#I’m so indecisive atm

[leaving-grapefruitss]

my first nijisanji piece! i’ll do shu next for his birthday but ^^; i’m really enjoying getting into watching v-tubers now :D 

#casually entering niji tumblr like: aha #my art style is really going thru it atm bc I’m indecisive over brushes like that #ALSO: this is my first time drawing a 3/4 profile so ^^; #yea I mean I’m proud of it I think idk #nijisanji #nijisanji en #nijisanji_en #nijisanji english #luxiem #nijisanji luxiem #vox akuma #vox #nijisanji vox #nijisanji vox akuma #luxiem vox #luxiem vox akuma #vox akuma nijisanji #nijisanji_en vox akuma #mai draws #v tuber #vtubers #luxiem fanart #nijisanji fanart #vtuber fanart

[theaterism]

!!! okay like,,, foxtrot’s voice actually sounds quite a bit like kit c.onnor’s voice

#|☆| ooc #(n.etflix showed me the hearts.topper trailer and i was like !! wait………..) #(yes i’m highkey indecisive with voice claims so i’m not saying this definitively BUT) #(kit’s voice DOES remind me of foxtrot’s voice and i’m yelling abt it atm aaaa) #(fox’s voice is a bit softer sometimes but still…….) #|☽| foxtrot ( clever fox ) #|☆| headcanons

[spacesuitsforemergency]

Honestly OCs are really stressing me out lately, cause I genuinely do still want to talk about them and I still love them all so much but I can’t think of a crumb of content for them anymore. Like I just can’t think of anything and I feel like everything I’ve posted for the last couple weeks has just been half assed, forced and repeated from past posts. So I’m really sorry if I don’t interact with oc content a lot for awhile, like if I don’t reblog your stuff it’s just because it stresses me out a bit lately and all my tags are half assed and y’all don’t deserve that. Cause I still LOVE your OCs, I’m just currently overthinking everything. Like I want to rewrite everything, I feel like my ocs aren’t powerful enough, the heroes aren’t strong enough and the villains aren’t cool enough. And because I’m insecure about them rn, I’m extra sensitive about them and I feel like that’s gotten obnoxious

So yeah bottom line, I might not reblog as much and I’m really sorry, my motivation for OCs is just at an all time low at the moment. Like I still love them and want to talk about them, but when I don’t talk about them I stress out and feel like they’re not apart of anything anymore, but when I do post it feels too forced and repeated

#sorry for the rant I’ve just been all worried lately #and like this is just how I feel it’s nobody fault I’m just not interested atm/worried this will end up as I stop talking about them at all #which stresses me out cause I love them and don’t want to just ditch them and have them forgotten #but then I can’t think of anything #so really the only problem here is me and my indecisiveness and my brain making me anxious

[theemporium]

Hi royal lestappen anon again

1) SORRY I have a lot of ppl I follow f1 wise and I know sOmEoNe has a princess I just can’t remember who rn

2)you call it making it worse, I call it making it more interesting (read: better (imo))

But YES the isolation is what does max in in the end. Like queenie (I’m sticking with it fuck it) is so fucking lonely and that little scenario where max notices a comment is bothering her and she isn’t immediately abusing power (let’s assume this is something her parents are known for) and firing them/imprisoning them for slander of the crown?

And that’s the moment where he starts befriending her, cause this whole time he’s thought this girl is going to be a tyrant like her parents, and really he realizes that as soon as she offered to cover for him and Charles he should have known then she wasn’t anything like her parents but THIS Is the moment he kinda starts falling for her.

And when Charles gets back max kinda takes him aside and tells him to talk to her since they’re better friends so that she has a chance to vent with him, bc yes queenie and max are friendlier now but they’re not “besties” like Charles is atm with queenie

So Charles talks with queenie and she’s starting to word vomit and hes trying to interrupt her and tell her she’s doing great as a queen but she just won’t stop talking so he just yanks her into a bone crushing hug (cause he can’t kiss her yet, he still hasn’t talked with max bc he knows max is falling for her now too, and something happened while he was gone) to shut her up.

And with her silence he’s doing that head cupping, chin on the shoulder type thing where he’s in a good spot to quietly tell her what he wanted to the whole time she was talking over him.

Of course max is guarding the outside of the room, he heard the rambling stop and is wondering what the hell charles did to get her to stop talking. And he has an image of them kissing in his head and he physically has to shake his head to rid his mind of the image.

Oh god it’s long again but do with that last snippet what you will 🫡

And you know what I have a feeling I’ll be brainrot anoning the royal stuff and I can’t choose an emoji so assign me one. I’m indecisive and can’t choose.

BABE, I AM INDECISIVE TOO!! DONT MAKE KE DECIDE😭😭😭😭😭

no but the way the boys try to make an effort after they realise how lonely she was😭and she’s come to terms with the fact she will never have that romantic relationship with a happy ending she dreamed of, so she settles for the friendship and she seems genuinely happier with it. she has people now. she isn’t totally alone

and the way charles and max start to learn about how different she really is from her parents. they hear the cruel acts and experiences she dealt with first hand, and yet here she is. still so nice to them. still keeping their secret

and they both notice pretty quickly that they are falling for her but she doesn’t believe she’s deserving/capable of love😭she thinks she’s destined for a life where she’s just friends with them at best and she’s made peace with that. but these boys are doing the best they can to prove to her that she deserves that love and they wanna give it to her

and the way max is just SO PROTECTIVE of her now that he knows how she’s being treated. this boy is always one step behind her, glaring at anyone and everyone. and he knows she’s too nice to abuse her power, but he’s ready to throw hands or pull a sword on anyone who dares to disrespect you🫠

#cece answers #royal!lestappen #lestappen.thots

[kadajsbitch]

Fresh Air (P.t Two)

Pinocchio x Fem! Reader

Warnings: Language, mentions of smoking and drinking, angst, slight gore but mostly having to do with the puppets

A/n: BRUH. So much shit has been happening in my life atm so I apologize for the hella late update but I decided I want to make this a story so yeah 😭 I might upload this on Ao3 and Wattpad, idk yet but here’s part two!

(P.s: if you read this earlier, I fixed the typos and changed up some words and stuff but that’s all!💀)

•*•*•*•*•*•*•

After he had shut the door behind them, she felt her shoulders begin to physically relax. A tension beginning to ease that she hadn't known her body had been holding…

The doors intricate locks began to whirl, clicking in place and causing a slight echo in the empty entry hall. She gave a sigh of relief, moving her gaze from the floor to meet him.

He kept his eyes on the door for a moment, starring at it almost owlishly as if expecting more… whether that be of the door to suddenly open and allow the mechanoids to infiltrate the hotel, or whatever thoughts he had towards it swirling through his mind, she didn’t know.

However, she watched rather awkwardly for a moment before adverting her gaze, as his wandered to look at his robotic arm as it made a slight noise before it went silent and still. She had noticed it twitching slightly while they had been talking to one another outside, but she hadn’t commented…

Instead, she cleared her throat lightly, the action garnering his attention as he turned his head to look in her direction. "Thank you... I think I'll be smoking from inside from now on." She smiled, joking lightly as he turned and began to walk towards her, a gentle smile on his lips as he nodded in the direction to the stairway that led to the lobby.

"Those are bad for you, you know. Why do you think the men who smoke them are constantly hacking up something before they can properly talk?" At this, she raised an eyebrow, turning her attention away from the door that would lead them to the stairwell.

“That’s not true! My mother smoked all the time back when I lived with my parents. The only problem she got from smoking being the breathe.” She chuckled, looking up towards him catching the way his nose subtly wrinkled before turning to grin at her.

"Well if it comforts you, I don’t plan to be a chain smoker. I just saw the box lying on the ground and chose to take it because I wanted to see what all the fuss was about…” a half truth… and a half lie. She found it yes, but it wasn’t on the ground. It was on a corpse... while it was true she grabbed it out of curiosity, as well as her own excitement at the prospect of doing something she knew her family would have a fit had they been able to see, she wasn’t going to tell him that.

She was surprised when he suddenly chuckled, a light yet almost practiced sound to her ears, and she turned to look at him as they began to ascend the stairs. “And did you indeed see what the fuss was about?” He asked.

She shrugged, shaking her head slightly with a look of disillusionment as she spoke. “Honestly? No. I thought it’d be like alcohol but without the unpleasant taste and feelings you get after drinking it. The first time I ever drank, I got the worse headache after only a small glass. Plus the taste is god awful.” She replied, wrinkling her nose.

He still wore his smile, but it seemed a bit practiced now as he stiffly nodded, his blue eyes turning to stare at hers. “Yes. Very unpleasant. I take it your a drinker then?” The question was harmless and she playfully rolled her eyes but mentally she found the question odd considering she had just described feeling negative towards drinking due to the effects it came with.

“No, I’ve only drunk once in my life, and it was only for the experience. If I’m being honest, I hope it’s the last time though… I would say it will be the last time but I’m indecisive. I take it you’ve never drank before though?” His face was relaxed, and in the stairwells lighting, the shadows danced over his eyes, which in turn held a sharp look as his gaze was directed to her... for a second, he looked uncomfortably uncanny but not threatening… She pushed the thought to the side however as she focused on the steps ahead of them.

“No, I haven’t.” He stated simply. “But if I could I probably would for the experience as well.” he replied back but this only caused her to frown, before a slight smirk found it’s way on her face. “Why? Too scared to sneak a sip from your parents cabinet?”

At this, he raised his eyebrow at her giving her a questioning look and for a moment, she was worried he was genuinely one of those people who were too much of a moral martyr and would look at her oddly for the joking suggestion. But to her surprise, he cracked a quick smile before laughing lightly, a genuine sound as he looked down at his shoes, crossing his arms.

“No, not at all. Other reasons though. I don’t think my father would care much if I did. Matter of fact, I feel he’d be quite intrigued if I ever showed interest to that sort of thing.” He admitted, and she crossed her arms, leaning on the opposite wall he stood against chuckling lightly.

Mentally, she was giving herself a clap on the back because it had taken her a week to muster enough courage to talk to Antonia and Eugenia as she was talking to him. She was so used to moving from place to place, and not seeing the same faces around her that it was almost a bit of a shock when she’d go to sleep, only to wake up hours later, and see she was still in the hotel. As well as the people she had seen the day previously, were still there. It’s because she had to move around so much, her people skills were a bit rusty to say the least but she couldn’t help but to feel relaxed whilst she talked to Pinocchio…

Pinocchio’s eyes scanned her face for a moment, studying her before clearing his throat and proceeding to walk ahead towards the doors that would lead them to the lobby, the amused smile still playing on his lips. “Come. It’s late out and its better to be in the lobby than to be here. There’s a draft.”

She couldn’t help but to feel a bit disappointed that their conversation seemed to be coming to an end, but considering how late it truly was, along with the fact he seemed mad enough to walk around Krat far from the hotel, she assumed he was rather exhausted.

She nodded, pushing herself from the wall before walking alongside him into the hotels lobby.

.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.

While it was true that most of society had given to buying puppets to replace human workers, there were a select few companies that all but banned puppets from entering their facility's even with their owners beside them.

Therefore it really was no surprise that many people in the anarchy ridden city, paired up and had buildings much to their own liking, where they'd enroll those who had survived seeking refuge in bigger groups, to support their cause to abolish puppets. It helped that present day events gave them a broader reason to expand on their reasoning...

A good example of their work would be some of the puppets they managed to dispatch and re-arrange their now unanimated bodies in positions that were eerily similar to what a human might look like after being violently slaughtered…

A good example of this she could think, of was the puppet who had been hanging by the neck over the bridge she had crossed days previously to get to the hotel.

Y/n wrapped her arms around herself, her right hand coming to rest on her left shoulder as she stared out of one of the hallways windows, thinking back to the puppet as she stared at the unmoving one that lie on the outside ground floor… it unnerved her how he looked almost human despite the clear robotic jaw and eyes as well as wires that stuck out from his chest cavity… the puppet equivalent of innards like a humans, and the black oil that it lie in reminded her too much of a humans blood despite the clear difference in color.

The sound of soft footsteps approaching her, brought her from her thoughts however, as she turned away from the window to see who was approaching her, worried that whoever it was would find it odd she was spending her morning staring out at the dead lifeless puppet but then again, there wasn’t like there was much of anything else to stare at scenery wise considering Krat was in ruin.

She relaxed as she came to see it was only Pinocchio and she felt herself becoming happy that he was approaching her considering they’re previous conversation the night before. Finally there was someone her age other than Sophia and Eugenia she could talk to, not that she talked much with Sophia due to her having to constantly focus her powers on patrolling the city of Krat for survivors and other key issues.

“Good morning. I hope you slept well.” He greeted her, coming to stand beside her with a slight smile on his face that she returned happily.

“Good morning to you as well, and I did. Slept well too, I presume?” He shrugged, turning to look outside the window she had previously been occupied with, his eyes scanning the outside area.“Adequate.” He replied simply, and seemingly honestly.

The corner of her mouth lifted into a subtle smirk as she now fully grasped his appearance. Unlike the clothes he wore the night prior, today he wore something a little more formal… He wore a simple chemise white shirt only this time, he adorned a cravat with a gold ruby pendant in the center. This was followed by a red buttoned vest, that seemed to have a pocket watch tucked within, perhaps in a hidden pocket on the other side she presumed.

As for the rest of his outfit, he wore a simple blue long coat with gray breeches and white socks and flat black shoes… He looked quite studious, like the few men from the academy’s she used to be forced to greet when her parents had been looking for a husband for her sister.

“Ah, you’re dressed properly today it seems.” She said, teasing him lightly. He broke his gaze from outside, turning to look at her with a smirk of his own on his face. “You are as well it seems. Better than your nightgown, robe and slippers…” At this, she scoffed in mock offense, before playfully elbowing him, chuckling lightly as she looked down at her shoes.

Antonia had kindly let her borrow some of her old clothes due to the fact the only ones she had were the rags on her back she had wore when she arrived to the hotel… they weren’t literal rags of course, just old and tattered clothes she managed to find once she outgrew her old tattered ones, with uneven patches on them from times she had to sew them when they developed holes… Today however, she wore a simple high collar black dress with slightly baggy sleeves that slimmed down towards her forearms making it easy to perform task without the sleeves being too much of a nuisance. It was a modest dress, stopping at her ankles with nothing else much being special about it. But it was enough. After all, it had been years since she’s been able to wear a dress so it was a welcome change.

There was a sudden small silence between them, a comfortable one albeit, as they stood in front of the window beside one another. Their small smiles still gracing their features as they looked at the ruined scenery before them.

However, her eyes had found the ruined puppet’s body once more and her smile began to fade as she stared at it… or more so him considering it was a male model as was most working puppets.

Pinocchio’s eyes glanced toward her, his own smile faltering as his eyes found what had made her suddenly appear pensive. “That puppets been there since I arrived. There’s no need to worry. Once they’ve been destroyed to the point that this puppet has been, there’s no chance of it being able to turn back on.” He spoke blandly, as his eyes glanced at her for a moment before looking back towards the puppet.

Her frown deepened and her eyebrows furrowed slightly at this. “But I thought it was possible to fix any puppet once they’ve been subjected to damage. It’s head doesn’t seem destroyed. And after all, the head is where their artificial intelligence and memory are stored, right?” While she didn’t understand the full anatomy to the puppets, she knew what little scraps she had read in papers and heard in idle gossip when she would pass through towns.

Pinocchio shook his head, his eyes darting back to the mangled robot. “Due to the virus, they no longer garner the memory of their purpose as well as control over themselves. Even if they were to magically stop their rampaging, the virus has destroyed much of their cognitive abilities to function so they’d be useless.”

“So there’s no way to fix the rogue bots.” She stated plainly, as her eyes found his in which, they were still glued onto the unmoving puppet. He was quiet, his robotic arm emitting a slight noise as he moved it to cross his arms over his chest.

“No. Once Geppetto pinpoints the cause of the virus, these puppets will most likely get sent to be destroyed fully and if there’s a slight possibility that more robots are to be manufactured after all of this, their scraps will be re-used to make more.” Y/n didn’t know why she suddenly felt the urge to shiver at his words but she repressed it. Keeping herself together. She didn’t even want to imagine the process of how they destroyed or dismantled them… while they may be objects in a sense, it seemed morbid to think of a pile of parts that resembled a humans, that were stacked ceiling high, and torn apart.

“Wow…” she said suddenly after a moment of the morbid thoughts flowing through her mind. “That’s kind of macabre to think about.” She admitted, as her right hand played with the collar of her dress.

He seemed to find this interesting as he tuned to face her fully now, his head coming to rest on the right side of the window frame as he gazed at her unblinking with a look of contempt. “Macabre? How so?”

“I mean… look at the situation? Do the puppets even know their being possessed by a virus right now? And if they do, are they aware of what they’re doing? How do they even feel about it? And then imagine, being brutally torn apart because of something you couldn’t control? That’s scary of you ask me.” She replied. She had to advert her gaze from his mid conversation due to his unblinking eyes… she wondered was he aware of his lack of awareness to his expressions.

“Does it upset you?” He asked, his face calm and stoic but his eyes held an unknown emotion she couldn’t properly grasp as they locked eyes with one another, once again. If anything, she assumed he was going to ask her why she thought the puppets held a conscious or their own moral input other than what was implemented in their systems.

She broke his gaze once again, feeling uncomfortable with his unmoving eyes as she looked to her side. She was focused on nothing in particular but her mind tried to process how to properly get her words out as she thought to how to respond.

“It does. I know… that the answer to my questions are probably no, they have no feeling, and they’re made to perform the specific duty they were created for, but you’ve got to admit it’s upsetting seeing something that resembles us humans, even with their clear signs of artificially being created such as their speakers, joints and clothing, being mutilated like that.” she paused for a moment after saying her piece, trying to decide if she should expand more on what she truly wanted to say. Pinocchio seemed to have guessed she had more on her mind because he simply nodded, a subtle gesture offering her to continue.

“…What upsets me the most is not knowing how things will proceed from here on out… The anti-puppet regime’s and groups are now at an all time high, and while I do understand their reasoning for wanting to annihilate them, I can’t help to be disgusted by their methods. We get it, you don’t like them, and now they have further reasons to prove why but to go as far as hanging them, ripping them open and placing their bodies in very humiliating conditions to prove your point? It’s funny… the way they’re going about slaughtering the puppets they can get their hands on, is the same way the rogue puppets are slaughtering us. Only difference is, the human side who are reporting their anti-puppet cause, are going further to treat them more inhumane than they are us.” She finished, still starring down at the ground, whilst her hand played with her collar.

She hadn’t meant to rant, but as much as she was angered by what the puppets were doing, at least they had a reasoning. One in which that by Geppetto’s words, they can’t control.

Prior to the outbreak, the anti’s were already trying to make an example of their dislike for puppets by destroying them and leaving their slogans painted around the scene in which they had committed the crime at... It also didn’t help that some people who neither supported nor disliked the puppets, thought to find benefit in them by buying, altering and using them for things less than what their pre-made purpose was for… almost every paper had an article about underground rings doing less than human things to these puppets or having them do illegal work for them.

Honestly, she wondered if Geppetto was partially lying about it being a bug that was possessing them, and the reality of it was they were fighting back for they’re treatment, but she didn’t voice this.

“Hm…” Pinocchio hummed, the sound causing her to bring her eyes from the carpeted hallway floor, to his attention as he gazed down at the puppet outside once more. “That’s an interesting perspective. No surprise that everyone here in the hotel feels the same. I assumed you’d lean towards the humans who support getting rid of them due to their slaughtering and violent destruction of Krat.”

She shook her had, grimacing slightly. “While the puppets more or less unnerve me, prior to them going rogue I honestly managed better with their company more than I did with other human beings.”

In all honesty, that wasn’t necessarily the truth. The reality of it was ever since she left home, she had to be extremely careful in puppet dominated spaces due to the fact if they recognized her from the many sketches of her on wanted posters, they’d immediately alert those around them as well at the police puppets to come arrest her.

While the sketches and photographs of her were old and she no longer resembled the wealthy, upperclass little girl in the photos, puppets such as police ones had built in facial recognition. All they’d have to do is look at her, scan her face and they’d know exactly who she was and she’s had more close calls than she could mentally count…

Prior to her leaving home however, when it came to the puppets, she was familiar with the puppet servants of her home. One puppet in particular, being her full time nanny from the time she was a babe, up until the day she ran…

She cringed subtly pushing the memories of home from her mind, the action not going unnoticed by Pinocchio who studied her intensely, as his eyes all but scanned over her features, his face a stoic mask of his own. “Um, do you mind us stepping away from the window? It seems there’s a bit of a draft coming from it.” She rubbed her arms slightly, not even waiting for his answer despite asking as she stepped away from the window.

He followed pursuit, walking beside her as they walked down the hall. She glanced at him as the lobby came into view, feeling uneasy by his sudden aloof demeanor as they walked silently beside one another. “What do you think?”

She suddenly blurted out, causing Pinocchio to halt in his tracks while his gaze still remained ahead of them. An action she found rather robotic in itself, but she thought nothing of it as his face turned to meet hers.

“I think… we should focus on the task at hand. If you’re returning my question, than I think the task at hand needs to be dealt with and that’s that these puppets must be stopped.” She frowned, slightly annoyed by his seemingly practiced yet bland response.

“Well of course they need to be taken care of, but what do your really think? About the puppets? Prior to them going rogue and all?” She asked, her eyebrows furrowed as she stared at his unreadable expression.

She was worried that maybe her views had offended him. She tended to stay neutral when it came to politics and things that usually had people torn apart, but when he had questioned her, there was no indicator in his tone or body language that he had been uncomfortable, not to mention, he had explicitly asked her how she felt about them.

She internally cursed herself, wishing she hadn’t over shared. After all, he had approached her on his own accord, and prior to their conversation the mood had been light until her focus fell to the mangled puppet outside…

“What I think about my kind doesn’t matter.” His answer was quick, and despite his same calm tone of speaking, she couldn’t help but to feel like there was an underlying sharpness to his tone as his eyes all but bore into her now, unblinking.

She stared at him, her eyes scanning his face for any hint of humor or lie yet she couldn’t find anything behind his stony stare.

He broke his gaze from her, before walking deeper into the lobby, heading towards Sophia who had been pacing in her usual spot, but she had stopped at Pinocchio’s arrival.

He was a puppet…

#lies of p #pinocchio x reader #kadajsbitchlol #angst #idk what else to tag

[killingfrankie]

favourite song from the bway production, GO‼️

this is such a good question. i have been a fan of the musical since 2019! however you did ask someone with raging autism and adhd. i am extremely indecisive so i’ll give you multiple!! HERE ARE MY FAVS. I ROTATE THROUGH THESE.

i never used to be a big ‘stupid with love’ fan until the movie came out and i really fw ‘stupid with love’ (OBC) atm. i personally also enjoy angouries version but right now i have erikas on repeat.

i also have really loooved ‘where do you belong’ recently. and to go off track i’m sooo pissed they cut damian’s songs from the stage version.

this leads into how much i love ‘stop’. jaquel would’ve eaten stop right up and i told him that myself.

i LOVE ‘meet the plastics’ so much. and i’m upset they cut out gretchen and karen’s verses for the movie but i got over it.

i’m a huge gretchen stan. so ‘what’s wrong with me’ is also on this list

‘someone gets hurt’ and ‘world burn’ are also some of my favourites. i think regina as a character is so complex and i love her songs. also pissed they didn’t cast an aaron that would sing for the movie but i still like chris briney ig. anyways i love the moment between regina and aaron on the stage production.

i think putting ‘revenge party’ is a given because it’s just so fun.

also ‘someone gets hurt (reprise)’ i am obsessed with janis. so also ‘i’d rather be me’

I FEEL LIKE IVE ADDED TOO MANY SO I WILL STOP NOW BUT THANKS FOR GIVING ME AN OPPORTUNITY TO GO OFF.

#mean girls #mean girls 2024 #mean girls broadway #OBC #broadway #original broadway cast #erika henningsen #taylor louderman #ashley park #kate rockwell #barrett wilbert weed #grey henson #kyle selig #tina fey

[dropout-if]

i’m so sorry im sending in so many asks, i have severe dropout brainrot. i’m just curious, who out of the ros would be down to get matching tattoos with mc at some point? <3

Heyy dw I'm on my way home atm so answering asks is really getting me through the long ass wait😭💕 ty!

Right off the bat, only Uma and Wanda would be down. Kai would initially say no. But they'd be really easy to convince tbh fkskfls.

Statler only has one tattoo, and they're really indecisive and sentimental, I think they would go back and forth between accepting and saying no for forever.

Travis believes it's bad luck (he even rejected Uma when they proposed a similar idea some years ago). Which is funny because he's usually really rational gmsmfms

J doesn't even want tattoos. But they'd suggest temporary ones to meet MC in the middle.

#dropout if #dropout #ask #ros #j gray #kai alofa #statler amani #travis camaro #wanda pavon #uma bharat

[formulaes5]

1. [Rating - M] Angsty Seb's POV post breakup introspection

2. [Rating - E] SebMark / Jenson + thin walls.

3. [Rating - E] 5 times they get caught fooling around + 1 that they don't

4. [Rating - T] Mark's POV, basically just "oh he's sooo annoying. I need to kiss him with tongue"

All of these are gonna get written eventually anyway but I'm typically indecisive as shit. I'm not 100% sure on the ratings yet so they're just guesses atm.

Feel free to ask for more details if u want!

#this is my first poll so if it flops do Not look at me #decision paralysis strikes again #sebmark #martian #f1 rpf #spencer speaks #poll #rpf

[imagine-that-100]

I’m in love with CSD🥰 do you have any favourite recs while we wait for part 8?

Heyyyy!!! So so glad you’re enjoying the story!!! I have many recs!!! @red---moon is a go to! Her fics are amazing (read Indecision I beg), and she’s also co-written one with @better--oblivions which is brilliant too! @alovesreading has an angsty Matty oneshot you should defo read (it’s heartbreaking though just to prewarn) but she also has the best Alex turner fic called constant repeat you defo should read! Or if you fancy something a little different, @drinkurkombucha and @vinylandcoffeecollection write gatty fics and they are fucking hilarious but also amazingly well written. @lottiecrabie is thriving right now, defo check the whole masterlist out. Also @shinycollarboneapologist has a great brothers best friend fic that I’m obsessed with atm. Love all these gals they are insanely talented, please go check them out! (We can also peer pressure support and send encouragement to @kennedy-brooke who is writing her first George fic that she has me on edge for) 💜💜💜💜💜

#100s asks #fic recs

[litlpawz]

Unhappy with the way my blog looks atm.. I was thinking of changing up again- I’m so indecisive- its slowing me down doing reqs bcs i just hate it-

1 - Sanrio

(Probably Pochacco|Pompompurin|Cinamoroll)

2 - Blue’s clues

(Blue herself most definitely)

3 - Care Bears

(Tenderheart|Bedtime|Birthday Probs)

4 - Angelic theme

(lots of blues whites and puppies)

5 - Winnie the pooh

(tigger, lots of oranges)

#age regression #agere blog

[hoshibait]

(I’m the blog that had the build a bear question ^w^)

okay this might sound dumb but I was lucky enough to get a pumpkin kitty yesterday, right after my first day at college and I did the proper heart ceremony and made a wish that my course would go well and everything buuuut because I’m an indecisive people pleaser when the assistant asked if the stuffing was ok I said it was fine even though it was way too firm. I mentioned it to my mum while we were still in the store and she said I should tell them her since pumpkin kitties are pretty hard to come by atm. So I (very apologetically) told the assistant and she was really nice about it and said it was fine (it was a quiet day so it wasn’t too much bother), then she did a little surgery on the kitty and removed some of the stuffing by hand. Then the kitty was mysteriously taken out back to be resealed. This process involved taking the heart out and reinserting it, though, and I wondered whether that would be considered bad luck? Does it kinda… curse the wish or something? Does it mean my kitty won’t like me?

…yes that is the dumbest question I’ve ever asked I’m not even superstitious I just……. hrrrnggghh. Apologies if you literally have no idea what to say to this and feel free to ignore :3

it’s not a dumb question at all!!!

i’m happy you got surgery for your kitty. i’m sure your cat’s actually grateful that they’re a lot more squishy now! i’m sure they would know you just want the best for them.

i’m unsure why they’d be cursed now if it’s required for us to restuff bears sometimes. a wish is a wish, as long as you put enough love into it im sure they’ll be fine. and with you worrying about it im sure you love them a lot.

so to reassure you, your wish is not cursed, the heart is still in the kitty and your kitty is filled with love and they love you. like i said im sure they’re grateful that they got the surgery, im sure they understand.

hope that helps! sorry im not the best at reassuring people. the spirit of build a bear is friendship and unconditional love, at least that’s how i see it, and i want to comfort people as much as i can.

have a pic of my pumpkin kitty as a send off, she wishes you guys the best too!

#💌 #ask #build a bear #plushrot #job #cheers and best of luck for you and your kitty!

[merlettamustdie]

So… I’ve decided I’m gonna finally going to draw Joey. But I need your help cause I’m indecisive af! Should I use inspo from which photo? Joey being an absolute goof and piss his pants 😑 or Joey in a dress? 🤔 polls down below

Oki thanks for voting! ( fuck you if you didn’t! ) here’s a goofy ass cat photo + what I’m listening to atm 🩶

* small update! * I’m deciding to do what ever wins the poll second, I’m starting with Joeys All Hope Is Gone mask and fit first ❣️

Here’s the photo reference 👹

#joey jordison #slipknot fan art #slipknot joey jordison #Slipknot #fiona apple #I need help #this hyperfixation is getting outa hand…. #Spotify

[bihansthot]

It’s been a while since I’ve done a dating update, I’ve been seeing a guy for a couple of weeks the one who’s cute and fun and has the tiniest weenie and weak ass head game so I’ve been talking to other guys too. Because I deserve a guy who at least has a good head game, I’m not a size queen despite writing Bi-Han 9” lol There’s at least five I’m talking to and two are way too young but whatcha gonna do? There’s a guy in his mid 30s I’m very interested in but he’s horribly slow to reply to anything booo I don’t know things are just all over the place right now and I’m surprisingly ok? TBH I’m kind of not interested in real men at all at the moment, I’m very happy with my self ship polycule so I may stop talking to all these guys and give myself some proper time and space to finally get over my shitty ex? Will I actually follow through on what I should do? Probably not, I’m like a man when it comes to sex and intimacy and I think with my 🐱 not my brain like I should. I’m supposed to hang out with teeny peeny tomorrow night because saying no is not something I’m good at. Oh well I guess 🤷🏼‍♀️ that’s all I’ve got for you lovelies atm just me being an indecisive hoe

#love life #online dating #dating #update #i’m dumb

[rowdyhughesy]

congrats on 500! you deserve it <3

🤍 please

height: I'm 5'7" (8 on a good day)

teams: anaheim ducks/ nj devils

colour: red! or orange. i'm very indecisive

interests: i'm a theatre kid studying musical theatre atm! i also do fencing and i love art!

additional?: im autistic and adhd, so i can get overwhelmed easily, and one of my ways of stimming and regulating myself is through physical touch with someone else and drawing :) (probably tmi but oh well-)

There’s no thing such as TMI on this page! I’m on the spectrum as well (adhd) so see this page as a safe space🤍

I ship you with Jamie Drysdale! We all know Jimmy is a sweet soft spoken guy so I think he would be the perfect match for you. And since he’s recently picked up the guitar we know he’s not scared of trying new things so I think he would be up for the challenge of learning how to do fencing (that’s so cool of you btw)

He would be your biggest cheerleader during plays and would 100% practice lines with you if you asked him! And he’s a quiet guy so he would always try his hardest to not overwhelm you and make sure you’re okey in all situations🤍

#rowdy500celly🫧

[chiyuki-hiro]

My Current Thoughts/Feelings About The Announced Upcoming Disney Sequels

Frozen III 

I’ve aready made a pretty detailed post on both what I want to see happen in F3 & mentioned a bit on what I could see happening, so I’ll keep this brief. I want Hans to return but I’m doubtful that’ll happen. Not even sure if F3 can fix or imporve on F2. At this point I’m mostly worried about what’s in store & I’m just willing to settle for a fun & enjoyable movie, regardless of what happens. But we’ll have to wait & see.

Toy Story 5(?)

We absolutely do not need another Toy Story. Stop trying to rip off the Shrek franchise Disney I’m begging you! Sure, I liked some things that happened in TS4 but, it really wasn’t as good as the previous three films. I don’t even know where they can take the story & characters, now that the main cast has been split up.

Zootopia 2

This is the one that’s gotten me the closest being excited. I may not have obsessed over Zootopia to the same degree as Frozen but...I’m down to see this world get expanded upon & seeing these characters again. I especially wanna see more of Finnick. He was my favorite.

Inside Out 2

If you’d told me that Inside Out was getting a sequel back before Coco came out I’d have been super excited buuuuuuuuuuuut. I’ve since lost the obsession I had for Inside Out & I also heard Bill Hader won’t be returning to voice as best boy Fear. So I’m pretty indecisive atm. Besides, do we really need another Pixar film to tackle the topic of “Teenage Girl Goes Through Puberty” again?

#upcomming disney sequels #frozen 3 #toy story 5 #zootopia 2 #Inside Out 2 #hans westergaard #finnick zootopia #bill hader #fear inside out

[oneguardian15]

since i’m on a one piece kick atm (i have decided it’s my favorite anime of all time (which is a huge deal for me since i’m the mostly indecisive and non-committed person you’ll ever meet. i don’t even like using stickers cause i struggle with what to stick them on, and then that they’re on there forever. and i only use semi-permanent hair dye when i dye my hair (occasionally) because i change my mind constantly and the idea of being stuck with a certain color for more than maybe a couple months stresses me out) but i’ve loved one piece for a long long time now and nothing really tops this series for me so yeah, it’s officially my super top number 1 foreverrrr)

anyway back on track: since i’m on a roll with it right now, i bought myself one piece world seeker to play on my xbox, and honestly, i didn’t know what to expect since i don’t usually play japanese or anime games since i’m picky with genres of games i play (i don’t branch out much from what i know i like). but i remember when it came out and that i wanted to play it because it was “open world” which is my fave type of game. i like exploring and doing random missions and then having a good overall main story mission. that’s my jam, the perfect recipe. but it’s super fun! i love it a lot ❤️

a. i get to be luffy (and isn’t that the dream?) and b. …. i get to look at and listen to luffy? constantly??? !!!! honestly it’s all about him for me hahaha. but yeah, i’m having fun with it 🥰 i’m amazed with how well they did with the combat, considering luffy’s funky style, being rubber and all. it’s so so cool. also nothing can beat flying through the air via the gomu gomu no rocket! i’m obsessed

i’d like to try the newest game they released as well, but i can’t yet since i don’t have a computer or a next gen console. also, idk how to feel about turn based combat, it’s not my favorite thing. but the story and everything looks pretty cool, so we’ll see

#one piece #one piece luffy #luffy #monkey d luffy #straw hat luffy #mugiwara no luffy #one piece world seeker #video games #gaming #xbox one #one piece odyssey #me #mine #my life #sorry long post #how did that happen? #interview with the guardian