#LOSING MY ENTIRE FUCKING SHIT RN

[katherine-mcnamara]

DOMINIC SHERWOOD Partner Track

#dominicsherwoodedit #domsherwoodedit #partnertrackedit #shadowhuntersedit #shedit #sh cast #Dominic Sherwood #Dom Sherwood #Partner Track #mine: gifs #I love him so much I could SCREAM #bby boy #loml #userduckie #LOSING MY ENTIRE FUCKING SHIT RN #dearindies #comfort fc to gif

[waywardsalt]

you fuckers are lucky i cant draw as well as id like actually bc otherwise id be posting the weirdest fucking bellumbeck art known to man

#i think the ph fandom as a whole needs to get weirder abt linebeck and bellum. i sure am doing my part (doing my part entirely in my head) #'weirdest' idk if thats the right word but i should be finishing an essay so all of my vocab skillsa re being funneled into that rn #salty talks #sorry ive been losing my mind abt linebeck and bellum these past few days its fun #brother the ph art id do if art was my thing instead of writing. i have ideas but my hands are made for writing #so ill jsut write weird shit. but i cant get to the bellumbeck fic until i set the groundwork that is the fucking oshus-linebeck therapy fi #dw abt it my ph oneshots are half slice of life sea adventures with a hint of oh. huh. and half psychological linebeck escapades

[rattbyte]

the worst thing about rodents as pets specifically is that they have such short lifespans. how is it they leave such a large imprint on your heart but live such short lives. how is that fair

#i lost sidney today and i am absolutely not ok. losing my entire shit about it actually #i knew going into it that rats dont live long and can often be prone to health issues ive owned rodents (hamsters) ive lost rats before. #recently even. but fuck #feels like a fucking knife to the gut rn #pet posts with frolis

[wifegideonnav]

im :) having :) a :) bad :) time :)

#suicide tw #the urge to kms do be rearing its head rn #basically… my one (1) friend at school is dealing with family shit and will basically be unavailable for the rest of the semester #then she graduates #(and I still have a semester after that which is a whole other can of worms but) #and it just sucks all the way around #bc she’s in pain and I can’t fix it #but also… now the rest of the semester looks rly bleak for me #which is such a selfish thought and I hate myself for throwing the little pity party that I’m throwing #but like. the semester before she and I became friends I literally hung out with no one. the entire time #and I thought I wasn’t going to have to deal with that until the fall #but now. all of her time outside of class is going to be for her family. which it should! #and I’ll be fucking alone again #and I don’t know if I can do it goddamn #like god. it’s just so unfair. it’s so unfair!!! #and who knows how the semester will actually go blah blah blah I don’t CARE #i just. I’m so fucking tired #i don’t want to live like this #every time I make a close friend I lose them. every. single. time. #i don’t know what to do #I’m just. stewing in all this #personal

[set-phasers-to-whump]

ummm im losing my mind apparently there’s a season 4 of babylon berlin but it’s not on netflix and was largely not released in most of the world?????? and i never heard a word about it before?? what in the actual hell

#not to worry I found a site to watch it immediately #and will be doing so imminently #but what the fuck?? it’s just not on netflix or anywhere else and it was released like last fall #so yeah. losing my entire shit rn #i say things #not whump

[maeo-png]

physically? i am in bed at midnight. mentally my brain is bouncing off the walls thinking about The Thick Of It

#JFHFUDBRHSJSJHDUSBRHFHDBD #<- accurate representation of what noises my brain is making rn about this show #just like #malcolm knowing what the fuck was up the entire time #his orchestration in season 4 up until the inquiry #something something glenn is the moral centre of the show something something #but in the end he is the one handing himself in to be arrested as well #and ollie- the one who managed to fuck over everyone around him one way or another- mostly through the email shit #managed to get out on top #something something ollie being wrong about the snooper patrol thing s1 and glenn being right something something #the fact that the people who either tried their best to be as clean/moral as possible (glenn and nicola) or just knew what the fuck was up #<- (malcolm) were the ones who ended up losing their careers #the whole show is a masterpiece commentary on how fucked politics is right now #txt

[captainschaos]

Finally finished kollok s3 and just want to say. hahaha! what the fuck!

#captain's chatter #kollok #so I'm losing my entire goddamn mind rn #I still need to go back and rewatch the first two seasons I only jumped onto the ride at the start of this one but I'm Normal #story. storystorystory I'm normal #it's so very story it's so VERY story #and mallory fucking jenkins I'm losing my shit #anyways. I'll be screaming through a maniac smile for a while about this #this is a nothing post but tldr watch kollok it goes so fucking hard

[orcelito]

Formal Apology to my persona 5 followers

Yeah.

#speculation nation #i did not mean to switch fandoms but like... my brain has entirely switched gears lmao #i do still love p5 & akeshu of course but like. god i hate the fandom so fucking much. #no fandom is without faults but ive been enjoying my time in trigun fandom SO much more than p5 fandom #enough to take my blog out of hiding from search results. which is honestly kinda wild. #i dont plan on permanently giving up on writing discacc. but like. lol. #im having a lot more fun with itnl & interacting with trigun fandom. so this is just how it is rn. #i keep losing some followers (tho slower than im gaining trigun followers) and i Assume it's my p5 followers jumping ship #which like. Fair. hfkshfj if ur not interested in trigun & dont wanna see it. well. uh. sorry. #in the end it's my blog & writing fanfic is supposed to be fun. i hate temporarily putting discacc on hiatus #but i HAAAATED the p5 fandom & especially akeshu fandom. which is not a great feeling for the fandom im supposed to be in. #turns out it's not quite normal to have a great number of big names in the fandom that make my blood just fucking Boil #just upon seeing their names. it's that Dust shit & all involved. for those that know lol. #for any who r willing to stick it out with me. thanks ❤. tho im not judging anyone who ends up unfollowing #this is less of an apology for switching fandoms and more an apology for letting down discacc fans #maybe i should put a note on it or smth idk. i'll think about it. #for now imma just keep doing as i do. Happily. i have been having a lot of fun.

[milo-is-rambling]

Someone tell me how to make me not hate myself and make my family not think I’m a bitch and make me want to see my family or drive back down the coast or stay in strange places or do anything other than kill myself I mean whaaatttt haha what a weird thing to say *stares directly into the camera knowingly*

#and don’t say take your medication #fuck. my moms sitting here like I was under the impression you had this all figured out and I’m like well I was under the impression you #we’re going to fucking sit down with me and help me book a room for the last night of driving bc I can’t book and I have to find somewhere #between like three states that will let me check into a hotel room bc if I get somewhere and they don’t let me stay I’m fucked and have no #where to go or sleep bc I can’t sleep in the car on the way back bc my car is packed to the FUCKING top with my brothers shit fuck fuck fuck #fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck #it’s just like being a kid I can hear my family making fun of me for my emotions in the next room over FUCK I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE T #THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS #I think I’m having caffeine nic and med withdrawals at the same time while pmsing #AND WHILE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT A PLAN FOR DRIVING BACK DOWN #I think I’m the biggest bitch on the planet rn #i was listening to father by tfb in the car and there’s a line about something about falling asleep while you drive and I apparently sang iy #with a lot of passion bc my brother said ‘please don’t’ and that was literally the first time anyone has called me on my recent musicchoices #but it really has all been like I need to go anywhere but where I am right now and I need to die far away and that’s it #no more starting over no more self hatred no more family shit I just need to stop #I want to hire someone to drive my brothers shit down to Florida and then I want to kill myself in New England #Anyways. I’m gonna go try to eat something and take my meds and then move stuff around in the car and also try to get a room somewhere by #the end of my trip and I don’t have much time at all and I need to kill everyone and then myself now now now now now now now now now now now #every time I move my body the entire world spins and idk if it’s anxiety or med withdrawals or being tired or what but I am losing it and I #feel like I don’t have it in me to drive any fucking more this trip and the way back is only just beginning #and in less than hour were supposed to check out of this hotel and go to my aunts for a big family celebration of my brothers graduation and #Mother’s Day and I’m going to see all my family who still has a fucking father and I want to be fucking dead I hate all of this I hate it #I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it

[katherine-mcnamara]

#demetozdemiredit #demetözdemiredit #demet özdemir #demet ozdemir #dunyaylabenimaramdaedit #dunyayla benim aramda #mine: gifs #tessgifs #usermina #flashing tw #comfort fc to gif #not sure on this colouring #but her in this dress #LOSING MY ENTIRE FUCKING SHIT RN

[pxrxmoore]

fr do 911 twt stans even like this fuckin show it’s exhausting reading all that constant negativity

#i only follow like actual 911/bts/drama club #stuff like that #but obv it’ll suggest stuff to me #and everyone just shits over everything #mostly ryan 🔪 #but like bucks entire storyline in s6 rn #and only caring about buddie canon #they’re even finding shit wrong w the sexiest firefighters article like HELLO ARE U GOOD??? #again mostly bc of ryan i stg im gonna lose my fucking mind #can they all just fuck off #if y’all hate it so much just don’t watch it it’s not that deep yall 😭 #like rn the cute green sweater buck is wearing is apparently the worst outfit these ppl have ever seen like how do y’all have the time #to be such a pos #anyway ig i am sort of hypocritically also being a pos by complaining about them lmfaooaoaooa #bp

[hellfireeddiemunson]

I have to pack so badly but I Cannot get myself to do it I’m so overwhelmed holy fucking shit

#i have a whole Situation rn but long story short I potentially have until only Sunday night to get out of my house ! lovely #pray for me I guess bc I’m going to probably lose things and it is entirely out of my control ! #including my cats which is actively making me have panic attacks every few hours lmao #god life is a fucking Joke dude lmfao #anyways wish me luck I guess bc I’m scared and feel lost as fuck !!!!!! #hoping so bad the court or police or whatever will be nice and let us have more time but #doubtful :) so …………….panicking it is!!!!!!! #sorry to rant I needed to get this out so bad hahahahahahahahahahahaahaha #ok no seriously I have to get my shit together so badly I have an entire room to get together and I don’t even know where to start #bc I’m god awful and messy and my room is a disaster so everything’s Everywhere gotta love depression rooms #I’ll just start w surface level shit I guess #also I’ll probably be deleting this bc I’m embarrassed by talking about my situation hahahahaa

[baccan0pe]

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#oh i can go INSANE insane?? #LIKE FULLY LOSE MY MIND ABT THIS RN?? #hold shit holy fuck i hit a fucking goldmine #self control vs rbing this person's entire blog fight

[widevibratobitch]

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#look away everyone this is gonna be embarrassing #nothing new really same old shit that's been going on every day for almost 20 years with me but uhh #at this point i dont even wish i were fucking skinny (<-lying). id give anything to just go back to my lowest ed weight #which was by no means skinny. not even thin. but it was thinnER than now. #anyway. nothing makes you hate your own body quite like trying to buy clothes lol #being a huge hypocrite rn cause yes yes fuck fast fashion we know #but being able to go shopping for clothes with your friends to a mainstream brand shop and only feeling *a little* inferior in all aspects #but not ENTIRELY worthless as a woman and a human being in general. my god. it only happened once in my entire life #and i had so much fun that day. and i felt so good and happy and even a little attractive. we love internalised mysogyny <333 #but i miss experiencing the first stirrings of this stupid ass shy little hope that i could actually be considered hot and pretty #for the first time in my fucking life. like hot and pretty RIGHT NOW. not in some undefined future of ✨...if you lost some weight✨ #idk it just feels like it was all for nothing. i ruined every part of my life i fucked up my teeth and my skin and my hair and my metabolism #and my relationship with food. forever lol and it was for nothing because at the end of the day im basically back to the weight i started w/ #its a goddamn joke. like yeah maybe im not losing fistfuls of hair on a daily basis anymore but id honestly rather just go fully bald #if i was allowed to keep the weight off #god i only hope i die in a way that will completely obliterate my body. it is kind of a comfort #no matter what - at least ill always have the train tracks i used to play on as a kid <33 one of my most beloved places in the world fr

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

ok well cats fine. Ig i should just like fuckin. Explode tmrw i suppose.

#night thoughts #literally sooooo fucking #UGH fuck school fuck it so much fuck it to hell n back #LIKE ITS NOT EVEN LIKE HAVING A JOB U HATE #I DONT DO THIS FOR MONEY #I DO THIS BC IF I DONT THE GOVERNMENT WILL FINE MY PARENTS N LOSE THEM THEIR JOBS #AND THEN MY SIBLINGS WONT HAVE A STABLE LIFE ANYMORE #BUT THATS SO FUCKING #i hate that the ONLYYYY motivator is a threat #like dude this shits killing me LITERALLY NOT EVEN AS A HYPERBOLE IT IS ACTUALLY LITERALLY KILLING ME and yet #UGH fuckt his fuck this so much #i dont wanna fucking lose this many years of my life #ik ur teen years are only a small fraction of ur life #but rn its like. my entire life #like i dont remember anything before i was 10 years old tbh #and everything sucked from 12 onwards #so ofc this is gonna feel like the end of the world bc it quite franklt almost is #for me #UGH SWAGEVER

[shoezuki]

Guys holy shit there's something going on w SCP shit I just found out thru the reddit scp sub and I'm losing my mind so much I need to report on this OK like.

So there are joke scps. If u don't know. That are jokes. Usually digs at common tropes on scps like the rock that makes u procrastinate is probably the most famous joke scp. Or the one I can't find rn where the researchers in the article are critiquing the scp item for being too tropey.

But. There's a new joke scp. SCP-021-J. It was posted yesterday and it's fighting for its fucking life. It has been slingshotting between bein rated -5 to +12 this whole time. The discussion on it is wild people fucking hate it or love it. Hard-core scp ppl are goin on paragraphs bout how it's not funny, its not even anything it's jus the worst of 'lol random' internet humour. And then there's the enjoyers who are jus like 'lol mfer can't handle it'

And all it is. Is evil water bottle.

This is it. The entire article. Evil :(

And ppl are LOSING IT. the discussion is full of ppl talkin like this is a sign and example of how the scp site has fallen so far, that scps are all shit now and things like this are taking away from Actually Good Scps. That it's disgusting and horrible. Like genuinely here's one dude calling it actually problematic

And this battle in the forum is genuinely the funniest thing bout this article like this exchange shows it perfectly

#i upvoted it i want this thing to live #SCP #mfers cant handle EVIL WATER BOTTLE #also the author has said fuck all bout it which is funnier to me. theres no meaning here. evil :(