#I'm starting relatively soon!

[nerdgirlnarrates]

Found out I matched on Monday (🥳), but now waiting till Friday to find out where is KILLING me. The match has felt like this distant, looming horror for so long, and it's finally become real, and it's actually happy, and now I'm desperate to know where I'm going.

#I absolutely understand why we have to wait so I'm not actually advocating for them to change it #but I'm so eager now to find out where I matched #it just felt so far away for so long #but I for sure am going somewhere on my list! #like holy shit I'm actually gonna be an internist! #I'm starting relatively soon! #the next chapter of my life is going to take shape in a real and concrete way! #and I can start making plans around it! #and by plans I of course mean getting on zillow #anyway this is the most excitement I've ever felt about the match #I won't announce exactly where I'm going #far too doxxable #but I might include the region #maybe not though #I'm realizing that having talked about my undergrad and current med school state on here narrows down who I am quite a bit actually #so I might not share the region just for an additional layer of anonymity #medicine #medblr #med school #med student #my content #my text posts

[dogcircle-scans]

Which chapters are you most looking forward to being animated when we hopefully get a new season? For me its the miniature garden shrine and the beautiful dreamer and the cookie trail chapters. I just know their going to be so colourful and beautiful and I can't wait!!

The Souko two-parter and Natsume of the Moonlit Nights chapter. I'm a sucker for Reiko stories in general but this one hit like a ton of bricks. Then the latter is because I'm really obsessed with Nishimura's friendship with Natsume. I could probably ramble about it all day.

I also really want to see the second teen exorcist story because I need to see Matoba eating cake under a table in animated form.

–🦙

#ask dcs #anonymous #natsume yuujinchou #natsume's book of friends #thank you anon for the question #and good news! #after months of feeling like a corpse i feel a bit more alive #i'm going to start recruiting people relatively soon #so if you guys want to help out and make faster releases possible to get to those recent juicy juicy chapters #keep an eye out

[doctorweebmd]

very nice people in comments/bookmarks responding to me being insane in the author's comments of my fics: i hope op is doing well UwU

op: <3 hours of sleep, refreshing the EHR to see if the guy she coded for 30 minutes last night is still alive, just ate half a pint of icecream, going back to work in 4 hours and somehow still writhing in guilt for not putting out a fanfic chapter in >1 month

#he did live. i'm. very surprised #i think the issue is that that automatic CPR device kept sliding to his right so we were not getting adequate cardiac contact #because when we switched back to manual compressions around min 20 we started getting monomorphic VT and a shockable rhythm #got pulses back pretty soon after. and he's relatively neurologically intact. #it was a little weird because he is a cardiogenic shock pt who has no further treatment options and i was literally about to call it #i'm just curious because i think it was a cardiac event. of some sort. in-stent thrombosis maybe? but he's already s/p PCIx3 #he had a PE earlier in the hospitalization but it was teeny tiny and his RV looked ok-ish on echo #certainly not bad enough to be in 4-pressor shock #maybe just good old VF/VT due to severe heart failure and myocardial injury resulting in ischemia to the electrical system #anna you might say #you literally complain EVERY TIME you're on night shift. #you know you're like... voluntarily doing this to yourself right? #....... :( #what is my life if not constant self-flagellation? #ok i'm gonna go lay down will keep you updated with what the dude's cath shows

[nopalitosx]

nona's age is so fascinating because her soul is billions of years old, however the soul of the earth specifically shaped by john and personified as alecto is only ten thousand years old, and then she's been asleep for most of those millenia, so alecto was only really around for a few? hundred years. and alecto's consciousness specifically manifesting as nona is only six months old, living in the body of a nineteen year old.

same is true for pyrrha though on a much smaller scale. she was presumably in her 30s when she died the first time, and then is resurrected and lives for a couple hundred years at canaan house, in the body of an unaging 30 something. and then she dies again, but her consciousness lives on for ten thousand years in someone else's unaging 30 something year old body-except she's not present for most of it. so when we see her in nona, she's only been back for a few months really.

#timeline isn't super clear for how long john took in resurrecting everyone and establishing the houses #but teacher mentions that everyone lived at canaan house for a couple hundred years i think? until the lyctorhood trials started #and it's at some point relatively soon after the trials concluded that alecto was locked away #idk i'm just always thinking about the weight and grief of time #personal #alecto #pyrrha dve

[theheadlessgroom]

@beatingheart-bride

Randall didn't miss the little bat flying alongside him on his walk home: While others might find it eerie, having such a companion trailing alongside, he found it rather comforting, though he couldn't quite say why. Maybe it was because he was a horror fan, maybe because he wasn't particularly superstitious (at least, not when it came to something as harmless as a bat), maybe it was something else entirely, but...just looking back at his little friend, he couldn't help but smile.

And that smile didn't leave his lips as he returned home, bidding his parents a good night (blissfully unaware of the knowing looks June and Wilhelm exchanged when he did) as he headed upstairs, pausing at his bedroom window to peer out, catching sight of his little friend, soaring against those cool evening skies. He smiled at the sight, and although he didn't know what compelled him to do so, he nevertheless opened the window and called out softly, "Good night! Thanks for keeping me company!"

He watched the bat go for a long moment, thinking not only of it, but of Emily, his head swirling with joyous, boyish thoughts, pale cheeks alight with warmth as he lay himself down to sleep, grinning a little to himself all the while:

I have a girlfriend!

#((i'm looking forward to it too! it's gonna be such an interesting shift in tone)) #((as it starts as a relatively sedate night; y'know randall's just spending it with his girlfriend)) #((and he thinks 'hey i'll tell her about the weird dreams i've been having; she'll think they're interesting!')) #((and before he knows it the two of them are walking through town as she works to jog his memory)) #((as he grapples with all of these reawakened memories; as well as the news his girlfriend is a vampire!)) #((and oh absolutely: as soon as randall got back tonight from walking emily home)) #((wilhelm and june KNOW what the score is; they know their boy has just made it official with his new girlfriend!)) #outofhatboxes #beatingheart-bride #V:Dark Shadows

[chaoticgoodcaptain]

oh what a wonderful morning to realize you might actually have learning and mental health issues and that you need to start writing your bachelor thesis today without any help whatsoever because all therapists at uni are busy (although there were like 3 of them free every day for your previous 2 years of study) and the ones outside of school are even busier

#like honestly i mean it #i literally cannot start i want to have it finished so badly but i cannot for the love of everything that is dear to me start #i currently use two calendars and one checklist to remember and prioritize the stuff happening in my life #in a desperate attempt to motivate myself i bought myself cute whale stickers to award myself for even the smallest achievements #after two weeks of relative silence and peace i find myself once again overwhelmed by loud background noises #i've been trying to get to at least one school therapist since december and since then i managed to fail two classes just because i could- #not follow through with my essays #i am a fucking disaster and i'm scared that if i don't find anyone soon i could fail in the final months of my studies #fuck. #like i'm trying self-help through psychology books i find in the school library but #yeah... #*at the school library? #screams

[nightmaretour]

My glasses broke and I can't reach the optician to get them repaired because the shop is roughly two million miles from either entrance to the precinct. So I'm wearing my old glasses and I do not remember them being this much worse when I first got my new ones. So on top of everything I have a headache and my eyesight is still declining and nobody knows why

#Better get all of my cross stitches done fast #because there's already a (relatively small) degree to which my vertical diplopia can't be fixed with regular glasses #I was somewhat aware that I'm starting to need new glasses but not that soon. It's been less than a year

[welcometogrouchland]

It's either coming up to my period again OR I've just developed a disease where I get misty eyed at even the most banal sequences and scenes in ghibli movies. I was crying during the early parts of ponyo

#ramblings of a lunatic #ponyo is not a very emotional movie i just kept being like #OUGHHH LITTLE BABY...LITTLE BABY HAS TO TAKE CARE OF HIS MOM WHILE HIS DAD IS AWAY AT SEA...OUGH LITTLE FISH GIRL #nothing as bad as when i was crying during every scene in kikis delivery service tho lmao #i still haven't seen very many ghibli movies but they're all pretty wonderful #i had another art exam today so i think I'm gonna chill for the rest of the night now that's i watched the cute fish movie #I'll watch something new soon (i am eyeing that movie ever after 👁️👁️ sorry i still can't kick the fairytale spinterest revival rn) #but until then I'm gonna have fun #be silly hehe #I'm also at a weird place with my toh hyperfix where like. i went through intense pre-grief (is that?? what it's called) #like. near the beginning of the month #just being so so sad about it ending and the inevitable fandom dwindle that'll come with that (OBJECTIVE WORST PART!!!) #but that pre-grief was so intense that now I'm at a weird place of peace with it #once the shows over I'll probably start being able to actually like. watch and read other things now hsbdjdhfk #but i imagine it'll stay my main interest (to u guys. I'm more complex irl) for a good while (i wanna make more art i wanna try writing!!!) #just with other stuff spliced in as it comes (i wanna get back on reading sailor moon. maybe check in on deltarune again) #(TRY and get back into tlt again. hell maybe I'll check in on comics again! who knows) #but tbh as long as i find toh on my dash i doubt I'll ever really leave it behind lol #again- a relatively positive fandom experience plus a deep connection with the work is a recipe for me being Not Normal forever #I'm. making less sense as this goes on #anyway. you get it! I'm a big cry baby but also I'm at a state of peace for the moment. yeehaw

[letterstotheflre]

things are so awkward at my house now i don't wanna be here anymore

#whenever my mom talks to me in that monotonous voice i want to burst into tears #i come back from class relatively happy cause i was with my friends and as soon as i step inside i feel this weight on my shoulders #and the happiness is sucked out completely #also not to be dramatic or anything but #my mom hasn't said anything about my birthday #and she usually starts asking me what i wanna do to celebrate it or what gifts i'd like at least 2 weeks before #it's 4 days away and she hasn't even mentioned it #nor asked me what i want to do that day #the only year i'm excited for my birthday and this happens #i don't think it'll be a very happy day #keeping up with tina

[kay-is-dying]

Just found out we're getting Rousey v Morgan part 3 at ER alright Liv Morgan nation listen to me. That doesn't matter. We move. We're gonna get Ronda vs Liv again and we're gonna be just fine. I want everyone to know that the headline will read 'Liv Morgan retains at Extreme Rules with decisive win over Ronda Rousey' okay miss Olivia Morganibeth is not dropping that mfing title to Ronda fuckin Rousey AND I NEED EVERYONE TO STOP SAYING CHARLOTTE'S COMING BACK TO TAKE IT I DON'T EVEN WANT THAT ENERGY OUT IN THE WORLD RN

#liv morgan #friday night smackdown #If Charlotte Flair never BREATHES in the direction of a women's title ever again I'd be okay with that #Nothing against Charlotte as a person or even as a wrestler like she's a fine wrestler I'm just tired of Charlotte Flair title reigns— #—AND I'M RELATIVELY NEW HERE! but I know we do not need another one any time soon like please #Especially not one that starts with her taking the belt off Liv like leave that woman and her baby ALONE

[keiachi-chan]

apPARENTLY my type (when it comes to real people) within the past few years has been manipulative bastards, literal groomers, and dirty blondes

one of these things are not like the others

And its not like I'm proud of it like "this serial killer is sooo cute awww let him outta jail he's baby" NO NOTHING LIKE THAT I WAS GROOMED AND MANIPULATED SINCE AGE 9 AND DIDN'T REALIZE UNTIL LAST YEAR LMAO

#grooming tw #any other tws? #man its been a while since I was 9 #I'm almost [age redacted] now #I gotta hurry and learn to drive lmao #I'll be starting college soon goddamn #'soon' is used relatively #like thinking about it its ages away #but it FEELS like tomorrow #well not even ages away!! #its very VERY close given how fast everything moves nowadays #goddamn.

[savrenim]

I've got to say. I feel like the current thing holding me back from Writing the most is, like. the.... drag in the physics sense of the word of having Long Unfinished Works making me suddenly extremely cautious about publishing anything that I do not have The Rest Of The Story Written

#and honestly this is one thing when it's 'maybe I don't want to start new fic until I've finished at least 80% of the fic' #but this is also currently dragging on me in terms of like #oh gods the moment that I publish a novel that is not stand-alone #that is the Hugest Fucking Pressure to Write In That Series #like honestly this might be one of the reasons that I'm writing 'The Crane And The Knife' from scratch #instead of taking all of the two months it will take me to polish the latest draft of Opus #Opus II is going to be INSANELY long and I haven't started it at all and just #staring at it and all my unfinished fic and all the fic I want to write but also like #how much I hope people will love Opus and want more!!!! #vs how fucking Stressful it will be that Opus II is kind of two books and I wouldn't be surprised if it was close to 300k #of trying to Produce that under Pressure #it reminds me that I'm burned out and Exhausted instead of 'woot woot writing is fun!!!!!' #anyways just rambling to myself #The Crane And The Knife is really funny #and luckily The Heart And The Heartless is MEANT to be released chapter by chapter as a webnovel #so if people love TCATK it's waaaaay easier for me to get ahead in writing and then start releasing THATH instead of having to scramble #for my own sanity might want to like. write Opus II while Opus I is in beta. #my life #my writing #honestly honestly like. I was kind of hoping to be finished with ttbotr and wriu by now #I think I would feel SO much better if I had ANY complete works to my name #esp given ifmlam is probably starting up again relatively soon? #which is just going to. Bring Back The Pressure.

[calup0h]

started taking driving lessons

#it's gonna be my fourth one today. I'm aware the worst thing you can do on the road is being scared or nervous #but all I can think about when I make a mistake is I'm gonna kill myself or kill someone as soon as the instructor isn't there to correct me #that's when the nerves start getting to me and I go from doing relatively decent to increasingly start fucking everything up #which my instructor fucking hates (deserved lmao). but I'm still doing it despite my mind trying to sabotage me in order to get out of it #the only way out is trough. if I give up now it'll be the exact same thing when I decide to try again in the future #if I force myself to go on my brain will shut up eventually and realize we're doing it anyway so it might as well cooperate so we don't die #calu's woofs

[neverendingford]

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#tag talk #told my brother about how I trimmed my sublingual frenulum and he explained to me how apparently I'm a 12 on the weird scale #he was like “at least it wasn't the dick one” and I had to tell him that yeah I already got that one like.. two years ago. #I think I'm now a 13 on the weird scale in his eyes #idk. it's always an isolating experience to meet people who are like “yeah I'm so weird I'm a freak!” and then I start talking and they just #the slow horror creeps across their face and suddenly I'm the freak again. #and here's the thing. yeah it's mixed up in mental instability but it's rooted in a genuine view that my body is just an object #I feel better than I've ever felt and I've been thinking about how I don't like that part of my body. so I changed it. simple as that. #it's not self harm it's self actualization. I'm creating something. #this is my gripe with mental health professionals. they view it as pathology. view it as a problem. #was me piercing my ears an act of self harm? I would say no. but deliberately sticking a needle into your body could be extrapolated as such #idk. just because I'm not like everyone else doesn't make me a freak. doesn't make me bad. doesn't make me abhorrent. #I like the fact that I'm becoming more confident in my weirdness. owning it. if anyone doesn't like it they can leave. I am who I am. #I still want some sort of wing design across my back and shoulder blades but I think I'll actually have to get that done professionally. #some day. not soon for sure. but eventually #my back is relatively bare compared to my front since my arm reach is limited so you know. #but like. a dragon wing design kinda like the red dragon Hannibal-style #wouldn't that absolutely fuck severely? #I think it would #I don't want more far out body mods like split tongue or piercings on less practical body parts #though actually ngl after bottom surgery I would actually totally get some sort of labial piercing maybe. #that would actually be sick as hell I think. #zero desire to pierce my dick cause I don't want it at all so the less attention it gets the better #anyway. done rambling for now.

[dan-crimes]

I love still being full of surprises but that also means that people are constantly misunderstanding me 🤔

Well Imma try and look on the bright side of that ig

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Just means I'm even cooler 😎

#this is in regards to my socializing skills #like as soon as I'm around someone that isn't my immediate family I just instantly open up and start talking like nothing #it really just comes naturally to me and it feels great like I just really enjoy talking to people even if it's just like #telling some guy at the door to come back again later or y'know nodding at my relatives who are visiting from Mexico #and my papi comes in and is talking abt how well I was socializing and acting like yeah 😭 #I always always tell people that I'm actually really good at talking with people and I enjoy it but I guess no one believes me #since they never see it since I'm stuck at home all the time #anyway I mean feels good to be recognized

[yandere-daydreams]

i'm being forced by myself to make a proper post for this poll. may gojo reign as a codependent king for years to come.

Cuteness Aggression With The Yan!JJK Boys.

Characters: Gojo, Geto, Nanami, Toji, Mahito, and Sukuna.

TW: Kidnapping, Unhealthy Relationships, and Implied Non/Con.

Gojo is near-violent. Expect to be constantly covered in bruises from his habit of full-body tackling you whenever he notices you're wearing one of his shirts or curled up in his bed or quirking your lips in the way he's never been able to resist. Tends to hold onto you for a while, too, keeping you pressed against him while he squeals and coos about how adorable his partner is, making you sound like more of an especially beloved pet rather than a live-in captive. No amount of squirming will distract him, either - he's going to be there until someone literally pries him off of you which, because there's a good chance he's already got you locked up tight in that luxury penthouse of his, isn't going to be anytime soon.

Geto is more used to receiving affection than dulling it out, so he doesn't really know what to do with himself when he's suddenly overwhelmed with the temptation to wrap his hands around your neck and squeeze until you stop laughing in a way that makes his heart want to beat out of his chest. In the end, he sorta just,,, picks you up and starts carrying you around like a giant cat. Maybe pinches your cheek when you inevitably start complaining and ask to be put down. Cult members who ask why you've been slung over his shoulder for the past hour and a half are immediately done away with and curse-users don't fair much better.

Nanami, as the only (relatively) emotionally-regulated person on this list, takes it in-stride. He tries not to force affection onto you, so he'll settle for a few headpats and maybe a kiss to your forehead, if you aren't absolutely terrified of him at that point. If you catch him in a more vulnerable state, either injured or exhausted, he might be a little more forceful - wrapping an arm around your waist and hauling you against his chest, where he can hold you until you eventually give-in and stop struggling, but at least he tries to hold himself back. Sometimes. Maybe. If you're lucky, that day.

Toji is almost as bad as Geto, but not quite as awkward. He tends to scoop you up, drag you away from whatever you're doing, and lay you down where he can pepper your face with kisses and whine when you shove at his chest. He usually lets you go after a few minutes, but it's in your best interest not to squirm too much until he does. He'll just smirk and kiss your neck and say something about how precious his little sweetheart is being, today. The fondness-motivated aggression is short-lived. What he'll do if you give him the idea that you might need more of his affection won't be.

Mahito is twice as unhinged as Gojo and only half as self-conscious. His only saving grace is that, by the time he gets genuinely overwhelmed by something you do, you're going to be used to weathering his constant attempts to suffocate you via forty-five minute hugs. When he realizes how cutely you wince when he pokes a fresh bruise and decides he has to dig his teeth into your shoulder and refuse to let go about it, you'll probably be too used to his ""affection"" to do anything other than sigh and make sure he doesn't severe anything important, this time.

Sukuna is, in his defense, rarely gentle about anything, so you really can't expect him to have a gentle reaction when he sees what an adorable reaction you wear as you wait for him to take his first drink from the chalice you laced with you most recent poisonous fixation. You can kick and thrash all you want as two of his arms loop under yours and pull you onto his lap, as he cups your face and shoves tongue down your throat and wonders aloud if you taste as endearing as you look. He always keeps you by his side, but for the rest of the day, he won't be satisfied unless you're practically on top of him, riding on his shoulders or straddling his thigh. He'll even drink your deadly little elixir straight from the bottle, if you ask him to. It won't work, but you know, it's the thought that counts and all <3

#yandere #yandere x reader #yandere x you #yandere imagines #yandere jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu kaisen imagines #jjk imagines #jjk x reader #yandere jjk #yandere gojo satoru #gojo x reader #yandere geto suguru #geto x reader #yandere toji #toji x reader #yandere mahito #mahito x reader #yandere sukuna #sukuna x reader