#I should give them a hashtag

[cobaltbluesu]

brave pilot under blazing rubble "haha wow slate we sure are silly this might leave a bruise or two huh"

based of this line of dialogue from hornfels so silly (I think I drew this situation a 10 times before but. this was the past I don't dwell on it)

might render this one day because the composition looks cool

anyways I found drawings from 3-2 months ago from them so imma post it here, since I just found out that there are actually people that enjoy my art of them

old ass like literally 2 months old

small part of a GINORMOUS comic I will never post because I cringemd (why the quality so bad

slonic the hedgehog (and half a tailsca)

good bye

#outer wilds #outer wilds fanart #cobaltfish #outer wilds art #fanart #outer wilds spoilers #feldspar #outer wilds feldspar #outer wilds slate #slate #I should give them a hashtag #anyways #*disappears*

[kesharik]

after an engrave

#fear and hunger #funger #valteil #francois #SKETCHIIING BECAUSE I NEEED IT #I NEED THEEM #o lord give content with them #maybe i should give a name to this otp #i saw “goldenbooks” version and i like this #i think about this maybe in sunday i would add this hashtag on every ship post... if you have other versions of name feel free to send!! #valteil/francois

[ic-napology]

So I am reading this novel about Naps and Josephine's story and his passion has already worn out in Italy, so his whole great love for here is also over by consequence. An idea is worth loving, not a human woman. He's already ogling Giuseppina Grassini. (Btw funny how his first serious mistress's name was the same he gave to his wife).

I'm bothered when they come to picture this as the ending of all Napoleon's love for Josephine. Mostly in fiction, but even non-fiction tends to give this interpretation of their dynamic, sometimes already during the Italian campaign.

(I should point that this is an old novel, though.)

Why should any feeling of love go away once most passion and enthusiasm is over? The "mio dolce amor" period seems to me as just one phase of a much more complex relationship. I'd rather see it like Napoleon matured out of an excessive enthusiasm, stopped idealising her wife and gave her a more balanced vision and sentiment. He certainly had to do this after facing her faults, maybe also suffering while doing so, but should that not be love too?

He must have stopped worshipping a divinity and begun comprehending a woman, and that should be framed more as a positive thing, not as a delusion.

#Oh hey that's me rambling about Napoleon and Josephine #How new #Well that's the reason I called myself napology down here #Hashtags beginning with Capital letters #napoleon bonaparte #Napoleon Bonaparte #Josephine Bonaparte #Napoleon and Josephine #Passion is not the only face of love #It should be normal but it's not stretched out enough #End of the rant bye #Love #Passion #In the end I use them and their story to think about problems and topics in real life #i like translating topics like that #For me it's the final sense to give to everything

[lemongogo]

#this.discussion between them is one of my favorites #this and that exchange a while earlier where vash talks ab gunsmokes reliance on plants being a consequence of the big fall #and a necessary facet of survival for the ppl who live here despite how utterly awful an experience it is #for the both of them.the plants being used and the people forced by circumstance to use them until death ykyk #and i especially like.how vash is just so . baffled by the idea that knives somehow sees his ideology as this naive dream #as opposed 2 a reaction from the anger hes been harboring for SOO long. we SAWW it we saw how he reacted on the ship #we see it in the way he struggles 2 navigate life among ppl and how his body bears the scars of his pain and frustrations #his anger is sooo.Good. and formative.and wholly vash that i cannot imagine him without it #he never forgot teslas death / never will .and it motivates him just as much as rem's sacrifice n so on. #'ever since that day we've been mad' ....... prbably one of the best lines ive taken away #hashtag shinobu's 'yes im angry..ive always Been angry' monologue #i love how he includes knives in that anger too. its not just youre angry or im angry. its that We've been angry. Ever since that day. #going2 throw UPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #and the way knives reacts 2 it too.using it to cement his grief and decision that if we had to suffer than its only fair they should too #fairness.and when he talks ab making it equal...giving whats been taken..always an interesting concept to use in a vengeful sense from the #more sensitive brother. i love it.LUVE ITTT #trigun spoilers #vash #knives trigun #trigun maximum #trigun #millions knives

[hotelbitches]

i miss my friends tails

#* ooc: let's go lesbians! #negative cw #i'm going to bed bc the hashtag depression is getting to me today #but i miss all the people who i talked to for like a week straight all day and then never heard from again bc they moved on from hazbin #makes every new attempt at meeting someone and bonding with them feel. idk. feeble maybe? #and meanwhile i feel like i'm the one that's lacking bc i can't reply to threads as fast as i want to #and my drafts are just holding me down with guilt that i haven't answered them #mb i should go through and just get rid of all the answered asks i wanted to continue as threads but idk if it'll even make a difference #aaaaaaaaaaaaaa someone give me a lobotomy brain doing too much #not Really negative just. a bit sad. melancholy maybe. idk im going to bed irguejithk

[filthyjanuary]

feeling sad :(

#sorry this is such a dumb thing to be sad about im a grown ass adult but like two thirds of the people i invited to my birthday #either cant come or said they would then bailed and like #some of them have legit reasons but some of them i'm kind of like :/ ok well i put in so much effort for yall would be really nice #if a crumb of that was reciprocated #idk i dont ask for much on my birthday i just want to have a nice dinner with my friends #and i have friends who like throw the biggest tantrum fusses about their birthdays and make it this entire spectacle #and people still humour them so it's kind of like #idk #do i really suck that bad that you cant make a saturday evening work to like eat good food #idk maybe next year i just wont plan anything #and everyone'll be like BUT SIMA IT'S THE BIG ONE and i'll be like well! i wish it werent! #bc it'll suck even more to have people not come lmao i dont actually think i've ever had a milestone birthday people just dont give a shit #this includes my parents idk like they are nice to me on my birthday but like no birthday was ever like hashtag special #and like the holidays already sucked so bad this year they did not feel like the holidays half the people i got presents for #didnt get me anything which is like fine i dont give presents to get them back but it kind of sucks to not even get a card? a thank you??? #idk this is so stupid i am turning 29 i pay taxes this should not be a big deal #maybe it's bc i feel like half my 20s were pandemic years so it kind of sucks that theyre basically over and idk im just feeling sad and ol #and lonely and just kind of shitty and unlikeable #AND IT'S DUMBBBBB TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST IDK WHY I'M CRYING FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE

[jentlemahae]

kpop stans wouldn’t recognize live vocals even if they smacked them in the face

#granted that companies are now smart and use imperfect prerecorded vocals but like it’s not that hard to tell sometimes #if companies let those ppl sing live and stopped giving them choreos that are unsuited for live singing (and yes i have a specific example)😐 #and like i 100% understand that dancing and performance are very/equally (sometimes more) important than good vocals but i still think they #should not be disregarded entirely #like u can make choreos that are good and fun and intricate and still allow them to sing live! #anw hashtag let * sing live

[rigels-nigels]

Girl help I've acquired possibly yet another expensive hobby

#op #2 of them in fact #currently making a frame weaving loom (and by that i mean my dad idk enough about wood working and this wood is too expensive to fuck up) #and getting into mechanical keyboards #i already have a lotta yarn so the real costs rn are the keyboards #which are like at least 100usd a pop #what sucks is that they all seem to be 60% keyboards or tkl's and like. i need my fn and number pad keys pls and thx #debated sacrificing the num pad and getting a seperate one bc wowza these custom boards are absolutely gorgeous but #i am on such a budget and a cheap (cheap!!!) keyboard i found that i quite like is still gonna run me 200cad #if i got a pretty keeb and a seperate numpad i could easily be looking at $500+ like lordy #that's not even counting the switches i want to get (gateron baby kangs which are. $66. I'm assuming in usd bc it doesn't actually say) #anyway debating on whether or not i should order the keyboard now or wait till later cuz like is it even gonna be there later? #so much of this stuff is temporary and u never know #its a 96% keyboard and it has a calculator button!! only other board ive seen with that is my dads maybe 2005 wireless microsoft #so useful tbh #such a pretty board too all things considered #and finding a nice board like that with the numpad is not easy lemme tell ya like i was truly considering a ducky which. #i cant say im quite fond of their logo among other things #i think its more of a cream than white but u cant win em all #hmm to purchase now or to not purchase now‚ that is the question.... i could technically afford it but then #there's ComicCon + cost of supplies and whatnot for opening up my shop which is gonna be probably at least a hundred... #and then i would like to get some nice wool skirts for the winter/now bc pants are of the devil which is gonna be another 100/150 or so... #augh #i think the government should give me more money i think that would be very sexy of them to do #anyway can you believe i went on my phone to find a banana bread recipe then did all this instead? crazy #hashtag adhd life

[the-lady-general]

Mercury 13 at Wikipedia

#the lady general rambles #this is specifically to bean my bro with next time he says that lack of famous women in history means evidence of female inferiority #i don't think men who can't even *checks notes* make pressure suits have any business flying jet planes #sorry to apollo 1 but more of nasa should have been on fire #fuck them fuck them all with their stupid diapers and piss tubes tereshkova and ride were the only astronauts who did anything cool ever #and laika of course #and the lm #who gives a shit about apollo or whatever fuck them who needs them #am i supposed to believe that any man ever *really* achieved anything? when wiki entry mercury 13 is right there? #i just think they're too dramatiqye and incompeténte it's just *biology* they can't even make a spacesuit right after 30 yrs #man i'm so fucking furious like i *knew* in theory and i've avoided it specifically because i knew it would upset me but I'M VERY SMART #DID RIDE EVER GET A FREE CORVETTE #i'm not looking this up. hashtag self care.

[violentdevotion]

I really want to be married someday but I've never been in a romantic relationship of any kind so I can't conceptualise myself as a wife or part of a unit and most of the women in my life have already gotten married by the time they were my age and the topic of marriage is one that comes up a lot but I genuinely can't see myself as anything other than 19 years old.

#ameera speaks #im 20 #like i do really really want to get married but then i think about who i am as a person and i think about my perception of marriage #and the women who are married and they dont connect? #like ive never had to share my space or myself in that way and like inshaAllah i do get married but i genuinely cant see myself as married #maybe i should redownload hinge and get some practice #like ik im playing into this thing if women who are wives and women who are whores or whatever but i cant help that i feel unwifely #like when i think abt being in a relationship its nebulous and its sharing a bed with someone and its someone making me a warm #drink when im sick (probably bc im sick rn) and its saying the words my husband and its having someone to open and honest with but then #its also someone telling me to make them something to eat and not talking to me and complaining about every little thing i do #and i simultaneously feel that as a wife id either be incredibly loving and giving or just cold and absent #and sorry for the hashtag bad femin8sm here but ive never really had any luke proper goals in my life beyond general happiness and love #ive never seen myself doing a specific career or living inna specific house / neighbourhood #but ive always wanted for myself a loving marriage and as times gone on i see this vision of myself happy and in love less and less

[charlesemersonwinchesteriii]

If you already got this from someone and you just haven't answered yet pls ignore, but if no one else asked i want to add klinger+charles for the relationship bingo ask meme

ok I’m getting to this late as FUCK but PLEASE nobody ever hesitate to send me something for an ask game if I get one ask on a topic I will go YIPPEE and if I get 20 asks on the same topic I will go YIIIIIPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Anyhow you're indeed the only one around here who shows outside interest in our rarepair insanity, a boon I will remember as long as I live btw. Mx. Smoking Marlene Dietrich I owe you the WORLD

TRIPLE BINGO because they are EVERYTHING. to me.

It’s funny. This is the one duo where I almost do just want to post the bingo and leave it at that. Part of me wants to tell people about this ship SO bad, to give novel-length explanations and justifications and theses. But the other part of me is like you know what. You either Get It or you don’t.

Anyways there are 10000 things to say about Them but one is: I specifically did not fill in “gay af to have a sworn rival” even though it cost me another bingo because one of the most fascinating things about the interactions between these two is that they actually do not have a mutually adversarial relationship--even though that’s what writers usually do with two characters on diametrically opposite ends of the socioeconomic spectrum. 

I’ve been thinking about this a bit because I’ve seen people say things like, “It’s great what a funny duo they turned into when they started out hating each other, haha.” And I get why one would think like this but IMO it’s actually not the case! Charles acts more familiar with Max over time because he does that with everyone--

(Though he’s racist towards Max throughout, of course. Because Charles’ racism never goes away. You know that right. MASH fandom I am putting my hands on your shoulders and asking: You know that, right? I keep seeing people talk about Charles having a character arc and a redemption arc so I’m just. I’m just making sure.)

--but Max has actually been pretty nice to him right from the start, back when Charles’ relationship with basically every character was antagonistic. As soon as s6e13 he tells Charles how similar they are, how they should work together to try and get away from the war, how they’re “soulmates”. Even after Charles insults him, he straight up says, “I’m on your side, Major”, which I’m pretty sure remains one of the nicest things someone canonically says to Charles, ever. Just one scene, but emblematic of a greater whole, of quite a few future scenes where Max gamely engages with Charles even when it puts him in unpleasant situations.

And of course, the motivation the show usually gives, on those occasions when it thinks about Maxwell’s motivations at all, is a simple throwaway “Well Charles is paying him / giving him some other material benefit, so obviously Klinger will be his kicked dog! You all know how Middle Eastern people are! We are a groundbreakingly progressive show btw.”

But man. Fuck that shit. This is far afield of my original point but the thing is, Max’s interactions with Charles are often the most egregious exempla of every way the later seasons fucked over my girl here. It almost seems useless to try to analyze any of Max’s actions after a certain point from a Watsonian perspective, when the Doylist reading of the show being too racist and stupid to do anything coherent with him is the ultimate explanation, and sometimes the only explanation you can even come up with, because shit just makes NO fucking sense in-universe. 

But unfortunately I’m a stupid cringe ass fanfic writer/reader, and I love this character, and Max already gets so little screentime compared to the main protagonists, and I don’t want to just ignore him because of the decisions of writers who didn’t care about him.

(That’s the entire reason I started shipping this stupid thing in the first place, btw. I just wanted to read some fanfic where Max is the main character and idk if you’ve noticed but if it weren’t for AO3 user stateofintegrity and their ~problematic cringe ship~, the pickings would be pretty fucking slim.)

So I like to pretend there’s a better reason for Maxwell going from “Major Burns I hate you so fucking much I am going to kill us both with this fucking grenade” to the equivalent of a tumblr blog responding to pathetic anon hate with “are we about to have sex”. After all, if you’re going to write Maxwell yourself, get inside his head and all, then you also have to account for why he tolerates all the OTHER characters’ racism towards him in later seasons, too. 

And the messy problematic reasoning I come up with is that Max is at heart the kindest and also most emotionally intelligent character on the show, and even the liberalized version of the 1950s our story is set in is a systemically bigoted universe that is all he’s ever known and experienced, and he’s certain these are good people, really, when it matters. And being emotionally intelligent, and generally intelligent too for that fucking matter, and observant and insightful, he can tell there’s a big difference between Frank and Charles, and perhaps less of a difference, even, between Charles and Hawkeye. Maybe when you watch things from Hawkeye’s POV, the ideological and moral differences between him and Charles are huge, but maybe if you were in Max’s POV instead there wouldn’t be quite as much of a distinction between them. I don’t know! I don’t know. Just some ideas, I don’t know. 

Of course getting into fucking. internalized racism and such is pretty uncomfy and exhausting shit. And that’s not even touching all the gender stuff my girl has going on. You start to see why nobody wants to get into this character’s head much. But I do :3 And I do honestly think sometimes the most effective way to do that is to look at the Messiest Ship In All Of MASH (TM). As I’ve talked about before from the Charles angle, I love this ship precisely because of its Problems, because they’re problems that exist anyways for both characters, and having the two of them interact makes the problems impossible to ignore, so they maybe finally get to be dealt with. I mean, I just don’t think the optimal resolution to Charles and Max’s racism-laden interactions is that Charles goes back home to a big opulent house and Max struggles to save up to buy a used car in After M*A*S*H. That is not super satisfying. to me. 

This post got derailed to hell but I think what I was trying to say is that Max treats Charles SO much better than that bastard man deserves and I would at least like to see something come of it, for the love of--

#HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE I lost so much sleep to write this and for what. truly for what. #to hopefully not get hashtag canceled for it on the off chance someone reads it I guess ghdsjgkhdsklkhk anyways #I meant to say I actually usually hate when Rich Character and Poor Character are portrayed in a Rivalry Of Equals type scenario cause like #nooooo actually that's not how life works. power differential means something. this is no a fair fight. #Starky loves answering questions #marley-manson #putting my organizational tags early this time cause apparently if you put them too late they don't show up on your own blog tag searches?? #I couldn't find my unpopular opinion Charles manifesto ;;;_;;; thankfully I'd linked it before smh #did any of this make ANY sense like just out of curiosity. clap if it made sense. #mash #charmax #idk man I just can't separate the fact #that Charles being racist to Klinger is contemporaneous with #1) the other characters not really giving a shit about Charles' racism #and 2) the other characters also being racist to Klinger themselves #albeit less frequently depending on the season #I've said it before and I'll say it again #everything people hate about this ship should be things they hate about much more than JUST this ship #the concept of shipping these two together just makes you suddenly step back and take notice of all the latent garbage #and that's part of why I like it. because it makes you take notice. #the other part of why I like it is that Max deserves a sugar daddy who will buy him anything he wants forever #also this isn't the direction I ended up going with the post #but my favorite thing about the total imbalance in how they see each other #is that Max makes Charles soooo angry all the time #and Charles barely registers as an annoyance to Max most of the time #it's like when a cat has decided one of your appendages is an enemy to be attacked #and you're just sitting there like haha playtime with my silly kitty :3 #K if you're reading this btw you know I don't think your stuff is cringe or problematic #that was for the Outsiders the Uninitiated the Ignorant #you understand how it is. I am giving you 1000000 kisses now also.

[lightnersdream]

the new furby's mouth doesnt even move whats the fucking point

#dib noise #why. .. we have the technology #never forget i am a #hashtag furbygirl #i should get my 90s one off the shelf and mess with them a bit #people love to give me the ones they find in their house

[saviourkingslut]

something very rotten abt how a friend can become a chore and an obligation who you extend care for and go through the motions of friendship for bc of what they used to mean to you through no fault of their own. and they still feel very warmly for you but unbeknownst to them you can't return the feeling anymore. truly one of the worst things in life

#hashtag personal i guess #had a friend stay over for a few nights bc they needed to go to a multiple day thing in the area #and i have never felt less enthusiastic abt having someone over. i did the bare minimum of being a host #was gone almost the entire few days bc of work and other obligations and i was glad for it #bc every minute being home was grating. #every minute is listening to trauma or doubts or worries and giving pep talks and inspirational speeches #and generally being annoyed abt their conduct and view on life. which is unfair #bc i know they have so many difficulties w/ their mental health #but it's been neigh on three years of me and my internet friend being this other friend's primary line of support #it's exhausting. and my friend is so kind and she gives to people arounf them so much. #but every conversation for three years has mostly been abt. their issues. and i feel more like a parent than a peer at this point #> having to give life advice and talk them out of irrational thoughts and fears and trying to inspire self confidence and help with anxiety #it's not sustainable. for me or my other friend who's part of the support system. but what can you do #i should feel guilty but at this point im just. so done with it i only rarely feel it anymore #nigh* not neigh 💀 #curry rambles

[gender-euphowrya]

just the idea that there are therapists out there who have celebrity patients and who give them little pep talks about how they should never feel bad about how people are starving while they spend millions on luxury food and clothes and yachts and how any criticism thrown at them is just a result of people being jealous of their wealth is just… nothing makes me crave arson more

#saw that one video of james corden giving khloe jenner a ‘don’t feel bad about having a good liiiife’ talk #and you could tell that it was word for word something he’d heard from a professional #or from some pretentious hashtag mental health influencer’s tiktok essay #whichever #but you could tell it was regurgitated ‘being rich is good don’t be sad it’s not your fault the peons are catching diseases :(‘ #like stuff like ‘their words do not have power unless you give them power and then it touches you to your core’ like shut Up #side note i hate james corden #Anyway just the idea that richos live in this little echo chamber where they’ve convinced themselves that #the suffering of others is none of their concern and despite the fact that THEY ALONE hold the means to do something about it #they shouldn’t feel like they have to and they should even be Proud to be wearing gucci and vuitton and what not instead of being homeless #that no hate they get is ever truly deserved that it’s all just petty bullying from jealous people #I N F U R I A T I N G i wish kim k dies tomorrow

[narutomaki]

every time the PrideTM announcement advertisement comes over the intercoms at work I just

#give me more money #every time you play this fucking thing 20$ should be added to my pocket #the obly good thing was an elderly person said they wanted a badge like mine #(it said (hashtag)pride vibes and was uhhh idk some version of the rainbow+trans flag) #and i took 2 seconds to be like hm? oh thats nice TO OH? HERE :) I LOVE YOU YOURE MY NEW FAVOURITE CUSTOMER #like it meant nothing to me i wore it bcus i have so many anxieties abt being Queer At Work that i WASNT wearing it but them everyone else #WAS and i eas like oh no ive singled myself out now everyone is going to know im queer AND ashamed of it #any way as you can all see im very mentally stable #anyway i hope he pinned it somehere on his mobility scooter he was so happy i was like ah its okay seriously take iy i took 2 sh dont tell #AND THE WAY HIS FACE LIT UP LIKE 😭🥺 #any way we dont need to talk about my problems

[cheapxseats]

sorry for not really being here lately! had an interview and am waiting to hear back and my dog has a dental cleaning tomorrow which i am weirdly very anxious about so honestly, i am not in a headspace where i can write. i can barely sit still in front of my computer for more the three seconds tbh. will try to be here tomorrow tho!

#i was good i was fine and then #i had to fill out a form giving them permission to save my dogs life if necessary #which is obviously just a legal thing but she's a senior dog and now i'm stressed that something might go wrong #even tho its a dental cleaning #and everything is going to be fine #and i'm fairly confident about this interview as it was at the school i taught at last year and they loved me #and the principal who interviewed me is literally one of my references #so #it should also be fine but what if its NOT #husband is away for work rn as its his turn to have day shifts with on call nights so i'm kinda on my own for all this stress #{ y'all hashtag this }