#I’m so tired tbh

[robiinurheart33]

Johnny as not being able to accept or react to anything normally. (Clicks for Palestine)

He accepts things in breathless gasps, cold sweat tracing his spine, wide eyed and gripping his shirt in a frenzy.

He accepts love like a prayer, reverent and beautiful. Yes, yes, yes, let me see. Let me see all of you. Let me know that I am yours and you are mine. He loves with all his heart, gives his liking out scarcely. It eats him from inside out, the way obsession and possessiveness work. It’s a finniky thing, something soap always had trouble with. One day he could be in complete safety, knowing that he is loved, and he will love more. Others, he sobs in despair for all those who will never love again, for the love that he will receive that will never be enough, not enough, and too much. Two sides of his brain thread their fingers through his mind, grab on his hair and yank. It forces him to bear his throat, open and exposed, as if to say see? I will be vulnerable. Bite on me. Bite down. In hopes of the other trusting him enough to sink their canines into tainted blood.

He accepts joy with excitement, as if an addict returning into the safe embrace of its drug. A childish response, he guesses, but anyone would find themselves yearning to be happy as well. The highs are high, and the lows are real low. He knows when to accept joy on its own, pure form, and not think about anything else. It’s something sacred to him, precious and fragile as glass. But he knows no one needs his excitement. No one needs his explosive emotions and no one needs him. That’s okay. Soap has spent his entire life accepting that fact.

In the meantime, Johnny will wrap his hands around himself in a pathetic attempt at self-comfort, and repeats a mantra in his head. Less is more. Less is more. Less is more.

#dribble drabble #I’m so tired tbh #why do I always get hungry at 12am #honestly atp I’m not sure where my mental health stands #but I hope you guys enjoy this #stay safe out there #robs ramblings #call of duty #john soap mactavish #ghoap #simon ghost riley #ghostsoap

[ticklish-wallflower]

can we show more interest, love, and appreciation for plus sized lees????? thanks

#i’m so tired tbh #people make me so annoyed lmfao #let’s not base a lee on how you think they should look (:::: #looking v hard at the people who like this but don’t rb bc they don’t wanna support outwardly <3 #text #tks #tickles #tickling #tickle community #tickling community

[the-last-doppelganger]

I do wanted to get replies today but I had an eye appointment, and my vision is still hazy. My eyes are also aching. I’m gonna try and get stuff done tomorrow.

#ooc #I’m so tired tbh

[iyxv]

raise ur hand if u think i should quit my job where i am under appreciated and treated like absolute garbage? i have had a 2 week notice prepared for 2 years now… should i use that bitch this holiday season?

#merry christmas here’s my two week notice 💔 #and yk what sucks? i know quite a few of the patients who use our pharmacy would MISS ME. because i’m NICE. and i make a damn difference. #i LIKE MY JOB. i do! #but it’s so hard to work there when there are other technicians allowed to be rude as hell #i’m so tired tbh #vent post soz guys #stfu jess #venting x

[kairasims]

Hi lovelies! Long time no post 😝 sorry for being missing for the past week…I started a new job and work early mornings. So I’m trying to adjust because I’m NOT one to get up early. Hope everyone is well! I will start back posting every weekend since I’m working all week. ☺️ I’ll still be on here but my posts are going to be limited.

Welcome to all my new followers!

Also, for those that were asking or wondering, yes my forever in San Myshuno story is still happening. Just life is busy now that I’m working. 😩 anyway! I’m off!

#kairasims #I’m so tired tbh #6-2pm is a wild shift #kairatalks

[sparkles-and-trash]

Tomorrow I have a doctors appointment with the guy who’s been my doctor since I was 3 months old lol, and hopefully I’ll finally get some more answers about the diagnosis another doctor thinks I have.

When I have more answers I can start sharing more with both my irl’s and you guys, and start on working with myself mentally on how to best deal with whatever this is.

#I’m so tired tbh #my health have been INSANLY bad lately #and I miss writing and drawing so much #and being happy #lol #irl tag #personal #doctors #cw medical

[cinnamontoads]

birthday girl

#drew this in like half an hour at 6 am during an all nighter last night i was so tired but tbh it kind of slays i’m ngl #reigen arataka #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #reigen #my art

[adriancatrin]

katara sees her brother and bff approaching something that can make them happy and says no interruptions

based on this photo from the live action cast

#my art #i learned SO MUCH about digital coloring while working on this. i can’t wait to try to put it to practice from the start and on purpose #instead of stumbling upon leagues of info when i was already 95% done lol #anyways #zukka #idc about tagging rn tbh i’m tired #fuck backgrounds dude #hate that shit #i need to do lighting studies fr tho #i can’t do interesting light i just. don’t have the knowledge #makes me sad cuz lighting really makes or breaks pieces it seems #also lol i started this then stopped for like two hours and just sketched katara a fuck ton #what i landed on here isn’t my favorite but i liked the soft + gently amused emotion she’s showing #ok whatever i’m done rambling #post

[jacarandaaaas]

mirabels bitch face !!

she’s so real

#encanto #encanto disney #disneys encanto #mirabel madrigal #mirabel encanto #this probably isn’t even all of them #I’m fed up of the week so I relate to all of these rn #like I am TIRED #anyways mirabels many expressions will always be one of my fave things about the movie #shes so funny like #disney’s encanto #mirabels bitch faces are iconic tbh

[yookikiku]

her name is Tensai and she has a socmed dependence problem

#Oc #2023 #doodles #original #she draws and has a lot of followers #I think maybe around 60k #But she has like 0 friends irl and online #So she’s constantly very lonely which worsens her socmed dependency #Also she’s very prideful so she would never admit she wants friends #She also pretends to be super bright and cheerful on the outside but on the inside she is constantly yelling #I’m lov her #Most people get tired of her pridefulness and leaves most of the time so she doesnt have good experiences with building relationships #Tho its mostly her fault tho tbh #LIKE SHE TRIES HER BEST but eventually her facade of being a nice bright cheerful gal just comes off

[sipsoftea]

Since I did one for my first farmer, I obviously had to do one for my second. We don’t play favorites in this house (except we totally do, I love her sm)

Her name is Jeannie, and she’s a half vampire on her dad’s side. Other than her appearance, vampirism hasn’t really affected her life that much, she just has to deal with a mild garlic allergy and getting sunburnt real easy. She also ages a tad slower than a normal person, but she does still age

#i admittedly got a little tired of working on it so it’s kinda half finished #sorry about that #but that means I get to move onto drawing more Mr Qi #I’m still really salty abt not getting to marry him #at least I have krobus #also. kinda torn between picking a father for her #idk if I want her dad to be the count from Sesame Street or Nosferatu #tbh I didn’t know she was a half vampire until I started drawing her because I felt the need to justify her purple skin #I didn’t want her to be a full vampire tho bc #ya know being a farmer in the sun all day might be bad for her health #anyway #sdv #stardew valley #my art #sdv farmer #my oc #sdv mr qi #Mr qi is hard to draw dude. I think it’s the hat that throws me off the most but man #I started over with him like 4 times

[whaliiwatching]

flirterers

#spider man: across the spider verse #spider punk #spider noir #hobie brown #noirpunk #i forgot to queue this lol #for like three weeks #i could kinda just draw them doing this forever tbh #i love em so much……. #i’m also so tired (sick) so not a lotta tags today #know only that i have never stopped thinking about them

[lluviapeony]

Another doodle of my babygirl Shane 💕✨

#I’m still practicing on how to draw him #forever my beloved tbh #💕 #it’s literally 2 am I’m so tired #digital art #sketch #krita #shane stardew valley fanart #shane stardew valley #sdv shane fanart #shane sdv #stardew valley #sdv shane #sdv farmer #sdv fanart #sdv #stardew valley shane #stardew shane #stardew farmer #stardew valley fanart #Shane sdv fanart #stardew valley Shane fanart #doodle

[pawzofchaos]

I really wanted to see more of them tbh

#they would’ve been good friends tbh #ew I might remake this I hate how I drew the second two pieces #I’m so tired that’s a future me problem #I don’t draw Bowie enough #paws draws #art #my art #fanart #total drama #td #tdi #total drama fandom #total drama new seasons #tdi 2023 #total drama reboot #total drama 2023 #td ripper #td bowie #quote thing is from scooby doo btw LMAO

[pixlokita]

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[whimsyprinx]

I feel like now is a good time to announce that I’m in the process of moving blogs! Im doing so for a few reasons, the main one being paranoia, so for that reason I won’t be saying my new urls publicly so like please dm me if you’d like my new url so you can follow me there! I’ll be reblogging this post a lot so ppl can see it (so sorry if you get annoyed by that)!

I’m also remaking my discord account as well so if we’re friends on there then feel free to message me for my new username!

friends and mutuals please do reblog so shared friends/mutuals have a higher chance seeing it!

#whimsy whispers #I’m just like ahdjfjjg #I’ve been considering remaking blogs for a few years now (as some of you may know) and like simply changing urls isn’t enough #no matter how many times I chnage urls the paranoia won’t go away and I think that starting a new blog is the best choice #idk what to do if my newest blog gets found by the ppl I’m paranoid about like idk the odds of that are low (I hope) alas I’m still anxious #about it #for some slight context: I’ve had several people now pop up in my life pretending to be other people/several people and while I’ve blocked #then on every social media account I interacted with them in im still paranoid about them lurking #and then like there’s other reasons to remake as well #I’m tired of this blog like I love it it’s been fun but I think starting over will be nice #tbh this is the longest I’ve had a blog without remaking I usually remake accounts every so often #I don’t intend to remake my next blog like at all but like agdhjfjg I have a habit of getting bored of accounts and staring over (usually #this applies to art accounts like y’all wouldn’t believe how many deviantart accounts I’ve had) #uhhhh idk I’ve been rambling for too long #I have this in drafts rn but you should be seeing this post soon