#I know I’m being vague lol

[luckytidbit]

Food for thought.

Ok so I've seen an anonymous ask on someone’s blog recently about people being rude in the unwind community, (which first of all, if you’re being rude, shame on you.) I've seen mention of, actually no I’ll take it verbatim. “I like scrolled by multiple of peoples posts and fics about like theories and stuff, and most of them have people getting mad over them or feeling the need to prove it wrong? Like I get it, but it's just an idea 😭”  This community is pretty small and I haven’t seen any other unwind theory posts lately (Unless this person is talking about ao3, I’m not on there.), so I’m left to assume this ask is about the “Connor’s brain coping after his unwinding theory.” And the reblog I left on it, so let’s break that down shall we?

Personally, I grew up on Film and Game Theory so I’ve never seen debunking a theory as something that’s rude, just a part of a community helping another have the correct facts. Which by the way, @korokeea, if I’ve upset you, I am deeply sorry, it was never my intention to do so. My reblog was supposed to be seen as playful banter. (Side note, dream endings are very amateur, don’t do them unless you know what you’re doing. Even I wouldn’t do them, (I think I’m amateur anyway <:D.))

Also wanted to add that I should be using tone indicators, and that also I’ve seen examples of people whose first language isn’t English not understanding Western satire, so my apologies if I’ve confused you.

Now that I’ve addressed the main point, there was also something else I wanted to bring up.

This is obviously a parody of LIVE SLUG REACTION I used to add to my reblogs of Conland content (Connor x Roland), I also might have confused people doing this. I don’t think Conland is anyone’s cup of tea, personally, I see it as a crack ship that lives rent-free in my head, but I can understand how I could’ve confused someone. I honestly do like A Dog With A Bird At Your Door A Lot, even if the notes say “I hate gay people.” (Like, C’mon now Kuromi.)

Honestly, I came here to create art and not be judged for it, I have one to two irl friends that I see almost daily. The rest of it are just classmates that will turn on me the moment I say something that doesn’t fit their dialogue. (If you get what I’m saying, I have to say the right thing or they’ll look at me funny.) I’m honestly super stressed and pretty prone to anxiety right now, graduation, prom, removal of wisdom teeth via going under (anaesthesia), you name it! So you can see why I find a great sense of escapism in Tumblr.

Lastly, I wanted to say that in this community it is almost impossible to create micro-communities because of our small size. You CANNOT be vague or make inside jokes because almost everyone follows each other. On the original ask post that I first talked about, the responder mentioned a “that one guy” and my poor mutual @bopeisdope thought they could be that one guy. (Which is completely wrong, she and @lazysailor are the sweetest people I have ever met here. Oof sorry side tangent.)

Anyway If you made it through this thing, thanks for letting me get this off my chest.

#I’m aware I’m being a hypocrite by being vague #But think we all know who made that post #I’m still gonna be hella active on here #When you stop being vague you’re free to come at me fuckers #lol no #I don’t need more stress in my life #unwind dystology #unwind #apology

[illjustpretend]

will you accept my ancient zora champion who is a black axolotl? 🤲

Axoltls are native only to lake Xochimilco in central Mexico and are to this day are revered as sacred beings. This lake was home to the Tetihuacanos, Aztecs, and even the Toltecs throughout its history. After the Spanish conquest, many of the dams and sluices were destroyed and the native populations were decimated. Over time this massive lake has been drained to reduce flooding in what is now the most populous city in North America- Mexico City. Sadly, this lake and it’s ecosystem are at great risk of destruction due to many factors.

History lesson aside, my vision of a hypothetical ancient meso-American Zora’s domain mirrors the canal system of this great ancient lake. Since it’s my fantasy ecological zone and I get to decide how it’s built, I think it would also be very enchanting for these canals to continue far and wide, eventually culminating in a series of underground caves and cenotes. In reality these cave systems and cenotes are mostly found on the Yucatán peninsula which is pretty far from central Mexico.

I want to do more with this concept, but I figured I’d share the bones with y’all in case anyone is interested!

#my art #sketch #ancient champions #botw champions #zora #I love Mexico and being Mexican #I wish I knew how to animate because I spawned all this from a beautiful scenario in my brain yesterday and now I’m sad #I don’t know how to write either so all I can do is make a little sketch and vaguely gesture towards some images and concepts in the #hopes that someone else will understand LOL #ancient zora champion #totk aztec maya au

[abigail]

I don’t talk about the issue with my hand on here because well.. it’s extremely personal and I rarely even bring it up with my irl friends tbh but !!! I’ve made a huge step in hopefully.. uh. healing it, and I feel somewhat confident what I’m doing will actually help me so much.. I hope so at least.. I’ve had this issue for truly as long as I can remember and I don’t think it will ever fully uh.. go away, I suppose.. but the idea of it being better than the state it currently is in just….idk. I could cry thinking about it, happy tears I mean !!! Im trying not to get my hopes up because I’ve tried so so so many things in the past and all have only helped a little bit for maybe just a few weeks but this., it just feels different, it feels like it might actually work.. I hope it works

#i know I’ve been very vague about this but like. yeah.. #I’m hoping if I actually write it out and mention it to people then somehow it will help.. idk.. that’s silly I know but still #anyway please send love and strength that my hand will begin to heal.. even if it never fully heals #as long as it gets better than what it’s currently like.. idk .. I’m being so vague sorry lol #also I’ve had asks before about why I wear a glove all the time - hopefully if this works I won’t have to wear it !!! #that’s likely far in the future though .. it’s a lot to try and heal but yeah .. ok :-) #a

[lavenderjewels]

my only general predictions for jjk is that Yuuji will be able to target the different souls in Sukuna’s body to be able to reach Megumi’s suppressed soul and attack sukuna’s. Im actually interested in how this will all go down, especially with Higuruma in the mix, since these fights can’t be as simple as two overpowered characters with the loss of multiple special grade sorcerers. With the potential of a court trial domain or Yuuji’s knowledge of the soul, I imagine it’ll become more psychological or metaphysical in the fighting, with a lot of good insight into sukuna and/or yuuji, megumi, etc. As for Kenjaku, I have NO idea where their story is going (apart from Yuuta wanting to kill them), but i enjoy that part of the story being unpredictable—it fits their character

#jjk spoilers #I feel like it’s a given at this point that yuuji is planning something w Sukuna’s soul #since yukis book and literally everything else that points to shit happening w the soul and body #the methods and execution are unknown but yeah despite general fan consensus I feel like it’s obvious saving megumi IS in the mind of Yuuji #and there’s probably gonna be a lot of metaphors and whatnot about identity and the body and soul #hopefully sukuna and heian era flashbacks 🤕 #kenjaku on the other hand is simultaneously a detailed planner with a mission and an unpredictable entity who has to adapt to any situation #meeting takaba for example 😭 #I’ve said this many times but kenjakus appeal is not just them being a typical evil mastermind who controls the plot #we get to know them. and how they ARE despicable and cunning. but they’re also kinda a loser who runs into a lot of issues and trials/errors #it makes it feel realistic. and also just entertaining to watch #there’s probably a more clever way of describing who kenjaku is vs what they desire but I don’t have the brain for that lol #I’m just vaguely very fascinated by their character #kenjaku #sukuna #itadori yuuji #if making excessive rants in the notes was a competition I would destroy any competitor 😭 #i feel like there’s a lot of interesting stuff with kenjaku and sukuna that I never see people discuss 😭 but I’m also terrible at writing #so I can’t put anything to words

[hearttstopper]

kind of get sad listening to young queer artists. like where was all this amazing ass music when i was young 😔

#i was not exposed to it #i of course branched out and followed my queer interests out from like… emo shit #but i didn’t have any like… true representation lol #no queer role models #and a lot of music about being queer was very vague #(also didn’t have any guidance or anyone willing to teach me about that shit so) #anyway i’m just like ??? #randomly sad over it #i don’t know why but it just hit me out of nowhere lol #* #personal

[akkivee]

juto and gentaro have been btching at each other with a smile like this for the entire battle AND DICES FACE LMAO

#this is vee speaking #i completely forgot what day it was lmao 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #like i made a mental note the chapter comes out on the 28th but forgot the most important note for me with my ass sense of time: #what’s the date lol (i did not know today was march 27 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭) #and i even saw people vaguing about the chapter lmao vee where’s your brain #the chapter was dope kiiko jyo hype train her art FCKS ALL THE TIME #i’m sooooooo happy they’ve been depicting everyone’s speakers combined lately it was a big want for me in my early hypmic days #so much so i sketched mtr’s hoping to eventually pick up 3d modelling and make it myself lol #we had scary samatoki 🥰🥰🥰🥰 slightly unhinged juto 🥰🥰🥰🥰 riodice with no beef 🥰🥰🥰🥰 #lol ramuda is visibly dying during this battle it is incredible that fp will win in this context lol #ALSO THE CHAPTER TITLE PAGE???????? STELLA???????? BUT ALSO KINDA BLACK JOURNEY BY NATURE OF IT BEING BLACK AND WHITE PRINT??????? #ooooooh wait i’m not done gushing about the speakers art direction the way juto’s were depicted was really cool #as well as samatoki’s from the gate lol he’s so terrifying y’all 💙💙💙 #c: juto #c: gencha

[palukoo]

i love watching a semi obscure and often not very good old movie bc uh. woman. and then walking away with niche and in depth queer interpretations of the film and like having a mental conspiracy board and being like do you see it? do you see the vision? but like no. you haven’t even seen the movie lol

#tkb and otzi thanks for seeing my visions lol… #if you want to know what I am vaguing about. there are in fact a lot of things. I was going to make a list but there are a lot and I’m also #like well this is sometimes me thinking about the women (a good and fairly well known film) as a dyke drama (not a wide held or strongly #textually supported take) and sometimes this is me talking about sylvia scarlett (not a good film semi well known) and its many #layers of queerness in terms of both gender and sexuality (some of which are like. textual and some of which I am pacing and explaining to #anyone within hearing distance lol) and SOMETIMES this is me talking about like. fours a crowd (a very meh movie not #well known) and being like hey. polycule! (it’s called fours a crowd lol but other than that not a ton of support for this theory to the #layman who isn’t always grasping at gay little straws) #if you do actually want specifics or elaboration my ask box is always open lmfao #anyways I know this reads as sarcastic but I do genuinely enjoy this. I just also wish that I could have a captive audience that I could #make watch these movies and then explain the vision to and have them yes and me. hire me as a film professor I have no #qualifications for it and probably wouldn’t really do a curriculum anyone is asking for but I #sure would personally have a lot of fun! #my post #ham rambles (hambles) #old hollywood

[aceofstars16]

I think I realized what was different about The Chosen this time…this is the first time where I was disappointed after watching it…which is just…well disappointing lol

#like I know any story might have things I don’t like in it #but this just seems so…tropey and just…want every secular story does? just…why? #and it confuses me when people are praising it? #like okay the first two episodes were awesome! great! loves them! #but the third one? just…makes it hard for me to remember the things I liked about the episodes cause the ugh thing just overshadows #anyways yeah we’ll see if I watch the last ones in theatres but my excitement for it is not there just like yeah disappointed #aceo rambles #the chosen #the chosen spoilers #I guess? 🫠 #I’m still being vague lol

[artnerd1123]

So I can join an emo band now

#I quit my job lol #discovered I was doing the work of like 3+ people and said uhhh no bye #anyway. looking for another job now. #in a bad brainspace and really scared about being jobless but I’m looking into jobs and trying my best #so if I’m like. *gestured vaguely to a gif of an explosion* #y’all know why #hrrgh. #arty issues #vent

[cerealmonster15]

I have learned i might be scared of pregnancy as a concept a little more than I thought i was lol

#like maybe mild phobia but I’m not sure lol #like idk man. I already know I’m freaked by the idea of me being pregnant #I used to have reoccuring stress dreams about getting unexpectedly pregnant #or getting cold feet before my wedding #so like yeah yeah I’m scared of the commitment and pregnancy sounds traumatizing #however the other day a capoeira friend was at practice #and announced to us she was like. a month pregnant. and she’s already showing a little #and like uh ya already scary thinking about her doing martial arts WHILE PREG #she was doing it slower and careful but omg lol #but like if I looked over at her and her stomach #I felt like. vague anxiety. like just the thought of a person growing in there #and being so very fragile and having potential for so much to go wrong #such a sensitive scenario. freaks me out idk man pregnancy is scary #parenthood is scary!!!!

[spookykestrel]

I wanna move out of state but have no plans or aspirations or anyone to move in wirh should I be really clingy and follow my best (and only close) friend to their college so I’m not lonely

#Id still have to have a roommate bc they have to live on campus #but I have no plans #my only one being vaguely maybe moving in with them #so that’s mot happening at least until summer #we could move in together their next year maybe they’ll get college friends and it would be cool #I could get the college life by extension ?? #hm #ahhhhh #this is not needing an answer but #and my family is gonna move at some point and I can’t live with them forever #but uhhhhh if anyone wants to be my sounding wall #and wants to know all the details about my life then let me know #but it would be sort of a vent so no obligation it’s a lot of senseless thoughts lol #but I’m not going into it in the notes so #idk this is not asking someone to let me ranble

[dimitrscu]

I've been in enough fandoms to know that this whole "radahn was beating malenia" thing is going to be one of those "fandom delusions" that will keep going on and on no matter what. It will not die. If the discourse comes up again on Elden Ring's anniversary, the same people will bring it up once more. Just fandoms being fucking exhausting, like clockwork.

Oh yeah for sure I don’t expect this to ever go away or anything. The whole “this vs that” has been a thing in quite a few fandoms for me too. I still remember the witcher fandom back in the day with whole Yen vs Triss thing and oh boy was that exhausting.

It’s funny how all this died down and then all it took was the game award hype to bring it back up again. Mainly the discussion surrounding the game being nominated for best narrative. You wait it’ll win goty then it’ll all come up again

#anonymous #answered #i guess the only thing that might make some people shut up is if they release some other content #either dlc or comics (not including the gag manga they’re currently working on) or maybe books or something #could go either way though #it could be that it was froms intention all along to have malenia be hated lol #they made her fight like… well that #they had her fight the big hero guy that they must have know everyone would love #and then being a fromsoft game there’s like zero explanation for her motives for that fight #overall she comes across as unsympathetic to a lot of people despite her situation #people just don’t care about what's going on with her and her brother #in regards to their curses i mean #and with the lore being so vague most people only see what they want to see and don’t really bother looking that hard into it #or thinking that hard about it for that matter #the majority of this fandom looks at this game through a black and white lens #anyway i’m just thinking out loud now don’t mind me

[dsm-v]

Did you know that my cat has interstitial cystitis

#or is that why you were trying to get rid of him lol #anyway this is a vague post sorry for being like this but sometimes I’m like hmm I wonder if they knew or just didn’t know #he’s much better now that he’s on a good (bland) diet regimen

[moonrpg]

rewatched mop ending it still made me cry 👍 some thoughts in the tags

#honestly now that I’ve read the manga I can decidedly say it’s the least faithful adaptation out of all the arcs which does make me a little #bummed bc it’s one you would think they would try and follow to a T bc of the weight every piece of dialogue carries. cut one thing and the #entire tone can change. I don’t like how they framed shigeo as completely violent and ‘malicious’ up until the very end. in the manga you #know from the start that both mob and shigeo have an incredibly skewed but not malicious viewpoint if that makes sense #like yeah the ritsu thing is an earlier ep but that kinda bugs me too!! it just changes the tone. and I get it it’s an anime you can’t have #like. the like despair that reigens chase had ik the manga it’s gotta be uplifting and shonen o guess lol #one more low thing then I’m done I promise. the ending is super cute and sweet but the cat bit and the angle of the cake almost make it read #like mob doesn’t rlly use his powers anymore? not entirely but it teeters on it whereas in the manga like ritsu gets him down from up high #and mob very obviously flings the cake in reigens face. like it’s not like that doesn’t happen in the ep I just don’t get why they made it #more vague bc like. that would go against the very core of the arc whatever #idk it’s a bunch of little things but they really add up imo. bc like obvs when I first watched the arc without being caught up #in the manga I enjoyed it and I still do love it!! it’s beautifully animated and it still pulls at ur emotions very effectively haha #just interesting if not a bit frustrating to think about the gravity of what was left out/changed just bc of the major focus on emotion #in this arc especially #chitchat #mp100 spoilers

[padfootastic]

Hey!!

I’m a big fan of your blog as I am a fellow James and Sirius apologist. I feel like there aren’t enough people out here that love these two and their bond so finding someone who feels the same is like nothing short of a miracle. Especially one who is active on here. Also, I’m a big fan of your stories you are an amazing writer. ❤️

I was just sitting here thinking about how Sirius could have put an end to Lily’s relationship with James with a snap of his fingers if he felt so inclined. Like James and Lily are “soulmates” in canon but not the same soulmate level these two guys are on you know? I think back to your fic Shovel Talk in regards to this and how Sirius basically tells Lily as much. It just makes me sorta giggle (is that wrong?) because it’s just so true lol. Like James and Sirius were operating on a whole different plane of reality than everyone else I swear. I just I love those two boys so so so much.

If you wouldn’t mind sharing I would love to just read your thoughts on these guys. Like just to read you talking about them and their bond in whatever capacity you want. Weather it be what you think of them, how you see them, who you think they are, how you think they’re perceived by their friends just any and all thoughts you feel like sharing. This is only if you don’t mind. I just live for these two codependent lunatics and love getting to see other people love them. 💛💙

anon there is something in my eye and u might be responsible for it 🥺🥺

i don’t know where i’m getting this prongsfoot attention from as of late but i am absolutely not complaining because it is the best thing ever and i will never tire of talking about my baby boys. thank u so much for liking what i write (and thinking i’m active lol) :”)

also!!! another shovel talk fan!!! listen every time someone references that story, it makes my heart do this giddy little spin because it’s literally one of my favorite fics/hcs and i genuinely thought people wouldn’t like it but they do and it’s amazing.

you’ve given me such free reign that i don’t know where to start lol my mind has suddenly gone blank trying to think of something i haven’t already talked about before

hmmm ok let’s see. i know i skew towards sirius leaning on james a lot but i fully believe it was a relationship of equals. james was equally besotted by and reliant on sirius as the other way around. so i mentioned this in the last ask a bit, but i see james as someone who’s constantly burning bright and it’s…not exactly easy but very possible to snuff that light out completely. and i think lily had the potential for that bc of her sharp tongue & self righteousness. and she wouldnt think to tone herself down for james, either, because she sees what everyone else does—a spoiled, happy go lucky, privileged dude who doesn’t need to be treated with kid gloves. fair, yeah? except. sirius has seen this boy inside out, knows how fucking sensitive he is, and will do anything it takes to make sure james doesn’t shrink himself to fit the world. and this isn’t like—a huge thing, not for sirius. it’s in the little actions—cutting someone off when they might say something hurtful, turning him away from people who don’t like him, casually blocking hexes cast behind his back etc etc. sirius doesn’t have blinkers on, he knows first hand how ugly the world is and he doesn’t want it to touch his james. (sure, that might mean putting up with his big headed ass but he’ll take that any day over a subdued james potter) and we know from swm that he’s not scared or hesitant to go against james if needed so he’s the perfect person to both keep him in check and protect him ykno? (very grumpy one protects the sunshine one of me)

another thing i love thinking about is how unconditionally they love each other!!! james has a mean streak (often powered by ignorance/arrogance) and sirius genuinely has a whole dark side bc of his black heritage (so many thoughts on that ughhhhh) and it means the absolute world to sirius that james accepts all of him. his family doesn’t like him being a ‘muggle loving traitor’ and the people at hogwarts are scared/wary of his name and anger and sometimes he’s seen it even in his friends’ eyes and he’s sick and tired of having to hide parts of himself to be palatable so it’s like a fresh of breath air to be around james who never ever judges him. i’m such a sucker for unconditional acceptance lol both sides of sirius are fundamental to him and he can’t separate them from himself so whenever james steps up to him without hesitation or fear, it heals a part of him.

also, this might seem obvious, but i think they genuinely liked each other in a way that u don’t always see. like, they were each other’s favorite persons at all times, no questions asked. the average person might get sick of spending so much time with one person, even if it’s their best friend (i know i couldn’t lol) but not these two. they happily welcome every opportunity they have to be together. that’s why detentions are fun—hours left alone to goof around while working off their energy? sign them tf up. they genuinely look forward to talking to each time, every single class they share, nighttime when they can crawl into the others’ beds etc etc it’s all horribly codependent and perhaps not the healthiest (definitely not in a non-prongsfoot universe) but it’s james&sirius and even if they were stranded on an island together, they’d be happy about it

wrt to the james/lily/sirius thing—god, yes. sirius *knows* that he only needs to say the word and james would listen to him over lily and that’s so much power and sometimes he’s equal parts terrified and on top of the world bc of what he holds in his hands but it only makes him more determined to not abuse that trust and faith james places in him. i think this would happen with any potential partner, if only a bit harsher w lily bc of their experiences. james will always, always turn to sirius first and that can be a good or a bad thing, depending on how u look at it. u just know that remus and peter were envious of this dynamic but i think, over time, they overcame it and just resigned themselves to it. i can even see them (particularly remus) actually being a bit thankful it’s not them because let’s be honest, a friendship as all encompassing & overwhelming as this? not easy at all. u need to be able to completely open ur heart and soul up, break down even the smallest pretence of barriers, accept that you’ll always be part of a whole and that’s neither simple nor desirable most of the time. and i truly don’t eee remus laying himself bare open like that, not even for j or s. so i think he’s actually a bit relieved that these two tide over their most intense behaviours with each other and you get a more toned down version of them around others lol (does any of that make sense? i’m just rambling here tbh)

i’m gonna stop here bc i have no clue of any of this is even like, coherent. i erased and wrote the whole thing 2-3 times bc it kept growing a mind of its own and Not Cooperating so i hope this draft is,,,okay ykno?

#sirius black #james potter #prongsfoot #obligatory disclaimer that this is mainly headcanons bc i don’t want anyone coming @ me #been more hesitant on here lately bc i’ve been vagued by someone and it’s not fun lol #we all know bad faith interpretations r the only way people operate here eh? and i rly don’t like it #but anyway yeah. this is how i see these two and i’m rly not apologetic about it #why can i never stop myself from going off on these long drawn tangents smh #i have Thoughts re a confrontation w say lily that causes james to shut down and doubt himself so bad he’s like a ghost of himself #and it scares sirius so bad bc he’s never seen james so…quiet and he hates it. so he tries his best to make sure that never happens again #THIS WAS THE BEST ASK EVER ANON #thank u so much 🥺🥺🥺 #i love love love talking about these two (in case it wasn’t obvious from all the rambling hehe) #they have my entire heart #also think others look at these two and just genuinely get so baffled bc…how can two people be so happy together? it’s almost cartoon-ish #i’m not saying they didn’t disagree (well….) but it wasn’t like. A Thing. ykno? #and they always always respected & loved each other first no matter what the situation. didn’t like being away or fighting #so it was always in their best interests to make up as soon as possible #fic: shovel talk #ppb #pen’s asks

[latinokaeya-moving]

i don’t actually know anything lore wise abt sara genshin impact bc the game clearly isn’t interested in doing her well either but is the fact that she’s like literally a full blooded tengu trying to navigate a mortal human society that is shown to have prejudices/biases abt youkai brought up like ever

#x #or is her whole personality just her work. AGAIN #[grits teeth like angry old man shaking hand at cloud] hoyoverse…. #i think nonhumans trying to cope living in a mortal society not fully made for them is a cool narrative to explore #they vaguely try n do smth similar w ganyu/xiao n the other adepti in liyue #altho thays more to do w moving on from the age of gods n adepti i suppose #but whats up w inazuma like how’s the situation between humans n youkai over there #i get the impression the lines r kinda more blurred in that they’re not Super divided/separated u know #so much stuff w the shrine and the leylines and all that stuff is clearly still closely held like. cultural belief i suppose? idk the #right words #but like from ittos story at least we know onis don’t have a good rep at all #admittedly i haven’t looked at yae miko’s so idk abt her #but like fr. it’d be something interesting to explore #lol im mostly saying this bc i read a fic that was centered around sara that explored this a little and it was super neat #reminded me that i also rlly like the idea of the dynamic between itto n sara being so antagonistic but still ultimately putting up w each #other and valuing each other bc they’re some of the few youkai that r openly so and walking amidst human society u know #feeling of solidarity/companionship between u and the only other person of ur kind or that can relate in some way …. ough #anyways. i’m ok though #gi posting