#I miss him deeply

[cazzyf1]

Watch "Remembering Niki Lauda" on YouTube

I'm not crying, you're crying 😭

#okay I am #I miss him deeply #and hearing all these stories #i love it #wish I could hear so many more #he really opened up and allowed himself to have a nice life in his last few years #niki lauda #classic f1 #f1 #formula one #formula 1 #Youtube

[saifahname]

i think it is a good idea to rewatch why r u

#I miss fighter #I miss him deeply #My babygirl my everything

[twinstxrs]

idk if this is accurate but i’ve felt like in previous seasons riz & gorgug have been one of the inter-bad kids dynamics we’ve seen the least of & this season has been so great in that aspect. gorgug having helped make some of riz’s magic gear. riz helping gorgug with his studies. the shared birthday party. gorgug’s gift to riz being something he himself made to protect riz. riz’s gift to gorgug being something he illegally grabbed to protect gorgug. gorgug who utilizes rage to put his body on the line for his friends & riz who will take deep levels of mental stress for his friends. even though it was within the context of a joke, riz calling gorgug an “absolute sweetie.” like yea they might not be in a band together or both part of a presidential campaign team or owlbears teammates, but they’d go to war for each other, because they’re best friends.

#riz gukgak #gorgug thistlespring #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #these kids are all so self-sacrificing but i do think riz gorgug are the most clear (& juxtaposed) self-sacrificers #riz will mentally tear himself to pieces and get lost in cases and take on ungodly levels of stress for those he loves #gorgug will use himself as a human shield. he will take hit after hit if it means his friends are okay. #and they’d both do the other thing too. riz would let himself get hit for gorgug. gorgug would pull all nighters & take stress for riz. #even if mechanically they can’t or it wouldn’t make sense. they would if they could. #also #the starstruck barry mechanic of being a guard is so gorgug. it’s soooo gorgug like that’s literally him #anyways love this tall green guy & this short green guy so much #especially because gorgug is tall & considered intimidating but protective in a deeply kind way #while riz is short & underestimated but protective in a deeply vicious way (affectionate) #i hope this makes sense but i think riz is primarily ‘i would kill for you’ & gorgug is primarily ‘i would die for you’ maybe #this does not mean gorgug would not kill for riz or riz would not die for gorgug. they both would. #but those are the primary ways their love manifests due to the nature of their strengths/personalities. To Me #idk this is all just me saying stuff when i should be sleeping 😭 #sorry if i missed a riz gorgug moment in the main post btw i’m tired

[onerudegentleman]

i GOTTA kiss FAT MEN

#horrortale #horrortale sans #horror sans #undertale #sans #undertale fanart #sans fanart #I NEED TO MAKEOUT WITH HIM #sorry. i missed him deeply tbh. #need to relearn art. and him by proxy

[queerasian]

“I guess the one that was most impactful for me was when we are having dinner - when they are having dinner -” jeremy strong continuing to make me feel a thousand inexplicable emotions (link)

#crying gnashing my teeth etc. i miss this show sm #also who decided to ask him that question as if there was any chance of it illiciting a lighthearted jovial response #jeremy and his deeply thoughtful answers can actually be something that is so personal to me #. hold on i just remembered that this is the scene where jeremy burst into tears filming one of the takes im gonna go be sad now #succession #jeremy strong #hbo succession #kendall roy #queerasian.txt

[sarcastic-clapping]

already seeing people who clearly don’t understand that a lot of us who are upset about what happened to marwa in this episode aren’t upset about the characters’ in-universe morality but the real life misogyny and racism in the way that this plot was handled lol

#seeing some very smooth brained takes here #’what so you’re mad that the vampire serial killer is a bad guy that made his serial killer familiar sad??? 🙄’ #nope! #i’m mad the writers stripped a female character of color of all her agency to make her subservient to a man #who she presumably (and canonically as freddie) continued to have sex with #despite the very very yucky implications about her ability to consent #only for him to forcibly remove everything about her that makes her an individual with her own thoughts and feelings #transforming her from a woman of color into a white british man #feel free to laugh if you want humor is subjective #it just makes me deeply uncomfortable! #wwdits spoilers #wwdits #anyway it’s ok to be critical of media you like guys #i love wwdits but imo they fucked up on this plot. it was a miss for me. #EDIT: shout out to this post for helping me curate my experience on this site by acting as a fly trap for assholes to block

[blueissleepy]

( He smiles, There's nothing in the red packet )

#technoblade #technoblade fanart #my art #mcyt #i miss him deeply god help my brainrot

[liimonadas]

love run, love run, for all the things we wished we'd done

#not okay about them #this was made with amnesiac kazuma in mind btw #deeply fascinated with how he knew he had to go to london but did not know why #always on the move but not knowing why #i think at the time he missed ryunosuke but did not know who he was missing him #just that there was someone he loved #ALSO i know that outfit is implied post canon but it looked cool so i decided to use it for pre 2-3 era kazuma. sue me #song is love run by the amazing devil btw if youre a fan im insane about their music fyi #the great ace attorney #asoryuu #dgs #tgaa #tgaa2 spoilers #fanart #art #kazuma asogi #ryunosuke naruhodo

[prismatic-starstuff]

Like... I get it, I get it. The whole tragedy hinges on the fact that Romeo dies; on the fact that the one who's truly trying to stop everything terrible has been slain after being lied about and used as a scapegoat for those exact same terrible things, on the fact that Pinocchio killed not just the best friend of the human he resembles but someone who would've been so willing to be Pinocchio's friend too. I get that.

...but god, I miss him. And I wish so badly that there was a way to bring him back. I wish there'd be DLC where we can side with him, or another ending added where somehow he's revived, or something.

And I know there won't be, and I get why, but... god.

#lies of p #lies of p spoilers #lop spoilers #i am still deeply in my feelings #i miss my king dearies... i miss him a lot... #lies of p romeo #king of puppets

[keepthebeanscool]

#i think i remembered everyone #the only one i feel a genuine passionate hatred towards is mr bonzo #ever since i found out he has skin i’ve become deeply upset every time i think about him #needles my beloved though i miss them #tmagp #the magnus protocol #the magnus pod #jaspers rambles

[13eyond13]

love it when a character that's hard to read intuitively for you has like a dedicated fandom interpreter who can just glance at their blank face in a panel and then give you a 3k word essay on their innermost thoughts & desires & fears and neatly tie it back into the themes & whatnot as if it's the most obvious thing in the world

#im talking about griffith btw #guts i feel i get intuitively - maybe because i have some personality traits in common with him #and we get more about his life concretely told to us in canon. so he is a bit easier to pin down as a character and feel attached to for me #but whenever i was reading the manga i just kept wanting more insight about griffith's actions and feelings #like ok yeah its fun to have mysterious antagonists and suspense /tension etc but its also fun to feel like you deeply understand them too #and i felt like that was a bit missing from him for me in canon #so reading about him in analysis and fics is the most fun for me rn #he always felt kinda half unreal to me- which maybe was the point of him - but i wanted a bit more about his childhood or something? #and wished we had more stuff explicitly from his pov in the story to read or explanation about his transformation or wtv #and now he's so much more closed off to me even than he was in the golden age. i keep waiting for him to explain stuff and he does not #ANYWAYS all this rambling to say some people out there are very good at interpreting him and making his like. insecurities #more obvious to me bc i didnt really get that side of him from canon intuitively well #also im really enjoying reading the first few berserk fics ive read #there may not be a ton of them out there but there is def writing talent in the fandom #i'll share some recs once i'm done sifting through most of what's out there to read #also (not to tie everything back to death note but it IS my home fandom after all) #i feel griffith is obvs the more light-like character here and L maybe a bit guts-like? but unlike berserk in death note #light is the one you get to know best and L is the mysterious / unreal one you don't get a lot of concrete insight into #and in the DN fandom I can read the more mysterious character intuitively but had to warm up to the less mysterious one instead #and the mystery of L makes sense to me and doesnt bug me as much due to like - he HAS to hide a lot about himself or else he will die lol #so some similarities there but also some opposite feels as well #berserk spoilers #p

[dwellsinthebog]

he better not be throwing that old man around

#renkaza #akaren #rengoku kyojuro #akaza #TO BE CLEAR THIS IS AN OLDER KYOJURO IN THE PIC NOT SHINJURO #the missing eye should give it away but i am leaving this in the tags just in case #i imagine akaza would start wearing more clothes after he regains his memories but only when he wants to. which isnt often #something about how wearing clothes makes him feel more human which he finds both comforting and deeply unnerving #he prob only has like 1 or 2 kimonos of his own but he mostly just steal kyo's #kyo secretly gets more cause he thinks akaza is just wearing the ones he likes. he sees akaza wearing one and is like #“hey...u can keep that one if u want? i have plenty :) ” #and akaza is like “NO i want THIS one cause it hasn't been washed yet and it smells like you” #kyo is like “wow that is gross :D why do i like it.” #kny post-canon #kny #rengokuposting #bog's art

[luuxxart]

“you will always remember me, will you not?”

#cancer tw #death tw #i deeply apologize if this is how you found out but I wanted to make a tribute #Ferdinand is my absolute favorite fire emblem character and its extremely devastating to hear the man who #quite honestly brought him to life and delivered such iconic lines is gone now #i remember seeing Maruki’s concept art and knowing he was gonna be a fave from the start #but he absolutely became my fave of all P5R when I heard his voice #i hate that this is the first time im drawing him on this blog… it shouldn’t be the last though. i will try to draw Ferdinand more often too #even though it was announced yesterday im still relatively at a loss for words #Billy Kametz will be deeply missed #persona 5 Royal #persona 5 #fire emblem three houses #fire emblem warriors three hopes #fe3h #p5r #ferdinand von aegir #takuto maruki

[twinstxrs]

the gorgug-porter conversation is interesting to me because like. yea for the overwhelming majority of the conversation porter’s being shitty & trying to fit gorgug into a box that gorgug just does not fit into by trying to make gorgug’s relationship with his rage more focused on the aggression aspect of it. but then there’s also this specific thing that brennan brought up again in the ap, which is that gorgug’s relationship with his rage is wholly “this is a tool i use to protect my friends.” which isn’t a bad thing! but that’s his Whole relationship with it, & gorgug seems to place next to no value on his rage in relationship to himself. which is problematic, because it’s first & foremost his rage.

being raised in a household with a sort of toxic positivity largely meant that, whether or not it was his parents’ intention, gorgug internalized the message that more traditionally “negative” emotions such as anger are the wrong response to something. part of the reason he prioritizes his artificing is probably because it’s “fixing” things. in comparison to being a barbarian, which gorgug associates with “breaking” things. good vs. bad behavior, in his eyes.

it’s a totally unacceptable bar to measure a 16 y/o by, but i do think part of porter’s reasoning for not letting gorgug multiclass is him recognizing that gorgug generally does not value anger as a valid emotional response to something, at the very least for himself. & that directly conflicts with what being a barbarian is, because whether you like it or not, that rage is what fuels you. but again, barring a kid from pursuing something they deeply care about in part (not entirely, porter has a lot of more bullshit reasons) because of their fundamental values & world outlook is crazy.

so yes, 98% of porter’s reasoning is pretty shitty, immature, rife with a toxic view that there’s only one proper way to access rage, & generally not a good thing to do as a teacher, but also within that reasoning is the 2% of ‘there is a fundamental part of yourself that you only value if you can use it to take care of other people & you need to accept that as something that can take care of you, too.’ but that’s something to discuss with a therapist or a guidance counselor, not something that should hugely impact gorgug’s academic future.

#gorgug thistlespring #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #btw these r just my personal opinions u r 100% free to disagree #gorgug & his rage interest me so deeply because of how deeply that rage existing seems to be against gorgug’s own will #like mechanically classes are choices & you can switch stuff around any time. but gorgug as a barbarian always felt like an unwilling choice #like that 14 y/o kid did not want to have rage. & that really interests me. #i’ve seen people before be like ‘what if gorgug dropped barbarian & went full srtificer’ but i feel like that simply can’t happen?? #mechanically yea sure but it always felt like a core part of gorgug that the rage will always be there & it’s a matter of how you channel it #idk. dnd classes narratively being treated as ‘you can not lose this part of you’ even though you technically can #gorgug could be lvl 19 artificer & he’d still have 1 level of barbarian. because that is part of who he is. #btw i don’t think porter truly cares about gorgug valuing his rage only as a way to be a human shield #i think porter just sees that as ‘wrong’ but like. not as in ‘you need to take care of yourself’ & more ‘you aren’t conforming’ #he thinks it’s wrong for the wrong reasons. the nastier ‘this is how you should be’ reasons #ppl being like ‘we r being too hard on porter. it’s an 150% courseload gorgug will be overwhelmed’ i think r missing the point bc like. #that is 100% a valid reason to not approve gorgug for multiclassing! but that’s also 100% not the reason porter rejected him. #that whole interaction was basically porter shoving his percieved version of conformity down gorgug’s throat. was v neurodivergent kid coded #no hate to anyone saying that last point btw these r all just opinions #thinking about last ep wilma & digby being like ‘you’re a great barbarian. you’re so great at it. but look at what you made!!!’ like. #they would never mean it like that. but when you only understand half of your son he is going to prioritize the half you do.

[1-nexomon-a-day]

4/11/24 - Nara

#Day 102 #Nara #art #fanart #nexomon #nexomon extinction #scenery #scenery art #nature #nature art #sunset #sun set #art challenge #small artist #jesus christ this took forever but i finished it #finally my first champion drawing #Nexomon champions #digital art #ibispaint art #ibis paint #to everyone in that poll a few months ago im sorry but your never gonna see me draw luxa again 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺😔😔😔💀 #UGHHH I CANT BELIEVE I MADE IT TO 100 DAYS SNEIMWKAMSJWOWKAMSBWUOQMANWJ #hmmmm ok now for the nara headcannon hmmmmm #i feel like (spoilers for the first game ending) deena used to be super close with her siblings and it really hurt her to go against them #she doesnt regret siding with humanity but she misses them deeply and tho the other champions would never admit it but they miss her too #and omnicron was a shitty dad #and zetta was omnicrons favorite child also #and also metta was the screw up of the family and rlly wanted omnicron to be proud of him and also ventra loves gardening and

[detectiveforfree]

that one Nightwing 100 cover variant, but BirdFlash

#birdflash #wally west #dick grayson #nightflash #dickwally #dc #ngl ive been wanting to redraw that one amazing cover the moment i saw it but i was dithering because imitating comic style...is hard #i tried my best so #AND i wanted to see their hair mix softly as they lay there together with their heads bumping!!!!!!! #so sad that the cover didnt have wallyin an open-cowled suit! such a missed opportunity ;( #also deeply apologise for dick he looks so weird??? i cant figure out why i just couldnt capture him better