#all of this is self indulgent im sorry

[stiffyck]

i need more people to be insane over others very specific aus that are very far from the original. its fun i promise

i need to see more very fanon designs i need to see super specific aus please make the most self indulgent aus and self indulgent designs and please people reblog it i wanna see it i wanna see all of it can we REBLOG MORE ART PLEASE

#stiff talk #begging people to be insane even over the not canonical designs of others #have some whimsy #i need more of this kinda stuff #if you have a design you think people wouldnt like because its “not canon enough” then SEND IT TO ME #SHOW ME #PLEASE #I WANNA SEE IT #I WANNA SEE ALL THE SELF INDULGENT STUFF #GIVE ME THE WEIRDEST HYBRID YOU MADE YOUR BLORBO OUT TO BE!!!! GIVE ME THE MOST OBNOXIOUS DESIGNS YOU HAVE #SDKJFHS #SORRY IM GOING INSANE #FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PLEASE REBLOG MORE CANON-SEPARATED STUFF. PLEASE. I NEED TO SEE MORE CREATIVE FREEDOM IN FANDOMS #REBLOG STUFF IM BEGGING

[shikisei]

is that so

#ace attorney #i dont think nrmt is there ^ yet with where im at in the games #so for now all my nrmt fanart is like a little pocket dimension where theyve all overcome their darkest times and also grown into themselves #just a little more than theyre at rn #like a post canon but i dont know where canon actually ends up right now so thats what i want to happen later. #theres more drawings i did alongside this one but ur gonna have to dig for my priv priv twitter to find them sorry i just liked this one #enough to post it here #holds out my hand. lets be self indulgent together

[lavenoon]

me drawing self indulgence: ah jeez this indulgence sure is catered to exactly me huh

@naffeclipse man's gotta practice holding back. it's slow going <3

*self insert is not a girl (he/ she)

og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!

#post let luce #dcamv #sleuth jesters #bloodstain fool #naffeclipse #i am so normal about this one #im always normal about self indulgence but somehow i got myself more than normal with this one #“wonder why that is” <- blatantly ignores the increased focus on hands during all of this #and yeah the button joke #sorry i could not resist #he does get to keep the rolled up sleeves though <3 #who needs more than that anyway #my art #nearly forgot again #okay now enjoy <3 #menace4menace

[dragonflute]

How much time has passed?

concept in which the endless canyon inhabitants incorporate the hatchling into their community in the dream ending

initial sketches + speedpaint under cut!

#outer wilds #outer wilds spoilers #echoes of the eye #echoes of the eye spoilers #outer wilds echoes of the eye spoilers #eote #eote spoilers #jay art #i love outer wilds. can you tell. #and as we all know the strangers are my favorites ever. its almost like eote came to me at the perfect time in my life #if u havent played the game yet and u havent blocked the spoiler tags. im sorry. um. please play love u #anyways i love being self indulgent. wat if these fuckers were thai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #happy new year to any other seasians reading this. holds ur hands #i hope we all have a beautiful year love and joy forever

[trainflyhigh]

so .i finished signalis and cried for an hour... heres some really self indulgent arianes i drew throughout my gameplay and after i finished

#signalis #lstr 512 #signalis fanart #ariane yeong #ariane signalis #elster signalis #this game has actually killed me im being so serious #i was wailing and sobbing for a WHOLE HOUR. NONSTOP. #ariane being kind of bald is super self indulgent sorry .it will happen again #ariane yeong might seriously be in my top 10 favorite characters of all time how did this game seriously make her my favorite #shes not even in the game for most of it. shes literally just haunting the narrative that powerfully and i absolutely adore her #save me white haired girl save me #my art #signalis spoilers

[backformores]

this is the only thing that matters to me.

#zb1 #zerobaseone #ricky #shen quanrui #lua gifs #yes i had to make a 540px gif of this #no im not sorry #skyehi #tagging skye only bc i agreed to tag her in every gif i make even if its this most useless one gdhslgkhsdlgks #omitting all network and usertags bc i draw the line for self indulgent brainrot at this ghsdklghsdlkg

[dustykneed]

warning for bones whump ahead!! (last two images) not specific to any canon moment btw i just wanted to do some emotion/expressive lighting studies (no refs bc i like to be lazy oh wait jk its the adhd paralysis)

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#leonard mccoy #star trek #bones mccoy #tos #aos #star trek tos #star trek aos #SORRY i dont know why but whump sketches are so indulgent #oh #bones is so horribly selfless #grumpy but so so selfless (ft jim and spock losing their SHIT over saving him obviously theyre all guilty of this but esp bones #bones is an idealist at heart #i have Thoughts on tos bones vs aos bones #in terms of characterisation i mean #im going off of Vibes but it all makes sense in my head i swear #but this blog is meant to be a log for my self indulgent scribbles anyways #leonard mccoy whump #hurt leonard mccoy #whump

[platonic-qpr-selfshipping]

making my own canon even if no one else likes it (i am too insecure about my headcanons so I just assume no one agrees with them instead of trying to share them)

#sorry it's the self projecting #i cant stop having genshin thoughts i miss cyno sm #and!!!! Luke!!!! i have been playing a bit of tot these days anddd i like these characters quite a lot!! #also it's ace week and im always craving ace positivity tbh so #self indulgent scenarios in my head where half the canon does not exist #that's how im living #this has been such a hard week huh #all i write is about you #self shipper #self ship community #safeship

[ninjafuuzz]

Hoffstrahm AU kinda thing idk

CW for mental health issues and su!c!de

OK LISTEN

What if post-glass coffin Hoffstrahm AU where Hoffman spares Strahm bc he pussies out at the end and couldn’t bear seeing Strahm die after his arm was starting to snap. Hoffman fixes him up (does a lowsy job at it ofc), Strahm miraculously survives the injury , he gets kidnapped and thrown in some cabin in the countryside where Hoffman feeds him and stuff, keeping him alive. Peter, still shell-shocked and helplessly incapacitated, stays with him. So Strahm lives but is so PTSD-ridden he can’t even function normally, he gets paranoia and panic attacks and practically depends on Hoffman like a little child.

LIKE okay I know this is kinda another typical “Strahm-survives” kind of premise for a fic but listen. While Hoffman, who is, at the time, still the cold-blooded selfish murderer that he is, initially treats Strahm like a dog and lets him live out of mere pity, he SLOWLY realises, through his actions, that he actually wants to care and protect this utterly broken man who’s a result of his doings, and inevitably falls in love. (cue the florence nightingale effect) Hoffman begins cooking him meals, from imprisoning him inside the home to walking with him everyday when the sky’s clear, washing his hair, showing him his favorite films or music, letting Peter sleep in his arms whenever he has a nightmare.

I suppose we could imagine Strahm being so traumatised and wounded he’s drained of his usual rationality and temper and that’s why he lets Hoffman baby him. But of course Strahm isn’t COMPLETELY broken. His symptoms lessen, he gets better but still has frequent attacks. After some time he regains his usual wit and nature. At one point of course he simply realises what’s been happening and goes batshit angry. Hoffman sympathetically and patiently works it out with him. Strahm resists at first, perhaps by trying to kill Hoffman and escape or even attempting k!ll!ng himself. After trial and error and lots and lots of blood sweat and tears, Strahm starts realising that Hoffman genuinely cares… and not out of pity, but love. His mental instability and wanted status leaves him crawling back to Hoffman whenever he tries to run away.

Eventually Hoffman stops killing and cuts ties with Kramer. All his resentment and vengeance now replaced by his attachment to Peter. As for Strahm, he takes a tad longer to give in, and to accept the fact that he’s actually content and at peace when he’s with Hoffman and break through the moral boundary(aka the fact that Hoffman used to be a reckless bloodthirsty killer). Hoffman pretty much retires and wants to pursue a different way of living with Strahm.

And after everything, they end up becoming two runaways living in a wooded cabin surrounded by forests and mountains, secluded from a tiny town where they work together among the locals, indifferent to the past they’ve left behind. They’d go hiking and fishing, watch all the shitty films Mark would bring home, plant a garden, cut lumber, play-fight and cuddle in grass fields. Mark tending to Peter whenever he gets a panic attack, Peter learns to get used to receiving such solace. Slowly it becomes this usual, domestic thing between them. Perhaps one day one of them would propose to the other. Perhaps they’d grow old together, too.

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P/S i was listening to The Bug Collector by Haley Heynderickx when I had this thought. i suppose i kind of saw this poetic analogy between “the bug” and Strahm’s chronic issues and inner conflicts that Hoffman wants to get rid of while Hoffman is the “bug collector” so to speak??.. idk interpret it however you will but this song truly inspired the whole mess. kinda fitted the misty earthy mountains vibe i was going for with this prompt too. really suggest you guys give the song a listen its beautiful. i also suggest checking out the genius annotation of the lyrics

#prompt #sawposting #hoffstrahm #coffinshipping #did i just… do something? #i dunno has this been done yet #i had an epiphany #sorry for the terrible writing im not a writer like at all #but DO YOU GUYS SEE WHAT IM SEEING #HRFNGGG IMAGINE HOW TENDER THIS COULD BE #this is like a strahm dies at the end fix-it fic of a sort #but painfully self indulgent #like holy fuck lumberjack!hoffstrahm #hurt/comfort turned domestic fluff #ao3 writers work your magic #this was actually very much inspired by that wonderful fic #im half crying rn #burnt my pasta sauce while writing this #i need to lay down after this

[dustyspines]

ghost light

Six years after walking out of his life, Albus Potter reappears on Scorpius Malfoy’s doorstep.

And, on any normal day, it would’ve been fine. Welcomed, perhaps. It had been the only thing Scorpius longed for all those years: reuniting with Albus. Except it isn’t a normal day. There are no more normal days, not anymore.

Atropos, they call it. The meteor. Six months away, traversing a dead-end path all the way to Earth. And if you’d asked Scorpius years ago who he’d want at his side on his last day alive he would’ve said Albus. Now, with a lot more life lived under his belt, he isn’t quite so sure.

But, as it seems, he doesn’t have a choice in the matter. Because Albus is persistent, Scorpius still hasn’t moved on and, when it comes to the two of them, there is no such thing as ancient history. There is only here and now and six months for them to figure out where it all went wrong.

chapter one: esse chapter two: quam chapter three: videri

read on ao3 here ♡

#scorbus fic #my writing #cursed child #harry potter and the cursed child #hpcc #scorbus #scorpius malfoy #albus potter #what? i hear you cry - another unfinished dustyspines fic that she wont update for months? #YES im sorry but also this one might be more regularly updated idk #but im tired of having things decaying in my drafts bc i feel bad they're incomplete #im proud of this one babes i want it out there #anyway #end of the world / we are all dying / scorpius is sad / albus makes bad choices #its terribly self indulgent but i like it! sue me! #also sorry to samanto for using their photo for this but like... the fic is called ghost light.... it references theatre.... i HAD to

[lleclercism]

they choose love 💗💗💗💗💗

#likeee can you guys see it im losing my mind #ive been in classes all day i finally was able to go through the lover photoshoots to get tjese pictures #sorry this is a veru self indulgent post but like no im not rlly sorry

[sotc]

I enjoyed a moment of magic with you. @uldren-sov Mátyás & Tomaj

#sorry u just don't understand tomaj and mat make me crazy #and gale is such a good romance fit considering mat is a traveling mage & academic and tomaj is a lil blacksmith mans from a humble village #so it's just surreal kinda seeing these lil magical tender moments come to life from our own rp lmao #their romance truly is A WHOLE NEWWW WORLLLDD #otp: all roads lead to you #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #i guess!!! lol #THE SELF INDULGENCE IS PEAK #esp while im sick rn lmao comfort food

[indulgnc]

would u guys care if i started rbing unrelated kinks.. like i know its my blog and i can do what i want…

But. if its more appropriate to i will! onviously i will tag accordingly but. stuff like S (sadism), t4t related kink, degradation, etc idk what else specifically bc im kind of open to anything so if i like it then i like it.. but yeah let me know

also i switched my “not snz” tag to “off topic” bc im not huge on that tag on rbs even from unrelated kink centric blogs (im shy)

#its hard for me to know exactly what bc. i just scroll on my ‘for you’ snd see other kink posts and go oooh nice #the one im most worried abt is like. fictional guro related. idk. ill probably be too self conscious to rb that anyway So. #but i see othet kinks and go oh nicr. but idk if people will like that #its different though i dont have a word for it? not the same feelin/a turn on as. my main thing. which js this. its like oh nice/cute! #but im not jacking off to it. u get me? #im using //S as my tag for whump (i hate that word sorry) but like hurt comfort and S stuff thats like. not all innocent #trying to be more likke yolo live my life indulge in what i like but also idk. if it should be another space

[sdd-mod]

id like to thank the one singular person that still vaguely gives a shit about the => arc. idk who you are but youre probably out there somewhere so thanks for that

and as for everyone else sorry yall im a stubborn motherfucker were seeing this shit through to the end and then im never doing anything like this again because jesus christ. the effort

#how has it been a month already #time isnt real i think #genuinely didnt think it would take this long so uh #sorry abt that gang #was gonna say mb but no actuallt you guys sent in the asks #you couldge just made him go to the roof day two this is all on you actually #anyway #i do genuinely want to finish this soon #ive got plans for the end thst im excited to do and also i just. miss him #my boy #plus the general anxiety/horrors that come witj doing a vaguely self indulgent thing in a public space #like holy shit theres 350 of you and i guarantee none of you followed for this #but here we are #stuck in hell together #lets see if i have literally any audience when we make it out :]

[quiddling]

midas forgor to turn off the stove

#im sorry for only drawing cod things #all this self indulgent stuff b4 artfight! #anyway #midas no. 1 military wife #my art #midas #art #digital art #fan art #drawing #fanart #procreate #original character #oc #cod mwii #cod mw2 #mw2 #alejandro cod #alejandro vargas #mw2 oc #cod #call of duty #call of duty oc #cod oc #modern warfare #modern warfare 2 #modern warfare oc #samuel davies #samuel midas davies