with CPTSD who’s ever had to see someone defend behaviours they recognise from their own abusive family as done out of or as excusable because they had a good reason remembers that shit for the rest of their LIFE

there are echoes of what happened to me in dean, both in the abuse and trauma itself and the way it affects him in the aftermath. to see those things minimised by fans can be really re-traumatising for people. i’m very glad that my exposure to it comes at the end of several long stints in hospital and several years of intensive therapy. i don’t know that 18yo me who attempted suicide on a near weekly basis and hallucinated my abusive step father in my house all the time could have coped with takes like ‘its okay because john was drunk and alcoholism isn’t his fault’ or ‘john wasn’t abusiv he was just grieiving’ or ‘john didn’t abuse dean, everything he did was reasonable for their lifestyle’ without becoming deeply unwell. 

2) we also all already know how much deeply fucked up incest content gets made and shared in spn circles. like, okay,  have made peace with the existence of incest shipping. i blacklist that shit and i move on. most of it is avoidable and i can kind of forget about it if i’m being careful. but some of spn fandom is on another level. people write and draw some shit that is like, actively triggering on the ‘call my therapist and beg to be sectioned’ level. i had to renew my lorazepam prescription for the first time since lockdown started lmao.  one of the fandom darling artists literally posted graphic dean/jack porn on their blog next to their really popular castiel art like. i’m not kidding when i say that would have made me hurt myself when i was younger

3) there are a LOT of really weird interactions btwn minors and adults in this fandom and while thats noit something that the corner of tumblr/discord i move through has any real problems with, i still see shit go down in other circles / servers, and the things i saw on the  periphery when i was younger tell me it used to be wayyyyyyyyyyyy worse. adults actively encouraging like 13yos to read/write porn, children being pressured into incest content, 30yo+ people having intensely sexual interactions with minors like. 

as someone who is generally of the belief that ‘minors n adults shouldnt interact online’ is the dumbest shit i’ve ever heard, supernatural fandom does sometimes make me think im wrong and wish i could set everyone under the age of 18 in a safe enclosure away from some of the insane people that go here like. 

in general i think that teens having adult friends in fandom is good becuase it allows an avenue for discussing legitimate issues you have and they can be really helpful to help rpotect young people! I literally owe my adult fandom friends from my own childhood for giving me the lagnuage to talk about the abuse i faced and they were the first people who ever made me feel like i had a way out of my situation. without older online friends i might never have found out that the reason i had no interest in sex was because of trauma, or figured out that the reason reading fic about women or trans men upset me so much was because i was projecting my trauma onto them, and with cis mens bodies i didnt have that issue. i owe all of those things to adults who in the modern day might be chastised for being friends with me because i was young, but i needed them! 

all this is to say that i think the breadth of inappropriate adult/minor interactions over the years have led to an environment where a generation of 20-somethings are now terrified of interacting with teenagers (for fear of becoming the adults who traumatised them), and a generation of teenagers who are largely terrified of talking to adults (for fear of being traumatised) and miss out on guiding hands that some of them really need. if the adults in your physical life harm you, and you cannot turn  to adults on the internet, what do you do? 

4) i’m so tired of people writing underage porn, bro. there are enough adults in this show, grow the fuck up

[brinesystem]

lol

glad were retriggered and retraumatized lets have somef un here i guess

should we talk about kik and the grooming?

or the OTHER time that happend?

how about the OTHER TIME?

oh or daddy dearest destroying our room? that was fun

totally didnt mind at all that he broke one of the only surviving items from our great great grandmother

oh wait he did that wtwice lulz

oh or the time he told us to punch him?

how about sneaking aroundh imo r being yelled at for eating?

or beingt old hed lock the fridge up?

getting threatened that we couldg get kicked out at nany moment?

oh or the time he almost DID doth at and we had to have an emergency plan of “if i dont text you come to this address”

oh or the ffact thath e threw our dogs againts the bricks?

almost drowned us and then we got in trouble for it?

oh what about him not ‘remembering’ any of it

oh and of COURSE we forgive him mom thanks for asking :) :) :)

glad its a question and not just you know, a nicely worded command

cause youk now

not a dog

oH WAIT LULZ

might as well be right :)

oh or the time we had to save our sister from drowning

while UNDER A LIFEGUARD AND ACROSS FROM ANOTHER ONE

thats fun right

not trauma ata ll?

oh and shcool thats fun

gun fight? first day? SURE WHY NOT

threatened and fearing our life? obviously its cause youre acting weird stop doing that and they wont lulzzzzzzzz

thanks teach for being a racist piece of shit

also nice used condom on your deskr eally classy

oh lets also just stea  my shit thanks teacher AND SCHOOL COUNSELLOR FRIENS

thanks for warning and helping us withou r classes by the way real glad we got tahtiwarning in time oh wait

oh thanksmomsure dont have trauma responses thatd be dumblolz

youre totally fine too dont worry TOTALLY doing great and absolutely true that all therapists thik youre doing perfect and dont need help

totally tre and we’re the proof huh??? :) :) :)

thanks for sayingi  dont even look human btw real nice when im saying i dont look white

v classy love that totally dealing good with your own trauma though thnx

OH or how about running a suicide prevention blog at 13, 14,15, 16, 17 because we were too afraid to stop doing it :)

that was fun right

totally fun to think your friend died

thanks teach btw for yelling at us about our phone while trying to watch for a suicidal friend

really made me care about you

alsothe  time i lost part of the bone in my leg andy ou yelled at me in front of thec lass

loved that

lvoe  the grooming gone past just grooming but cant be csa event hough they were 30+ at the time because itw as online

supes fun there too thankzzzzzz

OH can we talk about being suspended forr.r.....

stopping someone from stealing!

not allowing myself to egt beat up!

not sitting down and taking someone hitting me with a book

real funzies

ALSO THNZ MOM glad you helped out sister out but notme  over the same shit

EVERY TIME SOMETHING CAME UP

super glad bout that thnx

not like i had visual self harm for years 

but oh she said she cuts one time and gets help and a therapist and love and ishit

when shesb een beating me up and ive been getting in trouble for that for years because you dont doa nything

real funsies thanks love 10/10

oh 9/11 is fun too right gladi  was there for that

lvoe how it felt like an earthquake

and great grreat grandma dying glad you brought me along but its blocked out loooooool

oh andl ets not forget the SEVERAL DIFFERNT ASSAULTS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL glad you put me back in school after those instead of homeschooling me where i was learning faster and less stressed!!!!!!!! thanks!!!!!!!!!!

love the holiday trauma too

oH or the time you called us a liar after we complained about beingin  pain and it wtrned out our foot was swelling to twice its normal size due to a psider bite

THREE TIMES INOU R LIFE

that was fun too thankssssssss

oh orthe time we got relentlessly bullied by several kids and nobody did anything

that wasf un too

also what happened before we were 7 that made us think all adults were pedophiles?

would LOVE to know what that was about

or why someone tried to get us kidnapped by flashing drivers around that time to see if any would pull over and take us with them

thatw asf un too right

or the sex dreams

i was seven lolz glad i had tose definitely normal

oh or should we talk about marissa and her beating us up? glad you let us play with her all thetim e too!!!! real funsies glad it happened

or our friend leaving us because who fucking knows lolz glad you just stopped talking to us cold turkey

oh or our friend dying thatw as fun too what a fucking GREAT year :)

or our other friend being adopted and leaving us permanently because her parents didnt allow her to contact use ver :) :) :)

OH OR SHOULD WE TALK ABOUT THE DOCTOR TRAUMA

HI that wasf unr ight

having a kidney infectiontha t young? super funsies lol

glad i knew whatw as happening and wasnt just put under there and unable to move

totally not traumatizing thanks

totally not at all

OH OR THE FUN TIMES WITH BEING TOLD WE’RE ‘naturally different’ or ‘deal with thingsbetter than whoever’ 

thanks lbuddy glad you think that we have trauma andw orked our wholes lives to deal with itan d then got fucked over AGAIN but whatever its totally natural thanks for acknowledging all our hard work and also totally not absolving yourselfo f any effort you might have to put in at the same timeeeeee

orfindingo ut our bio grandfather is an abusive stalker and OH HE SHOWED UP AT OURH OUSE TO DROP SHIT OFF EVEN THOUGH HEL IVES IN TEXAS AND WE DONT

LOVE THAT THANKS FOR THAT INFORMATION GLAD HE HAS ACCESS

or our super abusive famly on te stepdads side glad we met thEM

loved being suicidal too that was fun glad everyone we knew helped us out and didnt just shut us outo r call us attention seeking that was coolioz

good luck whoever has our old house dont mind the suicide notes we hid under the carpet or in the vents lolz theyre totally fine

oh should we talka bout how daddy dearest stillpr efers a dog to us?

glad bout that too thanks

totally fine doesnt hurt at all and YES MOM YOUR EXCUSES FOR HIMARE TOTALLY HELPFUL AND DONT JUST REMIND US YOURE ON HIS SIDE MORE THAN OURS COOLIOS

but yeah youre totally perfectan d fine its fine cause you neverh urt us directly you just didnt do anything atal l in fact!

ever!!

thanks for that!!! love the inaction!!

ohor t hat fun thing which is apparently aform  ofe motional incest THANKS FOR THAT DADDIO

GLAAD THAT AFFECTED US FOR LIFE its great :)

im not eveng oingto  TOUCH on geneartional traumathat sawho  le other thing

#trauma tag #trauma #hi im having fun can you tell lolz

[conjugate-wumbo]

Game of Thrones S8E4: my complete unedited viewing notes

Why u gotta do me dirty and open on a shot of dead jorah

RIP THEONSA

The Hound being protective father of Arya thinking Gendry's a horny boi

LORD GENDRY

But Sanda is v concerned

Hmmmmmmm

JAIME doing the westerosi equivalent of holding the hand in the popcorn bowl

I'd watch a buddy cop movie with Tyrion and Davos

Jon is so fuckin smol

K who's the stage hand pulling Bran right out of that conversation at the most dramatic timing

(Also is Meera alive???)

Sansa "go on I believe in you"

Podrick squire by day wingman by night

Lol Dany is me at any party

I LOVE DRUNK BRIENNE

I WANNA PARTY WITH DRUNK BRIENNE

OMG BRIENNE I SAW YOU LOOK AT JAIME AS SOON AS TYRION GUESSED IF YOU WERE A VIRGIN

Brienne-Jaime-Tormund is the love triangle of the generation

Omg pod is a sweet boi and tormund is a sad one

Id also watch a buddy cop movie with tormund and the hound

IS THIS THE SANSA X HOUND REUNION IVE BEEN WAITING SIX SEASONS FOR??????

FUCK ME YESS IT ISSSSSS

I LOWKEY HIGHKEY SHIP THIS

IS THAT WEIRD

DONT EVEN CARE

"HOUNDS" LMFAO WTF BUT I LOVE THIS

"LITTLE BIRD" omg

"NONE OF IT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED IF YOU LEFT KINGS LANDING WITH ME" OMGGGGGG

DOES THE HOUND FOLLOW SANSA ON TWITTER?? HE KNOWS HER WHOLE LIFE STORY

MORE HAND HOLDING OMG MY HEART

I'm flipping out inside

SANSA YOU FUCKIN TEASE I LOVE YOU

SMILEY HOUND IS THE BEST HOUND

Dude

Cersei + the mountain

Sansa + the hound

Sansa is the younger more beautiful queen that cersei is afraid of

Gendrys fucking adorable

OMGGGG GENDRY

omggg gendry :(((((((

But good for Arya i guess whatever

BRAIME TIME BITCHESSSS

YESSSSS ARE WE ABOUT TO HAVE A COMPLETE ARC FOR BRIENNE????

BRIENNE THE KNIGHT AND THE WOMANNNN???

LOL JAIME ASKING ABOUT TORMUND

you can really tell which ships I'm most invested in by the use of capslock lol

JEALOUS JAIME OMGGG

LOL I THOUGHT EPISODE 3 WAS GOING TO KILL ME BUT 4 IS SURE TO BE THE TRUE SOURCE OF MY DEMISE

DAMMIT [person from work who called] YOU CAN WAIT MY BBS ARE ABOUT TO TALK ABOUT THEIR FEELS

IS JAIME REALLY PULLING THE "wow it sure is hot in this here bedroom i better strip to my bare ass ya know in case of dehydration"

LOL AT BRIENNES FACE

OMGGGG BRIENNE

OMGGGGGGG BRIENNE GET ITTTTTT

THEY HAVENT EVEN KISSED YET AND SHIRTS ARE FLYING OFFF THEYRE JUST FLYING OFFF

"IVE NEVER SLEPT WITH A KNIGHT BEFORE" WTF OK JAIME

DEAD

IM DEAD

DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT JON AND DANY

WHAT ARE THEY EVEN DOING HERE

ARE THEY IMPORTANT IN THIS STORY???

K this is not the sex scene i want to see

Oh thank god its not happening

Incest will do that to the mood i guess

Dude dany u gotta calm down bro

Ramin what u doing playing ominous music over brienne and jaime in post coital blisss

That's gotta stop rn

I wont have any of that

Im getting real tired of danys fire and blood its all mine mentality

SANSA THE SENSIBLE

SANSIBLE

Pack of wolves vs one dragon

And a lion on the side

Sansa and brienne share a knowing look about jaime

BRONNN

omg bronn

Are jay and ty about to die

Im already stressed

Relieved

BUT SO STRESSED

The Hound and Arya

*on the road again plays in the background*

Those are some fucking holey dragon wings

I LOVE SANSA

TORMUND X GHOST IS THE REAL BUDDY COP MOVIE ID WATCH

OMG Gilly

BABY JON

LOL JON

Ghost be like ummm I thought I was your best friend???

Ok missangrey is kyoot

Varys: "she's his aunt"

FINALLY SOMEONE SAID IT

I love the dragons but for the sake of story THANK GOD they're killable

Red marker time: Rhaegal

Daenerys you're a dummy

D is for dum dum

Maybe make an effort to keep your best asset alive???

Welp.

I hope missandei knows how to swim

Omg cersei you smart bitch

"Im here to free the world from tyrants"

Ok bitch but you can't do that if you're a tyrant

KAYYY Dany u gotta stop

D is not for destiny

Varys asking tyrion who he thinks would make a better ruler between dany and jon is the westerosi version of hilary vs trump

Tyrions like "i only get two choices?"

VARYS THE SENSIBLE

SANSA THE SNARK

KAY RAMIN U GOTTA STOP WITH THE OMINOUS MUSIC OVER BRAIME SCENES

Jesus christ jaime

Just tell her you're going to kill cersei

Stop being dramatic

Then she can just be like ok cool bro see u when you get back

Is daenerys about to let missandei die

And is that going to be the thing that turns tyrion over to team jon

So stressed

Hand to hand combat lol

Which etsy store is making all these hand pins

Tyrion u gotta stop stressing me out

Omg cerseiiiiiiii

Omg tyrion seriously

............i see where this is going cersei

Now u the one thats gotta stop

Not shocked not surprised

But still very stressed

I had like three coffees today

My hearts like wtf u doing out there

Red marker time: missandei

Lol that's the end of the episode 😂

#game of thrones #got #got spoilers

[underratedkporn]

Milo for the nsfw alphabet meme??

[winterywitch]

For the ask thing: Dogma, Josipher, and Jerolin

o shit!!!

dogma

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would banghogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuffbest quality: he’s so understanding and open-minded for what he is like he kinda made the concept of religious leaders in fiction safe again, like they dont have to ALL be evil fuckers in my work. like he made that concept Exist again for me and im so grateful for that, as a Sinful Sex-Having Gay x333 [fucking gag me] he’s very much a healing character for meworst quality: none of them but like why does he never smile :ship them with: kantera and tabasa, either separately or polyamorously all w/ each otherbrotp them with: russell!! dogma was the character i spent the festival with on my first playthrough of end roll so he’s a nice adult male rolemodel for russell and he cares for russell a lot even if in a purely platonic vaguely kuudere wayneeds to stay away from: dust, smoke and pollen, bitch [highfives him as i am a fellow asthma-haver] and like also. burning things. things that are burning. the burning bush is just never quite the same for him is itmisc. thoughts: his design is so nice i just really really love it

josipher

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type (im pretty sure anyway?) | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would banghogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuffbest quality: his sheer, tender-heartedness and adoration for humans that drives the core of his being, he was susceptible to his sister’s lies and manipulation because he’s a kind person who assumes the best in peopleworst quality: the man really needs to learn how to communicate clearly, and also his snootily belligerent personality following the betrayal of his sister and whatnot makes it really easy to think he’s just an asshole. he also pushes people away who genuinely want to help him because he assumes all people are just assholes nowship them with: vulcan, also not a ship but sniper made out with him once in a joke dialogue tree. Romantically.brotp them with: i, do want him and escule to get along someday its just gonna take workneeds to stay away from: people with nasty ulterior motives, people who would manipulate him to any negative endmisc. thoughts: i just remembered at one point his voiceclaim was alan rickman??? idk if it still is but like, that’s fun i guess. he’s the god of structure and he represents summer and autumn and we love him

jerolin

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | blease he’s a minor and a incest+csa survivor suffering from his repressed memories of trauma at that leave him olone | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would banghogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuff | two options chosen bc im kinda torn between the two? he could be either with equal probabilitybest quality: he’s a guy who’s following his own fairly unique path in life, he’s a very brave kid who’s willing to Do That when no one else is - his moral compass is strong and true, he’s very much a hero.worst quality: none you abswolute fool /no im kidding UHH he... has a dangerous tendency to get wrapped up in things much, much bigger than he is, and like a fish in the deep ocean, he doesn’t notice those teeth surrounding him until it’s too late bc he was so dazzled by that angler fish’s glowing antenna thingyship them with: papagena, rigveda, N [from pokemon], jocelyn once he’s a year or two older ( @dreamy‘s old oc ), uhh... who knows WHOSE OC WANTS TO DATE THIS KIDbrotp them with: a friendship between him and zack ( @nocturnenebula‘s oc ) sounds kinda fun actually, it’d be really cute bc zack seems a lot more like, Loud in his responses to things than jerolin is, it’s like an comparatively-immature college-aged guy being friends with a kid that’s more mature than he isneeds to stay away from: old men, particularly those with an eye to take advantage of those “interests” of his - but we know he won’t actually heed this advicemisc. thoughts: i REALLY am liking his involvement in noct’s mnemoria webcomic/setting it feels very, homey and it feels like a setting he very much belongs in, and ive been meaning to have some kind of regular non-pokemon universe for him so its nice to have one to think about! obv hes not a canon character in the comic LOL but just like, in oc talks between noct and i

#end roll #kara's charas #incest mention #csa mention #sniper's bullshit adventure #about the kara #thesleepiestspiny

[scarletiris]

Intangibles.

well hello there people. if somehow anyone ever finds this, welcome back to another episode of scarletirisdrama. tonights episode discusses to myself what the fuck is the reason im being avoided? like okay so like before i went on the trip everything was perfectly fine you know? like i mean i had a relative/best friend i could always talk to, rely on, and idk just make me happy. even more happy than my ex has ever shown me, partly the reason is because well, we are family and we cant ever fuck that up, right? at least i think im right.. so anyways during the vacation and even after the vacation i KNOW, like i fucking KNOW there is some avoidance as if something is being hidden, with the exception of the last day and man, that was perfect. i finally seen her smile and be herself around me and not fear me or think of me as a burden to carry around. it was truly the best friend i knew and felt. however after i leave i just hear nothing. its all gone. nothing. nada. zip. like legit fucking silence. like i mean im replaying every scenario in my head, did ONE fucking trip to visit someone i care so much about ruin it all? like we had all these plans, japan, moving, school, life, having each others backs, like hold up hold up. lemme tell you guys something. just the other fucking day i was having a. bad day bc something went wrong and i couldn't get registered for classes, i got hella mad and just threw a random stack of paper in my drawers down, and on top fell a note she wrote to me, basically saying she’s so glad to have met me and so glad we are family, how she can come to me for anything and know that i always got her back. it was again, one of the happiest moments i ever felt. now i know where you guys are going, if you see it from a distance, you're all just going to be dude, youre like in love with her, and the answer is FUCK NO, thats gross as fuck. i hate hate hate hate incest, but she really does have something no other women in my life has had, just this natural happy, ecstatic confident energy/feeling in me. like you know that song idk uhm i think “Bubbly” Collie Colliat? or something like that? yea, thats how i feel around her and hearing from her you know? but nah the attraction i have toward her isnt intimate or sexual cause fucking ew. its more like, this passionate one of a kind feeling that i cant get with anyone else. that im always gonna fall on a cloud when things are feeling down and not flat on my ass on some concrete. but where did that all go? its gone, i feel it. i feel nothing anymore, as if i did some horrible crime and she has this metaphorical restraining order on me. was it something i. said? something i. did? the anxiety kills me to like sit here and wonder what the actual fuck happened? like theres NO fucking way she could have been THAT mad over me visiting her right? i mean she has been there for me in so many ways that she doesnt even know shes been there for me sometimes. Like i said and ill repeat what i said, this attraction i have toward my second cousin is not infatuated or lust or romantic cause omg ew. no, ill emphasize it again, its mental, spiritual, and invigorating to know someone has been there for me and i truly fully trust this person. being a relative age similar to mine, she is the first person i ever EVER opened my problems up to, i cant really open up to my siblings or relatives in cali bc being the oldest i want to show no signs of weakness. dumb yeah i know, but seriously its just that like wtf you want me to do? cry or vent or be sad to my brother or baby sister? like uhh. no. and its also the fact we are roughly 1700 miles apart and i feel closer to her than some of my closest friends here. thats why she gets that spot, she deserves it in such a small period of time, she deserves me to see her as my sole best friend. now i never ever believed in “best friend” but she is, and when she is basically that, and already family. she is literally my kansas city twin. that ill actually get mad when anything happens to her, that whether she likes it or not, ill be that overprotective cousin/friend who will stand up for her no matter what the stakes are.. but its like, what did i do you know? its gone, that feeling, i just get total silence when i try to talk to her, or i just get the strongest vibe that she just wants to stay as far away as possible to me, im pretty sure she doesnt even want me around her nor to move to KC or wherever she goes. if this is a lie, and im just overthinking it, then holy shit this agony is so sharp, now keep in mind i dont have clinical depression or anything im way too strong for that shit, but its like.. i do tend to overthink, but i dont think im. overthinking, this tangible idea t hat my best friend might hate me for something i did keeps dwelling at all angles of my brain. my very cells in my body shake from how distance we have quickly grown, AND FOR WHAT? like really? fucking for what? WHAT DID I DO IS THE QUESTION I FUCKING REPLAY. OVER. AND OVER. AND OVER. like if this was anyone else i would not give a fuck, its w/e but why her? why my cousin? like im tired of using the official title “second cousin” because shes so close to me i dont really give a fuck what that shit means but why is she avoiding me? like is it me or is it her or what like i reread my entire ENTIRE phone texts, and fb msgs from the very first time we talked too and it was all fine but now its like total silence, or itd be short quick texts none of this knowing how each others days went or whats on our mind. i cant even directly ask her because itll just make me look crazy if its overreaction but i think she truly has no. idea how painful it is to just like avoid me, if she just told me the reason even if its harsh as fuck and even to the point like “dont ever talk to. me look me up call me or mention me again dont even think of. coming to kc” you know, some fuckin crazy shit like that, ill cry you know? ill break down. but hey. at least i know the truth instead of always wondering the WHY question? Ash if you ever see this or somehow, if its recently you somehow see this, just be up front with me, if its the future and you see this down the road.. if we are still as close as i think we are, then lol my bad i just told you, i love to write when i feel down and have stuff on my mind. But.. if we arent close anymore by the time you ever see this, whatever i did, or whatever you might eventually tell me, i am sorry for it, i dont ever want to jeopardize my relationship and bond i have with you. youre my true other half that i dont literally have to be with as in together, cause 1 like i said thats so gross, and 2, i wouldnt ever wanna be more because youre already everything to me. i look up to you so much you know? youre the cloud cushion to my ass when i fall, and youre the ray of light when its nothing but darkness. youre the paradise to a place as beautiful as california. just know this time right now, August  13th, 2017 at 1:24AM pacific, ( 3:24AM your time) im hurting a bit. i just want to know the truth thats all. whatever youre hiding or even if its nothing at all! just i want my best friend back, and i want that euphoric feeling again...