#I got really excited for some reason

[gavinosbornedrors]

Tuesday Update!

Another Monster Hunter 3D fan thing!

Low-poly handpainted Giant Jawblade as per its Monster Hunter World incarnation. This took me a bit less than half the time as the Iron Hammer, so that's pretty cool. This very much got to run because that hammer learned to walk - and with great difficulty. So yeah I guess I did kinda learn the lesson of being speedy.

I was a lot more thoughtfull about reworking the initial model with later steps of the 3D pipeline in mind. So that's cool.

Left the texturing the bone for last, which I'm happy that I did because it was real, real enjoyable to do. Also realized while puting together a post for The Rookies that I hadn't put any wear and tear on the blade - even with how banged up the metal parts are. So I spent a bit of time adding them scratches, but only for the bottom render.

One last weapon to do, and it will be real, totally extra fast this time!

Hopefully this counts as happening today and not May 1st.

#Monster Hunter #Monhan #3D #3D art #My Art #Gaint Jawblade #video games #fan art #when I first threw down the color blocking for the bone #I got really excited for some reason #maybe its because I'd spent the previous several weeks starting at a screen of grey and dark grey #so any color was nice

[ricky-mortis]

A portrait of Sir John Herschel because I‘m normal about Pulp Musicals

#yall don’t understand this took so long- amongst the five different versions this went through it took a total of 22 hours #and it’s finally done #god I love sir John Herschel #truly THE guy ever #it’s crazy because I started this way back in the beginning of April and finally picked it back up on Wednesday right before they announced #pulp 4 which I’m so fuckin excited about by the way #oh my god it’s going to wreck me I’m so pumped #and now I gotta get ready for pulp fortnight #but yeah I really wanted to draw him and I wanted to try something more elaborate that some of my typical stuff #I was going to do the shit where artists do the shading in greyscale and then overlay the flat colors but I decided fuck that #because I like to enjoy drawing and as I found out I DO NOT enjoy that #also for some reason doing realism and drawing curt is SO much harder than what I typically do #it took sooooooo long to get him down and make it actually look like him #oh hey fun fact about this drawing before I do my fun fact- I used a screenshot of Duke as a reference for this #ok now for a real fun fact #fun fact: Asteroids can sometimes have moons and rings of their own #alright now I’ve got a billion other drawings to go work on because the grind never stops yall #sir john herschel #john herschel #pulp musicals #the great moon hoax #the brick satellite #the ghost of the antikythera #Curt mega #my art #god yall I love pulp musicals #I’m so insanely pumped for pulp 4 it’s going to be the raddest thing ever #EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS NEEDS TO GO LISTEN TO PULP MUSICALS PRONTO /nf #PLEASE (its on Apple Music and Spotify)

[gunsatthaphan]

~ Monthly BL Breakdown: April 2024 ~ 

🌷 Happy May!!! ☀️

Disclaimer: ALL shows can be streamed here or here, as well as on Youtube and other platforms. For more info on where to watch what, check out this post! 

New breakdowns are coming at the end of every month - feel free to add stuff! -> previous breakdowns

What came out this month? (green = seen/currently watching)

🌟 Love is Like a Cat - April 1st (South Korea / Thailand) 

🌟 We Are - April 3rd (Thailand) ✅

🌟 Memory in the Letter - April 6th (Thailand) 

🌟 Living With Him - April 11th (Japan) 

🌟 Gray Shelter - April 11th (South Korea) 

🌟 Beating Again - April 13th (Thailand)

🌟 Blue Boys - April 15th (South Korea)

🌟 At 25:00 in Alasaka - April 18th (Japan)

🌟 GMMTV2024 Part 2 (lineup event) - April 23rd (Thailand) ✅

🌟 Boys Be Brave - April 25th (South Korea) 

🌟 CHANGE2561 2024 lineup event - April 25th (Thailand) ✅

🌟 My Stand-In - April 26th (Thailand) ✅

🌟 City Boy Log Vol. 3 - April 30th (South Korea)

New series & movie announcements

🎥 The Fridge - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 Flavor of Us (starring Benjamin B., Dome W. & others) - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 Children's Day - Date TBA (Taiwan)

🎥 Blue Time - Date TBA (China, possibly censored)

🎥 Bad Guy My Boss - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 Oriental Magician In The Ent. Circle - Date TBA (Taiwan)

🎥 Under the Oak Tree - Date TBA (Vietnam)

🎥 Invitation - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 The Love Matter - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 I Saw You in My Dream - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 I Wish You the Best - Date TBA (Thailand)

🎥 Impression of Youth - Date TBA (Taiwan)

🎥 Meet You at the Blossom - Date TBA (Taiwan)

Other news from the BL world

❗️ The production company Studio WabiSabi announced that their actors Boun N., Prem W., Santa P., Sammy C., Yacht P. and Stamp P. have terminated their contracts and will no longer be artists under the company on April 15th. Shortly after, GMMTV announced the 6 of them as newly signed artists, along with the disclosure that BounPrem's upcoming BL Vampire Project is now being produced under GMMTV, who now also own all broadcasting rights; WabiSabi will function as a co-producer. New S. stated on Twitter that the decisions had been long in the making, as well as the fact that WabiSabi no longer functions as a management agency for actors and is now a mere production company. He also denied the rumors that the company is shutting down. Shortly after the transfer of the Wabi Sabi actors, actor Fluke Jeeratch (formerly Pongsakorn) joined GMMTV as well.

❗️ The Filipino BL Gameboys is getting a third season. An air date has not been confirmed.

❗️ P Ekkapop and Pan Jirachot, the lead actors from Kiseki Chapter 2, have announced a new project together. Details are unknown.

❗️ Actor Barcode Tinnasit has announced his departure from his agency Be On Cloud.

❗️ After some confusion, the Korean production company Studio X+U announced that their upcoming series Fragile - which was initially advertized as a Korean SKAM remake - is in fact not connected to the Norwegian web series and is instead a standalone series, which focuses on the life of a group of teenagers. According to ZUM News, there was supposed to be a Korean SKAM remake based on the Norwegian original, which was however cancelled due to unknown reasons. Fragile was created as a substitution.

❗️ GMMTV held their 2024 part 2 event on April 23rd. The following BL projects were announced:

The Heart Killers (starring FirstKhao & JoongDunk)

Perfect10 Liners (starring ForceBook, PerthChimon, JuniorMark)

Heart That Skips a Beat (starring EstWilliam)

Revamp (starring BounPrem, formerly known as Vampire Project)

Sweet Tooth, Good Dentist (starring MarkOhm)

The Ex-Morning (starring KristSingto)

❗️ The production company CHANGE2561 held their 2024 lineup event on April 25th. The following BL projects were announced:

This Love Doesn't Have Long Beans (starring SailubPon)

Goddess Bless You From Death (starring PavelPooh)

I’m The Most Beautiful Count (starring PingSupanut)

Pit Babe Season 2

Upcoming series & movies for May

👉🏻 You Made My Day (starring Tar A. and Bom T. from I Will Knock You) - May 3rd (Thailand)

👉🏻 Inverse Identity / Upside Down - Mary 3rd (China)

👉🏻 Wandee Goodday - May 4th (Thailand)

👉🏻 A Balloon's Landing - May 10th (Taiwan)

👉🏻 City of Stars: Special Episode - May 10th (Thailand, cinema release)

👉🏻 The Time of Fever (Unintentional Love Story spinoff) - May 15th (South Korea)

👉🏻 Blossom Campus - May 16th (South Korea)

👉🏻 OMG! Vampire - May 19th (Thailand)

👉🏻 Manji Reverse - May 24th (Japan)

👉🏻 My Biker 2 - May 28th (Thailand)

#doreens monthly bl breakdown #thai bl #bl drama #upcoming bl #update #bl news #decided to do my likes/dislikes in the tags in case some entitled 'fans' are coming for my throat again #my Monthly Like goes to My Stand-In because sorry but the first ep slapped #the story is really interesting also i missed my boy Up so much??? I havent seen him in like 3 years 🥺 #Ming is a red flag lmao but up is doing really well and I also didn't think he would act again since he's been producing lately #but I'm so happy he's back!!! #and I really hope the show stays at that level bc the 1st ep was more than solid #the other guy is pretty good too #another Like is going to the gmmtv lineup bc I feel really good about it!! #so many promising projects it makes me excited 😊 #my Monthly Dislike goes to Love is Like a Cat bc wow it's terrible lol #good to know that Mew's lakorns aren't paying his bills anymore lmao #I dropped it instantly #its SO bad #kinda sad for Mew though #in other news this korean skam situation is confusing me so much lmao #like there was supposed to be an adaption but that got cancelled for whatever reason so now they're making a new show that's.....the same? #make it make sense lmao #also what up with all those gmmtv tranfers lol #whos next?? #dmd hand over ur gays jhgkfd #or maybe dont #can u imagine the dmd boys at gmmtv #they would get fired for public indecency #jhdsfkd

[marsixm]

i also think the fact that i had such a stunted and isolated upbringing and now that im an adult all my friends are on atypical life paths (and honestly even my friends as a kid were like this too) means i find things that are usually very common life stages really interesting. like knowing someone who has a house and a wife and 2 kids (with that wife) and a job with a salary feels like meeting fucking paul bunyun to me. or hearing the kids i work with talk about graduating high school and going to college and being on a real path with that stuff is neat? or even sometimes knowing cis/het people who are like going thru that coming of age stuff that i never really experienced the way you see it in the movies bc of transness/queerness/neurodivergence. its like woah they said the name of the thing in the thing. do u know what i mean???

#this actually reminds me of one of the girls at work whose been here for 2 yrs so i feel like im watching her grow up #shes graduating hs this year and shes really smart and she always asks questions like this #like picking ur brain about your life like 'what did you feel like growing up how was your family' etc #its kinda cool #she already got a degree bc of dual credit courses and an internship lined up and im so proud of her #and theres another girl her same age who came to me last night telling me her situationship just broke her heart #and they were both talking all about their prom dresses and all that stuff and were so excited last month #like idk i guess i just find it endearing #i think part of it is also that while these specific paths are thought of as common/default #there really is so much variance in life and really truly so many people not on those paths for so many reasons #which actually does loop around to making it seem strange #like truly how many people do you really know anymore who stayed at 1 job until they rose the ranks #who got married and had kids with that person and now they live in a house in the suburbs with some dogs and cats #like who does that anymore #meanwhile i think its just cool seeing kids actually experiencing growing up but in retrospect and not as a peer feeling confused & jealous #like woah youre a girl buying a dress and getting her hair done and texting a boy thats so wild ive never done that #or woah youre taking courses to prepare for college and know what degree youre going for #i no longer feel resentment that i felt left behind during all that shit when i was a teenager #im just happy for them and proud of them

[boxwinebaddie]

ok in honor of how iconic this user's kyle hc post was and because i got randomly hyperfixated on the ncu phone destroyer au i think that cool western gunslinger kyle is also called Big Red Broflovski...which should be menacing but is actually particularly ironic given that...

...he's not very Big at all.

#nina speaks #in my head hes just not that tall and kinda mad about it but he'll shoot straight thru you tho dw about that #one bullet to kill you two to make sure ur really dead xx #i think they also call him scarlet fever jut to be annoying #i think the spur on his cowboy boot is...a little golden sun #u know we love sun and moon imagery in this house ;) #anyways sorry this concludes insane uncle nina bipolar episode hyperfixation insane girl hour #i got very excited about all this for some reason #i think being able to make new aus makes my brain happy

[c0smiccom3t]

Silly Bandicoot Doodle Batch !!!

(Turns out i can draw the bandicoots in the same exact artstyle as in the "It's about time" game... Well, except for Aku Aku, kind of.... idk.)

(OK thats all the fanart i can make. time to work more on my webcomic until its time to draw more fanart!!)

#crash bandicoot #fanart #coco bandicoot #aku aku #crash bandicoot 4: It's about time #crash bandicoot fanart #art #yes. aku aku adopting crash and coco certainly happened at some point... HE'S THE MASK DAD #btw the reason i say child is because i hc current crash to be 16-17 while Coco here is certainly 14 years old. #btw im surprised my first coco fanart got 44 notes!! it's not much but... WOW! this is awesome!!!! #thank you all for your support on my fanart. #now you better hang onto your rears because IM DRAWING MORE. #and also YOU'RE NOT READY FOR WHAT MY CORTEX FANART IS GOING TO LOOK LIKE . MAYBE ON FRIDAY OR... ANYTIME REALLY. #anyway i love silly bandicoot game series im so excited for what new stuff Toys For Bob has to offer!! #also we need a cartoon tbh. AN EPISODIC KIDS CARTOON. #ALSO... these two bandicoots definitely have autism. BARE WITH ME HERE. #also about the cartoon. i was thinking of making a pitch. #ill do it when i'll have the time... but for now... oc time. :D

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

friendly reminder that self harm is lying to you

#the worst is when it promises you'll feel better and then you simply. do not. you feel worse and then you want to harm again bc surely that #will make you feel better right? THAT WOULD BE A NO. IT DOES NOT. #anyway today i went to spotlight cause i was sad cause i got the result for my 35% assignment i really struggled with. 32.5%. failure. #and at spotlight i made the foolish error of buying without knowing price. but like who makes a book a normal softcover crochet pattern boo #$55?! anyway it's a lovely book and am excited to try a few of teh patterns but the guilt is eating me alive #and also im super stressed about the assignment i have to turn in on thursday and haven't started #anyway i was literally four and a half hours away from being seven days clean #and i am just so sad right now #and i reopened one of the scars on my wrist too while on shift this morning so that's fun #not badly but it's just gonna mean it scars even more isn't it because of course #i was feeling incredibly awful for some reason i can't even remember and i kinda clawed up my arms. and no i don't count that as #breaking my streak bc it didn't cause much damage #i just. placement is so wonderful but life is so so hard #i don't know i want a hug and the assignment done and everything bad unmade #and the scars i have to look at every day on placement gone. #i want to talk to s but i haven't responded to her last message and i don't know how to respond but i need to respond to that #:(( #honestly actually i think i want to talk to aunty. friend's mum. in person. and get a hug. i want a hug. #im just. So Sad. and i want my brother and Ransom and this is not helpinga nd i don't know what would if anything

[caffeinatedopossum]

I hate that people associate being old with being bigoted, I actually love old people so much

#i know the whole 'old people are wise' thing is a little cliche but its true #not only that but there are some things that can really only be healed by talking to your elders #like. sometimes im so scared for the future and im so sure everything will be like this forever or ill die young #but then you hear about what your elders went through and they survived and its like 'wow maybe its not hopeless' #it makes me really sad when people are mean to elders for no reason #like they dont deserve that. theyve already all got chronic pain and probably a lifetime's worth of grief too #but theyre still hangin in there #it makes me so happy how excited older people can get when someone just talks to them #but its also kind of sad because its clear they dont get that a lot

[triplethreatsonic]

Hey so... I've been working on this again

#hey all #sorry I've been largely absent on this side blog for like a million years #some updates: I graduated college. That was cool :) #also I got really stuck with this story for a while #I didn't know where to take it or how to turn it into a cohesive story but didn't know why I was struggling #and I just recently realized the reason was because I had a bunch of B plots spinning around in my head #but I didn't have a real solid A plot for them to attach to! #BUT! my friend @punkinspice encouraged me and after some thinking #I'm actually formulating the A plot! :D #It's not done yet but its way more solid than what I had before and I'm super excited about it #It'll be a while before I'm ready to share more but I wanted you to know that things are in the works behind the scenes #I still love this story and want to form it into something solid #I can't wait for when I can share it with you :) #stay tuned! #triple threat sonic au #sonic au #sonic the hedgehog

[stardial]

i should do a poll abt which language to learn first…

#the ones i’m most excited to learn r like. arabic greek and mandarin. #arabic is definitely the most relevant given the amount of arabic speaking ppl in sweden #but mandarin is one i already studied a bit in high school so i’ve got the very basics somewhere in my head #romanian is also up there for obvious reasons but i really wnana be annoying and learn another of the eastern romance languages instead #like istro-romanian (500 speakers) or dalmatian (dead since the late 1800s) #but i’ll settle for daco-romanian if it proves too hard. cuz i can already (very) vaguely understand some spoken romanian from exposure #i should learn hungarian too just because. cuz my irl name is at least partially hungarian in origin? #arambles

[yardsards]

found in a yearbook from the 1950s

#eliot posts #i don't know why this quote was so funny to me but i couldn't stop giggling at it #now i've gone and done it!!! #there were some other funny ones in there but for some reason this one is the one that really got me #alas i do not have this yearbook on hand #me and my friend went on an old timey train tour together and it stopped at a station halfway through #and the station had a little room that was kinda like a museum about the town's history and the yearbook was in there #also at the station there was a very pretty lake full of ducks AND we got free ice cream #and the train ride itself was neat the train cars were all actually refurbished from the early 1900s #the place was like an hour drive from my apartment but it was a fun drive with my friend there with me #AND on the way back we passed a drive in style restaurant and got food and milkshakes which were very good #the night before that we had a fun sleepover. we did a lil cookout and watched infinity train #also he helped me clean my apartment lmao #i unfortunately won't get to see him for another few months bc his college is so far away #BUT in a couple weeks i get to have a sleepover with a different best friend who is ALSO great and i love him #so that's exciting

[red-eft]

most alarming thing to hear at night: random thud from quemada's terrarium. ms. girl some of us r trying to sleep

#txt #quemada #i was sleepy and it woke me all the way back up pfft. i guess ms. girl was climbing and fell #she's fallen before and the farthest she can fall isn't very far so i know she's fine fortunately #but like. phew. scary to hear that in a dead silent room at midnight wbsndkf.. #been calling her ms. girl bc thats what my roommate likes to call her. i find it so amusing for no reason #i ​also call her madamada (friend nicknamed her) + quemie (i came up w that one) #plus The Beast (must be said in a dramatic voice) and babygirl #she's so baby. i love her so much. i cant wait for her tk grow big and strong #im so excited i'm gonna upgrade her to a (hopefully bioactive) 40gal breeder once i get out of the dorms in may next year #and then if she gets really hugelarge and/or extremely active (she's already rly active tbh) then evenrually.. a 4x2x2 #gonna grow all kinds of desert plants and have some grand canyon isopods maybe #but anyways. i love quemada and i still can't believe how lucky i am to have her in my life. weh. #holy shit this got long. goodnight wbsbdjf..

[miscreantahead]

I can't stop thinking about how often I'll go "oh look a fandom I would like to make this my online identity" and then not care about that thing at all outside of the time that I am actively consuming it (doesn't mean I don't enjoy it ofc) and then other times I'm like "oh look a fun silly little thing to kill time" and THAT becomes my online identity like I literally do not think it's EVER been the other way around.

#thinkin about how i started listening to rqg just to see if i felt like i'd want to play tabletop games #and was listening to like just a couple episodes a week for months before i was like oh #shit #i really like this #remember when i tried to become fallout #that was embarrassing #even w/ my most recent one piece time i just was like i need something to watch while i work out here's this thing i used to love #i rmr actively saying i shall not get involved in the fandom #well that sure went well #the common denominators i can find are just 'fun' and 'lengthly' and 'at least partially unresolved ship that started as a rivalry' #not that zoscar is unresolved by any means but it's also very background with such endless possibilities #like honestly all of their interactions or lackthereof in the one that got away are such intense brainworms for me for some reason #zolf is so impossible for that whole part that my eyes go massive and im like OH let me play for 100 years in Why Wilde Still Likes Him #because obviously he does and i don't think it's hard per se but it seems like it should be hard here's an analysis on why it isn't #and the possibilities for that explanation are always endless and always exciting #never intended to go off so hard in these tags hi bye

[lizeon]

ok between this

and this

and this

i am not gonna be able to think about anything else besides tempus for the next 48 hours

#honestly stars have been going hard since the end of january #altare's bday; shiny spicey 3d announced; jurard's bday; hakka & fuma cover; gamma's bday; rios live without limits; the tempus valentine's #there's been so much i feel like im forgetting something #now we got bettel lore and a new outfit; the final shiny spicey 3d debut stream of their collab; and new hakka cover #the t4 hakkitos say its very good im so excited. not to mention his junior host club stream before the shiny spicey collab #man anyway #vtuber posting #holostars en #i linked the fan trailer instead of altare's waiting room because that trailer is really really good it made me hyped and emotional :D #and also they link the waiting room anyway haha #oh yeah and octavio made me cry last night with his valentine's vn rp karaoke lmao #hmm the image is supposed to link to hakka's tweet but its not working on my blog for some reason? #holostars

[the-rogue-mockingjay]

babygirl's apartment is now almost completely decorated!!! Just needs a couple lamps, a couple little tables, an orchestrion, and a few plants and boom, mission accomplished!! Oh and a couple more designs for the blank walls flkjghlfdjkgh but we'll get there :)

A million thank-yous to @coldshrugs for coming up with the base design and helping me figure out how tf to do this housing thing! ❤️❤️❤️

Bonus close-up of Puck under the cut because he's such a funny little gremlin and I love him:

he's lion king-ing that little rock lmao

#i had around 2.5 million gil when i started this project and now i'm sitting somewhere around 1mil 400k fkjghkgdjh #and i spent half my gil savings but it's fine cause i already got back like 30k of it if i counted right LOL #that dining table alone was like $500k for some reason #but it was all 110% worth it cause what's the point of making all this gil if i'm not gonna spend it!!!!! #im so excited i can't wait to gpose a bunch in here fkdgjhfdkjgh #i'm already thinking about designs for a free company apt too though i am NOT gonna buy one #until my bank account has had a chance to recover !!!! #o'ravi soltholia #ffxiv #ffxiv housing #the bed cave is so perfect....shhhhh the catgirl is hiding from her responsibilities and the horrors 🤫🤫💤💤💤 #kitty in the box what will she do !! (take a frickin nap apparently djskdjsks but man does she really need it)

[arolesbianism]

Thinks oh so hard abt the spiraling upwards clan founders, especially the birchclan founders. Silly lil kitties who's pasts are drenched in blood with the primary regret of not drawing it sooner

#rat rambles #oc posting #warriors posting #spiraling upwards #long story short they had a shitty awful terrible leader who sucked absolutely ass and they tore him to shreds #I mean that literally they pinned him onto the mountain side and slashed and mauled the shit out of him so hard that his lives evaporated #and several of the cats involved in that scene are sill alive and major parts of the story and I love them #oh also the cat that pinned him through a stab through the throat was his own daughter btw everyone hated his ass so much #and for good reason get his ass #alas in the main story I dont rly get to go too deep into how he harmed everyone involved mostly just three main ones #aka bristlestar because shes murtlepaw's ghost mom dawncrackle because hes also haunting murtle and gullspot because shes bristle's kit #so basically all the flashbacks we get involve those three in some form or another #honeystar was also there and involved but Im not currently planning on having her rly talk abt that #most of her more modern angst is the fact that she was forced into leadership against her will #and shes been alive long enough that shes been leading birchclan far longer than she ever lived in her old clan #but she did go through a lot of shit before birchclan was founded and it definitely shaped her a lot #she used to be a very determined and high spirited lil kitty cat who tried to be optimistic #but her family began to slowly be picked off one by one by both the old leader and the one whod later get evicerated #some of the older cats around her hoped it make her back down from her revelutionary ideas but she noticed that and it backfired on them #instead of being worn down to submission she became absolutely Furious and began to lash out more and become more demanding #it got to the point that she really only had two friends in the entire clan and one of them was her aunt whod later also die after coming #out abt having witnessed the leader killing his own kits #that was the final fucking straw for her and she was fully on board when bristle and dawn started looking for cats to join their rebellion #she did get rly frustrated with them as they waited patiently for the right moment but her remaining bestie kept her from going apeshit #so once the big fight finally broke out she was more than eager to join the hoard of cats chasing the bastard upwards #now unlike some of the other cats involved this legitimately actually made her feel a lot better for a while #for the first time in ages she finally felt like she could be optimistic abt smth again and was excited abt the idea of leaving this place #she had lost so much in this damn place since she was an apprentice and just wanted to finally be able to rest easy #but once they got to their new territory and set up camp things went south real fast as a flood fucked everything up #and after losing the only cat she had left in her life and losing her tail and being made deputy on top of that she deteriorated quickly