finally have an actual job so maybe I can stop being a hermit and get officially divorced and feel sort of financially stable and possibly try dating again and get a cat ??? is that allowed? no I probably shouldn't unless I get a bigger place and can have two cats to be friends
downside is when the fuck am I supposed to draw dumb comics if I'm working for hours and hours a day? Hell and suffering on earth. maybe i should get an iPad or a whatthefuck ever and draw on the commute so I don't lose even more of my meager art skills
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So... I love everything about you and your amazing work..... but since when does Edix have sisters?? May I have their names? (Please tell me they don't kill anyone) And one more little request..... May I be allowed to give you a bear hug and tell you how much I adore you? Maybe I can transform into a Venandi and then give you the hug. Or would you prefer a nose/chest hug from an overstimulated tiny?
LMAO yeah he's always had sisters, I think I've mentioned them existing a few times years ago in Tumblr asks, but since I haven't worked on the Star Wars Rip Off series since then they've never really come up again.
Their names are Meeli and Dez and they're technically his "older" sisters who always hold that over him (they're triplets, he was born last). Twins and triplets are more common for Venandi compared to humans. He texts them more often than he sees them since his job has him offworld half the time and even when he's home, he lives in the city while they live further out in the countryside near their parents, so it's only big family events he'll bother going all the way out there for.
And no, they don't kill anyone, they're not enlisted in the Unidex services (: Not that they care that their brother does anyways. They keep teasing him more recently because "the baby finally got a baby!!" when he sent them pictures of Jacob
(You also have full permission to hug me as long as it's strong enough to crack my spine at whatever size. You might suffocate if you try to give me a chest hug as a tiny though, be warned <3)
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For today’s 3:30 am Honkai rewrite pitch: the Honkai
It’s just an energy created by the friction between the imaginary tree and the sea of quanta
It’s not exactly sentient, but it collect memories from everyone who is infected by it and store them in the cocoon of finality
Because the people who are infected by the Honkai tend to be those who can’t avoid contaminated area (ex: poor areas like sundown alley, or any area where their was an unexpected eruption) or people who were intentionally experimented on, and the infection itself tends to make the victim pretty ill, a lot of the memories in the cocoon of finality are pretty awful
Any sentient being who’s infected by the Honkai gets their brain connected to the cocoon of finality as sort of a collective consciousness
It’s sorta alive but not (like the Promare)
Part of the reason Honkai infected tend to be violent is cuz their brains are hooked up to billions of other people’s traumatic memories, causing them to lash out in fear
Instead of having a complete brain override, Herrschers are more like the host’s original personality+ the collective consciousness, but there is some variation
Early Herrschers are less influenced by the cocoon given that their just aren’t any memories in it yet (hence why Elysia and Joyce more or less got to be their own people)
Later Herrschers can overcome the cocoons influence if they have some sort of strong attachment keeping them grounded
Herrschers that are isolated for too long may completely loose the hosts personality and become just an extra powerful Honkai beast
In the PE, the cocoon of finality existed inside a person (Kalpas) like any other Honkai core, but Mobius removed it and Dr. MEI sealed it inside Prometheus in hopes it would end the Herrscher cycle and stop finality from appearing spoiler: it didn’t work
Idk man, I’m just trying to recenter the power system so love genuinely is the answer to saving everyone
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I find it genuinely hilarious how many signs there were pointing to us being a system from ages ago... As the host whos been here the longest I'm surprised I didn't look into it sooner, like I SERIOUSLY wondered on MORE THAN TWO SEPERATE OCCASIONS as a teen whether I had DID, but brushed it off both times because I thought "oh I'm not traumatised enough" and "you have to experience blackouts and time jumps and I haven't so I can't" (spoiler alert, I definitely was incredibly traumatised and I definitley have had blackouts before but even then I didn't know that those weren't fully necessary for a diagnosis).
And this is without getting into "my" love of any media that involved characters with alter egos, "multiple personalities", etc. Like I LOVED the Jekyll and Hyde musical when I found it, my favourite Total Drama character was Mike (the one with DID but like. when people still knew it as MPD. also he wasnt the best rep lol), I loved the Markiplier and Jacksepticeye egos, for a short time I was into Sander Sides, I had full on "characters" that were "aspects of my personality" but also next to them was just. My actual sona? Completely seperate from them, which actually represented me?
I just really thought I liked media with alternate egos/personalities but methinks the call was coming from inside the house sdjshsnsjsbdjdb
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*confused pterodactyl noise*
i thought the idea of automatic emergency brakes on trains was just. standard?
as in, if you switch off the train, the brakes engage automatically. you need to actively, constantly stop the brakes from engaging in order to move the train? so that it's near impossible to accidentally disengage the brakes? (and so it becomes possible to remotely brake a train by short-circuiting a previously designated part of the tracks?)
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i love you dublin bus i love you goahead ireland i love you bus eireann i love you DART i love you Luas i love you aircoach i love you expressway
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