#a step closer to hell

[jonwalkerthebassplayer]

A STEP CLOSER TO HELL IS DONE

YES, YOU HEARD THAT RIGHT, DONE!!! (well there is an epilogue i am writing but like the story part, yeah, finally fuckin done)

It only took THREE WHOLE YEARS but shes done. Shes my child, my masterpiece, my magnum opus. Finally.

Chap 10 and 11 are up

AND YOU CAN READ IT HERE

#mhau #a step closer to hell #ryden #bandom #brendon urie #ryan ross #patd #panic at the disco #bandom fanfiction #bandom fanfic #ryden fic #ryden fanfic #ryden fanfiction #ao3 #archive of our own #mental hospital AU #mhau update #clover fields au #clover fields mhau #frerard #spencer smith #jon walker #spencer smith/ jon walker #spencer smith/ ryan ross #haha jk unlesss #josh dun #tyler joseph #joshler #top #twenty one pilots

[greenscreen-dress]

i missed mcc did joehills win

#listen i just. this is one step closer to the hermits and friends non-canon charity event MCC crossover i have wanted for YEARS #and now that etho's made it into an event we need a new guy to rally behind #i assure you the fact that i chose my guy specifically is pure coincidence. yeagh #anyway HELL YEA ETHO IN MCC i'm scheduling this mere minutes after the announcement #& setting it to post at the end of the event #hermitcraft #hermitblr #mcytblr #mcchampionship #mcc #mc championship #mcc33 #mcc 33 #joehills #joe hills #eMerambles

[daenerysies]

‘crushed under the weight of the targ system’ do y’all ever just SHUT UP MY GOD

#hotd #fandom wank #this just in folks #the targaryens invented feudalism #who would’ve fucking thunk it #that cesspool of an app breeds morons i stg #we’re all one step closer to hell #anti criston cole #anti alicent hightower

[willowbirds]

Is Imogen diving head first into the storm and giving in a bad idea? Absolutely.

But am also I excited to see what happens afterwards and does this make sense for the character who is always craving answers? ALSO ABSOLUTELY!

LET THE CHARACTERS PUSH THE BIG RED BUTTONS!!!

#I support woman’s wrongs and Imogen is one step closer to her villain arc! #I feel like putting saying that what Imogen is doing is not trusting the hells isn’t exactly correct in my opinion #The trust aspect to it is her trusting the the hells will help her and get her out of there if things become really bad #This party is embracing their darker sides and is it healthy? *shrugs* #What matters is that the party is going to try and help each other through their times of need #Fearne did get a message from the Matron about that after all #critical role #critical role spoilers #imogen temult

[castieldelamancha]

dean has all that space on his side of the bed but since he can do it there is no stopping him from basically invading cas' side, laying half on top of cas or sleeping fully on cas' side , hugging cas' pillow, on the rare occasions when cas gets out of bed earlier than him and one night cas asks if he remembers teaching him about personal space, all while holding dean close and kissing the top of his head and dean, from where he has buried his face against cas' chest huffs and tells him to shut up

#destiel #the personal space was basically an excuse because dean simply didn't trust himself around cas #one step closer and that man was gonna kiss the hell out of that angel #he also kinda didn't know the protocol to being around an ancient being so he wasn't risking it

[the-nerdiest-avenger]

BISEXUAL EVAN BUCKLEY !! I REPEAT, BISEXUAL EVAN BUCKLEY !!

#it finally happened #we’ve been hurt so many times #but they’re actually doing something this time #like it’s a canonically queer character #AND they didn’t send him to super hell afterwards #ALSO #we’re one step closer to #buddie #like it might actually happen!!! #911 abc #911 season 7 #911 spoilers #evan buckley #bi buck

[pochapal]

when will i be free of the life or death arena that is emailing about time sensitive important topics

#:) #it is worth it to be one step closer to freedom from endless paperwork hell...........girlies pray for me

[sirotras]

hm. might finally fall back into my dragon age era again

#first i need to set up the work around for origin #which is a PAIN but it gets me one step closer... #id also like to finish the mod i was working on from ages #(many mods i was working on ages ago...) #sirotras speaks #meredith is in dragon hell #the problem with working on the mods is when i was making them i was like #'ill totally remember how exactly i was doing this' and then i didnt

[nymphnana]

Guess whos crying on their bday!

#I cant believe im one step closer to death #I told myself i wasn't going to live this long #Smh #girl problems #life lessons #just girly things #hell is a teenager #im just a girl #girlblogging #coquette #cvnt #hell is a teenage girl #Birthday #Happy birthday to me ig

[sukunasstarlight]

two more wins and silver 3 is mine

#ONE STEP CLOSER TO MERCY GOLD GUNS... #i did not realize how stingy they r w/comp coins until now. christ #THE EMERALD GUNS WILL BE HELL GOD SPEED TO ANYONE GOING FOR THOSE #they’re such an ugly green i will be passing aside from maybe lucio for shits and giggles #shouting in the void #fish plays: overwatch

[monty-glasses-roxy]

Welp. Laptop died before I could finish what I was doing and before I could read Tiger Rock... Bingo will have to wait :(

#got what i was doing in a place where it's nearly done though #so yay! progress!! #but damn another day of being trapped in the perpetual nightmare that is the Fucking Tubes :( #WHEN WILL I BE FREE #lmao this actually got my mind of it though so... #nice!! #i am almost two steps closer to my dedicated cool animatronic neocities!!! #I'll start it once I'm satisfied with the Submechanophobia wiki because fnaf doesn't have an independent one for some reason #and what we had was ABYSMAL #seemed like a good place to fuck around!! pet project to give me a foothold to bigger pet projects!! #once this is done? I'm setting my sights on learning to make a neocities #just you wait it's gonna be dope as hell

[lunasilvis]

Thank god my thesis proposal got OFFICIALLY approved today, guys!!!! Had some sleep-destructive fear towards it after many of my classmates were refused, and the next round to start again would be September 2023 :/ I mean... cool, vacation time for another 6 months, but... I need a stable income to build my dreams and chase after my desired life. I’m turning 29, highly done with studying now.

#I am * excited * as hell #:)) #happy #okay now on to a sour and super stressful next halfyear writing this fucking thesis thing lol #but yea.. i see it very pragmatically: each day is a step closer towards independency and becoming more of the woman I want to be/am

[justjstuff]

one step closer to hell

Another SethKate fic :)

Summary:  

Kate survived. 

Somehow she kept on doing that. She had never been the strongest or the smartest or even the prettiest back in Bethel but now as she stood beneath the scorching sun of a nameless town in southern Texas, Kate knew that she had survived for a reason. Maybe it was because she was resourceful. Maybe she did it by sheer willpower and stubbornness. What mattered was that when Kate finally got her feet back under her and pushed herself off the desert floor, she didn't falter.  

Kate rubbed her hands on her face to get rid of her tears, ended up smearing blood and dirt in the process, and started walking towards the setting sun.

A season 2 rewrite.

Read it on AO3

gif by @qeckosfuller​

#sethkate #one step closer to hell #from dusk till dawn #kate fuller #seth gecko #slow burn #mexican honeymoon #multichapter fic #fanfiction #writing #my works

[lothkitty]

Girlies that write bible length fix it fics soared so that dudes posting "how I would write the sequels" YouTube videos could crawl, these guys just keep having the worst ideas

#star wars #star wars sequels #rey skywalker #finn star wars #poe dameron #i dont even line vii and ix that much but at least i respect rey as a character and love her #the sequel trio is my favorite sw trio yall i would love these guys in any setting but dudebros are testing me #Any cis man that doesnt give finn a light saber and calls rey a mary sue its one step closer to hell #my post

[5iceroy]

just remembered sebastian vettels favorite actor in october 2010 was channing tatum… 3 months after the release of magic mike…. I AM PONDERING 🤔

#sv5 #jotting down such cogent observations on a multitude of post it notes to look worldly and all knowing. #[you step closer to my vision board and begin reading off one of the other post-its] ‘what the hell does carlos sainz madison beer mean’ #😄😄 dont worry abt it! #ali talking

[rapha-reads]

No, seriously, what the FUCK is going on with this summer. Why is everything so weird and happening all at once.

I need it all to stop because I don't know how much longer I can deal with the weirdness.

Personal rant below, to avoid spamming your dash.

My mother cheats with a guy 32 years younger than her. Alright. She wants a divorce from my father and starts spewing shit about him. Um, okay. My father goes into depression, rage, pain, stability, rince and repeat. Sure, no problem, I know his character and I understand what's going on with him right now. My own anger, pain and incomprehension can take the backseat.

My father's water well suddenly stops working for 3 weeks, impossible to water the trees in the middle of a summer from hell. Problem, but after weeks of checking everything, wasting money on pieces of the pump and ferrying around workers, we manage to find that the problem is neither the pump nor the water levels, but the pipe that was cracked on like 5cm and it only needed to be cut. 3 weeks and thousands of dirhams wasted for nothing. Really annoying.

Weird lights in the sky, sudden gusts of wind carrying around sand and dust, heat, no rain, dry storms... Yeah. Eerie on the good days, downright creepy scary on the bad days.

The dog next house that we go give water every couple of days to avoid seeing him die of neglect before our eyes, climbing the wall and improvising a machinery to get him water. Weird, but okay. The owner of the dog actually made an appearance, my father scolded him in his very polite but firm way, told him that I was giving the dog water and to leave the rope we se to get the jerrycan, the owner agreed (he's a distant cousin of my father, welcome to Moroccan countryside, family tree more like family maze).

But now, half an hour ago, my dad is chilling in the garden talking with one of his cousins, my sister is inside reading, I'm on the veranda reading, all lights are turned off, when suddenly there's a guy entering the backyard where we have a peach tree with a couple of green peaches and the windows of our bedrooms. He just. Jumped down a wall, stole a peach, run across the backyard in front of my sister's room where she was about to get changed, climbed the back stairs and jumped over another wall.

... WHAT.

And then my father apparently saw him from the garden, and barefoot went running after him, and apparently ran around the entire village after him, met one of his cousins and his nephew, came back home without catching the guy (not even a guy, a teenager, 15-16yo). Sister and I are just about giving up on trying to understand the weirdness of the entire summer, deciding on going to give water to the dog before going to bed. I'm reaching the top of the wall when suddenly my uncle, his wife, his brother-in-law, my two cousins, my father's cousin that was there at the beginning all arrive. Oh, I forgot to mention, it's HALF PAST MIDNIGHT.

I'm. I'm fucking giving up, how in the name of SANITY am I supposed to write a bloody master's thesis in these circumstances??? I forgot to mention my sister's heart problems, the people building houses all around my dad's field and the weird encounters we have with these foreigners who already know of our reputation (did I mention that my father is kinda famous/infamous in the region because he doesn't bow down to the corrupted authorities like everyone else... That brings troubles too), the countless taxi trips to get to the town to by groceries and counting every coin because we have neither car nor money, both belonging to my mother, my mother moving houses, my mother in general...

I AM DONE. (they say, knowing full well they can't actually be excused from the narrative because their most important people need them)

#personal rant #don't mind me #just exteriorizing the sheer mad weirdness we've been experiencing all summer #summer from hell #my life as a telenovela #rapha rambles #is anyone else experiencing everything all at once all the time? just weird day upon weird day with only some moments of quiet? #i have never had such a bizarre summer as i'm currently having #i'm supposed to be focused on writing my thesis and finding a new flat and a job #not whatever all of this is #and i can't actually drop everything because that's what my dear mother did and someone need to pick up the slack #i just know that if i decide to give up and drop tail the weight will be on my little sisters shoulders #and my father will be one step closer to actually killing himself or letting himself die #and i just refuse to be that selfish. my mother turned out to be selfish and tries to pass it up as looking out for herself and just NO. #i just need one quiet week where NOTHING happens NOTHING AT ALL and i know i can write that thesis #but the weirdness is just piling up #one day 20 years in the future my sister and i will just write a book about this summer and it'll be a bestseller just wait for it #sorry tags are as long and ranting as the post. guess i have way too much to say. and i haven't talked much about my mother yet bloody hell #alright i'm done