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Jamil thought of the day:

Do the words: I love you.

Have any meaning left for him?

Who would say it, and mean it?

His parents?

Najma?

Kalim?

Do those words come with the weight of: but I would still throw you away if you were no longer useful to me?

But...

Every word is conditional, and empty.

Hollow.

In that sort of, "You don't even know me." Kind of way.

The certainty that their duty and positions come before him.

The surety that the love they claim to hold for him, is but an illusion of comfort.

#I think that he’d have words that mean I love you to him #Like for Jamiazu- “do you want some chicken?” Is how he says it to Azul. #and Azul uses physical touch to show him love #but I think he’d truly feel the effect with his kid #His child looking at him and happily shouting “I love you baba!” Is the first time he’s ever not felt some sort of guilt or upset emotion w #with it

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cat activation noise

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Oh apparently I never posted this here

I sometimes feel so self-conscious and cringe drawing super sappy Leoide bc I do love the shitpost-y-ness of this pairing but I also just want fluff sometimes okay!!! I want the boys to kiss!!!!!

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this is basically what happened in book 4 right

lmao 😭

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Thank you Tapis Rouge!

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People liking your personal OCs is still such a crazy feeling, I've been doing this for years and ppl asking about them still fills my entire heart with warmth and idk how to handle it

You enjoy this fictional guy I made up for fun?? Whose only content is random artwork or writing made by me and a handful of other artists at most? They have no show/book/game with a large fandom, it's just one person with an art blog?? I love u

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I have mixed feelings about TWST rps, mostly because they wildly vary. one minute, I'm saying hello to humble Mrs. Ashengrotto or STYX employees, and the next I'm stumbling upon an army of fanchildren with lore that has been slowly building the past 3 seasons (and I've missed it)

#I know this is rp focused but I’ve learned that sometimes this happens with my fankids and- #I’m abt to label them all constantly #bc otherwise I hate being confusing

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WAIT MY DELULU THOUGHTS WERE RIGHT

his voiceline mentions how despite his dish being mediocre (TO HIM) he got a high evaluation.

HES JUST AN INSECURE LITTLE GUY

Like

Azul: Oh, guys, I can't believe I'm so mediocre at this 😓😓😓 ughhh if only I could cook better! I guess I'm just bad at this

*Proceeds to show you the fucking Michelin Star itself personified as a food*

Be honest guyss how bad is itt dont lie to me ughhh 🥺

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Home

#Jamiazu #azujami #i drew this so quickly #But it’s cute #so #Azul Ashengrotto #Jamil viper #ashenviper #nami ashengrotto #twst #twisted wonderland #twst fankid

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please ignore the leg I didn't finish.

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"I know you I walked with you once upon a dream I know you That look in your eyes is so familiar a gleam

And I know it's true, that visions are seldom what they seem But if I know you I know what you'll do You'll love me at once The way you did once upon a dream

But if I know you I know what you do You love me at once The way you did once upon a dream" ♥ I wanted to do a speedpaint but then I realized that I wasn't recording… T_T

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Commission info

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Nah I refuse to believe Azul's cooking is MEDIOCRE that man has been cooking without fire for YEARS I know he would make a smashing ceviche

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need yall to see this too bc im actually obsessed

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I love idia so fucking mich it’s kinda sad

Me too, my favourite sad wet pathetic dog

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FANART REQUESTS⁉️⁉️⁉️ LETS GOOOO

CAN U DO IDIA BUT AS A RAT PLS TY 🙏🙏🙏

THIS RAT IS ON FIRE

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before the poll, a quick definition of terms:

"mutual" - you found this post from a mutual (on their blog or your dash) "following" - you found this post from someone you're following, but who isn't following you "random" - you found this by scrolling through someone's blog, who you don't follow. this includes people following you "For You" - you found this on the For You page "recommended" - you found this in a "Check out these blogs" popup, or a "recommended" post when looking at a different post "other" - you found this post some other way. comment how? "reblog ✅" - you're going to reblog, queue, or schedule this post "reblog ❌" - you're NOT going to reblog, queue, or schedule this post

with that out of the way:

#YOU HAVE BLOG NOTIFICATIONS ON FOR ME???? IM GONNA CRY