#I'm suffocating

[thegameoflovemindberries]

#guns n roses #axl rose #I'm suffocating #I really want to sit on his lap

[scoups4lyfe]

fking chaos

literally now they've teamed up in this mess

this is true allyship ✊✊✊✊

(so funny that's its so the two of them can fight each other to the death tho LOL)

:')

they escaped together!!!!!!

THEY'RE FKING BANDAGING EACH OTHER UP

#WE'RE BEING FED TODAY BOYZ #fking SERIOOUUSLY #they're just dating at this point #like these intimate rituals between men #is sO fking MUCH #I'm suffocating #my thougts #sentaisouped #avataro sentai donbrothers #donbrothers liveblog #who let delivery boy bring a parade float to a gun fight #donbrothers #27 peach falls #momoi tarou #mj sonoi 😔🕺🕺🕺

[daenerys-targaryen]

billie “maybe i’m the problem / baby I’m the problem”

montero “i wanna run away don’t wanna lie I don’t wanna life / send me a gun and I’ll see the sun”

halsey “I know you’re dying to meet me / baby as soon as you meet me you’ll wish that you never did”

taylor “they see right through me / I see right through me”

olivia “they say ‘these are the golden years’ but I wish I could disappear”

#I'M SUFFOCATING #i am having a Moment #the girls theys and the gays are GETTING to me #me thinks it hits too close to home #song post #leah rambles

[when-the-music-fades]

✨️when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publish. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)🎶✨️

#i know this is ridiculously late #but i appreciate you thinking of me #songs you need in your life #the chokehold they have on me #the intro of lost in a wave heals me #i can't breathe #i'm suffocating #music is my therapy #music is life #music is my love language #music tags

[tardis--dreams]

I am excited for bastille but i will say that I am very much not looking forward to the whole trip

#in my first train (suffering) #i'm way too tired #and i need to work #I'm way behind schedule #i just hope there's a table in the ice and it's socially acceptable to work for a few hours #bit worried about my keyboard being too loud though lol #ugh #i feel like a corpse #void screams #also why is it so fucking warm and such bad weather at the same time #I'm suffocating

[myatlantispoets]

No cuz like. Why.

#i'm holding my tears back as i'm typing this #i just #everything is too much. #i'm suffocating #venting #personal

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

One minute I’m fine, chillin, and vibin. The next second, I’ll get overwhelming crippling anxiety and immense sadness. Lightheaded with sensations of being in a stormy ocean swaying, my chest turns into cement, it’s hard to breathe, panic runs through my veins, and my limbs turn ice cold. For no reason. I don’t know why.

#dear diary #heart vs mind #depression #struggling #anxiety attack #overwhelmed #i'm exhausted #another flaw #i hate myself #i can't breathe #i'm suffocating #idk what's wrong with me #tick tock #why is everything so heavy #weight of the world #sick of being sick #racing thoughts #series of unfortunate events #i can't explain #broken #at a loss for words

[birdmenmanga]

I think there's no greater indication that disco elysium is sympathetic towards communism when it literally says "communism is failure" and then the literal gameplay itself rewards trying and failing. The most obvious one being the Shivers check at the FELD mural, which is an Impossible 20 check BUT opens itself up again and again the longer you spend in the world doing things, but even just looking at sheer probabilities, for any given white check, rolling first and THEN putting a point into that skill upon failure is more likely to grant you success than putting a point first and then rolling, but that would require failing first.

Other things too: Precarious world saying you'll 100% fail red checks no matter what (not necessarily a bad thing, btw!! throwing the boule into the sea is a success but like. in some other ways one would want a perfect petanque throw instead. but people wouldn't typically assume that failure is desirable sometimes from the start) persuading you to accept that you'll fail some things that is irrevocable, for a world where everything is just a tiny bit easier.

The faux game over screen when you faint after reading Dora's letter— emulating a sense of failure on the scale of the entire game. When it rolls up most people go "What?? Game over?? No way, what did I do wrong!!" and waking up after that, with no huge or lasting impact on Harry's health or morale really tells the player, "Sometimes things will seem so bad that it all seems like it's coming to an end, but it's not the end, it's really not the end, go drink so water, you can still go on despite this failure"

I'm sure there are other things as well that are eluding me but like. The literal gameplay rewards failing and succeeding far more so than simply succeeding every single time, and I think you get a fuller experience of Elysium that way too

#just thinking thoughts... #disco elysium #idk man when did we get so scared of failing!! #people never want to speak in class because 'what if I'm wrong :(((' #well then you are wrong... that is okay... it's normal to fail... sometimes saying the wrong thing is a great way to jumpstart a topic... #'getting a good grade in X is both normal to want and possible to achieve' #okay sure but have you made peace with the fact that getting a BAD grade in X isn't a bad thing? #a bad grade in being friends... okay... so you didn't check up on someone in 3 months... you failed... that's fine... #you can learn from it!! you can learn how to keep in touch with people. how to take care of them when they're sick. #how to resolve a dispute. how to communicate and compromise. these are all things you are not born with #and will fail first before succeeding at #Like yes I get that in the age of surveillance your failures may be recorded and preserved forever and that's not great #but if we don't normalize failure I really think we'll just suffocate and die

[crawley-fell]

i'm having some thoughts about Aziraphale telling Gabriel 'You came to me, I said I would protect you. And I will.' and Gabriel replying with 'You don't need to. I'm going out.' I'm thinking about how Gabriel can reduce any further suffering by giving himself up once he realises it's only him they want. How hiding away in the bookshop will only prolong the inevitable. I'm thinking about Crowley telling Aziraphale that they can be an us, that they can go off together. I'm thinking about Aziraphale going to Heaven anyway, because he thinks that he can make a difference. I'm thinking about Aziraphale saying 'I would love you to help me. But if you won't, you won't.' I wonder if Aziraphale needs a partner, not a protector, and how they can only really be an 'us' when they don't have to hide.

#i'm also thinking about how lost they both are at the start of S2 #how even after 4 years they're both so unsettled. so guarded #they've been hiding for so long. but the guise of protection can lead to a different kind of suffering. a suffocation #and maybe its time to change tactics #anyway. hope you're all well #good omens #ineffable husbands

[ebenelephant]

every so often I go a bit insane over the tragedy of Henry Blake. like. they're in this place broadly agreed not only to be hell on earth, but actually worse than hell, and he gets to go home. nobody gets to go home. the goal post is always moving, and the only way to be shipped back is in a cast, minimum. and Henry gets sent home, to his wife, to his kids. everyone is so pleased for him, so pleased, because if anybody deserves this it's Henry.

and then he dies during the trip. the war refuses to let him leave, so he gets shot down over the sea of japan, and he never makes it home.

what gets me about this is the fact that to my recollection, nobody from the 4077th (save for the woman who died in the minefield and brave, brave tuttle) dies. they all survive the war, they all make it home, bruised and a little bit broken, but there. and if Henry hadn't got that 'lucky break', if he hadn't been sent back home, then he probably would've got there.

#BITE BITE BITE #HISS HISS HISS #screaming crying throwing dying #mash #henry blake #mash 4077 #m*a*s*h #look I'm not pretending that this is an original thought but I'm fucking suffocating here #henry blake meta #mine

[strpw]

Soulmates or just doomed to always be together?

#scarian #desert duo #grian #gtws #oh god have mercy #my hyperfixation is BLOOMING #I'm actually so hyped #they are like in love but they can't leave because they will suffocate #do you get me

[cleradin-archive]

mike wheeler and the evolution of the overprotective bf death grip™

#stranger things #st #byler #mike wheeler #will byers #🌌 // mike wheeler. #🎨 // will byers. #💚 // byler. #🔎 // analysis. #( bro about ripped the poor kid's shoulder clean outta the socket twice now can u believe #also not the parallels with their positions here and the blue in mike's shirts + will's plaid shirts i'm gonna suffocate )

[ride-a-dromedary]

Halsin would tell you to go touch grass but mean it 100% sincerely.

#BG3 Musing #Halsin Posting #Halsin #go touch some grass and maybe you'll calm down #and someone just reacting so negatively to that like well you don't need to be sassy #and halsin is like ??? i'm..i'm telling you to go outside and it'll make you feel better? #i keep imagining halsin sneaking out of the elfsong to go hide in the park because it's the closest he can get to feeling #even remotely comfortable in the city and you just find him on his back staring at the peeks of sky and he looks so much better #than he did when his shirt collar was choking him and the pavement beneath him felt like a death sentence #i feel like people really get on his case for being so upset in the city and criticizing it but like...the man is literally wilting there #he's suffocating - it's like...well...like putting a bear in a cage #and expecting him to perform for you #he will be angry and wounded and try to escape #and only when you've completely throttled him into submission - broken him completely - will he stop fighting you

[canisalbus]

sorry im emotonal and going off of the other asks sent about machete and just i need to stress how beautiful it is to me that machete sees himself so undeserving of love and affection and feeling as if vasco's too good for him but despite all that he is so incredibly devoted to vasco and loving towards him (in his own way) but is so incredibly clear to anyone with eyes that just how in love he is with vasco. like it's not done out of a "oh god please never realize that you're too good for me here here let me overdo it with the affection" its done with the "i love you, and will always love you, no matter what happens to us or separates us, and i will give it to you as long as i am able, and if you ever leave, i won't be okay, but will still love you, and want you happy". like he doesn't use his own feelings of being undeserving taint his love or the way he loves for vasco, and it's so, so beautiful

.

#;M; #oauhh #that's so sweet I'm in shambles and so glad to hear all of that #sometimes I worry about whether I'm communicating their chemistry correctly #it would be so easy for this sort of relationship to gain suffocating and possessive and overall just abusive tones #and even though you could argue it would be a source for juicy drama I just don't want that #Machete could selfishly exploit Vasco's care and altruism without giving anything in return #or worse let his paranoia and jealousy get the better of him and end up destroying them both because if he can't have Vasco no one can #and Vasco could leverage his influence over Machete to manipulate and use him because out of them two he's the more mentally stable one #and it would be easy to take advantage of Machete's vulnerability obedience and his trust that Vasco would never harm him #but I don't know maybe it's a bit tropey and idealistic but I really just want these dogs to be genuinely good for each other #they have so many things working against them already I don't wish to see them backstab each other as well #they have a bit of a 'us against the world' thing going on which I really like #they're not perfect there's issues they're trying to work on but the will to get through it together is there #and I want to make it seem like they wouldn't hesitate to prioritize the other one's happiness and wellbeing at their own expense #if it came to that #anwered #anonymous

[wilsonsmcgillsweatshirt]

House's problem isn't that he lacks empathy. It's that he has too much. He cares to the point that it's self-destructive. That's why he avoids interacting with patients like the plague because he knows that he'll care. He knows that he'll get attached, and he can't cope with that kind of vulnerability. House can empathize with and understand people so well that if he didn't constantly fight against it, he'd lose himself. He insults people and hurts people, and pushes them away as a survival tactic. Nobody spends that much time trying to convince people they don't care when they actually don't care. He has experienced so much heartbreak and abuse that he's learned his only way to survive is to push people away. He's not just trying to convince others he doesn't care. He's trying to convince himself, too. And he fails every single time. Because Gregory House loves people. He relates to them, he cares about them, and he feels vast amounts of empathy for them. He never gives up on patients, and he'll try to convince you that it's just because he loves puzzles, and while he does, it also is because he cares. When you experience that much empathy for people, it saturates every single part of your life. Every interaction you have becomes painful and overstimulating. You start to lose yourself. House is desperately trying not to drown in the minds of others. His ability to understand and care about people is what makes him a great doctor, but it's a blessing and curse. So he bites and claws and avoids and fights because it's all he can do to stay afloat. He's trying to constantly battle experiencing the emotions of others, on top of his own emotions, all at the same time.

#I honestly think is a big reason he gets along with Wilson so well #Because while Wilson pretends to care as much as House actually does #Wilson doesn't actually give a shit about 99% of things #So he balances House out #House can be around him without suffocating underneath an oppressive amount of emotion #I'm sure it's like a breath of fresh air being around somebody who genuinely doesnt care when you care to much #Because then he doesn't have to worry about taking on another persons emotions plus his own at the same time #Not to get into my hannibal/house crossover again but Houses empathy reminds me of Will Grahams #house md #house #james wilson #greg house #gregory house #hate crimes md #hatecrimes md #housemd #house headcanons

[thedukeofhastingssexyrobe]

QUEEN CHARLOTTE: A BRIDGERTON STORY ↳ Episode 1x06 ↳ Crown Jewels

#bridgerton #queen charlotte: a bridgerton story #qcabs #queen charlotte #king george iii #bridgertonedit #qcabsedit #tvedit #romanceedit #weloveperioddrama #periodedit #perioddramaedit #onlyperioddramas #perioddramasource #cinematv #mediagifs #netflixedit #gifs #that kiss....I'm screaming !!!! PLEASE SIR LET HER BREATHE SHE'S GOING TO SUFFOCATE #q