#I'm feeling emotional tonight

[lexieheron]

Autumn, a mother, ready to share fruits of love with him, Helion, the High Lord of Day Court.

There was a closed chamber, that no one, besides the High Lord, had access to. From time to time, he used to come to look at a painting that reminded him of better times, when the love was ripe, ready to be harvested. Fertile, heavy autumn stood before him, dressed in warm, earthy tones, beautiful chestnut, golden, russet colors. He only needed to reach out to touch her- to feel the softness of her skin, to see a small, private smile, meant only for his eyes.

Autumn, a mother, ready to share fruits of love with him, Helion, the High Lord of Day Court.

#i'm not crying you are #lady of the autumn court #helion x lady vanserra #helion x lady of autumn #acotar #acomaf #acowar #helion x loa #helion spell cleaver #lady autumn #lady vanserra #sarah j maas #sjmaas #myart #I'm feeling emotional tonight

[rillils]

idk why I never thought about it, but if we're assuming that this

is the brochure Bucky got at the Smithsonian in 2014, that must mean that he held on to it for two whole years. possibly carrying it in his pocket at first (you can sort of see the marks where it was originally folded), then carefully straightening it and smoothing out the inevitable little crinkles, with a tenderness he'd long forgotten he was even capable of.

moving it from journal to journal as he went through them, so he wouldn't risk losing it.

using it as a bookmark, so it would be the first thing he saw every time he flipped his journal open.

maybe tracing Steve's familiar face with his fingertips, with the odd but unfaltering certainty that he used to know what that felt like. that the memory must be somewhere in the back of his mind still, waiting to be unlocked like a treasure chest.

recalling how, during the war, he'd wished he could have carried a picture of his sweetheart on him like all the other guys did. how he'd wished he could see Steve's face every day, just for something good to hold on to, to keep him going when he felt every last shred of hope slip away from him.

and how, when Steve appeared with his new body and his old recklessness, all too eager to throw himself into battle, Bucky had learned what people meant when they said be careful what you wish for.

just. the notion of Bucky taking this fragile piece of paper in the first place, and then deciding to keep it, and then going out of his way to make sure it wouldn't tear, deliberately keeping it close at hand, cherishing it like it was his most prized possession– yeah no I need a moment

#bucky barnes #stucky #cacw #yes i know i'm like the only dumbass who never even considered this before but GDJSDHFGKFJHFLGKJ #i'm having emotions tonight #they needed to go somewhere so here they are #heheeee f ck #*screams into the void* #rillers has feels

[simplyavatrice]

ava silva - warrior nun

#ava silva #alba baptista #avatrice #warrior nun #avasilvaedit #albabaptistaedit #warriornunedit #no real point to this set #face appreciation i suppose #the eyes #the emotion alba puts in literally everything #ava thinking she's going to die in the fight with adriel #yet being grateful for the chance to be alive and fall in love and find a family #that's what makes her special #idk i'm in my feeling about ava tonight #myedits

[bastardash]

The high highs of maybe the platonic soulmates can share a rock partner. This show has never had a main cast poly ship before. Fearne and Orym just love each other so much and I think they both have feelings for Ashton.

To

Maybe the plantonic soulmates will team up to murder the dumbass that gave them a collective heart attack! I don't know how they ever get over this!

#the emotional whiplash of last nights episode #critical role #ashrym #callowmoore #I'm feeling emotional devastation in this chilis tonight

[ygodmyy20]

sometimes we feel like we're drowning

#mp100 #mob psycho 100 #teruki hanazawa #tagging Shigeo cuz yep that's his hand #shigeo kageyama #and yep terumob too because yes #terumob #i'm on a art spree tonight which means I'm avoiding things #drawing emotions #matraca draws #also my body is just not keeping down food #so i feel so lethargic #also over drank yesterday #that probably didn't help #my art

[moregraceful]

folks tonight we discovered what hitting my breaking point looks like and it is: impulse three day vacation in palm desert for ahl hockey in february by myself. does anyone have any recommendations for stuff to do in coachella valley?? like restaurants or hikes or museums or anything. i don't drink and i love museums and i will have a car and my only two commitments are evening hockey games. i should probably buy my lesbian parents alcohol, snacks, and/or spices for looking after my dog and i would like to buy local. also love a local ice cream shop or creamery. literally any recs you have would be great!! no recommendation too great or too small!!

(also podcast recs that aren't true crime or horror since i have two 7+ hour drives and if i listen to my sports podcasts the entire time i will become a worse version of myself than we started with, which is already bad lmfao)

#i'm so excited i have not been on vacation since 2021 and i have never been on vacation by myself ever #we will not discuss the circumstances that led to me making this decision in 15 mins and having a room booked and the tickets bought #within an hour and a half tonight but. know that it has been very very very bad for at least a month. lol. lmao #also i am so sorry to firebirds fans where the fresh hell does your team get off charging you $30+ dollars for ahl hockey #obviously i went apeshit and bought $80 tickets close to the bench for observation purposes but like. $30 for ahl hockey?? #not even sitting close to the glass??? that's insane. i hope i get to see someone beat brisson's ass for no reason #OH FIREBIRDS FANS ALSO. WHICH LITTLE GUY SHOULD I ROOT FOR #big fan of going to minor leagues games choosing a guy at random and throwing all my emotional energy in to his game narrative #but i feel like i have. at least two firebirds fans following me maybe one of you can choose a guy for me #fresno oilers.txt #IS THE BOTANICAL GARDEN FUN

[cosmic-lullaby]

just....

woke up this morning and thought how

Wednesday dropped piranhas in a pool full of people and enjoys torture and violence

Tyler turns into a blood thirsty monster and has killed at least 6 people

and their first kiss was one of the most goddamn soft and tender things i've ever seen on television

#I'M FEELING VERY EMOTIONAL ABOUT THESE TWO RN JUST LEAVE ME BE #wednesday netflix #wednesday addams #tyler galpin #wyler #weyler #i'm feeling very wyler in this chilis tonight #otp: i guess i have a type #wednesday x tyler #tyler x wednesday

[mikunology]

thinks about kagamine rin and len tonight

tbh Rin is definitely the type to tease Len a lot and call him a nerd and goof around with him but she also genuinely gets angry when he starts self-deprecating. like it makes her mad that he could think of himself in such a low light because even though she likes driving him up the wall in her typical big sister way she really thinks the world of him and she wishes he could see how talented and smart and cool he already is

is Kagamine Rin Kagamine Len's bratty big sister who bosses him around and plays pranks on him? yes. is Kagamine Rin also Kagamine Len's biggest hypewoman and fan who will drive flat anyone who tries to argue otherwise? also yes.

#vocal android verse #musings #I'm thinking of them. i feel really cringe tonight but thinking of them #btw i notice i tend to say rin gets mad at a lot of things #but i think it's because she doesn't know what to do with soft emotions like worry or sibling love or sadness or guilt #so she just covers it up by Being Angry™ #is that a good thing? tbh not always. but yknow

[devilmaydaycare]

Ellas Endrion & Isilmë Endrion & Antheia Dúlinnel || "You were my daughter last time."

#dmdc #ellas endrion #antheia dúlinnel #web weaving #had to get this one out at some point and I am extraordinarily bored and emotional tonight. so. #here it is #he's had to kill her so many times and it's more tragic that the time she was his daughter set them up to make it out the next time #and he didn't get to be there to see it #anyway. I'm feeling normal about it as always

[brown-little-robin]

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#robin processes emotions on main #would it be evil to stay home from family thanksgiving because I don't think I can do all my homework if I go. would it be selfish #it probably would be selfish #I'm just feeling overwhelmed tonight because I remembered All Of The Homework due on Tuesday next week and I was planning #to do most of that homework today but there's more than I thought and I also chose to do a thanksgiving dinner and online games #with the uncle who also stayed home from family thanksgiving this year. and it was fantastic and I wouldn't trade that for the world #but it was last minute and I'm SO OVERWHELMED NOW 😭 #and I just DROPPED THE PIZZA SAUCE from the pizza he bought me and it was just the last straw folks. now there's pizza sauce #on the floor and tears in my eyes and my throat hurts. and I'm aware this whole upset is selfish but STILL #still #wellllll anyway sorry #big sniff #I'm fine and everything will be fine this is just a lose/lose situation #also I'm not feeling well physically and driving four hours tomorrow for a stressful event sounds really sucky :( #four hours round trip for like six hours in person

[remadra]

triumphant webber redesign i did a while back, on one of those shared canvas sites.

#my art #i thought he could be a little more spiffy! everyone else becomes quite elegant #webber dst #triumphant webber #just covering up the emote someone did with my @ because i'm on mobile and dont feel like fighting my image editor tonight #i can't believe i forgot to post him...

[lyxchen]

When you feel weird saying your favorite actors name out loud when talking to your parents or friends because it feels like it's going to reveal how deeply obsessed you actually are

#oh how often i have said to my parents #'it's a movie with that actor i like' #because i am afraid if i say 'david tennant' i will also add 'the prettiest most gorgeous funniest guy who is so lovely and if i met him i #would probably hyperventilate and i think about him probably too much because he's just an actor but also Look At Him!!' #you know #normal fangirl stuff #i have a theory that this is either some sort of weird ocd thing deep inside of me like how for a few months i was very afraid that people #could hear my thoughts and so i never allowed myself to think strange or very personal things with many people around #or this is because other people have made me feel like i can't talk about my interests because they're so intense that they find them #annoying #or it's because i don't want my parents to think i have a crush on him because i don't and also i'm gay so like no crush potential this is #completely different emotion which i can't explain especially not my parents so i'd rather they not find out how cool i think he is #but also they probaly know because they got me 10th doctor merch for christmas without me even asking for it and my mom also said that #she noticed that he's my favorite actor which is fine it's toatally fine i'm so cool about this #any so yeah anyways #didn't think i'd analize myself that much tonight but here we are #david tennant you have to honor of recieving the title of 'that one actor i like' which is much more important than it might sound #good night #lea's random thoughts

[arcadewonder]

have some duck hugs. :3

#the sims 4 #ts4 #gt save #cecily #i feel like i need an emotional support duck tonight #i was really excited to start posting again #but in light of the anons tonight #i think i'm going to take another break and go back to playing the my time series :O: #ts4 legacy

[adjit]

the fucked up thing about following weekly or monthly webcomics is that you spend years following them and in your head they're such a Big Thing but then you get nostalgic and go back and reread them and it takes you a little less than 4 hours for the whole thing but you know you know that those four hours were actually years and years because you were there

#ramblings tag #was in a weird mood tonight so decided to forgo sleep and reread check please instead #and now I'm still in a weird mood but also tired but also feeling so insane and full of emotions #corollary to this is that I do miss being in a fandom with spread out releases. everyone losing their minds all at the same time. #that's really the fandom experience that I crave #this particular thing is weird to reread bc like. the blog posts the extra content (bitty's twitter etc) are mostly missing #and they were a big part of my experience too

[spoofyleaf]

sometimes I remember the fact that at the ripe age of 9, I felt ashamed for watching and loving Lego Ninjago, bc I felt like I was "too old" for the show, and it was targeted for a "younger audience". (this went for most of my in general) and how Older Me would look back and cringe at the fact I enjoyed these "children shows/ things".

And now, as an Adult, I see how absolutely ridiculous that sentiment was. And to this day I still enjoy "children shows/ things" (LMK, TOH, mythology, dinosaurs, etc.,).

Like no- now all i want to do is look back and whisper "you will still enjoy these things in the future, and you will even create so much art of the things you find interesting. You will go to college for some of these things. Enjoying harmless things isn't childish."

#i wish i could go back and tell younger me that i was literally the target audience for the shows i was ashamed for watching #and literal /adults/ made the media. they spent so much time and energy and thought into these things #adults still look at the stars and wonder what life could look like on other planets #they still wonder what dinos looked and acted like #/i/ still wonder these things #its almost like its human nature to pour your heart and soul into the things that you deeply enjoy #its almost like we're on a floating rock and food grows out of the ground #and the thing that living organisms need most of all to survive falls out of the sky after being gently scooped from the ocean and flora #none of this makes sense and one day out time here will end. so endulge in the things that you enjoy #because yea in the long run none of this will matter- but that's the beauty of it. isn't it? #in this essay i will- #hey guys. im Spoofy and tonight? I'm feeling emotions. specifially the weight of my own existence #spoofy rambles

[ruelpsen]

horny and sad and wishing that fucker was real so he could bang me

#i am straight up not having a good time alone in my thoughts tonight #idk what's going on but i'm feeling very hhhhhhhhhhhh (in a sad/empry way) rn #i want him to hold me and tell me that everything's going to be alright too #sigh. i should not feel like crying over this but the emotional exhaustion is hitting #that's maybe enough oversharing for tonight #not sfw #londarling