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have i asked for stan and kyle's favorite books/movies yet? i assume ur stan can read unlike mine smh
Lmfaooooo what a slay ask as ALWAYS from the wife!!! OJV Stan can, in fact, read, he just gets distracted (adhd boy across the ncu/ojv board!)
I got sooooo many ideas for this one YOUR HONOR THEY ARE MASSIVE DORKS!!!
They like a lotttt of the same stuff, Game of Thrones, Lord of the Rings, oh my god they are HUGE Bill and Ted fans they’re definitely being “excellent to each other” if ya know what I mean ;) another favorite is Percy Jackson and Stan 100% cried during that part in MOA (same) Kyle made the rest of the M5 listen to the audiobooks and Cartman has definitely read every depraved fanfiction ashdhdksl. Stan and Kyle are SUCH fantasy nerds especially Stan out here learning tolkien elvish to rizz the sbf up smh
Style went FERAL over The Last of Us show they loved the games so much and oh my goodness they… may or may not have had a Voltron phase (it was Cartman’s fault) BRUH!!!!! Ok these two LOVE Kevin Smith’s filmography!!!! Kyle’s favorite is Tusk and Stan’s is Clerks 3 he SOBBED HIS EYEBALLS OUT!!!
Kyle’s definitely also into documentaries, particularly historical ones, where Stan kind of spaces out unless it’s animal planet (king shit) also DUDE How To Train Your Dragon is a fave. Kyle LOVES Dead Poets Society.
So Kyle definitely is a little more inclined to reading, though they’re both a sucker for a story, but he’s the one who actually sat down and read GOT, actually enjoyed the assigned reading in high school, like this man was out here enjoying the HELL out of A Separate Peace, Lord of the Flies, Of Mice and Men, and HOLY SHIT he ADORES Ray Bradbury. OrangeJuiceVerse Kyle is such an idealistic guy, he fucks that magical realism UP!!! Def likes poetry, Kipling is a FAVE!!! Also down to read think pieces, absolutely loves when something gets him thinking about human nature. Shakespeare too! His favorite is A Midsummer Night’s Dream, Stan’s favorite is Titus Andronicus.
Stan Marsh, our resident hopeless romantic, ADORES MUSICALS! He has made everyone in the Star Seven watch every single Team Starkid Show (his favorite is probably Twisted) (Kenny likes Starship because he loves him some puppets) (kys fave is The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals bc the title made him laugh) Stan, Cartman, and Marj are THE trio to go see musicals it’s so fun! And Stan’s favorite broadway musical was in fact The Lightning Thief. He’s a big enjoyer of The Music Man too. And LITTLESHOP!!! Oh dude he watched the helll out of Austin & Ally lmfao
I’ve mentioned before Stan watching alllll the sappy ass Dog Movies when he’s depressed, holed up in the Sadsack Hoodie with Old Yeller, 8 Below, Homeward Bound, Where the Red Fern Grows, Far From Home: The Adventures of Yellow Dog (that one’s a fave bc happy ending and the kid in it looks like him) and that poor guys just making himself more upset :(
Oh Kyle is SO into The Hunger Games he read the books and analyzed the SHIT out of them!!!
Oh! Stan loves Supernatural lmao and he and Tweek binge watched it while Stan was out of work w the broken ribs and Tweek was detoxing (Operation Beat Tweek’s Withdrawals/Stan’s Boredom as referenced in chap 6 of BBFA2) Stan also made Tweek watch Poultrygeist (Tweek hated it) (I also hated Poultrygeist like my husband is friends with Lloyd Kaufman and I’ll watch that weird old man’s work but all of it grosses me out lmao)
Thank you for the ask Melda Tâe (my beloved queen) I LOVE BEING ANNOYING!!!
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beauvibaby · 4 years
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request- in summary: reader is part of the medical/training staff and has a flirty relationship with Roope that becomes more.
warnings: not proof read lol
You saw the hit, you saw every hit, everytime. Not only was it part of your job, but it was a personal mission of yours to never miss a game that he played in. You chewed your lip as you could tell this was the hit that would put him out of the game.
“Well if it isn’t my favorite girl.” Roope smiled from his spot on the table, hiding the pain he was currently feeling, “Mhm, I wish it was under better circumstances.” You retorted. You raised a brow at him when he went to sit up and say he was fine but the bruise forming on his shoulder said otherwise. He stayed silent as you helped him sit up gently, careful not to put too much pressure on his shoulder. “I think you’d take any chance to see me.” He quipped, earning an eye roll from you. “Getting daring today, Hintz.” You smiled, snapping the latex gloves on, he groaned and tensed up as you went to feel around the shoulder. “Son of a-“ “language.” You cut him off, he glared at you, despite the playfulness dancing in his eyes. “Well the good news is it’s not out of place.” You paused, gently smiling at him, “bad news is I think you might have fractured your arm.” He threw his head back, using his good hand to rub over his face as he groaned. “I’ll tell them to send you for an x-ray.” You sighed, “sorry, Roope.”
Watching the rest of the games from outside of the bubble killed you, not only because you couldn’t be there to help the team, but even more so because you couldn’t see Roope. You knew it was highly frowned upon, any relationship between staff and team members was, especially when it came down to evaluating injuries, they worried about personal bias. You just couldn’t help yourself, he started the flirting, and before you knew it, you were flirting right back, and he’d found your Instagram, occasionally replying to your stories with cheeky responses. Always making your heart skip a beat, thinking there was a chance that he felt the same and wasn’t just being a flirt for no reason. You chewed your lip in thought, debating on what you were about to do, this would either be really smart or really dumb, and you hoped Roope would think it was the first option.
“Roope, you just about gave me a heart attack tonight! Be careful.”
You sent the message, instantly locking your phone and tossing it to the other side of the couch, you couldn’t bear to look at it. You changed the channel as they began going over the game you had just watched, of course replaying his hit into the boards, over and over, you couldn’t look any longer. You put some stupid reality show on for background noise as you began picking up your apartment, you saw your phone light up from its spot on the couch, you shook your head and decided to leave it for now, focusing your anxiety into cleaning, something you’ve been meaning to do anyways. But then your phone lit up not once, but twice more and you caved, breathing hitched in your throat as you saw the responses from Roope.
“Oh my, is THE y/n worried about me?”
“I’ll be fine, don’t worry about me… besides now I’ve got a reason to come see you when I get back, you know, to make sure I’m not really injured.”
“Goodnight, Y/N ❤️”
You opened the messages and stared at them, ultimately deciding on liking his response and sending a goodnight of your own, a nervous but hopeful smile etched into your face until you slipped into sleep that night.
***
You couldn’t get in to work quick enough today, not only were you finally able to get back to work, but you had a sneak suspicion that you’d be seeing Roope today. You were practically beaming under your mask, but luckily no one could tell, because of, well—the mask. “Y/N, I need you to help with the beginning of therapy, Roope needs to start rehabbing that shoulder.” You tuned out the rest as your boss raddled off jobs to your coworkers, now you were really glad you had a mask on, because it also hid the pink tint that covered your cheeks. You shook your head as you made your way down the hall, doing your best to knock any thoughts out of your head. You can’t do anything about them, so why even humor them. That’s what you told yourself, but it all went out the window when you stepped into the room and saw Roope sitting there on his phone. You hadn’t realized how worried you were about seeing him until now, you blinked a couple of times, pushing your emotions back, you cleared your throat to make your presence known. “Y/N.” He mumbled, shooting to his feet, his eyes looking even bluer in contrast of the black mask adorning his face. “You’re ok?” You breathed out, the statement coming out as a question rather than you confirming it.
“I told you not to worry about me.” He chuckled softly as you approached him, you shook your head, sighing into your mask, you pulled the sleeve of his shirt up to see a bruise similar to the last time you’d seen him. “It’s easier said than done, the way you hit those boards, it scared me..” you trailed off, mentally cursing yourself for being so vulnerable. Roope stayed silent for a moment, but you could feel his eyes scanning the side of your face. You were biting down hard on your lip, but he couldn’t see that. “I’m ok, Y/N, see.” He mumbled, raising his arm as high as he could before he winced. You let out a choked laugh, “don’t overdo it.” You mumbled, meeting his eyes. “Go on a date with me.” He spoke quickly, you took a step back, “what?” You gasped, widening your eyes as he remained calm, like he hadn’t just said what he just said. “Go on a date with me.” He said again, “please?” He added, watching as you warily eyed him. “Roope, we can’t, my job.” You stuttered out, hating every word falling from your lips. “One date, just so we know.” He stood, stepping closer, his eyes showing his smile when you didn’t step back. “If it doesn’t work, we can pretend it never happened.” He assured you, “and if it does work?” You all but whimpered, his hand resting on your waist. “We’ll figure it out.” Roope sighed, eyes pleading with you. “Ok.” “Really?” He gasped, groaning when he went to throw his arms up, you laughed at him, gently running a hand over the injured spot. “Let’s work on this first, yeah?”
***
Four dates later, it was safe to say you really enjoyed spending time with Roope, and him with you. Although, you did worry about people finding out, you hadn’t yet figured that out, it wasn’t that easy, you were possibly putting your job at risk, for him. He was worth it, but that didn’t make you any less terrified. “Hi, babe.” Roope mumbled appearing behind you, nearly sending you flying to the ceiling. “You can’t scare me like that!” You whined slowly turning to face him and shooting away from him when you saw Miro and Esa in the doorway. “They know.” Roope admitted, awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck, “they what?!” You shrieked, glaring at the trio of Finnish boys in front of you. “He didn’t tell us, I swear I just figured it out!” Miro rushed, coming to his friend's aid as you shot daggers at him. This sent you into a frenzy, if they figured it out, who else figured it out, who else could figure it out? You looked up at Roope with wide, completely worried eyes, “Y/N?” He questioned, eyebrows pulling together as you looked at him. “What’s wrong?” He asked, the two other boys stepping out into the hallway, you paid no mind to them as you shrunk away from Roope. “What if other people find out? What if it affects my job? What if-“ “Stop, breathe.” He cut you off, placing his hands on your shoulders. “Everything will work out, I have faith.” Normally you appreciated his optimism, but right now you felt like you were the only one being realistic. “Roope.” You sighed, stepping away from him again, hearing commotion out in the hallway, Esa shot his head in with a nervous smile, “Mr. Porter is here to see you.” He spoke, your boss appearing behind him, eyebrows raised high at the way Roope was reaching for you, and the fact that the two guys had been standing outside the door like guards.
“Y/N, Roope.” Mr. Porter nodded, eyeing the two of you as the fellow hockey players ran off like they’d be grounded if they didn’t. “Mr. Porter, what can I do for you?” You questioned, Roope awkwardly shifted away, knowing that if this didn’t go well you’d be furious at him for being so reckless. Your boss looked between the two of you, sighing as he shut the door, you sank down in your seat, cringing at whatever was coming. “Well, coincidentally I was looking for the two of you, to see how his rehab was coming, but it seems we have something else to talk about as well…” he trailed off, taking a seat beside your desk, motioning for Roope to sit as well, of course, being the way he is, he pulled the chair right up beside yours.
A sign of solidarity, if you will.
“Shoulders great, sir.” Roope piped up, and had you been alone you would’ve whacked his arm in annoyance, you settled for tapping him with your foot, glancing at him for a split second. “I’m sure it is.” Mr. Porter laughed, the both of you blushing softly, “Y/N, you can relax, you’re not going to lose your job.” He added and you didn’t realize how much breath you were holding in, you let out an exhale of relief, Roope having a small one of his own as well. “You can’t treat him anymore, that’s all.” You gasped at the words, “that’s it?” The two guys chuckled at you, and this time you did shoot Roope a soft glare. “Yes, I’ll switch you and Joey, you’ll have Tyler now.” Roope rolled his eyes, earning a chuckle from your boss as he stood. “Don’t be late, Y/N.” He called walking out the door, you turned to Roope and finally gave him the whack he deserved, he laughed at how lightly you hit him. “Ouch.” He faked hurt, whining dramatically. “You’re insane, and lucky.” You sighed, wrapping your arms around his waist in a hug. “Aw.” He teased, you pinched his back and he yelped, “hey, that really hurts!” He complained, leaning down to peck your lips. “Does that mean we can stop sneaking around now?” He asked hopefully. “The guys have been chirping me for not bringing my girl around, they’re saying I don’t really have one.” He pouted childishly.
“Well then bring me around, you guys are going out tonight right? Bring me.” You grinned, watching as he opened and closed his mouth trying to find the words, he settled on pulling you in for a kiss. “You better not get handsy with Seguin.” He mumbled as he pulled away, “that’s literally my job, babe.”
“You guys and your freaking shoulder injuries.” You chastised with a smile as Tyler was in rough shape considering how long he’s been working on it. “Rude.” He scoffed, you got along with all the guys really, but the flirting only ever happened with Roope, you were just sarcastic with the others, something they could appreciate, considering they didn’t want to be stuck doing these appointments anyways. “Have you heard?” He asked after a while, you lifted your eyebrows as you showed him how to stretch out the muscle, “heard what?” You mumbled, adjusting his position, softly apologizing as he winced. “Hintz has a girl.” He gave you a side eyed look as you played it off too calmly, “are you jealous?” He gasped, nearly whacking you as he turned with his arm still extended. You ducked and glared at him, “I’m not jealous.” You shrugged, only fueling him on. “That’s what you would say if you were jealous.” He pointed out, “it’s also what I would say if I wasn’t jealous,” you threw it right back at him, “get back to work Seguin.”
***
You were walking up to the bar, approaching the guys, but paused as you faintly overheard them talking. “I’m telling you man, she’s got the hots for you.” Tyler spoke, nudging Roope, you had to hold back a giggle when Roope rolled his eyes and looked away, his gaze falling on you for a moment. “Too bad, I’m spoken for.” Roope responded, leaning against the bar, Tyler followed suit, you walked in between them, Jamie on the other side of Tyler. “Y/N, what are you doing here?” He asked with a smile, you shrugged, “meeting up with my boyfriend.” You answered, casually leaning into Roope’s side, Tyler glanced up from his drink, doing a double take as Jamie started repeatedly hitting his arm with an open hand. “I told you!” Jamie snapped at his friend. “But you, you’re-I’m an idiot.” Tyler stuttered out as Roope easily pulled you closer to him. “Hi, baby.” Roope mumbled, kissing the top of your head as Tyler shook his. “Finally!” Esa cheered, “it was getting hard not to slip up.” He added, and both Tyler and Jamie whipped around, “you knew?!” They gasped, Miro appeared beside them, “yeah.” He nodded and they shot daggers at him too. “Geez, did anyone else know?” Jamie asked, you shook your head from your place in Roope’s arms. “No, they figured it out.” You answered, smiling when Roope squeezed you a little tighter. “You’re getting slow in your old age, boys.” You added teasingly, laughing when they rolled their eyes angrily. “Your girlfriend is rude.” Tyler grumbled to Roope, picking his beer up and trudging off to the rest of the guys, “I happen to think she’s pretty nice!” Roope called, earning a middle finger from Tyler. “I’m glad you came.” Roope whispered to you, kissing you softly when you turned to meet his gaze, “Mhm, me too.”
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leah-halliwell92 · 5 years
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Imagine, being an elemental siren and neither your song or soul marks mean nothing to he who is your soulmate?
Finally the long weekend! You were more than a little excited at the promise the long weekend held considering the professor had promised the school a beachside getaway for the older students and a trip to Coney Island for the younger ones. You couldn't wait to feel the cool sea water on your feet again, the calm cool breeze of the sea and the opportunity to freely swim in its depths again. Another reason you crave the sea so much is because you were desperate for the isolation and to just be away from people...at least for the weekend.
You hissed as the mark on your wrist burned and you looked up from your seat in the library to see Jean and Logan talking as they made their way in. You pressed your hand over your wrist harder as the burning intensified and the emotional pain that came with it followed. Ororo saw this, thank God, and got in between them and you before pulling you away from your seat and outside. Luckily for you the weather forecast gave a high probability of there being storms. Outside, your tears fell and not a moment too soon rain fell with them and thunder roared through the skies as you screamed into the heavens. Ororo never left your side not once, holding you close as your scar reminded you of his rejection.
Once in side, Hank wrapped you in a blanket and helped you to your room. On the way up you bumped into Logan. You froze in Hank's arms as the feral approached you.
"She okay?" He asked worry etched on his features.
"She got caught in the rain," Hank said and made to move around Logan.
Your sock clad feet slipped on the wood floor and began to fall.
Logan's reflexes pulled you to him before you fell down the stairs he picked you up and said, "Chuck's looking for you fur ball. I can take her so you're free to see what he needs."
You did have the strength to fight it, to fight him so you gave Hank a small nod and let Logan take you to your room and prayed that Jean was somewhere else. For the first time in the year you had known Logan your mark sang and the pain encompassing your body vanished ever so slightly at the touch of your soul mark. You gave a quiet sigh and let your head fall on his shoulder and for a moment you pretended that this was a normal occurrence and basked in the warmth his body emitted. And for the first time in just as much time you felt the urge to sing. You hummed to yourself as Logan took his time walking you to your room.
Time seemed to slow down as his heartbeat lulled into a comforting cocoon of warmth and relief. It felt good for once to be held by her soul mark even if he didn't feel the same way. You kept humming your tune and grinned when the realization of the one-sidedness of your relationship didn't sent a sting through you as it usually did.
"Hey Logan," a familiar voice said.
You gave a low whimper at the voice and the stinging came back with renewed fervor.
Logan must have heard the distress in your voice and felt your body stiffen because he sped up his stride to your room.
You didn't relax in his arms again, not even when he closed the door to your room or when he helped you out of your wet clothes into dry ones. Fully changed you made your way to the chair by the door to the balcony and rolled yourself into a tight ball.
"You ok, Kid?" he asked getting down to your level.
You gave him a small smile and nod.
"Don't pretend like Jean passing by didn't fluster ya," he said lightly.
"Its nothing I promise," you say quietly.
He gave you a look.
"What?" You asked.
"Come on (Y/N) tell me what's been goin' on? Feels like we haven't been able to sit down and talk in a while," he said pulling your desk chair close to you and sat beside you.
You turned to look at him and sighed, "Can I tell you a story instead?"
He gave you a confused look but nodded nonetheless.
"There once was this girl...A sweet girl with kind words on her wrist as a hint of who her soul mark would be. She hoped that whoever they were going to be was as kind as the words on her wrist looked," You drew a breath before continuing, "When she finally met him, not even her wildest dreams couldn't have prepared her. He was everything she could have ever hoped for and then some."
"What happened?" He asked after a moment of silence.
Your face grew distant and sad at that, "She soon discovered that even if he had uttered the words on her wrist and is the man of her dreams she soon realized she wasn't his."
He let out a growl the berserker in him fighting to come out.
You placed a hand over his trembling fist and calmed him down some. Now that you thought about it, not even Jean could calm him down that quickly.
"Care to elaborate on that?" He asked.
"They are each other's marks Logan. But neither he nor his heart will recognize her as his mark because he's got his heart set on someone else," you said quietly.
Logan stared at you for a long while after you finished your story.
You went to pull your hand away but he put his free hand over yours to keep it there and asked, "What about you?"
You gave him a sad smile, "I'll find mine when my time is right."
He stayed the night with you and even help you pick your clothing for the trip. Even after you fell asleep he stayed by your side. He had a feeling the story of the girl with her unrequited bond is your story. He hoped to God that isn't the case because he knows where that will lead you.
–//–
Dawn came quickly and Logan had finished packing your suitcase up and put it by the door before going to his room to pack his own case. When he came back to knock on your door, you were ready to go.
"Come on (Y/N) I'll walk ya to breakfast," he said with a grin.
You smile at him and nod pulling your suitcase along only to have Logan take it from you when you meet the staircase. His hand was on your shoulder and you were having a lively conversation. In the back of you mind you were counting making notes on these memories; how his eyes lit up when he smiled, the dimples when he smiled, how his laugh warmed your up like a fresh spring day and how comfortable and safe you felt with the weight of his hand on your shoulder.
You entered the kitchen and he set to work on making you (Your favorite breakfast food). You tried to help but the only thing he let you do is make the coffee and put the tea kettle on the stove before asking you to sit down.
Breakfast quickly became a warm affair with it just being the two of you there, at least for now, and you basked in the attention and care of your soul mark. Laughs were shared, small touches here and there and for a moment you pretended that Logan...The Wolverine is all yours and this is just one amazing morning after many. So for the first time in a long time you gave into your childishness and set reality aside and pretend that this is not something new.
Unbeknownst to either of you Ororo looked on a happy smile on her features at the unfolding of these events. She only hoped Jean, though she loved and cared for the red head, didn't do anything to assert her 'dominance' over what she believes to be her territory.
Alas things go to shit before they see a ray of light.
"Good morning Logan, (Y/N)," Jean said as she walked in with Scott, "(Your favorite breakfast food) my favorite!"
You paused mid chew and gently put the fork down. You forced a smile on your face and exchanged pleasantries with the couple as you "ate" your breakfast.
Ororo saw you shrink into yourself and close yourself off from the conversation and couldn't help but glower at Jean whens he saw the hint of a grin on her features. She has seen enough.
"Good morning everyone!" Ororo said going into he kitchen.
You saw your chance and took it, "Morning Ro, have you seen the bottoms to the swimsuit you lent me?"
Ororo looked at her friend sadly but knew she needed an out, "I think its in the top drawer of my dresser on your left hand side."
You put your, not even half eaten, plate in the sink and resisted the urge to bolt out of the kitchen.
"Show me some of those water tricks when we hit the beach?" Logan called after you a lazy grin still in place.
You look at him and you take a moment to commit how he looks and is at that moment to memory before giving him a small grin and nod, "Sure Logan."
You walked to the end of the hall and ran up the stairs to your room
–//–.
Ororo saw Logan's easy grin fall as soon as (Y/N) left the room.
"You might wanna spit that out...these are made with real milk. Don't need your lactose shit to do be actin' up so soon before we leave for the trip," he said and put his empty plate in the sink. He saw the half full plate and had the niggling suspicion you hadn't eaten as much as the rest of the group thought you had. And went to search for you.
"What the hell was that?" Ororo asked Jean.
"I have no idea what you're talking about?" Jean said nonchalantly.
"I think I know what she means, you've been haggling the poor girl since she got here. What's your deal with her anyway?" Scott asked giving his girlfriend a serious look.
Jean looked flustered which had Ororo silently cheering.
"Nothing Scott," she said playing it off.
"Attention whore," someone coughed.
The trio looked out to see Wade eating (Y/N)'s leftover breakfast.
Ororo made a dash out of the kitchen to laugh at the reaction on Jean's face considering he isn't wrong. She had to admit that Scott didn't seem as shocked or surprised at this as she thought.
–//–
You made quick work of putting yourself together and made your way out to the back of the school to wait till it was time to go.
You ran your hand over the long koi ponds watching as the still water moved in tandem to how you were swaying your hand. The swaying of the water calmed you down some but didn't have the effect it usually had of putting you at ease. You grinned sadly at nothing as reality set in and you knew that Logan would always choose the perfect (and taken) Jean Grey over you.
"(Y/N)! Time to go!" Ororo called from the door.
You go in to put your bag in the car to find it gone.
"Don't worry about it kid," Logan said from behind you, "I put it with Storm's stuff...you will be ridin' with me."
You looked at him shocked but followed him to his bike.
You held onto him as he sped through the highway and resisted the urge to snuggle into his back.
The ride to the beach house wasn't horribly long, which suited you just fine considering the position you were currently in. Upon arrival, you picked out the attic bedroom as yours and made a quick change of clothes before going out to the shore.
The feel of the salt water on your bare feet made you feel at home finally.
"You know he'll never want you right?" A snide voice said from behind her.
You turn with a resigned smile on your face.
This seemed to unnerve her.
"I know...just like I know you won't leave the red eyed cyclops either. You like having your cake and eating it too, and just so you know I can't have him you know as well as I do that you can't either if you are as monogamous as you preach yourself to be. You just like the attention...two men love and want me. So...not only are you claiming to be the most powerful mutant in the school but your are claiming them for yourself as compensation for your being so powerful. Now I'm not saying you're not powerful but by no means are your the most powerful mutant at school," You made the oceans rumble beneath your feet and grab you both to prove your point, "And the reason I don't fight is because you can't fight the direction a strong wind is blowing without giving in...if you want him so badly then you can keep him. God forbid tell me what I ever did to you to deserve being treated like trash by you."
You went on your way leaving a gapping Dr. Jean Grey in your wake. As you walked along the shore you sang:
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane I hear your voice on the line But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow I hear the laughter, I taste the tears But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me going crazy
Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you
"You hold a fine tune," A gruff voice said from behind you.
Your soul marks sang as you heard your words from his lips and turned to face him.
"I told you that the first day we met..." he said as he walked to you and pulled you close.
You nodded.
"And I was too high up on my own damn horse to register the words of my own mate," he said apology and regret clear in his voice.
"Even if they were 'Thank You'?" You said in a small voice.
"Hey..." he pulled your face up gently, "Its on me. All the pain and discomfort is on me. You said your words, you sang your song I chose to ignore it because I thought I knew better."
You gave a small grin at that, "What happens now?"
He returned your grin, "We take it one step at a time...we have forever for that though."
You grin as he pulls you into a tender yet dominating kiss.
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mya-rt · 5 years
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*I merged all the asks from my inbox in this post. Sorry for the inconvenience. Please let me know if I made any mistakes with English!*
Anonymous said: Okay so your art is super gorgeous and i'm moved to tears but holy crap if your emma in the jar didn't stop my heart my mind went to places it shouldn't go amd it made me scared
Thank you and asjsgdjsk I’m so sorry !! I’ll try to draw more happy fanarts from now on lol these kids suffered enough... 
Anonymous said: Whats “fullscores”??????
It’s the main trio of TPN, Emma Norman and Ray. In Japan they are called “furusukoa gumi” and “Full Score Trio” is its translation. (Because they always get full scores on their tests) I often shorten it to fullscores, so whenever I’m typing fullscores I mean Emma Norman Ray. 
Anonymous said: Hey! Hey! You're a true goddess and people don't deserve you <3
Thank you so much for the compliment??? You’re so sweet? I really don’t deserve you too T_T
Anonymous said: Hi! Do you happen to have any kind of OC or persona? 
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Yes!! She is my main OC, and her name is Shigeko Mizuyume ! I created her in 2012, and I’m still drawing her from time to time. My kids are growing up with me :’)
Anonymous said: Did you hear the promised Neverland theme on YouTube ? It also has ( what I think to be ) mama's tune at 3:21 ,I think
Yes I did !! I’m not sure about it but maybe? I think she sings the tune in the first episode, I should watch it again.
@sese-png:  Hello there ! I just want to say I like your art sooo much. It's so soft and cute ♡
Hello!! Thank you, it really means a lot to me 💖
Anonymous said: What is your promised neverland OTP?
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Guess lol... Actually, my favorite TPN ship is fullscore trio (Emma / Norman / Ray) but it’s an OT3... If I had to choose between all the possible OTPs only, my pick would be raynorman / normanray
Anonymous said: What do you think of chapter 121?
Chapter 121 left me with mixed feelings because, like Emma, I did not approve of Norman’s doings / plans but everyone looked so happy... Also the fact that Posukasensei kept on hiding Ray’s faces made me worried... BUT EVERYONE WAS SO CUTE ESPECIALLY THAT SCENE WITH ALL THE KIDS JUMPING TO HUG NORMAN AND THE FULLSCORE TRIO SLEEPING... MY HEART... I’m still not accepting the fact that big Norman is Norman
@yukizono: Do you have a shop ?
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I don’t have a shop but I’m selling TPN buttons ! It’s 10usd for the trio, including shipping. DM me if you are interested. I am planning to make keychains soon.
Anonymous said: A ray and an Emma please? Thank you
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I tried... I hope it’s okay!
@enbybichihiro: is it ok if i repost ur sleepover art of some of the dr1 cast? w/ credit of course
Sure! Thank you for asking first
Anonymous said: Draw more raynorman pls
I will try to haha...
Anonymous said: how old are you? youre so talented!
I don’t like sharing my age but I’m above 20. Thank you :3c
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drivingsideways · 5 years
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for the fandom meme questions, if you're still taking them: F, G, W, and Y. (you don't have to do all of them, just whichever ones you wanna answer)
I answered most of those here, so gonna do the remaining one
W - 5 favorite ships and 5 kinks you like best for said ships
OH NO WHERE TO START HOW TO PICK THIS IS TERRIBLE 
I am such a multi-shipper at heart, i ship everyone/everything so picking a few is AGONIZING. 
under the cut ‘cause uh, i got carried away. No particular order of fave, and mostly restricted to ships from the last few years
Miranda Barlow/James Flint/Thomas Hamilton (Black Sails) - OT3 of PAIN omg, the fact that they barely had a chance to be together, and so much of their story  as a trio is basically one or the other NOT BEING THERE AND THE REMAINING TWO BEING DEVASTATED AND WANDERING AROUND THE WORLD LOST WITHOUT THEIR MISSING THIRD. UGHHHH. I yell a lot about James/Miranda here but internally I yell a lot about Thomas/Miranda pre and post James and James/Thomas without Miranda and basically every time I see their faces I’m *crying *, and honestly, my only kink for them is to literally be in the same room and the same time, like, my needs here are very basic. 
Dean/Castiel (SPN): I know, I know. Everybody and their grandmom ships these two, AS THEY SHOULD. I gave up on the show a long time ago, but every now and then a gifset crosses my dash and I’M UNDONE BY THEIR FACES WHEN THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER WHEN THE OTHER IS NOT WATCHING (THERE’S A REASON SEASON 6 IS WHEN I REALLY STARTED SHIPPING THEM) AND I’M LIKE IT’S BEEN 15 YEARS AND SEVERAL RESURRECTIONS PLEASE KISS NOW. Hmm, kinks for this ship- lbr, fandom has written Every Possible Kink for this ship, and I’m happy to roll with most of it, but anything with true-form/eldritch horror Cas and a very human, very mortal Dean is probably THE BEST. Well, that and OMG ARE THEY HOLDING HANDS OMG OMG OMG (I can’t help it, I’m a marshmallow)
Superbat (DCEU) : I’ll be honest, I didn’t give a fuck about Batman until Ben Affleck ran onto the screen with with his fucking three piece suits and Emotional Trauma and Weird Psychosexual Dreams and I couldn’t believe the pit of shame I’d let myself fall into, but BvS was Something (yes, amidst a whole lot of Objectively Bad Somethings, yes I’m looking at you Jesse Eisenberg) anyways, i closed the tab where the movie had been playing, opened another tab for AO3 and fell straight into one of @susiecarter‘s fics, specifically THIS AMAZING FAKE DATING POST BvS ONE and it was basically over for me. This subset of Superbat fandom has some amazing writers and artists so honestly it wasn’t really even my fault, i just wallowed in all the hard work being done by someone else. PINING! CONTROL ISSUES! Emotionally Traumatized Man with a Death Wish meets literal Ray of Sunshine who can ALSO actually kill him with his little finger and has FEELINGS HE CAN”T IDENTIFY MUCH LESS TALK ABOUT. I love pining (is that a kink?) and like this is the otp where one half is/was literally dead while the other is dead inside AND IT WAS ALL TOO MUCH FOR ME. I REGRET NOTHING. Seriously, this version of an older, weary Batman meeting a young(ish) Superman who’s still trying to figure out how to be Superman, with both of them having control issues while being absolute rubbish at communication is perfect for a lot of d/s stuff but like my bulletproof kink in this ship is probably them...talking about their feelings? YEAH.
Joan/Sherlock (Elementary) : OH NO MY SUPER HAPPY CANON PLATONIC SOULMATES THEY ARE EVERYTHING I’VE EVER WANTED AND NEVER IMAGINED I’D GET TO SEE ON AN ACTUAL SHOW AND THEY’RE SUPER GREAT AND I LOVE HOW THEY ARE LIKE RIDE OR DIE FOR EACH OTHER AND THE WAY SHERLOCK ADORES HER AND THE WAY SHE’LL LOOK OUT FOR HIM AND TELL HIM COLD HARD TRUTHS BUT ALWAYS WITH KINDNESS WHY ARE THEY SO PERFECT WHY IS THIS SHOW ENDING AND HOLY HELL UNDYING KINK IS SHERLOCK SAYING ‘I’D MAKE ADJUSTMENTS FOR YOU’ AND JOAN’S FACE WHEN HE SAYS THAT THIS SHOW HAD BETTER END WITH JOAN ADOPTING A BABY AND LIVING IN THEIR BROWNSTONE WITH CLYDE AND THEIR BEES AND DOING DETECTIVE THINGS
*deep breath *
and current fave
Ning Yi/ Xin Zi Yan (The Rise of Phoenixes) : Ok, look, I basically ship Ning Yi/everyone and mostly Ning Yi/ happiness, homicidal woobie that he is, BUT the show just like WENT THERE with these two. Xin Zi Yan is Ning Yi’s mentor/friend/ally in the fight for his life within his batshit insane royal family and he is a cold, ruthless fuck who can hold grudges FOREVER and they flirt with each other (the show is particularly unsubtle about the flirting) and lie to each other and protect each other and STICK THE KNIFE INTO EACH OTHER AT THE SOFTEST POINTS BECAUSE THEY KNOW HOW TO. Like their fights are EPIC, blood on the floor everywhere and I’m like YES YES but also NOW FUCK. Like, canon just gave me this intense, competitive, kinda unhealthy dynamic and I’m like they’d be so bad for each other, BECAUSE LOL WHAT ARE BOUNDARIES XIN ZI YAN YOU CONTROL FREAK AND  NING YI YOU ARE ONE ABYSS OF NEED THAT YOU TRY TO HIDE BEHIND YOUR NONCHALANCE AND MURDER BUT YOU CAN’T HIDE FOREVER OMG I LOVE THEM A LOT LET ME WRITE 100K ABOUT THEM BEING THE ABSOLUTE WORST FOR EACH OTHER AND THE WORLD, SO I DID. Did someone say rarepair hell? I’m literally writing the only fic there is for them that’s how much i love them (its such a rarepair that the tag isn’t even searchable on AO3 yet). Uh, as for kinks for these two I CAN’T BECAUSE I’M NOT READY FOR THE MORTIFICATION OF BEING KNOWN. 
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mimis-mm · 6 years
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This is the second part of my first imagines that I cut in two part because it was getting way too long. 
You can read the first part here: x
First, I’m sorry for Saeran’s part, it kinda slipped my mind that the ask was supposed to be about when they learn so it’s just... hella long. And not really just about his reaction. But I had fun writing it so sorry not sorry
I also didn’t play V’s route (cuz I’m afraid to see Saeran dying), so I don’t know if what I wrote about the route is good. So please bare with me.
Warning: Suicide attempt mention, emotional manipulation, verbal abuse
Minor Trio learning that the MC has been depressed and attempted suicide in the past
Jijyun / V
Seven only told him you had some mental health issue in the past but nothing more. So, at first, he was more than skeptical. No way he was going to let someone who might have been chosen by Rika to join the organization. Not to mention your past with mental illness. But on the other hand, he didn't want his impression on you be tainted by Rika's possible involvement.
But he finally accepted, mainly because he wanted to give you a chance to prove yourself, but he didn't want to seem suspicious and make the others wanting to know the reasons. He still asked Seven to keep an eye on you to make sure everything was ok for you and didn't feel too trapped in the apartment. So, for the first few days, V got a report from him telling that you're acclimating pretty well to the situation and most of the members were already fond of you.  
Don't get Jihyun wrong though. He trusts Luciel, so if he says you're clean, you're clean. You know V, he's always worried for people feelings and well-being.
So, the moment he learns that you had an history with depression was in a series of events that includes him getting his shit together, told Saeyoung about his brother, then prevented Ray from committing suicide.  
But Jihyun still got poisoned though. Karma is a bitch.
"Seven, when will we arrive at the hospital?" You ask as you take a quick glance at Saeran's unconscious figure in the backseat in front of yours. Jumin gave the permission to Seven to borrow a van for the mission to have more space.  
"We're almost fucking there! Just look after Saeran." He spat while glaring at you via the mirror.  
You reprimanded the urge to shout back and took a deep breath.
"Seven, I know you're furious with Jihyun and I totally understand why. But lashing out on me won't help you feel better." You try to sound calm, but your voice is shaking as much as your hands.
You were able to hear his hands clenching at the steering wheel. "You're protecting him, you're the same to me. We should have let him die in the explosion."
"That would have make you no better than him or Rika, then."  
You looked at V, who's lying on the seat with his head on your thigh. His face looked more dead than alive. The only way you could tell he was still with you was his shallow breathing along with a few weak moans and how tense his expression was. He still had the split lip and the bruise on his cheek from Saeyoung's anger lashing out.
"It doesn't need to end with people losing their life, you know." You stroke Jihyun's blueish hair, moving the bangs from his face. "There's always another way."
"And what do you know about this?" He scoffed at you.
"Not much. Just that I once thought that if I wanted my problems and suffering to go away, I needed to end my own life." You glanced over at Saeran, feeling your eyes watering. You were able to see your younger self in him right now. "I was in your brother's situation once, and death is definitely not the solution. Even if it's someone else who dies."
Seven looked at the road with an intense stare, but his jaw was more relax than a minute ago. He didn't answer to your statement, probably because he wanted to think on the situation. So, the rest of the ride was in almost silence, and Jihyun's painful whimpers could be heard. At the hospital, the nurses took V and Saeran to another floor, leaving both you and Saeyoung in the waiting area. Vanderwook went outside for a smoke.
You were able to go see Jihyun in his room the next morning. You've been looking over him and stroking his hair for more than an hour when he woke up. You quickly stood up from your chair and took his hand.
"Jihyun, how do you feel?"
He sleepily looked at you and faintly squeezed your hand.
"Why are you here?" His voice was groggy from the sleep and medicine.
"I wanted to make sure you're ok. I was so worried about you." Your eyes began to sting and your vision became blurry. V put his other hand on yours.
"Please don't, not for me." You looked at him. His sadden eyes peered at you. " You heard Luciel, I shouldn't have survived."
"You were conscious?"
"Yes," he closed his eyes slowly. "I heard everything."
Your heart sank in your chest. "Even when I..." You didn't find the courage to finish. He nodded, then looked at you.
"Please let me be, I don't deserve any of your kindness."  
"Don't say that, Jihyun. You deserve it way more than you let yourself think."
He shook his head slowly. "Please, don't waste your energy on me. I'm not strong like you are."
It pained him to learn that someone who suffered enough in the past had to get involved in his bullshit. You should be having a blast with people you care about, not at the hospital trying to cheer up someone as pathetic as him. You let go of his hand and moved some of his hair from his blind eye with your finger.
"I'll go get you something to eat, ok? I'll be back in just a few minutes."
Your eyes met and he saw in your expression that you wouldn't let him stop you, so he simply nodded. You left, leaving him wonder if you were this considerate of others before your depression, or if you became like this after.  
It never crossed his mind that you could be like this only for him.
Unknown / Saeran
Like Seven, the information he gathered about you made him believe that you attempted suicide in the past. That kind of mental health history was exactly what Unknown has been looking for. He knows that people who suffered from depression in the past to the point of trying to end their own life are changed. And most of the time, these changes make it easier to manipulate them.
Saeran wasn't so thrilled to take advantage of someone's weaknesses that were similar to his. But if he did, then maybe Rika will see him as a more useful asset, and even let him out of the hacking room more often. Also, a new ice cream flavor from his favorite brand came out last month, but he never had the chance to try it out since he had to stay inside to hack.
The moment he learned for good that you attempted suicide was when you talked about it to Jaehee one night or morning depending on what you consider 2 am to be. He knew everything you wrote in the messenger, so he sure didn’t miss this precious information.
Saeran felt horrible. You suffered so much you tried to end your own life, but was still strong enough to continue living when it failed. You didn’t try to take revenge on those who made you suffered by taking their last breath, and it made him feel some sort of admiration for you. But he, he had to take advantage of it for his own selfish reason. He couldn’t bare it, so he let Unknown take care of what had to be done. 
Unknown, on the other hand, is the only person who is delighted when you talked about what you had to go through in your past, and possibly still do to this day, especially if you still suffer from depression or another mental illness. Now, he knew where to push to make you join Mint Eye and betray those hypocrites of RFA members. He was so glad Saeran let him handle the manipulation part. He was the best at it. 
So one morning, you woke up to the messenger app's alarm. You looked at the notification, but it was blank. Ok, that's strange. Maybe it's a bug.  
You open the app to find that a chatroom is open with only a weird portrait, like the one people have on social medias when they don't add their own profile picture. Or like the one Unknown used when he lured you into the apartment.
You decided to enter the chatroom, feeling nervous, only to be greeted by that familiar green background. You glanced at the names and you felt your heart stop for a second. Unknown really did hack into the messenger.
Unknown: [Y/N], good morning.
Unknown: Don't worry, I only want to talk.
Oh? He didn't even answer your message and now he wants to have a friendly chat? Yeah, right. Better tell Seven. You pressed the home button, but it didn't do anything.
Unknown: I bugged your phone, you won't be able to exit the chatroom. Not until we finish talking.
That asshole.
You: Ok I'm listening.
You: Or reading...What ever.
You facepalmed and waited for him to write something.
Unknown: So, I imagine you don't know why I chose you to infiltrate the RFA?
You: “Infiltrate” is not the word I'd use, but no, I don't know.
You tried again to close the app by all the different ways you know, but nothing worked.
Unknown: Did you ever wanted to make a difference in this loveless world?
Oh boi. This is not a good start.
You: What do you mean?
Unknown: People like you and I can't find happiness while surrounded by hypocrites and cowards. This is why I chose to help you.
You: So you made me enter an organization you don't like?  
Unknown: Yes. To show you how ugly people can be despite their sweet talks. They're not what they seem to be, [Y/N].
You furrow your brows and you can feel your hands getting moist. Why making you enter in contact with those kinds of people if he wanted to help?
You: I don’t follow you.
Unknown: This organization and its members are hiding something. You can feel it, don’t you?
You rub your hand on the sheet, trying to wipe off the sweat. He's right on this, there's something suspicious with all this “classified informations” thing. It even bothered Zen and Yoosung.
Unknown: So I'll make a deal with you. You can try to discover what they're hiding, and if you find something so disturbing that you want to quit, I'll come get you.
You: You sure I'm going to find something?
Unknown: This place is filled with evidences that the RFA is corrupted.
Unknown: Just ask Luciel and V about Saeran. You'll know.
Wait, who's Saeran? What should you know about? You type your questions as fast as you can, but a message from Unknown interrupts you.
Unknown: Shit hes trying to hack in
Unknown: I have to go
Unknown: but remember what we talked about [Y/N]
/\ Unknown left the chatroom /\
Soon after, you literally got kicked out of the chatroom. No confidentiality form to click on, nothing. You were too stunned to be able to react. What is going on right now?
Your phone ringed, and you didn’t have to look at the contact to know who's calling. You pressed on the green phone.
“Seven?” you ask, your voice a little shaky.
“[Y/N]! Did you talk to the hacker? What did he say? Are you alright?” It was the first time you heard him in such a distress state. He was clearly scared and… angry?
“Yes, I'm fine. I did talk to him but… are you ok, Seven?”
“Yes, I'm… Fuck no, I'm not!” he was shouting. “I've failed to protect you, I fell asleep when I shouldn’t. You can be angry at me, that's totally ok with me.” His voice was strangled.
"Seven, please calm down. Nothing bad happened." You tried to sound as calm as possible. "Take a deep breath, ok?"
"Right, sorry." He takes a long, deep inhalation, then exhaled slowly. "So, did he say something interesting?"
It took you a moment to make your decision to ask what Unknown told you, but you decided that right now wasn't the time for that. Besides, shouldn’t Seven already know about what you both talked about? Unless, the chat log has been erased.  
“He did say that the RFA is not to be trusted, but nothing else.”
“Really? Only that?” his voice seemed hesitant. You answered by humming. “Ok, so I'll run another test on the app and then strengthen the security. Stay safe.”
“You too, Seven.”
He hung up, leaving you alone with your thoughts.
A week later, you were at the hospital to visit Saeran with Saeyoung. You weren't sure if it was a good idea, but he said that he wanted to take all chances to help Saeran, and he didn't seem to be violent toward you when you were at Mint Eye's HQ. He knocked on the door, only to be greeted with silence. He chuckled and smiled with sad eyes.
“He never answers when we knock.” He said as he scratched the back of his head.
He still entered in the surprisingly dark room. The only light source came from the winow, which Saeran was looking through while sitting on his bed. He seemed absorbed in his contemplation of the cloudy sky and didn’t moved when Saeyoung and you walked in and closed the door.
“I don't want to see you.” he whispered between his teeth, then glared in your direction. His eyes widened, but he quickly returned to his grumpy self. “[Y/N]? What are you doing here?”
“Saeyoung asked me to come see you.” You smiled and walked toward him while handing over a plastic bag. “He also told me you like ice cream.”
He didn’t budge, only scanning you and the white bag you were offering to him. However, he was avoiding to meet your eyes and his fists were clenching on the white sheets. You decided to simply put your package down on the nightstand and took a seat beside the bed.
“How do you feel?”  
He looked back outside and tried to block any other stimulus than the clouds. “I dunno. Why do you care?”  
Just go away, you're making me uncomfortable.
“I’m worried about you.”
Bullshit. All you want is to feel better about yourself.
“Saeran, please look at me. I really want to help.”
“I'm not fucking stupid! You can't understand what I lived or how I feel!”
He was now looking you in the eyes, his face all crisped from anger and something else was darkening his eyes. You couldn't put your finger on it though.
You closed your eyes and began to consider what he just said. You talked after a minute or two:
“I may not know your situation at 100%, but believe me when I say that I once was desperate like you. So, even if I can't understand you completely, I can still provide some advices to deal with your problems.” You got up. “But for now, I'll go in the corner of shame with Saeyoung. Just tell us if you want anything, ok?”
You smiled lightly then went to a corner of the room, where Saeyoung was playing on his DS while facing you and Saeran. You sat next to him and took out of your bag a book or something you like to do to pass the time.
Saeran was sure he would become mad if you tried to interact with him more. You were too caring, too selfless when it came to him. Hell, he didn’t fucking care if it was because of your problematic past, your attitude toward him was just too much. It made him feel suffocated. 
After a few minutes, Saeran gave quick glances at the plastic bag. You did say it was ice cream, right? Then maybe, just this time…
He reached out to the bag and took the jar of ice cream out along with a plastic spoon. Wait, is it the one flavor he wanted to try for a month?
“Fuck yeah, it's gonna be so fucking good.” He whispered to himself at the same time of opening it.
You contained the laughter that threatened to burst out. That was a good beginning, right? He was accepting in secret the gift you gave to him after all. Maybe one day, he’ll accept people’s genuine desire to love him.
Vandwerwood
You were both at the twins' house, cleaning the table while Saeyoung and Saeran were in the computers room. You decided to make supper for them, since they never seemed to eat properly based on their trash and what they wrote on the messenger.
It has been three months since Saeyoung and Vanderwood deserted the agency and were taking care of Saeran with you. Well, mostly Saeyoung and you. Miss Vandy and Saeran couldn't be in the same room without trying to strangle each one another. You hoped that one day they'll learn to play nice, but it just seemed like a faraway fantasy for now.
"Why can't they just make an effort to do something in this house?" Vanderwood grunted while throwing one of the twins' unfinished dinner in the trash. "They just laze and play around."
"They're not mentally sane, Vandy. You know that."
He sighed heavily at you answer. You were always defending them, always taking their side when all he was trying to do was to teach them how to be proper human beings and not filthy pigs.
"Yes, yes." He rolled his eyes, then made his voice higher to sound like you. "They got severe depression and just the simplest thing like waking up can be really hard for them."
You stopped wiping the dishes and looked at him. Did he really just do that? While you were being serious?  
"Really, Vanderwood?"  
"What? You always create excuses for them." He said and turned his gaze toward you. "It's really annoying."
"Create excuses? Annoying?" Now you're frustrated. How many times did you tell him how much damages depression can do? Gosh, even a fucking five years old would understand. It's like he's not listening. "Are you even trying?"
He raised an eyebrow at you. "I'm not sure I follow." He paused for a second to look you over. "Oh, are you angry at me?"
"Yes, I am." You answered dryly, then threw your towel on his head. "And I'm going in the living room since you're being a fucking ass."
Ouch. He knew he did something really bad when you called him names. You walked out of the kitchen and plopped down on the couch. He finished cleaning and he let the dishes dry off to join you.  
You were still obviously mad, watching the TV with a pout. Vanderwood sighed and sat next to you, which made you hug your legs against your chest and put your head on your knees as to create a barrier between the two of you.
"Why are you being like this, [Y/N]? Every time we talk about their mental health and behavior, you get emotional."
You grunted and forced yourself not to look at him. If silence could kill, he would be dead a few times.
"Hey, don't give me the silent treatment, that's not fair."  
Still no reaction. Fuck it. He needed to know. This situation has happened in the past multiple times in the past, and this was the last. 
He closed the television with the remote and threw it on the sofa. Then, he took your head in his hand and forced you to look at him. His expression was tense, with his lips forming a thin line and his eyebrows furrowed slightly.  
"Don't think I'm going to leave you alone just because you're ignoring me." He caressed your cheek with his thumb and you could discern restlessness in his brown eyes. "I'll repeat myself; what is wrong?"
You looked down, but you still felt irritated. " You won't understand. You never do when it comes to sensitive stuff like that."
"Come on, it's not like you have depression like th..." He stopped when he saw your expression darkening. "Wait, are you?"
You shook your head slowly and whispered:  
"Not right now." You looked back at him, and his shocked expression made you decide to spill everything. At least he didn't seem annoyed that you had the same problem as the twins. "I once tried to kill myself, but it didn't work out.
There was a moment of silence. Vanderwood only looked at you with wide eyes and his mouth moved as to say something but stopped itself every two or three seconds. He suddenly pulled you in an embrace and stroked your hair.
"Holy fucking shit, [Y/N]. I didn't know, I... I'm so sorry. Did I hurt you when I said all those things about the twins?"  
You nod and hug him back. "It's ok, you didn't know." Ok, maybe you didn’t mean it, but seeing him so troubled made you not want to be too frank with him.
Now he felt like shit. All this time he has been too selfish and didn't see all the signs you've been sending his way. Well, maybe he did but just didn't want to accept that you suffered in the past.  
"I'll try to watch what I say about them, ok? And don't hesitate to talk about it if you feel the need. I think I've heard somewhere that it helps to talk about your problems."
You chuckled against him. He sure wasn't the best when it came to emotional support. But at least now he said that he would try and he was a man of honor, so you wanted to believe him.  
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earl-of-221b · 7 years
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noblesse icebreaker
Thank you for tagging me @spectralmelon !
Name/nickname: earl, short for my fav drink earl grey tea
How did you find out about Noblesse?: When I was in the height of my Mangareader phase, I kind of just clicked on Noblesse when the title art was getting featured as one of those ‘recently updated’ manga. (That one old pic of Rai in the white uniform and then a close up of him.) Just because. And then I, someone who had only ever read japanese manga in black and white, was blinded by the full colour art. My brain could not compute. Full colour art? Every page? Every chapter? This manhua artist was a visionary. And there’s like three hundred chapters already.  Story-wise, I got whiplash when the supposed principal of this high school bowed to the Vampire Man™ (who clearly did not look like a high schooler imo but somehow was blending in anyway). But this interaction really interested me - immediately alluding to a history between these characters that I wanted to know. And then Rai started high school and M-21 and M-24 go kekeke~ and Rai couldn’t open doors and them pure jokes about Rai being a fish out of water were delightful. Also, in the early chapters Franken’s power was bright pink! And I gobbled that up I loved his pink killing powers how gorgeous. Yes, murder Mary and Jake with pink neon lightning while grumbling about getting vampire drool on your neat clothes. 
Favorite character(s)? Frankenstein and Raizel of course!
Previous Lord is also fantastique and M-21 will always be there in my heart. (And Tao. And takeo. And Seira and Regis. Sigh.) 
Favorite scene(s)? 
HOnestly, the first time Rai had ramen and thought it was an assassination attempt - this was like so masterfully animated in Awakening it was glorious. 
Rai trying to get out of the house via the window because he felt the need to make sure Franken was ok with Mary and Jake. Mary and Jake. 
SHIT THE FIRST TIME FRANKEN SUMMONED DARK SPEAR??? I WAS SO SHOOK? LIKE YEA FRANKEN TEACH THAT PUNK WHAT HAPPENS WHEN HE DISRESPECTS YOUR EMPLOYEES IN YOUR SCHOOL
OH MY GOSH Remember that early part where M-21 and M-24 were answering their phone thinking that those noblesses were calling them so early? And they were like shit, M-21, quick, answer it! Be serious! Be vigilant! Can’t let down guard! And it turned out it was just a telemarketer? 
Freaking heck remember when I was totally convinced that Takeo was a lady for his entire entry arc? But anyway Takeo sniping some bad guys. Takeo getting fake-mugged and then getting saved and making friends with the Yeran High group! Shinwoo Yuna Ikhan you guys are so sweet. (Has Suyi arrived yet?) Like. Tao and Takeo hanging with the yeran crew warms my heart, looking back. 
Any time Frankenstein has time alone with Rai. 
Any time the kids are over and trashing Franken’s place and having fun with Rai like you do and Franken twitching slightly in the corner 
The early days where translation was shaky and sometimes Franken called Rai ‘My Lord.’ Loved that shit
Franken walking home with sping onions in his supermarket bag before being captured by yuri. He was just trying to do the shopping. He has a family to feed.
When tao started being himself after been freed from the Union 
When Rai is using his powers in the beginning when it wasn’t all that painful and draining to watch, where we could all cheer guiltlessly as he crushed his enemies with finesse and ease without breaking a sweat
Rai’s blood fields and how beautiful they are when drawn nicely, the different shades of red that seem to glide but we know it’s all destructive force 
Any time Raizel pats Frankenstein’s shoulder in reassurance 
RAI BLUSHING
‘I would be able to experiment and stabilise your bodies. But that depends on Master. You see, I cannot disobey his orders.’ 
‘Really Frankenstein?” or something to that effect, “I recall otherwise”
Cue Franken trying to backtrack^
Any time Rai calls Franken out like that because Franken is Franken and its great
Raskreia pulling RAgnorok
‘Frankenstien caused many incidents. The Clan Leaders used to come to me to complain.’ d e c e a s e d
Frankenstein giving Rai earrings and a ring - and then Rai going ‘it’s not my colour.’ Which was great. But also, in retrospect, Rai probably said those things to try and take Franken’s mind off of bad thoughts like ‘oh no, is the power going to be compatible??????’
Raizel fighting Raskreia. UmPH. 
Frankenstein busting into the temple disheveled and half unclothed, trying to stop Rai from fighting even though he knows he can’t and then Rai reassuring him with a smile. 
Like wow
‘Are you alright, Master?’ 
‘I’m fine, Frankenstein.’ he says with a soft smile
‘There’s no way you can be fine after that.’ Frankenstein oh my gosh. You’ve never said it stark to his face that before Franken. It hurt my soul and I loved it. 
‘Master...that’s the wrong way...’
Ramen experiments. 
Any time Franken mouths off at enemies condescendingly 
Any time Rai makes a bad guy k n e e l
Oh my gosh I just remmbered his killer line ‘This is where your eye meets mine.’
 w r e ck t, j a k e 
That scene where Franken and Rai are having tea. It’s not a happy scene but it was huge. Rai drops his teacup for the first time (graphic) and remind us all that Cadis Etrama di Raizel is not ok and has never been since we’ve seen him awake. Then, worried out of his head, Franken can’t wait for Rai to talk himself and straightforwardly asks what caused his 820y sleep. There were two big things that kept me going with a burning passion while reading Noblesse, and that was
1) Franken and Rai’s history. 
2) With all this talk of traitors and conspiracy, what was this big coup and how were able to put the Noblesse to sleep. How did Rai end up in the box? Why were Franken and Rai parted for so long??? This kept me up at night. ( I expected something much more elaborate than what’s been revealed now but still.)
When the man-bat tried to make his hostage quiet, unassuming, high school uniformed Rai. 
Rai v Urokai and Zarga - AKA the first time Rai pulled out approximately seven blood fields that looked like seven raging red tornadoes when Urokai question his ability. 
Seira and Regis. 
Shinwoo actually beating bad guys up. Shinwoo is a good kid and kind friend 
Everybody’s fav scenes: Whenever Frankenstein goes ‘Allow me,’ and Rai pauses for a moment, ponders upon it, and then agrees. 
Then Franken gets out The Violence and has tangible killing intent spilling from him in throngs that make people question his sanity. This is up there in terms of fav.
Every single time Rai feels the overwhelming need to sigh. 
Rai sighing
Rai stuttering ‘hm....um....hn....’ 
NOnsu and Sangeen making disgusted faces at all this mystical crap going on. Remember when one of the union groups tried to sass them like ‘hahah you like him??’ because nonsu and Sangeen are happily married undercover strike agents
Tao getting Takeo some sweet new pistols and getting M-21 his sweet new optimised nail filer 
Any time someone is Recruited against their knowledge into Raizel’s Knights
Raizel’s Knights doing cool shit. 
Raizel finding out about Raizel’s Knights.
Regis running through the woods trying to fend off central knights encroaching on Rai’s mansion in Lukedonia 
OH. The trio stowing away in the cargo hold of their bosses plane, said plane falling, them wake up in hospital beds and 
M-21 - what’s happening?
Tao - huh?
Takeo - F-freeze! *gun fingers.
Any time ~mind control~ fails to work in the series. LIke Regis failing at F and R. the central knights failing on the trio
Seira calling upon Death Scythe. Seira wielding Death Scythe. Seira silhouetted by a giant spirit god of death. Any time Seira fights with her giant giant scythe 
Frankenstein v Rajak fight!!!!!!! Franken v Rajak fight never saw an end but what a fight!!!
Franken murdering Gradeus. Yes. But most importantly, that one shot of Franken turning his back on his kill, a empty ring of purple where Gradeus had been devoured alive by the souls of the undead in necromantic weapon Dark Spear
Dark Spear. Any time Franken goes ‘Answer my call’ 
Ok ok ok ok the f l a s h b ac k s. All of every major flashback. Gejutel and Ragar running through the woods in pursuit of renegade Frankenstein in laced cuffs and victorian suit in medieval days. 
I loved the scene where we actually see Gejutel fight. The giant sky tearing, body vaporising lance. Regasus was huge. 
Any interaction between Franken and Ragar, good friends
‘I just started working here, hahah’ *scratches head
Everything about Rai is stoic and monumental, Franken asks this great man why he didn’t make him see the Lord and ‘...I forgot.’ 
PREV LORD AND RAI MAKE IT TO THE FRANKEN V UROKAI BATTLE
THIS IS ALSO THE FIRST TIME WE SEE FRANKEN GET POSSSSESSSED BY DS. OH MY 
The brief Franken v Rai fight literally sucked my breath out of my lungs like n o they’re actually going to FIGHT even if it’s not really Franken there but the thought of Franken and Rai fighting is just RIVETING and IMPOSSIBLE and TERRIBLE 
fav fav scene: chapter 295
you guys all know what this is 295 when they made the b o n d 
Franken destroying ninth elder with just words and wit. How dare you speak to him, you traitor of humanity 
tesamu
 A couple of weeks ago when Muzaka stopped what’s known as 废话, useless monologuing/ chatter, and straight up diced second-in-strength werewolf whom I cannot name. Blood went everywhere. Parts rained down like a chunky storm. It was glorious, Muzaka. 
Edian mildly threatening Franken and Franken sticking his head in Rai’s door to tattle on her. 
Forgive me for this list.
Why are you still following it? The characters. Franken and Rai are very important to me. 
How do you like to spend time in the fandom? (“I liveblog the chapters”/ “i roleplay”/ “I draw fanart” / “I like to read fics” etc.)
I write fanfic when I have time! 
Sometimes I sketch some fanart but I’m also prone to the one angle, one face, pencil-only thing. 
Do you have any ships and/or crackships that you’d like to share? When I started writing Who is the Monster, I didn’t ship Franken and Rai. In fact, I’d followed noblesse for a couple of years before finding that, yes, I do like them together. In a world where love feels very...cheap? in media, I don’t really like shipping and platonic relationships just appeal to me more. Unless there’s something that really draws me in I’m not that interested. I mean, there’s doumeki and yashiro, and victor and yuri and other ships that are great! But in the beginning of last year I got into Franken and Rai. Writing Who is the Monster really made me realise that Franken and Rai are romantic to me. Really getting to flesh out what’s up between them and making up in-character interaction changed the direction of the fic. It’s like that saying where - I wrote the characters the way they wanted to go. And where they wanted to go was be in deep love with each other to the point of self destruction. Hm. 
that, and I read other writer’s fics about them and found it so nice
(looking at you, Nerdanel/daylight-star - your rosa de sal - and Laryna6)
(also qdeanna later, your art is <3)
So that’s how I tricked myself into writing a 130k+ slow burn fic. 
My best contribution into the online literary world. 
when all songs on the radio you relate back to Franken and Rai you know things have c h a n g e d
I really want to talk to someone about ____________!
Writing more noblesse fic so I can read it. I want to read more noblesse material. Please write me more fic. I know I’ve been blocked for ages but maybe if you guys write some I can get back into it. I really love Franken and Rai. More Franken and Rai, please. 
I’d like to tag @qdeanna @laryna6 @daylight-star @alexvolkovvlad
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