#why is everything so heavy

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

I don’t feel like I belong anywhere.

#dear diary #depression #heart vs mind #numb #empty #struggling #alone #weight of the world #invisible #hollow #i don’t belong anywhere #wearing thin #i’m exhausted #why is everything so heavy #sad #it doesn’t stop

[ex-justmychampagneproblems]

Why is everything so heavy?

#heavy #linkin park #lp #one more light #one more light linkin park #oml linkin park #one more light lp #oml lp #heavy linkin park #kiiara #linkin park kiiara #kiiara linkin park #heavy linkin park kiiara #holdin on #why is everything so heavy #why is everything so heavy?

[bish-plz-haha]

Not knowing where you fit in is the hardest thing in the world. You are adrift in a sea of possibilities and you cant seem to find something that suits you. It's not a fun feeling. Are people actually your friends? Do they actually care about you?

"I am not okay

And I need you to see it

I have so much to say

And no one to hear it

The reason I keep quiet

With so much at stake

I always feel like a burden, let it silence me

You'll never understand

Why it's so hard to say

I'll never have the words, I can't explain this hell

But what if it kills me

If I keep it to myself?"

#im not okay citizen soldier #im not important #im not okay #song lyrics #citizen soldier #band #citizen soldier band #depression quotes #depressed #depression #kinda depressing #not fitting in #why is everything so heavy #why am i sad #negitivity #mine

[sbeveharmy]

#why is everything so heavy #Spotify

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 275

Pokemon crossover? Indeed. Because there’s so many ghost pokemon, and many that are specifically stated to be dead children that I bet? They would absolutely adore the Dannies. In fact? They adore the entire Team Phantom. 

Who are in fact on vacation, taking a summer to not have to deal with ghosts. Do they know what Fright Knight is doing back home? No, but they’re on vacation and don’t care. Look at these lil guys! Tucker, don’t steal the rotom- oh they’ve adopted you? Okay. Fair enough. 

Now their world? Pokemon doesn’t exist. And by that I mean not even as a game or series or anything. So it is new and fun and like exploring the zone all over again! 

They’re having fun, making friends with people and pokemon alike. Danny has discovered that pokepuffs don’t become violent if revived and many of his new friends love having snacks they can chase after. Dan absolutely delights in taking care of more than a couple of the evil organizations- and there might have been a cult form, no one asked. 

They had to drag Tucker away from several bits of technology, quite literally drag him. And they had to carefully drag several pokemon away from Valerie because they adore her and her suit. Sam- erm, where did Sam and Ellie- oh there they are. Oh Ellie found a clone friend and Sam. Sam that’s a legendary. 

…

That’s so cool! But like, they do have to go back home- oh, oh they’re coming with. That’s a lot of pokemon. Oh well, it’s fine. They brought souvenirs for their friends and family and plenty of plants- like Sam would let them not do so. 

So now they’re home and with… okay that’s way more friends than they thought, but it’s fine! Let’s go see- oh hey Frighty, erm, what do you mean heroes arrived?? We don’t have much of an issue anymore???

Fright, teacher of theirs, where are the heroes, did you toss them out- FRIGHT-

#Prompts #DCxDP #DPxDC #DP x Marvel #DPxDCxPokemon #Pokemon Crossover #Why yes they did bring Jack a Bewear Magnemite & Appletun #Val brought her dad a tiny Aron friend #Yes Ellie has a Mewtwo #Yes Jordan has a Silvally #Yes they got Vlad a Purugly Meowth Purrloin & Crobat #They have So Many Pokemon #Yes they also got Frighty a friend for Nightmare #Yes they bullied FK into teaching all of them how to use different types of swords #I bet some blob ghosts would start mimicking the simpler pokemon too #Everyone is just kind of shrugging when it comes to the heroes’ presence lol #Yes this is good parents & everyone in Amity knows #Also yes all of Team Phantom are Halfas #Space Core Danny #Storm Core Tucker #Life Core Sam #Metal Core Val #Moon Core Ellie #Sun Core Dan #Vlad is working on his recovery good-person arc #The heroes arrived too late as in Everything is mostly taken care of now lol #Why yes Amity WAS under a heavy info block #Like an experiment going on but everyone here is?? Doesn’t care????

[rebouks]

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Jude: I think I wanna do ballet. [Ivan chuckled, tightening Jude’s laces with a swift yank] Jude: Don’t laugh! Boys can do that too-.. right? Ivan: Y’can do anythin’ y’want, bud. Jude: I wouldn’t have to wear a tutu, would I? Ivan: Not unless y’wanted to. Jude: I don’t think I wanna wear anything frilly-.. none of the men in the video I found were wearing one. Ivan: Been doin’ some research, eh? [Ivan tried to hide it, but he couldn’t wipe the grin off his face completely] Jude: You’re still laughing! Ivan: I ain’t! It’s just-.. you wouldn’t suddenly be interested in ballet ‘cause a certain lil’ lady J is, would ya? Jude: No! Ivan: Right. Jude: Do you think she’d be impressed though? Ivan: What d’you reckon-.. would you be impressed if someone faked an interest in somethin’ you liked? [Jude supposed not, causing him to frown thoughtfully] Jude: Oh-.. maybe not. Ivan: In my experience, folk like it better when you don’t pretend. Jude: I thought that’s what boys are supposed to do? They’re always tryna impress girls in movies n’ stuff, and Gavin’s always telling everyone about the amazing stuff he does or buying mom fancy things that make her squeal. Ivan: I wouldn’t pay much mind t’all that nonsense, bud. Ivan: The best way t’make friends is t’spend time with folk n’ be yourself-.. the odd compliment here n’ there wouldn’t go amiss though, hm? [Ivan chuckled to himself as he guided Jude’s wobbling form toward the roller rink-.. ballet, pfha!]

#ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 story #sims story #forever in between #fib #ivan harper #jude moya #juniper finch #it's hard to show cos all kids look the same in ts4 but i imagine jude being pretty tall/stocky for his age #like a big ol' heavy footed labrador knocking shit over all the time sdksk #and not the least bit interested in -ballet- #that's why ivan finds it so amusing #he's so cuuuute HELP #but ALSO.. can we all appreciate how ivan stuffs everything aside for his kiddos?? #like the man's head is mush with a million things including bruno atm but when he's with the kids he rlly tries to push it all away #bwuuuh #🥺

[stillagoodwitch]

"i can't break the cycle am i just a fool" but it's sirius teaching regulus how to lie to and manipulate their parents without feeling guilty to help him and then watching him slowly grow up into someone who just lies about everything for no reason to everyone

#and the worst part for sirius is that she knows if she had the chance to take it change she would not #because it was never an option #those were skills reg needed to have in that house #see when sirius gets involved everything just gets so heavy for no reason #this isn't like sirius did this regulus did this or bashing either humans just human sometimes #idk why i had the need to put in that disclaimer #black brothers #marauders #sirius black #regulus black #tw abuse #? #sude's marauders thoughts

[revengemode]

The biggest indictment is that the people asking the questions actually saw the whole movie (and not a 20 min preview) yet the questions are still dead lol

#Journalism is in the mud #Also why is everything so TikTok heavy

[zwintrew]

MIMIR BEFORE AND AFTER

Clip studio paint

Paint tool Sai

that Mimir in the tree is damn heavy

El Mimir en el arbol pesa un chingo

#I put everything that came into my mind for this illustration #AND THE 3GB IS THE PROOF #FUCK WHY IS SO HEAVY THE BITCH #god of war fanart #mimir god of war #god of war #god of war ragnorak #gow mimir #fanart #illustration #full drawing #mimir #why am i like dis #curse #shitpost #clip studio paint #paint tool sai

[moenmomentsthemoe-en]

#tomorrow..................... #delete later #vent #more vent in tags (it gets heavy sorry) #it is like 4am and ik theres a rule that you should never trust what you feel about your life after 3am but i feel like this 24/7 WAHA #mann i #im so fucking scared that im not a good person or friend or anything im trying so hard #i dont know why i feel hurt by things i shouldnt feel hurt by and i dont know why i keep failing to do the things i want to do or #god it probably isnt right for me to vent. i think? i dont know honestly i dont know anything #i dont know anything #i have such amazing friends and people around me theyre good people #im so tired and am so very tempted to just delete this blog delete my socials and disappear off earth or just live as a husk by ignoring al #my emotions and incapabilities and stop bothering everyone #everything is so so confusing and everything has gone to shit around me but the people around me arent at fault theyre good people #it has to be that im not trying hard enough #god i have no idea if im a good person. i dont know if a good person has this much trouble and dumbassery #i am. an adult. 18. adult. i have to be #god i wish i could have an adult to help me out but its just. its just me. its a problem i made and surely only i can figure it out

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

There isn’t enough space in the world for me to retreat to.

#dear diary #heart vs mind #weight of the world #sick of being sick #why is everything so heavy #overwhelmed #invisible #struggling #depression #i feel so alone #breakdown #hollow #i want to disappear #i’m so tired #ptsd #numb #sad #it’s not okay #detachment

[ongsasuns]

guys this is going to sound really heavy? insane? but. first of all going on a hiatus. i’ll put the rest in the tags because idk. it feels really weird doing this but also unfortunately it is very very necessary at this point.

#nini’s nonsense #so i don’t really want to disappear on anyone and just to be clear. i am fine there’s nothing wrong with me personally but. life got fucked #real real fast and that’s why i’m leaving but. i’m doing a bi-weekly check in because the thing is. the moment those stop. you can all #unfortunately assume i’m not on this earth anymore #HA i feel insane typing that out but it is the truth of life atm so yeah uhm #this sounds so heavy and i mean. i guess it is. but yeah i also don’t want to just randomly disappear forever so this seems like the best #thing to do? sorry idrk how to deal with this yet so yeah. #maybe if everything turns to normal once more i’ll come back but i don’t see that happening anytime soon. #but yeah maybe. for now. i love you all dearly forever and always <3 #does this need a trigger warning? idk lmk #anyways let me pin this. #also pls don’t worry too much! my life is just being. well my life i guess this had to happen at some point. #also see you sept 1st!! hopefully!!

[grapejuicegay]

“don’t look at anyone else like that. I’m jealous”

ayan saw akk looking at him openly, letting him see the concern and the love in his eyes and he knows how big a deal it is. because just last episode not only was he saying “i can’t do it. i can’t say it” he could also barely look ayan in the eyes because he knows what will show. but now he’s letting him look. he’s getting his attention and making him see the concern.

and ayan sees. and he knows it’s a big deal. it is still a big deal. they’ve been carving out sweet moments for themselves (ayan had to insist on having one over dinner once but they keep doing it everywhere!!!!) and all of it is a big deal. akk needs time and space to open up and ayan knows that. he’s always known it.

“for you, i will wait forever” he’s still waiting. he’s going to be waiting until akk can actually say it.

and in that moment where akk turns ayan towards him, makes him look at the concern for him in akk’s eyes? ayan turns it on himself. he’ll tell akk he’s jealous but he’s left enough opening that akk could deflect if he needs to. if akk needed, he could turn it into a joke on ayan being jealous of nothing because he’s just looking normally.

and this is right after they just kissed again. everything is a little bit more unsteady, a little more unstable and I think ayan knew that akk needed to know that he still had that space. that he’s still waiting.

and look at akk’s face when he says it

he understands what ayan’s doing. it’s working. (it’s very ep 7 pat of ayan)

#i'm back to making everything about bad buddy #not even going to apologise #this isn't about bad buddy but when is anything not about bad buddy anymore #this IS about bad buddy because everything is about bad buddy #take your pick #the eclipse #the eclipse series #bad buddy #bad buddy brain rot #it's also why ayan gets a little flustered and looks away afterwards #is that the first time we've seen that happen??? i think so #it's because akk is seeing him too #akk knows what he's doing #they both know what is going on here and it's heavy enough that they both need a moment #skfjdskfd

[wat-zu]

Absolutely love your art. I want to nom it.

Also, Hollow Heads Siblings my beloveds,,,

Theyre the doomed siblings ever its not even funny

#Oouugh i have thoughts abt the hollowhead siblings. How theyre so intricately tied to eachother since their birth but they'd be #Eachother'd downfall. Esp when it's Dark and his relationship with the others #Dark would never understand what chosen went through. Mainly bc i think chosen is used to fighting his internal battles on his own #While he was in captive as an ad blocker. He loves Dark. He's grateful for Dark bc without him he wouldn't be free #But Dark isnt exactly someone reliable enough for Chosen to get the necessary healing he wants and needs #But that won't stop Dark from trying to fix him. Creates the virus for revenge. As chosen watches his brother spiral and spiral #As he watches him drift further away. Unable to get him back without a shouting match. As he watches with his heart heavy and cracked at- #Their stiffed interactions and strained relationship. He can't remember a time where they shared geniune laughs. #Then tsc coming came and changed everything. #Because this is someone who went through Chosen's pain albeit a lil differently. Someone who knows. Someone who /understands/. And this- #Someone is so much more younger than them and had to go through that pain in such a short amount of time since their birth #He sees himself in them. And he's rather walk up to alan demanding to get his hands cuffed than let tsc fester in that pain. #So tsc became chosen's priority. Healed eachother in many ways than one and are at echother's beck and call if need be. #As for Dark. I think he'd manipulate tsc into using him for his revenge. After stalking out his code and finding out about his potential #And TSC cant help but fall for his manipulations. Since this person is very very important to Chosen and they want so badly to impress- #Them both. They agreed and overtime grew to love eachother. And overtime Dark shifted his goals just a tad bit. Getting TSC more and more- #Involved. Since hey if Chosen doesn't like touching alan with a 10 ft pole why not let this kid do. And TCS agrees to this thinking that- #This is it. This is can finally heal them completely. Finally out of sight and out of mind. Finally can't live without the pain lingering #And chosen watches them with a sense of deja vu. At loss at what to do and so so afraid to lose two of his lil siblings #Then shit hits the brick UBSJDBSJSN #They make me so ill im not even kidding when i said theyre so so very very doomed!!!!!!!!! #This is abt the au btw BAHHAHAHABHA

[theleanbean]

izzy isn't going to die

#izzy hands #ofmd #My source: lots of people are predicting he will die. and so far the fandom has been wrong about like everything this season lmao #but I've got a 5 page essay in my mind about Izzy as a character and why his death would be a detriment to the story #and especially towards both his and eds character development #Something about Izzy being reluctant to accept community & kindness in S1 #only to accept it in S2 after a suicide attempt and then die because of it is fucking stupid #if anything it drives home his point in S1 and also goes against the message of 'kindness' that the cast and crew have mentioned the show i #I'm just saying with the way this season has been paced due to both budget constraints and only being 8 episodes #they're going to have to do some serious heavy lifting to make izzy dying feel justifiable after this season #This might be a Makora moment but I literally don't care if it happens I don't see it #the crew and especially Izzy is what carries this show for me. I honestly don't know if I'd care to watch the show without Izzy in it lmao

[dinoserious]

hey. hi there. susan 👆 shes called that bc she only had a serial number previously and thinks earth names are fun

also bonus more canon allicon color scheme for that lineart 👇

#transformers #allicon #character design #robot #allicon susan #for those unaware. allicons are quintesson creations that show up in the g1 cartoon. idk if theyre ever actually called such in the show #also waiting for atleast one tag saying ‘i misread that as alicorn’ #paste from twitter thread: #ive seen some other ppl do like. personal fan continuities for tf before and ive been rotating some concepts around that recently #mostly just spinning some ideas and doodling some designs #everythings got a heavy g1 s3 bent bc thats what ive watched most recently lol #in my events quintessons didnt create the cybertronians but they did subjugate them for a period of time #after they were overthrown they attempted to make something of their like resulting in things like the allicons and sharkticons #they tried to make it so they wouldnt be smart enough (sharkticons) or independent enough (allicons) to revolt #but clearly something went wrong for them bc thats why susan is where she is in life. if it sucks... hit da bricks!