#THIS HAS TO MEAN JUDGE IS BACK

[zibanejad]

YES YES YES YES

#LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #THIS HAS TO MEAN JUDGE IS BACK #NYY

[aurorangen]

On the weekend, Renee took Robbie out to take his mind off things. He felt more comfortable if Jayleen was there, so Renee came along with Vincent! Visiting the Bloom Garden & Cafe was a nice escape from the busy city and they enjoyed the splendid views! But Renee and Vincent started talking about their jobs; something Robbie didn't want to hear. He tried to block out their voices, but all he heard was their success, making him feel like even more of a failure...

Then he heard enough. He made some snide remarks about their careers targeting Vincent's success and left to get some space. Renee should have known better about Robbie's work situation and went to check on him, "I'm sorry Robbie, we should've stopped." She let him vent his frustrations, listening and offering some big sister advice.

"There's one more thing...I'm a bit embarrassed to say this," Robbie admitted and talked about how he was intimidated by Vincent. "Oh, Robbie," Renee finally understood his perspective.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have said all that to you," Robbie apologised to Vincent. "Hey, it's ok. I get what you're going through, I've been there too," he managed a small smile, "You remind me of myself...when I was at the lowest point of my life." Robbie doesn't know much about Vincent or his past: all he thinks about is how he is now and how perfect his life seemed. His train of thought was interrupted by a gentle touch, "If you ever want to talk about it, I'll be here for you."

Lot used: Bloom Garden & Cafe by @rheya28 tysm for this magnificent build ❤️

#ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 legacy #postcard legacy #postcard gen 3 #vincent kingsley #renee reichmann #robbie reichmann #jayleen chavez #they have a difficult dynamic #its likely their relationship will take a while to heal and not instantly #she didnt really consider robbies emotions while she talk bout work #remember robbie is mean and has low confidence so he lashed out #vincent is a good person and he will have robbies back too he relates to robbies current situation with life not going right... #he doesnt know what vincents gone through and judged him by his life now / success. that changed when he offered a shoulder to lean on

[starsxinxthexbluexsky]

The Untamed | Episode 46 [Revelation Of The Golden Core]

⤳WangXian’s Favorite Scenes [9/∞]⬿

#the untamed #cql #theuntameddaily #not. only lwj crying cuz his soulmate no longer has a nucleus and he misjudged him all this time #oh rather making gifs of this scene because yibo looks handsome crying here #but i tell you poor gg his back must have hurt from being in that position for a while [yibo's arm and leg too] #this scene is funny cuz zhan-ge is super embarrassed when he sees it. he is the typical maiden who faints [I lit have a gifset of that] #lwj cries so beautifully that his tears are like pearls falling from his eyes and his skin shines with the moon #i mean i'm half drunk while doing this. don't judge me #wangxian #wei wuxian #lan wangji #my gifs #mygifs.scene

[dailykugisaki]

Day 113 | id in alt

It's Fushiguro's fault that he does it every five seconds. He lives and breathes mahoraga.

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #itadori yuji #fushiguro megumi #tokyo trio #low effort Fushiguro makes a COMEBACK #everyone knows he does that everyone just stares at him like a freak #in the middle of posting this i had to draw CRAZY Kugisaki n maki it was INSANE #ive been writing some stuff and i will continue to write because i love staring at Kugisaki's forehead #i hope the bantu knots look good #im experimenting with hairstyles bc i fuckin LOVE that shit #also picking up #Kugisaki isn't dismissive of Mai's struggle and pain its just that Mai is a bitch and uses the struggle as an excuse to harm others #she has canonly seen people get ostracized i mean her town was XENOPHOBIC AS FUCK #Kugisaki wasn't liked at all either she most likely fought just about everyone. only reason the townspeople liked fumi was because she was #wasn't like Kugisaki because Kugisaki fought back 10 times harder plus the whole murder thing y'know it happens #shes wack like that #she understand Mai and Maki so much and is low-key a hypocrite for judging mai but i think she knows that shes extremely self aware #probably the most self aware first year btw #this is some life tips from yours truly to the people that read these tags #do NOT argue with a political science major on human morality they will piss you the fuck off #i did. i ended up causin them to leave a chat because i was so mad they called something heinous “tame” #it happens. #unfortunately

[yzafre]

Kairi, Namine, Xion, and using their words

So KH has a lot of characters that are off-shoots of previous ones, and it can be fun to look for the parallels and the difference. While trying to figure out Kairi's "voice", I found it interesting to compare how the three "Kairi variations" used their words when experiencing overwhelming or negative emotions. How they handle these moments are very interesting.

Let's look at three memorable quotes by them, to show what I mean:

"Sora, let's take the raft and go. Just the two of us!"

Everyone talks about this line at some point. Like, what a weird thing for Kairi to say when we're still being introduced to her character! Riku's supposed to be her friend too, right?

Well, let's look at the context - not of everything that's going on around them, but of the conversation. What does she say right before?

"You know, Riku has changed."

Okay, so she's thinking about the ways Riku has been different now - probably in a way that upset or scares her. As other's have noticed, Kairi isn't as interested in leaving the islands (a safe place) as the others - an aversion to uncomfortable things. Riku is her friend, but it's not unbelievable a part of her wants to get away from whatever the change is that scares her.

So she has this mixed feeling about Riku, she tries to bring it up but ends up dancing around it, which Sora does not understand, obviously. Then, instead of explaining what she means, just jumps like, 10 steps ahead.

What this implies to me is that Kairi doesn't want to face this (any?) complex negative emotion head on. Maybe because it's her own fear and resentment? There's an element of avoidance of repression, here.

And then! And then as soon as it's out she immediately backtracks. Immediately laughs it off. "Just kidding!"

That makes it seem to me that her line about the raft was involuntary. She did not think ahead, maybe didn't even mean to say that at all, certainly regretted it as soon as she said it. It is definitely an expression of an honest, maybe a bit ugly, emotion she's experiencing, but is not the full context. It's certainly not the root of the issue. She's still dancing around it.

To summarize: either low levels of understanding of what she's feeling or some kind of repression, and involuntary use of words (meaning just about anything can come out)

"Nobody needs to keep a bunch of memories that aren't real, right?"

Oh, Namine. So we all agree this is a bit passive-aggressive, right? But also, I think, a bit genuine.

She is very aware that she caused this situation, and that she hurt Sora first. She's trying to acknowledge that she understands, but... she just can't help giving it a passive-aggressive edge.

Namine is all about repression (and also self-loathing, but that's not this conversation). She basically spends her entire life in a cage, having to make herself small. If we extrapolate even further, she probably spends a lot of time in her head thinking about her own situation and maybe even her feelings. That awareness could even be seen as a survival skill, in her situation.

She knows she did wrong and she knows she's upset. She tries to prioritize one over the other - but unsuccessfully.

So what we get with Namine is high awareness of her feeling, and an attempt to use her words constructively, but her control slips and some involuntary messaging slips through.

"So, do you hate me for taking your friend away from you?"

Xion uses her works like knives, seriously. There's a hint of this in her "Or what? They'll turn me into a dusk?" line with Axel, but I thought I'd use this quote instead.

I think I maybe mentioned this in another post somewhere, but in conflict Xion has a conversational pattern that goes "soft soft soft GOES FOR YOUR THROAT" that shows up multiple times throughout Days.

So, set-up for this conversation. Xion is suddenly getting a lot of answers and thus processing a lot of information, a lot of which I think confirms her own brand of self-loathing.

But what she turns around and says is not about her feelings (... on the surface, we'll get around to that), it's about provoking the other person.

It would be entirely understandable for Riku to be upset wither her, which would possibly stand as a threat, and she tries to confront that head on to get a reaction out of him.

She has enough awareness to know what she wants, and that she's feeling cornered, but the exact phrasing she used is interesting considering her situation:

Do you hate me for taking your friend away?

Because before she got these answers, what she already knew was that she could end up hurting Roxas. Realistically, this could be a question she'd want to ask Axel:

Will you hate me if I take our friend away.

And I do think she knows that's what she's afraid of, deep down, but she's too scared to actually ask (keeps running away). What I don't think she's aware of is that she's using Riku as a proxy, here. I think she's just trying to control the conversation.

So, with Xion we have: mixed levels of emotional awareness, but high control of her use of words.

Maybe it doesn't mean much, but I find it interesting. They all will say the most insane things under pressure, but it comes out in very different ways, with very different intent.

Kairi, who will avoid till things get too much then blurt things out involuntarily, then try to take it back.

Namine, who will try to control the narrative but can't stop keep the edge of passive-aggressiveness out.

Xion, who would rather go on the attack before you can hurt her first.

#kh #kingdom hearts #kairi #namine #xion #I just think it says interesting things about their conflict resolution style #I don't think Kairi likes the 'uglier' parts of her as she might think of them #when it shows up around other people she seems to frame it in a joking or false light-hearted tone #or she'll try to back-track #mind for Kairi I'm judging a lot of this off KH1 #as that's my preferred Kairi #I suppose KH3 and even KH2 Kairi could be interpreted a bit different #I mean it's not like there's a TON of scenes to go on #I firmly place Xion in the 'looks like a cinnamon roll but will actually kill you' camp #this girl will take you out if she thinks she has to #yza talks about a thing

[skrunksthatwunk]

found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now #sigh.. i dont know. i dont know. #at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him #no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow? #it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my #best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker. #i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time. #but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh #he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him. #im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to #say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more? #just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am #and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him #and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him. #she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on. #she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken #but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him #and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not #like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him? #so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her #and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all #the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess #like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea. #but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.

[doomednarrative]

The thing is that Light Yagami is actually one of my favorite characters of all time, I just don't say it a lot cause I don't want people getting the wrong idea that I agree with him or think he's in the right. He's not, and he sucks, but he does have a depth in the same vein as L that fascinates me, and tbh if I hadn't watched DN for the first time when I was 12 maybe I'd feel different but like. He definitely influenced my taste in characters iirevocably going forward.

#you wanna know why i was Like That about the hellhoppers and hoffstrahm and pretty much every shit character ive liked?? blame light #he came first #idk man DN as a series just gets me every time #like light sucks so bad and the whole story is a great commentary on how a guy with power like a police chiefs son can have ideals warped- #-and do horrid things in the name of some so called justice that he has no right to execute #but in the manga at least it also is made clear he does it because when he meets ryuk he realizes theres no Grand consequence for those- #-first deaths he caused. hes not damned and no one cares about it #so if he isnt getting punished well. then not enough of it is happening and he has to be judge jury executioner to make up for it if even- #-the afterlife or shinigami wont do it #the idea that he'll take on a burden he has No right to bare and it just is so wholely consuming that theres no coming back from it #mixed with also meeting someone thru it who also is finally his intellectual equal and therefore hes not Bored anymore #which makes it even harder to quit. because then thatd disappear from his life and thered be no purpose or meaning #idk man it Fucks Me Up #light gets what he deserves in the end and god if he didnt earn it the entire way there #kief rambles about death note

[widevibratobitch]

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#im so tired of this lalalalalalalalaa #something is Wrong lol #i really need this therapy on wednesday but guess WHAT im not going. im going to a funeral instead 🤡 #and ill be singing in that stupid fucking church because have to but i dont fucking wanna i hate doing it and i hate churches #all i feel rn is the overwhelming urge to selfdestruct and like obv im not gonna kms now #but im so fucking angry that im not even *allowed* to do that anymore. like it was such a comfort all this time to know that i can just Quit #and now i cant because guess what someone has to take care of my mother 🫠 and im so fucking tired of being someone people depend on #to handle THEIR feelings and THEIR emotions and just take it all with humility and acceptance and kindness and never snap and bite back #like i dont WANNA hear about your dead husband i dont wanna hear about your stupid fucking boyfriend #i dont wanna hear about the new guy/girl who's hitting on you because you're so hot and perfect #i dont wanna be responsible for how people feel. i should just shut up and take it and be humble and never ask or expect anything back #but when is it MY turn to call at 1 am crying about how im tired and want to kms #or to start expecting shit of people and allow myself to get properly angry at them for not meeting those expectations #or to braggingly 'complain' about something the other person clearly lacks without any consideration for their feelings #or to just openly cry and say deeply personal shit without any filter not caring if that other person is clearly uncomfortable af #because *i* need it right now and i need someone to listen and let them worry about how to even respond to that stuff #im just so tired of people expecting shit of me im tired of being made responsible even tho i clearly cannot handle that responsibility #i wanna be mean i wanna snap and get angry and openly say that i dont give a shit and am tired and cant listen to this rn #but i cant because i have to be a motherfucking mother theresa and never dare to demand something for myself #and idk where that comes from. idk if it's coming from the fanatic catholicism of my childhood or my mother or just from myself and idc #i just feel so horrible and guilty and wrong for wanting anything for myself #and it once again feels like im making myself the victim and the tortured martyr here when i should just shut up and take it #i just wanna lie down and die and not care about who'll get angry or judge or blame me for it im tired and i dont know what to do #i want someone to take care of ME and reassure ME and make ME feel like i matter and that they really will help me if i ever need it #and that they'd be kinda sad if i were gone not because i had a role to fulfill that i failed at by killing myself but because i am a person #<- math calculations flying around my head as i come to the terrible realisation #of just why exactly im so deeply obsessed with my voice teacher (aside from her being literally the most beautiful woman alive lol) 🤡 #like babygirl stop being so utterly overwhelmingly kind to me my knees are weak i would do anything for you queen and I MEAN IT

[mantisgodsdomain]

We should bring back low% time travel at some point it has some INCREDIBLY interesting intersections of knowledge. Timeline where they've never been back to Snakemouth Den since their first expedition, have NO IDEA about any of Leif's Request, have never so much as ventured NEAR the Underground Tavern let alone used any of the Medals, have never once spoken to Maki beyond a handful of lines in the Swamplands, probably don't even know what a Yin is, and then get shunted back in time to relive their entire adventure with no fucking context beyond the path they went on last time.

#we speak #context: bug fables time travel au where they completed like. the Absolute Minimum required content to finish the game before time travel #did they complete the chapter bosses? yep. did they finish the main plot? absolutely. did they finish a SINGLE sidequest? no. #this au time travels back Everyone With Magic so hoaxe also has time travel knowledge but he has Significantly More Context #thinkin abt it again while tinkering with febuwhump plans just bc like. hey we could use that for things #also bc of timelines like “fuck around a tower for a year. world ends. time travel. you have no clue what happened.” #and fun notable timeline changes like “they actually get sent back like a week before canon events” #“which means like a week of both kabbu and vi worrying about if the other remembers them to the point that other people notice” #and then vi in particular (didnt tell anyone fuck shit for the entire previous timeline) (planning on not telling anyone shit to save face) #gets bullied into returning to the tavern specifically bc people are Worried About Her after a week of her Worrying and being off meds #(the meds are painkillers. for Hive Agonies. avoided in prev timeline bc Oh No What If They Judge Me For Not Liking Being In Pain) #(and also the getting them through illegal means but tbh. the fact that she got them illegally barely even registers to her) #(at no point in time has she had access to perscription level painkillers through normal means shes just like) #(worried about how she'll be perceived if they know that shes taken Drugs To Not Be In Abject Pain When The Agonies Are Bad)

[1pcii]

thinking about younger 124ji as years of this kind of unchecked thinking and behaviour, mixed with their unnatural lack of empathy bringing them to the cartoonist extremes they display in canon.

#cw for strangulation and child death for the video clip #I've been thinking alot about the vinsmokes and Eva parallels lately #how similar yet opposite gendou and judge are #gendou doing everything for the sake/memory of his wife at the expense of humanity. judge doing everything for germa at the expence of #his wife/family #yet they both end up hurting and augmenting unatural circumstances for their children in very similar ways #they are but liabilities. sacrifices. pawns in a game they would kill themselves trying to win. cast out and abused for 'failing' #I find rei parallels especially interesting. she's a very underappreciated character already imo. and it's easy to make the shinji/sanji #connection #but Rei has so many layers to her that can be akin to the vinsmoke siblings #she is like reiju in that she does have emotion but her subservient position under judge(/gendou) means that it means very little in the #grand scheme of things #and yet she can't help but to /feel/ when around sanji(/shinji). a testimony of the love of her late mother #she is also similar to 124ji in that she is replaceable. always at risk of the technology that brought her into the world as she is #she has been molded into the perfect soldier via gendou's emotional manipulation and as such only expresses what is necessary for her #position. only parrots back what he exposes her to. unaware of it's weight or ramifications on other people #124ji I'd say have that to an extream in that violence and malice are actively encouraged in their minds by the fact they do seem to be #able to express /negative/ emotions #which naturally lead them to growing into the abusive assholes they are today #but it's sad yknow? that they never had the chance to be anything else #psii.txt #psii.mp4 #text #meta #vinsmoke siblings #vinsmoke ichiji #vinsmoke niji #vinsmoke yonji #124ji

[diospyros-kaki]

If anyone is interested, Festival de Parintins is going on right now. It lasts three nights startig today.

I wanted to watch live this year but unfortunately I'm too tired and can't stay up, so I'm offering my comically small number of followers the chance to know a brazilian tradition other than carnival. Enjoy.

(I say as if I hadn't only known the festival tangentially until last year, just in time to miss the presentations... but I've seen some clips and became team Caprichoso since then.)

#quick rundown: Caprichoso is the black ox and its colors are blue and white #Garantido is the white ox and goes with red and white #they're rivals and each has a two-three hour long presentation each night #they're judged on a series of things that I don't know the specifics to talk about #but basically it's the story of an ox (the owners favorite as a matter of fact) that gets killed to satisfy the cravings of a pregnant woma #who was the wife of one of the workers #the owner is upset and calls a shaman to bring the ox back to life #in short it's a celebration of the ox's ressurection and the festivities happen all across brazil mostly in a street and popular fashion #but Parintins is the most famous for having the two emblematic oxes and an arena dedicated to them #all of that and I didn't cite the tale is known as Boi Bumbá or Bumba-meu-boi #and that the ox is represented by a person inside a 'costume' #anyway I'm beat and REALLY need to sleep so I hope it made at least some sense #gnight #p.s.: boi means ox. Right now I'm too tired to remember what bumba/bumbá means but I think it might have something to do with drums?? #and meu is mine/my so boi bumbá is literally ox bumbá and bumba-meu-boi would be something like my bumba ox. explaining just in case #now I'm done for real bye #edit: or bumba my ox as in verbing the term in the imperative...I'm not actually sure how to translate. you know what just go with bumbá ox #have I said I need to sleep??

[elytrafemme]

i need this guy who is viewed by literally everyone who has ever met him including myself as one of the kindest most genuine people ever to stop being fucking scared of me and ANSWER MY TEXTS!!!

#have i complained abt this here idk #i fucking. this is the guy where it seems like fate itself doesn't want us to be friends #but he was being weird to me lowkey and so i told my therapist he's a pussy and we gave up #but my roommate is now like super good friends with him and i was trying to tell her about it but i was like #fuck. whatever. i'll shoot him another text. give him another shot. #maybe by his weird treatment of me it turns out he was retaliating against my ... normal treatment of him IDK #but if he doesn't get back to me it's just gonna be like. what the fuck scares you so much #we have so many mutual friends dude i thought i KNEW you (after speaking to you for 2 hours back in April) #fucking freak. need him in my life badly. maybe carnally. being a lesbian is very difficult atm #don' know how to tell ppl hey if i start dating a guy im still a lesbian its just Like That #without it being like a big deal. WHATEVER. nobody cares irl but the prosecutor and judge in my head is like #nobod understands you the world is your enemy <- i have paranoia #come hell or high water this guy has got to be friendly to me though i mean come the fuck on #EVERYONE i'm friends with LOVES him. he's got to get over himself and just answer one fucking text

[kenmakaashi]

i also really wanna say that neither ben or neung did anything wrong. Ben isn’t wrong for protecting himself and his safety. Neung isn’t wrong for being upset and what ben did isn’t shitty, those are two truths that can most certainly coexist. it’ll make them both feel abysmal, but being hurt and hurting someone isn’t the downfall of someone’s character

#never let me go #it’s so weird to me that people think ben is shitty for it #hi have you ever had to lie to your parents about who you are?? it’s self preservation and if it’s what he has to do you have no right to #judge him for it. he made the best call for himself. it just means that neung and ben caught each other at the wrong time #people break up all the time because one sides parents are homophobic and that puts the other person back in the closet. these are the #strains if you want to be a Good Gay that fits into the nuclear system #anyways

[iphnh]

me when I first heard of Barbie: that sounds like a 2 hour commercial for Barbie

me when I saw the online reaction to the movie: hmm it might be worth watching

me after I watched Barbie: that was a 2 hour commercial for Barbie.

#I'm sorry I really did not like it..... #even when I try to analyze the movie's mechanics (rather than its social commentary) it's still not a good movie to me.... #it really did just feel like a literal commercial -- a lot of flashy music costumes and pitches but no actual substance....sorry #so much of the characterization/suspense/setting would be thrown at you with a zingy one-liner and no further attempt to establish it....uh #like Mattel trying to capture Barbie and return her to Barbieland had 0 explanation for how they knew she was there...why it was important #to send her back...what would happen if they didn't send her back...and Mattel was not funny enough (to me) to ignore the lack of stakes lo #so that subplot did not emotionally engage me.....same with the Kens...their takeover was like....um. ok? what's actually at stake? #their world seemed to not have any disease so the status of 'doctor' didn't mean anything -- so why does it matter if Kens have that status #and they had no wars or crimes so who cares if Kens are president or judges...like....these are just titles!!! there's no value behind it!! #the most emotionally engaging part of that arc is Barbie losing her house #and I think they should have dug into that part more #but that scene is just zingy one liner after zingy one liner....god #marvel's obsession with zingy one liners has destroyed the brightest minds of our generation I fear #anyway....this is all before I even get into the social commentary....but I'll stop now lol

[mios-axe]

i love setting goals for myself im so good at reaching goals

#so uh. angoroj (agonies) is the first feature film produced entirely in esperanto. #its passed into public domain a while back i think #my understanding of esperanto is about equivalent of taking a year of a language class #because. yaknow. thats practically what i did. #i spent about a year of math class teaching myself esperanto to make it look like i was actually getting stuff done #but man. the wikipedia article on this film is practically empty. i feel like someone oughta give at least a shitty summary. #this is like. a somewhat big thing. maybe the esperanto wikipedia has more on it but that thing's mostly dead. #front page for it hasnt updated since like 2015 #i think it'd be good practice to try to make a transcript of it in english. #i mean i'd do a shit job of it at my current level of understanding. #but shit is better than nothing right? #think i've got a decent copy of it from the archive #judging from the credits and summary placed at the beginning of it (spoken in very fast esperanto)- #-it looks to be about some kind of crime family. and i believe it was either filmed or takes place in paris #hhrhrhrg why are the words for “both” and “too” so hard to tell apart. #fuck it. in case this goal ever goes anywhere -> #Mios Agonies

[dirt-str1der]

Kazu/maji is soooooo different than sae/maji this is because saejima and majima are best friends who go together everywhere and frequently close the toilet door in each others faces because they keep trying to follow each other inside and the other guys like No. im going to take a shit and kiryu and majima are like guys who are knotting each other every time they meet and conjoined at the groin , like majima will carry kiryus baby and saejima will raise it with him you know what i mean theres a lack of commitment (but no shortage of passion) with majima and kiryu theyre each others one night stand every single night but saejima and him stick with each other through thick and thin come hell or high water

#Yakuza loveblog #i just realised with horror that whenever i say kazu/maji without censoring it like that it actually appears in the tag itself #so thats why i have a typing quirk now #anyway you guys get what i mean #im not saying kiryu and majima dont love each other im just saying they dont love each other like saejima and majima do #kiryu is gentle and kind but he cant be loyal when nobody has ever sucessfully pinned him down before #saejima ... he is faithful. at the end of the day he will always come back to majima #and its the same for majima. saejima Gets him like no one else does ... they love each other the same way #i always say this but majima starting to wear his eyepatch less around saejima makes me explode fire and brimstone because he was hiding #damn near everything about himself his past his injuries and trauma because those arent for anybody but saejima. and saejima forgiving him #actively liberated him from those shackles. he waited for him every day and kept his head high until the day he could lower it to saejima .. #he bared himself to him then. showed him the life he was owed because saejima owned him then and had every right to strike him down where he #stood. nobody else was supposed to see his wounds because it was For saejima to judge if majima had been punished enough had suffered enough #for his sake .. the payment for his betrayal .. and saejima of course he forgave him. thats his bro ... the person he looks up to the most #so he forgives majima and majima is free to be his own person again not bound by honour or repayment. and he chose 2 remain by saejimas side #till death do them part or something like that #... the body text of this post implies that majima is an alpha. hes not jsyk hes literally omega coded ‘but hes so violent’ yeah. #hes meant to be like that. #saejima is levelheaded unlike kiryu so hes beta coded and he and majima fuck like rabbits #this is all FYI btw things i believe to be true backed up by source material