#STRAYKIDS CHEATING

[stayyyyyyyyyyyy21]

"In the Warmth of Trust: A Promise Recalled"

BANG CHAN X READER ( Y/N) BREAKUP

TYPE: ANGST, CHEATING, INSECURITY, BREAKUP

One year of long distance won't change anything, you thought to yourself while paying the fees for your master's course. You couldn't believe how amazing life had been lately; things with you and Channie were better than ever. You had recently gotten into your dream school in your favourite country. Before leaving Korea for a year, you felt very emotional leaving Bang Chan and your silly little gang; you would definitely miss them. But you couldn't shake the feeling that life had been too good too early, almost as if you had jinxed it yourself.

You couldn't believe what you just read: a text from your boyfriend of 6 years. "Hey, it's not working, okay? I've been meaning to break up with you for the last 3 years. Actually, I never wanted a serious relationship, and I don't even want kids or to get married." As you read the words, you thought it must be a joke. Bang Chan, the most perfect guy in the universe, would never say this. It had to be a prank. You had only been away for a month, and he was texting this? It couldn't be real, could it?

But it was true. Bang Chan and everyone in the gang had blocked you. A few friends of yours who were in a different friend circle told you about rumours that Bang Chan was hooking up with Sana. "In the Span of Two Months, Your Life Went from a Loving Relationship and Amazing Friends to Solitude in a Foreign Land, Without Friends or Channie."

You recall a conversation you had with Bang Chan a long time ago when he introduced you to Sana and everyone else. You remember how insecure you felt, and he said all those reassuring words about how his ideal type was only you. He expressed that he had never been interested in Sana or any other girls and that you were the only girl he wanted.

The memory replays vividly in your mind as you recall sitting with Bang Chan on a warm summer evening, the sound of cicadas filling the air.

You: "I don't know, Chan. I just feel a bit insecure sometimes, especially around Sana. She's so pretty and talented…"

Bang Chan: wrapping an arm around you "Hey, don't say that. You're the most beautiful and talented person I know. Sana is just a friend; you're my everything. My ideal type has always been you, Y/N. I've never been interested in anyone else."

You: smiling, feeling reassured "Really? You mean it?"

Bang Chan: nodding earnestly "Of course, I do. You're the only girl I want, Y/N. I love you."

You remember feeling a warmth spread through you, reassured by Bang Chan's words. But now, those memories feel like they belong to a different lifetime, a different person.

#bangchan x reader #bang chan x reader #chan x reader #skz x reader #stray kids x reader #skz #stray kids #bangchan #bang chan #chan #channie #straykids angst #angst #STRAYKIDS CHEATING #BANG CHAN CHEATING #STRAY KIDS #REALTIONSHIP

[luvyeni]

first, i love your works, fell in love with your blog the minute i had found it! i’m a sucker for your skz works, but especially changbin bc i’m a massive whore for that man, with that being said, changbin x reader, both of them like eachother, reader dresses a little revealing one night while hanging out with the guys to get changbins attention, and when he doesn’t say anything bc he’s shy & flustered, she pushes him into his room and does something about it ?? i’m not good with the smut aspects so i’ll leave that all up to you, but i do believe changbin has a massive strength kink so he’d def manhandle his girl when he feels like he’s being dominated.

SHY SHY SHY; SEO CHANGBIN

pairings. bestfriend!changbin x fem!reader

wc. 1.4k

warnings. wall sex? (door technically), size kink, strength kink, tiny bit of degradation, changbin is a lil possessive,

not gonna like anon, i thought you were asking for sub cb at first, that last part threw me off but i hope you like it 🖤!

you and changbin have obvious feelings for each other, but when you try and take things into your own hands, changbin let's you know he's in control

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"wow! you look good." changbin heard your name, running out his room as fast as he could to see he you, it had been a minute since he'd seen you due their schedule, so he was glad to see you. "thank you felix." you smiled hugging him as you stepped into the dorm, but it wasn't for him technically... well he was knowingly apart of your plan to get the attention of your long time friend changbin.

you met changbin at a shop with your now ex bestfriend when he'd just debuted in straykids , and you were a freshman starting university. you'd always liked him, but you were shy and could express your emotions like that , so you asked your friend , but instead of her helping you out , she started dating him , saying that you were already in a relationship.

for almost a year you watched them act cute around each other , secretly wishing it was you... that was until she started cheating on him with a senior at your school, claiming that changbin was busy and she needed someone around all the time.

when their relationship ended you stuck around changbin , hoping that maybe you'd actually have a chance , but he was too heartbroken to even notice.

years flew by, straykids had been getting busier, you finished up with college , and you're friendship with changbin grew even more, but both of you were too scared to make the final push and go on a date ... well that would end soon , with the help of the very tight shirt that made your cleavage pop; a cute pink mini skirt, and lee felix.

"bun!" changbin hugged you, the nickname he placed on you years ago that stuck, cute at first, but as your crush developed , it started to become something you'd think about when you were alone in your room at night. "binnie!" he pulled away to get a good look at you, eyes widening , you looked so fucking good , the shirt hugged you the right way and the skirt left nothing to the imagination.

changbin was floored, his cock stirring in his gym shorts. "doesn't she look nice?" felix cut into his nasty thoughts.

changbin tried to speak, he wanted to say you looked so good , but his stupid ass brain didn't allow him to, instead he just looked down at the ground, silently nodding before scurrying away to go sit down. "oh he's in love." you scoffed , defeated. "yeah? what was it his silence." you said sarcastically. "actually yeah, when has changbin ever been silent?" you shrugged.

"look just follow after me, i know how we'll get under his skin." felix held your waist, walking into the livingroom were, making sure to walk past changbin , so he could see the two of you.

changbin loved felix, he truly did , he was a good friend, but right now , he wanted nothing more than to drag felix to undisclosed location and leave him there. the way his hand sat right above your knee, massaging it, or how his eyes would wonder down to your chest, and he'd bit his lip, he so desperately wished it was him, but he could never get a full sentence out , too flustered by your clothing... or lack there off.

he couldn't help it either, his eyes wondered down to your boobs , they sat so perfectly , they would jiggle everytime you laughed. or your skirt that would rise up , revealing the plush of your thighs, stopping at the curved of your ass. he swore if you moved the wrong way, anyone could get a peak of your panties.

changbin didn't mean to think about his bestfriend like this, but he couldn't help but think—what color was your underwear? pink like your skirt, black his favorite color? were you even wearing underwear?.. his cock jumped at the thought of you not wearing any underwear, he almost wanted you to bend down or something just so he could confirm.

"changbin?" shit, he was dozing off thinking nasty thoughts about his friend and now his cock was hard. "y..yes." stupid, he cursed himself out in his head. "you okay?" your pretty voice clouded his mind.

he nodded, getting up. "i...i h..have to use the bathroom." he rushed out of was acting like such a fucking loser.

"oh my god." felix scoffed amusingly. "i've never seen him so worked up like that." you smiled, you've watched him out the corner of your eye for the last few hours internally fight himself to stop from looking at your boobs or your thighs, when in reality you were doing it for him, seeing him like this made you believe there was a chance.

"this is your chance, go." felix nudged you off the couch. "go, they're not paying attention." he pointed to the other guys who were busy playing games. "go."

you quickly snuck away to the bathroom, waiting for him to get out. "＿? what ar- whoa!" you dragged him to his room, closing the door, pushing him up against it.

"you've been ignoring me all evening, i dress so prettily for you and you ignore me."

what? you knew what you were doing? you were doing this to make him flustered? you want him to make a fool of himself? you really think you're in control?

his head was spinning, and before he knew it, he was flipping you over, so now you were the one pinned against the wall. "do you really think you're in control here?" he grabbed your jaw to look at him. "w..what- shh, don't you think you've done enough." he released your jaw, pulling you into a rough kiss, taking his free hand, bringing it to your neck, squeezing lightly.

"b..binnie." you moaned through the kiss. "t..they're gonna realize we're gone." he didn't care, he wanted them to know what he was doing to you, he wanted them to hear him claim you as his. he attacked your neck with marks, as you tugged as his hair, grinding against his hard on.

"f..fuck, i need to feel you before i cum in my pants." he lifted your skirt up, revealing your black panties. "your favorite color." you breathed, changbin almost tore them off, but he decided not to, not because he wanted to nice, but because he was gonna pocket them.

"you've been planning this for a long time, haven't you?" he grabbed the back of your thighs, lifting you against the wall. "even slutting yourself out to felix, hmm? " he used one hand to hold you against the door, and the other to pull his shorts down, pulling his cock out. "answer me baby."

your mind was fuzzy between his sudden change in dominance and him lifting you in the air like you were weightless, you could barely comprehend what he was talking about. "y..yes." he smirked. "but now look at you, all fucked out by a little kissing and choking." you mewled as he tapped the tip of his leaking cock against your wet slit.

"look at you, you're about to drip all on the floor bun." he kept a protective hand on your waist, keeping you up against the wall. "c..changbin p..please." he pushed his way into you, his cock deliciously stretching you out.

"bun, you're so fucking tight, your small pussy can barely take me." he fully mounted you on his cock, against the door. "fuck your squeezing me so fucking tight." he growled in your ear.

"b..binnie s..so big." he began to thrust in and out of you, his cock dragging against your walls, your head fell back against the door, gripping his bicep. "you feelin full bun?" you nodded. "s..so full."

he felt like how you exactly imagined when you'd been hours in your room, fingering yourself the thought of him. "look at you, so dumb on my cock, gonna be a good girl and let me fuck you dumb." you babbled his name, your orgasm approaching.

"you're mine now, i don't share what's mine, next time i see you flirting with any other guy, im gonna fuck you until you can't walk, you understand?" his hand found a way to your neck again. "do.you.under.stand." he said with each thrust.

"fuck yes! changbin m'gonna cum." he sped up his trust, and your eyes rolled back as you came on his cock. "fuck.fuck.fuck!" he thrusted three times into before filling you up with his cum.

"im not letting you go, you're mine now." he whispered in your ear, pulling out of you, carrying your body to the bed, laying you down. "don't leave me." you grabbed his hand. "bun i have to get you cleaned up, get some rest, when you wake up, i'll take to get food." he kissed your forehead.

"but you have to wear my jacket, i don't want anyone else to see you in this outfit."

©️LUVYENI

#kpop x reader #kpop smut #stray kids smut #stray kids x reader #skz hard hours #stray kids hard hours #skz hard thoughts #stray kids scenarios #skz smut #skz imagines #stray kids hard thoughts #skz scenarios #seo changbin smut #changbin x reader #changbin imagines #changbin smut #changbin hard hours #changbin hard thoughts

[doitforbangchan]

Cloudy day - Felix

Hello loveys, this was requested by the wonderful @softkisshyunjin <3 thank you for being so sweet, i am so happy we are friends :')

Masterlist

Not proofread :)

Idol!Felix x Fan!reader (afab)

Warnings: Fluff, angst, cheating (not reader), cursing, panic attack, crying, Felix being perfect as usual WC: 2k

This was surreal. Here you were, about to meet Straykids, the people you have been idolizing for years, at their fan meeting. Even being in the same city as them was worth the 3 hour drive, let alone getting to meet them. You were buzzing with excitement. You had a feeling this was going to be the best day ever! It didn’t matter to you that you were at the very back of the line, you would wait all day if you had too!

And wait all day you did. Only a few hours but it felt like time was dragging on and on, ever the close to the front you got.The one downside was your boyfriend didn’t want to join you today. You had begged him to come with you, as your boyfriend he should want to share your joy with you, even though it didn’t interest him. Just like you had done for him time and time again; be it going to sports matches or going to clubs with his shitty friends, you always did what he wanted. So it hurt a little that he wouldn’t do the same for you - claiming he had an important meeting for work he couldn’t miss. 

Whatever. It didn’t matter he wasn’t here, you were happy anyways. Plus it was almost your turn! You were chatting with the girls (the only 3 people left in line)  behind you when you were ushered to the first member, album in hand ready for them to sign it. 

Walking up to the table you were greeted by I.N’s smiling face, beckoning you over. You held back a squeal when you reached him. He was so pleasant! A kind young man who chatted with you and signed your albums and photocards, adding a smiley face after his name. 

It went like that when you met all of the boys, a few of them letting you hold their hands (Swoon) and being so kind to you, even though you figured they were probably tired from meeting so many people. The only one left to meet was Felix. 

Just as you were a few feet away, waiting your turn your phone started to ring. You explicitly told everyone you knew not to bother you unless it was an emergency so you knew something bad must have happened. Looking at the screen it was a call from your boyfriend. You answered instantly. 

“Hey babe, what's going on?�� Worry laced your voice. 

“Hey…. listen Y/n… I know this is a terrible time to do this and I’m really sorry, but….” He paused, sounding frustrated. 

“What is it honey? Did something happen at work?” 

He sighed, “I’m breaking up with you.”

 You felt your world shatter at his words. “W-what? W-why?” 

“I’ve kinda been seeing Katy for a few weeks.” His fucking coworker? “And it's been going really well. She’s into the same things I am, and isn’t a grown adult fangirling over a bunch of boys who can barely dance. Look, just mail me the stuff I left at your place. I have a box of your stuff I'm dropping off in front of your door. Sorry y/n.” Then he hung up the phone. 

Suddenly you couldn’t breathe, your chest feeling tight and you were getting lightheaded. What the actual fuck. Cheating with his coworker he told you not to worry about. Fuck how stupid could you be? A whole year of your life down the drain. 

Hot tears were streaming down your face, blurring your vision. 

You didn’t even register that you were being ushered forward until you were face to face with the sunshine boy himself. He was beaming at you but that was fading into a look of worry as he took in your panicked features. 

“Hey, dearie, are you ok?” He asked but you couldn’t respond. The feeling of impending doom taking you over completely. 

“I-I” You were wheezing, trying to get words out but struggling beyond comprehension. “Im…no, I-” This was the worst place you could have gotten a panic attack. It had been so long since you had one you almost forgot how much it overcame you. Though it came to no surprise to you when the sobs started to wrack your body. 

Felix had a look of panic on his own face now, and he turned to make eye contact with his security who came forward to help you. Felix addressed the security “I don’t know what happened, but please show this young woman to the back room and make sure she is alright.” 

The security uttered a quick ‘right away sir’ and led you away gently. Fuck this was so embarrassing. Not only had Felix seen you act a mess, but you were getting worried looks from all the members. This was quickly turning into the worst day ever. 

You were led to a back room where a team of people were asking you what was wrong and if you needed assistance. It took you a while to get your breathing back in check and calm down enough to answer them. By the time the medic team was sure you were alright you were ready to leave and put this whole mess behind you, but they insisted you stay; apparently they had been asked to keep you around. 

It wasn’t too long after that you found out why. Mr. Sunshine himself made an appearance, coming through the door and looking around. When he spotted you sitting there waiting he looked relieved. 

“There you are!” He sped walked to you, crouching down in front of your still shaking form, and grabbing both your hands in his. “I had been so worried! We all were! Are you ok sweetheart?” 

You could barely stutter a reply, “I’m o-ok, F-felix. ‘M really sorry f-for causing a scene.” 

He shook his head, “No, no don’t worry about it! I know a panic attack when I see one and I know it can't be stopped sometimes.” His hands rubbed the skin on the back of yours in comforting circles. “The medic team said your name is Y/n, is that right?” 

You nodded to his question. “I’m Felix, but - you already know that cuz you said it already..” he laughed off his mistake, causing you to have a small smile at the sound. 

“Yes. It's nice-to meet you Felix.” you were starting to get a grip on the shaking.

“Where are you from, Y/n?” You answered his question and thus began him getting to know you and asking you questions about yourself, noticing the more he chatted with you the better you were getting, him seemingly taking your mind off of your panic attack. He wanted to know all about you, how old you were, what you did for a living, your hobbies, and your hopes and dreams.

 He was curious about why it happened in the first place, though. “Y/n if you think you’d be able to talk about it, do you mind if I ask what happened when you were in line? I had seen you looking so happy just a few minutes before.” 

You felt yourself deflate at his inquiry; your heart started to race again as you remembered why you had the attack in the first place. “ I was having a great time, you were all so nice. It’s just that, w-when I was in line about to meet you I got a call.. From my boyfriend…Well now ex boyfriend.” You felt the tears start to gather on your lash line. “He umm, he broke up with me…because he’s been cheating on me with his coworker..” 

Felix opened his mouth in shock. How could anyone want to cheat on someone as beautiful as you? You were so sweet! It made no sense to him. He spoke before he registered his own words, “He is a fucking idiot.” He felt his face redden at his statement. 

You froze for a moment, before you burst into giggles at Felixs’ words. He couldn’t help but start laughing with you, finding your own contagious. It only took a few seconds before you both were clutching your stomachs, uncontrollably laughing together. 

Something about Felix just made you feel better. Lighter. His overall presence just brought you extreme comfort. “Thank you for saying that. Honestly, to spring this on me when I was having such a good time is a dick move.” 

Felix nodded, “For real, what kind of person does that to someone? What kind of person cheats on such a pretty girl to begin with?” 

You blushed at his words, choosing to ignore them and focusing on the first half of his statement. “ He was not a very good boyfriend that's for sure, he never wanted to do anything I did and would put me down when I was enthusiastic about something. I had begged him to come with me today but he declined saying he had a ‘meeting’. Though now I know It was to meet up with his side chick.” 

“His mistress!” Felix exclaimed. “That is terrible. I would say I’m sorry for your loss, but honestly I’m not.” When you gave him a slight confused look he continued, blushing again. “I mean, if he hadn’t broken up with you when he did I never would have gotten to talk to such an amazing girl. His loss really.” 

“You really think that?” You were getting choked up, overwhelmed by his words. 

He nodded, “I do. Forgive me for being bold, but when I first saw you standing in line I could not keep my eyes off of you. Seeing you dancing and laughing with the other people in line made me excited to meet you.” He took your hand in yours. “I know we don’t know each other and you literally just got out of a relationship but if you are willing, I would love to get to know you more.” 

The tears were leaking from your eyes again, “oh Felix..” You couldn’t find the words to describe how flooded with emotion you felt. 

The blonde tightened his hold on your hands, “ please don't cry, we don’t have to continue anything if you don’t want to, we can leave here just friends or even less if that’s what you want.” 

“No!” you protested louder than you had intended. “I mean, I do want to get to know you more, Felix. I am just feeling very overwhelmed right now.”

He nodded in understanding, “I can only imagine. We can take it super slow, if you'll have me.” 

“I think I would like that very much.” You answered shyly. Felix broke out in a wide grin and launched himself at you, suffocating you in a hug. You reciprocated his hug just as tightly, laughing at his antics. 

Suddenly Felix pulled back, looking as if he had an epiphany. “I have a great idea!” You hummed for him to continue. “Why don’t you post a picture of us on your social media, maybe it will make your ex jealous!” 

“That… would actually be hilarious, Felix. Let's do it.” 

He helped you wipe the makeup from under your eyes and patted down your hair. Then together you posed, with Felix giving your cheek a light kiss as the camera snapped the picture. 

You both were giggling as you uploaded the picture to Instagram with the caption ‘so glad I have my sunshine to brighten my cloudy day <3’ 

Maybe today was your best day ever, after all. 

Comments and reblogs are very much appreciated!

©doitforbangchan

#stray kids #stray kids x reader #skz #lee felix #lee felix x reader #felix lee #fluff #🍯 writes

[awmancreeper]

ミ★Just Say You Love Me</3

Synopsis:

★ Kai’s friends roast him for not being in a relationship since he was 12. While Y/n tries to avoid getting into a relationship every week. One day Kai spots a familiar girl hiding in a tree finding out she was hiding from her 2nd confession that week. After hearing the university’s IT girl struggles Hyuka comes up with a plan.

But what happens when y/n isn't the girl everyone made her out to be?

PAIRING: Huening Kai X Fem.Reader

Fic Type: Social Media AU + Written Parts(kinda long)

Genre: University AU, Fluff, Some!Angst, “strangers” to lovers, FAKE!DATING, SLOW BURN!!, mutual!Pinning!, opposites attract? Unrequited Love?

⚠︎︎Warning: swearing,suggestive parts mention of sex but nothing explicit, Drinking alcohol(being drunk), mention of mental health/mental illnesses, mention of cheating, mention of food!. The following jokes will be used: kys, ur mom, deez nuts, abandonment , virgin

Featuring: the rest of TXT, yeji (itzy), Sunoo & Ni-Ki (Enhypen, the other member are briefly mentioned), Wonyoung (IVE), PopUs: Straykids, rest of IVE

Status: COMPLETE

Started: Feb 2023

Ended: May 2023

Profiles

Pretty Faces / Psych Ward Escapees

✪Chapters

1. Taking Ankles

☙1.5 like a Baka

2. Virgin 🫵🏻

3. Hunting Wabbits

4. Mint Choco Latte

5. Got The Whole GC Laughin’

6. ✨Pretend Boyfriend✨

7. Something New

8. Into the Trenches

9. Sorry Moms

10. Two of Us

11. Piss, Shit, Cum

12. McKidding Me

13. Hot Moms

14. Best Kicks

15. New Best friend

☙15.5 FELL for Him

16. Sugar Plum has entered the chat

17. For the Plot

18. Rich Rich

19. Get in Loser

20. T as in Troy

21. BIG Balls

22. His Sky

23. Charlie Charlie

❦ 23.5 Fight em’

24. New Friends

25. Delulu Era

26. Chronically Awkward

27. Somebody’s Someone

❦ 27.5 Hit List

28. Ridiculously BIG

29. Aw Shit Here We Go Again

❦ 29.5 PRETY

30. SnapBacks

31. Never Love You

32. M.I.A

33. Angel

34. I Quit

❦34.5 The Homies

35. End of the World

36. Gamer Sweat

37. Raid Shadow Legends

38: POV: you have no friends

39. peachy.rei

40. (An Empath)

41. Oopsie Poopsie

42. Snot Bubbles

❦42.5 But A Trim

43. I Know I Love You

EPILOGUE

#tomorrow x together #kpop #kpop smau #huening kai #hyuka x reader #university au #txt #fluff #fem reader #unrequited affection #fake dating #huening txt

[keen-li]

LIKE MOTH TO A FLAME | SKZ M.LIST

Warnings: angst, cheating au, lies, deceit, lies and more lies and more cheating. Oc is doing the cheating. Cheating within the circle.

Synopsis: listen to moth to a flame by the weeknd.

Fem reader x each straykids member.

A/n: sometimes you just need a little angst.

The fics that will be in this m.list do not reflect the real straykids.

💌Requests are open for this m.list. Here are the rules

#fanfic #bang chan #lee minho #lee know #christopher bang #changbin #seo changbin #han jisung #han skz #i.n stray kids #i.n skz #skz felix #lee felix #hyunjin stray kids #straykids hyunjin #hwang hyunjin #seungmin #stray kids felix #stray kids imagines #skz imagines #skz x reader #bangchan x reader #changbin x reader #minho x reader #hyunjin x reader #han x reader #felix x reader #i.n x reader #seungmin x reader #stray kids

[yourmomni]

A/n : alright here is Straykids as things my boyfriend has said/ done enjoy🥰🥰

_____________

Me: Don't forget we have a meeting today after school

Han: I know I don't need you reminding me about things

Me *😒*

After school

Me: Where's Han

Felix: i saw him walking to his car 20 minutes ago

Me: *pulls out phone to ft him*

Han: * answers with the straightest face laying in bed* Shut up

___________

Me: Babe my back hurts

Chan: * takes backpack off my own back putting it on his* I got it

10 minutes later

Me: I don't know why you thought that was a good idea

Chan: * Him laying on the ground with the biggest back cramp he's ever had* I WAS TRYING TO BE A GENTLEMAN

__________

Me: Hey wanna FaceTime

Hyunjin: Yeah I just finished showering

Me: * calls him waiting for him to answer*

Hyunjin: * answers with my bonnet he stole from my house on his head*

Complete silence

Me: *starts dying laughing*

Hyunjin: I'm finna hang up on you

_________

Me: Babe let me show you how to bachata

Seungmin: Ohhh sounds fun

Me: * me grabbing his hands and starts dancing*

Seungmin: * Him following me*

Me: oh you're pretty good at this * me looking up at him*

Seungmin: * face drenched in sweat to the point its dripping on his shirt*

Me: Did you run a mile before we started dancing

________

Me: bubba can you teach me how to cook

Felix: Yeah you can watch me make dinner

Me: alright let's do it

Felix: Okay this is how you cut the chicken

Me: * gagging at the raw chicken he's cutting*

Felix: get the fuck out

___________

Bin: What do you think * spins to show off his suit

Me: Very handsome

Bin: *smirks* thank you I've had this suit for awhile I'm surprise it still fits

Me: Don't squat then we don't want an accident happening

Bin: Nothing going to happen

*us walking to the car he opens the door for me then he runs to his side*

Bin: Hey did you see my new duck * Rip*

Me: 🫢

Him:😳

Me: well at least you have underwear on

Him: Not another word

__________

Jeongin: I'm going to beat you * shows how he only has 1 card left

Me: Yeah because you cheated that's why

Felix: omg shut up and go, don't worry y/n I'll make sure to reverse it

Me: * puts all my cards down and win*

Jeongin: * Gets mad and slams his hands on the table in anger*

3 months later

Chan: Hey I heard about you and jeongin I'm sorry that happened

Me * confused* what happened between me and jeongin

Chan: well I heard he beat you and cheated on you and you found out during math class

Me: 😕huh

Chan: well Bin told hyunjin who told minho who told me that he cheated on you and beat you in class

Me:* still confused asf*

Chan: He also said he flipped a chair

Me: OH MY GOSH UNO

________

Me: I'm so hungry I could eat a horse

Minho: girl you can barely finish a big Mac from McDonald's

Me: is that a challenge

Minho: now it is

Goes to McDonald's and gets a big Mac with fries and a sweet tea

Me: * devours it and finishes his fries*

Minho: You animal

#black reader #straykids jisung #stray kids #straykids imagines #bang chan #bangchan imagines #felix #black fem reader #lee felix #seungmin #kim seungmim #changbin #jeongin #skz stay

[juleka]

Deep End

paring: felix x gn!reader

genre: angst

words: 897

warnings: cheating (your end), toxic relationships(?), mentions of alcohol, hickey mentions, suggestive scene, ghosting, kinda manipulative

A little background, you and Felix had been dating way before his career took off. But, yours took off first. You became this famous model, which made you almost always travel. You’d travel with your modeling agent, which led to you gaining feelings for him. How were you supposed to tell Felix?

“Are you almost ready?” your agent asked you, quickly fixing his tie and collar. While you were messily cleaning up your makeup. “Almost! I thought I told you to go easy on me?! This can be a big hit or miss for the company, if I went to the shoot messily I’d doom us all!” you stated, your skin needed to be flawless, and so did your outfit, no wrinkles were visible. And the makeup on your face was natural enough to seem as if it was actually your blank face.

“Okay, well hurry up. If we’re late that effects whether we get the deal. I don’t want to lose the deal because of something as little as this.”, he said in an annoyed tone. You couldn’t believe it, he did this to you and you’re getting blamed? unbelievable!

*ping!*

Yongbok <3: Hey, where are you right now? I’m not in Korea currently maybe we can meet up?

Yongbok <3: I can see that you read my text, hello?

Yongbok <3: Whatever, I get that you’re busy sorry for bugging you.

read

You didn’t feel bad, you both were busy people. He was in a boy group now and you were a popular model. And maybe, just maybe you forgot to tell him you were in the US for a little, you’re bad. But you weren’t required to tell him everything, whatever!

You guys used to talk all the time. No matter how far you guys were, time difference, anything. It didn’t matter. You’d always pick up the phone, even when you were really tired. Now you guys don’t even hold up one conversation. You’ll just tell him later, after this shoot you’ll tell him where you are.

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You finally finished the shoot, you wanted to hang out with your boyfriend for a little. You loved this new man in your life, your modeling agent. But while walking around the street, you hear someone singing in a bar. This person’s voice so graceful, and filled with sorrow. “Let’s go in here! Please!!!” you begged your boyfriend.

“The way you used to touch my soul, had always kept me whole. You’d always read my texts, and ghost me like you wanted me gone!”

You only heard snippets, your boyfriend was yelling at you, “Jesus isn’t that the one guy from Straykids? Felix was it? Why do you want to see him?” he says in a disgusting tone, laced in venom. It had you frozen in place.

“Lix?” you entered hesitantly and sat on a stool. There he was, gracefully singing a song that seemed to familiar. Not that you’ve heard it, it reminded you of your relationship.

“If you hadn’t changed then I’d still be by your side. If I gave you one last chance can we go back again?”

You suddenly remembered why you loved him. What were you doing to him? Why were you hurting him? He didn’t deserve this. “Felix..”,you called out. Causing him to look in your direction, just to continue singing.

“Honestly, Without you in my life, deep inside I’ve never felt alive.”

He finished off the song, before someone up front started clapping. Who else was there. “Felix where are you going?” you hear another familiar voice, “Just over here”, Felix said.

“Hey y/n”,he says, ignoring the man behind you. “You didn’t tell me you were in the US this time.”, he said calmly, but something about the way he said it made you nervous. You took this opportunity to study his facial features.

His face was flushed red, maybe from the drinking? His freckles very obvious, you had always told him that you loved his freckles. They looked like stars on his face. His eyes were puffy, was he crying? His hair messy, what happened? Lastly, his eye bags, what was keeping him up?

“Felix? What’s happened to you?” you say in a worried tone, caressing his cheek, causing him to close his eyes. He leaned into your touch, his eyes watering. You leaned in to kiss him, and he complied. “What the fuck are you doing. I’m right here.”, you heard your embarrassing fling talk.

For Felix, Seungmin quickly says, “Hey who’s that?” in a more angry tone then you’d like. “He’s my modeling agent, I just got back from a shoot so he’s been with me.”, you state. You wouldn’t be lying, but you still felt guilty. “Then why is there a hickey on your collar bone?” you heard Jisung ask. God you were really trapped now.

“Okay fine. He really is my modeling agent, but also my boyfriend.”, you said, face palming. You looked up at Felix and he was crying. Oh no, what did you do? “I knew it..I just- Why couldn’t you tell me?” he said. Making you feel even more guilty

“I’m sorry Lix! Seriously sorry! I made a mistake! I’m sorry..”, you said, starting to cry. You were caught, but that wasn’t why you were crying. You hurt Felix, and you would never forgive yourself for that.

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FILE J.ONE - PT.1

(”I mean if you’re going to hack into my software might as well give me head first.”)

1 - 2 + UPDATE

WARNINGS- smut, mentions of pedophilia, porn, bad language, and over all not kid friendly writing!

Pairing- Han Jisung (Of StrayKids X OC/you)

Genre- Hacker AU, highschool AU, comedy, and romance.

WC- 2K

SUMMARY- 

Being a well experienced hacker and coder with too much time on your hands is an interesting hobby, especially interesting when you leave your computer in your school's robotics club and come back to a strange new malware taking over your system. Who in the robotics club is responsible? Who is trying to watch me? And why?

File title; Han Jisung. Age; 17, occupation; student enrolled at Seoul high school, alias; J.ONE.

Normal kid with a normal cyber background, seemingly there was nothing special about Jisung. Except for the alarming amount of porn he watches, although I didn't expect much coming from the vice president of Seoul high school’s robotics club. 

The entire robotics club was almost built like a mini nerd cult. They never spoke to anyone other than each other during break times, the only thing making them noticeable was the fact some of their members were drop dead gorgeous. The group consisted of 8 members, all of which I've done extensive cyber background checks on.

The president or leader of the robotics club was our school's valedictorian, Christopher “Chan” Bang. Most people called him Chan since he refused to ever hear his legal name, I wouldn't want to be called Christopher either. Online or during coding he used the name CB97. He started the robotics club back in his freshman year, now that he’s graduating he’s training Jisung to take his place for the younger members. I found that out after finding a file titled, “Jisung’s growing up:(“. Other than that I found basic coding cheats for password hacking and how to take down viruses, nothing any other coding lover wouldn't have. I only found him suspicious because in order to dig my way into his system I had to jump over two firewalls, for a second I was nervous the walls were used as distractions while viruses were being downloaded onto my software. Nope. That is what made Chan even then the more interesting, he’s not smart enough to program malware, but smart enough to hide something. 

Lee Minho took the cake for the most I had found out of any of the members, certainly not anything useful but enough to make my jaw drop just a little bit. Minho, also known as, Lee Know online, had a porn and gambling addiction at just 17. Thousands of dollars spent on cam girls in the past year not even noting how much was spent on online slot machines. Unlike Chan he had only one singular firewall setup and even so it wasn't the strongest, the basic kind of software you pay some DnD kid to install for you. I suppose a lot of people who find out about another person's addictions might actually want to use it for leverage, though blackmail isn't what I was looking for. I just wanted to know who the fuck installed this malware onto my computer. Lee Minho was off the hook, although I did make sure therapist���s will pop up in his recommendations throughout all of his social medias. I think he may need it. 

Seo Changbin, SPEARB, has one of the most boring files I have ever witnessed. Yes, he did partake in illegal activity but not to the degree Minho does. The only differentiating factor between the two was Changbin had a girlfriend, making his porn searches much lower than the rest. It wasn't hard to tell when I stumbled across the homemade porn videos uploaded to his iCloud of the two, she definitely was beautiful. Inside and out, if you know what I mean. His search history consists of lists of car parts and gym plans. Now, the only thing I can see Changbin doing behind the police’s back is back street car racing. Which for the record was something I truly did admire, so I spent a little bit extra time looking at pictures of his cars and all the mods he had changed on it. Based on this I think it was the only reason why he joined the robotics club to begin with, it gave him an opportunity to get ahold of the tools he needed without seeming strange. He wasn't the one I was looking for. 

Hwang Hyunjin was a different type of boy. He was so attractive it made me blush a little bit to go through his belongings, I got to see a different side to him and to say I wasn't a little giddy was a lie. I liked going through him the most because he was definitely more clever. His passwords were much larger and harder to decipher, meaning it took my software and little longer to get through. I knew Hyunjin was a ladies man, I mean we all did. You would have to be socially stupid to not see how women flock to him like sheep, and he was good at it too. He knew exactly how to get them wrapped around his finger. He had this sort of ego online, Jiniret. He would talk to women through online dating apps, pretending to be older or even sometimes someone he wasn't at all. Whatever type of men these women were looking for they could find in Hyunjin. He was so sly with his words these women would do anything for him, send him money, buy him clothing or food, these women were utterly in love with Jiniret. I think the worst thing I had found was recent searches of plastic surgery doctors for cheap prices in Seoul. Was he saving up the money he earned from these women to change his appearance? Fortunately, Jiniret was not the criminal I was looking for. 

Lee Felix for the most part was completely normal, for a long time Felix wasn't even on the list of suspects. The only reason I had even searched for him was because he was a part of Chan’s group, making him an associate. Though fortunately I found nothing, nothing besides a pile of gay porn and test anwers for every chemistry test he has taken so far. For now, I left Felix alone. Although for safe measures I kept in touch with his digital footprint. 

Min Seungmin or known as PuppyM, was also a suspect I was less worried about. Yet again another straight A student with a perfect school record. Seungmin had a very clear interest in coding, like he had joined the group for what Chan had intended it to be. That's what Seungmin wanted everyone to believe he was, PuppyM on the other hand was some sort of viglianti online. PuppyM finds pedoflies on all platforms and baits them as a 10 year old girl, once he becomes closer with these men he lures them into cyberattacks. He gains their IP address and all data proof of their crimes and anonymously sends them to law enforcement. PuppyM was well respected and admired in this community, which was such a difference from Seungmin. What was even more surprising was he had let the youngest member in on what he had been doing, something the others hadn't done. 

The youngest being Yang Jeongin, a freshman new to the club. He joined robotics a couple months ago, I found some searches in his Google history of coding basics, which then lead me to believe Jeongin was completely new to coding and just joined to make new friends. This led my attention away from Jeongin and towards the older members, that was until I found messages between Seungmin and himself. Only two months into their meeting, Seungmin had come clean about everything he had been doing in his free time, offering to recruit him and take him under his wing. Jeongin seemed nervous at first and thought that doing something as risky as this was simply too much for him. Everything in the span of a month had changed, he went from making small actions online to big movements. It started with only speaking to one man at a time to speaking to multiple and even running fake group chats for pedophiles. PuppyM and FoxI.Ny were the perfect duo to make the internet a cleaner place for children. 

Han Jisung. J.ONE. No one has ever sent me more in a loop than he has. Jisung was no criminal, or at least with anything I had found. Though, Jisung was more clever and protective than any of the boys had been. Jisungs passwords were extensive and detailed, a long series of numbers mixed in with symbols and letters. Behind the passwords were firewalls and traps to gain IP addresses of hackers. So not only was I not able to access as much as I had wanted, but when I got as far as his messages and search history there was nothing. Nothing. No strange texts, Google searches, no dating apps, only him and his dominatrix porn. I was angry with myself for not searching harder or not even knowing enough to get past his walls, but it was too much of a risk. I was ultimately stuck, with all of the boys I had come up with explanations for their behavior easily, though Jisung seemed too innocent. Why have an alias when you're committing no crimes? Why be so secretive when there's nothing to hide? But that was exactly it. There IS something to hide.  

The blue light on my computer was starting to strain my eyes after going over my notes of the boys over and over. I was trying my hardest to make the connections I hadn't seen the first time, but nothing. I felt a little helpless but I still had options left.

Last week I bought a computer from the pawnshop, one of those Microsoft surface computers. When I had initially bought the computer they let me know the motherboard was completely busted, the previous owner had brought it in because of the infamous “Blue Screen of Death”. I thought it would be a fun side project and something to keep my mind busy, all things I desperately needed. 

After further inspection I noticed there were partially connected cables, improperly seated components, and electrical spikes and power surges. All causes for a motherboard to crash easily. I thought this would be an easy fix, though the tool I needed most was the one I didn't have. 

After school yesterday I thought I’d take the computer to the robotics club, thinking out of everyone they would be able to help with what I needed. When I had initially walked in the room none of the members were present, so at first I felt a little awkward walking in and using their tools without permission. I stood around the door for a few seconds hoping someone would show up, but atlas no one did. In my panic I decided, “Who’s going to notice?”.

After placing my personal computer and backpack on the table I began searching for the labeled baskets with the metal rods. I found the right size and started my work fixing my new motherboard. As I’m thinking back and retracing my footsteps I’m quite angry for being so careless with something as precious as my computer. Because ultimately I misplaced my computer and left it on the desk I was occupying. I wasn't so nervous someone would try and steal it because I was lucky enough to have my name engraved on the bottom right hand corner. Nor was I nervous that someone would be able to get into my computer, because just as I am able to get into peoples files, I am able to protect my own.

As embarrassing as it is, I was completely confident nothing would happen until it did. The next morning when I went to claim my lost belongings I noticed a strange file that had not been there the day before. The file wasn’t edited to have a name, only titled the the files location. I knew I was fucked the moment I clicked it and the file was nothing besides a yoga program. I was fucked because I don't do yoga, I am the furthest away from active. Someone installed a Trojan virus. 

Trojan viruses are a type of malware that invade your computer disguised as real, operational programs. Once a trojan is inside your system, it can perform destructive actions before you even know it’s there. Once inside, some trojans sit idly on your computer and wait for further instructions from its host hacker, but others begin their malicious activity right from the start. So whoever the fuck did this, did it for a purpose. They need something from me and that’s exactly what I needed to figure out. 

The robotics club became the first line of suspects from the start. Not only are they the only ones that could have had the opportunity to do this, seeing as though they meet early before school, but also the skill. That’s what led me here. Analyzing each member as if I’m the FBI, because I’m about to rain cyber hell on whoever is responsible. 

DING.

HI, INDIGOBUNNY. HAVE YOU DECIDED WHICH ONE OF US DID IT?

BTW YOU LOOK INSATIONALLY PRETTY TONIGHT:)

Who the fuck?!

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I hope you guys liked the first chapter of this new mini series I’m starting!! I really love this one from the bottom of my heart. Stay healthy Buns, I love you! As always here is a little visual of Jisung during this fanfic!

#straykids #jisung #han jisung #bang chan #lee know #changbin #lee felix #hwang hyunjin #kim seungmim #i.n stray kids #jisung x reader #han #fanfic #straykids fanfic

[1n-l0v3-w1th-my-s3lf]

You’ve got love letters

Smut-❥ Fluff-✿ Angst-☹︎Requested-◉

Most of my stuff is going to be fem reader x male because some of these experiences are based of me and my boyfriend,if you do want me to do something other than that please request so I know what to write,I do encourage you to send requests,so please send requests

(Insert s/o name)

First Time ❥ ✿

Synopsis: You and your boyfriend were making out on the couch, you both begin touching each other and it soon becomes spicer.

And I love you-☹︎ ✿

Synopsis:your s/o was caught talking to another girl to which you don’t know,she had a fairly flirty persona,you went home crying to the assumption your s/o is cheating on you, when they come home they come home they comfort you-(THIS SYNOPSIS IS TRASH IDK WHY ITS SO BAD

Other masterlists:

Genshin Mastetlist-coming soon

Atsv-coming soon

Straykids-coming soon

Other masterlists coming soon

Requests:

Drinks-❥ (Kaeya x Fem!Reader x Diluc)

Synopsis: after getting Diluc to drink for once, you all get carried away and end up being drunk, soon flirty comments are exchanged and soon clothes are on the floor (NO RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN DILUC AND KAEYA,it’s controversial)

#s/o x reader #x y/n #bf x reader #lover x reader #fansty #smut #x reader #masterlist #miguel o'hara smut #diluc smut #dad miguel o’hara fluff #miguel o’hara fluff #chan smut #gaypride #miguel o'hara #miguel o'hara x reader x peter b parker #miguel o'hara x reader #seungmin #kaeya smut #kaeya x reader #kaeya x you #kaeya alberich #genshin kaeya #genshin impact kaeya #gender neutral reader #genshin x reader #genshin impact #stray kids fake texts #stray kids fanfiction #stray kids fanfic

[stayyyyyyyyyyyy21]

"In the Warmth of Trust: A Promise Recalled" part 2

BANG CHAN X READER x stray kids

(part 1)

TYPE: ANGST, CHEATING, fluff

( i feel the ending is very cringe but this only came in my mind)

(also bang chan is an angel, this is just fictional)

When Chan broke up with you and you stopped eating or going out, your dream of mastering your studies turned to shit and you scored the lowest grade in your class. All you did was text Bang Chan and cry for him until he blocked you. When the results of your first semester came, you were broken. You couldn't believe that you let Chan's situation waste six months of your life and take away half of your dream college experience. You went to your grade professor and explained the whole situation. Luckily, your college had two batches a year: the December winter batch and the summer batch in June. Your professor asked you to reappear in the December batch, which was ideal. That winter batch changed your life. It's been seven years since Chan's situation. You just turned 30 and were actually preparing for the reunion of your undergraduate batch in Korea with Changbin. You and Changbin both became college professors: he was in the music department and you were a law professor.

Fast forward to the reunion. You met all of your friends, but then you heard Changbin yell, "OMG!" and you turned to see Bang Chan and Felix. You felt no emotions; you were just happy to see they were okay and doing well in life. Changbin dragged you to see your old group, and you instantly got deja vu when everyone in the group blocked you, including Changbin. When you saw Bang Chan and Felix, Felix looked at you in an apologetic way. He pushed Bang Chan and hugged you, saying, "I am sorry for everything. I didn't know you didn't dump Chan; it was Chan who dumped you." You just smiled at Lix and said, "What happened was in the past, let it go."

Before you could reply to Chan, Changbin, Hyunjin, and all of them started beating up Bang Chan and Felix. Both Chan and Felix left Korea and went back to Australia five months after you left Japan. They started their own company in Australia, and since they got busy, they lost touch with the whole group. All of you sat, and Felix asked you, "Y/N, you are the only one whose life is a mystery." All of them looked at you, and you said, "Really?"

Felix asked, "What happened after all that drama? I don't even know how you and the guys became friends again. I mean, when Changbin hyung called me to come for this meet up, he also mentioned how Bang Chan was the one who left you. NGL, I stopped talking to him for two months, but at the end, I had to talk since he was my partner." You smiled, "It's okay, Felix." Chan and Felix looked at you and asked, "So what were you up to in these years? You don't even have social media; you look different."

Y/N said, "Are you saying I got fat, Christopher Bang?" Changbin quickly said, "Hey, it's happy post-baby weight gain," and Bang Chan and Felix were shocked. Chan's disappointment was showing on his face with regrets. Felix got more excited and asked you about your life. You replied, "Well, when my college ended, I had to come back to Korea. After coming back, I was a guest lecturer and preparing for the assistant professor exams. While preparing, I suddenly bumped into Changbin, and he gave me the dirtiest look ever. I ignored him, and he made a comment, 'Look, cheater is back.' I was angry; I turned and hit him with my book and yelled at him, 'Me, cheater? Really, Changbin? Your friend was the one who broke up with me and at the same week got together with Sana, and I am a cheater?' That's when Changbin, Hyunjin, and I.N. all came to me and apologized. I never wanted to be friends with them again because they believed Chan, but everyone deserves a second chance, right?"

Felix said, "Hey, hey, you didn't tell us about your baby and your partner?" Y/N laughed, "Well, I met my 'husband' (the word 'husband' made Bang Chan's eyes more regretful) in Japan itself. I was roaming in the market street and spotted a familiar face. We both looked at each other, and you know, it was only six months after the breakup from Chan, and I got news that I had to repeat a semester. I was emotional, so I just looked at him and started crying." Felix interrupted, "Wait, wait, wait, so you knew him?" Y/N replied, "Yep, he was from our batch. He just stood there and comforted me."

Y/N: Well, after the meeting, I asked him not to talk to the gang about this since I wanted to talk to everyone directly. And since I was starting a new college, I didn't want people from the past to be back again. My husband and I talked to each other via FaceTime every day. He came to Japan for my graduation and asked me on a date.

Felix: Aww.

Y/N: But I said no. Haha, I actually didn't want to be in a relationship. I had zero trust. So, he waited for my answer for one year, and one day when I saw him taking care of me, I confessed to him. Since then, we are stronger than ever. We got married two years ago, and we just had a baby girl. My husband was the reason I improved my grades in college, and I believed in love again. He was my strength and pillar during my worst times. I thought I would never believe in happiness again.

Bang Chan was shattered. He couldn't even look at you in the eye because he realized you lost your friends and had to repeat a semester because of him, just because he wanted to fool around with Sana for a few weeks.

Felix asked Y/N, "Hey, show us a picture of your baby." Y/N showed him the picture, and he said, "OMG, she is so cute! She looks like a bunny." Lee Know yelled from the back, "Of course, she is cute; she is my daughter." Everyone looked back at Lee Know, who was holding your daughter, who was wearing a bear suit. Felix ran to Lee Know, and Lee Know thought felix was giving him a hug , but Felix just snatched your daughter from him and started taking selfies with her. While everyone was laughing, Chan went to Lee Know and said, "Thanks for taking care of Y/N." Lee Know said with a cold look, "You don't have to thank me." He made his way to the gang who were literally fighting each other to hold your and Lee Know's daughter. Bang Chan just stood there, watching you, Lee Know, and your daughter being the perfect family with your friends, and he found himself alone.

#bangchan x reader #bang chan x reader #chan x reader #skz x reader #stray kids x reader #skz #stray kids #bangchan #bang chan #chan #channie #straykids angst #angst #STRAYKIDS CHEATING #BANG CHAN CHEATING #STRAY KIDS #REALTIONSHIP #lee know x reader #lee minho #lee know smut #lee know x y/n #stray kids imagines #hyunjin x reader #lee know x you #lee minho x reader smut

[yagamisdiary]

the only problem I have is I can't fully get into bts or any other kpop band bc I'm so devoted and loyal to straykids, like everytime I catch myself watching someone else it feels like cheating

GIRLLLL LOL

[keen-li]

Requests for moth to a flame m.list. ARE OPEN💌

Moth to a flame m.list

Rules

Be clear and detailed

ONLY STRAYKIDS

state that you're requesting for the moth to a flame m.list.

Pairings : skz member x f. Reader x skz member

No fluff unless it with with cheating party.

This M.list contains cheating, so the requests gotta have a cheating plot.

Angst, smut allowed

#fanfic #skz #skz imagines #stray kids #stray kids imagines #bang chan #changbin #hyunjin #minho #han jisung #seungmin #i.n #felix

[lovemxnot]

Said it once or twice and I’ll say it a thousand more times.

I’m so whipped for this boy 🥺

#he has me on a leash #minho babe im sorry #you dont deserve this treatment #i dont want to be the one to break it to you #but i’m allergic to cats #we cant be together 😔 #now im just making up excuses on why i can cheat on minho #stray kids #straykids #skz #lee felix #felix #straykids felix #lee yongbok

[thenamesseven]

Genre: Smut, smut, smuuuuut. Cheating involved. Smut, smut, smuuuut.

Warnings: Bangchan is cheating on his girlfriend with you and you’re cheating on your fiance with him so if that is a trigger of yours, you might not want to read this. A lot of descriptive smut will happen in this serie soooo yeah 🤣

Pairing: Bangchan x Reader

Date release: October 3rd

Plot: Going on  bussiness trip with your soon to be husband was one of the most boring things in the world, instead of visiting places and having romantic dinners all you could do was stay at the hotel and watch him type in his laptop for endless hours. It was kind of unexpected to meet a couple around your age and from the same town, you never happened to make friends in these kind of trips but this time it looked like some things would change since you finally would have some people to spend some time with. What was even more unexpected was to meet eyes with the cute/hot, taken guy whose girlfriend barely seems to pay attention to and what you definitely didn’t expect was for him to approach you with that deathly smile of his that hid all the sins he wanted to commit.

A/N: Okay so, it’s been some time since we don’t see smut in this blog and this time instead of doing something for Halloween in October I thought about doing a little kinktober for ourselves here and what better than to bring Straykids back! I just can’t get a certain someone out of my mind after that comeback....Just to make myself clear, cheating is NOT okay! But I know some of you have a weak spot for this when it comes to imaginary situations so...Enjoy it if you’re into this or dont’ read it if you want! 

Chapters:

-Part I: The meeting.

-Part II: The seduction.

-Part III: The so not mistake.

-Part IV: Be quiet.

-Part V: Under the table

-Part VI: The dinner date

More to come.....

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Not another song about love

In which Soloist reader looses fans when she and StrayKids Han broke up about a year ago disregarding her talent in songwriting and singing, while NCT needs a something in order to get fan’s attention when their sales dropped. And with that thought in mind both companies decided to set up a scandal between the two: “Breaking News: NCT Johnny Suh and Soloist L/n Y/n have been spotted on a date”

Genre: NCT Johnny Suh x Soloist!Fem!reader, angst, fluff, slow burn

Warning: Cursing, Cheating, Suggestive

Disclaimer: None of the character traits in this fanfiction is meant to mirror the actual people, I do not own them nor the songs that are used here, only the plot.

Word Count: 9.7k

Notes: Chapter 9 of 9 Chapters of “Not another song about love”

Chapter 8 / Chapter 9 

"Noona, your turn!" Haechan yells, making you who just walked in the kitchen from taking a nap in Johnny's room and is currently sipping some water, cough and point at yourself "Yes, you! You're the only woman here"

You snort and cross your arms, declining "I'll pass"

"No you can't pass" Haechan hisses "I wanna win" He stands up and shows you the cat ears "look, when Johnny Hyung sees you he'll loose"

You scoffed, "You're kidding"

"Don't you want to know how to make Johnny Hyung get all flustered?"

You blinked "Fuck it" You breathed and walked to him "Help me put it on"

"Hell yeah!" He claims and helps you put on the ears

"Noona, you look so cute" Mark says making you jump in surprise, narrowing your eyes in an attempt scare him, the ears on your head shifting from side to side at his comment "You can try and intimidate me as much as you want Noona, I can see how much you liked the compliment"

Haechan snorts and elbows Mark "Johnny Hyung's ears will start moving the moment he sees Noona"

Mark shrugs "I say when she smiles"

"Are you seriously underestimating how whipped Johnny Hyung is?" Haechan says teasingly "Wanna make it a bet?"

"Bet?" He asks and looks at you who wrinkled your nose in disapproval "Bet" He nods "What's at stake?"

"Coffee"

"I don't like coffee"

"Dinner then"

Mark thinks for a second before nodding and slapping Haechan by the chest "Bet" He smiles at you "Lets go, Noona! I have a bet to win!"

"Y/n?" Johnny asks in shock when Mark and Haechan dragged you to the dorm's living room "I thought you were asleep?"

"Not anymore" you said and finally turned to look at him, the ears in full display as you fixed you hair

He freezes, eyes on you then at the ears, "Oh my God?" He murmurs and covers his face, the ears springing to life at the sight of you

Mark frowns and Haechan pumps his fist in the air "Ha!" Haechan says triumphantly "I told you he'd get all flustered at the sight! You'll be broke by the end of tonight"

Mark sighs and looks up at the ceiling "My poor wallet"

"What—What is going on?" Johnny asks and looks at you

"They made a bet on when you'll be flustered" You smiled sheepishly, making his cat ears move around again "Upon seeing me with the ears or when I smile— sorry, why are you flustered?"

He opens his mouth to say something but he closes them again, shaking his head "My heart can't take this" He whines and places a hand on his chest, right above his heart

"The game hasn't even started yet and Johnny Hyung is folding" Jungwoo teases and Doyoung's loud laugh follows

"Shut up!" Johnny says covering his face "You're not seriously considering to play—are you?"

"Well," You began and sat down "It seems fun" You pressed your palms together "Can I?" You said asking his permission

He smiles and shrugs "I can't tell you what to do, if you want to go ahead" He said

You blinked and stared at him "Are you serious?" He nods you blinked again

"Oh my God!" Mark yells "Noona your ears!"

You looked up to check if they are moving and you gasped "Wha— why? Hey!" You said and covered your face "this is so embarrassing" Johnny was staring at you and your moving ears amused

Taeyong clapped his hands to get yours and Johnny's attention "Ready to start the game?"

You shake you head "No"

"Nope" Johnny answers

"Perfect!" Taeyong starts "And, Start!"

You and Johnny stared at each other "Who goes first?" You asked

"Try and not get flustered Noona!" Haechan cheers "I have coffee from Taeil hyung riding on this!"

"Rock paper scissors?" Johnny offers and you nod, "Rock paper scissors, shoot!" You both yelled the same time and showing your chosen weapon

Johnny took paper

You took Scissors

You won, You laughed "What am I supposed to do?"

"Aegyo! Aegyo!" Jungwoo yells

You nod and looked at Johnny who was shaking his head, a silent way of begging you not to, but you hid behind the palms of your hand that was covering your face, only to make it bloom by spreading your hand, chin resting on your hand making a flower pose "Oppa!" You said with a smile

And you watched as Johnny looked away while the ears move around when he tried to take deep breaths to calm himself, to no avail

"Go Y/n!" Jungwoo cheers

"My-my turn" Johnny stuttered after the ears stopped moving and you nod mentally preparing yourself, he takes a deep breath and smiles "I like you"

You blinked, processing what he just said and when it did you gasped, covering your face in shock

"Noona your ears! No!" Haechan whines

Taeil pumped his fists in the air "Coffee~"

You could feel your hair slightly move from the way the ears are moving

"Noona don't back down!" Mark cheers once more

You looked at Johnny's teasing face "I like you too" You said quickly covering you face from how red it probably is, Johnny's smile fades in both shock and disbelief

He stands, the ears moving "Hey that's no fair, foul, yellow card" He looks at you and blushes "Don't look at me!" He covers his face and you laugh

"That's great Y/n!" Says the producer clapping his hand "You've improved a lot as compared to three years ago"

You laugh and bowed "I try my best"

"I really like the song, you wrote it right?" He asks and you nod "I was sent the demo and I thought it was a banger but its even better now"

You smiled and bowed "Thank you"

"Let's take a thirty minute break, so you can rest your voice while we prepare something before recording again? how does that sound?" He asks looking at your manager who was typing on his phone

"Afterwards you have a dance practice with your choreographer for your title track at one pm. Which should give you fifteen minutes to eat lunch, you ok with that?"

You nod "Its fine"

"Thirty minute break it is!" The producer starts and stands up to walk away

Your manager waves you over and you followed, getting cut off when he clicks his tongue before you could speak "Before you ask me about when to see Johnny and before I gouge my own eyes out cause you two won't stop being all lovey dovey, I'll answer you, you'll see him tomorrow when you record the 'Not another song about love'"

You perked up "Really?"

He snorts and nods "Don't sound to excited" He murmurs "Tomorrow is strictly work"

"Your role in NCT's comeback is almost over, you're gonna need to focus on your own comeback" He informs

"Back to normal?" You asked and took the juice he got you

"Depends on your definition on normal" He began "Your whole week is packed leading up to your comeback and you know when NCT promotes the songs on music shows, your voice is pre recorded but you join them on stage around the end of the year"

"Actually Oppa," You started and took a sip making him hum, looking down on his phone "Can you do me a favor?"

"Depends?"

"Will Johnny Oppa and I perform the song we wrote together?" You asked

"I don't think so" he says tapping on his phone "Do you want to?"

"Yeah" You answered "Since me and Oppa worked hard on it , I want to perform it live"

He hums "I'll do what I can" he answers and adds another thing on his to do list "Was that the favor you were going to ask me?"

"Well" You began "No"

"Alright, if its doable" He says and motions you to continue

"I don't want Johnny to know the ending of the song"

He blinks "Sorry, I think I misheard you, what?"

"I don't want Johnny to know the ending of the song" You said again

"Ok." He starts "How?"

"I won't send him the whole song, and when we record it tomorrow, I don't want him to hear the ending"

"Its his song too," He began "are you planning to let him hear it at all?"

"Of course"

"ok," He starts again "When?"

"When we perform it live"

"You have this all planned out, don't you?" He asks and You nodded "Can I ask why?"

You nod again, shifting around to unlock your phone to show him why "That's why"

He takes the phone, reading what you had on their before making a face "I see," He began and shivered "Its cute, I wanna gouge my eyes out"

"Is it that bad?" You asked taking your phone from him

"As your manager I will say it cute, and its very you" He answers "But as your brother, I wanna jump of a building"

"So is that a yes?"

"Oh yeah, absolutely, I'll make sure he won't know the ending until you guys perform it live" He smiles

You grinned and hugged him "Thank you!" You said and flopped on the sofa "Now, I have twenty minutes left before work resumes, excuse me while I take a twenty minute power nap" You said lying down and he get up so you can stretch your legs, taking off his blazer and placing it on your legs

"I'll wake you up five minutes before so you get a chance to atleast look presentable"

You made an unintelligible groan as you slowly drifted off to sleep, you manager flopping down on the seat across from you

You were going to have a nice nap before resuming work until your manager spoke up, but you were determined to sleep and therefore thought it would've been easier if you blocked him out and went on with your nap. That was the plan. Until you heard him say something that made you site up "What did you say?"

"Han Jisung is waiting outside for you" He says and you looked at him eyes wide and confused "I can tell him to fuck off, but you know not as tamed as that"

"What is he doing here?" You asked and he shrugs, making stand up

"You're not seriously considering talking to him, are you?"

"No" You answered

"I didn't think you'd come out and see me" Han Jisung admits

"Me neither" You replied

"I got you your favorite, help yourself" He looks down, motioning the coffee infront of you "Y/n Noona?"

You licked your lips and sighed sharply, taking it and sipping the coffee, making him smile softly "What are you doing here? Do you want something?"

"Are you worried cause of sasaengs?" He asked and looked around "I chose this place cause we use to meet up hear remember?" you looked away from him and he continues "so don't worry, no one followed me, and I made sure to not be seen, I don't want you to have a panic attack, so don't worry about that" he turns to look at you and smiled "I remember how you looked when it happened, the first time sasaengs followed you back to your home, it won't happen again"

"Jisung" You began and he stops talking "What are you doing here?"

"I honestly wanted to talk to you, Noona" He answers after a second of you waiting for you to speak

"About what?"

"Baekhyeon Hyung, told me you cried when the song Ex was released..." He trails off "is it true?"

"Why do you want to know?"

"Because it means you still care for me"

"You're wasting my time" You whispered and stood up "God, I shouldn't have come" You turned around to leave him

"Stay" He calls and you stopped "please"

You turned and looked at him gripping the fabric of your top "What do you want from me?"

"I want you back" he answers

You held your breath "If this is some sick joke— I swear—"

"Its not," He assures finally looking up to look at you "Its really not, I—I know that its been a year and what I did is unexcusable but I learned—I hate myself for putting you through that and I want you back, I'll take care of you, Love you and protect you, I'll never do it again. But please give me a chance.."

You stared at him in disbelief, "You're kidding?" You asked "Are you seriously asking me that right now?"

"I'll take care of you, it won't happen again" He quickly answers "It will never happen again, this past year was the most horrible I have ever felt and it was even more darker cause I didn't have you"

"Am I some kind of emotional blanket for you?" You asked walking up to him, towering over him "Is that how you think of me?"

He quickly shakes his head "I'm sorry, that's not— It came out wrong" He takes a deep breath, holding our hand to keep you from walking away from him, "Please, let me explain"

You pulled your hand away, and he stares at you waiting for you to let hem, "Three... Two..." His eyes widened when he realized that you were counting down

"I—I wait, Y/n—I love you" He starts and you freeze on the spot looking down on him "I love you so much, I hated myself so much for letting go of someone who loved me, Lee Know Hyung, Channie Hyung, Yongbokie and I.N. have been the voice in the back of my head, they would say the things I would be so afraid to say out loud, cause I thought I no longer have the right to tell you these things.

"But I love you, I love you so so so much, It hurt me seeing you walk away that day, and then having to see you try to not cry when we meet eye to eye, I miss you, I still look for you in the morning, hoping you're there, or if you sent me a message, I miss how you send me random things throughout the day just to make me smile and laugh, or how you and Innie talk to eachother more often than we do and you would ask to be placed on speaker so you can greet all of us before ending the call, I miss how you scrunch your nose when you hear the demo of a song and you are not satisfied with it, or how you curl up in your sleep and I hug you, I miss your scent, your voice, your laugh, I miss you.

"I regret everything and I hate myself for hurting you the way I did. So please, please, please, please take me back... Give me another chance, please" He begs

You stared at him, your head hurts, your heart hurts, why did you have to meet him? you should've just stayed in the studio and sleep. Why did you stay when he asked for you? Why did you listen to his words? You wanted to throw up "You're too late" you answered after releasing a deep breath, he stares at you, eyes glossing over at your words

Only to get cut off by the sound of your phone ringing, and you answer it, "Y/n where the fuck are you?" Was what greeted you when you answered your managers call "Did you meet up with Han Jisung? Y/n? What will happen if Johnny hears of this?"

"Please, don't tell" You whispered, eyes locked with Han Jisung's "Oppa, please?"

"Get back here" he says "You have work. Now" He says stricter "Or I will tell him" The call ends and you finally broke contact with Jisung

"I have to go to work" You said and your turn to leave

"I understand, you don't have to answer me now, but maybe" He starts "I will perform a song I wrote for you by the end of the year, listen to the song first"

You looked at him before sighing and turning to leave "I got to go" You said

"Stay safe" he says as you disappear from his view

"Y/n-ssi!" The producer calls and you flinched

"Yes?" You said in shock "Sorry?"

"You're spacing out, what's wrong?" She asks and you shake you head with a laugh

"Nothing, I was just thinking" You shake your head and looked down at the lyrics of the song, with Johnny looking at you worriedly

"Let's call that a day, and return tomorrow ok?" The producer starts after an hour in the booth and you looked at her nodding "Tomorrow I need you to be better, got it Y/n?"

You nod and bowed "Yes ma'am" She smiles and bows back

"Y/n" Johnny calls after a second and you looked at him "You ok?"

You nod and gathered your things "Yeah, just spacing out is all"

"Wanna tell me why?" He asks

"No" You answered and was about to turn and leave when he grabbed your arm, backing you up to a wall and casing you in between his arms, leaning close and you immediately place your hand on his chest "I—Johnny Oppa what— Sir you are too close—" you tried to say

"Are you gonna tell me now?" He asks teasingly

You tried to say something, you did, but at this time (With you being against the wall, with him close enough to kiss you, your hands on his chest) your brain has refused to cooperate "I can't think"

He blinks and laughs "Are you that flustered?"

You opened your mouth but nothing came out

He starts to say something only for him to stop when your manager's voice was heard through the intercom "You two better not be making out in there"

You jumped, pushing Johnny away from you "Sorry" You said. despite the sound proof room you are in you can see your manager laughing from the other side of the glass "Rude" You huffed and resumed in gathering your stuff

"You both have five minutes to wrap it up" He reminds and you both watch as he leaves the room, leaving you and Johnny alone

"Y/n" Johnny calls and you turned to look at him "Tell me please? just a little, you said you wouldn't hide things from me" he pouts

"Its really nothing" You assured and walked up to him

"You were spacing out" He began "I doubt it was nothing" He moves to wrap his arms around you waist to hug you, his face hidden by your neck

You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling yourself up a bit by tiptoeing so his neck won't hurt, you were quiet a bit, thinking "I met up with someone," You answered and he hums, listening to you "Meeting them just messed with my head is all, no biggie" You pulled away from him

"Who was it?" He asks and follows you out and you just shrugged, leaving the room "Y/n?"

You didn't reply, approaching your manager who was speaking to someone "Oppa" You called and he looks at you, "I'll wait by the van so we can go to the next sched, yeah?"

"Um, yeah?" He says surprised by the initiative, and watched you walk off

"Hyung" Johnny calls and he looks at Johnny with a raised eyebrow "Can I ask you something?"

"Sure what's up?"

"Who did Y/n meet up with exactly?" Johnny starts worriedly "She's shaken up"

Baekhyeon stares at for a second, a memory resurfacing about the conversation you two previously had:

"You are not making any sense!" Baekhyeon raises his voice at you and you take a sip of the beer in your hand, Baekhyeon sighs angrily, grabbing it and throwing it to the sink "Y/n fucking own up to your problems! Are you playing with Johnny?"

"I was drinking that" You whined

"I need you sober. or I'm calling Johnny" He threatens

"I'll stay sober" You murmured and looked up at him

"Do you care about Johnny?"

"of course I do. I love him" You answered "I think, love is a too big of a word, though.. Maybe like him a lot"

"Then why when Jisung was added into the equation, you need a drink?" He asks "You're not seriously getting back together are you?" You looked at him "If you say your 'just confused' I will hit you"

"I'm not confused" You answered

"Then why are you drinking?" He asks angry "It means your contemplating and you feel guilty about your feelings!"

"It's messed up"

"Well at least you agree, Its even more messed up when you didn't even defend your feelings for Johnny" He shot back and crossed his arms "Do you want him back?"

"No" You answered

"then why didn't you tell him to piss off when he asked you back?"

"Cause," You began and stroked your hair "I wanted to hear the song"

"You've got to be shitting me" He murmurs "You do realize even if you have told him no he would still sing the song for you"

You scoffed "Really?" You asked after a second "Han Jisung would still perform the song even after a sure answer that I won't return to him? The same Han Jisung who threw the dinner he cooked for me when he found out I'm staying at Eunnie's place, instead of just giving it to me? Or what about that time, when I cancelled listening to the demo he wanted me to hear with him so I can get ready for a performance but instead he scrapped it and deleted it and wrote a new song?" Baekhyeon looks away for a second, unsure too "See? That's why I didn't tell him anything. I have no plans of dating him again" You clarified "If you make me choose between him and Johnny Oppa, My answer is Johnny, I choose Johnny

"I've met him and now I'm sure, I'm more afraid and on guard around him then I do care about him. When I saw him, I started thinking of why he did it, of why he chose to hurt me, just seeing him made me doubt myself all over again but Johnny never made me question myself like that"

He stares at you as if thinking "then why, don't you want Johnny to know?"

"He doesn't need  to know it, its just me, being curious" You answered "so again, please don't tell Johnny anything"

He licks his lips "fine. I won't tell him but your not planning to seriously planning never telling him" he huffs "Right?"

"If I can avoid it, I'd like too" You admit

"You both will fight" He warns "Its better he hears it from you rather than some news outlet"

"I'll figure it out"

He sighs "You and your brother, fucking hopeless. Why am I friends with either of you?" you smile at his words "Fine! do whatever you want. I need a drink, you have anymore beer?"

"it's in the fridge" You instructed "get me one too, you threw mine in the sink"

"Hyung?" Johnny calls out again and Baekhyeon blinks

"Sorry," He smiles and places a hand on Johnny's shoulder "I was thinking, whoever she met up with, I have no idea, must've been out of office hours" he answers and Johnny drops "but I wouldn't worry much if I were you." he motions to the door "I got to go" He smiles and turns around to leave

"You say that," Johnny whispers "but I still worry"

"Y/n?" Johnny's voice greeted you after you answered the phone call

"Oppa?" You said voice horse from sleeping "Why are you calling me at," You pulled your phone away to look at the time "one am?" You sat up "Are you ok?"

You can hear him laugh at your reaction "I'm fine, but I'm outside"

"I'm sorry, your where now?" You asked

"Outside," He said again "I'm really stressed and I want to be with you, I know I should've called you before hand—"

"nine-five-zero-two-zero-nine" You cut him off

"What?" He asked confused

"the passcode to the apartment," You answered "I'm on my bed come here"

There was a moment of silence, you can tell how happy he was "What, uh, what was the code again?"

You hummed "nine-five-zero-two-zero-nine"

"Oh, ok, wait" He answers and he start murmuring the code under his breath as he types it in, you can hear the unlock sound of the door through the phone and he stops "Wait, isn't that?"

"Yeah" You murmured settling back on the bed "I made it your birthday"

"I'm going to your room" He announces, you can hear his footsteps from outside

"Hurry," You whined "I took off my blanket so you can snuggle, and now I'm cold"

You hear the door open and then the familiar buzz of the call finishing I smile "Oppa~" You called

He smiles and moves to join you on the bed, his arms around your waist, pulling the blanket up you both, He kisses the shell of your ear and you smile, turning your head to look at him "feel better?"

He nods, humming "you're helping"

You chuckle, and tapped his arm so he can loosen them and he did, you shifted so your facing him "Hi" You greet and he smiles pecking your nose "Tell me about your day?" You asked reach out to run your finger through his hair

"Its a lot" He starts

"I'm listening" You assured

"Can I hold your hand?" He asks and you nod, offering it too him, he locks it "Before that, I know that we're not dating" He starts and you blinked up at him "And I know that you said you don't want kisses atleast until we're official, right?"

You nod "yeah, but still, you would steal kisses on my cheek and nose whenever you get a chance"

He smiles and pecks your nose "But I don't kiss your lips" He teases "I don't want to kiss you yet either. But I'm happy that I get to cuddle and hold your hand like this" He sighs happily "My safe place" He says and rubs his thumb on your hand, a twinge of guilt buried itself in your heart

Yet you smile "tell me what stressed you out?" You asked "And since, Insung Oppa likes you we can ask him to do something about it" You teased as he stares at you in shock "Perks for dating someone like me"

"We're not though," He teased back "unless this is how we become official"

"Nope" You shook your head "Not yet, There's still something I need to figure out"

He nods "Oh?" He asks wiggling his eyebrows

"No" You said and laughed "You first, tell me about your day"

"Are you gonna eat that?" He asked pointing at the peppers you've set aside from the pizza you both ended up ordering at four am, he couldn't sleep, and ended up going and staying over, which ended up with you two cuddling and talking for two hours, about his stress and you comforting him before your stomach made a noise of protest

"You can have it" You said softly and he happily places it on his slice

"I'll eat all the peppers for you" He says and you laugh, shifting to peck his cheeks "What was that for?"

"For eating the peppers for me" You answered and he takes another bite before exposing his cheeks again "Sorry it was a one time thing" You joked and he whines before laughing. You watch as he bites more of the pizza that has an overwhelming amount of peppers "How are you feeling?" You asked him and he look at you mid chew "stressed?"

"Not as much," He admits, "You helped, my safe place" he said again and you frowned when you felt the guilt again, He looks through his phone when he received a notification only to see the frown "Ok, what's wrong?"

You swallowed and placed the pizza down, "Actually, I need to tell you something"

He had his eyes glued on his screen before looking at you "About what?" He asks

"The other day," You began "When I was spacing out, I said I met up with someone right?"

He nods "Are you going to tell me who?" He asked, a bit cold, like he was trying to control he tone

You nod, "the one I met up with, his name is—"

"Han Jisung" he cuts you off and you looked at him in surprise

"What?"

"You met up with him in a café?" He states and you looked at him in shock

"H-how'd you?"

He unlocks his phone and shows you the article

Your eyes widened at the picture, and  you moved to look at Johnny who was staring back at you "We were followed?" You asked, chest heaving at the thought of being followed again befre you spoke up "We didn't go on a date" You quickly defended and he tilts head with a hum "He wanted to talk to me and I met up with him, Nothing happened.." He nods "Why are you so calm about this? I thought you'd be mad?"

"I am mad" he answers and drops his phone on the table with a loud sound that made you flinch "I'm mad that you met up with him without informing me, cause I remember I asked you to call me whenever you leave for something, I'm mad cause you met up with him, and you didn't even tell me, I'm mad cause I'm guessing even Baekhyeon Hyung didn't tell me cause you asked him to, I'm mad that you didn't tell me this when I asked you a the other day. I'm mad cause I saw the article first before you said it"

"I'm sorry"

"I'm thankful, that you told me, the article just beat you to it. But it still doesn't make sense, why? Why did he ask you to meet up?" You looked down and away from him making him narrow down at the table where his phone lay, the screen cracked but still pretty usable, a clear view of the article still there "Y/n"

"He wanted me back" You answered, closing your eyes when he looks at you

"He what?" He asks offended "he asked that? When you're dating me? When there's articles of us, having dates, fans taking pictures of us as couples, when there was this leaked photo of kissing your cheek?" He raises his voice "When there's countless articles and photos of you entering NCT dorms or me going to yours? When my IG account is usually filled with photos of our dates? He said that?"

"Well—"

"What did you say?" He cuts you of

"I didn't finish my sentence—"

"No to him," He looks at you "What did you tell him?"

"I— well, actually— um" You began half you wanted to tell him the truth that you didn't say anything, all for a selfish reason. The other part of you wanted to lie and just get the conversation over with

He watches you as you tried to form a sentence, avoiding eye contact "It's a simple question," He starts, and then he realizes something "You said no, right? After everything he did, even if you didn't say no because of me, you said no, for yourself right?" You closed your mouth and looked at him.

It took him a second to process what you mean, and he felt that familiar pain in his chest, his voice quiet he asks "You said yes?" You shake you head "Then what the hell did you say?"

"Nothing" You answered

Johnny stares at you before closing his eyes and angrily rubbing his face with the palm of his hands with a heavy "That so much worse" he answers. After a second he stopped rubbing his face and grabbed his phone, taking a deep breath before standing "I'm going back to the dorms" he informs and turns towards the door

"What?" You asked and stood up to follow him "Oppa" You called but he didn't turn around "Oppa!" You called again ignoring the fact that the ground was called when you chased him out grabbing his sleeve "Oppa please"

He stops, turning to look at you, tears falling down his cheeks "You" He began "You need to figure yourself out. Do you want to be with me? Do you not want to be with me? Either answer I would accept, I would still respect you either way, I would care for you either way. But this? This is just plain cruel, you're hurting me. So my advice? Figure it out, sort out your feelings. Then we can talk" He wipes the teas and pushes your hand away

"What do you mean, 'then we can talk'?" You asked breathing a bit harsh in fear

He releases a shaky breath "It means, until you figure it out, it'd be best if we don't see each other"

And with that you watch as the first time Johnny has turned his back on you and left you alone, as he tried his hardest to not cry and breakdown saying the words that only hurts him more

"Hyung?" Haechan asks when Johnny walks into  their dorm and lies down covering his face with his pillow, so early in the morning, Haechan rubs the towel against his head and gently nudges Johnny's feet "Why are you back? I thought you'd spend the rest of the day with noona, since, you know, you have a day off?"

"Don't talk about her" Johnny warns, obviously angry, eye closed as he forces himself o sleep

Haechan freezes, the gears in his mind working, why was Johnny suddenly acting like this "Did you guys fight?" He asks softly

Johnny's eyes open as he turns to look at Haechan who flinched "Didn't I say to stop talking about her?" He asks

Haechan gulps "Do you wanna talk about it?"

Johnny sighs rolling his eyes

"Oh you messed up" Baekhyeon mutters drinking the tea you placed infront of him twenty minutes ago, you groaned at his comment, digging your face into the pillow as you lied, belly down on the sofa "And he wont reply to you? Like at all?"

You huffed sat up, taking your phone from under the pillow to type something and showing it to your manager, showing the endless green bubbles of messages from your side of the conversation, you moved to press send to add another bubble of text.

"It is early, he might be asleep" he reasons only to get cut short when the screen changed to show that he has read the message "He read it, but he isn't replying?"

You nod, "He made sure that he's ignoring me, but acknowledging my presence at the same time" You sighed "here look" You moved to press call, and a picture of Johnny asleep pops out as the caller ID, and then it rings, Baekhyeon waited anxiously as the phone rang three to four times before the screen blinked red 'call declined' "Everytime I call him this is what happens"

"He's determined to ignore you" Baekhyeon notes and you flopped back face down on the pillow

The next couple of days was just you doing your work as fast and as efficient so you don't need to redo it to get free time by the end of the week

The moment you woke up with your phone ringing, your manager's voice greeting you with a hum as the call switches to a video call, you can see how fresh he was as compared to you, dressed in a sweater top, his glasses (the one's he only wears when he's at home) hair a messy mop on his head, obviously fresh from the shower, he smiles "Morning Princess" He teases

"Don't" You warned, knowing very well that you probably have a morning star, a pool of saliva on your pillow. You sat up grabbing a ponytail to tie your hair out of your face and walking to the bathroom as you ash your face, placing the ohone to the side "What's the agenda today?" You asked

He hums "Nothing" He answers and you looked at him, face dripping with water

"What?"

"Nothing, some cancelled so you were supposedly getting a half day today and I thought, I can just move those and now your day is free"

You blinked, "Then why did you wake me up?" You asked confused

"To tell you 'Wake up, you have no work. go back to bed'" He grins happy with his joke

You glared at him through the screen "Dick" You huffed and ended the call before he could reply

You flopped back down on your bed, determined to sleep the day away, and you were almost there, on the brink of sleep, until you shot up a memory griping your brain and you realized, its your day off. You stood up to take a quick shower, after taking his clothes out and into the the washer

"Haechan" You breathed after walking inside the NCT dorms, after Yuta sleepily lets you in, Haechan was dressed out, as he turns to look at you, quickly standing up

"Noona" He says and walks up to you "How did you get in here?" he asks in surprise, eyes shifting uneasily to the hallway in the direction to his and Johnny's shared bedroom

"Yuta Oppa, let me in" You answered looking at him "I wanted to talk to Johnny," He shifts uncomfortably "What's wrong?"

"I don't think you should see him yet" He answers and you opened your mouth in an understanding, sadness gripping over you "He's still pretty upset and he's not home today too, so you know" He mutters out looking down

You chuckled dryly, forcing it out of you "he asked you to say that, didn't he?" He avoids your eyes "Its ok, I understand, It was my fault to begin with" You answered and reached out to grab your bag and hand it to Haechan "Here are some of the clothes he left at my place the past couple of weeks and uh, its all cleaned, so can you give it back to him?" You asked, Haechan slowly takes it and nods "Thanks," You smile and moved to look in the direction of the hallway "I'm leaving" You announced and turned to leave the dorm before you show Haechan the disappointed look on your face, closing the door behind you

Haechan sighs and looks in the direction of the hallway "Do you really have no plans in following after her?"

"No" Johnny answers walking out of the shadows with a soft sigh, taking the bag "I can't when as of now, I'm not even sure if she's willing to fight for us" he answers and walks back to his room

Months. That was how long it was. You and Johnny haven't been in contact, at some point you stopped calling him, only left him texts. Quick and simple ones just to wish him a good morning or good night, but the end of the year performances are quickly approaching and even those messages are sometimes being forgotten

This is the first time in months that you have been in the same room he is. Both yours and NCT's manager has made sure to place your tables near one another for the photos the fans are probably already filling their camera rolls of pictures of you and Johnny, despite the lack of interaction

You, NCT, and other groups all watched as the opening ceremony started. It took you a moment, but the moment that the break was announced to prepare the stage for the first performers before they announce who won certain awards you turned to look at Johnny, who seemed to be looking at you

"We need to talk" You answered, and he looks up at the fans, who you both can tell were readying their cameras and nodded, shifting to get closer to you so he can listen. You leaned forward to whisper in his ear "I need to tell you something but this time you can't run away from me"

"You're the one who runs away, not me" he replies back

"We haven't spoken in months, I tried to talk to you"

"Its because you went and had a drink with your ex without telling me" he says, looking at you "I wasn't going to stop you, in fact, if you had told me I would've encouraged you, helped you even, heck I wasn't even mad about that in the first place, You didn't say no, when he asked you back, you couldn't say now, why can't you say no?"

You closed your mouth and looked down

"This" He mentions between the two of you "Is never going to work if you keep doing this to yourself, you say you like me but why is he always a problem when it comes to us?"

"He wrote a song for me" You answered "I needed to know what it says, but I have no intention of getting back with him" You admitted and he listens

"You did this because of a song?" He asks, closing his eyes, to not lash out in public

"No," You answered "I did for the peace of mind, because you and Baekhyeon Oppa are right, I can't ask you to wait forever, and I can't be with you 'till I have made up my mind. I need to listen to the song to finally just finally let go of everything that Han Jisung has ever done to hurt me, so I can finally look you in the eyes and tell you that I love you with out being afraid as I am now. Cause its not fair for you to like someone who is afraid of letting you in"

He stares at you "Do you really mean that?" He asks "After all of this will you finally get better? Is this the only way I can help you heal the wounds that he started?"

You nod "I want to be with you, I really do, I'm just scared" You closed your eyes "but I'm more scared of you leaving me"

He moves to lean his forehead on your shoulder "I was so scared that you'd choose him" He admits holding you close

The rest of the awardings was just a big blur to you, you have no idea what's going on or what's around you after Johnny's words, that the only thing that woke you up was the emcee's voice announcing the next performer

You watched, barely functioning as Straykids walk on the stage and into their positions, catching Han Jisungs eye and you looked away, towards Johnny who also turned to look at you, it was this way you silently showed him that you chose him

You looked back on stage and watched the performance, smiling at how much they improved. And joining the fans in cheering for the group. Slowly everyone left the stage except of Han Jisung who speaks up "Hello everyone, I wanted to say thank you to everyone who supported Stray Kids and me this year and in the future. I wanted to say Thank you and that I love you all so much" he turns to look at you "I actually have a present for you all" he hums and turns to look towards the crowd "Hope you all like it" he smiles and the lights dimmed to start his song

[Now Playing: HaPpY - Han Jisung]

The melody of the guitar was the first thing you heard before he starts singing

I have no more chances So I feel sad right now You make me cry hey How about you?

You held your breath at his words, silently preparing yourself for what comes next

Are you happy out there?Naega gyeot-e eobs-eodo honja haengboghage sal-agajugil (Even if I'm not by your side, I hope you live happily)I'm so glad to see youIn my dream nae kkum-eseo nawa jamsilado us-eojugil (hope you smile with me even for a moment)Nega eobs-eodo, neukkil su issge (So that even without you, I can feel)Please be happy out there yeong-wonhi (forever)Geu yeppeun us-eum ganjighamyeo eonjena bichnagil (Hope you always shine with that pretty smile)

Johnny looks at you, to see your reaction but you just sat there, listening to what Jisung has to say

Kkeutkkaji neon aleumdawossgo (You were beautiful till the end) Yeojeonhi meongcheonghan naman yeogi nam-ass-eo (Stupid me is all that remains here)

Geuttae deo manh-i jalhaejul geol (Should have treated you better back then)

Regret, he mentioned that too with Ex. You rolled your eyes in disbelief, you can't believe you were swayed by that song months ago

Jinbuhan maldeulman baetgo hansum neul-eojyeo (After saying these obvious words I give out long sigh)

Sigan-eul doedollyeo cheoeumbuteo dasi sijaghago sipda beolsseo (I want to rewind time and start all over already)

Eojileobge mang-gajin i sanghwang-eul jaeguseong (Reorganize this chaotically destroyed situation)

Hago haengboghagiman haessdeon geuttaelo gago sip-eossjiman neomu meol-eo Mam-i ije byeonhaessda (And go back to the time when I was happy but it's too far away, My mind has changed)

You hurt me, You thought gritting your teeth. You don't come back and say you want me back cause you changed your mind, do you have any idea how much I cried because of you, the amount of things I blamed myself for?

Us-eum-eul jisji anh-assgo geu gamjeongdeul-i modu sig-eossda (I didn't smile and all emotions turned cold)

Dol-agal suga eobs-eossda (I couldn't go back)

Seulpeuge mal-eul geonneneun neol bomyeo doelyeo gwaenchanhda wiloleul hae (As you talk to me sadly, I rather comfort you)

Geugeo da jayeonseuleon il-ilago (That everything happens naturally)

Igeon jeoldae ne jalmos aninikka ulji ma (This is never your fault so don't cry)

Nunmul heulliji malgo geuttaecheoleom (Don't shed tears and like those times)

Us-eojwo neon us-eul ttaega jeil yeppeunikka (Smile, because you're the prettiest when you smile)

You swallowed harshly when he turns to look at you, as if he knew what you would've said if this was an actual fight between the two of you

Naega neol dasi jabneundamyeon eotteolkka (What if I hold onto you again?)

Geuttaelo uli dol-agal su iss-eulkka (Can we go back to those times?)

"No" You said aloud when he asks the question when the song switches back to the chorus, Johnny turns to looks at you when you spoke

"No?" He asks

You nod "No" you reach out to hold his hand, he opens his mouth to ask but was interupted

"Excuse me," A staff called out, catching yours, and NCT's attention, "We need you for standby" We nod and I stand following the staff as we get ready for the performance

You stood there as Han Jisung gets off the stage, around the same time Johnny and the rest of NCT walk on it, you stay behind as your part comes in around chorus, you stayed back stage

"What do you think of the song?" Han Jisung asks walking up to you after he has given back the mic

"Catchy" You replied

"That's it?" He asks a bit disappointed

"yeah" you answered

"so that's a no then?" he asks "on my proposal, I mean"

"About us getting back together?" You asks and he nods "Yeah that's a no"

"Even if I beg?" He starts

"Don't" You began and he looks at you, eyes screaming 'why?' "You hurt me, it took me so long just to accept it, so long to stop crying when I look at you, when I hear you, and for months I blamed myself?"

"Its not your fault" He replies

"It felt like it was" You answered "And don't get me wrong, I love you I still do, but now My love for you is as much as my love for Yongbokie, or IN or even Hyunie" You began "Now, I found someone who will love me even if I wasn't sure, even when I did anything to hurt him so I can't feel what I felt when I was with you. And you know what? I love him, so much, I'm more afraid of loosing him"

"Johnny Sunbaenim?" He asks and you nod and he shifts in place "When we met up, an article was released, you guys fought didn't you?" You nod again "Did you make it clear? That I'm out of the picture?"

"When I get up on stage, I will" You answered and he nods

"That's good," He smiles and takes a step back " I wrote Happy for you, hoping that maybe, you'll come back to me, but I meant what I wrote, just be happy, with whoever, wherever" He looks out at the stage to NCT performing "I wish you nothing but the best"

"Ms. L/n Y/n" calls one of the staff on your IEM, "get ready thirty seconds before you enter" You placed a hand on your ear before looking at Han

He smiles "Going on stage?" He asks and you nod "You should get ready then, he moves to turn away from you

"Ten seconds" The staff reminded you

"Jisung" You called and he stops to look at you, "You'll be ok" You said to comfort him and he nods turning to head back and watch the performance with the rest of Straykids

"Enter in Three... Two... One" The staff says again and you entered the stage singing your verse

The performance ends with NCT and you taking a bow, Taeyong takes the mic and starts his speech "To everyone who have supported me and my group and Y/n I wanted to say thank you for all the love you have given us. And because of that Johnny Hyung and Y/n have a special surprise for all of you" He smiles and ushers everyone except you and Johnny off the stage as the song begins

You covered the mic to talk to Johnny "I'm sorry for ever making you doubt me and yourself. I wrote this song for you, because of you, to you" You smile, Johnny could feel his pulse quicken at your words "I asked you to wait, but by the end of this song you don't have to" You answered and pulled away

"Y/n Positions" The staff says in your in ear monitor again and you pulled away from Johnny who stares at you in surprise

[Now playing: Not Another song about love by Hollywood Ending]

Johnny places the mic to his lips as he sang the first part of the song, "Let it out, Been building up, You better let it out, Say everything that you've been meaning now, I want it to burn" He looks at you as you smile back at him motioning him to continue singing "When you tell me I'm such a wreck, It isn't easy cleaning up your mess, It's like I've got a rope around my neck" He turns to point at you as he says the last part "She says it won't hurt"

You placed the mic to your lips to sing your part, watching as Johnny turns to look at you, mic resting on his chest "But everything you do makes my heart race, I can't even think straight, Is this just a game to you?" He smiles, its as if you were scolding him "Reruns every night, It's always the same fight, And I think you should know" You began and he focuses on the lyrics, knowing that you wrote the song as a message for him, he want to hear everything "I hate your touch, I hate your mouth, I can't stand every single word that falls out, But you're all that I've been dreaming of, This is not another song about love" You wrote this song thinking about how much in denial and afraid you were, and finally, finally you were letting Johnny in, "I hate your voice, I hate your lips, I hate how bad I wanna steal your kiss, But you're all that I've been dreaming of, This is not another song about love"

Your turn again, you place the mic close and sand the next verse, looking at him "Asphyxiated just to say the least, And with your eyes, you're suffocating me, Emptied my lungs, it's getting hard to breathe, You couldn't care less"

You nod to tell him to continue the rest of the song, and he does "But everything you do makes my heart race, I can't even think straight, Is this just a game to you? Reruns every night, It's always the same fight, And I think you should know" He takes a quick breath to sing the chorus once more "I hate your touch, I hate your mouth, I can't stand every single word that falls out, But you're all that I've been dreaming of, This is not another song about love." he turns to look at the fans and smiles singing the next part "I hate your voice, I hate your lips, I hate how bad I wanna steal your kiss, But you're all that I've been dreaming of, This is not another song about love"

Johnny stops, thinking this was the end of the song, the version you made sure he heard. He hasn't heard the ending, the real ending of the song, the one you whole heartedly dedicated your feelings in, and your thoughts, the one you wrote for Johnny. He looks at you confused but you just sang "The sky fades from blue to gray, Your touch is like an ocean, Still I'm drowning, How bad I wanna sink and let it take me away" he holds his breath as if he realizes why he hasn't heard this part of the song before, "I don't know why I come back, I do every time, We get close to the end, It's a finish line, Sing these words for the guy I've been dreaming of," Is this just another song about love?"

You walked up to him and hold his hand, looking u at him as if you were saying these words instead of singing them "Let it out, Been building up, I better let it out, Say everything that I've been meaning now, Dreaming 'bout, I need it now, I need it now, I need your touch, I have no doubt, I want your love 'til it all runs out" His eyes widened, your words from before the performance ringing in his head "'Cause you're all that I've been dreaming of, Is this just another song about love?" You let go of his hand to look at the audience to sing the last part of the song "I need your voice, I need your lips, I need you bad, I wanna steal your kiss, 'Cause you're all that I've been dreaming of, This is just another song about, Another song about love"

You were blinded by the light, as fans cheered for both you and Johnny as you finished singing the song together, you pulled out your earpiece when you felt Johnny's presence lean down to whisper something to you "You did well" He congratulates and holds your hand, you looked at him and bowed your head before smiling

He takes off his in ear monitor and leans down so you can reply "They're cheering for you" He laughs "They're your fans"

"They're our fans" He corrects and bows with you following suit, he takes the mic and speaks "Thank you so much for all the love you all are sending us"

You nod and spoke into your mic as well "This means so much to us, Thank you!" you waved and bowed "This is the first out of many songs me and Johnny will sing so please keep supporting us!" Johnny smiles at your words but he quickly wipes it off

Johnny leads you off the stage and grinned once the staff members take off both your mics "About what you said earlier" He starts as he faces his fan to you

"What about it?" You asked and faced your fan to him

"Was that my answer?" He asks and smiles and you couldn't help but roll your eyes "Was that a yes?"

"Its a maybe" You stated and he alternates the fan between you two "Its a, if you still want to be with me, I'll be with you, If I haven't scared you off, I'll be with you"

He stares at you before hugging you "Yes, of course, I like you Y/n, I really do, you have no idea" He hugs you closer "Stay with me, ok? Please?"

"I'll stay, " You whispered and hugged him back "I'm yours"

He pulls away, quick enough to land a small peck on your lips "No take backs"

You smile "No take backs"

Chapter 8 / Chapter 9

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