#I am not a strong person

[here-is-the-bored-one]

i don't know if i hate or love how much i am used to tumblr, bc after ao3 didn't work for me my first reaction wasn't to check if my phone crashed or to check information about the maintenance.... it was checking if it's trending here

#when i first went here it wasn't trending yet and i started fearing that my phone is broken #but no #i showed up just before the panic started #may the ao3 maintenance hear our prayers and give us back the blessed scripts #listen before this i was reading great found family fic and i just got to the angst #i need hurt/comfort to have comfort #i am not a strong person #let me finish it i beg #ao3

[sseureki]

#all american #allamericanedit #spelivia #spencer james #olivia baker #spencer x olivia #olivia x spencer #shippers who like angst.. WHY? #i am not a strong person #daniel ezra #samantha logan #speliviaedit #aaedit

[le-velo-pour-dru]

I think there's gonna be some therapeutic Dallonposting sometime today XP

#dru speaks #that serial killer documentary left me shaken up okay XD #i am not a strong person #and he makes me happy #can't do it now but it will absolutely happen later #and if any of you guys have good pics of him you think other people should see. you could send 'em my way 🥴 #or don't. i'm not the boss of you XD

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

#good omens #´hello friends!! how are you!! #I hope you're doing well! ( ´ ▽ ` ) #I have a big cough but otherwise I am good! It's nothign bad I am just very slimey #usually I am not a cough person I am not sure where this is coming from #most of the time I just get a stuffy nose #has my nose gotten stronger #but there are good news too I have already found a VERY good chestnut to put into my pocket this autumn!! its very small! (❁´▽`❁) #it's been a very warm autumn in Germany so far so it has not really felt like fall yet #but yesterday it was all rainy and stormy and I had two new books and it was the best day possible to have a slimey cough (: #and now I feel SO much autumn I am close to buying a set of window colors #I do not know what I would to with the window colors I just have this strong urge in me to buy a window color set #the last time I did a window color was at the birtday of a class mate I think she turned 9 and I made a deer #but for some reason we did this craft 5 minutes before we all had to leave so we had to carry our window color deer home wet #unfortunatly for the deer and me I fell down the stairs of her house and smeared the deer all over me and i screamed the entire drive home #which wasn't very long but it probably felt very long for the mother who had a screaming child covered in window color deer inside her car

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

finally at that age where i'm thinking i should get a tattoo. not bc i feel strongly about it, just seems like a waste not to. i've got so much skin i'm not using

#feels so selfish like. all this skin what am i saving it for? #open to design suggestions! (please make me regret this offer) #maybe some deep sea horrors. a pretty watercolor of a gulper eel #once saw a person on the subway with various Skeleton Tattoos on all their limbs #i respected their commitment to the theme #but more than that i respected how all the skeletons were engaged in Activities #dancing in a ballgown. juggling its own (and two other???) skulls. swordfighting. being a mermaid skeleton #ANYWAY. the only reason i haven't already gotten tattoos is i just couldn't be bothered #i'm old enough to know i don't have any strong-but-potentially-temporary feelings driving me towards it #aesthetically i prefer decorated to non-decorated surfaces. but i'm not artistic or thrilled with commitment #honestly it feels like sheer laziness. indecisiveness--nay. immaturity!--that i HAVEN'T gotten a tattoo yet #letting all this blank canvas go to waste. tut tut i need to grow up and be an adult and get a tattoo sleeve already. #really i've put off my responsibilities long enough #(in fairness i DID at one time have 18 different piercings) #(but i took most of them out bc they interfere with wearing headphones and/or shoving my face in my pillow during Sleep Time) #(i only kept the nape piercing bc oddly enough it ended up being the most convenient. and the least painful to get now i think about it.) #(neck piercing? no problem. normal pair of earrings? Tribulations And Suffering. i don't make the rules i just poke them with a stick.)

[kotikaleo]

My art got stolen, edited and used for commercial purposes

This store claims to be "official" Grian merch shop and oH BOI they are clearly not. The amount of stolen art on this store is simply owherwhelming. This is just an example.

They took my art, made 5 designs and slapped it on everything they could mass produce, resulting in more than 55 merchandise pieces with art they have no right on. And I am not even counting Grian Official (like TRUE OFFICIAL) mech, and some other artist I don't know, but clearly they haven't given their consent to this. Examples below.

Official Grian merch that was limited edition btw:

Artist I don't know, please help me find them:

This one is by TheElliPelli on twitter, here is the link

And if you think that i was kidding about erased signature... HA

I already contacted them, and asked to take down absolutely everything that includes my art, and also I emailed Grian himself, i don't know does he bother or not, but worth a try.

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Thank you all uwu

#my art #hermitcraft #grian #mumbo jumbo #docm77 #goodtimeswithscar #I am so tired #that was a FUUUUUNNNNN night #All thanks to a person who let me know about this situation #bless your soul #I decided to slap a huge ugly watermark on all art few month ago #when my art got reposted again #but now... I have a big temptation to reedit all my art and add my watermark there as well #I hope they will get crushed by a dreadful unbearable guilt of understanding whet they did so strong their hands will shake forever

[astrallar]

Ok, so here me out here

#The intrusive thoughts won out and I drew Mommy Halsina #BG3 #Baldurs Gate 3 #Halsin #not gonna lie I am fearing for my life a bit #itll be like opening pandoras box on live television I dont know whats gonna happen but future me can deal with the consequences of this #but I personally think she is super gorgeous and strong and gentle and ughhhheverything she is everything to me

[shiocreator]

I am trying with all my might to not pull what i did with inscryption with Will you Snail? and make multiple one shots or start a series i never finished despite how hard i tried to simply because the little content i see of it

I at least, wanna finish chapter two of cleaning and comets shdbhs

#I am not a strong person #salt speaks

[spaciebabie]

sun: my bad dawg.

#'im so happy for you BUT FUCKING STOP!!!!!' #fnaf sb #fnaf #security breach #five nights at freddy's #sundrop #sun fnaf #y/n #sun x y/n #sun x reader #moon fnaf #moondrop #dont worry moon youll get your chance (eventually) #until then enjoy as your other half smooches the person you're yearnin after lmao get fucked buddy #its been awhile since i drew them they look a little weird ta me [。。] #based on this thing i do irl where whenever i talk 2 a friend i havent seen in awhile i go '*insert name* its been 17 years...........' #i dont smash my face against theirs and suck their face off tho so #if you're friends w/me and i say this dont worry man KJAFSKDFSJFD #moon needs a kiss BAD #animation is not my strong suit ignore that (i am lazy) #i made my pen too thin 🙄 #spacie scribbles

[julykings]

first week of august

#gym lyf feeling strong lifting running etc ! #me + my bf made pistachio ice cream !!!!!!! it slays #and I have been known to enjoy a farmer’s market every now and then …….. #also I wear anklets now yahhhh #I’m feeling kind of close to a breakdown but keep steering myself away idk life is so beautiful in so many ways but I have a nervous feeling #all the tiiiime <3 but I just have to remember how lucky of a person I am and all of the things I am grateful for which are mannnyyyy #love to u #personal

[chickenoptyrx]

....I just wanted to draw gators :T at this point these 2 are more 'a representation of my last 2 brain cells' then they are actual characters 😅

#im living vicariously through the cartoon guys #because i want to A. pick up gator (strong man style) #and B. ..pick up gator (hug) #ok but so i recently found out an area where i take stupid little walks for my stupid little mental health #has! GATORS!! (potentially. theres signs.) #and this is great cause seeing gators would def heal me as a person #but ok so when i look for hiking places i always look north cause the terrains more hilly #but now im lookin south more cause turns out i AM in fact far enough south to see gators!! #and yeah looks like theres a handful of nature reserves w hiking trails the same distance away as the little mountain trails i go to #its flatter and the trails are less extensive so ill hafta see if i think its worth it #but then too theres a really big black water swamp that.. further away then i wanna drive.. #but also i drove 5 hrs once just to go to mammoth cave as a day trip so.. we'll see.. #my friend says he wont go w me tho :T he'll just report me missing #this has been a tag ramble about my sudden outset intrest in seeing a gator #my bullshit #lol barely but still #also- i told myself not to over do it drawin the scales or coloring it #and as you can see i dont listen to myself ever #lol they look outta place but idc i got to draw 2 of my favorite characters and also ALLIGATORS :U #living the dream rn

[champion-prism]

but all might's characterization drawing so much strength from mother figures. his victory pose, his laugh, from his earliest memories with his mother. learning to smile and be strong from nana. thinking of nana in his worst moments and gaining strength- i thought of her as my own mother, being formed as a person by nana's life and death. i dont know why hori specifically chose to make the seventh holder a woman (shigaraki's story would have worked if nana was male) but i love that toshinori yagi is a mama's boy.

so much of the media i love has cool male mentors or emphasises fathers, male mentors, or if women are a source of drive or inspiration they exist in that capacity as lovers; but to have an Incredibly Powerful male hero that goes "yes, i derive all my strength from my mother-figure mentor" is so dear to me. his earliest memories of his happy childhood featuring his biological mother.

#thinking about star wars #luke is so driven by his father #his father his father his father #you killed my father- the importance of his father #anakin was driven by padme yes but lover figure #thinking about batman and how all his memories are about his dad #his dad the doctor his dad who he looks like his dad who wouldve been batman in another universe #or alfred his father figure #but all might? #all might who goes yes i am strong yes i learnt everything i know from my mother #my mother my mentor she was the strongest person i could ever know #thinking of all the moms in media that have been traditionally relegated to just kinda being there #while fathers get to be guides or mentors or strength #even when theyre absent #absent fathers make for inspiration and drive absent mothers make for tragic backstory #all might #toshinori yagi #bnha #mha #mha volume 40 #all might my beloved #prism rants

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

hate that I have to clarify whenever I think of two characters as having a powerful and purely platonic bond as "just friends". like I have to say that but they are not "just" anything.

did you hear me. I said they are friends. not brothers or siblings or maternal or paternal or any other familially-defined relationship. they are friends!!! do you know how powerful that is??? they! are! friends!!! they are FRIENDS

#storyrambles #random #how i feel about leorio and kurapika towards gon tbh #also odasaku and dazai... i'm more apt to accept the idea of romantic feelings than i am 'brothers' or 'fatherly' - it's just not them #but usually i prefer it platonic #even kyouka and atsushi are like this to me #i don't really see them as big brother younger sister tbh #they're friends :) #also killua and gon definitely have quite a bit of romantic hinting going on there (i personally am willing to bat for it being intentional #but at this stage their friendship is the most important thing!!! and i honestly believe it will remain the most important thing! #do you think any kind of lasting romance isn't founded on strong friendship??????

[zionultra]

G-d I love being Jewish. I really wouldn’t want it any other way. Wearing tzitzit, wearing tallit, kippot, putting on tefillin, following kashrut, I love it all.

#jumblr #and just to be clear I don’t down anyone who doesn’t do these things it just makes me personally feel strong and powerful #and connected to HaShem #and to my Jewishness #Shabbat shalom btw to all the yidden ! #judaism #am yisrael chai

[paranorahjones]

hey remember when it was considered really fucking weird to use extremely sexual and disturbing language to simp for real people in their own comment sections/online spaces? can we go back to that stigma? like if you wouldn't say that shit out loud to that person's face, literally just don't say it anywhere. y'all are so self-centered it's insane. you do not EVER. have the right to tell someone who does not know you at all exactly what you think of them sexually. bunch of disgusting catcallers.

#sorry for the strong language to my more kindly worded friends #but i'm not sorry for anything else #and don't worry i am not vagueing about any one person in particular #this is just me screaming into the void

[red-moon-at-night]

I find it so SO interesting that as soon as Kazui's breaking their marriage vows and revealing his true feelings (literally tearing apart the dove), the wife is already falling off the balcony

Her hair is fluttering in the wind. The apple fucking splatters on the ground this whole sequence is so visceral I'm spinning it around in my mind. Kazui views his truth telling as a violent act, the killing blow.

#milgram #capri talks #kazui mukuhara #Cat #I made a gif for this are you happy (I love this part way too much I would've made it anyway) #I have... thoughts about this which Scare me but. For now... I am going to assume in good faith that this must be taken figuratively and #symbolically because that's the most obvious interpretation right. right guys??? *one fear* #*looks at the voice drama which starts with how he's never gone up against a woman as strong as him until kotoko* #*looks at the line 'it’s generally the heavier person who ends up winning.'* #*looks at that one frame in Cat at 2:33 where he's holding her back* #DONT MIND ME IM JUST DELIBERATING I want him to be innocent I want things to be simple but I'm so worried of being hoodwinked-- #--when the guy literally emphasises sleight of hand tricks and magicians and disappearing acts in his MV :'D #when he literally has a 'son of man' painting reference (man w/apple in front of face) #I am going to stop talking or else I shall combust into a million pieces #analysis #described