#I honestly hope I'm missing something

[nerdgirlnarrates]

Recently I was talking to another med student and shared that before my grandmother died, her heart failure had gotten so bad that her doctors couldn’t effectively diurese her and she ended up needing several thoracenteses. The other med student suggested that these procedures were too aggressive and my grandmother’s doctors should have let her die instead. And I’m confused, because these procedures were very much palliative in nature: it is painful to have a pleural effusion preventing you from breathing well. She needed surgery to address the valve issues causing her heart failure, but she was not a good candidate for surgery, so she had already foregone curative measures. Also, my grandmother did not want to die of a pleural effusion. I’m not saying her quality of life was good--it wasn’t--but she didn’t want to essentially drown to death. And I’m kind of upset at the notion that her doctors should have forced her to die that way. That’s not humanity, peace, or dignity in death. Maybe I’m misunderstanding something, but the conversation has left me unhappy.

#I honestly hope I'm missing something #but I really think refusing my grandmother a procedure she wanted that relieved her pain would be incredibly cruel #also not sure how we're bypassing the issue of her very much having capacity and consenting to the procedure #idk this philosophy that this decision about her life #both its quality and quantity #should be taken away from her #makes me queasy #medblr #med school #med student #medicine #palliative care #end of life #my content #my text posts

[acruelerdonut]

Fight the good fight Captain 🫡

#I have no idea where I was going with this i was just in a rex mood #honestly i know its missing something but at the same time i have no time so i'm just happy with this #hope you guys enjoy too! #my art #the clone wars #star wars fanart #captain rex #clone wars rex

[royalphantompain]

Look! It's the Birthday Girl! She is now turning 15!

#ghost's pets #Uhh I will be sadly rambling in the tags so uhh just ignore this. i may delete the tags later. #But honestly April 4th does make me feel a bit sad because not only does is it Daisy's Birthday and she's only getting older #But her life is now halfway older. Also she had a sister from the same litter Lily but she died a few weeks after turning 13 from cancer #I still miss her so much and the thought of losing Daisy and Ozzy is awful but it's something I have to get ready for #I just hope I can just make the rest of their lives happy. #Also today is also my birthday and a part of me feels like I'm wasting my life away hahaha help

[machidielontheway]

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#3615 my life #tbh this is quite weird because it's been a long time since i've been so deep (and fast and long) in a funk like this #water close to the surface #everytime i miss my therapist i go to see her website / places hoping she magically began working again #she does not. but i found a link to a list of 'safe' therapists and while there's none of those listed in my city #there are a few that do meetings by video #i read the website of one and honestly i'm interested in a hopeful way #the way things are written what it says and how she work i like / i think it would fit #i'll go see if the others have website too and if need be chose #but i plan to contact this lady in the future in any case #which also help the brain feel like we're doing something so we can stop crying (for now)

[wereh0gz]

I just want to be done with this one stupid class I don't wanna do shit for it anymore

#ramblings #neg #like genuinely what if i just gave up #i have like 4 assignments left one being the final exam and like #what even is the point if i'm not gonna continue college #it's not like i would even do good in the final bc like half the shit in it isn't covered in the class #either that or it's just not expanded on or explained well enough #it's been the same for the midterm and most of the quizzes #they tried to cram a class that should take a whole year at least into a single semester #and cut so much stuff that is literally crucial to passing with a decent grade #like what is the point really #god i'm so fucking glad i dropped everything else now i know i would've fucking lost it by this point if i hadn't #honestly the only reason i didn't drop this one too is bc i missed the period where i could drop it without paying #since it was on a different schedule than the others i still had enough time to drop them before they charged me for it #which is fucking stupid by the way. making you pay to leave #they should give ppl refunds when they drop out i think #not like i paid for anything since i at least got enough financial aid to cover it all #but anyways fuck this gay earth i hope the entire college institution burns to the ground and no one has to deal with this shit ever again #i'm so fucking tired man #i've never wanted to give up on something more than i have on school #i'd rather do literally anything else

[resuri-art]

Is anyone else with ADHD get kind of depressed whenever they don't have any hyperfixation at the moment?

Hyperfixations can be an issue when they stop me from focusing on important things, but when I don't have one I feel very empty and sad.

#right now my fuel is YGO as you could guess #but just before I had a period with any hyperfixation and it was awful in my head #I went through previous interests in the hope it wouls trigger something but nope #I had a big ff15 period just before but even this couldn’t do anything and I was feeling so empty like something was missing in me #honestly I don't think I ever had a hyperfixation this strong before YGO #last time was my kingdom heart era but that was 10 years ago (I'm still a huge KH fan but I'm not obsessed about it like I was in the past) #even my CLAMP period wasn’t that strong

[dribs-and-drabbles]

So I've already mentioned how I initially went all Kimlock Holmes about what Kinn might have forgotten at the end of ep 10...before realising that he might have meant Pete (when I read y'all's posts about it)...but...I'm circling back round to hoping that the 'thing' is something else because I just think it would be absolutely brilliant if it were.

Imagine...what if there is something important related to what went down that Kinn has forgotten, something which we as an audience haven't been entirely privy to yet and that will be a pivotal issue when it comes to the final showdown (which, if the trailer is to be believed, seems to be hinting at Vegas being the instigator)...? Something which has been seeded but we haven't had all the necessary hints yet which would make us guess at what it is...

I just think this would be fantastic...because forgetting Pete is a little played for laughs and I just think it would be brilliant if in the end we get completely clowned by the show and everyone unnecessarily got their knickers in a twist about how 'terrible' Kinn is when in fact he didn't forget Pete at all. I dunno. I have to admit, I don't think this will be the case because it's perhaps a little too sophisticated for the show...but wouldn't it be brilliant if it were?!

NO SPOILERS PLEASE.

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche series #kinnporsche the series #honestly...the last time a fandom got all their knickers in a twist (bad buddy ep 11 -> ep 12) we were completely wrong #so I'm really hoping uncle tong is messing with us here #giving us a red herring to get upset about. distracting our attention from what's really important #because I'm missing a bit of the 'politics' in the show #and I'm hoping it's not because it's just not there #but because it's been sprinkled in so liberally #that as things come to a head...we will find out how it all goes together #the italians. the yakuzas. the second family etc... #because kimlock holmes DOES have that whole-ass murder board #so there IS something more complicated going on #and I want to know more about it...so I hope it all comes out at some point #and that whatever kinn has forgotten is part of this. some little detail that went over our heads #ahhhhhhhhh #PLEASE DON'T TELL ME ANYTHING ABOUT THE NOVEL IF YOU THINK I'M WRONG #just let me speculate/yearn in ignorance. thank you

[fortune-maiden]

Finally all prompts made up!

Now to fill today's prompt but I have no ideas for either this or any of the alts ^^"

(i have one tgcf idea but it might be a bit dark.....)

#don't mind me having a moment #magical remedy also makes me think of tts so maybe i could try something with that #honestly though looking at the second half of the prompts i'm starting to run out of ideas in general #at this point i'm most excited for days 19 & 30 ^^'' #every time i've run out of ideas I started dipping into scenes of random aus i'll never write xD #part of me wishes i had picked a different 30 day challenge to randomly commit to #because i don't actually like writing sickfic (and especially not this much of it) #but something like whumptober and fluffvember locks me into a genre #while part of the fun I've been having with sicktember is seeing how many genres i can get away with xD #i hope there will be at least 1 or 2 more things i like enough to post #i've missed posting things

[xxlelaxx]

I'm so used to stuff just working out last minute... I'm starting to get worried this time it won't. But I'm sure it will. It will be okay. Like always.

#ignore me #trying to find an apartment... #hope things work out but they are terrible for everyone else and honestly we got lucky with this apartment thanks to connections #but usually everything works out fine for me and we have a good application that we worked hard on #a friend did cause honestly she's an angel but still #i just wanna move closer to my parents #just wish there were more places to live for younger people #everything is too expensive and it's like the world doesnt want you to start a family #and that just makes me so angry cause then they complain about it but instead of making the situation better they just blame people who #dont want kids like they are at fault which is stupid! #my friends are not the problem they are the only hope i have #genuinely they've been so supportive and loving and i know they will love this kid as aunts and uncles and they will be great at it #my baby isnt even here and there are people planning gifts and wanting to start saving money for their future and i know this kid will be #loved and supported by all of us but at the same time I'm angry that the people before us had it so much easier and refuse to make it #easier for us! stop letting others horde the wealth we all need and start actually helping us out #you want kids but are not willing to put in the work for it and quite honestly I'm so fucking sick of it #like instead of building 2 room apartments build something big enough for the big families you want so much but that means missing out on #people to exploit so you lazy fuckers get rich but yeah sure keep pushing your shit conservative views on all of us to protect the same #families and kids that you refuse to support with your shit policies #god this went on a big tangent but in my defense pregnancy hormones are one hell of a trip #and I'm starting to get pissed #and I'm tired #but not tired enough

[smol-bean-of-the-smols]

gotta love it when im too scared and nervous to ask my mom for something that means a lot to me because im afraid it’ll upset her and she’ll say no 

#bean rants #its about hanging out with a friend one last time before he goes off to college except we hung out a little over a week ago #and my mom is never happy when she has to drive to his place cuz its like 45 mins to an hour drive there #and she was in a good mood and everything this morning #i even lingered after our morning talk in hopes she'll ask if theres anything she needs to know for this week or something #but i couldn't bring it up #she noticed something was bothering me but assume it was because i'm not sleeping well #i'll probably ask her at dinner but i really wanted to ask this morning #and it doesnt help that i drank something with caffeine in it #so my nerves are even more bothersome #honestly i think i'll cry if she says no #thats how much this means to me #i've been so emotional already lately and the fact that im not gonna see my friend until like thanksgiving break or something finally set in #im gonna miss him #anyway thats enough of that

[tvrningon-archive]

     @viciousbite​ sent: ❛ please touch me . ❜ //Akaza for Kaiya~           from: consent is sexy!

     straddling akaza’s hips, kaiya takes her time tracing each of his tattoos. her touch is gentle, pace unhurried as her eyes memorize each line, curve, and corner; how beautiful he is, kaiya thinks as her fingers trail along the line that runs straight down akaza’s chest. too beautiful, she thinks, to resist trailing her lips along his tattoos next, so she doesn’t resist and kisses along his inked skin, gently nipping at his throat and sucking just hard enough to leave a mark... which heals as quick as it appears. 

     the demoness brushes her fingertips across the unblemished skin, a little disappointed. it would be embarrassing to admit, but she finds a small delight in the marks left behind, like little reminders of these moments. it’s a shame they heal so quickly.

     akaza’s fingers, long since buried in her hair, tug at lavender locks, prompting kaiya to meet his glowing eyes ( how pretty they are, like moons staring back at her ). 

     “ please touch me. ”

     a blush creeps up kaiya’s chest, along her cheeks, and to the tips of her ears. his voice sounds so breathy, a little desperate. it may not be the first time they’ve done something like this, but it still unleashes butterflies within her stomach to know akaza wants her, that she’s the reason his heart beats a little faster. a smile stretches across kaiya’s face, bright and absolutely enamored.

     who is she to deny him when he’s asked for her touch so nicely? 

     “ well, since you said please... ” kaiya shifts back, placing one more kiss to akaza’s stomach and hooking her fingers around the waistline of his pants. “ i won’t make you wait anymore. ”

     how sweetly she speaks, even after she’s rid akaza of his pants and situated herself between his legs. “ like this? ” her dainty fingers wrap around the tip of his cock, smearing precum over the tip and down the tattooed length. “ does that feel good? ” it isn’t like she needs a verbal answer when akaza shuts his eyes and gasps as her hand strokes up and down his length, but she hopes he’ll praise her. it’s enough just to watch him slowly unravel, but he’s made kaiya greedy. she wants to hear him unravel, too, listen to his moaned approval.

     that’s why kaiya takes him into her mouth next, humming happily when he buries his hand in her hair once more. her sky-colored gaze meets his half-lidded one, maintaining eye contact as she rises just to suck on the head of his cock before descending as far as her throat will allow. she keeps that up best she can, heart racing all the while to hear akaza’s grunts and moans. just like that, he tells her, flushed and still staring back at her, and kaiya gladly obliges with another hum that has akaza jerking his hips and nearly choking her.

     it catches her by surprise, but then kaiya presses her palms against akaza’s hips and hums again. if he really wanted to, he could overpower her easily, yet he listens to her touch, allows her to limit his movement despite the hitch in his voice as he draws ever nearer to the end. he is at her mercy now, by choice; that knowledge sends a new wave of heat straight to her core, urges kaiya to keep going even when her jaw begins to feel sore. she can tell he’s close, and all she wants is to see him come undone for her.

     when he does, his hand grips her hair a little tighter as if to ground himself, and kaiya happily remains right where she is to allow akaza to ride out his climax. she doesn’t mind swallowing his release, though it is a little messy when she pulls off of akaza. but even that doesn’t distract kaiya from admiring the way akaza looks now, chest heaving, face flushed, and golden eyes softly gazing back at her. her heart stutters when he reaches up, brushes a thumb across her bottom lip, and once again, she finds herself thinking he’s entirely too beautiful to not be kissed. so kaiya leans back down to slot her mouth against akaza’s, the taste of his release still fresh on her tongue.

     “ you’re too beautiful, ” kaiya sighs against his lips. “ i would give you anything you asked for you, you know. ” and then, somehow appearing equally shy and teasing, the demoness rests her forehead against akaza’s.

     “ so... would you like to touch me next? ”

#viciousbite #ASDFGH HONESTLY EVERY TIME I WRITE SOMETHING LIKE THIS I SHOCK MYSELF #but you know what akaza and kaiya deserve it so : ) asdfgh #thank you for sending this in and being so patient!!! #i've had it 90% done for a while but it was missing something and today!! i finally revamped it a lil so now i'm happy with it!! #and i hope you are too!! but let me know if akaza is ever ooc!! i try not to be too specific or anything but sometimes it's unavoidable ;;; #interactions | kaiya #it's just a little spice ❤ | n.s.f.w.

[qilinkisser]

hi pollen!!!!! we used to be mutuals around a year ago (? i think) until i deactivated and started a whole new account, and i havent really talked to you since ^_^' but you popped up on my dash since i still follow selfship tags and was ljke wow!!!! i know you !!!!!!! i remember i made a bit of art of you and ganyu, and i thought u were really cool haha

just thought id pop in and say hi :3 im glad u and ganyu r doing well!!!! hope u have an awesome sauce day

omg hiii!! gosh it's so nice to hear from you :)) I'm going to be super honest.. I'm not super sure of who u are >-<; but nevertheless, I'm happy to hear from you either way :3 wow.. a whole year! time must fly really fast wow,,,

#WAIT I LOOKED THROUGH MY ZORYU FOLDER. there's only one piece of art from someone who deactivated.. #idk if you want me to say your name or anything but. oh my god... I remember you #I'm so so happy to see that you're okay :) when I saw you deactivated I was. really sad honestly. I missed talking with you #I hope you're doing really great <33 I still really cherish the art you made of us #if you want you could send me a dm or private ask or something of the sort #I'd love to talk with you again :) #I think I still have your discord you can always dm me there too :3 #not gonna share my disc user on here bc I don't wanna deal with random dms but #my discord icon is a picture of a character with a star head if that helps you find me! and the name is 'pollymer' #Asks 💌

[sunny-bunny-bird]

i really hope CravenWyvern is okay, wherever they are now

#solar.txt #can't help but worry #as much as i miss their work i'm also just like. girl. are you Alive? #i remember seeing something vaguely about their tumblr having a warning prev to them deleting but i missed it #honestly didn't even know they had a tumblr #i really hope they just wanted to.... idk. get out of the fandom or not be popular or whatever but i'm a paranoid bitch and i worry #plus i related to some of their works about ideation a liiiitttle too much so i'm uh. hm. #on the off chance ur out there reading this Craven. i dunno if it helps or hurts but i want u to know how deeply ur work touched me #how it inspired my own and made me legit cry at times. thanks for the memories. even if the words are gone? #the spirit of them are seared into my mind forever. the ideas it gave me live on in my own writing #peace and love and the way the internet is both ephemeral and also forever

[fingertipsmp3]

This thing I've just coded for my assignment is genuinely dogshit but I think I kind of have to just submit it 🫠

#okay it's not like.. Bad it's just everyone else (bar maybe the person who apparently hadn't encountered html before class) will have made #something way better #plus i had a vision for how i wanted this page to look but i just can't seem to reenact it #div classes were refusing to cooperate and so were section tags so i was just like 'fuck this' #and i just styled everything by type (so making all the headers the same colour & font and then doing the same with the paragraphs and list #which i know is not the most efficient way to do it and the finished product is nowhere close to my vision #plus i know i'm probably going to get negative feedback for not using divs or semantics when we just learned about them in the last class #but they wouldn't work for me and it was going to end up being my thirteenth reason #i so badly wanted to show off but honestly like.... i can change this any time i want #plus it doesn't actually say in the assignment to include divs? just says 'include whatever sections you want' #well i want one big section okay #i have a header and a footer (which they wanted) and basic styling (ditto) and i got down all the basic information they wanted #plus i added lists and links which i think honestly shows Some level of skill #i think i'm just going to submit it. fuck it. i can always improve upon it later in the course #i would come back to it later this afternoon and see if i can get literally Anything on there to cooperate but 1) i don't want to look at i #anymore. i hate it and 2) i don't know if there's a deadline?? i assumed we had to have it in before the next class. which is monday #but idk. i could literally have already missed the deadline. i hope not #look i'm just going to send it in. if anyone asks why it's so bad i will just cry #crying is free and makes people feel bad. it is the way #personal

[jedi-bird]

Pulled out as many Star Wars books as I could find from the loft, along with what I hope are the last of the craft books. Temporarily put the Star Wars books in their bookshelf (I'll need to rearrange it later to fit everything in better). Sorted through and pulled out the ones I'm going to try and get signed this weekend. Somehow lost an hour of time and don't know how or why and it's a bit scary so I'm taking a break and might just call it a day.

#birdy tries to be a good adult #I'm still missing star wars books and it's honestly getting annoying #i know i have ones I'm looking for or at least had at some point #I'm hoping they're just in something i missed and it's not a case of my mom throwing them away years ago #i do know of one that's been missing for years and it's my friends fault #it's going to be hard to find a copy now but I'm going to try #I'm also officially out of room for craft books so i really hope I'm finally done finding them #i do have a few that repeat so I'm going to have to thin them out if i do

[inhonoredglory]

Aziraphale’s Choice, the Job Connection, and Michael Sheen’s Morality

Update: Michael Sheen liked this post on Twitter, so I'm fairly certain there is a lot of validity to it.

I’ve had time to process Aziraphale’s choice at the end of Season 2. And I think only blaming the religious trauma misses something important in Aziraphale’s character. I think what happened was also Aziraphale’s own conscious choice––as a growth from his trauma, in fact. Hear me out.

Since November 2022 I’ve been haunted by something Michael Sheen said at the MCM London Comic Con. At the Q&A, someone asked him about which fantasy creature he enjoyed playing most and Michael (bless him, truly) veered on a tangent about angels and goodness and how, specifically,

We as a society tend to sort of undervalue goodness. It’s sort of seen as sort of somehow weak and a bit nimby and “oh it’s nice.” And I think to be good takes enormous reserves of courage and stamina. I mean, you have to look the dark in the face to be truly good and to be truly of the light…. The idea that goodness is somehow lesser and less interesting and not as kind of muscular and as passionate and as fierce as evil somehow and darkness, I think is nonsense. The idea of being able to portray an angel, a being of love. I love seeing the things people have put online about angels being ferocious creatures, and I love that. I think that’s a really good representation of what goodness can be, what it should be, I suppose.

I was looking forward to BAMF!Aziraphale all season long, and I think that’s what we got in the end. Remember Neil said that the Job minisode was important for Aziraphale’s story. Remember how Aziraphale sat on that rock and reconciled to himself that he MUST go to Hell, because he lied and thwarted the will of God. He believed that––truly, honestly, with the faith of a child, but the bravery of a soldier.

Aziraphale, a being of love with more goodness than all of Heaven combined, believed he needed to walk through the Gates of Hell because it was the Right Thing to do. (Like Job, he didn’t understand his sin but believed he needed to sacrifice his happiness to do the Right Thing.)

That’s why we saw Aziraphale as a soldier this season: the bookshop battle, the halo. But yes, the ending as well.

Because Aziraphale never wanted to go to Heaven, and he never wanted to go there without Crowley.

But it was Crowley who taught him that he could, even SHOULD, act when his moral heart told him something was wrong. While Crowley was willing to run away and let the world burn, it was Aziraphale (in that bandstand at the end of the world) who stood his ground and said No. We can make a difference. We can save everyone.

And Aziraphale knew he could not give up the ace up his sleeve (his position as an angel) to talk to God and make them see the truth in his heart.

I was messed up by Ineffable Bureaucracy (Boxfly) getting their happy ending when our Ineffable Husbands didn’t, but I see now that them running away served to prove something to Aziraphale. (And I am fully convinced that Gabriel and Beelzebub saw the example of the Ineffables at the Not-pocalypse and took inspiration from them for choosing to ditch their respective sides)

But my point is that Aziraphale saw them, and in some ways, they looked like him and Crowley. And he saw how Gabriel, the biggest bully in Heaven, was also like him in a way (a being capable of love) and also just a child when he wasn’t influenced by the poison of Heaven. Muriel, too, wasn’t a bad person. The Metatron also seemed to have grown more flexible with his morality (from Aziraphale's perspective). Like Earth, Heaven was shades of (light?) gray.

Aziraphale is too good an angel not to believe in hope. Or forgiveness (something he’s very good at it).

Aziraphale has been scarred by Heaven all his life. But with the cracks in Heaven’s armor (cracks he and Crowley helped create), Aziraphale is seeing something else. A chance to change them. They did terrible things to him, but he is better than them, and because of Crowley, he feels ready to face them.

(Will it work? Can Heaven change, institutionally? Probably not, but I can't blame Aziraphale for trying.)

At the cafe, the Metatron said something big was coming in the Great Plan. Aziraphale knows how trapped he had felt when he didn’t have God’s ear the first time something huge happened in the Big Plan. He can’t take a chance again to risk the world by not having a foot in the door of Heaven. That’s why we saw individual human deaths (or the threat of death) so much more this season: Elspeth, Wee Morag, Job’s children, the 1940s magician. Aziraphale almost killed a child when he couldn’t get through to God, and he’s not going through that again.

“We could make a difference.” We could save everyone.

Remember what Michael Sheen said about courage and doing good––and having to “look the dark in the face to be truly good.” That’s what happened when Aziraphale was willing to go to Hell for his actions. That’s what happened when he decided he had to go to Heaven, where he had been abused and belittled and made to feel small. He decided to willingly go into the Lion’s Den, to face his abusers and his anxiety, to make them better so that they would not try to destroy the world again.

Him, just one angel. He needed Crowley to be there with him, to help him be brave, to ask the questions that Heaven needed to hear, to tell them God was wrong. Crowley is the inspiration that drives Aziraphale’s change, Crowley is the engine that fuels Aziraphale’s courage.

But then Crowley tells him that going to Heaven is stupid. That they don’t need Heaven. And he’s right. Aziraphale knows he’s right.

Aziraphale doesn’t need Heaven; Heaven needs him. They just don’t know how much they need him, or how much humanity needs him there, too. (If everyone who ran for office was corrupt, how can the system change?)

Terry Pratchett (in the Discworld book, Small Gods) is scathing of God, organized religion, and the corrupt people religion empowers, but he is sympathetic to the individual who has real, pure faith and a good heart. In fact, the everyman protagonist of Small Gods is a better person than the god he serves, and in the end, he ends up changing the church to be better, more open-minded, and more humanist than god could ever do alone.

Aziraphale is willing to go to the darkest places to do the Right Thing, and Heaven is no exception. When Crowley says that Heaven is toxic, that’s exactly why Aziraphale knows he needs to go there. “You’re exactly is different from my exactly.”

____

In the aftermath of Trump's election in the US, Brexit happened in 2018. Michael Sheen felt compelled to figure out what was going on in his country after this shock. But he was living in Los Angeles with Sarah Silverman at the time, and she also wanted to become more politically active in the US.

Sheen: “I felt a responsibility to do something, but it [meant] coming back [to Britain] – which was difficult for us, because we were very important to each other. But we both acknowledge that each of us had to do what we needed to do.” In the end, they split up and Michael moved back to the UK.

Sometimes doing the Right Thing means sacrificing your own happiness. Sometimes it means going to Hell. Sometimes it means going to Heaven. Sometimes it means losing a relationship.

And that’s why what happened in the end was so difficult for Aziraphale. Because he loves Crowley desperately. He wants to be together. He wanted that kiss for thousands of years. He knows that taking command of Heaven means they would never again have to bow to the demands of a God they couldn’t understand, or run from a Hell who still came after them. They could change the rules of the game.

And he’s still going to do that. But it hurts him that he has to do that alone.

#good omens #good omens 2 #ineffable husbands #it's kinda like capt america: civil war #with Azi as Tony Stark: traumatized and trying to do the right thing #and Crowley being Steve Rogers: fuck the establishment let's go rogue #gos2spoilers #good omens meta #good omens 2 meta #go s2 #michael sheen #go s2 meta #go meta #*mine #*mymeta #ineffables husbands #ineffable soulmates #*mybest