#I was so mentally prepared too…

[safebannie]

my dudes…it’s another failure today…

#it seems like every time we go out of the house to get something done we can never do it on the first try #first vaccination? no birth certificate #second vaccination? it’s a holiday #get a haircut after waiting two hours in my ma’s clinic? THEYRE FULL #I was so mentally prepared too… #this can’t keep happening lmao it’s not good for my heart #the past two days I’ve been like ‘okay okay shit it’s happening im cutting off a foot of hair that I’ve had since I was in sixth grade #and every day it’s a disappointment so then I’m like ??? when??? #cos it’s that Day Of Appointment lmao #cant get anything done unless I do it first 😭😭😭 #personal

[basketobread]

hello i forgot this was among my lunara sketches enjoy

OH MY GODBDJSJSJSJDJSJSNANNSN

#STOOOOOP THIS IS SO CUTE SHJANANSNS #WHY DO YOU JUST SLAM DUNK ME WITH SUPER CUTE ART OUT OF NOWHERE #HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO MENTALLY PREPARE #BUT FR THIS IS SO SILLY AND LITERALLY HER #YOU HAVE HER CHARACTER DOWN TO A T #I LOVE THIS SHAAJJSSJS I COULDNT STOP LAUGHING WHEN I OPENED MY INBOX RN #using the gif you made too cuz it’s literally my favorite thing ever #and i feel like it suits the occasion #AND THANK YOU FOR THIS SKETCH DHSJSJ ITS SO CUTE #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #tav #bg3 tav #bg3 oc #baldur’s gate oc #lunara posting #gifts for bob #ask bob

[roseapov]

The reason WHY we are granted a choice on how the story's gonna end in 2.1 is based on many factors:

! My spectaculations ! Slight spoilers to HSR Penacony 2.0 Main Story !

As stated in 2.0 by Aventurine near the end of the Main Story, he's gonna make us know the truth and then let us decide

And this choice may be one of the crucial ones to a different ending, as you can probably help either Penacony OR the IPC

The next important decision would be picking between Black Swan and Acheron. Yes, they aren't enemies but we still got some little choices in 2.0, such as 'who do you trust more?' and a person in which we trust may alter the ending

The last choice may be connected to Firefly being a Stellaron Hunter theory, and the part changing the outcomes could be our acceptance of this side of her (if we either resent her or still decide to be close).

If we choose the close option then maybe the Express will get accused of working with the Stellaron Hunters giving spice to the story?

#i'm so excited!!! #I can't wait for this update #but... #I'll probably wait till there will be recordings of the plays to get the ending i want #that's possibly not so bad #or is just better overall #i wonder if the factors i thought about will change the story #i mean #the Aventurine's one is literally in the quest so yeah it will be there 100% #it's such an important decision too #so it wouldn't be surprising to see it alrering the final ending #new update new mental preparation #i hope no one will die there🤞 #roseapov #roseatalks #rosea talks #hsr #honkai star rail #honkai: star rail #penacony #hsr Penacony #penacony hsr #black swan #firefly #acheron #Aventurine #hsr aventurine #hsr black swan #hsr firefly #hsr acheron

[nightswatchdisbandmentera]

Jon becoming KiTN in Winds (specifically) would actually be bad as far as themes go

#hot take of the day y’all 🌚 #idk if I’ll write about this more in depth one day but…… #jon is going through a traditional hero’s journey - perhaps almost very literally #he is currently at the lowest point of the journey which is where the hero faces his toughest mental and maybe physical battles #winds will be his innermost cave (like a gaze into the abyss) + ordeal step which have to happen before his reward (apotheosis and boon) #so unless grrm wants to paint him becoming kitn as his lowest point thematically which could mean jon knowingly usurps his siblings #-because let’s face it him being robb’s heir while valid still comes with A LOT of issues- #there’s just no way his ascension to the northern throne could thematically be good for anyone but most of all him #I tend to think that jon will be tempted -this will be his gazing into the abyss part instead of the usually accepted theory #that he just doesn’t do anything at all for the whole book- and that is what will create the most believable narrative tension in his arc #but he won’t go through with it and will ultimately choose to sacrifice himself AGAIN #pulling back from the abyss before it’s too late #so yeah his kitn prospects for winds don’t look very good….sorry to say guys :( #but if we talk about king of WINTER…that’s a different matter yes? 😀 #asoiaf #valyrianscrolls #jon snow #preparing to be excommunicated from the fandom in 3 2 1…

[thingsthatcometomymindwheniwrite]

my boyfriend texted me “I can’t sleep, too many monsters.”

and my depressed ass said “tell me about those monsters, love.”

He fucking meANT THE ENERGY DRINK

#took me over an hour to realise this on my own #because he fell asleep and didn’t answer #I’m so dumb bro #no because I was literally preparing to comfort him when he gets up #like I was searching for wholesome couple posts and stuff to send to him so he wouldn’t feel sad #I’m just 17 idiots in a trench coat #text post #actually mentally ill #actually autistic #meme #monster energy #mlm love #lgbtqia #autism #i write about monsters and mental terror too much #this is a writer moment #writing #i forgor 💀 #tag your blorbos

[blupengu]

Oh how naive I was…

#recently saw a comment from someone saying they hoped there was more romance in Lucas’s salvation end and I. 👀 #did not have the heart to tell them to mentally prepare themselves 💀 #ahaha I mean. yeah sure in a way. 🙃 #we get a lovely bonding CG of us stabbing him in the neck and later kissing him after he’s died so like uh yay? 💀 #the more I see people commenting about their hopes and dreams for the salvation ends the more I feel the need to rant again lmaooo 😂 #AND! #vague maybe spoilers for the fandisk in the following tags so beware :O #I’ve heard some vague ominous foreboding statement about the fandisk and… y’all I can’t #I’m gonna break my controller if he still still gets a shitty depressing end even in the FD 😭😂 #like OKAY GAME. I KNOW HE’S DEAD. BUT CAN WE HAVE A SLIGHTLY HAPPIER/HOPEFUL AU??? #please nadia too she is so innocent… #please give the Proust siblings a break dear lord 💀 #virche evermore #shuuen no virche #Virche evermore spoilers #shuuen no virche spoilers #there’s not enough fanart/fanfics/shitposts for me to be able to cope with more despair even in the fandisk please I’m begging… 😂 #never before have I used the 💀 emoji so much when talking about a character before #my post

[politemagic]

eepy bois & their tamagotchis

i was having fun perusing this site & decided that they needed a tamagotchi to care for on tour.

#i truly have no idea what compelled me to do this. i saw this website and once i saw the one i picked for iv and my brain said 💡 #iii is absolutely forgetting about it. he's so careful for the first few days but then he forgets/loses it & it dies. #when he finds it he probably has a funeral for it. he writes a eulogy and talks about how he'll never love another lil guy again. #vessel wants to take care of it but the first time it starts beeping too much and annoying him he's out i feel like lmao #whereas iv is caring very dearly for his little fellow. he takes this responsibility very seriously. #ii would never admit it but he ALSO takes this responsibility very seriously. taking care of his lil guy makes him happy #i'm mentally preparing myself for this post to be an absolute flop lmaoooooo. but i couldn't keep these in my head i had too much fun #worshitposting #em's worshitposting

[mozart-the-meerkitten]

Hey guys, if you could pray for me and my parents I'd be really grateful. The last cat in our old brigade, Tansy, is almost 15 and at the end of her days. She tends to get sick from allergies during the spring and she's had a rough winter and she's just, she's not going to make it through this time and she's been SUCH a good cat her whole life that we're not gonna let her suffer through it to the end. We're hoping we can get an appointment to get her put down tomorrow (that sounds awful saying it, but she's miserable and I can't watch her suffer she doesn't deserve that), so we would really appreciate your thoughts and prayers.

#cats #tansy #tw pet death #cw pet death #the only good(?) thing about this is that it's not sudden like baby tulip #I have known this was coming and been preparing for it mentally for months now #she took a turn for the worse today tho despite all our efforts to help her keep going #I *think* she might have a tumor in her cheek that suddenly got very malignant #she has a lot of the symptoms #and I think that + the allergy sickness she usually gets is just too much for her #but she has lived a GOOD life #and she KNOWS we love her #she is INCREDIBLY intelligent #she's sid's adoptive mama #like she straight up adopted a stray half-grown half-starved kitten #and TRAINED IT #to be her friend a hunter and a guardian of our home #she literally taught sid everything he knows #I'll post a little memorial for her when she does pass with pictures #because she has such unique and beautiful coloring #she's a torti #and SO sweet #she is literally one of the best cats we have EVER had #I'll miss her terribly <3

[thislittlecowcanfly]

Don’t tell me that you model if you ain’t been in Vogue

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk art #gojo satoru #satoru gojo #jjk gojo #gojo art #my art #i had WAY too much fun with this #thislittlecowcanfly #my way of mentally preparing myself for shibuya bc omfg #i also didnt know which one to post so #have both 🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️ #i love him a norma amount SBHDJSJ #artists on tumblr #digital art #procreate

[whentherewerebicycles]

a bunch of people have already registered for my mentoring workshop! unfortunately this means i have to plan and host a workshop aaaaaa

#i want to think aloud through it on here at some point #but i think i am going to structure it around the theme of cultivating student autonomy #because i think one of the primary goals of mentorship is to prepare students to be self-directed learners who can set realistic goals + #evaluate their own progress + reflect on what they've learned and what they still don't know #+ take initiative without sitting around waiting for someone to tell them what to do next #so i think we will do some thinking around like #when we have a student we think of as really capable or driven what qualities and behaviors do we observe in that student #and maybe ill also share some of the research on intrinsic motivation + self-direction + locus of control #which i think is all really interesting esp in light of the contemporary College Mental Health Crisis concerns #and then we will look at a range of tools + structures + strategies that i think are useful for fostering student autonomy over time #and maybe leave them with some core principles/guiding values that i think are useful when you are trying to like #avoid jumping in and doing stuff for kids #or solving their problems for them #idk i need to think through specifics a bit more #but i feel like on this campus #people do a lot of 'workshops' that are really not interactive at all #it's just someone talking from slides #and i kind of want to show off my ability to structure more engaging workshops #but idk. gotta think about how to do it well #and how to build in lots of opportunities for like crowdsourcing strategies too

[hoziersredguitar]

I miss old tumblr in the sense that i could complain about board exams and worrying about not getting enough to be eligible for my medical entrance test and i'd have summoned half the indian side of tumblr to sympathize

#im in sm stress #if i dont score above 75% im not eligible for my neet exam #which im planning to take a drop year for #and its gonne be both expensive and emotionally taxing #and i have to give THIS years neet exam too #for reasons #im not in the clear until may 20 #adulthood is a scam #And that is well BEFORE i even start preparing for neet #well before i even have to consider the possibility that i might not get in #im pretty much using this post to vent in tags #its like 4 am #and im stressed. scared. everything #its really difficult just existing w adhd and mental illness #much less studying #and neet is like highly competetive #the cutoff goes so high #i want to get out of this city #and be safe and actually be alive for once #a big part of me will shrivel up and die if i stay #and this is the first time i've actually wanted smth for real #tentatively and doubtfully #but wanting still #and idk if i'll make a good doctor or if i'll fuck up and have it all blow up in my fsce #overthinking basically #im worried im not. capable of doing this #anyways desi tumblrinas where are you😭😭😭😭

[fitzrove]

Its ok maybe if you look up the lyrics to was für ein grausames leben and read them in english you will be okj<3

#[gnawing and biting] #ashjdjgjg i think i don't want to live in vienna after all #i'm by nature an easily depressed person and in some places it's too easy to make your life revolve around dead people and death at large!! #i had a lot of fun on my trip but i also had some terrible times #mostly the part where i was sick #one thing that i think would pose a major issue long term is the insanely narrow opening hours for supermarkets - in germany many stay #open until 10 pm. closest one to my hotel in vienna closed at 7:30 pm... #also i just can't deal with big crowds and tourists in my living environment full time dhhfhfgh i always need to be somewhere away and #voluntarily go into the tourist parts only if i want to #like how in cambridge it was insane in the center but i would walk 30 minutes every morning from by the train tracks :') a nice quiet #residential street and i could shop at the local sainsbury's and only go to the historic city centre when i felt like it and could prepare #so like i have to live in a quiet area but within reasonable distance of (and with good transport to!) a more exciting busy area #but um yeah now i have to awkwardly tell everyone irl that i've been talking about it to that i don't actually want to do it anymore xD #it's ok i still want to live Somewhere Interesting with historical stuff... #if i manage not to have a mental breakdown that is ahshhdjdkf #i like my current town a lot :')

[nosferatufaggot]

I got season one on DVD. Haven't watched yet. Not to be the G3 hater people don't like, cuz truly I'm not, BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I watched the live action movie when it first came out. I frankly really didn't like it other than Frankie. I love the original and didn't like all the changes and I still don't like the changes. So, I was already upset once the movie was over. Then the new show had it's premiere. Frankie wasn't voiced by the actor who played Frankie (and I was under the impression that this would be in the same universe as the movie so I was upset) AND THEN Toralei was posh british. That truly was the tipping point for me.

I really want to give this a fair shot because I know I would 100% love it if not for my already huge love of G1. I'm gonna watch this a few times. I know my first time watching this I'll just be a hater going "BUT THAT'S NOT HOW IT'S SUPPOSED TO GO!" even though my mind and myself understand that this is different from G1. My heart will feel the betrayal and I'm just gonna have to get used to it. I so badly want to like this and I know I will once I jump over that hurdle. I've already seen a few episodes I like aswell.

#This would be so much easier if Toralei didn't have a posh accent. It reads to me as totally the rich mean girl stereotype now. #YOUR HONOUR SHE WAS AN ORPHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #Literally I'm only like this because of all the lore that wasn't in the movies that I know about and is now slightly altered. #Seriously. Your honour Draculaura was adopted. Your honour that mummy joke was insensitive because Cleo's mom is dead. Blah blah blah. #The major one of coures being your honour they are Cleo and Deuce and nothing can change that. But I SWEAR I'll get over it. #Eventually. #I just need the time to accept that things have changed. #Saw an old post of mine from when I found out they were rebooting IWTV and I was so upset. I was convinced I wasn't gonna watch it. #I wouldn't be able to even if it was good because I love the movie too much. #But after months of being able to mentally prepare and seeing previews I was able to watch it and I loved it. #Me being a G3 movie hater exrtremo (which won't change with time) really set me back in being able to mentally prepare for the change. #Exposure therapy only works if you are prepared and brother I wasn't prepared for posh accent Toralei. #Monster High #Monster High g3

[sleepingpopplio]

i feel like no one is talking enough about the amount of death flags that are hanging above Izuku’s head rn. Brought this up to some people right when leaks dropped but I legit can see him dropping dead right when Katsuki wakes up. Horikoshi’s mean enough to do that to us and it would make everyone (me) cry a thousand tears 😭

#People need to be more worried! #With AFO on his way to the arena too is not gonna help #I am way to attached to deku to be mentally prepared for him to get near to death yet again #We all know that he’ll be fine in the end but still #My heart 💔 #also first time that I’ve officially posted in the tags so hi 👋 #bnha Spoilers #Bnha 377 #izuku midoriya #midoriya izuku #Bakudeku #i guess? #i mainly am just talking about the angst that would pop up from a simultaneous revival and death from them #So I’m mainly just talking platonic but I’ll tag just in case

[skitskatdacat63]

Update, probably won't be able to post much at all for this upcoming gp, BECAUSE I AM GOING TO THE GP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#basically before i even went on this study abroad i rly wanted to go to the austrian gp #because when in austria amirite! #but honestly it was the reason i actually went through w the trip #but then i had to end up writing it off bcs the logisitics were too hard to figure out #BUT THEN #literally the first day of the trip i hear this other guy talking about f1 #so im like oh you like f1???????? #and hes like yeah and im gonna try and go to the austrian gp! #so now we are both going to the austrian gp 🥹🥹🥹 #i think hes probably happy to have someone to go w as well #and its nice bcs hes much older than me and much more responsible so he figured out everything 🥺 #this weekend is gonna be just pure f1 weekend for me #bcs im also going to salzburg and seeing hanger 7 #but god im so fucking happy #i cant believe it actually worked out #the coincidence of someone else being this into f1 as well and wanting to go to the gp #and also being happy to take me along and figure out all the details #THANK YOU TO MY NEW FRIEND I CANT WAIT 🥹🥹🥹 #catie is: not mentally prepared #catie is: going to an f1 gp!!! #catie: still wants to gif the podium so maybe will try and do so on the train #but wow god still i never thought id make it to a gp so soon! #my brother is soooooo jealous 🤭 #im gonna wear my rbr jacket!!!!!!!! im gonna break my bank acct!!!!!!!!! #*wait also its funny bcs my friend has been into f1 a lot longer than me right #but hes like my god you are the most committed fan I've ever met #like abt how my excitement somehow blew his out of the water hahaha #catie.rambling.txt

[give-soup-please]

"is it depression, or am i between hyperfixations?"

-the title of give-soup-please's latest autobiography

#god help me if it's both lmao #this is not bad depression with ideation and the like #but it's manifesting as an extreme malaise #don't care about anything. don't want to do anything. just want to sit on couch. #i don't generally do well when i'm in between the hyperfixations #i need media to think about to keep me afloat #hmmmmm #so- neurodivergence comes in many forms #for me- i take great comfort in soothing myself with repetitive media #which means it's hard to branch out into new things #which leaves me in a position of 'i need to try something new to find something to latch on to' #and the other part of my brain starts screaming #i tend to get overly attached and ride the up and down waves to the extreme when it comes to experiencing new media for the first time #i generally spoiler myself for all new media so i can watch it and be mentally prepared to deal with it #but of course this causes my brain to stagnate and desire surprises while rejecting them outright #so i find myself in a complex position of- #'this old media isn't cutting it.' #'but i can't bear to try anything new right now' #'if i try something new i gotta vet it and look up all spoilers before heading in' #'because i'm feeling too fragile to handle catharsis that is too large right now' #(insert spongebob card here) #'my god it's been more than ten months since i've tried any new tv show or video game' #'i'm stagnating. can't move forward and i can't move back.' #'FUCK' #just wanna love the stuff i remember loving- you know? #yeah... #(melts into soup puddle on the floor)/neg