#I WAS TRYING TO RESIST!! I CANT!!

[l-e-i-k-o]

#yeah its wraps #i want this man so bad #I WAS TRYING TO RESIST!! I CANT!! #HES FINE!! #hes moving to the save #i made up my mind #the sims 4 #sims 4 #ts4 #create a sim #ts4 cas #show us your sims #my sims #simblr

[bastardlybonkers]

i dont actually think hes blond

#half live vr but the ai is self aware #hlvrai #benry #benrey #gordon feetman #gordon freeman #benrey is very easy to draw when u feel like u cant draw anything #been in a creative rut lately #but thinking about benrey fucking up his model by trying to take off the helmet was too funny to resist #i think i read a fic where a similar thing happened? #but it was something like instead all there was were pixels #or like weird 3d mapping stuff #but he could still take it off

[acekindaneat]

happy halloween

😈💚temporary rebrand teehee

#i know i said I won't be drawing much i lied i couldn't resist drawin myself a little halloween pfp (basically just drew over the original) #i'll try to draw smth for reigen's birthday bc in stubborn #but also i didnt feel any pain from drawing with my finger n phone #so as long as i'm not holding any pen im fine 👍👍 #I CANT BE STOP FROM CREATING OK ITS A PART OF ME #anyways #serizawa katsuya #mob psycho 100 #mp100

[hitokiri-izou]

How Black Swan led the dance vs how Acheron led the dance. The purple lighting and sea of stars was Black Swan's stage, and the red wasteland and black shadows was Acheron's. The golden lit one is of course what we, the audience, sees

#i saw parallels and blacked out #girl help its fucked up yuri i cant resist #for real i took so many screenshots all the visuals were so good #black swan did try to trespass into acheron's memory so what happened here is her own consequence #and god was it chilling <3 #honkai star rail #acheron #black swan #hsr black swan #acherswan #nanjya.txt

[pansyfemme]

i am so fucking done with living like a depressed person. i cant make the mental illness go away but i want to stop living like i am mentally ill dear god

#i cant keep living in messy depression rooms and eating one meal a day i literally cannot go on but everytime i try to quit once the mania #dies down and i stop cleaning and taking care of myself and being regular with my meds the cycle starts again and suddenly im back where i #started. im so sick of this #having severe treatment resistant depression is less of a mental illness and more of a curse to make everyone in your life find you at least #slightly disgusting forever. sick of it

[clownprince]

i truly thought it couldn't get more insane than the last snyder interview segment i posted but he's proven me wrong once again. what the actual fuck

(source)

#if he was trying to make it a no homo thing with the whole “people mistake it for literal love” he failed MISERABLY #bc like. “it transcends the kind of definition for love that we have” #“religious and unequaled kind of devotion to someone else where you'll do anything it takes to make them a better version of themselves” #“he loves living in service of batman that way he loves being the thing that he thinks the city has made him into for batman” #yeah it would've been significantly LESS homoerotic to just say “joker wants batman to fuck him raw” #also. “i am the crazy girlfriend you love the most” #SNYDER. YOU CANT JSUT FUCKKIGN #AUAUUUUUUUU #i know this has some problematic implications all of dotf and endgame do lmfao but like. bro #batjokes #snyder you're going to be the fucking death of me #i have. a bunch of interview snippets i'm saving for. a bigger post #but this one and the last one were just. too fucking crazy #couldn't resist

[hoth-and-cold]

That’s not what I meant Lieutenant

#Im sorry I cant help myself #its right there #Mandrez #Chiss #Imperial #SWTOR #the imperial will to resist is truely unmatched #dont mind me im trying to figure out how Mandrez works

[sewermageboy]

Twirling my hair kicking my feet every time Raj thanks me for gifting them a cup of coffee (that I bought 2 seconds ago from their coffee stand)

#coral island #raj coral island #really enjoying my bisexual crisis so far while trying to choose who to smooch #so far Raj seems to be winning #i cant resist their non binary charms and coffee snobbery

[inkdemonapologist]

tbh they probably need some time to work up to kissing but ALSO YES I AGREE

#henry actually has to be the one to take the initiative b/c joey is trying so hard to not make it weird this time #henry x joey #henry stein #joey drew #creationship #bendy and the dark revival #memory joey #batdr spoilers #batdr #when in doubt just keep drawing #i cant resist a good smooch #an ink stained nightmare forever stuck on repeat

[prokkoli]

YUZUMAKO CAT PAWRENTS

#firm believer of yuzumako being pawsome pawrents #they love their cats very much #mako doesn't show it as much but she loves these little fellas #yuzu keeps on trying to adopt more and more cats and mako is begging her to think about the space of their apartment and all the costs #in yuzu's defense she does think of them. but most of the time she cant bring herself to resist them #(cue: “makoto Look i know but please!!!!! look at them!!!!!”) #and they end up adopting more anyways and mako always grows attached to each one of em #by age 80 their home is just cats #ok now for the Tags #yuzumako #murashige yuzuki #kurume makoto #skip to loafer #skip and loafer #cats #sketch #pokidraws #p.stl

[good-beanswrites]

A little alternate scene to @kyanako5972 's Amane request. I like the other drabble a bit better regarding how things would actually play out, but I couldn't resist trying something that included Fuuta. He's Amane's closest friend. He's the other person to openly say he'll go after a child and not give them special treatment. He literally looks like the orange cat she saved. I couldn't cover it all but there's just so much going on with them. Warning for references to Amane's cult/abuse mindset.

“Jeez, you scared the crap outta me…” 

Fuuta looked up to find Amane standing over his bed, staring intently as he woke. Amane knew he was doing his best to appear upset with her for the intrusion, but his grimace could be mistaken for pain in his condition. 

She knew she didn’t look much better, an eyepatch tucked under her short hair and bandages circling her body. It had taken all her strength to rise and make her way to his cell. She was used to walking off a bit of pain, but this was a different level altogether. 

She opened her mouth. She had come in here with a mission. She had her speech prepared. She didn’t write it out like her father was known to do, but she did rehearse it a few times quietly to herself, as she’d seen from him. 

Fuuta had listened to her when no one else would; there was a chance her passionate words could convince him to reject that doctor’s evil work and find the light. They could shed these bandages together, becoming pure and following their intended paths. She’d already tried removing her eyepatch several times, but there was always someone there to put it back on. It had been hard to fend off so many overbearing adults, the way her body screamed at her each time she tried. She despised them. She was suffocated by them.

But with Fuuta by her side, she could do it. There was power in numbers. Her mother, Es, Kotoko – all of them thought she was wicked. They weren’t important. They were only human. She could still be a good girl, in the ways that mattered. They could be good together. 

“Kajiyama Fuuta.”

“What?”

But the words caught in her throat. 

His voice was so weak. It was nothing like the way he spoke to her before. His eyes dulled with exhaustion, half-hidden under ginger hair. She couldn’t keep her gaze from the makeshift sling Shidou had put together with one of the bedsheets. It didn’t look much different than her own handiwork. The thought brought with it a surge of pride, which immediately made her tremble with shame. 

He had changed so much. This wasn’t the same person she had found camaraderie in before. If only she could help him. If only she could save him.

No. There was a right way and a wrong way to help him, and she mustn't be led astray. She had come here to help in the right way. Thoughts spun rapidly through her mind. Her trembling worsened. Her chest ached, and she couldn’t tell if it was from the emotions or the broken ribs. She just had to follow through. She had to be good. She had to –

“Stop being creepy,” he wheezed. “Just spit it out.”

“I – I have to go.”

She spun around. She could save Fuuta another day.

“Oi, Amane.”

“I said I have to go.”

“I'm sorry.”

She paused in the doorway to the cell. She glanced back at him, curious.

“You have nothing to apologize for.”

“I’m just... Sorry that happened to you. It was a fucked up thing to do.”

Amane shook her head. She held her chin high. “It was meant to be, and thus, I can bear it. You must, too.”

Fuuta's laugh turned into a cough. “You’re a weird kid. But tougher than I gave you credit for.”

Amane couldn’t meet his eyes. “Thank you.”

#milgram #amane momose #fuuta kajiyama #ill need to think on the two of them some more but im genuinely torn if their friendship can overcome her conditioned fear #by this point in canon it definitely can if fuuta is trying hard #but this is set early in their guilty verdicts and before they had time to properly bond #plus fuuta is too weak to properly discuss things with her #but as mentioned here maybe his weakness is what sets her over again -- she has such a big heart and cant resist helping others in need #even when its an exact repeat of the cat situation.... #anyway excuse me while i cry a lot over amane momose!!!! #tw cults #tw child abuse #drabbles

[notthebeststufftbh]

Pinterest is something else

#bible lore #christianity #religion #jesus christ #i wonder if its okay to tag a shit post like a political discourse #*shrugs* you never try you never know #shitposting #shitpost #funny #pinterest #pinterest comments #jesus #jesus x judas #< I cant believe this tag already exists oh lord help me resist the urge to go through it #bible fandom

[st4rstudent]

I really want to know, how did Mac and the Prethinker meet? Is there a story there?

They actually first talk on the blogpost for the pre 1.3 update! (also where they're first both officially introduced), but if you're talking face-to-face, I always use the social media comic as a point of reference (because i think its funny).

My interpretation of the lead up to the actual meeting goes something like this

#clemask #clemspaint #sure ill tag the characters who cares anymore #winn dos #mac opsys #professor pete #prethinker #“but clem... the social media comics are not canon” you can pry them from my cold dead hands. you cant take this away from me #do not get between a clem and his mac and winn crumbs #imagine one day youre trying to send important information to the resistance and then some little brain freak interrupts you and insults yo #in the same broadcast. just saying i wouldnt let that slide #some little hcs sprinkled into this hangs my head low and by that i mean like 1 or 2 #anyways needlessly to say they returned back with nothing in hand #speaking of social media comics ttcc needs to upload the rest of the mac comics on tumblr so i can reblog them 15 bazillion times #i think like 3 of them are on here...tch whatevr... looks away...tear forms from my eye

[dimonds456]

thinking about freehoun so bad tonight oughhhhhhhhhhhh

#i wanna draw it so bad but i need to eat and then go to bed #like- just the idea of the rescas. barney sees gordon being dragged away and is forced to leave him #and even though he knows gordon lived- he defeated the nihlanth after all- he's still never going to see him again #the vorts say he's alive- they INSIST he's alive- but he'd still be on xen with no way to get back #and then barney just exists selflessly trying to help the resistance for 20 years #every so often he hears about gordon coming back one day and fuck he wants to believe that but he just *cant* #until he sees him at the train station #holy shit. it's him. and he hasn't aged a damn day. #barney can't even properly reunite because they would get caught and killed #so he calls issac and sends gordon on his way trying so so so hard to pokerface for the rest of his shift #when he gets back he only finds out gordon is on the run and in danger #and he cant do shit to help him #and when gordon gets to black mesa east barney isn't even there #all that- all of half life 2- and they can't properly reunite #and then the citadel explodes #man. he would ABSOLUTELY think gordon was just fucking killed then. #and when he STILL survives... just. imagine this with me. #im ill. i am so very very ill #freehoun #half life #dimond speaks

[nibinsects]

this game

#was having fun until #BOOM #magpie's hair #idk why its so hard for me to draw #im TRYING #anyway rue and niko are so fun to draw <3 #and ofc the boys cuz i cant resist putting them everywhere #obots..... #theyr fuity i thinkn #oneshot game #niko #oneshot prototype #prophetbot #rue #magpie #nib art

[cassynite]

.

#cassy bitches #i am. so fucking tired and annoyed and stressed #our fucking shower hasn't worked in two weeks bc my parter decided to remodel and then didnt finish the job! #and now her fucking sibling fucked up our dishwasher and it leaked water EVERYWHERE including apparently under the floorboards #and im pretty sure i can smell black mold in the kitchen now which! great! another nightmare we're gonna have to fix ourselves #since we cant afford to get a contractor and even if we could no one ever returns our calls when we do try to hire someone #AND my friend went to surgery for appendicitis and that's freaking me out #and ON TOP of that ive been creatively juiced out and feeling like shit about the things i make and my ocs and like. me #like everyone's just been secretly tolerating me all this time and if i disappear no one's going to notice #i feel like nothing i make or am doing is worthwhile and im just GROSS and ANGRY and ANNOYING #and even complaining in tags on a post makes me feel like a whiny baby like. there are wars etc why am i complaining boo hoo #so i cant even talk to people about how i feel bc it makes me so ashamed that im feeling this way to begin with #ive been resisting the urge to just delete everything at this point bc then at least i wont have the urge to check everything and feel wors #why does awful shit always happen right around my birthday. why am i cursed like this