#Very much the stages of grief

[sysig]

You learn to live with it, learn to love it if you can (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Dexter Favin #I 👏 want 👏 ZEX 👏 to be 👏 happy!! 👏 #I want him to be hale and hearty and living his best life!! I want him alive and well!! #Professional Take-ZEX-Out-of-Situations-er* *(Not actually paid to do this I just feel very strongly about my volunteer work) #Lol #To do with my love towards Max as well? I'll never tell (yes) #Thinking about a ZEX that managed to get back up on his feet with Dex et al's help and start to make a life for himself #Gets into human fashion and goes back to school and makes friends and kisses people <3 It makes me happy #It's not a complete blank slate-start over but if he was able to come out from under everything - persevere - I'd like to see what he'd be ♥ #It's also enjoyable to think about his rise out of pain into something neutral - and then from neutrality to something positive #Going from constantly being afraid and isolated and sad and lonely to a kind of passive disinterest #Very much the stages of grief #Coming up into acceptance - I wonder how isolated he would feel from his life as Admiral ZEX :( #Moments where he's still very far away. Our scars never really leave us they just fade little by little #And some things that he'll never get to experience as a human like depth perception and parallax haha #But still <3 Growing into what Max never had the chance to be ;; #Still not making his parents ''proud'' or whatever |P Dex just happy he's showing initiative and y'know - interest in existence #I do like the idea that he still calls him DAX - the one thing he can't give up completely - but it becomes something like an inside joke #A painful one but a kind of wink and a nod that they both Know #Things will never be the same but they're both taking each day as they come - together #Hhhhh even just little bits of happiness ;; I just want them to be A Little happy

[writer-room]

Dragons Rising is too dangerous for us, cause now the writers have proved they care about their characters. Pixal still existing, Kai having screen time again, and finally acknowledging Lloyd is the grandson of God? This is too much power. One has not ever dared get their hopes up in Ninjago, not for anything.

And they're gonna be the death of me specifically, because now the chances that they'll acknowledge Lloyd's dragon heritage aren't at zero anymore.

#ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #lego ninjago #lego ninjago dragons rising #dragons rising #lloyd garmadon #ninjago writing #writers #pixal #kai #ninjago dragons #dragon lloyd garmadon #I STILL HAVE MY DOUBTS. I HAVE MY VERY BIG DOUBTS #but like...as much as I joked in my other posts i had already gone through the stages of grief & accepted pixal was gone #its a reboot and they didnt deem her important enough so she got yeeted #BUT NO. SHES ALIVE. MY GIRL IS GONNA COME HOME SOME DAY #THEYRE LETTING KAI HAVE SCREENTIME & BE A CONSISTENT CHARACTER AGAIN #DO YOU REMEMBER HOW OFTEN LLOYD BEING GODS GRANDSON WAS BROUGHT UP? I SURE DONT. CAUSE IT WASNT. LIKE EVER #the writers could acknowledge lloyd is part dragon. do u understand? lloyd being part dragon could mean something. finally #imperium runs on dragon power & he's like. jesus 2. would he be more powerful than a source dragon if channeled correctly #this was speculation to me so long ago. now i face the possibility those questions may actually be answered #i dont know what to do with myself. one does not ever get their hopes up in ninjago. it literally never works #all ninjago joy comes out of absolutely nowhere in unexpected places or bc the fandom made parallels & we entertained ourselves #what do you mean the writers care about the characters now. what do you mean we might not have to make the content ourselves anymore. #what universe are we in

[asurrogateblog]

just because you two are the blue ones to your red counterparts does not mean you're the normal ones

#david's weirdness about roger and paul's weirdness about john are very VERY different. but its in the same font #this is why david is 'denial' in the five stages of grief #i just re-listened to the divison bell again and im still like...dude. come on we all know what this is about #-paul's songs- on the other hand are funny because #i'll listen to one that sounds Suspicious but i'll be like 'okay yes i hear it but i'm probably reading into things too much' #but then ill read an article about the song later and it'll be like 'john lennon was convinced this song was secretly about him' #like oh alright then. #pink floyd #the beatles #david gilmour #paul mccartney

[pitske]

ROTZBACKE! HAKENZAHN! OI! OI! OI!

#I know some people will disagree with me here and that is totally okay : #I grew up watching httyd and I absolutely prefer the german version over the og (which doesn't happen often) #I think it is so undeniably better in my opinion because it 1) is what I am used to #and 2) because I'm a northern german and the way they talk seems so close to home its just nice- #um's auf gut deutsch zu sagen: die hamburgern so schön /lh #of course in my family we mostly speak like that for emphasis or whatever but I JUST AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I LOVE IT SO MUCH #I can speak along with the movie in its entirety in german I just-only piece of media that had more of an impact on my life than Undertale #I will say I am sadly not a third movie enjoyer. I'm sorry I just didn't like it very much but I respect the people who do #I also have only watched it once while I've watched rtte like... idk 3 times? #also finally getting to the drawing- I LOVE SNOTLOUT AND HOOKFANG SO MUCCH #also Rotzbacke's Synchronsprecher is just so damn funny- #oh btw Planzin and Tectco watched me go through the five stages of grief when I realized the reason why angel dust sounded so familiar #in the german dub was because the voice actor is the same guy who voice acts fishlegs in german #pitske’s art #pitskederdoenerhaendler #so much shit going down guys I need to draw the entire dragon rider crew #httyd fanart #httyd #snotlout #snotlout jorgenson #hookfang #how to train your dragon

[skitskatdacat63]

2011 British gp Fernando is such a mood...

#okay now obviously i could make a super accurate actual version of this using a wider variety of pics #but i found it so funny that all of these are literally from one day #and hes exhibiting every stage of grief and expression known to mankind #there was literally almost 50 pics just from this one day at this specific time #thank you to whichever ferrari photographer this was 🙏 #(i feel like we dont really get pictures like this so much nowadays?) #(or at least not the sheer amount?) #(but i feel like i dont really have any pics of him from recently just chilling in the garage) #(i loveeeee the candids!! so cute to see the drivers just in their 'natural habitat' and also great for ref) #(but yeah idk i think i like photography from this era better) #(i remember reading an interview w a photographer who talked about how fernando was willing to let him take more candid pics) #(and i wonder if it was a more novel thing back then? and now its a lot more content based and performative? idk.) #anyways!! sooooooo obsessed w the amnt of pics of fernando chilling in his garage from the ferrari era #literally thousands of them and im so endeared!!!! #i wonder what was going on in this practice session for there to be so many pics of him incredulous 😭😭 #i wish I could just post all the pics from this compilation bcs hes soooooo adorable but also very memey #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #fa14 #2011 british gp #we do a little bit of f1

[lgbtlunaverse]

Not every single child - adult caretaker relationship is automatically a parental one and I'm very aware fandom is overeager to label them as such and I've talked about that in the past! HOWEVER!! I firmly believe that in the event of a time travel au where post-canon lan xichen - squarely in his 40s and feeling like he aged an extra two decades since guanyin temple - were to somehow be transported back in time and meet 7 year old big-eyed "never done anything wrong in his LIFE" baby Meng Yao it would take him all of 3 hours to decide that he's a stepdad now.

#in canon xiyao are equals and despite their societal power difference they are in fact both very careful to treat each other as such #as much as xichen's feels protective towards jgy he respects him even more #but that dynamic would change significantly with such an extreme age difference plus postcanon lxc's... everything #also... more than anything a-yao needs a decent fucking father figure. someome PLEASE adopt that boy #lan xichen is not the stepdad he is the dad that STEPPED UP! #the 3 hours are him speedrunning all the stages of grief on loop at the sight of a small living meng yao #and then he's grabbing him and meng shi and they are getting out of there!! #mdzs #meng yao #lan xichen

[foxgloveinspace]

Oh.

One - denial

Two - anger

Sundowning - bargaining

TPWBYT - depression

TMBTE - acceptance.

#very much so #sleep token #I’m sure it’s been pointed out before but… #I just kinda realized the whole thing is the five stages of grief cause I know the trilogy was the last three but then one is denial and two #is such anger. it’s the embodiment of anger tbh #ok I’m done now

[seedroot]

getting old means growing out your hair and getting more piercings

inspired by this tweet

#throwing this out before i hate it #Littraly went through the five stages of grief with drawing hobie #he looks very good. I dont like his hair #I yassified him too much i think. Not dumpster-fied enough #Anyways its a good excuse to draw him with freeform dreads #also sorry for drwing miles with a beard but he started to look like a butch lesbian! also he would def grow a beard dont tell me otherwise #also gwen has a heart shaped locket :)))))) #gwen stacy #miles morales #hobie brown #pavitr prabhakar #atsv #my art

[tennis-kittens]

Best of off-court Laver Cup 2022 Fedal moments.

#i'm at that stage of grief that requires comforting fluffy fedal stuff #just a compilation of my favorite off-court Laver Cup 2022 Fedal moments that don't make me cry (too much) #rafa's reaction during Andy's match is peak comedy #i love how Roger doesn't even flinched like this is completely normal Rafa behavior #they're such an old married couple i can't #Rafa really spent every second of that day by Roger's side didn't he? #that last gif makes me very soft 🥺 #i love them your honor #this is a set do not separate #roger federer #rafael nadal #fedal #laver cup

[baddybaddyadardaddy]

Raise your hand if it’s been two days since The Casting Nonsense and you’re still mentally lying on the floor writhing and weeping over the sheer tragic beauty of Joseph Mawle’s Adar performance and the fact that we’ll never see it again...

#adar #joseph mawle #rings of power #I AM VERY MUCH NOT OVER IT #joseph mawle = adar forever #rings of power amazon #i am experiencing every stage of grief simultaneously #NAMPAT on amazon

[purplespacecats]

my friend chantal and i have plans to get coffee tomorrow and she just messaged me like:

#ofmd #i'm good but if i hadn't been through the 5 stages of grief already in the wake of ep8 i would def be fucked up about this #but i very much appreciate that my friends Get It

[fragmentedblade]

Blade compared the relief from pain death brought him to the moments spent with his friends drinking together.

His desire for death as both a release from pain and from the condition of existence in which he finds himself now, so similar to that which he most hated (hated so much as to dedicate his entire life and self to fight, up to the point of crossing unthinkable barriers for shortlife species); but death also almost like a returning to the time that was, the joy and pride it brought him, and the friends and self he lost

#I have my qualms with this quest. I have them #But man. Man. I love him #They didn't have to make him such a good character. It could have gone wrong so easily with what they were doing #But I do love him very much #Yingxing the arrogant man the bashful teen and the stuttering kid. But haughty and determined and defiant at every stage #How smart and skilled and proud. How ambitious and revengeful too #I was going to talk about Jingliu and Dan Feng but I won't haha I may do later on #I don't know... I feel my chest so warm and so cold at the same time. I guess it's the fondness and the grief haha #I'm rambling though and I actually want to find this idea #Fragments and scraps #Yingxing #Blade #I've been told I can set the blog to private and that way I won't have the problem of throwing my posts in the general tag unwillingly #There's only one post I've wanted people to interact with and to this day no one has answered my question anyway #So I should consider that. It may be the best choice before half the HSR blogs block me for being annoying #I want to he able to find art and gifs haha #When I say 'life and self' I mean that not only did he dedicate his entire life to it on a temporal dimension #but he forged himself initially for this goal. Everything he was able to achieve he did by means of the skills he developed for this end #And that is what gave him the chance to craft a position for himself in the Xianzhou culture that looks down on shortlife species #His position as Huaiyan's apprentice‚ as a craftsman of the Zhuming‚ the Furnace Master‚ a legendary blacksmith and a hero‚ #and thus even I imagine his position as a civilian human man living in the Xianzhou without being looked down‚ all comes from that goal #With all that weighting on the matter the fact that he became that which he hated and lost his ability to craft #because of the chance to bring someone back from the death becomes even more poignant especially if we take Baiheng to be #the condition of possibility of that being he crafted taking place‚ due to little Yingxing not losing his drive and hope #And Jingliu asked them why they committed such a sin. He doesn't know what to say and knows she doesn't care #'I longed to be able to accept it‚ and I do not say I have not tried'‚ from Ovid. As Hozier puts it‚ 'the choiceless hope in grief' #I'm running out of space but I adore that these three people unmade themselves because of this. I think in Dan Feng's case there's also #a longing for a making in the unmaking process‚ that breaking free from the High Elder cycle that so tormented him and robbed him #from himself. The parallels both in similarities and oppositions between Jingliu‚ Blade (or Yingxing) and Dan Feng are so good #But I've run out of space and I wanted to save my thoughts on that somewhere else anyway. The Jingliu/Blade/Jing Yuan/Yanqing ones too

[coffeonthelawn-taylorsversion]

i should have seen this one coming but the bargaining playlist starting with the great war hit me in the chest

#bc the lyrics tell a story of surviving the fight #but then… #(if one were to take these playlists into account when listening which you very much dont have to do) #taylors five stages of grief playlists #am i allowed to cry?

[thedevotionaltour]

thinking about daredevil yellow again im not. going to make it Guys.

#static.soundz #crying screaming and hitting the ground. so good. it made me cry really bad #bc whenever i think about jack n matt it always makes me think of me n my dad for various reasons #when matt said i couldnt feel his heartbeat inside me anymore. no words. #i rambled about it on my main but dd is very much intwined in an interesting and special way with my own heavy grief about my dad #and matt was a very important character to me during that time of my life for the exact same reason. #it's why i take a lot of very heavy issue when things try to make it so his dad died in his childhood as opposed to college #bc a) think it takes away a lot of the important nature of their relationship and b) my own personal projection #bc all grief at any stage is highly personal and unique and particular #but it really does feel like. matt is really just starting to become an adult (depending whether he dies when matt's in under or post grad) #(bc i can never remember which) but he's not quite a mega established one. there's still that lingering of childhood #so even though he's grown. it just hurts in a very particular way. they saw you grow up. but they didnt really see you become an adult. #they did not see the person you're going to be. that you are. that you're becoming. it feels like such a bizarre unfair moment in time. #bc why now? why not when i was younger? why not when i was truly an adult adult who is expecting to lose you now? #why at this moment and no other time? #but thinking about matt going i wish i told my dad how much i loved him. #more than anything when he goes 'i love you dad. did you hear? i love you.' #it made me cry like a fucking bitch. honest to god tearing up when i type about it. it wrenches my heart it twists it and it makes me wanna #drop to my knees and just weep and weep and weep. they are everything to me. #i have intertwined a lot of matt's grief with mine in a way that makes him so so so important to me. because as stupid as it fucking sounds #that comic and him as a character are everything to me. so genuinely. they were a lifeline my freshman year #when i was so depressed all i could do was read comics. or listen to music #i could do nothing else. i did. clearly. i did work and assignments. but dd was everything to me alongside dm #im sorry i am being an actual like nutbag in my tags im sorry i just have a lot of feelings. this story is everything to me ever ok? ok.

[absoluteabsolem]

been reading a lot about what took chaussette's life trying to find something to blame myself for (don't ask) but i can't find anything. and i know that if i had found something i was responsible for i would have never forgiven myself but knowing there was *nothing* i could do is still fucking horrible. everyone did everything as fast as humanly possible. she died with a kickass team of vets keeping her warm and cosy and pain-free. there was nothing else to do. but god it's still so hard

#tw animal death #sorry about forgetting this tag earlier i was a bit out of it #anyway. she had an invisible heart problem (we checked her heart for every visit) that led to a clot that led to thromboembolism #the full name of that shit is reduced to FATE and i have to say i don't like it #there were very few chances of recovery with very high chances of it happening again #so it's honestly for the best bc she was in so much pain when it started i will never forget it #like. i'm actually lucky i was home when it happened and i took her immediately to the clinic and shit #all things considered. like i didn't have to wait for the bus for fucking ages etc #everyone involved her included did their best that day and i gave her the best life i could #i loved her and she loved me and it's all that matters really #but still. early stages of grief are no joke huh

[iloveyouitisruiningmylife]

my sister was explaining ki unhe kaisa ladka chahiye and my mom was like mujhe toh samajh hi nahi aa rha and then she told me jokingly ki beta tu toh ladka pata ke rakhna cause agar mujhe iska samajh ni aa raha toh tera toh bilkul bhi nahi aayega AND my sister was like mummy aur progressive bano, ladka hi kyun, ladki bhi toh pata sakti hai LIKE

#it was so funny #my mom said 'aisa toh padaishi hota hai na and iska aisa thodi na hai' #she also said jaise uski friend hai *friend name* uske liye kabhi aise kuch thodi na feel hua hai #and u guys have to know how hilarious that is cause like... my sister knows (VERY MUCH IN DETAIL) abt how ive dated one of my friends that #my mom knows about and ive also kissed another one #(all girls) #she is so blissfully ignorant sometimes i wanna come out to her just to see her shocked reaction like it'll be hilarious for sure she'll #like probably go thru the five stages of grief first denial then etc etc #i love my sister tho it's sweet that she keeps on trying to bring it up so that maybe in future mom will be on my side #i don't really need her cause i have my sis she's my mom dad everything but like. it's nice to feel seen in ur own house. #also kskffjjajka mutuals im sorry but u have to put up with these stories bc i only have 1 irl friend and she's busy some times :( #mes