#THEY ARE FIGURING THAT SHIT OUT SO SOON

[leverage-ot3]

just realized today while rewatching heartstopper that I accidentally did a nick nelson when I was in 8-9th grade (agreeing to go out with someone bc you don’t know how to say no) and I’m fucking shook nick why are we like this

#he was one of my best friends and I knew he liked me but I was avoiding it because I didn’t think of him that way #he was like the stop before me on the bus and right before his stop he asked me out and I didn’t know how to say no SO I SAID YES #got home. had probably one of my first panic attacks. called a friend I wasn’t really friends with anymore to talk about it (idk why) and #then told him I wasn’t ready for a relationship like 45 minutes later over the phone #he never talked to me again lmao #I *did* really miss his friendship throughout high school and there were always slightly weird vibes if we were ever in the same groups in #class but. oh well I guess #I messaged him a little over a year ago apologizing for it and we talked for a bit but I forgot to reply bc I’m bad at texting so it petered #out #why is this the anxious gay/bisexual experience fr #anyways watch heartstopper i love them sm i would die for nick nelson #also I’m just re realizing CHARLIE IS LITERALLY 15?!?!?! #HES SO YOUNG #THEY ARE FIGURING THAT SHIT OUT SO SOON #I was NOT emotionally ready for relationships at that age lmao #not leverage #jackie talks #about me #mine #heartstopper

[bacchuschucklefuck]

gukgak specifically from my typing (man w/ three jobs & a creeping sense of dread)

#fantasy high #riz gukgak #I think u guys will learn very soon that if I see a child character Im imagining them Making It To Adulthood #I looooove doin future designs. simply what I do #(this is specifically for the fic Im writing yes but if the fic werent a thing I'd still do it lol) #(its enrichment. for Me) #truly I cherish the part of riz that is both deeply un-self-aware and A Bit Much #Im still figuring thea out as I write this but I think the star thing abt her is that shes cool with a suspicious amount of weird shit #shes kind of a pollyanna rn but also whenever anyone says something insane shes like haha me too #riz's jobs in this one are 1/city council treasurer (intentionally depowering this position by occupying it while goblin) #2/private investigator 3/[REDACTED] #yeah so uh. thats happening. slowly. Im prioritizing this gotdamg comic rn I want it Done but well. always good to have things to #fiddle with while on break

[b4kuch1n]

​​​​            saw you.

#pokemon #swsh #rival hop #professor hop #october piece. it's the october piece #the triple feature will happen soon! I'm thinking abt what snack to make for that. #since the senpai's currently in digestive agony. I'd like to figure something out for it #in another news as well. the game's about to ship! and I'll get my copy soon. hopefully. I'm very anxious about postal stuff here #I have. very bad luck with international mails #when it arrives I'll take photos #mmm. I never really thought of pieces I did with this design to be sequential. but they kind of are? #at least it's become that way now. so next installment next year it seems #wait did I ever post the design sketch for this one lmao... I know I posted the one for the 'modern' variant #but I dont think the sketch for this one specifically ever got posted #well. if I cant find it then I'll post it. otherwise I'll be rebloggin some stuff on the day #have a good night lads. hey if you still have a deviantart account you should delete that shit

[tblsomedoodles]

MIF VIDEO's DONE!! FINALLY! AFTER ALL THIS TIME!!!

It gets posted tomorrow!! (technically it get's posted in 9 hours. I scheduled it b/c i'm excited, and impatent, and will be busy tomorrow regardless.)

as always, i'll post a link when it's officially up.

#tmnt #rottmnt #my doodles #mikey's imaginary friends #i'm so damn excited #i've been working on and off on this for months #it's only about 2 minutes #but i didn't want to make it any longer #b/c it would kinda end up speedrunning the whole point of this fic #which is the tots befriending each other despite everything #I might have to start writing this fic soon #and i figured out a lot of animation shit with this #so i'm really fking proud of how it turned out

[theswedishpajas]

💙🌌💀🌌💙

#my art stuff #digital art #undertale #sans #human #humanization #gajinka #finally drew a human sans I’m happy with without copying someone else’s #I wanna do mars as well soon but I’m still figuring out how to deal with the sharp features #I can’t believe I forgot to post this the other day #I should draw a papyrus soon #I am gonna be completely honest and say that I’m terrified of drawing people of colour because I don’t know many personally #and looking things up can only take you so far. especially with mixxed info everywhere #and I’m prolly the most “woke” person in my family and I have a racist dad so it’s not like anyone of them would know any better #I just drew some hair that looked nice to me and picked a skintone that looked nice and gave him hazel eyes literally just cus I think they #’re pretty (and heterochromia on top of that but that’s just a sans vibe) #I know nothing about textured hair care so I couldn’t pic a style based on ease or anything etc etc #so if anybody has any thoughts on how to improve him. I’d love to hear feedback on it #I am literally the most white cracker you can find with straight blonde hair and blue eyes and all that shit so I know NOTHING about #anything else and I want to learn more from other perspectives in general #I know I could and maybe should have just kept this post as-is without adding all my hyper-worry (which really isn’t helping anybody) #but this is very outside of my comfort zone for character design and I’m terrified of designing anything without some kind of experience #TL;DR if this sucks in some way from a cultural standpoint please let me know #and… I shouldn’t apologize for the long ramble cus it’s my own post etc etc but I still want to apologize #and thank you. people often don’t read tags especially when they go on like mine do

[mickules]

Not pictured here is the actual jerry-rigged lattice work of dinner mats and pillows with my laptop and tablet balanced on top Jenga-like, created in a codeine infused haze.

Just to keep yous in the loop since my surgery I'm actually doing much better, almost back to normal so I'm getting back into my art stride! and if tumble actually behaves itself for once, you should be seeing some things soon!

I'll admit I've not yet looked at any messages or asks for a long time I'm so sorry, I do very much appreciate them! I'm a lurker by nature, and usually by default logged into my reblog-blog so I can completely forget to check notifs, and then it becomes the existential dismay of 'How long ago was this sent??' (Bless all of my friends who let me get away without messaging them for literal months, I swear I don't mean to!!)

I do genuinely wanna get back into answering asks, I'm very aware I've had some floating in my askbox for way too long, and I've got answers in my drafts I've danced around posting so I can avoid the stress of fighting with tumblr bugs. But! Now's as good a time as any to tackle 'em! Why not!

I'm not 100% yet, but should be fighting fit soon! 🤞

#surgery tw #medical tw #illness tw #also not pictured is me figuring out theres a screentone tool in csp #after I'd spent hours making my own #also bless my brother - he legit is my no. 1 fan #I show him wips and he's always like 'so when are you posting on tumbl?' #he's not even SEEN dangan but he's right there with me- king shit honestly #he's also the one like 'so when you gonna answer those asks' #SOON VERY SOON #THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE #mickules #mick text

[aashiyancha]

Edited the masterpost image to be a title image for when I eventually figure out how to get images on a03

Edit: ima start moving stuff now :DD

I am so flippin new to this site so if anyone has 2 cents on how to make this look better or be categorized better or anything, Help me XD

#rune factory 5 #rune factory #rf5 #aashi doodles #some tutorials are telling me i need to have the link from a hosting site rather internal from my computer so gonna see if tumblr works #ill figure this out soon i think #edit: holy shit it worked! #good thing i have this masterpost oh my god this is gonna be a game of dancing around to get stuff on there :OOO

[the-furies]

another 1

#pk;m Pain Threshold🔴 #woulda gone w the greys n yellow aplat flag but the green blue n purple one was more fun #asexual #aromantic #aplatonic #v happy w these idk if we'll do more soon #we SO wanna make an obj.ectu.m one but i need to figure out how to do that . cuz i can't uh. #knot a circle yet idk how to do that shit so i might just do one without the circle? #idk I'll figure it out!

[moongothic]

God I wish I could remember what Oda once said about mothers in One Piece... I can't remember if it was about Luffy's mother in particular or moms in general, but he essentially joked about how you'd have to be A Really Horrible Mother to allow your child to go off and become a pirate (dangerous business no loving mother would allow)

And just... My vague memory of that comment is living in my head right now, because truly, if Crocodile somehow is Luffy's mom, truly nothing would make him a worse mom than

Literally trying to murder his child and beating him to near death multiple times the first time they actually meet

Going so far to stop being a mom that he became a dad instead

#Moon posting #Honestly I can't help but to feel that if the theory is true I don't think Crocodile has any positive feelings about Luffy #Like I don't think he'd see Luffy as his child or. Anything #Like the vibe I get is that Luffy to him would be nothing more than something from a past life he wants nothing to do with #And a past version of himself he wants buried dead and forgotten #Like think about masculinity- both in general but also in the terms of OP's story #The way some cishet men react to the mere concept of Trans Croco and the way they're ready to dismiss him as a ''real man'' #Like. Fragile Masculinity makes it so that if you aren't performing your manliness at 1000% at all times you aren't manly #That's why it's fragile. It's all or nothing. And so if Crocodile was FtM many would see him as just the F. They'd just ignore the ''tM'' #Crocodile did not seem like he wanted to be associated with Iva-chan or any of the newkama AT ALL #If he is trans then he is fully stealth. He does not want to be outed. He does not want to have his manhood questioned. #His past could instantly be used to turn him into a laughing stock. He'd have to deal with transphobic attacks and misogyny #So if he just wants to live his life in peace then he could just see his past as a potential threat to his future #Anything about who he might've been could be used against him #That includes the husband he divorced. That includes the child he abandoned. #They aren't anything to Crocodile but something he wants nothing to do with. #And he's willing to go so far as to kill that child to tie up any loose ends #Which sounds horrible but he did attempt to kill millions with a massive bomb so like #Yeah. Sir Crocodile ain't winning Dad of the Year award anytime soon. He does not give a shit about his son. #Crocodile looked at Shinji Evangelion and figured he could have a worse father-son relationship. And he's winning that contest #Of course this reading is absolute bonkers and I doubt Oda could write a trans character with this kind of nuance #It just makes sense to me alright #And I have brainworms #And if I'm being realistic I only think there's a 30% chance the Crocodad theory is actually canon #Trans Croco in general get's a 70% because. You don't give this guy some Secret Beef with the Magic HRT Person like that #Again I just think it'd be fucking funny if he was Luffy's dad #It is 6 am I am not proof reading any of this shit

[catinasink]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

#cat's rambles #cat's schoolposting #stressed about shit im sorry #i gotta figure out the shit about my schedule #BECAUSE IM MISSING A CLASS #and what if i dont get into engineering fuck #i really wanted to it was what i was looking forward to #and im not sure who i have classes with #and what if i have classes without someone i can talk to #because group work and shit #and theres a fuckton of people i hate in my grade #and also i have a fuckton of math hw to finish #and i know i will procrastinate #and also i need help on it so i really fucking hope i can ask my teacher #bc i dont want to ask my dad #and also theres the stupid fucking crush i have #and it keeps distracting me #because i cant stop thinking about them whenever i see them #and also theres those two things that are a constant in my head #and also the worry #and my irls #and im really worried about my classes #and im getting my hair cut soon and im worried about that as well #sorry all of this is very stupid please ignore me

[showtoonzfan]

Me when The Walten Files:

#it’s so good I can’t stop gushing about this series #I’m always on the edge of my seat wondering what will happen next #I love how the creator clearly puts thought and care into each episode #the hype for episode 4 is REALL #I’ll make more posts about this series definitely soon #it made me appreciate analog horror because holy shit it REALLY can be scary #findjackwalten.com #Martin walls #I bet episode 4 will be a masterpiece since Martin is going a different direction for the show now #it’ll be more cinematic and have a slow burn #the characters are all so interesting and we barley know them at the same time #this is better than fnaf I’m saying it now #I’m so invested in the story #I love how it’s all a mystery and there are things to figure out and things yet to see #the Walten files #analog horror #unrelated

[honeyspeeches]

does anyone wanna see a sneak peek of the new fic i'm gonna post after none walk the earth

#i've been planning it some more and i finally figured out the ending #also..... i've been writing the first few scenes of the first chapter.... so like #as soon as i'm done with none walk the earth i'm gonna publish this shit #lemme know

[b4kuch1n]

made a mushroom pin that's also the hardest object to photograph on earth. I still have a brick and a half of air dry clay left so I hope to make more :]

#bakuspecial #I dont think I have a craft tag lmao. well #really wanted to make the gills on these shrooms more uh. physical. but I did Not have the patience for it fskjdfhdj #next time hopefully I will have more. #also the matte spray is really cool... its cocomelon shit to me it really does dry matte...... #the other pins in that first pic are from a saigon art shop and a prize for a queer art contest I placed in two years ago #I need a good way to display them lol. mostly so I dont lose them #need to make like a scroll of fabric or something to hang on the bookshelf #my vision for this thing is a nice wide brimmed hat thats earth toned and I paint it to look like a log #and figure out how to embroider moss on it. and then mushroom pins #its genuinely not my style at all lmao I just wanna try and make it #alright I should go to bed soon.... Im gettin another stretch of sleepin at normal human hours for a while. best to make use of it #have a good night lads! making some fucked up little things really is so fuckin good for ur brane n mind

[sugaroto]

You know.

At school I had a game with my friend

I would write down names of characters from different media (TV shows, books etc) that she hadn't watched and she would match them

Usually I put the girls and the boys on each side of the page (non binary characters were either at the top or bottom)

And then she drew lines and made ships

Now the thing is. She hardly ever got canon ships right

Her worst cases were close to pedophilia and incest

So at some point she gave up trying to get them right and was more happy when she was creating monstrosities cause it was funny

And I think, the writers of Elite are playing the very same game

They started by making fun ships "hoho look at these characters they look good together" then they messed up "hehe these 2 are awful" and then they went bullshit and thought "YEAH MAKE THE MOM KISS HER SON MUAHAHA"

And yeah. I don't think you should make canon ships of the matching game me and my friend played in class yknow Mr elite writes

#the point of the game was to laugh at funny ships consider the interesting and freak at her monstrosities #and then when she watched/read the show/book we'd go back like hey look the shit you shipped #my fave was when we did it with aftg and i didn't remember Mary's name so i wrote her as mom #and she was in her evil era so she tried to find who was her kid #she didn't #but she matched 'mom' (aka Mary) with 'Andrew' And it was HILARIOUS cause andrew is LITERARY the most parentless person in the trilogy #and look i understand ivan and karmen were on drugs and ivan doesn't know karmen is his mom and cause shes on drugs she mistook him for his #dead dad but who thought that having them to make out was a good scene thank god she woke up and realized and fucking left soon enough #as if almost fucking his sister wasn't enough he gotta fuck his mom too. is that the only reason they keep him bisexual? to have him fuck #boys cause it sells and have this whole drama with his mom and sis??? #also like. literally 3 seconds ago she had the best chance to tell him i am your mother #he almost figured it out #and shes like haha no oh you want drugs yeah sure lets go #elite

[maudiemoods]

Hair? Falling out from stress!! Chest? In constant pain!! Eyes? Dead and tired!! Brain? Overthinking and emotional!! Hygiene? Routine completely forgotten!!

#ren won't shut up #waaaaeaeawaaaawawaaaawaawaawaasuwauuwa #ignore #GIRL WHAT IS GOING ON?? #I'll be getting a therapist soon but hot DAMN i am struggling #my hair is so thin now :(( #my eyes look terrible? and not from the lack of sleep. i sleep enough i just dont rest #if I disappear for a few days its because im trying to figure my shit out lmao #i have severe undiagnosed/untreated mental illnesses lmaoooo #idk whats going on anymore waaaa #i used to ve about to control all of this waaa #tw mental illness #tw mental breakdown #?? i guess im having a breakdown And you all are just witnessing it? sorryy #cw mental health #idk sorry if i dont tag this right jdjsjs #probably will delete later? idk

[micer2012]

some photos of my room :3 the more maximalist, the more recent (if you want to know the artist for any of my things just let me know!!)

#getting personal: i just redecorated my room and couldnt figure out why it made me feel so good. before realizing OH. ITS THE MATPAT. #showing off my room my home so UNIQUELY me nobody else could ever have this combination of shit i just printed out at the school library #really helps. look at my room look at Me. (and going home for winter break soon will make me not feel like Myself too..) #in conclusion look at my room :] look at me . im so sad im about to be torn from it for a bit.. but i can look at this photo set whenever i #missing it. ill be back! ill be home. and im home Right Now #AGAIN if u want the source of any of this art let me know!! its all reblogged on my blog here i think #and obviously im not profiting off of this printed out art any way its just to make me feel happy its just to make my room more Mine #wehhh.wehehehh903I439U238 #MINE #CC