#I’m sure no one gives a fuck

[mandylove1000]

I’m not gonna lie I’m really upset. Me and my parents are supposed to go to the beach for a week starting tomorrow and we have no one to watch our dogs so the only solution is for me to stay behind and take care of them. We can’t board them bc they have fleas. I don’t want to have to switch out halfway with my dad so that I can go and enjoy the beach. I want to go together as a fucking family. I want to be able to go to the fire expo. I want to go and make memories with both of my parents. They have gone on multiple trips without me within the last year and I get sad every time cause they go do shit that I would LOVE to do. Like I understand that someone has to watch the dogs but why does it have to be me every time. If this happens in October for our cruise and I can’t go I’m going to be devastated because I have been looking forward to it for 2 years bc that’s how far in advance we did it. We are supposed to go to the northeast of the states and then into Canada and it’s an 8day cruise.

All in all if I’m super active this next week it means that I didn’t get to go. And if I’m only active at night it means I actually got to go with them and I’m enjoying my time. (I read a lot at night when I am waiting for my meds to kick in)

#Mandy’s rantin #Mandy’s fuckin sad as hell #I’m sure no one gives a fuck #i’ll shut up now

[audhd-nightwing]

things in DC canon i’ll literally never get over

1. dick finds out batman replaced him as robin (without asking him) from the NEWSPAPER and simultaneously finds out bruce adopted a new kid without telling him (to make things worse: bruce didn’t even adopt dick)

2. dick finds out jason died from the newspaper (AGAIN? REALLY BRUCE?) and bruce had the fucking funeral WITHOUT HIM while he was still in space

#i’m only like 80% sure these are fully canon btw #correct me if i'm wrong #dc comics #bruce wayne #dick grayson #jason todd #robin!jason #batman #batman comics #nightwing #batman and robin #ok yes ik there’s a reason bruce didn’t adopt dick #aka he didn’t want to replace dick’s father #but imagine being a teenager and your foster dad adopts a kid without even telling you #and then giving him YOUR name without asking #like no one would feel great about that #i will never forgive bruce for not telling dick jason died / having the funeral without him #though i do love some yummy angst #where hood!jason yells at dick for not even being at the funeral #and dicks like ‘i was still in fucking space!’ #like yes bruce was grieving but BRO thats ur other son come on

[edenfenixblogs]

I don’t think most non-Jews understand how disappointed we are in the left right now. How completely abandoned we’ve become. How our contributions to progress for other groups have been erased or disavowed or hidden. How the actual tangible things that Jews have contributed to black rights and civil rights are being ignored. How we’re being told we contribute and have contributed nothing.

How we are being told that the world has been kind to us when it never has. As if my mom didn’t grow up getting called a Kike and getting beat up for being Jewish. How I thought I had friends until I caught them saying “xyz was beautiful until Jews showed up.” How people told me I was pretty “for a Jew.” How I grew up hearing stories about bombs being set off in Israel in buses and markets. How I couldn’t even go two weeks without hearing that and how nobody cared and somehow, every time that happened, the whole world became more hostile to me for some reason.

I just don’t understand. I don’t understand what leftists are doing. Or why. I hate that I have to say—of course, I support a free and self determined Palestine (which I truly do)—in order for you to decide I’m worthy of care and support.

We showed up for you. All of you. And the entire movement is abandoning us at best or targeting us at worst. Celebrating our deaths. Saying we deserved it. How are we supposed to trust you ever again? How are we supposed to feel safe ever again?

A very few select people who are in my life have taken the chance to actually learn about and dismantle their own unconscious antisemitism during this time. And I’m eternally grateful for them. But most people haven’t reached out at all. Most people are still sharing hateful things that could get me hurt and they don’t care. Most people Reblogging my posts are still Jews. Because we are alone. And it sucks. You need to be as loud about antisemitism as you are about Palestine or you’re an antisemite (unless you’re Arab/Muslim/Palestinian—I totally get that these groups are also doing damage control in their own communities just like Jews are).

But we are all in tremendous pain right now.

This moment will pass. And when it does, I will remember how many people let me down. I will remember that when I needed support more than I’ve ever needed it in my life, people fucking vanished. They pretended violence against my people wasn’t happening. They ignored and rewrote the history of Israel to suit their own narratives.

You don’t know what it feels like to be hated this much for opposite things. PoC hate us for being too white. White supremacists hate us for not being white enough. Europeans hate us for being middle eastern. Middle easterners hate us for being western/European. Everyone hates us for being settlers but continually kicks us out of their countries so that we have to settle somewhere else.

I saw a post going around from a Black person who said that the reason he and his fellow black activists go protest for Palestinians instead of fighting antisemitism (as if it’s a binary, which it’s not) is that Jews don’t show up. Muslims and Palestinians do. And honestly? Fuck that guy. Heather Heyer died standing shoulder to shoulder against racism in 2017. [CORRECTION: When I first wrote this post I was under the impression that Heather Heyer was Jewish. I want to correct to avoid spreading misinfo. She was just the first (and incorrect) Jewish civil rights activist I thought of. However there are plenty of other actual Jewish civil rights activists to choose from. If you have reblogged this post from me, please feel free to add a link to the permalink version of this post with my correction to your reblog.]I have devoted substantial time and effort and money that I don’t even get paid a lot of because I don’t get paid a living wage. I have continually reached out to PoC people in my life of all religions to ask how they are doing and what I could be doing to help more—both for them personally and how they would best like me to help their community. I have elevated their voices at every opportunity. And not one person I checked in with has done the same for me or for my community.

And it’s bone chilling. It’s awful. And it’s even worse knowing that when it’s over, people will want to go back to normal. They won’t apologize. They won’t self reflect. They’ll just live their lives, maybe a little more aware of how much they hate us and completely indifferent to the harm they’ve caused us. How disposable they made us feel. And the thing is…it’s not hard for you to know. You just have to ask.

Too many people are cowards. Too many people care about looking good than actually learning something or making the world better. And to those people: you should be ashamed of yourself.

I don’t have any hate in my heart. Truly. Not a drop for any group of people. But I have a tremendous lack of trust that anyone would actually lift a finger to keep me safe.

#antisemitism #leftist antisemitism #anti zionisim #I dare a goy to republic this challenge #goyim ID yourself in the tags if you reblog this #cuz i straight up don’t believe goyisch activists give a shit unless they straight up say they do #i’m not okay #honestly #this is the Nazi stuff I am most scared of #sure the Nazis rounded us up #but you fuckers were the ones who watched and did nothing #you’re the ones who voted the Nazis in #you’re the ones who didn’t stop them #fuck all y’all for real #i/p #israel #palestine #correction issued

[nateezfics]

hongjoong’s vlog is so boyfriend coded, and he did that intentionally. this man knows our delulu asses love this type of content from him, cuz he’s aware of how down bad we are :))

#i had to take a couple of hours after watching this to process #cuz this was A LOT #the morning bare face beauty 😩😩😩 #whyyyy does he have to look so fuckable when he’s JUST BRUSHING HIS TEETH #the one button the arms out the forehead the bare face #UHHHHHHFGGGGHH #I’d give this pussy to him every. fucking. morning. #ok and then him showing the shot of him getting ready in just the tank top #OUCH #THAT WAS PERSONAL #the ARMS #FUCK ME SIDEWAYS #*inahle* HIM DRIVING !!!!!!!!!! #the ultimate boyfriend content #he looks HOT behind the wheel #the road head I’d give this man🥴🥴🥴 #…..him in the gym #him leaning back just reclined looking all ridable #wanna straddle him and ride his shit SO BAD😩😩😩 #he made sure to show off his arm too🙃🙃🙃 #THE STUDIO CONTENT I AM LIVING #the cap while he’s driving at night🫠🫠🫠 #so hongjoong when you gonna propose like #I’m ready 🤨💍 #hongjoong hard thoughts #ateez hard thoughts #joongie #☕️

[jmeldog]

Whatever they have going on

#milgram #anyway I like putting them together like beetles in a pen #they’re both using each other to get what they want #it’s mutually beneficial but in like the mutually detrimental way #haruka wants a female figure to give him attention #mu wants to feel power by manipulating others #I’m sure the intermission will be fine and no one will explode #they’re both fucked up teens lol #this mel's art #oh you know

[crazymecjc]

vashwood week day two- names

#trigun #trigun stampede #oof my art i guess #vashwood #vashwood week #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #this is directly inspired by the one and only time wolfwood calls vash stampede in tristamp #I just think it’s so interesting that he chooses to use that nickname in ep 5 to be like that’s a corpse stampede #moments after vash failed to save someone he cared about Again bc it immediately reinforces this idea of vash being a destructive force #and like the fact that his name has been turned against him and made into this like warning almost is so fucked up #like blorbo can’t even call his name his own #which is what makes wolfwood calling him other sillier nicknames so important #it detaches the legend from the person and allows him to just Exist without being labeled by someone #I also think the idea of reciprocity in their dynamic is really fascinating #it’s a mutual pining between them For Sure they don’t give much but when they do it’s equal exchange #hence the mutual first name basis at the end of my silly lil comic #this took so much time and I put wayyy too much thought into this for a daily prompt I’m like two days behind now but it was Worth It

[poisoned-pearls]

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BOTHERING YOU!!! I AM INTERESTED!!!

AUGHH OKAY OKAY SO-

It’s INCREDIBLY similar to canon, that’s like, half of the point. Jamil and Azul have been in the same class for their whole school a career and I firmly believe Azul has HAD a crush on him since their first year even in canon (ex. “I’ve always been curious about you since we were first years.”)

so in this au it happened completely on accident. Since they were only around 3 weeks- a month into school, Jamil didn’t have kalim to worry about yet (who arrived a month later) and azul didn’t have such a large reputation (so Jamil was a little less cautious). Potion project, truth serum. Should be easy right? That was until azul accidentally lost balance and tried to catch himself on the cauldron, sending it all over him and into his mouth.

so when Jamil leans over to ask if he’s okay, because a giant metal thing just tipped over him, the first thing out of his mouth is “great seven you’re gorgeous.”

when Jamil is promptly like “what” Azul literally can not control his tongue and is like “please go on a date with me-“ and Jamil just stares at him for a moment before going “…sure” because, well, hell. He’s free from kalim for the first time in his life, he thinks he’s pretty too, it’s worth a shot and he’s under a truth potion, so at least he knows he finds him attractive. So sure, couldn’t hurt to try.

And it did, in fact, not hurt to try, they snuck their way up the astronomy tower and had a nice dinner that azul made. And they were both, very very happy.

another date later (this time by Jamil, where they played mancala in one of the scarabian common places) and they were official.

And a month later, (a week or so after kalim transferred) Jamil joined basketball and Azul became his number one fan, where a year later Ace learns about his existence from

Azul keeps Jamil from becoming more stressed about kalim, and Jamil uses his study guides to not go insane. Jamil also becomes a third enforcer for the monstro lounge, and knows EXACTLY how everything works, because hell he was there right next to Azul and helping him figure it all out when it was happening. He’ll catch someone trying to run from Azul and his contracts and toss them right back into the shark pit.

theyre also horrible. Like the most couple to ever couple. Jamil waits outside every housewarden meeting to walk with Azul, they always either bring breakfast or coffee for each other (they’ll switch it up on who brings it each day). Hell even Ace originally knew Azul as “Jamil’s boyfriend from octavinelle” during games.

#Also I think that Azul wouldn’t overblot (because Jamil would seriously help with his self esteem and because JAMIL SHOULD PUNCH LEONA-) #Listen I’m not a Leona hater #But I didn’t like him during book 3- #Listen I’m sorry I just can’t sympathize that strongly with a guy who is still rich as hell and royalty #You don’t have to work #I don’t feel that bad for you not being king #Jamil probably would still overblot but I have angst for that #Angst you’d probably like actually #You know when you were thinking about Jamil feeling bad after his overblot?? #Imagine how he’d feel knowing he chucked his boyfriend halfway across the desert #But yeah #the sillies #id also think it’d be FUCKING HILARIOUS for canon Jamil to meet this jamil #“Oh shit the magic is all messed up- give me a second I need to call my bf to make sure he’s okay” #“Your what” #“My… boyfriend? What you don’t have one?” #“NO????” #“Life must suck for you then.” #“What? You think I need someone to be happy?” #“Well are you?” #“…” #(He feels bad because he doesn’t get Azul and weighted blanket cuddles when he’s sad) #(He feels bad thinking about all of the bad mental episodes Azul’s helped him through) #After Jamil figures out the other version of him is dating Azul he’s like “Him?? That schemer-??” #He insults him so much other Jamil is like “listen I don’t care if your me I can only take so many insults to my boyfriend before I just #Fight you.” #Jamil vs jamil #jamil viper #Azul Ashengrotto #jamiazu

[violethyacinth]

guess who started watching Star Trek Deep Space Nine 🤪

#it’s me #I think I used to watch some of it with my grandma when I was growing up #but baby this shit premiered when I was one year old #so I have almost no recollection of any of the stories or characters fr #but I wanna give it a try #tbh there’s so much Star Trek that I’m a little intimidated to start #figure DS9 is early enough to be a good start #if I fuck w it well enough I’ll go back and watch some of the older ones and work my way into the newer series too #tbh I’ve been on my jeffrey combs bullshit #and the weyoun fics have made me curious #I like mass effect and doctor who so surely I’ll like this #I’m on season one episode 2 rn #and I fuck with it already #vi speaks #Star Trek #st ds9 #star trek ds9

[evansbby]

his politics is so fucking surface level and we all fucking knew this but still… the real celebs are the ones questioning and calling out genocide enablers like joe biden… not happily shaking hands with him despite everything that’s going on.

#some people might not think this is a big deal #and i know we KNEWWW this man didn’t give a fuck about Palestine 🇵🇸 #but we hoped right??? like a little bit that maybe he cared despite being silent #well this me rn: 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 #bc ofc he doesn’t #shaking hands and smiling with biden wtfffff #I really cannot #AND I KNEWWWW WE KNEWWW I’m sure we’ve discussed his damn surface level politics on here before #so i feel doubly like 🤡🤡 #idk am I overreacting?? no one else seems to care

[sumeruin]

I can tell you live in the U.S because only an american child would lack this much common sense.

And no you aren't in the clear. You are allowed to write yes. You can write in private and no one will ever know, but this is a public platform. Posting explicit content to the internet as a minor is against the law. Not to fucking mention the legal liability you put others at risk for interacting with you.

You arent creating a safe space to cope. Youve only gone and put a target on your back as a potential child to groom. Aswell as given many quick access to other such blogs. Youve created a space that hids child groomers the best out of all of them. Any one of the people who interact with you could be a child groomer masquerading as a "safe adult", or even another minor.

The safest way for a child to be on the internet is to be invisible. But all you kids do in your quest to have a voice or say in matters you are too young to have a say in, in your need to be on a moral high horse and enact your online rebel vigilante justice, Is make it easier for minors to be found and targeted.

Let me rephrase.

You are a child. It is not your job nor responsibility to create a "safe space" for such a sensitive and dangerous topic for your age. It is not your job nor responsibility to fight back against stigma over teens having sexual desires or using fiction to cope with trauma. It is not your job nor responsibility to carry the burden of reassuring others that they are normal or okay.

All you are doing right now is putting yourself and others in danger. You and every other minor on here openly claiming to be a minor. It is "safe spaces" like this that get targeted. Especially on an anonymous heavy site like tumblr.

You do not understand or care about the consequences of your actions because you do not believe any except that which you choose to imagine exist. You think its not that deep but it is and ive seen it happen far too many times before.

You aren't being smart, or brave.

You're being stupid and selfish plain and simple.

baby i have no clue what you’re talking about

#⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾ angel’s dreams⋆⁺₊⋆ ☁︎ #⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾ angel’s enemies >:( ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☁︎ #i feel like i should give you your own tag atp #it is not my fault if adults choose to knowingly interact with a minor who writes smut #your little rants reek of victim blaming and i’m getting a little sick of it #i am not asking to be groomed because i write smut #and if you think i am you’re no better than the people who defend groomers. #it is not my responsibility to make sure no one is creepy towards me #it is the responsibility of the adult that would groom me to be a decent fucking person and not groom a minor.

[boundinparchment]

If my reader characters had no personalities, no backstories, nothing, I’d have no fic. Because they’d have no motivations. No challenges. Nothing to overcome.

Rocks for brains is what they’d have.

Characters have impact on the story, on the world. I’m so fucking sorry you have no imagination, no empathy, no ability to recognize what’s exists for the sake of the story and what you can take or leave as far as projecting.

#I do my best to make sure I at least don’t describe actual physical traits #certain things like hairpins can be taken or left #a character wearing a certain dress can be taken or left if you want to imagine something else idc #but I never describe specific features because they don’t even fucking matter unless the reader is intended to be a certain way #And I know maybe it isn’t for everyone to read reader inserts anyway #but like go read a fucking book and tell me you agree or disagree with like fucking Holden Caulfield #like maybe you don’t have to be able to project 100% maybe the author doesn’t know you!!!!! Maybe write for yourself!!!!!! #I wanted a fic with religious corruption and to share it with a friend so I’m gonna write it!!!! #That’s how that WORKS #the fucking entitlement of TT is gonna give me a heart attack one day istg #not everything is about you the individual who no one fucking knows!!!! You are a spec of dust my friend!!!!!

[symbiotic-slime]

would you guys be interested in venom/the magnus archives crossover fan art

#I wanna draw the guys as avatars #also I think it would be a fun challenge to try to make Venom visibly an avatar of the hunt #because they already look like that #but I have ideas for the others :3 #venom #venom comics #venom movies #the magnus archives #I’m going to elaborate in the tags because I can #so Eddie is 100% an avatar of the corruption #and is also the type of guy who willingly became an avatar #he’s so deranged he would be enthralled by the wasp nest in his attic #he would be a victim of the lonely though #like especially comics!Eddie #because his bond with the symbiote is so deep that like. being singular sends him into a depressive spiral #flash is an avatar of the slaughter #but he’s not deranged like Eddie his was more of a result of his situation #like being a bully and then joining the military #very slaughter coded #and yes he’s made up for the bullying so I’m not sure how that would play in?? but he still does have some anger issues #he’s a victim of the web #like one the alcoholism is classic web #and two being manipulated. like the whole agent venom arc where he was essentially being blackmailed by jack olantern #venom is a manifestation of the corruption #an avatar of the hunt #and probably also a victim of the lonely #like I think the idea of being alone as a being who’s whole purpose is to bond and connect with a host would be devastating #recently I think they could probably also be a victim of the desolation given that everyone important to them keeps fucking dying lmao #I’m kinda second guessing myself with flash because he’s just so damn normal like he doesn’t revel in war but I also want to give him one #do any of my followers know both of these. if so please help me out I’m struggling with flash 😭

[apotelesmaa]

If I full combo another master song without even trying before I fc ifuudoudou I’m going to fucking end it all

#sure. why not. usseewa master fc. i don’t even care anymore. pandemonium funds. #can I at least fc childish war expert. teo expert. I’m so close on those too. #no but I can fc a song I previously said ‘fuck this chart I give up’ and haven’t touched in months #mine #genuine but also reverse psychology on myself so I can have more gems to pull for cards I really do not need. #at least this event is letting me get minori and kaito out of lvl 29 purgatory #only one remaining there will be kohane. & I’m leveling up her 4* this event anyways.

[aroace-polyshow]

mmmm. more hw thoughts to distract myself. tsukasa’s good at cooking and packs lunches for his siblings and himself ofc, but once he meets rui he also starts bringing homemade lunches to school for him. and also sends stuff back with rui for nene so neither of them are eating nothing but frozen meals or not eating at all. eventually once the group is closer and they start having sleepovers tsukasa brings food for all of them every single time. its a game to guess what he’s going to bring now. in general i like to think one of tsukasa’s love languages is acts of service and it very much applies to hw. no one is ever starving w/ chef tsukasa around. he loves his friends <3

#marlo’s stuff #hollow ☆ wonderland #the first time tsukasa brings rui a lunch he nearly cries btw #HE ALSO LEAVES LITTLE NOTES AND MAKES THE FOOD LOOK SUPER CUTE. it’s a habit since he does it so often for saki and toya #nene gets her meal for the first time and its shaped like a jellyfish and she just stares at it for a bit. #and she feels so happy and warm and she’s sure its the best food she’s eaten in forever #no one is hungry on tsukasa’s watch. someone mentions they’re hungry on voice chat and he immediately calls them into sekai #to give them some food. or just fucking goes over to their house. #thinking about gaining weight as a sign of healing btw. that happens to rui and nene here. augh. they all love each other so much #i’m gonna cry

[hella1975]

ive attended six total therapy sessions in my life and it was with a free university counsellor and i told her one thing that ill admit was pretty concerning but aside that spent the entire time waffling about shit that isnt actually super important i was 100% just talking for the sake of talking with 0 intention of receiving help and then when she asked me to come back i never rebooked and now i think daily about the fact she has information about me written down and i sometimes convince myself she’s going to use it maliciously and it is something i actively regret because of aforementioned conviction. so all in all i’d say i handled the whole thing with the mental fortitude of someone in need of significantly more therapy

#and yet bc of that very reason i will not be trying it again ever you cannot MAKE me #my mum every now and then is like ‘you liked that one counsellor right? did you hear anything from her in the end?’ #and I’m reminded i LIED TO MY MUM and said I’d asked for more sessions and was just in a queue bc the uni has high demand 😭😭 #yk for someone w not a lot wrong with them & not nearly enough trauma to justify this behaviour i sure as fuck have to freak it sometimes #it was kinda funny tho bc the thing i told her that WAS real and concerning she just. did nothing about. like she kinda went 🤨elaborate🤨 #and i went ‘…. nah’ and that was it she spent like 5 mins giving me shit advice and then i by accident missed our next session #and she was like OMG I THOUGHT YOU WERE AVOIDING ME BC YOU TOLD ME A HUGE THING AND THEN DIDNT SHOW #istg that woman was so socially anxious i acc really loved her. shame i can’t be NORMAL ABOUT THINGS #hella goes to uni

[lildoodlenoodle]

More and more I feel like large studios set up their more ‘woke’ and diverse projects up to fail.

#like at some point there is just an undeniable pattern of behavior and it is really unfortunate #and then bigots will go see! being woke is terrible! this is failing bc everything isn’t about straight white men! #and that last part is what rlly gets me #marvel #dc #discourse ig #fuck marvel #fuck Disney #I can list em give me a sec #madame web captain marvel that one Thor movie ig multiverse of madness she hulk loki wish ugh I’m sure there’s more I can’t think of rn #but you see what I’m getting at