#I SHALL NOT APOLOGISE

[idv-ask-the-showman]

Laurence// Hey,,~

Laurence// I’m not feeling myself today... Can I feel you instead~? ❤️

// This is what you requested, Klai- so everyone be aware, things will get dirty/hj/ih

“My my~ someone is feeling extra flirty today.”

Phineas lifted Laurence’s chin with one finger to look him in the eyes.

“So you want to “Feel” me instead?!… hmm~ I don’t know about that just yet my dear golden retriever. What do I get out of it ^^?!”

@idv-news-boi

//beautiful!! And all of that so we can annoy the anons and especially Lupiz lol// still if some of you uncomfortable with stuff like these you can just ignore it.

#I SHALL NOT APOLOGISE #YOU ALL ABOUT TO SEE JUST A SMALL TINY EXAMPLE OF HOW DIRTY MINDED I CAN BE #HAHAHHAHAHAHA #identity v #identity v oc #phineas smith #identity v ask blog #identity v hunter #idv #the showman phineas #ask blog #ask #identity v survivor #laurence the news reporter

[puppuptrixii]

*BOOM SEED EXPLOSION*

U R LISTENING 2

*ELECTRIC GUITAR RIFF*

110.8

*CHAINSAW*

REEL PHANTOM FM

*SCREAMS OF THE INNOCENT*

WHERE WE PLAY NOTHIN BUT HARD ROCK AND SOMETIMEZ SPOOKY OL BONEZ

*MORE BOOM SEED EXPLOSIONS*

DIS AIN'T NO BORIN JAMMER STATION

*"Radioactive - Imagine Dragons" starts playing*

#animal jam #aj #ajc #ajpw #animal jam classic #animal jam play wild #jamblr #aj phantoms #phantoms #animal jam phantoms #im so sorry about this post #i shall apologise with tears if needed

[viivdle]

cardan as a child:

#yes it's cat milk #sorry #i apologise #i shall prepare an apology post #cardan greenbriar #jude duarte #jurdan #the cruel prince #the folk of the air #the wicked king #the queen of nothing #tfota #tfota memes #holly black #htkoelths #how the king of elfhame learned to hate stories #holly blacj #chai anna jude alims jess🗣 #this is getting too long #guys we need a name

[theflyindutchwoman]

Hey! How are you holding up? Just finished the episode and I haven't really recovered. I am sad, I am frustrated, I don't really know what's happening? I thought they were mature and Tim is so dumb right now, I can't even.

And Lucy? I can't even start to imagine what she's going through. She has been so badass for the 5 seasons and this season she just gets fail after fail and loss after loss and doesn't even get a good job storyline.

So sorry I didn't reply sooner but I first wanted to take a little step back in order to fully digest the episode. As much as the waiting is killing me, I actually appreciate the hiatus for that. I imagine your feelings may have changed a bit as well since then… or that was the impression I got from our different conversations here and there. How are you feeling now? A bit better or still frustrated?

I'm going to start with Lucy. I was rewatching the beginning of season 5 and this is hitting even harder now. Not because of the pining era. But because the narrative was already showing her isolation back then. I couldn't quite put my finger on why her storyline in season 6 felt so familiar but now I get it. This is merely the continuation.

As we all noticed, the scene of Tim breaking up with her had a very similar vibe to the one at the end of 5.02. But think back of when she went to Nyla for advice about going to UC school, when she was trying to confide to Aaron who was too caught up in his own drama to hear her… or when she spent hours locked in a freezer because no one realised she was missing - besides Tim, that is. And then, there was the whole Rosalind thing where Lucy had to push through her own trauma to help Chris deal with his and help Bailey stay calm. But no one ever took the time to ask her how she was doing with all of this (on screen). They all had good reasons, by the way, this isn't me trying to paint them as the bad guys. But this still has an eerie similarity to what is happening right now. Only there has been no payoff for any of this. Yet. It didn't seem to go anywhere. Until now. Same with her career : she nailed UC Academy, something that was supposed to help her standout come promotion time… She helped the FBI on a raid, she was asked to be the acting Watch Commander, she was told that the whole station had her back… And yet, none of this paid off either. Yet. So this is a great opportunity to finally connect all the dots that have been dropped for the past two seasons and give Lucy the amazing arc she deserves. I sincerely hope this will be the case.

As for Tim… Look, the reason why I didn't want a breakup (besides the fact that I dislike this trope so much), is that I was afraid that it would cheapen the whole "worth the effort / worth the risk" speech. You can't say that and leave at the first difficulty without downplaying the whole story. So I'm glad that the writers were able to find a way to circumvent that issue by showing Tim completely unravelling. Because this isn't about him thinking Lucy is not worth the effort or the risk… This is about him thinking HE is not worthy of her. And that changes everything. For me, at least. I still get the frustration. I still wish this storyline would have been done with them sticking together and trying to work through it. But I can understand his perspective, why he thought this would be better for her. And I can see how that could make them stronger in the end. So, just like with Lucy, I hope Tim's arc will be treated properly and carefully. I need to see the payoff, the progress… I need to see them heal. Separately and then, together. It's always hard to see where a story is going when it is still unfolding… But for now, I choose to remain optimistic and hopeful. Does that help you even a tiny bit?

#thanks for the ask :) and again I apologise for not answering sooner! #ask & ye shall receive #the rookie #chenford #lucy chen #tim bradford

[snowcandyz]

It was freezing.

You tried chasing after him, pleading and begging him to stay. 

Your throat felt like it was on fire despite the low temperature. And your chest hurt so much from the insufficient oxygen, as if the weight of the world is trying to crush your ribcage and swallow you deep inside its abyss. 

You called out to him, but you could never reach him. Your cries intensified, and your heart longed in agonising pain.

Then, you heard him call out your name. 

You felt a warm touch on your cheek, and your eyes fluttered open. Still a bit hazy and blurry, you saw an anxious Mammon in front of you. 

"Nightmare?" Mammon asked softly, a gesture you truly appreciate after waking up from such a horrible dream.

You nodded and sighed unconsciously, leaning to his touch for comfort.

The second-born slowly wiped the tears—that you didn't even know existed—from your cheekbone and proceeded to caress both cheeks with his hands. Mammon pulled you closer before planting a soft kiss on your forehead. His movements gentle and careful, as if you were his precious treasure that could easily break from the slight pressure of his hand. His sapphire eyes stared deep into yours, and Mammon didn't speak a word after. Only observing your reaction for a few minutes, silently reassuring you that everything would be fine now that he’s here.

The hands on your cheeks slowly moved to your back, giving you gentle rubs and comfort. And you felt yourself falling back to sleep with his help. 

It's warm. Mammon is warm. 

And you could finally breathe easily again. 

Soon enough, the world got quieter. All you could ever hear were the slow and steady heartbeats of the one you called your protector.

Comfort fic for Ice @pen-ink-therapy <3 I know you're on a break rn, and I wish you good luck with your studies!

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#obey me #obey me shall we date #omswd #obey me mammon #om mammon #obey me mammon x you #obey me mammon x reader #obey me comfort #obey me writing #han writes #this is an impulse writing and i apologise for the messy writing :')

[majorproblems77]

I hope you all enjoyed my shenanigans, Reblog your fave AU's it's literally how I know about half of these AU's myself

#ramble corner with major #i shall go back to my normal amount of reblogging now #rip notification guys i apologise #love ya tho #/pl

[maranull]

wife~

#elden ring #melina #melina adoring hours again #spam incoming #i'd say sorry but i shall not apologise for having a good time and wanting to share

[polarisbibliotheque]

To my peeps on the Shall Never Surrender project I haven't finished the requests yet and are wondering "what the hell, dude"

I just sketched Dante and Vergil for the first time again after, literally, more than 1 year.

And Vergil looks like Billy Idol 🙃

I'm trying to redraw an old drawing and maaaaaan, I couldn't get his proportions right for ANYTHING in this world hahahaha

Our rebel Vergil right there 🖤 *cries in the corner*

And Dante, as always, is so easy to get right. I love this man

I'm going for a redraw of a redraw. It'll probably be interesting if I get to finish!

(And just realised I gave an oc of mine Dante's hair while I was going for a Farah Fawcett look *cries again)

After I warm up and I'm actually able to draw them decently, I'll be picking up the requests!! Hopefully this week still!!

After Billy Idol Vergil stops haunting my dreams 🥲

#polaris speaks #shall never surrender project #polaris arts #do forgive the typos too #I have absolutely no internet #and I can't type on my phone to save my life #everything goes wrong #plus duolingo sets my keyboard to settings that work on mysterious ways #sometimes it's french keyboard #sometimes it's german #and sometimes it's qwerty #I never know what I'll get and it's always a big surprise hahaha #so do apologise ^^

[eepy-samzie]

I want to spread some word of warning; on ao3 recently appeared a new account with Obey Me centered works, under "read more" is that person's username, as well as an example of their piece of writing (trigger warning for p3d0philia, SA, CSA.)

This is vile shit + they've written garbage like this for other characters, with them abusing children. I'd like to ask the people who are registered on ao3 to please report this person, if possible, and to warn anybody who sees this user to not engage with their writing to avoid being heavily triggered.

#not my usual type of post but this makes me so so mad #i apologise in advance for putting this under om tags #obey me #obey me nightbringer #om #obey me shall we date #om nb

[malwarechips]

have three different versions of the same drawing of grimm . bcz i couldnt decide which cloak i liked more and also i want to show everyone how cool the torso looks but the cloak covers it

#lev.png #hyperfixation.txt #hk #hk grimm #blorbotag #i apologise to the hk tag for the grimm spam it shall now end (for today) bcz i need to Sleep

[eemoo1o-tfrmoo]

when do you think you'll post the gustav analysis?

i hated the way he was treated in rtte! they (the writers) treated him like an annoying little kid when he was the same age as the gang was when the franchise began! :(

Oh oh oh oh my procrastination has been found out! I have been beseeched! I have been put under a microscope like a pathetic little E. coli germ and pierced with the flashlight!

Okay, jokes aside. It’s been so long I think I know what you’re talking about? PFFAHA! I’ve completely forgotten, I haven’t even started.

I should.

I totally should.

And I will. Just not yet.

#I’m such a lazy and indecisive person I apologise #I will get to it. and my nadder/nightmare analysis. and my dragon design analysis. #he was SO MISTREATED! and that’s why I need to do the analysis. #and I will! thank you for giving me initiative #asks #gustav larson #anon asks #this is supply and demand and you may demand #I shall hopefully supply

[tiny-cloud-of-flowers]

i have a question for story! how did you and alise meet? and how long did it take for the two of you to trust each other?

"Story": "Oh!~ Something for me?~ Why, you shouldn't have!~ Ahh, I'm only joking, you see~ I would love to talk about my darling girl!~

Oh, my dear Alise.. Yes, of course I recall how we met, so intriguing as it was~ It was not perhaps the first time that our fates had quite been laid out as if to cross..~ But, it was the first time that one of those heroes she had been trying to help made it all the way to me without getting picked off along the journey. I don't even quite remember the finer details at this point. But that's because they are not relevant!~

What I do recall is putting on the usual sort of show, and seeing my would-be foe be unable to even live up to his feeble little title.. Honestly, some days it makes you wonder why I bother, doesn't it?~ Yet, even after he failed so pathetically, a little golden glow kept flitting back and forth, the poor thing..~ Ahh, but her demeanour wasn't quite what I'd expected it to be!~ No, no, it was really rather intriguing, as I said~ She was awfully curious, you see, and- well, whether out of curiosity of my own, or mere boredom, or perhaps even a little whim of Fate - I simply deemed it no small loss to answer a few of her more pertinent questions!~ And from there, well.. it wasn't too tricky to figure out a way to keep her around~ I truly have grown quite fond of her, you see!~ Are you surprised?~

Hm.. That should just about cover your first inquiry, shouldn't it?~ And so then, for your second.. I can't deny that there was perhaps some.. delay, let's say~ My darling Alise was, shall we say, a bit uncertain of how to think of me to begin with~ Quite understandably, given how we'd first encountered one another!~ There was certainly gratitude there, but a good bit of trepidation as well~ It wouldn't be wrong to say that I'd completely turned her world on its head!~ Even still, I at least knew I could trust her from the beginning~ After all, trust is simply confidence that you know what someone is capable of, isn't it?~ And it was quite plain that she would not have had the means to stand up to me, even if she'd wanted to~ I've had to teach her so much more about what she shows to the world, ahaha~

Well, I suppose that answers both of those, you could say!~ I do so hope that this has been satisfying, ahaha!~"

#heart of the void #selfshipping #mother: witch of fated tales (story) #familial F/Os #self‑insert: hero's guide (alise) #out of the inbox #selfship asks #neuvilline #F/Ovember #F/Ovember 2023 #i apologise if this doesn't sound enough like story #I am probably not awake enough to be trying to answer the last asks #but we shall see if I can get any done!

[networksupported]

This is what shipping with Cas is like

REALLLLLLL

cas ships truly contain multitudes. no they don't they contain exactly two sides and this is them. and we love them for that!!

#HI... it feels almost fitting that this is the first thing i post on this blog in FOREVER #and on halloween too!! #toby networksupported posting on networksupported?? who would have imagined????? #smh #anyway i do apologise for my absence(s) #you know how it be im afraid #but. i shall be here for the whole of today. i think. #maybe even a full 24h! we Shall See #im gonna clear my schedule up full time. prommy. cross my heart etc. #but i am Here Now!

[theflyindutchwoman]

Do you think lucy chen has daddy and mommy issues and that’s why she’s into older man? First Nolan and now Tim? Or maybe boys her age, like Chris and emmet are not on her same wavelength? Or does she just loves who she loves and maybe some people are reading waaaaay too much into it?

what’s your take?

Let me start this with a big old disclaimer : I don't have a background in psychology whatsoever. So I'm honestly uncomfortable with making any diagnosis. I can only talk about my perception, that's all. If anyone wants to add anything or correct me, please do, I'm interested to read your takes on this. Now that we've got that out of the way… This is a really good question. And short answer : no, I don't think she has "mommy/daddy issues".

Let's start with the "daddy issues". At this point, I feel like this term has become a catchphrase for whenever a woman dates an older man, but there's so much more to it than that. There are other signs, like having trust and communication issues with a male partner, craving reassurance from said-partner, being afraid of being alone and having abandonment issues so you cling to that partner… and yes, dating older men. Only in Lucy's case, she hasn't exclusively dated older men (and by that, I mean significantly older). Emmett, Chris, the firefighter she asked on a date as revenge for Emmett breaking up with her… and probably her cheating ex-boyfriend (though this one is just a guess) were around her age as far I can tell. Not to mention the yoga/screenwriter dudes Jackson talked about. So in her case, I'd argue she simply dates who she likes. She's not pursuing older men on purpose or exclusively. If you remember, Armstrong alluded to how she needed a 'man' and not a 'boy', someone who would not feel threatened by her and her career… and this feels pretty much like a meta comment from the writers. All the other signs I listed barely apply to her. Is she a people pleaser? Yes. But not just towards men. And she's not a doormat either. She's not particularly possessive. She trusted her partners.

As for "mommy issues"… I'm still going to say no. Is her mother overtly judgmental? From the little we have seen her, I'd say yes. And that could translate to a poor sense of self-worth and insecurities. But I'm not sure that's fully the case with Lucy. For the most part, she knows her worth. She knows her boundaries. That said, she also has moments of anxiety and this fear of disappointing the people around her. But I don't know if it's really impacting her relationships with men that much. I mean, it does, to an extent (like her apology for disappointing Tim). But I doubt that's why she dated Nolan or Tim. Or, at least, that's how I feel. Like I said, I'm no expert in this so I could be way off base.

#Thanks for the ask anon :) and I apologise for the late answer! #I'm really curious to hear about your opinion! #ask & ye shall receive #the rookie #chenford #lucy chen

[edenbrooks]

i may have just missed an oph appreciation week, but i'll never forget her (open heart) and the impact that she had on me

#jess.txt #i apologise y'all i shall now go back to my eternal hibernation LOL #cozied up with my gospel of jun

[waloeders]

wakin up tummy hurts, it might be joever for me

#jupiter.speaks #> fos save me... fos... save me fos #> sleip would bring me soup i know it. some bread too. tear it up n b like hmn u really are far too fragile. fortunately im here :) #> i may b ill i may b ridiculously hangry we shall never know #> fuvked up if true. y would tummy hurt if hungry? what r u tryna digest urself? idiot #> im v tired j apologise idk what im on abt or mean #> i want sussy cuddles. i want to be wrapped up in those wings n hed scoop me up n hold me close