#I can’t draw gems rn ok

[dr-peppers-husbando]

Idk if this has been done before but it haunted me

#feanor #silmarillion #nerdanel #silm #silm memes #lotr #silm shitpost #I can’t draw gems rn ok #don’t talk about the sparkly eggs

[lunas-kingdom-of-shadows]

[This is the story behind Draco, and the note. I found it was really important. So since I’m away from my drawing tablet rn, I figured I would share.]

“Where is she?” I asked aloud to no one.

I hadn’t seen Clarissa all morning. I know she’s busy with the baby, but I thought I would have seen her by now.

I paced the floor of my room, it felt more empty without all of Clarissa’s stuff. She had moved to a room by the baby for a little while. She insisted she would take care of our kid.

[Rest under the cut]

So when she finally gave birth to our beautiful baby girl, I helped her move some of her favorite things over to a joint room. We had the nursery room set so it would be plenty big for when Luna grew up.

Tired of waiting, I grabbed my gift for Clarissa and left. I walked with importance down the tall looming halls, through arches. Over from the west wing, across the open balcony to the throne room. Pausing only for a moment to look over the room I would soon claim for my own.

I continued to the east wing, arriving finally to a bright white door, the only real white around, everything else was shades of grey, black, and silver.

The door frame had flowers and vines creeping across it, I figured Clarissa would be tending to Luna. So I instead walked a few more paces, to a grey door with stars and moons carved into it. I knocked gently, pausing momentarily to hear no objections. So I gently opened the door.

I walked into the tall room. The lavender walls stretching up high to the ceiling painted like the night sky. It was quiet. I stepped up two steps to a platform where a dark brown four poster bed was set, and beside it a black cradle.

I peeked inside to find it empty. Only piled up blankets remained. And I know Clarissa was diligent about making sure Luna would be as safe as possible. So it was worrying.

But taking a deep breath, keeping my cool, I looked over my gift for Clarissa and smiled softly. I walked over to the door connecting the two rooms. I once again knocked gently, to not hear any protest, so I opened the door carefully.

The baby blue room was empty. Stuff was scattered about, but no Clarissa, and no Luna. That’s when I started to get panicked.

Clarissa always told me if she was taking the baby somewhere. But I hadn’t heard a thing from her all morning. I went over to her bed, finding everything once more piled up. A simple note sitting on top.

I carefully picked it up, and it read:

Dear Draco,

I want to apologize for what I have done. Though I don’t know if you’ll ever forgive me. I wouldn’t blame you. But know I love you ok?

I have taken Luna. I didn’t want her to grow up in such a dangerous place. You know what it’s like here. You know what has happened to Stella. I couldn’t let Luna ever grow up in a place like that. With such hostility all around.

And your plans. I know we’ve talked about it, but I just can’t. I love you, but I can’t go through with that.

There is no hope trying to find me, we’re hidden away. When she is older and ready I will come back, but please, don’t come looking for us.

I love you, and I’ll miss you.

~Clarissa

Tears filled my eyes. I could only just read the last lines. So many different thoughts raced through my mind, I could barely focus on a single one. I just stood there in shock.

“She- She’s, gone.” My heart ached. But a part of me knew it was bound to happen. She was right. Lilith was no place for a child.

That much was shown when accusations of Stella and Ace came around. Poor baby Solar may never know peace.

I handled the note with care. I looked at the gift in my hand. A silver tiara, it had gems on the points, with vines and flowers on it to match Clarissa’s door. And because I knew that’s what she liked.

I traced my thumb over the engraving. Then taking the note and crown I swiftly left. I crossed quickly back to my room. I found a cedar chest, in which I kept all sorts of trinkets she had given to me over the years.

I placed the tiara and note in, and closed it tight to keep it safe. I changed out of my more formal outfit, to something more regular. I packed a small bag, and quickly left.

Snaking my way through the castle, I left from a back entrance. I snuck my way into the town square, checking to see if I could see her. But I knew she would be in Lilith. Both because she found it unsafe, and because she knew I would find her.

I made it to a long hall building. Going inside, I checked to make sure nobody else was there, before going into a door with a constellation of Draco connected above it.

I went through the door and portal. I was going to find Clarissa.

#Draco know it all #KoS

[fluttersheep]

heey y’all i hope u have all had good or at least decent weekends !

i’m on my way back home rn. i had suuuch a good time. we did this same trip a few years ago for my bday but idk it was extra fun this time

we walked around the historic district and around the general downtown area with all the fun shops. i loved all the antique stores. there were several things i wanted, like this super cute cat jester and these unicorn bookends, but they always ended up being not for sale :( but that’s ok. i got this super cute post card with an illustration of an unsettling but cute cat on it. i wanna frame it when i can

and i got daisy some fancy treats! there were so many dogs there it was the beeest. also people were starting st patrick’s early, the fountains were already dyed green and everyone was dressed up saturday night and there was a festival going on on main street w some super nice musical performances

we went to an all vegan restaurant called fox and fig which is to die for. sooo many desserts. i got cheesy garlic bread and a brownie ice cream sundae

the ~haunted pub crawl~ was nice. i took everything he said with a grain of salt since i’m sure a lot was embellished if not just completely made up, but i enjoyed walking around in the surprisingly mild weather and the open container laws lol. there was this one bar where the walls and ceiling were completely covered in people’s napkin drawings of abe lincoln

then we went on a nice river tour and we walked around bonaventure a bit. we didn’t make it to the bird girl statue bc we are exhausted but it was still gorgeous and nice to walk through. if i had to do a traditional casket burial, i’d at least wanna be buried there. although i’m sure there’s somewhere in savannah where they’ll allow a natural burial ..

also i only had to see two horse drawn carriages lmao so that’s good

i was afraid a day and a half wouldn’t be enough but it was perfect. if any of you ever have the chance, i can’t recommend savannah enough (except in the summer bc the heat index is often well over 100). its ridiculously beautiful and although the history is full of awful tragedy, it’s worth learning, and it’s just a nice city to explore because of all the hidden gems

but yeah! my feet have the biggest blisters u will ever see and rn i’m super happy i have a sedentary job hfndksksbf

#flutterspeak #also i had several ppl tell me how pretty i was :’’’’) like in the not creepy way #like jeez thank u i havent washed my hair in three days #i should be home at 9pm #and i havent slept much at all this weekend on top of the time change #so after i do some laundry im going tf to sleep

[imnevergonnagiveyouup]

Hi, sorry to be rude, but can I ask how the mobile Dissidia game works? I'm interested in playing it but trying to read how the game mechanics work and how the gacha works isn't making much sense. I've seen you mention it a lot recently, so I thought you might be best to ask.

You’re not being rude at all no worries!

I’m gonna be technical so no spoilers to tag, but will be placed under read more cause it’ll most likely be lengthy. Basic final fantasy-esque stuff to get out of the way:

It’s turn based.

Party member system.

Journey from quest to another to progress story.

There’s a lot of characters in this game from the overall spectrum of ff which I love so much because I love this series with all my heart so it warms up my already warm and squishy heart to see them (in chibi form at that awraxa). Anyway, as you progress you’ll unlock more and more and more of them will join your party so you won’t be very limited when it comes to that, they’ve all got their special little gimmick and it’s important that you balance your party out with them. So that you get an idea of how like spread out this range of characters is looksee here:

From Left to Right, Laguna (8), Galuf (5), Yuffie (7), and both Wakka & Tidus (10).

This is how your starting screen looks like. There’s two currencies within this game.

GIL (the gold coin symbol): is a necessity when it comes to leveling up weapons and armor, can’t do it without it, you gain gil through the quests you make so save up!

Now what you seem to be extremely interested in are the GEMS, I have 35k of them rn, which you can also get by doing quests BUT can also get by spending actual money. It’s how you get to do rolls for better equipment and stuff.

These little shits (i hate them ok), like I said will get you weapons and armor and stuff from the drawing system in this game but more often than not to even get your hand on these (to draw at all you need 500 or more of these things) you need to actually buy them with actual money unless you’re someone who hoards (which is something I do awraxa).

BUT THERE’S AN ALTERNATIVE DON’T GIVE UP HOPE JUST YET.

Draw tickets, these are holy okay, listen, the game will sometimes be nice and give you the option to get these and you basically use them to draw one (1) time, and honestly, from experience I’ve had better luck with draw tickets than with the gems which is why I tend to hoard gems, sometimes I don’t even need to use them. Like I said the game will give you in-game option to earn these at times, you don’t need to take your wallet out or anything but it’s a bit disheartening to a few because you only draw one time and there’s absolutely no guarantee you’ll even get a good weapon or piece of armor. Playing with fire here pal.

The drawing system. Each week or for a set amount of time they have banners you can go to in means to draw equipment of some quality. Multi Draw (10-1) is 5k gems where a 5* piece of weapon and/or armor is guaranteed. Now keep in mind that the banners are a PROBABILITY AND PERCENTAGE GAME. The weapons you see on said banner have a HIGHER CHANCE of being drawn but it ISN’T GUARANTEED that they will even get them with the multi draw. What is guaranteed in it is that you’ll get a 5* piece(s) (sometimes you get more than one/two). Now single draws, that’s where you play with fire because nothing is guaranteed, it’s all up to chance and luck really. Though the percentages and probabilities surrounding the banner STILL APPLY to single draws a 5* is NOT guaranteed so your chances become less than the multi draw (but like I said before I’ve had better luck with tickets than actual gems). I have 55 draw tickets right now, but single draws are usually 500 gems a pop.

I hope this helps a bit? If you want anything more specific please feel free to let me know. I tried to be as specific as possible with the drawing system since you asked that specifically. Aside from this drawing system honestly the game is really fun and enjoyable to me. 

#* // (ooc). #* // (ask). #* // (anon). #long post tw

[donghun-s]

the very large sp3arb tag

so @sp3arb has tagged me in a total four tags recently and i’m finally getting around to all of them!! tysm for all the tags, meri (btw i love your name?? i think its super cute!) and i hope you learn a bunch of unnecessary stuff abt me lmao (under the cut bc this is a long ass post)

i dont have a name for this tag

1ST RULE: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better

im not tagging anyone bc im bad at things and most ppl i wanna know about, meri has already tagged so

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true.

APPEARANCE: - I am 5'7 or taller - I wear glasses - I have at least one tattoo - I have at least one piercing - I have blonde hair - I have brown eyes - I have short hair - My abs are at least somewhat defined - I have or had braces

PERSONALITY: - I love meeting new people - People tell me I am funny - Helping others with their problems is a big priority of mine - I enjoy physical challenges - I enjoy mental challenges - I am playfully rude to people I know- I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it - There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY: - I can sing well - I can play an instrument - I can do over 30 pushups without stopping - I am a fast runner - I can draw well - I have a good memory - I am good at doing maths in my head - I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute - I have beaten at least 2 people arm wrestling - I can make at least 3 recipes from scratch - I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES: - I enjoy sports - I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else - I’m in a orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else - I have learned a new song in the past week - I exercise at least once a week - I have gone for runs at least once a week in warmer months - I have drawn something in the past month - I enjoy writing - Fandoms are my #1 priority  - I do some form of Martial arts

EXPERIENCES: - I have had my first kiss - I have had alcohol - I have scored a winning point in a sport - I have watched an entire TV series in one sitting - I have been at an overnight event - I have been in a taxi - I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year - I have beaten a video game in one day - I have visited another country - I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

MY LIFE: - I have one person that I consider to be my Best Friend - I live close to my school/work - My parents are still together - I have at least one sibling - I live in the United States - There is snow where I live right now - I have hung out with a friend in the past month - I have a smart phone - I own at least 15 CDs - I share my room with someone

RELATIONSHIPS: - I am in a Relationship - I have a crush on a celebrity - I have a crush on someone I know - I’ve been in at least 3 relationships - I have never been in a Relationship - I have admitted my feelings to a crush - I get crushes easily - I have had a crush for over a year - I have been in a relationship for over a year - I have had feelings for a friend

RANDOM: - I have break-danced - I know a person named Jamie  - I have had a teacher that has a name that is hard to pronounce - I have dyed my hair - I’m listening to a song on repeat right now - I have punched someone in the past week - I know someone who has gone to jail - I have broken a bone - I have eaten a waffle today - I know what I want to do in life - I speak at least two languages [i don’t speak two, i speak one and sign in another] - I have made a new friend in the past year

alphabet tag

Rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better

I was tagged by Roxanne ( is it ok if I call you Roxy? I like Roxy) Actually @lxx-fxlix  And for some reason it did not give me the notification you did, I was casually stalking your blog when I saw:

A: age? 16 (01 liner)

B: birthplace? North Carolina

C: current time? 7:53 pm

D: drink you had last? Arnold Palmer (half sweet tea, half lemonade)

E: easiest person to talk to? for me, it’s my irl best friend gwen and my best friend on here, krys

F: favorite song? oof i’m super indecisive so i’m just gonna commit to mayday by got7 (it always changes but mayday has stayed on my constantly rotating playlist for nearly six months now; most are on for six weeks, max)

G: grossest memory? uh probably when one of my swim lesson kids tried to eat a bug (they were like four) and i had to make them spit it out into my hands 

H: hogwarts house? proud slytherin!!

I: in love? i love a lot of people, but i’m not IN love

J: jealous of people? not anymore, my self-esteem has gotten so much better in past years

K: killed someone? uhm a couple of times in fics (*cough* jinjin in not like this *cough*)

L: love at first sight or should i walk by again? not love but pls walk by again bc i’m probably enjoying your aesthetics

M: middle name? christine

N: number of siblings? one, an older sister

O: one wish? to adopt a kid with no family or an unhealthy one (obvs when  older and financially stable)

P: person you called last? my sister called me yesterday morning, and before that i had called my friend to tell him abt a near death experience when i was driving

R: reasons to smile? something good will happen to you, you’ll meet someone wonderful, and there’s always new experiences to happen

S: song you sang last? poet by bastille (an underrated fave)

T: time you woke up? about 8 am

U: underwear color? light heathered grey

V: vacation destination? i’d love to go to greece someday! santorini would be my first choice, and then my great-grandparents old village near thessaloniki

W: worst habit? probs my dermatillia (picking at acne on my face until it bleeds, then picking at the scabs, leaving a bunch of scars that will never go away)

X: x-rays? i got one on my tailbone one time, two years after i sprained it bc my mom didn’t believe me

Y: your favorite food? uhhh most anything tbh; i quite like the honey butter chicken sandwich from pdq

Z: zodiac sign? libra

✨ Fun Facts Tag ✨

Rules for this are:

Have fun with it!  

Tag some of your mutuals

1) Favourite colours:

orange!! and after that, any kinds of pastel or muted darks

2) Favourite song at the moment:

lotto by exo has been on replay in my head, my car, and my earbuds

3) Last book you read:

the sun and her flowers by rupi kaur

4) Last TV show you watched:

i tried to watch part-time idol bc hyunbin from jbj was in it, but within the first 15 minutes they set up an unnecessary relationship so i had to nope out of there real hard; i then reverted back to rewatching white collar for the fifth time

5) Last movie you watched:

does john mulaney’s nerflix comedy special comeback kid count?? if not, probably nightmare before christmas way back around christmastime

6) If you have a pet whats their name?:

four dogs: pheonix, kino, midge, and bess; three horses: little man, gem, and andy (ironically i’m allergic to dogs and horses, and my dad keeps buying more)

7) If you have siblings how many?:

one, my older sister

8) Favourite thing to do on a weekend:

i love doing my swim lessons and seeing all my kids!! i haven’t been able to lately bc of the weather, 

9) Best tumblr friends:

i only talk to @cheesyramynry on a daily basis, but i have a lot of blogs that i consider friendly acquaintances or casual friends as well!!

10) Favourite thing about yourself:

i value my compassion and empathy above all else; i am very much the mom friend and love to be it

11) Favourite memory:

ah i have so many; i think rn i’m gonna go with this past christmas, bc it was my last one with my grandfather

12) 3 weird habits:

swallowing gum, taking all my pills in descending size order, i tend to mimic how a singer sounds when i sing along to the song (ex: if they have a british accent, i’ll subconsciously sing in a british accent; if they stress certain syllables in certain ways, i’ll do it too)

13) What would you call your style?:

comfortable (stretchy jeans, t-shirts, hoodies) and with a few signature Gay Things (jean jacket, flannels, oversized mens’ button ups, a couple gay/bi pride shirts)

14) Odd talent:

if i have lyrics in front of me to a song i’ve never heard before, i can predict the pattern of the tunes and rhythm and sing along the first time

15) Do you have a tumblr crush?:

literally all of aroha and all of the sk fandom (y’all are the loveliest fandoms i’ve ever been a part of)

the stray kids tag

Rules: answer the questions in a new post, and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better.

I’ve decided that in celebration of Stray Kids pre-debut album I needed to create a tag. The ultimate goal for The Stray Kids Tag is to learn about your Tumblr mutuals, and have fun answering the Stray Kids related questions!  Here we go:

1: When did you decide to join the Stray kids fandom?

i saw a thread of information abt the suspected nine members before they were officially announced and was like ‘yes i must stan them and love them with all of my heart.’ so uh,,,,, back in august or september??

2: What is your favorite episode of Stray Kids? uhm, i’m gonna expose myself rn and let y’all know that i’ve never actually seen a full episode of the show; as soon as i heard it was gonna be a survival show, i knew that i couldn’t watch it bc my heart was too weak and i was emotionally incapable of becoming too invested while watching it; but from clips, i quite like the episode with the 3:3:3 mission, and also the last episode when all nine were reunited and told they were going to debut together

3: Who would you say is your bias in Stray kids?

my initial one was chan, and they i got rlly confused, and then slowly came to realize that it was jeongin (anything else after that is a fucking mess)

4: Who would you say is your bias wrecker in Stray kids?

literally kill me all of them bias wreck me so hard bUT hyunjin, jisung, seungmin, and chan have been wrecking me so hard in particular lately

5: What line would you want to be apart of in Stray kids? uHHH not dance line bc swimmers have 0 coordination on land; i quite like singing even tho i’m not good at, so probably that, but i can also hit all of chan’s english rap parts in 3racha songs, and keep up with lafayette’s raps in hamilton, and a lot of the english rappers i like too so uh,,, sign me up for rap line too

6: What is the first song you heard of Stray kids? hellevator

7: What is the first song you heard of 3racha? i think it was either hoodie season or runner’s high

8: What is your favorite song on their pre-debut album?

young wings or school life or yayaya (or grr or 4419 or glow or hellevator)

9: What is a concept you’d like to see Stray Kids try in the future?

i love their current optimistic and slightly rebellious teenager concept rn bc its an Eternal Mood; but i always love myself a soft boyfriend concept 

10: if you could meet with the members of Stray kids for one day what would you say to them?

how proud of them i am, and how proud of themselves they should be; i would tell them about how they’re saying things that resonate deeply for their fans and i love that they’re talking abt real world problems; i would also make sure to tell them (chan and 3racha especially) to make sure to rest more, and eat well, and take care of themselves emotionally as well as physically; and finally i’d like to tell jeongin how wonderful he is and that he’s doing so much at such a young age (lmao he’s actually eight months older than me but that’s no the point) and to never lose his cute little smile

finally done!! meri, if you actually read all of this, uh thank you????? i hope you now know everything you wanted to know abt me, and probably more than you wanted to know

i’m bad at tagging people, so if you also made it this far and haven’t done some of these tags, choose one, or a couple, or all of them and do them yourself!! just say that i tagged you!!

#mel talks #tags

[todokori-kun]

Ack

 that sounds horrible, getting sick is the worst ;-; get as much rest as you can! I really hope you get better soon<3

(omg the pics are GORGEOUS. Like, Wow. Once I’m done writing this message I’m probably going to go back to stare at them for like an hour and silently scream over how awesome everything looks)

Don’t worry about it, I admit that Stoki is pretty much a crack ship ^^;;

And, well, the redemption fic I mentioned helped me fall deeper into Stoki hell, but I shipped it even before that XD I think part of it is just because I think they could have a really interesting dynamic- they’re just so different, complete opposites. Steve would confuse Loki so much tbh

Also, I just think that Steve (or at least, post-CW Steve) might be one of the avengers most willing to at least try to understand Loki. Partly because Steve’s just a nice guy, and then because of his relationship with Bucky- ‘cause Steve-Bucky and Thor-Loki are really, really similar and I think Steve would realize that.

And then like I said, Steve cares a lot about other people. If Thor ever told him about everything that happened between him and Loki Steve probably wouldn’t have too much difficulty in starting to see Loki as a human(?) being instead of some one-dimensional fairy tale villain.

Lastly, I feel like Steve is just the best person to handle Loki’s issues. He may not be able to personally relate to a lot of it (Tony, Bruce, maybe Natasha would be better for that) but he can take a step back and think rationally about the situation, help convince Loki that just because the rest of the world sees him as a monster, doesn’t mean he has to be one.

Hopefully this made sense? lol)

yeah, that’s pretty much how I felt about it too. It was just so freaking frustrating OTL

(And yes that letter destoyed my feelings too)

btw, can I ask what you think about T'challa? He doesn’t seem to have that many fans yet but I think he’s really cool and possibly one of the more sensible people in the CW movie (once he stops being furious at Bucky). Also the trailer for his new movie is epic and I can’t wait to see his sister…

Hisoillu is bizarre (sadistic murdery Clown with no sense of fashion + sadistic murdery needle guy with dead fish eyes) but also makes a lot of sense at the same time? Like, Hisoka got away with joking about killing Killua in front of Illumi, so…yeah. They’ve got something special LOL

omg imagine.

‘Satisfied but when you fantasize at night it’s Illumi’s eyes’

'Helpless but look into Illumi’s eyes and the sky’s the limit’

'History has its Eyes on you but it’s actually Illumi’

Why do I want these memes to be a thing

With the new revelation about who Touka was visiting at the hospital, I’m beginning to have my doubts about how this will end…maybe they might actually both survive for now???

But I’m a bit miserable rn because if one of them has to die I’d rather keep Juuzou too but it seems much more likely for Touka to survive. She’s like the main female lead, plus she has Kaneki’s baby…

R.I.P Naki, the sweetest cinnamon roll who just wanted to see his big bro again ;-;

(Also: Wow, way to go Kaneki, you finally started acting like an actual leader (in a way)! But can I just say, what absolutely perfect timing)

WTH I had no idea Soul Eater’s art style developed that much???!!! That’s actually pretty amazing! (And yeah, I know that SE has some pretty complex characters and interesting stories in it :D it’s just still a lot lighter and has different themes from the mangas I usually enjoy ^^ I might try it out though!)

Death The Kid seems really cool! (does he really have OCD in canon, though? Like, I’ve seen a lot of Soul Eater fans talking like he does but idk if it’s actually a thing? Maybe I sound weird but it just seems insensitive to say characters like DTK and Levi have 'OCD’ and talking about it jokingly when it’s actually incredibly difficult and stressful for people who actully have OCD, so I’m not sure how to feel about those fans)

Yay! Gotta go and try to find that fight scene now…

Join me in my suffering. I loved L so much ;-;

(But hey, don’t be too sad (what’s this? Is Evans actually COMFORTING Queen Luna for once instead of rubbing salt in the wound?!)! There’s always the book Death Note: Another Note (The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases)- it’s a prequel to the Death Note manga/anime with L chasing a murderer known as Beyond Birthday (…no comment on that alias). It also shows how he met Naomi Misora which is awesome if you like Naomi (I did, and kinda screamed when Light kiled her))

Eh, I think I’m one of the few people who doesn’t mind it being set in America because what’s the point of making an American adaptation if it’s going to be set in Japan anyway? I also don’t really have a problem with 'white-washing’ for this same reason (though I am disappointed because being Japanese-American would have added an interesting layer to Light’s character; despite fighting for justice, in canon, LIght’s never actually been victimized or discriminated against. He’s a handsome, intelligent young man who appears to be cisgender and heterosexual (even if it’s never confirmed) and is Japanese, just like everyone else around him. Japanese-American Light, on the other hand, would have really experienced how the 'rotten’ world could hurt people, so his acts as Kira might have more personal emotion in them)…like, it’s possible to cast a white actor as Light without it being white-washing, and since they changed the entire setting I think it’s fine to change other things too. Just, I’m cool with anything as long as they portrayed Light’s character properly…BUT THEY DIDN’T SO

I’m really just disappointed that they botched the characters and all the themes of the original Death Note story so badly. Sure, change the setting, change the circumstances, change the plot, changehe designs, but why did you have to take Death Note’s philosophy away?

But, because I might have been a bit too mean:

I will say that the movie LOOKS really good. The visuals are great. The soundtrack seems decent too. Also, though Ryuk’s motivations/role also weren’t done very well, Ryuk’s actor did an amazing job…and while I’m not happy with how L was portrayed in this movie, I do think that the actor they cast for him could have been a good L if not for the bad writing.

Well…from what I know, Light Turner ends up in a hospital at the end of the movie with his One True Love Mia(Misa) dead, so nah. The Keikaku failed.

(which just proves that Light Turner really is nothing like Light Yagami, because Light Yagami’s keikakus never fail.

Until the end of the Death note manga/anime, that is.)

Yeah, I know about SU’s terrible fandom, so I’m not going to actively participate in writing fanfic, drawing fan art or making HCs/theories with other people…I’m just gonna watch the show with my sister and look at pretty fanart XD

Tysm tho!

(Question: Which character do you think you are? And what kind of gem do you think you’d be?)

Aww, I’m so happy my awkward rambling actually made you feel better??? Like. Come on. You have no idea how much our convos helped me with anxiety and stress, so I have to thank you for that too <333

(And seriously, Queen Luna is amazing.)

For most people, they start going to elementary at seven (in international age) as far as I know, and then go to middle school at around thirteen. Then high school at…um…sixteen? Maybe? I’ve never really gone to school here so I might not be 100% correct but it’s something like that ^^;;

I really wanna try Mystic Messenger but since my phone is an old flip phone…I like my phone but sometimes this can be inconvenient LOL

(I’m totally fine with messaging here, but are you really ok with it? 'Cause if you’re not, we can try to work something else out!)

hi im luna and i wanna die.

HNNNNNNNNGH have i ever told you how much i hate school?  because i freaking hate school from the bottom of my heart i can’t feel my neck anymore from the amount of studying ive been doing that’s depressing.

anyway. heartfelt advice: do not fuck your stomach up in any way, because you will suffer if you do. take it from me, i’ve managed to develop this amazing thing called Gastritis and now i cant eat anything without getting the feeling that im gonna throw it back out which is absolutely wonderful. thankfully, i don’t throw up, but it’s freaking annoying and ive lost waay too much weight already. best part? the whole reason why i have it is apparently purely psychological,  too much stress. i got it in the middle of july. HOW my mom is also being INCREDIBLY helpful by basically telling me to ‘get over it’ like i can just snap my fingers and tell myself ‘oh yeah this is only in my head’ and it’ll all pass over. cause that’s how it works.  so is my sister by always laughing at me

oook moving on.

yep, school started and i am suffering. ive already gone through 4 tests and a bunch of oral quizzes. yay. thanks teachers for totally not putting horrible pressure on us from the start.  i stg, one of my most common thoughts these days is ‘see, this is exactly why i have a psychosomatic sickness.’ they’re sending my to a psychologist to see if i can let everything out and maybe get some advice on how to handle things better. i will laugh my ass off if i get diagnosed with a mental disorder. that’d be absolutely hilarious (I am in no way trying to make fun of people with a mental disorder, I’m just saying I honestly wouldn’t even be surprised if they said something like Burnout Syndrome or Depression (im not even joking when I say that I’ve been sleeping pretty much all afternoon + night these days, cry way too often, feel no motivation for anything, feel worthless, no apetite and also occasional suicidal thoughts which is oh so fun (ok but in my defence, the thoughts are really rare, probably caused by the fact that I feel nauseous like 90% of the time, and I would never ever do it, mostly because some people would miss me (I hope). there are moments when I go ‘wouldn’t it be easier to disappear?’ tho))

sorry about that rant

MOVING ON TO HAPPIER THEMES (and proper writing):

Yeah, Norway was truly gorgeous ^^ I don’t think I’ve ever felt more at peace than then. I fell asleep in the car at one point while watching the scenery outside, and it was one of the best sleeps in my life, despite being in the car. I’m glad you enjoyed them ^^ If you want, I can upload random pics like that every once in a whole.

Aaah, that’s pretty good reasoning! It makes a lot more sense now, thanks for explaining! 

Yeah, I kinda see why you’d ship it. Steve is a pretty understanding person and, like you said, would probably understand Loki the best ^^ Recommend me some fics and I might even start shipping it myself ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

I LOVE T’CHALLA THANK YOU FOR ASKING YES.  I mean, he angery™, but also freaking cool! Not to mention crazily powerful *^* I’m pretty excited for his movie, cause more badassery from him!

Wow those sound like genuine memes. Seriously why can’t i draw XD

Also HIstory has its eyes on you but it’s actually Illumi will give me nightmares.

GODAMNIT I JUST WANT JUUZOU TO BE HAPPY IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?? (apparently yes)

Yep, since I have all the volumes, I like to flip through them sometimes and I’m blown away every time by the development.  I also cosplayed the main character a while ago, so it holds a high sentimental value to me. But it is a lot lighter than your usual reads, true...

Well, uh, it’s kinda hard to explain? I mean, DTK is obsessed with symmetry and will go to crazy lengths to preserve it, get mad if someone disturbs it, will jeopardise missions if he’s not sure if he left something perfectly symmetrically at home etc, but it’s not so much as a mental illness as it is a consequence of who he is (part of the Grim Reaper)? Like i said, it’s really had to explain.

Did you manage to find the fight scene?

My reaction to Death Note in general:  FUCK YOU LIGHT YAGAMI. oooh, I’ll search that manga up!

Well, I’m not so much upset about the whitewashing, more about the fact that I feel like the japanese general ideology plays a big role in why light decided to start killing bad people? Idk how to explain it... 

Oh, Japanese-American Kira would’ve been a really interesting thing to see!

Yay, at least you found some good things? Well, it’s nice that you managed that ^^

Damnit, so it didn’t go according to Keikaku! It’s all because they didn’t include the potato chip scene.

Uuh, i don’t exactly remember much of SU, but I guess I’m most similar to Pearl? I didn’t really sympathise with any characters that much tbh. As for gem. Uuuuuh *quickly googles gem meanings* ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA.  I like Zircon because of the colour and alexandrite because it changes colour which is incredibly cool!

Your rambling always makes me feel better tbh. It gives me a looong message from a friend I appreciate incredibly much so, yeah, I always smile when I see a message from you (even though my replies are so slooooooooow)

Aaah, I see! That’s pretty interesting ^^ Quite different from our system.

Ah, shame, you would’ve liked the most recent route, there is so so so much suffering.

Yeah, I am 100% fine!! Don’t worry about it! The reason why I suggested something else is because on sites w an instant messaging system, my replies would probably be a lot quicker,

I AM IN LOVE WITH THE AESTETHICS, ESPECIALLY LIZZY, THAT IS GOALS

and the drawings are adorable ^^ Hide tho ;-;

#evans #submission

[actualdustinhenderson-moved]

all of them

1: How tall or short do you wish you were?

idk im fine with my height rn

2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not)

a n y d o g3: Do you have a favorite clothing style?

anything with pastel colors 4: What was your favorite video game growing up?

super mario sunshine 5: What three things/people do you think of most each day:

i think of my three signifs most of each day 6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say?

warning: bad puns and memes 7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]?

my opinion on u is that ur pretty rad8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic]

i dont freaking know9: Are you ticklish?

y e s v e r y10: Are you allergic to anything?

cat saliva and pollen 11: What’s your sexuality?

im ace12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa?

tea13: Are you a cat or dog person?

dog person14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson?

elf15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber?

not really16: How tall are you?

5′317: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to?

i dont really know???18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]

113 pounds 19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits?

no20: Do you like space or the ocean more?

space21: Are you religious?

idk 22: Pet peeves?

people who say “ok” instead of “okay” 23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]?

nocturnal 24: Favorite constellation?

dont have one they’re all gr8 25: Favorite star?

t h e s u n26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls?

nah27: Any phobias or fears?

fear of heights sometimes 28: Do you think global warming is real?

y e s29: Do you believe in reincarnation?

no30: Favorite movie?

ummmm ghostbusters 31: Do you get scared easily?

yep32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime?

two fish33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.]

infinity/10 34: What is a color that calms you?

light blue 35: Where would you like to travel and/or live?

i’d like to travel to italy 36: Where were you born?

n o t a n s w e r i n g37: What is your eye color?

blue 38: Introvert or extrovert?

idk somewhere in the middle 39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs?

nah40: Hugs or kisses?

hugs 41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now?

any of my signifs/ friends 42: Who is someone you love deeply?

my signifs 43: Any piercings you want?

no44: Do you like tattoos and piercings?

not really 45: Do you smoke or have you ever done so?

Nope 46: Talk about your crush, if you have one!

dont have one 47: What is a sound you really hate?

lip smacking 48: A sound you really love?

the sound of slime49: Can you do a backflip?

no but i wish 50: Can you do the splits?

no but i wish 51: Favorite actor and/or actress?

dont have one 52: Favorite movie?

already answered #30 53: How are you feeling right now?

pretty good !! 54: What color would you like your hair to be right now?

prolly purple or pink 55: When did you feel happiest?

pretty recently 56: Something that calms you down?

talking to my friends 57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]

not anything professionally diagnosed 58: What does your URL mean?

i got free memes yo 59: What three words describe you the most?

free meme dealer 60: Do you believe in evolution?

yep 61: What makes you unfollow a blog?

b a d s t u f f62: What makes you follow a blog?

g o o d s t u f f63: Favorite kind of person:

nice, funny, smart, good morals 64: Favorite animal(s):

pandas65: Name three of your favorite blogs.

i dont really have favorite blogs 66: Favorite emoticon:

>:^)67: Favorite meme:

boneless pizza 68: What is your MBTI personality type?

enfp 69: What is your star sign?

gemini 70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog?

dont have a dog 71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most?

i dont really have outfits per say  72: Post a selfie or two?

n o73: Do you have platform shoes?

what 74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?

idk im boring 75: Can you do a front flip?

no but i wish 76: Do you like birds?

y e s77: Do you like to swim?

yeah sometimes 78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you?

swimming 79: Something you wish didn’t exist:

donald trump 80: Some thing you wish did exist:

idk 81: Piercings you have?

none 82: Something you really enjoy doing:

listening to musicals 83: Favorite person to talk to:

can’t chose 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr?

pretty cool 85: How many followers do you have?

8186: Can you run a mile within ten minutes?

nope 87: Do your socks always match?

yeet 88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely?

yeah 89: What are your birthstones?

idk 90: If you were an animal, which one would you be?

panda 91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be?

rose 92: A store you hate?

abercrombie and fitch 93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day?

none 94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds?

read minds 95: Do you like to wear camo?

nope 96: Winter or summer?

winter97: How long can you hold your breath for?

20 seconds 98: Least favorite person?

donald trump 99: Someone you look up to:

my dad 100: A store you love?

dont have one 101: Favorite type of shoes

converse’s 102: Where do you live?

not answering 103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why?

im not either 104: What is your favorite mineral or gem?

topaz 105: Do you drink milk?

yep 106: Do you like bugs?

some 107: Do you like spiders?

no108: Something you get paranoid about?

idk anything specific 109: Can you draw:

not really 110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked?

idk 111: A question you hate being asked?

idk 112: Ever been bitten by a spider?

luckily no 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach?

yes yes y e s114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days?

cloudy 115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now:

any of my signifs 116: Favorite cloud type:

dont have one im not a n e r d117: What color do you wish the sky was?

i like it blue 118: Do you have freckles?

yep 119: Favorite thing about a person:

good morals 120: Fruits or vegetables?

fruits 121: Something you want to do right now:

idk 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier?

ocean 123: Sweet or sour foods?

sweet 124: Bright or dim lights?

dim 125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature?

no 126: Something you hate about Tumblr:

discourse 127: Something you love about Tumblr:

meeting important people here 128: What do you think about the least?

idk 129: What would you want written on your tombstone?

i d o n t k n o w130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now?

donald trump 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself?

ummmmm idk 132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures?

no133: Computer or TV?

computer 134: Do you like roller coasters?

kind of 135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness?

no136: Are your ears lobed or attached?

yep 137: Do you believe in karma?

yeah 138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are?

6-10 or lower 139: What nicknames do you have/have had?

nate, dorkass 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends?

nope 141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink?

no 142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others?

good 143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help?

giving gifts 144: What makes you angry

donald trump 145: How many languages do you speak fluently?

one lmao (two if you count emoji) 146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries?

dont have a preference 147: Are you androgynous?

no148: Favorite physical thing about yourself:

my eyes 149: Favorite thing about your personality:

my positiveness 150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person.

u, my signifs, or any other friends 151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose?

90′s 152: Do you like BuzzFeed?

not really 153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.]

on tumblr 154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons?

hecc yeah 155: Do you like to play with others’ hair?

i would like to 156: What embarrasses you?

anything i say or do 157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious:

school 158: Biggest lie you have ever told:

that i was straight 159: How many people are you following?

107160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)?

2,015 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)?

none 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)?

5,916163: Last time you cried and why:

gay cry 164: Do you have long or short hair?

short 165: Longest your hair has ever been:

like two weeks ago 166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon?

neutral feelings  167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created?

not really 168: Do you like to wear makeup?

i would if i was able to 169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds?

nah 170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully?

yes 

#very long post #long post // #asks #christinecanigula #about me

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Answer ALL the cartoon badlands questions!

Fjdjsk ok!! I’ll try my best there’s a lot of questions lol

A cartoon you remember that nobody else does.

I remember this weird show from my childhood about healthy snacks or something and I specifically remember there being an episode about potatoes but no one I talk to knows what I’m talking about ??? I have very distinct memories of this show but I have no idea what it was called

A cartoon you like but nobody else seems to.

I really like phineas and ferb!!! It’s a great show but I haven’t met anyone outside my family who watches it except for like one person I met online last year. Which is too bad bc it’s really funny

A cartoon you don’t like but everybody else seems to.

Rick and morty I guess? Seems like everyone loves it but I don’t see what the big deal is about tbh it doesn’t appeal to me at ALL

A cartoon you wish would be forgotten.

There’s a lot of gross anime that I wish would be destroyed forever. Most noticeably all the incest and pedo anime that exists for some reason

The worst cartoon you’ve ever seen, and why?

American dad/family guy (against my will). I was playing on the TV in a public area I was working in so I couldn’t escape it and it was terrible. I don’t remember which one it was but they’re functionally the same. I don’t think I need to explain Why they’re terrible they’re just objectively bad

The worst moment you’ve ever seen happen in a cartoon.

Out of everything I’ve watched probably setsukos death scenes in grave of the fireflies.

The worst thing you’ve ever seen happen to a cartoon that ruined it.

Anytime random fanservice shots are added into otherwise good anime and distracts from the plot to focus on some girls boobs it’s annoying and gross

A cancelled/forgotten cartoon you would bring back to television.

POPEE THE PERFORMER!!! I love that show I wish there were more episodes :(

An animated character you remember but nobody else seems to.

Hmmm… I don’t really have an answer to this one! Sorry!

An animated character you hate the most, and why?

Uhh out of everything PROBABLY kirito from sword art online. He’s ridiculously overpowered and annoying, everything focuses on him like he’s the center of the universe, he’s super edgy for no reason, a complete Mary Sue… and he totally ruins what could have been an interesting concept

A non-animated property you would like to see as a cartoon

I still think an animated warriors movie would be super cool!!! It’s something I’ve been thinking of since like 4th grade and I think it’d be great :0

A trope or trend in animation that you dislike.

Drawing eyes as spheres that are overlapped by eyelids like how eyes in gravity falls are drawn. I personally just really hate that type of art style

A currently airing cartoon that you know is going to be forgotten about in the future.

I’m not really sure… anything I can think of rn is either good so it’ll be remembered, or terrible so it will be remembered for how bad it is

The best episode of a cartoon you really like.

Either crossroads of destiny or the Sozins comet episodes from atla!! They were some of the best in the series and had really great fight scenes !!

The worst episode of a cartoon you really like.

I said this for an answer to another question but gem harvest was the worst su episode I’ve ever seen. I can’t find anything positive to say about it at all it was just so terrible

A cartoon you feel deserves more recognition than it gets.

Definitely tsuritama, it was amazing what they could do on such a small budget and the end product was really great…I feel like not enough ppl know about this show bc it was really nice

A cartoon you feel deserves less recognition than what it gets.

Honestly? I have no idea

The worst idea you can think of for an animated series.

I’m not sure anything can top that horse girl anime tbh

At what point did you realize a cartoon, any cartoon was starting to get bad?

When gem harvest aired on Steven universe. It has already been going downhill noticeably since barn mates but gem harvest was so terrible it put me off the show for a long time, and it’s only recently getting better (although I suspect it’s going to just get worse again since the writers always seem to focus on the most boring aspects of the universe).

An experience with a cartoon you thought you were going to like but turned you away from it.

Right at the beginning of RWBY with everyone’s voices. I had watched all the trailers and was super hyped for the show, but everyone’s voices seemed to fit so terribly I had to stop watching the show after like 6 episodes.

Something you would like to see more than anything in a cartoon.

I think it’d be really cool to see characters like me in a cartoon, ones with similar problems or disadvantages. I haven’t really seen anything like that in cartoons so far

What do you feel makes a cartoon forgettable?

Mediocre writing and a boring but passable art style. That’s what makes cartoons stand out, but if everything is just “meh” no one will have any reason to remember it existed.

Wow that got really long

#ask #anonymous #long post

[survivedeathvalley]

EPISODE 3 - “BLESS RANDOM.ORG” - BIANCA

Paul tried it.............. he really did huh!!! Its funny how even though I helped 0% in the challenge I still stayed. I've got the Deadly Viper Assassination Squad with me and that's all I need. As long as I have those numbers, I feel great. If we end up losing again.. bye bye Mattie! 

honestly at this point of the game my alliance is intact and hopefully we make it to merge or in a good place if there's a swap but im not worried whatsoever

Well, I stuck with Misty and Bianca, and Mattie is going to draw the flag, I think.  So this will be exciting, i'm perfectly okay with handing over the reigns to someone else during this challenge, hopefully it will earn us our first win! 

Alright, so the vote actually went as planned. Tanner went home unanimously while voting for Alex. This is great because it means that if I'm on a tribe with snakes that they have yet to embrace those negative tendencies. https://i.makeagif.com/media/11-11-2015/cVGFpC.gif Also, after getting voted out Tanner got online to message me (and everyone else according to the hosts) the word "fake". I'm just... https://img.memesuper.com/3bc6766bbe76cc8447a30d21e851df82_1000-images-about-gifs-on-gif-meme-guy-blinking_624-352.gif 

Tanner literally said nothing to me yesterday except what's up? I even gave him a response which I count as a chance for him to respond, no? Like... if you don't say anything to me during the day then: 1. How are we supposed to strategize if the vote is going to fall any differently 2. How are we supposed to vote for the same person - at all 3. Why would I want to play with you - that makes for a very unreliable alliance http://rs207.pbsrc.com/albums/bb263/slimkid_buckeye/animations/bang-head_zps471ffe0c.gif~c200

Also, our immunity challenge is flag making. Which... I'm a shady ho and I'm gonna say, works better as a reward challenge. Given the amount of people who claim not to be creative in this community making a challenge dictate safety based solely on creativity is a "no" from me. http://68.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mb4x3nlrJh1rt2432.gif 

Our challenge is fun though because it's kind of "themed" based on the sorting hat's opinions of us. And the sorting hat decided our tribe was full of the goody-goodies or is it goody-two-shoes? I don't even know, honestly. Anyway.. so I was thinking angels because when I think good I just... think of heavenly bodies? I dunno https://m.popkey.co/a7fc03/e09Oo.gif 

And then Alex, gem that I adore suggest superheroes! And I'm on board completely. These super powered people and all the good they do for the world are perfect. Also, potential for something really cute. Now, if I were an artist this would be absolutely perfect... but I'm not. And Alex already made something so that's neat. I think I'm gonna see what I can do to make it more high quality or something (maybe change it around a bit) since it looks a little pixelated, but yay!  It's adorable. http://cdn.smosh.com/sites/default/files/legacy.images/smosh-pit/122010/Batmanlovescookies.gif

I actually... lowkey hope we lose this challenge LOL "When bitches vote for me, bitches go home" Sound familiar Mattie? And just THINK how iconic it would be if Bianca, Gabby, and I were the sole members of Panamint and slayed the tribe swap

I'm still doing nothing this week and that makes me happy, i hope they don't need me, disconnecting for awhile is nice, i wish i could do it with my main account. 

https://youtu.be/hOcOVfi2l8E

I honestly don't know what I expected out of this experience, but it wasn't this. When I played Divergent, the cast was about 70-80% active throughout an entire day. But this time, it's only active about 25% of the day. The only two people who even say or do anything are Giruga and Dianna, the two people I dislike the most. I have to work from ground up with building relationships with these people because I haven't been present to do that from the start, and I'm worried that my window of opportunity has closed up already. I wanna get the two of them into a chat where we can stick together as the active people of the game (so far). If I have it my way, we can vote off William or whatever his name is. Even though Layla and Kat are more useless than he is, I think he's trying to be deceptive about everything (saying he's NEVER played orgs before, or how he has NO idea how to make alliances) while most people just conceal their personal lives. I find it difficult to socialize too and I have shared these laments with Dianna in the past because we both know it's difficult to engage in proper conversation with others without unintentionally giving ourselves away. I hate that. And also, this game is helping me finally go over the bridge for ORGs. I truly think this will be my final experience, and so far I don't have hopes that it'll be a good one. I'm at a crossroads with these games and my personal life, because I can only take one path, no turning back. I want to say that at the end of this, I'm ready to move on. I'm ready to be happy again. I don't know if I'm here for the right reasons, but let's just try to make it right.

I'm actually... very happy with the flag I made. Imagine if I win this challenge for our tribe after not being here for the last 2? Come on redemption arc!

I wish I knew what was happening. I've gone days without being able to get on Skype bc of the toilet incident. It wouldn't surprise me if they just vote me out lmao

https://youtu.be/33GLERbsEqY

Going to tribal sucks but hopefully the outcome favors my game. 

WHEWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I won for our tribe.... and now I'm gonna get them to send me to the devils hole so I can search out some idols bicth yes!

Alex? Barely know him but an Icon! My time at the Devils Hole was short. I found nothing, but my main goal was to find new potential alliances if we swap. As I said.. It was short so idk if I was allthat successful. 

Tribe swap has occurred...

This is so ICONIC!! I got Bianca to pick Alex.. who I'm good with from Devils Hole I got Alex to pick ME I got to pick Gabby.. my ally from my tribe I got HER to pick Giruga who seems like I could get him on my side I LOVE BEING A MASTERMIND!

We swapped last night while I was away which is fine I'm still with Jenny. We've got work to do since everyone else comes from the same tribe but that's ok bc I found an idol! My first ever idol in my org career oh boy. I'm not telling anyone yet bc idk if I really trust Jenny or Alex completely yet, we'll see 

I'm really nervous about tribal if we go or we lose bc if we win Giruga could go home but if we win there's a chance the other 3 might have an idol

https://youtu.be/BPBgQ1QBXWU

So Giruga and I were talking He seems pretty cool and someone I could work with. He's the only one from his old tribe on this tribe so I think I could easily swoop him up. I am worried about the other 4 on our tribe noticing that us 3 Panamint members are close. I wanna work with Alex but I'm worried about his bonds with the other Zabrinskie members. Sooo yeah I'm just trying to make a deal with Giruga rn and hopefully if we go to tribal I'm in majority and my edit stays good! (I'm hoping CP4.... Last episode I better have gotten a positive edit and the one before that I probably got a negative one when Paul went home)

so i was late to the merge party... oops. i like the newbies on my tribe and i also like that now we're at one world, i can get to know everyone now! 

So one world, huh? That's a thing. Interesting to finally meet all these people and see what their like. I need to start making alliances, otherwise I'm screwed.

I...  Giruga and I are flirting by sending dog memes to one another I'm----   anyway, maybe this means that we can swing him over to our side to dominate the vote. ;) 

A fucking tribe swap, and one world. Imagine that. At least now I can start getting a feel for everyone that wasn't originally on Panamint. I've been talking to Dianna a bit because I remember going to DH with her, but sadly she isn't on my tribe so I can't really align myself with her. The bright side is that my alliance with Misty and Gabby (queens!) is all on the same tribe as me. If we can pull in another member of our tribe we could have the numbers to control votes if we ever have to go to tribal. Bless random.org for making me a captain <3 <3 <3

Dianna HAS to be either Dom, Nick or Nic.  Or Ashley but I'm betting it's Dom.  Dianna and I worked close together in Festive BB, and then it was revealed that she was a catfish played by Ashley >.>.  I don't think Ashley would play her again but Dianna's handwriting looks a lot like Dom's now and Dianna, then Ashley and I were a duo until she cut me at final 3 after winning the final HOH!   but I've played two games with Dom, hosted him once and he's hosted me once, I KNOW HIS TYPING STYLE AND the putting 'ME' after everything anywhere, that has to be him and I'm taking notes.  

So we lost.. it sucks. However it gives me more air time so? I love a good bright side! Anyway, of course Gabby/Bianca and I start talking. Apparantly Alex/Kai are pulling her into an alliance. Alex is cancelled. I mean.. how dare he not include me. But anyway. Adelaide may not have spoken to me yet but... Kai, I've got my eyes on you. For now I'm gonna work on Giruga wish me luck!

my alliance didnt want to throw this, but I did. so I performed poorly. I submitted a score of about 3000, which isn't great by any means. If my tribe loses, I'll claim that my second submission (of about 5000) was not scored and I'll make a very public argument over it. of course, the hosts cannot do anything, and effectively send my tribe to tribal council :) then, I'll flip on the old titus bitches and send one of them home (PROBABLY Kat because I don't like the game she plays) I want to go the distance with William and Dianna and Giruga, but Kat is way too unknown for me to ever trust her enough to keep her around. I'll start talking to the three other people on the tribe and hopefully get them to turn their sights from the bigger threats of Will and Dianna. For my strategy, Will and Dianna will be the perfect shields to take into another swap but also the merge. They've got numbers swarming them and I want to minimize our status as threats by having five of our original tribe members going into a merge, and I know that I'll be deceiving them bad, but I hope they don't hold a grudge. Although I'm turning over a new leaf as a player by truly wanting to stay loyal to big threats, I'm still playing the same, old, jaiden way

At this point I don't even have to try at challenges bc I'm always on the winning team *giggles*

Giruga just told me he wants to work with me and the other neutrals Which is the best news I could've heard right now!!!!! I trust him a lot and him plus us three makes four. Tbh I don't really care who goes home between Kai or Adelaide or Alex at this point. I'm just excited to have numbers 

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IT ONLY TOOK LIKE 800 TIMES AT THE DEVILS HOLE BUT I FINALLY FOUND SOMETHING GAME CHANGING. I have the ruby idol, which could automatically makes a rocks situation if I feel festive enough for it. Hopefully I won't be in a position to use it for a while since I now have an alliance with Misty/Gabby/Giruga in addition to my alliance with Misty and Gabby. I feel good about having majority on the tribe, but I'm trying to stay close to Dianna since she's on the other tribe. I think I'm gonna give her my glow stone when I'm done with it, so that way I can prove that I trust her. I just hope I'm not making a huge mistake.

Aaaa whatwhat isit haopening?!?!!?

I can't make a video right now, but in the event that I get voted out tonight I just wanted to say a few things. So far I've aligned myself with the Neutral tribe and I'm really hoping I'm not being screwed over... because I seriously want to work with them, especially if it means down the line I can flip the game on old Titus. Please just let me survive my first actual tribal!!!!

Help I am being held hostage and the only way to get my freedom is if I make a confessional.

I AM PROB GOING HOME I AM NEVER ON

EP 3 EDGIC

#confessionals #buriedinsand

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Ep. #14 - “Making Sure I WAS In The Final 3″ - Ting Ting

Going into the finale, Ashley and Amanda figured they had the majority with Linus.  The Final 5 immunity challenge was medallion Hunt and Linus was able to win and he, along with Ashley and Amanda, got to go to The Cave one last time.  With Ashley’s idol being re-hidden there was a chance one of them would snatch it up but it was never found.  Going into the vote, the power of the Legacy Advantage was revealed to Ting Ting as an extra vote that can also be used on a revote in the even of a tie.  Ting Ting informed Tommy of this and they knew that they would be able to tie the vote if they weren't able to convince Linus to flip to them.  At Tribal Council, The vote did end up being a 3-3 tie between Tommy and Amanda.  Going into the revote Ashley decided to flip her vote to Amanda instead of going to rocks and Amanda was sent home.  At the Final 4, Ashley was now on the bottom.  The new alliance of Tommy, Ting Ting, and Linus planned on taking her out as she was seen as a big threat to win the game.  Ashley was able to win the Final Immunity and caused the other three to scramble on what to do at Tribal.  In the most heated Tribal of the season, Tommy and Linus argued it out on who should stay.  The votes came in with two for Ting Ting and two for Linus but Ashley changed her vote to Linus before the voting time was up and Linus was sent home in a 3-1 vote.  Ashley, Ting Ting, and Tommy prepared to plead their case to the Jury on why they should be the Sole Survivor.  In a pretty tame Final Tribal, each of the final three made a good case on why they should win and Ting Ting was able to sway a lot of favor towards her.  The final vote came in as 4-3-2 for Tommy, Ting Ting, and Ashley respectively and Tommy was declared the winner of Tumblr Survivor Myanmar.

So we FINALLY GOT SAM OUT. GODDAMN IT FINALLY. Anyways, I didn’t NEED to play my idol but I knew I was getting votes… so oh well. I wanted to be safe. I now know I can trust Linus and hopefully our f3 will last til the end. Also lol at Ting Ting kissing my ass rn.

MY SAMANTHUEL IS GONE! Poor King! Robbed AF! However, I told him I had a feeling Linus was flipping because I KNEW it and because Ashley/Amanda weren’t talking to me. At least I made Final 5. All I have left now is my good ole’ ally Ting Ting and it’s just us two vs. the world. I think they’ll probably try and vote me out this upcoming tribal HOWEVER, Ting Ting was left the Legacy advantage which gives her 2 votes at tribal including revote scenarios. So all we need to do is for one of us to get the immunity necklace and win this challenge, if we can do that we can make it past these next tribals until Final 2 or 3 together we can make it to the end and win it. This tribal coming up is the closest I’ve been to the chopping block yet, but I need to continue to play the game because one little move can make a HUGE difference at this point in the game. I just want to get as far as I can at this point and if that means crushing my the rest of them that’s what I’ll do. It’s so surreal this feeling of accomplishment I feel I have achieved, I’ve been able to withstand some pretty rad stuff and make it past ¾ths of the players left in the game. Been through many blindsides on both ends of the deal, many tough challenges, and many frustrating moments this season but it has been so enjoyable, should be fun to see how this all is going to play out.  

GNOEGNVORNFOVNRFGONRFGVOBROGRFNOGBOFNVO Frickty Frick! Damn Linus won Individual Immunity and Ashley/Amanda won a trip with him to the cave. Literally the worst thing that could happened happened. I just have to get people super paranoid that I have an idol which I think I did do. Ashley is saying she’ll turn on Amanda and vote her out this tribal and make a Final 3 with Linus, Herself, and Myself which is awesome because then all we have to do is get Ting Ting and Me to vote Amanda this tribal with her Legacy advantage and Ashley won’t risk going to rocks with only 2 people drawing rocks. So Ting Ting and Myself will be able to stick together going into Final 4 but I would also have a Final 3 deal with Linus and Ashley, plus a shot at winning Final 4 Immunity (whether or not it is Final Immunity) and even then I think Ting Ting and I would at least cause a tiebreaker at Final 4 because she is the one true person I believe to be loyal to me. UGH, THIS IS GOING TO BE A MESS!

So this is probably the most stressed I have ever been in my whole entire life. Like god why. Linus and I are trying to pull one over on Tommy rn, who it is rumored has an idol. Apparently Tommy was trying to get him to vote for me yesterday, and was saying he could get back with Amanda and I whenever he wanted to. So kind of trying to get Linus to work with him yet also threatening him. I was like um bitch no. Linus Amanda and I are still tight. So in order to try and throw Tommy off and make him feel a bit more safe, Linus and I had a fake conversation in order for me to be able to send receipts to Tommy of Linus agreeing to the f3. So now Linus and I are going to make it look like we are working with Tommy, or at least convince Tommy so. The only problem is, I think Tommy wants to try and get Amanda out this tribal so I can “prove” I wouldn’t just flip on him at f4. Linus and I don’t want there to be any chance of Amanda leaving, we want to vote Ting and try and make either her or Tommy leave. But the threat of idols at this tribal is still very much alive, especially since this is the last chance Tommy or Ting would have to play one. It may get to the point where Tommy votes Amanda, Linus, Amanda and I vote Ting, and Ting votes Tommy in order to have a tie if idols are played. God this is complicated and I am dying. please just let me live through this tribal.

They could just be busy but Ashley and Linus are being super quiet right now and its making me nervous as fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

well okay trevor. bring in the self vote punishment i see. anyways so it’s f5 now and i can use my hella amazing legacy advantage brought to you be the beautiful steffen. like this advantage is gonna get me through to f4 coming in so clutch with that extra vote. and literally only tommy knows so i think we’ll be good. I still can’t trust linus at all because he flips so much, like boi change your name to LIEnus. amanda is like barely on so i think she’ll get out this round if ashley flips on her, which she probably will because there’s no way ashley will go to rocks for amanda, she wants to win too badly. so hopefully everything goes ok tonight and tommy and i make it to f2

“My name is Ozymandias; King of kings; Behold my works ye mighty and despair.” -Percy Shelly So this  round it’s either Amanda, or Tommy and Im really the swing vote. The problem right now is Im in the middle of two alliances of 2 people, both wanting me to be their third, and quite frankly  both of which  probably don’t want me at the end. Both alliances have 1 floater and 1 challenge beast. Ultimately I think my  decision comes down to I’ve never given Ashley and Amanda a reason to not trust me, and on top of that Ting could genuinly be a big jury threat since she hasnt made anyone mad.  On top of that  I feel like my odds are better against either Ashley and Amanda as a pair if its a final 3 since they share a voting pool, and in a final 2 I could try and bring Amanda  and as I count out votes I like to hope it would be 6-4 in my favour. On top of all this, Im convinced an idol will be coming out tonight, possibly by Tommy. So even if the plan fails Im hoping that this would solidify one ally who we could both depend on each other at final 4 and the other way I dont think I would get that. At this point I just feel like everything is on that brink of crashing and burning for me after everything I’ve spent this whole game building up. I have a serious chance here to win, but I also have a chance to become just a footnote in the Tumblrsurvivor history books.

I hope this shit works and no one has idols or shit so Tommy finally leaves :) As usual I have a bad feeling though so we’ll see. WOOO I LOVE PARANOIA!!!

So… I don’t really know what to say right now. Amanda was just voted out. And I was the deciding factor. Linus, Amanda and I voted Tommy, as we had planned. Ting Ting pulled out an extra vote (WHICH I TOTALLY CALLED). And made us go to a revote between Tommy and Amanda. Ting could use her extra vote on a revote as well. Which, would have made it go to rocks. With literally only Ting Ting and I’s name. I couldn’t take that risk and wrote Amanda’s name literally last second. I can’t believe I did it tbh. f4 is great and all, but fucking up not only an alliance but a friendship might not have been worth it. She seems to understand, and I hope that stays true when it comes to jury time…. if I can make it passed this next vote. Linus and I are still good, he understands why I did it and is certain we can pull through for her. I am hoping to be able to get Ting on our side because then we would just have to get out Tommy and be good for f3. If it came to f2, Linus and I would definitely stick together I think.

Oh so I found this little gem from before this tribal when Linus and I were trying to pull one over on Tommy. [1/11/2017 10:24:29 PM] Tommy Shallow: yeah idk but getting Amanda out this vote then ting ting out next would be more ideal because that way I can ensure u guys wouldn’t take me out at 4 [1/11/2017 10:25:02 PM] Tommy Shallow: because ting ting is a big jury threat she hasn’t pissed anyone off. Let’s see how Ting feels about this, shall we? You piss me off I’ll mess you up my friend. Karma is a bitch.

Final thoughts: If Ashley is the one who flipped the revote i’ll be upset, but i’ll understand tbh cause rocks would have literally been only her and TingTing as options so like I get it. I still love her to death and if she gets to the end she has my vote 100% Tommy- I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN HIS ASS OUT SOONER :) Ting Ting- I knew she would fucking have something this whole game. I’m not shocked at all I just wish it could have been used a week where I WASNT THE VOTE Linus is playing a really fucking good game and if Ashley doesnt get to the end this bitch has my vote I had a really good time playing this game. I went to the cave almost every week? I made a bunch of new friends. I GOT TO ANNOY THE SHIT OUT OF TREVOR AND OWEN ALL THE TIME!!! and on top of all that, I more than doubled my placement i think? Who knows I suck at math but I can’t be mad at that concept.  ANYWAYSSSSS shoutout to my number one fan Teddy and also shoutout to Kait cause she loves shoutouts. Time for me to head off to Ponderosa!  I hope Trevor will finally give me the chicken i’ve been asking for <3

Lmao this is hillarious. If the two alliances stick together, everyone actually has to actively hope their ally loses the firemaking xD Like, if Ashley loses the firemaking I think I have the votes to win. If I lose a firemaking I think Ashley would win. If Tommy loses firemaking I think Ting wins, and if Ting loses I think tommy wins xD But like, we cant flip on each other either or we lose jury favour Its a game of russian roullette for who the votes are on initially, and than after that its a game of hope the person you voted to keep loses hahaha

How I feel like the jury could potentially look right now (Obviously this is just speculation so I could be way off). Steffen: Ashley Brett: Tommy Keegan: Tommy/Linus Tossup Christian: Linus (Possibly Ashley) Jay: Linus Leah: Ashley Sam:Tommy Amanda: Ashley Then if Tommy gets voted out Brett, Sam and possibly Keegan go over to Ting and Tommy also votes Ting. If Ashley goes her voters switch to me (Other than possibly Steffen, he becomes a 3 way tossup) and she also votes me (Probably), especially if I dont betray her this round. If Ting goes well, no real change other than she votes Tommy, and if I go then Jay and Christian vote Ashley which gives her enough to win.

So Linus and I have pretty much decided to keep Ting around and kick Tommy the hell out. We figure they would be going for the same votes (well sorta). Hopefully through my jury speech and the questions and stuff I can persuade a few votes more my way, if I don’t get backstabbed this round and get sent out. I would scream for literally ever. Because then the Amanda vote would not have been necessary and I could’ve basically just gone to rocks. Ugh. This is stressful. What am I doing with my life. Tbh if I win this game, Connor is getting my buff because I will feel bad that he has never won. Oops.

OMFG TING TING AND I SURVIVED! WE MADE FINAL 4! WE DID THAT! Amanda getting 5th by the legacy is so ironic since she voted in the minority with Gaston who was the 5th voted out and she also played a double vote to get someone out. Plus all the old people are finally out of the game (20s and above) because there was an age curse this season. This is amazing for my game that Ting Ting and I were able to make the Final 4 together, all I have to do is win Final Immunity now and keep light on my feet for anything that shifts out of place in these last few days. When tribal comes around I’m either voting for Linus and Ashley to leave next, at this point Ting Ting and I are going to be sticking it out together because we can’t trust Ashley or Linus. Like Ashley just flipped on her closest ally all game last tribal and Linus has burned us multiple times now and I wouldn’t doubt it if he continues to do so. This game is only going to get more intense now that we are one tribal away from Final Tribal Council.  

Hmm, so Amanda really kinda screwed over my plan. Now that the optimal gameplan is for me  to cut Ashley, it’s absolutely core that I win final immunity, or at least that Ashley doesn’t win. Tommy is already claiming he wants to go for Ashley, which strategically makes some sense for him if he wants  to stay loyal to Ting (And have some chance of winning still. I feel like he and I would be in a closish vote hopefully). The only scenario in which he likely wins though is if Ting goes home, and Im 90% certain he believes that it’s his best move to get rid of Ting, but I still don’t think he’s going to  vote her. He is telling me he wants to go for Ashley, which is cool beans by me I suppose, but at this point  Ive betrayed him enough times that he could definitely write my name down as a fuck you and I would get the total Johnny Fairplay edit. Ashley  is saying  she wants to go for Tommy, however if she is smart she will go for me since that would 100% guarentee her victory since with me out of the picture Im almost certain she would get the jury votes of Steffen, Leah, Amanda, Christian and Jay. She seems to think it’s her and Tommy competing for the same votes though, so I really don’t know. The biggest wildcard this round is far and away Ting. She has been so UTR that I can’t tell if she will make the strategic decision to cut Tommy since that is her best chance of the win. On top of that from what I  understand  Ashley is  pushing for Ting to vote out Tommy and sending her logs of times Tommy said he would vote her out, so Im really lost. Pray for me <3

Damn so close in immunity and Ashley won, I really need to get Linus out if I have any chance of getting there or winning the entire game. This really sucks because my game does come down to if I can make it to Final Tribal Council or not, and if I make Final Tribal I will be extremely happy, this honestly sucks so bad for me but I think if I can just pull through and take out Linus it would be a miracle to witness.  

Well, it could all be coming to an end for me. As far as I know right now it should be a 2-2 vote between Tommy and I. I told Tommy to his face I was voting for him, but I also told him if he beats me in firemaking that I would vote him to win and hopefully obligate him a little to vote me if I win :P . I also have one last gambit where with the help of Ting Im going to attempt to get Ashley to give up immunity to me. The plan is for me to push hardcore tomorrow that Tommy will landslide if he gets to the end, and Ting is going to act unreasonably paranoid about me getting to the end, but say she thinks that Tommy is the second biggest threat. It’s a long shot, but  hey, anything is worth the try. If I do get  to the end Im counting votes and theres a chance I could win, but  like, it’s hard to say without reading  jury minds. Tommy for instance thinks Keegan would vote for Ting over me soley because Ting flipped to save him, and like, it’s true he could vote based on that, but I can’t count my chickens before they hatch. Ashley winning this really hurt me, so rip :( . I think at least this game really showed myself that I could play a strategic game to do well though. On wikia the joke is that all I have going for me is that I can win most flash games and don’t have to think strategically. This game I couldnt count on wins though, I was able to put myself in the majority for every vote except one, always place myself in the swing position, play a Rob Cesternino-esque game and Im proud of that I could be a villain for once, even if I was forced into that position because I couldnt rely on a strong starting tribe alliance to ride out to the end like I usually do since the fans were so bad at challenges and not getting voted out hehehe. Ting has given me what some might say is  a not so flattering nickname, but I embrace it fully this game. Long live “Lie-nus”! Wish me luck at tribal as always <3 <3

Well I can’t believe I just won the last immunity challenge. That was one wild freaking ride let me tell ya. I finally didn’t frick up on counting and got to a decent number that I figured could get me into second place, which it did. And I got a decent puzzle time compared to what people were willing to tell me about their times. IDFK how I got the trivia but Connor gave me random facts that morning for me to keep in mind. And then I took notes from the Wikia, must’ve been the right notes I guess because I got most of them right somehow. Now that I have immunity literally everyone is coming to me with new information. I guess Steffen gave the legacy thing to Ting? That is interesting. And Linus created an f3 with Tommy and Ting and basically wanted to get me out, so that is cool. I am trying to figure out which person to get out would be the most strategic for me. Ting- Just a fucking goat but flipped on Keegan vote and played that legacy thing (not much of a good game but whatever.) Steffen will probably vote her which pisses me off but whatever. Tommy- Has fought to be where he is, was supposed to go multiple times but somehow made it through it, thanks to me and Amanda sometimes. Yet a lot of people thought he was annoying. Which is understandable, so idk where his votes stand. Linus- Was my only ally left until I found out he was trying to get me out. He is the only fan standing and definitely fought for his place In the f4. I know for a fact Jay will vote him if she can, and so would Christian probably. Idk what the heck I am gunna do. Stay tuned for some ranting later.   

OKAY So you know how I said stay tuned for some ranting? WELL HERE THE FUCK IT IS. Fucking Linus made an f3 with Ting and Tommy, as we all expect from an ass kisser of course. Both Tommy and Ting have told me this so I am not really caring rn because I have freaking immunity. So there little f3 is shattered of course. BUT HOLD UP. HERE COMES THE INTERESTING SHIT. Ting tells me LINUS came up with this GENIUS plan to “get” me to just HAND OVER MY FREAKING IMMUNITY TO HIM. Yeah no, bish. I ain’t doing that. So she sends me some receipts and basically he wanted me to give him my immunity, and then have all three of them vote me out. WHY WOULD ANYONE BE THAT FREAKING STUPID. LIKE HOW COULD YOU THINK I WOULD DO THAT. He can literally go rn. bye bish.

(Last Confessional Continued) I AM CONFRONTING CUZ FRANKLY I DONT GIVE A DAMN. [2:11:51 PM]        Linus: We’re still cool on tribal though right, like at worst I should be expecting a firemaking? [2:18:08 PM]       Ashley Hudson: Voting Tommy? Yeah of course [2:45:30 PM]       Linus: Awesome! Just wanted to be sure so there’s no surprises haha [8:54:08 PM]       Ashley Hudson: Well you know what would be a surprise? If I gave you my immunity and then you voted me out. Whew! That would be crazy right? Yeah so incredibly crazy. I hope you can FEEL the sarcasm LEAKING out of my bones rn.

When Ting Ting being a snake actually comes in SO CLUTCH. Sending me recordings of calls and shit. Smh what a little rat I love her.

I am saltier than a goddamn saltine.

Linus is gone, so AWESOME. Now I have to go up against the fucking wonder duo of Ting Ting and Tommy, both of which I want to stab in the eyes with rusty sporks at this point because no matter what I did everyone ELSE would get a jury vote. I will not get  a vote from Linus now, as he has said he will probably vote Tommy, and if we sent out Tommy or Ting, they would’ve voted for each other to win SO JUST STICK ME IN THE MIDDLE OF A ROCK AND A FUCKING HARD PLACE WHY DONT YA. I swear this game should be called “Surviving fucked up emotions”  

I can not believe Ting Ting and I were able to pull it off, and cause a 3-1 vote getting Linus out. I’m so happy I made the Final 3 and get a chance to plead my case to the jury. Plus that tribal we just had was so fricking crazy, like coco for coco puffs. I popped off on Linus and it was just like a huge mess and all, definitely the craziest live tribal of the season. Now all that’s left is Final Tribal Council and I have to make a good speech that I feel will persuade people to vote me to win this thing. I’m stoked I made it to Final Tribal because I would have never believed I would of gotten to this point ever!

Final Tribal is less than 2 hours away and it’s super scary. This is the last tribal council of the game and it determines who the winner is from the runner-up and second runner-up. I’m so nervous because if I mess up that means all the hard work I did was for nothing. I want to be able to look back on this season and know that I played a good game and kept fighting all the way to the finish. I’m extremely proud of myself of getting to the point of where I’m at now, I’m praying for Final Tribal Council to go smoothly.

What a great time to forget EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE THIS SEASON.

#mustlearntoadapt #confessionals