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whaleofatjme1920 · 3 years

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Hello, I hope this isn't bothering you! I'm requesting a platonic matchup since I'm a minor.. Sorry if I start to ramble, I tend to do that a lot..

I'm 13 years old and a Libra.

I enjoy writing and making drawings, I even show them to friends from the sheer fact that it they give me feed back and tell me if they like it or not... When they read (my writings) out loud, I become embarrassed so, that's something! I'm a dog lover, and I have dog myself. I crave validation from friends, so a simple "I'm proud of you" makes me feel happy. I love parental figures/older sibling figures since they seem to make me feel all the more safer. I am horrible at taking care of myself, and I tend to lose everything easily. Even when something is right in front of me, I somehow can't see it... Don't ask me how, I don't even know.. I tend to get frustrated easily, and need a while to calm down.. I like dad music but also rough and metal type-beat. I love making people smile, even if it's for a little bit, and tend to get all quiet around people who seem sad and try my best to make them laugh and say the wrong things (trust me, you don't know how many times I got yelled at by friends). With affection, I tend to show it through actions, such as hugging a friend or parent, or holding hands with my cousin.

.. I also have mommy issues but shhhhhhhhhh

It sounds like I'm writing for a of but nah I'm just being brutally honest..

Oh, I tend to get distracted and ramble a lot- just as stated before. I tend to stay up fairly late, until 4am, even 6am at times. When I get woken up, I stay awake so that's frustrating.. I also seem to jump from one obsession to another, sometimes lasting for months to a mere week. I can't stick to schedules and I have a hard time getting motivation, and when I do, I tend to do a lot before losing motivation once again. I can get sudden bursts of energy, and I run around when that happen, even jumping in place to get that pent up energy out..

This is getting so long I'm so sorry you have to read this-

I sometimes go silent for long periods of time, not wanting to speak to anyone and only answer if a simple hum or nod isn't a good enough answer. I don't cuss nor do anything horrible..

I do anger easily, but I try not to do anything to irrational.

In public, I'm surprisingly shy, and make others speak for me, and when I have to speak, I tend to mumble.

But, (something I forgot to state) I do joke around A LOT with people I'm close too, and if I'm in public with people I'm talkative with, do believe that I come out of my shell like MAN, I pull a full 180.

Although, I do experience panic attacks frequently, and have to sit down with someone until it's over at times, or get a distraction.

I'm Pan and genderfluid (born a girl), but I haven't came out yet..

Oh, simple things! I love to wear soft things and shorts.. I can wear shorts in cold weather and I don't know how.

I do a lot of careless things on accident, and I come to regret it as soon as the action is done, saying sorry a lot..

Oh, I do say sorry a lot with people im not that close to.

People keep telling me I have 2016 humor, and I'm. Taking that with pride.

I love flowers but they don't make it very long, withering after a while because I seem to forget about them.

I have a hard time deciding on stuff, and constantly ask people for opinions, even asking why and taking something into consideration.

I can't even decide what to eat either, I just need to me asked certain types of food and I'll say yes or no, but not give an exact answer.

And when music is playing (specifically good music) while in a car, I look out of the window and tend to get lost in NY imagination.

I tune people out on accident when I'm reading something, or far too focused on something.

I'm allergic to cats, dogs(just get a little itchy every now and then) and wool, not sure if that's needed.

I don't drink a lot of water..

I tell people to "hype me up" before doing something, probably to punch an Imaginary foe.

.. Okay I realized how much I wrote and like.. Sorry again for rambling! I got a tad carried away.

Your best friend is… Masky/Tim Wright!

In general:

This is the vibe I got almost immediately. I think you and Tim would be great best friends mostly because he’s such a dad friend lol. SO let’s get into that.

What he likes about you:

I honest to goodness forgot what type of zodiac sign my friend and I put Tim under - I think it was Taurus - I digress, i feel like you and Tim would be great together because I find Libras pretty cool. Tim likes that you’re into writing and drawing and actually finds it pretty admirable. He likes that you’re a dog person as well - I actually see Tim more as a cat person! But he likes that you like dogs. Tim likes that you enjoy making others smile because sometimes he needs that pick me up ngl. He likes your joking side! He finds your 2016 humor amusing. Flowers are really nice in his opinion as well. Your music probably appeals to him as well, which he finds really nice.

General best friend things:

So, I feel like you and Tim would definitely get in the car and listen to music and just y’know, exist. Just vibe. Have a really fun time. He will look at your art and even hang it on the fridge if it’s traditional. It just strikes me as something he would do. He’ll read your writing too - not out loud if it makes you uncomfortable or embarrassed - but I guarantee he will like it. He’s gentle around you? Tim can honestly be a jerk but like, I have a feeling with you, it’s nothing but love, support and gentle ‘dad-like’ motivation. Y’know? He doesn't mind that you’re shy and will speak up for you. It’s literally never a problem for him. He’s also really reaffirming of your gender identity! Will not let anyone misgender you or throw any perceptions on to you. He will find you soft things in stores and buy them for you. Sweaters, blankets, all that fun kind of stuff especially if it has like a fun design on it or something. It just strikes me as a very Tim thing to do. He will absolutely hpe you up!

You two as best friends:

Tim is a super patient understanding guy, y’know? He’s super validating and will tell you how much he loves and appreciates you as his best friend almost daily. He’s literally a whole dad friend. Like, this man is just your dad now. He will take care of you, love you and protect you like a father would. He will help you find things and will help you remember. Tim doesn’t strike me as the kind of guy to yell at you either. He’s a patient guy that’s literally it. He doesn’t mind your rambling and listening to whatever has your interest and probably just likes listening to it! He will make you sleep though. The man wants you to get some rest please get some rest. He’s also kinda motivating? Tim also doesn’t mind the silences because honestly, he doesn’t know what to say at times either. He’s also really good for just existing with, conversations held in small breaths, smiles, nods, hums and glances. Tim can help you manage your anger because honestly he’s working on that too. He also understands panic attacks and will stay by your side until it’s safe to go again. He’ll calm you down and may or may not reel you back in from the careless actions, but again, it’s just because he really cares about you and wants you to be safe. Tim is also kinda perceptive so if you need him to make a decision for you, he will. It’s always in your best interest though so like. And of course, he just loves you like his child. Will protect you. Will attack for you. Doesn’t mind that you tune him out either, it just doesn’t even cross his mind.

Closing Thoughts/Other Things:

Hi love bug, you don’t need to apologize for how much you sent me or anything along those lines, but I understand where it’s coming from. You sent me a great amount and rambling is never a problem! I love learning all about you guys. Also, being pan and gender fluid - when I was around your age, I identified the same way! You are 100% valid at every stage of life you are in, how you feel in the moment and ever onwards, and I’m so proud of you for being able to say that here. Make sure you properly hydrate, take good care of yourself, and just overall be kind to yourself. Seriously drink your water though--. We are often our own harshest critics, so please, be patient and kind to yourself. As always, let me know what you think and I hope you enjoyed!

#masky #tim wright #masky headcanon #creepypasta #creepypasta matchup #matchup #conversations with a fish woman

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kutemouse · 4 years

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Hi! I just found your blog, and i'm in love with it. I would like to request from fluffy prompt 35+36 please with jin!

Well, what a coincidence, because I am in love with YOU kutie anon!! <3 Anyways, here is the imagine I dreamt up when hit with these prompts. Sorry it is so LONG (as usual) but in order to do these prompts justice, it is what it is. Hope you like <3

Fluff prompt #35: Can I keep this? It smells like you.

Fluff prompt #36: Please don’t cry. I can’t stand you crying.

Disclaimers: I found this gif on Pinterest, so it’s obviously not mine. Spiderman belongs to Sony, who has made a deal with Marvel/Disney to be used in their films, just in case y’all didn’t know.

Age Recommendation: 18+

Warnings: Swears, childhood romance, mentions of making love, Jin making me pop all the UwU’s and melting me into a puddle of fluffy goo.

Word Count: 2,968

Summary: You decided to spend your summer at your grandparents’ place where you used to spend summers during your childhood. The place is filled with so many memories, some good, some bad, but all containing him.

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Always Loved You (Jin One-Shot, Fluff)

I couldn’t flip the pages fast enough. Currently, I was laying on a beach chair I’d dragged out to the edge of the lake, soaking up some sun while reading a trashy romance novel. The main character had finally confessed their love to the main love interest, and things were getting interesting.

“Y/n!” I ignored whoever was calling me.

“Y/N!”

“What?!” I hollered back, ripping off my sunglasses in annoyance.

“I need you to go to town! We need groceries for dinner tonight!”

I stood up, grumbling, pulling down my swimsuit that had started riding up my ass and gathering up my bag and towel. So much for a relaxing afternoon.

Still, I guess I was here for more than just a vacation. It was summer, and I’d just graduated from university. When everyone who attended my graduation party asked what I was going to do with my fancy new degree, I shrugged and gave some vague, non-committal answer. I had no job prospects lined up, not even an internship. I knew what I wanted to do with my degree, but no idea how to get there.

Sick of people asking me about it, I finally found something to do with my summer. I would go live with my grandparents and help them out. Truthfully, that was kind of a lie in itself. Sure, I’d help with whatever my grandpa and grandma needed, but mostly I was here to get some space and figure out what to do with the rest of my life. My impromptu trip got my parents off my back, at least.

I breathed in the warm, fresh air one last time before going inside to change. I loved it here. Back when I was in grade school, I used to come here for entire summers with my parents. Between the sun and the lake, I was constantly begging to come back here. I wondered when that changed… probably some time in high school, when I started getting busy with friends and parties. “I’m leaving now!” I called out to my grandma, scooping up the list she left for me on the coffee table.

“Thank you!”

I stepped outside and began the walk to the mini-mart down the road, relishing in the way my skin warmed in the sun once more. I hardly passed a single person, let alone a single car. That’s part of the charm here… no nosy neighbors or pesky so-called friends trying to get into your business and tell you what to do. Everything had a good distance between it, allowing for solitude and that small-town feel. I loved that it took a twenty minute walk to get to the busiest part of town, which was still nothing when compared to the crowded streets of the city.

A smile spread over my face as I passed a small park I remembered playing in as a kid.

“Tag, you’re it!” I shrieked before running away as fast as I could.

He growled and took off after me, causing me to squeal and run faster, giggling like mad. I ran up the steps of the jungle gym until I reached the very tippy, top. Oh no, he was coming! He grinned as he cornered me, but I had one escape left. I slid down the slide, still laughing as my bum hit the ground, got up, and started running. I didn’t make it far, though.

WAM! My feet tangled up and I ended up on the ground. “Ouch,” I gasped, looking at my hands. They had tiny cuts all over them, and my knee was scraped.

He reached me and pushed me hard in the shoulder. “TAG!” he screamed, but his smile faded when he saw me crying.

“Y/n, what happened?” he said, leaning down and examining my knee with large, brown eyes.

“I tripped,” I sniffled.

“Oh, don’t cry. I trip all the time. I even carry band-aides around just in case. See?”

I perked up a little when he pulled a bandage out of his pocket. He smiled at me as he peeled off the backing and stuck it on my knee. “It’s Spiderman,” I giggled.

He grinned at me. “He’s my favorite.”

The boy suddenly leaned down and placed a kiss on top of the bandage. “There. All better.”

He pulled me up and we continued our game of tag, shrieking and laughing even louder, if that was possible.

I blinked away the memory, realizing I’d stopped and was staring at the playground. God, I hadn’t thought about him in forever. How long’s it been? I wonder if he still lives around here… or even if he remembers me.

Our moms were best friends back in the day, and every time my family came here, we’d always spend the most time together. He was the only kid my age we knew around here, so he became my best friend. As we grew up, we went from sending each other hand-drawn pictures in the mail to full-on letters, then to emailing, then texting, then video calling.

One day, my laptop beeped, indicating I was getting a video chat, and I nearly declined it before seeing it was him. I quickly wiped my tears away with a tissue and blew my nose before answering the call. “Hey,” I said, giving the camera a watery smile.

“Hey! It’s been forever.”

“I know, I’m sorry, I keep meaning to call you but I’ve just been so busy.”

I sniffed, and he frowned, leaning closer to his screen. “Are you crying?”

“N-No,” I stuttered.

He gave me an amused smile. “Y/n, come on. You know you can’t lie to me.”

I choked out a laugh. “Alright, fine. Yes, I was crying, it’s stupid, just some guy being an ass as usual…”

I watched as he reached out a hand and leaned his camera even closer to his handsome face, concern etched all over his features, those brown eyes shining in what little light there was. “Please don’t cry, y/n. You know I can’t stand you crying.”

I nodded and laughed a bit more. “I know. I promise, it’s over with that guy. I won’t be wasting any more tears on him.”

He smiled at me. “Good.”

Lost in thought, I kept walking down the road, my tennis shoes scuffing along the pavement as I absentmindedly kicked stray rocks. I wonder if he ever thinks about me. Probably not. Last I heard, he too went to university somewhere in a far-off city. He was probably making a living for himself, his career prospects endless… probably dating someone too. Might even be married by now.

I huffed out a sigh as I reached the mini-mart. I stepped inside and grabbed a basket before pulling out my grandma’s list, muttering as I read it out loud to myself. “Y/n?”

That voice… it couldn’t be. No freaking way. I whirled around. “Jin?”

His face split into a wide grin. “It is you! What are you doing here?”

“J-Jin,” I stuttered, still not comprehending that the tall, handsome guy I was just reminiscing about was actually here.

He laughed. “Yeah, that’s me. It’s been what, six, seven years?”

“Something like that.” I could hardly breath. He looked only slightly older than what I remember. His hair was darker and pushed away from his face to reveal his forehead, but the rest of him was the same. The same easy smile. The same toned, wide shoulders. That melodic voice. Another memory suddenly forced its way into my mind, one that I’d been trying to push away since I got here.

The soft light of 6am caused my eyes to flutter open. A fresh, cool breeze danced across my bare skin, causing me to shiver and slide my arms back under the covers, cuddling close to the warm body next to me. I suddenly shot up. “Oh God, we’ve been out all night,” I groaned.

Jin sat up as well, chuckling. “It’s okay. Just tell your parents you were with me. They’ll understand.”

Oh hell. His voice was deep and husky from lack of use, and I felt myself melting into a puddle as he spoke.

Without warning, I leaned over and pressed my lips against his. He kissed me back eagerly for a few minutes before squeezing my waist, causing us to break apart as I gasped. “Listen,” he murmured, trailing his lips across my bare shoulder. “We should be getting back.”

“No, just a few more minutes,” I said, pulling him in again.

Jin indulged me for only a few seconds more, wrapping his soft lips around mine in a way that made my head spin. After an entire summer of flirting and driving each other crazy, we finally gave in and ended up kissing each other after Jin drove us out here to watch the stars. Before I knew it, we were in the back of his truck making love. He was my first. I always knew he would be. It was just a matter of getting us to cross the line between friends and lovers.

He pulled away from me. “Seriously, y/n, our parents are going to murder us as it is,” he laughed. “And… you’re leaving today. You’ve got to go pack.”

My heart dropped. I knew he was right. When would we see each other again? Jin began pulling his clothes back on, and I did the same. He grabbed his jacket and was just about to shrug it on when I tugged it away.

“Hey!” he protested, playfully grabbing for it back.

I buried my face in the jean fabric, inhaling deeply. It still smelled like him, musky with a hint of spicy cologne. “Can I keep this?” I asked suddenly. “It… It smells like you.”

Jin smiled. “Sure.”

“Y/n?”

I blinked, looked back up at Jin. “Yeah, sorry. I was just-”

“Lost down memory lane?” he said, the corners of his mouth turning upwards.

“Y-Yeah.”

I still had that jacket somewhere. I’d kept it wrapped in a plastic bag so, whenever I grew lonely or sad, I could pull it out and inhale his scent. I’d even fallen asleep a few times with my head buried in it, making myself feel better as memories of Jin wafted through my mind.

“I find myself doing that too,” Jin murmured, bringing me back to the present.

I never went back to my grandparents’ after that, finding myself too wrapped up in school, friends, and other boyfriends to bother. Or, at least, that’s what I told myself. Maybe the real reason I stayed away is because I didn’t want to find out Jin had been doing the same. Living his life… without me.

I tightened my grasp on my basket. “Um, I’ve got… I’ve got some shopping to do.”

“Oh, right. Well, I’ll leave you to it then.”

“Do you want to shop together?” I blurted out, noticing his mostly-empty basket.

Jin turned back around, his eyebrows raised in surprise. “Sure.”

We walked down the aisles in silence, picking out the groceries we needed as we went. “I can’t believe you’re here,” I finally said. “I thought you went to university.”

“I did,” he replied. “But I graduated recently, and I came back to see my family for a summer before heading back to Seoul.”

“Oh. Did you get a job?”

“Nope. I’m trying to become a doctor, so I need to go back to school for a few more years.”

“Nice,” I murmured.

“What about you? Why are you here?”

I sighed. “To visit my grandparents. Help them out.”

Jin stopped, grabbing something off a shelf, tossing me a knowing smile. “Come on, y/n, I know you. Why are you really here?”

I scoffed. “What do you mean? That is why I’m here.”

Jin stepped close, causing my breath to hitch in my throat. I caught a whiff of that oh-so-familiar scent and felt my legs turning to jelly as he leaned down so our eyes were level. “Are you sure?” he said, grinning.

I rolled my eyes. “I’m not here for you, if that’s what you’re thinking.”

“That’s not what I was implying,” he said, chuckling. “But good to know.”

“Besides, you’ve probably got some girlfriend back in the city,” I muttered, turning away to grab something off a shelf.

“No, actually.”

“Really? The cocky, handsome Jin can’t sway them city girls?” I teased.

He shook his head. “Oh, that’s definitely not it. I could have any girl I wanted back there.”

Jin suddenly grabbed my basket away from me, causing me to whirl around. He stepped close, and I backed up until I could go no further, my shoulders pressed against the shelves. “The problem was me. I didn’t want any of them,” he murmured.

My lungs stopped working as his lips hovered dangerously close to mine, my eyes growing wide as our breaths intermingled. Jin drew back, laughing. “You should’ve seen your face,” he snorted.

“Fuck off,” I snapped, grabbing my basket back and striding down the aisle away from him.

He followed after me, his windshield-wiper laugh still echoing throughout the store. “Awww, come on, y/n. It was a joke.”

“Well it wasn’t funny.”

“Why not? What, you got a boyfriend that wouldn’t appreciate me flirting with his girl or something?”

His tone was nonchalant, but I sensed some tentativeness in the question. “No,” I replied firmly. “I don’t have a boyfriend.”

Jin looked down at me, his brown eyes bright as he smiled. “Good.”

I scoffed once more and headed over to the cashier, placing my basket down on the checkout belt. Jin placed his behind mine, and when I got out my wallet to pay, he placed a large hand over mine. “I’ll pay for both,” he told the cashier.

I didn’t say anything until we got outside, both of us weighed down with shopping bags. “You didn’t have to do that, you know,” I scolded.

Jin chuckled. “A ‘thank you’ would suffice, you know.”

I marched up to him. “Just because you’re some big shot doctor now-”

“I’m not a doctor yet, y/n.”

“Whatever. Just because you think you can-”

He cut me off once more by grabbing my bags and loading them in the back of a truck. I stared at the gray vehicle, my mouth dropping open. It was the same truck. The place where I’d lost my virginity all those years ago.

I shook my head, bringing myself back down to reality. “What’re you doing?”

Jin shut the trunk door. “Giving you a ride. Now come on, stubborn, get in.”

I scoffed, but got in on the passenger side nonetheless. Everything looked the same, but different. Rather than a Spiderman lanyard hanging from the mirror, a few graduation tassels hung there instead. The truck was cleaner than I remember. No fast food cups littered the floor, but a couple half-empty water bottles were in the cup holders.

But it was the smell that got to me. That musk with a hint of spice… exactly like I remember. My body relaxed as Jin started the engine and pulled out of the parking lot, the same way I’d relax when holding onto his jacket back home.

It didn’t take too long to reach my grandparents’. Jini pulled in the driveway and shut the engine off, but neither of us moved. Jin stared at me, but I didn’t say anything, uncomfortably biting my lip and staring at the dashboard. “Y/n,” he murmured, causing me to look at him. I half-wished I hadn’t. His eyes were filled with that same look he gave me that night we kissed and made love, wide and perfectly brown.

“Why didn’t you come back after that summer?”

There it was. The question I’d been asking myself since I got here. I twisted my hands in my lap nervously. “Because… Because…”

“Tell me,” he said softly.

I pressed my lips together before releasing a loud sigh. “Because I was afraid.”

“Of what?”

“Of you moving on.”

Jin shook his head, chuckling. “Are you serious?”

I slowly nodded.

“Y/n, I couldn’t move on even if I wanted to. I loved you. I still… love you.”

My mouth parted open in surprise at his confession. “You do?”

Jin smiled and nodded. “Yeah. I tried to move on when I realized you weren’t coming back, I really did, but you were always in the back of my mind. Y/n, I’ve loved you since we were kids.”

I bit my lip, taking only a second to process before I unbuckled my seat belt and launched myself at him. Our lips pressed together, melding into the sweetest kiss I didn’t realize I missed with every fiber of my being. Jin wrapped a hand around the back of my neck, angling his jaw to deepen the kiss, and I threw my arms around his neck, trying in vain to draw him even closer.

We pulled apart, and I smiled as I took in Jin’s blown pupils, his lips reddening from being pressed to mine, his breath coming out in short gasps. “I love you, y/n,” he murmured. “I’ve always loved you.”

My smile grew. “I love you too, Jin.”

We continued kissing for what felt like forever before he pulled back, laughing and saying we needed to get the groceries inside. We unloaded the truck with the biggest grins, holding hands as we walked up to the house.

As I looked at Jin, the sun glinting off his dark locks, his smile lighting up my whole world, I found myself thinking that maybe there was a reason none of my relationships worked out. Maybe there was a reason I hadn’t found any opportunities coming my way after I graduated. And maybe, just maybe, I was exactly where I needed to be.

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