last confessions
in which Pryde confesses one last thing.
tags and warnings: major character death, canon divergence (Hux doesn't get shot for being the spy), sympathetic Pryde
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The explosions send a tremor through the entire Star Destroyer. Hux is currently putting all his effort towards keeping his balance, which seems impossible to do. One glance at the Allegiant General reveals that he is standing as steadfastly as ever - no pun intended, of course. It sends a rush of frustration through Hux' body, even though he has long ago realized that his hate for the man is actually just redirected hate that should be aimed at his father instead, or perhaps even Ren. (Or a good mix of both, he thinks and grips the console even tighter so he doesn't fall.)
"That is impossible," he hears Pryde's voice, a strange mix of disbelief and, buried even deeper but audible underneath his calm facade, mortal terror. "They don't have an army."
Hux clears his throat. "That is not an army, sir," he says.
In a way, he's glad. Because defeating him means defeating Ren, because defeating the First Order means putting an end to what Ren turned it into. But at the same time he can't help but feel...
"The escape pods near my quarters," Pryde says, frantically. He's scared. He's so scared. He's looking death in the eye and he is freaking out.
Where is the man Hux spent all of his energy on the last few weeks? Who is the man Hux hated so desperately because hate was the only emotion that didn't hurt?
Despite having a way out, Pryde doesn't move. He keeps staring at the ship's windows, the open space, the ships targeting them.
"Well?" Hux prompts. "Use it. Escape."
At that Pryde turns to him. Have his eyes always been this blue? They must have been.
"The password is Vanto," he says very calmly. The fear is gone, replaced by something odd, something Hux doesn't understand. It frightens him, even more than the other man's fear.
"Excuse me?" he whispers.
"Vanto. V-a-n-t-o. Repeat after me."
"Vanto?" Hux repeats. The word leaves a strong aftertaste in his mouth.
"Good. Now leave. That's an order."
Hux was not build for survival but he has been trained for it. He nods, turns and starts running towards the doors as the ship around them breaks apart, collapses into itself, as the last remains of the Empire burn out.
"Armitage," a voice calls.
"Yes?" Hux asks without turning around.
"I never liked Brendol very much. I thought you might want to know."
Against his better judgment, Hux turns. Pryde is still standing at the window, his back turned to him, his eyes facing death. Their eyes meet in the reflecting surface of the ship window, and even though Hux tries his best, he can't make out the man's expression. He can take in all the other signs, the way his hands are shaking behind his back, the way his shoulders are raising with panicked breaths. Allegiant General Enric Pryde is scared of death.
There's nothing Hux could say that would make it better. That's why he doesn't say anything at all.
He runs.
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IMAGINE PRYDE CATCHING FEELINGS FOR HIS ASSISTANT
Tw : none
Infos : Pryde x reader, gn pronouns used
DISCLAIMER:
!ENGLISH ISN'T MY FIRST LANGUAGE!
-He would've been mad at himself. Thinking he was weak to fall for you.
- At first you were scared of him as he was tough and cruel, but you started to be more confident around him as time passed.
- You are a good assistant. You finish everything on time, even in advance if you can. And you do that with a true devotion. And he like that.
- As you became more confident, you started to be nice to him. Asking him what kind of tea he'll like in the afternoon, if he wanted something to eat with it. But never too silly, he hated that and reprimanded you about it.
- He started to kinda like everything you do for him. Even when he was cruel with you, you never let him down. Always on time, never cry, never quit. Just your nice self and your smile.
- One time, because of stress and fatigue, he screamed very bad at you, for nothing. And stop immediately when he saw tears in your eyes. He didn't apologize but give you your day.
- When you walk the day after, he waited for you to tell him that you wanted to quit. But instead you apologized for your "lack of control" and telling him that it'll never happen again. He hated the feeling of relief that he felt when hearing you.
- Since then he tried to be "nicer". And for him that mean avoiding being too tough with you. People didn't saw it, but you do. And sometimes a little smile bloom on your face when he do that.
- He's still the cold and cruel allegiant general, but a little warmer just with you.
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Purpose
summary: after being shot by Pryde, Hux wakes up in an unfamiliar place.
relationship: General Hux x GN reader
warnings: mention of injury, a lil angsty, fluff, fix-it fic
word count: 1.5k
A/N: the doc i wrote this in is literally called “hux survives, i have spoken”, and i think that sums it up really well lol ((also i know that's not hux in the gif but when i saw it i literally went 😳 so i had to use it))
prompt used: All of your failures, your accomplishments, your success, your emotions, your body. Every bit of you. I accept and love them all. (source, by @/incorrectprompts)
(english is not my first language. constructive criticism and grammar corrections are very appreciated!)
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“Get me the Supreme Leader.”
That’s the last thing Hux heard after being launched back several metres from the blaster impact.
“Tell him we found our spy,” Allegiant General Pryde finished in a self-satisfactory tone, giving the blaster back to the trooper next to him.
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Hux wakes up with a gasp.
The sudden intake of air burns through his lungs, like he hadn’t breathed in years. He can tell he’s lying on a cushioned surface, but is still too weak to sit up and check his surroundings.
Blinking away the pain and dryness in his eyes, they adapt to the light in the room. The ceiling above him is wooden, as are the walls. Hux looks to his right, where he spots a door on the far wall. Closer to him there’s several beeping and blinking control panels, with multiple cables and tubes emerging from the machinery.
Slowly turning his head to the left, he sees a big desk with papers and different medical instruments. A med droid stands in front of it with its back to him, too busy doing whatever med droids do while the patient is unconscious.
Hux concludes that he's probably in a cabin, given how rustic the construction looks. And now that the grogginess melted away, he can feel the waves of pain starting to crash onto him.
His chest hurts.
His legs hurt. Especially his left thigh.
He’s pretty sure his pride hurts too, even though he can’t exactly recall what happened and how he got here.
He dares a look at himself, looking down on his body, and only now does he realise that he’s all bandaged up, and bacta tubing surrounds his torso and leg.
The redhead tries sitting up on the bed but fails, quickly slumping back down with a pained cry. This catches the attention of the droid, who turns around, leaving some instruments it was holding on the table.
“You’re awake,” the droid notes. “I will let the Master know.”
“Master? Who?” Hux manages to croak out; his throat is incredibly dry.
The droid ignores his question and exits the room. Not a minute later, you appear through the door and hurriedly make your way to him. Next to the bed you stop for a second, looking at him with big eyes, as if to make sure it’s really him.
“By the Maker,” you finally let out with a sigh of relief. “You’re finally awake.”
A sob shakes your body as you sit down on the edge of the bed next to him. Your body gives out and you lean forward to rest your forehead on his shoulder as gently as you can while the tears come rolling down freely over your cheeks. Hux wants to hold you, comfort you, but his body is not responding. He can only helplessly watch as your hands fist the blanket around him, trying to hold on to something.
Slowly the fog in his brain starts lifting, revealing the memory of what happened on Ren’s ship. With it also comes the realisation that you had somehow managed to save him.
Hux wants to say something, but your cries build a knot in his throat and a pain in his chest that aren’t the result of his injuries. He presses a soft kiss to the side of your head while he thinks back to how you had met all those years ago. How you had slowly and unknowingly picked away at his walls, how you had started falling for each other. How you had listened to each of his rants, laughed at his jokes. How you had comforted him when his life's work, Starkiller base, was blown to bits. How you had always been at his side, anchoring him.
And now here he was again, only still breathing because you saved him.
Finally getting your cries under control, you look up at your lover, holding his face with both your hands, smoothing over his cheekbones with your thumbs. Hux bites back a pained whimper as he reaches up to wipe away the tears from your cheeks.
“I thought I lost you,” you whisper, kissing his forehead.
“What happened?” Hux asks after a moment.
“Pryde shot you after figuring out you let the rebels escape,” you retell.
Hux looks down at his chest. Through the partially transparent bacta tubing he can make out a scar on his chest where there surely should have been a hole. His brows furrow.
“How long was I out?” he questions, bringing his gaze back to you.
“26 rotations,” you answer. “Not that I've been keeping count or anything.”
“Twenty– wha– How did you–” Hux is so stunned he can’t form a proper sentence.
You give him a bittersweet smile as you retell how it all went down. You were on Ren’s Destroyer when he got shot. Two troopers carried his body from the bridge. You intercepted them and had them carry Hux into the med bay at gunpoint, where you ended up stunning them. After hooking up the General to the machines and essentially kidnapping one of the med droids, you got into an escape pod and made it to a small moon in the Bryx system, where you happened to know someone. They let you stay in this little cabin since they were currently off-world.
Hux listens intently, trying to wrap his head around the fact you essentially deserted the First Order just to save him. Meanwhile you unhook him from some of the machines except for the IV fluids.
“Are you hungry? Let me get you something to eat and drink,” you offer, turning away from the bed. But his hand shoots up to hold your arm and pull you back to sit.
“Just- just stay for a moment,” Hux pleads in a quiet voice, his face contorting in pain for a second from his action.
“Okay,” you say, taking his hand in yours, and sit back down on the bed.
For a moment you just sit there in silence, taking in each other’s presence.
“So, what happened?” Hux asks after a while.
“I… I just told you?” you retort, bringing your hand to his forehead to see if he has a fever. “Are you feeling dizzy or something?”
“No,” he says with a huff as he shakes his head and you remove your hand. “I mean what happened with the First Order, the rebels… with Ren?”
“Oh Armitage,” you say with an amused tone, but the smile doesn't reach your eyes. “You barely made it out alive and you're still obsessed with him?”
Hux scoffs.
“I’m not obsessed,” he grumbles.
“Well, whatever the case, you don't have to worry about him anymore,” you respond, averting your eyes to look somewhere beyond the walls. “His whole Destroyer went down. Just like the First Order. The resistance won.” You look back at him. “Ren is gone.”
Hux doesn’t answer, his face unreadable.
“Ren lost,” you remark, raising a brow at his lack of response. This was what he had been wanting after all. “You won.”
“Hm. This isn't exactly how I was picturing it,” Hux remarks.
“I know,” you say softly, caressing his cheek. “But the thing is, it's all over now. I'm pretty sure we’re the sole survivors from that ship. Everyone will think we’re dead. We get a fresh start, Armitage. A clean slate.”
Hux huffs, deep in thought, and slightly incredulous. You can feel the tears stinging at the back of your eyes again.
“I’m just glad you’re still alive,” you say, unable to stop your voice from cracking. “All I want is to be by your side. So you stay put, rest, and heal up, okay?” The tears start rolling freely again. “We’ll be fine.”
Hux’s gaze softens infinitely, his usual stern and cold glare now a warm, inviting ocean. He swallows hard.
“Thank you for not giving up on me,” he whispers, leaning into your hand which still cups his face. “You’ve saved me more times than I can count.” His eyes leave yours to look up at the ceiling. “I don't think I deserve this. You should have left me behind.”
You turn his face to you so he meets your eyes again.
“Please don’t say that. I would never give up on you,” you assure him. “All of your failures, your accomplishments, your success, your emotions, your body. Every bit of you. I accept and love them all.”
You lean in to place the softest of kisses on his now chapped lips, then kiss the corner of his mouth, his nose, his cheek. You don’t pull back, whispering into his skin.
“It might feel like you have no purpose left right now but–”
“It’s you,” he interrupts you. “You are my purpose.”
You let out a shuddering breath, kissing him again, and he melts into you.
“You can decide what's next,” he says after you pull back. You smile down at him, brushing a strand of hair from his forehead.
“We'll decide together.”
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I mean I will gladly send you gifs of each too lll
I may have squealed a little when I saw this gif.
You stormed onto the bridge, your coat billowing behind you with each stride, a look on your face that warned everyone to steer clear unless they wanted to be the focus of your rage.
"Pryde." Your voice cut through the conversations and the mans shoulders slumped slightly.
"Hux, deal with this."
"No." Hux said, a smirk growing on his lips, feeling bolder as you approached. "I believe this is something you will need to attend to yourself, Sir."
"Pryde. What is this I hear about you sending a retinue to Akanis? Have you lost your tiny mind?"
He turned to you with a tight smile, he had been told his new title of Allegiant General was to be the highest rank, and then Ren made you his second in command. It certainly didn't help that you appeared to have a soft spot for Hux.
"It is all part of the larger strategy to..."
"No, this is you trying to prove you're the big man, and you aren't. The Supreme Leader wants you to focus on the scavenger girl. You are to leave the 'big picture' strategy to General Hux. Is that clear?" You stared him down.
"Yes, crystal clear."
"Armitage. Walk with me." You said without even glancing at the General, not wanting to leave him there for Pryde to metaphorically kick once you had left.
"Of course." Hux couldn't hide his grin. He knew he would pay for this later, but right in this moment he had to admit that he possibly loved you, just a little.
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