#I hate my music class so much

[itsjustpoopeh]

irl buck coming out at his sister's wedding would be r/AITA material

but on TV, well...

#911 abc #bucktommy #evan buckley #i hope his parents get that middle class WASP lemon sucking face #i hope tommy swoops in with his helicopter to save the day like a knight in shining armor #gives buck one of those “kick my foot up” kisses #with swelling orchestral background music #margie needs a fainting couch and the smelling salts for the vapors #she can do that trembly old lady about to cry voice she likes so much #will I get any of this? #no but a bitch can dream #this is a buckley parents hate blog

[jaz-it-up]

i hope every professor who forces me to record my own voice instead of actually letting me give a presentation goes to hell no matter what

#jaz.original #jaz.college #vent #god i hate recording myself so much #i literally gave up my lifelong dream of being a music major bc i had to record myself for a class #the second i hit record i will just have a panic attack #i'm lowkey panicking rn just thinking about it

[k1rishiki]

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#band teacher asks my class abt our musical backgrounds > i'm the only one there who Doesn't Have One > he's confused why i signed up for the #class > i have to awkwardly explain that i want to be a vocaloid composer and they no longer offer music theory > tell my dad abt how i had #to awkwardly describe what vocaloid is to my teacher > realize my dad has a v flawed idea abt what vocaloid is despite the many. many years #i've been enamored w it > try making him listen to vocaloid songs to fix his perception > have vocaloid songs in my youtube recs afterwards #> tailor shop of enbizaka shows up in said recs > make a bitchy tumblr post abt disliking the evillious novels on principle > feel bad for #not knowing evillious well enough to properly hate on it > evillious autism hits > go on evillious tiktok bc i'm curious > someone is #showing off the riliane dollfie dream > god i wish that were me dot jpeg > another person is cosplaying riliane > god i wish that were me #dot jpeg the sequel > think abt how badly i want that riliane dollfie + want to cosplay her constantly > there are only so many thoughts ab #riliane dollfie + cosplay one can have before they start branching out to other characters > 'the miku dollfie would make a killer prop for #a gallerian cosplay' > 'oh my god i have to get the miku dollfie and cosplay gallerian' > look into the different available dollfies > #check how much they cost secondhand > start trying to figure out how many dollfies i can budget for in a year > it's been hours #> i NEED a dollfie so much it's unreal > not even specifically the miku dollfie bc she's insanely expensive 2nd hand and i want to wait for #the inevitable rerelease > type moon & haruhi suzumiya dollfies tend to go for ~500usd > i NEED a dollfie so bad it's unreal #a few months and one of them will be mine. 'which one?' the one that i can get the best deal on when the time comes #romeo.txt

[comradedanipedrosa]

How am I supposed to sleep now 😐

#have the Longest day tomorrow can't wait for it to be over this week really so much work #wake uo early to travel carpool with a friend which means no music 😭 presentation first period then prepare for presentation at 5 #extra class from 3-5 for. entrepreneurship like brother i came here for social work class what even #and then meeting from 6 for conference on Thursday friday 😭 #this is why i hate later races morning ones are sm nicer i can go about my day after that #gn

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

how is everyone feeling on this fine monday?

#personally i am feeling like shit :D #most of my friends. hm. i mean theyre allowed to do other stuff but mondays used to be OUR days and today. was not that #lets leave it at that #and my best friend is feeling similarly rejected but also in general Not Well #and its starting to grate on me #like logically i understand that its good and healthy to get help and talk abt stuff like this #but sometimes i just wanna tell her to suck it up like the rest of us (<- me who is very bad at getting help) #which is mean and unfair so im not doing it ofc #PLUS they didnt have the book i wanted at the library #and also i almost forgot how much my class sucks i hate all of them (<- loud) #also me and another friend are super excited abt a project thats up soon #but due to my best friend's mood she wasnt excited at all and that kinda killed my enthusiasm. for now but. still #UGH I HATE THIS #a biscuit's rambles #oh well time to go listen to too loud music and rest and paint and then listen to tma some more #maybe thatll restore my social and general battery #and i mean i did only sleep 4 and a half hours so idk what i expected tbh

[airenyah]

ok so today i had my first thai class after a really long christmas break and somehow andreas gabalier (an austrian folk singer) and his music came up. and i don't remember what exactly my teacher said but he made a comment along the lines of "andreas gabalier is considered a standard good looking dude here in austria, right?" (my teacher is from thailand, so he wasn't sure about austrian people's preferences)

and his question was met with complete silence, because the thing is... our class consists of 3 middle aged guys plus one more guy in his early 30s. and then there's me. the only girl

and since no one answered the question about andreas gabalier's looks, our teacher then addressed me directly and following conversation ensued:

teacher: "[airenyah]?" me: (feeling slightly shy and embarrassed) ".....i don't know what andreas gabalier looks like 🙈" everyone: (breaks out in laughter) middle-aged classmate: (highly amused) "i suspect he's not your type..." (me: "oh 🙈") "you're not missing out on anything :D"

i really like my teacher but god, let me live. don't put me on the spot like that 😩😩😩

#i hate when people ask me my opinion on somebody's looks #esp if that somebody in question is an older dude (as in significantly older than me. doesn't have to be ''old'' in reality) #idk!!! the person looks normal to me!!! person-shaped!!! idk‚ what do you want from me!!! i'm too asexual for this conversation!!! #we're not super close in this class (it's online which doesn't help with that either) so no one actually knows shit about my sexuality #and idk if my teacher put me on the spot for heteronormative reasons bc i'm the only girl in class #or bc he trusts my opinion (technically i could be considered an expert in austrian culture‚ i have a BA for that now lol) #but somehow my classmate's comment felt really reassuring to me somehow #i have no idea what made him think that that singer wouldn't be my type (maybe the age difference??) but like #so true man. so true. you don't even know #what even IS my type #airenyah plappert #stories from my thai class #also yeah everyone was laughing but it wasn't mean-spirited like. they weren't laughing AT me #i think my comment was just funny to them bc they probably weren't expecting it and so maybe they were surprised #or maybe bc i'm also the youngest in the group so maybe in their heads they were going ''aw she's too young to know andreas gabalier'' #(i mean i WAS very much aware of him‚ i just never cared about him and his music and so i didn't care to know about his appearance) #the guys were laughing very amusedly while i was just sitting there like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ lmao (i too was amused when they laughed tho) #anyway i have since looked up andreas gabalier's face and he is literally just some dude to me #i do hate his hairstyle tho. it looks greasy with gel ewww #but yeah apart from that my opinion on his looks is that he looks like an ordinary human being idk #nothing good and nothing bad about it #(except yeah. the hair gel maybe. maybe that IS bad actually)

[nyctodromist]

it isn't too late to switch to cello!!!!! a professional cellist who played at an event i went to started without having touched an instrument at 18, she's in her 60s now and she's toured europe for music stuff. come join us!!! cello is fun!!!

thank you for the encouragement!! what i meant in those tags is that the orchestra i'm involved in is through my school, i'm in the top one out of the three, and i'm in my second to last year. i only realized a couple weeks ago that a large part of the reason i'm so miserable in that class is because i play the viola, but i can't really do anything with that realization now. i'm sure i could learn cello if i wanted to, but i have a bad history with taking private music lessons, and if i switched now i'd probably have to drop out of the top orchestra since i don't think i could get up to the level we're expected to be at over the summer. i also have a bad history with joining orchestras outside of my school, so that doesn't really feel like an option either. it just sucks that i'm only now figuring out what's wrong when i can't really do anything about it

#bernie talks #asks #my brother plays cello i could probably ask him #but i don't think he enjoys it too much #we both have music issues lmao #and i know i could just drop the class but even though i hate it i'm too emotionally invested to leave #the concerts are so much fun but that's the only part i enjoy

[dreamsy990]

do you ever ask your teacher to explain something during study hall when hes not doing literally anything for the next 40 minutes and hes like "oh i would explain that but actually go talk to this person who hates you and get them to explain" and interrupts you when you try to explain they've been harrassing you for the past year and then tells you that you cant sit where you want to actually you HAVE TO sit next to this person who hates you so they can explain something when you know for a fact they sleep through every single class so they wouldnt help even if they did like you and so you sit there in the MIDDLE OF THE CLASSROOM where its impossible for you to properly function because of your crippling anxiety and paranoia when youre doing anything in full view of other people so instead you just sit there for 40 minutes on the verge of an anxiety attack and get less done than you wouldve if you hadnt asked at all???? and in the end youre still confused?????????????

yeah. love those days actually.

#vent i think #idk i dont know how to do my science homework tho #my friends all sleep through class so theyre not much help #i think my science teacher hates me actually #like when he checks homework he stops by my desk and flips through my work #and he doesnt do this for literally anyone else #and i wear headphones in class a lot because hearing things like people around me breathing and other small noises bothers me a lot #theyre not noise cancelling and im never playing any music through them #they only muffle things a bit #hes the only teacher in the whole school who gets mad at me for wearing them #hes not even a rude guy #hes actually really nice but i dont think. he likes me.

[merry-the-cookie]

I FINISHED. THE GOTDAM EPISODE I FINISHED THE STORYBOARD I AM DOOOOOOOONE

I DID IT I FINISHED THE EPISODE!!!!!! FUUUUUCK!!!

i have a week long break now i am so going to SLEEP and also NOT DRAW ANIMALS my god. my god!!!! i finished the storyboard!!!! a 20 minutes long episode!!!!!!!! my very first professional storyboard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! might cry!!! with relief ghkjGHDJFGJDF

#that last stretch there was PURE HELL...... HATED IT #okay give me tonight and maybe also tomorrow and then ill be human again fdhjKGHJDF #i gotta go to the studio tomorrow for the brief for the next episode and then i have my music classes but after that. im gonna sleep so much #i have. so many messages ghfjgfhkjdgf iM SO SORRY #but also im gonna draw. fanart #and im gonna work on the merch stuff #and im gonna write #and im gonna play instruments my god i have left them to gather dust #anyways im. im gonna go pass out now fhj>GHJGHJDGFJFD #teresa.txt #immediatly went on to buy myself the boots and cardigans id been eyeing all week and keeping as a prize for when im done gjfkHDJSJD #a lil too much money spent at once but i deserve it #the internet exclusive edition of the boots that were sold out in my size and were suddenly back on let me tell u i was sweatin gndjHFJD

[liesonthefloordramatically]

Every saint has a past, every sinner has a future So you know what keeps me hangin' around No, you can't keep a good man down

#今日の気分は #classes start tomorrow so spent today writing lesson plans and listening to old playlists #truly wild that this song still evokes such a wild emotion in me www #I listened to SO much Ludo starting in my junior year of college #anyway. time for me to pass out. I hate my class schedule so much this term #music #Ludo

[aztrosist666]

not 2 be that guy but taylor swift just cannot possibly be that good

#like. THAT good yk #half of my friends are fucking obsessed w her and like. idk #the actual music is boring as fuck and her lyrics are. eh #actually i’m so mad about the music YOU HAVE A GUITAR FUCKIN USE IT!!! DO SOME COOL SHIT WITH IT!!!! I HATE CHORDS!!!! #idk i’ll be listening to an older song of hers thaf every straight girl i know pretty much worships and it’s like wow you are. boring #<— we played love story in my guitar class (all straight people except me) and all the girls were like AUGH THIS SONG >>>> #literally what r u talking about #🐋

[selkiecoded]

love the girl trying to choreograph our choir stuff asking us to bring in sunglasses as if half the choir doesnt wear glasses

#i literally dont even own any sunglasses bc i cant use them #so annoying not only is the one we're dancing to the SEVEN MINUTE song. but also i hate dancing. #if i wanted to dance and sing at the same time i wouldve done musical theater instead of choir idiot #anyways i gotta stop complaining out loud she was telling us this last class #and i thought i was being quiet when i was sadly like 'i wear glasses.... :(' um. i was not being as quiet as i thought oops #IN MY DEFENSE. i was very eepy. and i hate having to dance for choir THE SONGS ARENT EVEN GOOD #the end of year concert is supposed to be the fun pop music time and the theme is fucking like. retro. its all shit 70s and 80s songs. #LIKE THE 7 min one is a medley of fucking YACHT ROCK. including a worse version of dancing queen by not abba #i hate the songs soso much. theres one w a line about squares (nerds) and the prof gave a lecture abt what it means WE KNOW WHAT IT MEANS #complainibg. ill have to remember to see if i can find sunhlasses before tomorrow i can steal. i literally dont own any sunglasses.....

[itstimeforstarwars]

My department has a secret radio that we borrow from the night crew so we don't have to listen to ed sheeran and sia all day but the downside is that because it's a radio we do have to hear the commercials and the commercials on the classic rock station somebody keeps putting on are downright insufferable.

#chit chat #'does this generation even know what 'around the clock' means?' idk brenda maybe we should ask them #maybe we should ask the most overworked generation since before world war 2 if they know what 'around the clock' means #i hate that commerical and i hate the radio hosts soooo much #oooh im on a classic rock station i gotta let the listeners know that millenials are stupid and the devil #despite the fact that millenials r like. 30. like they're not the teenagers you seem to think they are. #and teenagers aren't stupid and the devil you’re just not trying to communicate with them #like today's radio show was all about how one host's kid is in a philosophy class and so is asking questions about the purpose of life #and stuff like that #and it's just half a fucking hour of the host just mocking their kid and the school and like??? #go fuck yourself??? #i like thursdays because then i get to listen to my own music on my phone #because otherwise the more senior members of the department play country or this shitty station

[elytrafemme]

i think i’ve picked up this kind of ambitiousness from my father where i want to study like 100 different things in college and post grad money-willing but i was looking at a university im applying to and the kind of requirements for majoring / minoring in certain fields and. y’know i get the feeling that trying to double major and double minor might be slightly difficult huh

#nightmare.personal #i'm definitely GOING to double major that being said but idk about the minors lol #i'm planning to double major political sceicne & psychology unless i learn i hate it in college #(studying it in high school though i absolutely love it) #the minor was initially gonna be english but the more i think about it i think journalism as a minor makes more sense #but journalism minors AND majors typically require internships which i was gonna do anyway but also capstones #which might be a little hard to navigate? probably not impossible i've done journalism for years #the pro of having an English minor though is that i'm gonna take a lot of English classes anyway so May As Well #but maybe i should just. only take the english classes i'm interested it #i also just have. so many classes i Really want to take lmfao so i'm worried about filling my schedule too much #because i want us to take music theory for klavier and then english classical literature for dahlia #not sure if rory has any interests that are out of bounds but like #i also do want to learn to computer program #slams my head against a wall. it's okay it's okay #i'll just. take a LOT of classes each year. i can do it #this makes me excited btw i'm not super stressed just #the stress would be i don't get to study something i wanted to #rather than having to study more to cover everything #bc i am perfectly happy to take a lot of classes. again provided costs aren't horrific and my health is okay

[bubbled-clouds]

it’s me and my lack of self-awareness against the world

#i hate never realizing How overstimulated i am *until* i have a headache and am on the brink of sobbing #pls i have class for 2 hours and ive been awake since 4 am #not only that! but there was this like 40 min karaoke thing that happened with bright lights and loud music and ofc i was singing but ouch! #my head hurts so much and im being so brave about it #oh and one of my besties hasnt texted me back in 4 days with 0 warning so that’s happening #strong emotions fr are the worst like wtf make it stop #i have to give a presentation too like 😭😭😭 sjdvsksbak please stop #local enby just wants to be in a dark room on the floor #im so so overstimulated i actually sshsvakaowhvsks #not cool not cool !!!! #anyways #life updates xx #hhhhhhhhnnnnn #bee rambles

[hxlcyon]

i love my piano professor SM

#for a while i never returned to music because. i have a complicated self esteem issue with the arts but #it's SOSOSO nice to be able to learn under someone who gives proper feedback and if the feedback doesnt work #changes it up and offers several more suggestions #like she knows what she's doing and knows what I'm capable of and how much i can do #and shows it by meaning it actuallt #like. that's SUCH a good teacher #like i hated piano for the longest... longest time actually it was a sore spot #but every time i come out of her class i genuinely feel satisfied and better yet #like i HAVE improved and that i can CONTINUE to improve #like i actually feel motivated! its so nice! i love actually learning new skills and bettering myself without judgement but instead with #actual care #heheh.... #i wanted to post this because whenever i come into classes that like i actually want to learn but know im not perfect at or even good off #the start #and to clarify it's literally only the arts #i get a really uncharacteristic gross feeling like im anticipating only the worst #so it's nice to be proven and to be relieved #anyway. love my professor. she's great #im starting voice lessons actually for singing though and jesus #my voice cracked several times 😭😭 #now that. ogh. that's gonna be an interesting struggle. #aaa.. ooo...aw...... that's what i sound like