#I am having

[bittersweetresilience]

did you guys know my beloved autumn is the most deserving of every good thing in the world ever

#🏮 #I AM HAVING #STRONG FEELINGS

[savventeen]

hmm savv what would u do with mutual pining and woozi? :3c

daisy,,, beloved,,,,,,,,,, how dare you make me think about mutual pining w/ woozi ( /hj ) (i am already pining for him and thinking abt MUTUAL pining is going to drive me actually insane methinks g o d sdkjflskjdf)

ok so. SO. after vibrating in my seat and fantasizing abt lying down in the middle of the floor for the rest of time as i think about this concept, i have come to the following conclusion: mixtapes. and i mean in the classic "hey i made you this mixtape" sense

reader and jihoon are both producers for the same label and don't really interact that much at first. in fact, they don't actually even meet for the first time until soonyoung invites them both to his birthday party and they start talking shop, bonding over teasing soonyoung, and then ending the night with a promise to grab lunch together sometime.

fast forward a couple of months and they are officially Friends. they've managed to start a tradition of getting lunch together once a week and bitching about various work bullshit, and they've also started to hang out together in group settings after realizing they have more mutual friends as well

reader is the first one to send jihoon a song. it's a few hours after their weekly vent session, jihoon having taken up most of the time complaining about shitty higher-ups giving ridiculous deadlines and stuck-up idol wannabes trying to tell him how to do his job without having a clue about what his job actually is, and he gets a message from reader that says "i feel like this fits ur current mood" with a link to a song. [cw the song linked has a somewhat startling gun sound] he clicks on the link, curious, and then bursts out laughing after a few confused moments of listening bc that was NOT what he was expecting, at all

and that's how it starts, really. a few days later, he sends reader a song with the caption "how much u wanna bet soonyoung would choreograph something to this just bc it has the word 'tiger' in the title" / "no bet he absolutely would" / "ur no fun :P" / "sorry can't hear you i'm sending it to soonyoung as we speak"

pretty soon they're sending songs back and forth almost daily "what are ur thoughts on this" / "?? i don't speak french" / "and?" / "...ok yeah this is p good" "is this kinda close to the vibe you're trying to get for that one group you're working with?" / "not quite. but that's ok bc IM Vibin with this one" "i need u to stop whatever ur doing and listen to this with the bassist bass you can get with w/ ur setup" / "ok??" ... "holy shit" / "RIGHT?"

fast forward another couple of months, and reader shows up to jihoon's studio with a can of coke zero and a flash drive. "what's this?" / "this, my dear woozi-ssi, is going to be the solution to our creative blocks" and then reader goes on to explain their idea: they both have tracks that they're stuck on (personal, professional, or otherwise), and so they're gonna 'sisterhood of the traveling pants this shit' ('i literally have no idea what you're talking about'). aka: reader put some files they're having trouble with on this flash drive, and jihoon's gonna add any notes/ideas he has and then give it back with some of his own trouble files on it. rinse and repeat

and not only does it work ("ohmygod i've been trying to figure out that bridge transition for DAYS THANK YOU") but it also becomes Their Thing. like, they're used to collaborating with other writers/producers/etc bc it comes with the job, but something about this silly little flash drive... feels Special. [*cough*it's because they're catching Feelings*cough*]

tHIS IS GETTING SO LONG FUCK OKAY other things i would include in this fic: - one noticing the other has been working on a lot more love songs lately (or maybe a lot more Sad (read: pining) love songs) - reader has a bad day at some point and they end up losing the flash drive and they have a breakdown over it (jihoon comforts them and also helps them find it we love emotional hurt/comfort in this household) - scenes where they're individually waxing poetic about the other to different friends and the friends are like "bro. ur in love with them" "uh, no? they just have a great work ethic and a great taste in music also their lyricism is just—" "you. are. in. love." "i admire them professionally!

AND THEN THE CONCLUSION!! one of them decides to bite the metaphorical bullet and confess their Feelings. this could be either of them, but i'm gonna go with jihoon bc i can. so of course he can't just say "hey i love you" like a normal person, he has to confess through music. so he goes out and buys a new flash drive (with a really cute cover bc he knows they'd like it) and puts two folders on there. the first folder is full of instrumental files and is titled "all the times i couldn't find the words". and the second folder is titled "and all the times i could" and it's all love songs he's written inspired by/for reader

he sneaks into their studio and leaves the flash drive on your desk while you're in a meeting, and then he Waits and waits and waits some more until it's time to go home and it's been total radio silence and his heart feels like it's been crushed. so he starts to head home in the rain (bc i am a cheesy bastard and love rainy confession scenes) but after a few minutes of walking he hears shouting behind him and he turns to see you sprinting at him while screaming his name and before he can get a word out you're clutching his shoulders, soaked to the bone and asking "do you mean it? the songs, did— do you really mean it?"

and all he can do is nod because his heart still hasn't quite found its way back to his chest yet, and then he can't nod anymore because you're kissing him. you're kissing him, and he drops the umbrella he was holding and you're both kissing in the rain bc you're both obnoxious helpless romantics and "y/n-ah, i mean it— i mean it. i love you"

"i love you too, you stupid romantic bastard oh my god"

"hey, you're the one who started kissing me in the rain"

and it ends like the cheesy romcom this turned into bc i couldn't help myself and i need to lie down in a puddle of feelings now k thx

[send me a person and a trope/au and i'll tell you what kind of plot i'd write for them]

#savv answers #savv writes #ask game #daisy 🍚 #daisy im so emo and its all ur fault lskdjflksjflksj #I AM HAVING #TOTALLY NORMAL AND SANE FEELINGS RN #SO normal and sane #:''D #im mclosing it actually but its Fine

[etherealacademia]

life is sooooo good (i am in love with my nerdy butch bf)

#personal #i am having #a #lesbian moment #malewivesrus

[sea-jello]

if spinjitzu brothers was before morro then wu definitely told morro about the adventures he and garmadon had

#and morro was definitely thinking about those stories when he left the monastery #i am having #big spinjitzu brothers brainrot #ninjago #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #ninjago wu #wu ninjago #master wu #spinjitzu brothers #ninjago hcs #ninjago hc #ninjago headcanons

[locallyloathed]

Midnight Burger is a time traveling, dimension spanning diner.

If season 1 was to establish the premise and explain the (basic) inner workings of the diner.

And season 2 put the focus on traveling to and interacting with alien planets, complete with a concept that made them incapable of going through time or dimensions.

And season 3 was an exploration of time travel that primarily took place over the course of one screwed up timeline, with only a few peeks into alternate ones.

I’m getting this strange sensation that season 4 is going to have a lot to say about interacting with the other timelines/dimensions.

So potentially.

“Even if he did show up, which timeline is he from? Is it the timeline where I did everything right? Is it the timeline where I never existed at all? He’s better off in both of those.”

#I am having #SO many feelings #obviously this all just speculation but just #I am in emotional pain just thinking about Caspar finding any version his son #midnight burger #casper midnight burger

[if-mirrormine]

AAAAGGHHHHAHAHAGAAG

thank you

#i am having #PROBLEMS #with my BRAIN #and with WRITING #i cant go on like this :') #alli talks

[justaboot]

Day 3

#I am having #the worst week #the sentence ‘I left the ICU to go home for a shower at 2 am and I’m worried my car might break down trying to get back’ is pretty bad huh #also started my period #so #cool thanks

[pynkhues]

Hello, have an excerpt from the very silly misc period arranged mrriage Kendall x Stewy fic.

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The word of the visit comes not from their father, as they’d always anticipated it might, but Lord Vernon, who delivers the news with characteristically little fanfare.

“The Hosseini’s?” Shiv asks, eyebrow raised as she glances back between her brothers, making no secret of trying to gauge their reactions. Kendall doesn’t look back, doesn’t – can’t – give her that yet, because she’d only see he was as surprised as she was. Not a good look. He rolls his shoulders back, focusing instead on the patient set to his godfather’s face as Shiv adds: “Since when has Dad been interested in the Southern houses anyway?”

“I mean, he married Marcia,” Roman says, and Kendall sends him a sharp look. 

“Marcia is loyal to the North,” he corrects, parroting their father, and Roman rolls his eyes, mutters something that sounds a lot like loyal to dad’s wrinkled dick, which Kendall ignores in favour of turning his attention back to his godfather.

“The borders have been wobbling since the last war, you all know that, and the Hosseini’s are a powerful family,” Lord Vernon says with a shrug. “And one gaining territory. There’s been a lot of talk of their expansion into the East – they’ve got favour through the ancient spice routes and they’ve been consolidating along the seaboard for years. A union gives your father access to all of that.”

“And them access to our land, our iron stores, our - - our knowledge hubs, the - - the - - the fucking entire North and West,” Kendall interjects, and Frank makes another vague gesture like what can you do?

“The idea would be mutual benefit.”

“Uh-huh,” Shiv says, standing up from the velvet chaise, her deep emerald gown dragging across the stone floor as she moves to pour herself a drink. “And they have only one son?”

Lord Vernon hums in affirmation.

“Sadeq Hosseini. Crown prince, political and military strategist, he served from behind the line during the last war, but has been pretty focused since on his father’s bid to expand the Hosseini house through trade, tactical partnerships, occasional hostile takeovers. He’s…effective. An asset to his father and his house.”

The word lands heavy, and Kendall’s gaze drops, posture tightening before he can stop it, and it’s nothing, really, it’s not, but also - -

A memory, sharp, sudden.

His dad’s hand, grip firm, nails digging into the back of his neck.

Useless fucking boy.  

He swallows.

“So crown prince means - - me, then?” Shiv asks, tone dry, and Kendall looks back up, catches his sister’s pinched look across the cabinet – a room she’d usually be barred from – and his gut loosens. “I’m the one being put forward as match?”

The question isn’t entirely unreasonable. Same-sex marriages aren’t unheard of in any of the kingdoms, particularly in strategic unions, but they’re usually reserved for second or third born children. For the offspring where succession becomes a question merely of personal assets and feelings and doesn’t carry the weight of house, land and title.  

Where political partnership is more important than the continuation of a family line.

“While nothing is agreed to yet, we assume they’ll be after a match who can produce heirs, yes,” Lord Vernon says delicately, and Shiv strides forwards, then back, pacing, which honestly, Kendall thinks is a bit fucking dramatic. They all knew this was her path, and she’s still young, yes, but older than most of the girls of her station who’ve already been married off. Their father’s never exactly made a secret of wanting to keep Shiv in the family house for as long as he could, his favourite child, his only daughter and all that shit, but there’s few decisions he won’t make for strategic advantage.

“Shahbanu Siobhan has a certain ring to it,” Roman says, amusement thick in his voice from his position against the mantle. “We’ll visit. Maybe. If you play good wife.”

“Nothing’s agreed to yet,” Shiv bites, then she turns back to Lord Vernon, who only sighs in her general direction, leaving Shiv re-directing her ire at them. “Right? Maybe Dad means to marry one of you two assholes off. Finally get you out of his hair.”

Which - - okay.

Kendall huffs, shaking his head.  

“Come on, Shiv.”

And yeah, alright, it was the wrong thing to say probably, given any attempt at implying Shiv was being unreasonable was usually seen as enemy fire. She zeroes in on him, mouth a bow, words an arrow. She shoots from the fucking teeth.

“What’s that? Oh, you think you’re safe, huh, Ken? Why? Connor’s the true heir, it’s his job to make the next little princes, you’re a spare just like me and Rome.”

It lands is the thing, breaks skin, hits bone, and he knows she knew it would, and it takes all he can not to let her see him smart. Still, he can’t quite stop himself from shifting his weight or curling his toes, especially when Roman snorts and chimes in.

“More spare, even,” he adds. “Since Shiv’s got some other house’s prince maker between her legs and I’ve got the good looks and charm kingdoms go to war over. Best I stay unattached, for the sake of peace and shit. You though? You’re ripe to be saddled with the enemy.”

#i am having #a lot of fun writing this hahaha #it's dumb and i am doing 75% less research than i normally would #but i'm trying to lean in to chaos #kendall x stewy #succession fic #wip wednesday

[madame-mongoose]

Get a load of this guy!!!

#SORRY FOR ALL THE MARVIN PICS #i am having #the most fun ive had all month #monnie rambles

[meowydoe]

There’s so many new things I wanna get into but I’m scared that I’ll become super hyperfixated on it. I can NOT handle two hyperfixations at once I might explode into tiny bits and pieces. Also what if that hyperfixation takes over the RTC one what would I do then I’ve already made it my entire personality I can’t just start off blank.

Also my RTC hyperfixation is the longest any fixation of mine has been that strong. I mean usually it’s just good after like 4 months but this bad boy has been standing for 9. I can’t leave her behind I’ll get too sad even if I’m not fixated on her anymore what if I start missing The Good Old Days but I can’t get the fixation back and as strong as it was before

I’m literally humanizing and getting emotional over hyperfixations what am I even posting anymore I need to go to bed nighty night tumblr

#posts written past my bedtime #ride the cyclone #dolly’s dialogue #I am having #a crisis

[1luckyrubberducky]

Ahh Eclipse... *dreamy sigh*

#i am having #a crisis. #quack

[gsunny6]

The ancient loneliness lifting from the very walls of the castle as if the land itself rejoices at its halls being full again

#I am having #the wayfinder family #is more massive than you think #thoughts #also terra adopts all of his new siblings #kingdom hearts #post kh3 #kh headcanons #wayfinder family #is everyone now actually

[angstyaches]

I want to keep doing 100 word hurt/comfort drabbles but with different prompt memes. You can even send me requests from lists I haven’t reblogged if you just send me the link 🖤

#drabbles #writing stuff #Flickposting #blog stuff #i am having #the day from hell #and my brain needs serotonin

[lestatslestits]

I need a hug and/or something to crush my soul back into my body, and also I need to cry for half an hour.

#i am having #a day

[repmet]

Final Fantasy XVI just like... you're in space now :)

#final fantasy xvi #i am having #a time

[sansxfuckyou]

to bind, or not to bind

#ngl man that gauze tape is lookin hella effective right about now #i am having #feels as of late #but that happens sometimes #i'll be back on my bullshit in no time flat