#I LOVE my blorbo in pain

[coiled-dragon]

I Like seeing Renfield in pain so. Here's a dump of his beautiful agony

#renfield #renfield 2023 #renfield movie #renfield spoilers #I LOVE my blorbo in pain #his face when he things Rebecca is betraying him #GOSH #Nick Hoult has such beautiful expressions

[dizzybizz]

"this is regrettably the best kiss of your life, you understand?"

#that “you understand?” kills me everytime... #i love how high condis voice got during this bit its so fkn funny DHASHGFSFGHASFhg #hi yes have the inevitable ep21 crit kiss piece except i watched ep53 today and am so 😀 im so 😀 damn i m so 😀 #i love eps where they just go through so many different gimmick rooms its so fun its so fun when its not so painful 😀 #happy valentines too ig #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #jrwi chip #jay ferin #jrwi fish and chips #my art #i had a bit of a meltdown over gill through uhm... 1-3am today and i just hm #sorry to everyone in the mayors QAC uhm im not really sorry but like sorry if you could hear every msg ping uhm yeah #it was like hours of me sobbing to myself in the interests channel and it was really good for my mental health ngl like its really therapeu #-tic to just scream abt a blorbo all night #and i ended up dreaming abt infodumping to one of my brothers friends of all ppl n i got so intense abt how much i love marshall john n my #brother came into the room and dragged his friend out 😭😭😭 i just wanted to ramble abt the himbo pls..... #my walls of tags are so consistent... only consistent thing abt this fkn blog smh.

[liauditore]

cw// implied character death, double life nonsense

because you are love itself.

#my art #trafficblr #double life #divorce quartet #<-- insane about how scott killed pearl in limlife. #this comic has been sitting unfinished in my files for a good month its def not finished to my usual quality but god it needed to be done #so uh scott... yeah. i like villain scott but not pure evil scott. i like a scott whos scared of being loved and manipulates others to spar #himself the pain. i like a scott who ditched pearl because their friendship was actually becoming real and when the server gods confirmed i #with DL he freaked out a bit and ran off. #ofc u can interpret this comic however u want but i was just thinking way too hard abt smajhor #i feel like often ppl get divided into scott did nothing wrong vs scott is pure evil alot of the time #which is understandable cus like i said with fanart/fic u only have so much space to show someones personality #but idk i like him all angsty. like i know im a bad person but to keep myself safe i need to keep being like this. #hes so blorbo *puts him in a blender* #i hate him *wraps him up in a blanket and takes him home* #cw implied death #cw implied violence #scott #pearl

[pinksilvace]

family portrait

#my art #the owl house #I wish I'd kept track of the actual number of hours for this one. It was more or less two weeks of 1hr per night #this is incredible. I love having human blorbos again #drawing is no longer pain drawing is love drawing is life #toh fanart #emperor belos #phillip wittebane #hunter toh #golden guard #caleb if you squint #the titan might as well be a part of the family at this point #fernart

[kimdokjas]

2023 CHARACTER WRAPPED top 9 characters I loved in 2023

tagged by @difanghua @cowtiekento @edwards-teach — thank you for the tag hanyi, malina, and elio ♡

I only chose my faves from shows I watched this year, otherwise the list would be endless ^^'

tagging: (no pressure!) @kanbayashis @misakarose @icythot-bakubitch @evakant @mx-sinisters @ashiromina @milaghoul @sugaaz @userfrieren @usernanami @peskyfirefly @karura @taz-skylar @luffys @queenrojpag @himawaari @koushuwu @smol-ackerman + anyone else who wants to!

characters + honorable mentions under the cut

violet evergarden (violet evergarden)

shirosaki yuusei (atarashii joushi wa dotennen)

suwa rei (buddy daddies)

william james moriarty (yuukoku no moriarty)

vash the stampede (trigun stampede)

mu qing (tian guan ci fu)

mukouda tsuyoshi (tondemo skill de isekai hourou meshi)

iwakura mitsumi (skip to loafer)

yato (noragami)

honorable mentions: kim dokja (omniscient reader's viewpoint), lu guang (shiguang dailiren), katsuki yuuri (yuuri on ice), jiang cheng (mo dao zu shi), ryu hwa (myoryeongui hwangja), lloyd frontera (yeokdaegeum yeongji seolgyesa)

#*gifs #this was so much fun!! #SO HARD TO CHOOSE THO #it physically pained me not to include my main blorbos ;A; #they're from previous years so they didn't fit the criteria #so off to honorable mentions they go #i wanted to showcase my newer faves tho!! 2023 truly was a godsend for blorbos #here's hoping 2024 brings many more :3 #also jiang cheng beloved !!! i would've loved to include u but i've only watched the live action so it would've been the odd one out #and a couple of honorable mentions to my faves from manhwas too <33 #also why did i choose scenes that were so hard to color....... #ask games for ts

[birdclowns]

"it's weird," tk whispers, "im never on this side of things."

#tk not in the hospital bed for once? illegal #i love them i love this family #its my birthday month and i get to choose how to put my blorbos in pain #my art #911 lone star #911 lonestar #911 ls #tk strand #tommy vega #nancy gillian #fanart #tnt #911 lone star fanart #artists on tumblr

[buggiesnax]

I beat Yakuza 0 and it made me really really Normal about Majima

#look okay dont look at his tattoos too much i was just glad i even attempted them. the hand pain came in and i wanted this DONE #yakuza 0 #goro majima #majima goro #yakuza fanart #ryu ga gotoku #rgg #yakuza #yakuza series #i am. so fucking not normal about this fucking guy. #i've never been one of those girlies thats like “oh yeah i love to see my blorbo covered in blood” but #when it happened in this game I Got What That Was All About #i seriously Dont Draw because of the pain it causes me and because i'm not very good so the fact that i wanted to do this says a lot #he is so...... everything #pluffie draws #i whipped this baby out in a couple hours. most things take me MANY DAYS. i was feeling some typa way #not sure if my body will forgive me for this one but i had to draw him like this. i had to. for my sanity

[misciouscave]

"When I draw this sword I've already entrusted my life to it. But don't misunderstand ! I didn't draw it to seek death !" 🐈🐈‍⬛

#hi yes my ever lasting blorbo #he is my everything #no one gets him like i do of course #im rereading PH and i drew this because i don't want to open tome 15 #i am not strong enough to experience this pain again #anyway pandora hearts enjoyers this is for you #i love how the flowers turned out but hhhh they took so longggg #pandora hearts #elliot nightray

[plantboiart]

I love looking too deeply into things that were clearly meant to be jokes and not serious in any shape or form. Today on the list: Kian’s relationship with Donna. Under the cut to avoid filling people’s feeds

Now I think most people will agree that Kian’s relationship with his own parents probably wasn’t great. I mean I’m just saying if my parents didn’t give me a last name I probably would just assume they didn’t want me or something. It’s one thing to support your child if they want to change their name but it’s a whole different thing to not even give them the choice to keep the name you gave them.

Now this plays pretty interestingly with Donna considering the fact that she’s without a doubt the best parent we see in the campaign. And we don’t know exactly how old Kian was when he and the others became friends, my personal headcanon is like 12-13, but if you have a child and they make a new friend who’s parents are probably known to be in a cult and also hippies and also didn’t bother naming their child? I’d grab that child so fucking fast and try to treat them as my own. Show them some love and support they wouldn’t get from their own parents.

And so like I find it extremely reasonable to assume that when they were younger Donna probably would have been very caring towards Kian (and obviously Rolan as well but this post isn’t about him). And I find it pretty reasonable to assume that if Kian’s parents were neglectful he would probably have just clung onto that care from an adult because he just needed some fucking paternal support.

But the thing is. I find it very easy to headcanon Kian with some major abandoment issues that honestly even rival Rand’s. Because I mean Rolan left them, Becky left him and he waited for her for fifteen fucking years, we can assume Rand wasn’t exactly emotionally available because he had his own issues (can’t really blame him for that but still), his parents were probably shit, and judging by the fact that Kian is very clearly a huge romantic who literally waited for his high school girlfriend for fifteen years, and yet in his introduction it’s made extremely clear that he doesn’t seem to do like serious relationships anymore? My guess would be that he had a lot failed relationships in his like early twenties and when none of them worked out he eventually just gave up and settled for one night stands.

Now this works alongside something else that is of course very notable about Kian: his looks. Like we don’t know their stats exactly I don’t think but he is canonically extremely attractive and probably has his highest characteristic in appearance. Because he’s a grizzly character. Of course he does (/lh).

But I find it very reasonable to assume that if someone had pretty bad abandonment issues and was extremely attractive and aware of that, it would become very easy for them to assume that people could only want them or care about them for their looks. And if we assume that, we can probably also assume that they would heavily lean into that and use their looks to get even some kind of affection and care from others even if it’s extremely surface level.

And bringing this back to Donna: if we assume that all my reachings in this post are correct (they are not, i am looking too deep into things because it is my favorite hobby) then it really just puts Kian’s relationship with Donna into an entirely new and way sadder light. Because suddenly it’s not just an extremely flirty person flirting with his friend’s mom for fun, but instead someone who’s been lacking any kind of paternal affection for his entire life trying to make himself sexually appealing to the one person he might have received it from because at least that way she’d care for him on some level.

And the thing is I don’t know if Kian would even be like… aware that’s what he’s doing. Or if he’d really just removed any possibility for platonic or familial love from his own life that he couldn’t even recognise that that’s what he really wants.

And maybe it’s even worse that it works. That Donna is attracted to him. That he can get that affection and love from her, someone who probably knew him as a kid, who might have practically raised him, and wouldn’t that just make him even more sure that he’s right? That the only way anyone could ever truly love and care for him is if he makes himself sexually appealing to them?

(Sorry for long post. I am. Thinking about him every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every week of every month of every-)

#anyways how is everyone #my hobbies include causing pain to my blorbos and over analyzing everything this was just the natural conclusion #i very desperately want to bring this up in my fic somehow but i’ll have to see how to go about that #i just love looking too deeply into kian’s character he’s so interesting to examine like a little lab rat #this is also why i keep killing him and putting him in pain in my fics. it’s for science i swear #just roll with it #jrwi #jrwi show #jrwi bitb #jrwi blood in the bayou #blood in the bayou #kian stone #jrwi kian #bitb kian #character study #? i think

[000marie198]

It's been weeks (months?) since I've been seeing that 8 eight year old going through it in one way or another. He never gets a break 🥺

Welp, one day I'll be able to write again and torture his big brother instead.. I miss writing

#my sweet chikd Tails eho i want to protect at all costs and my blorbo Sonic whi i want to out through so much pain followed by comfort #the two idiots. stuck in cycle ehere they both try to hide their pain or brush it off to not worry the other but it keeps backfiring & keep #the cycle going #dumb dumbs #i love my mutuals so much. they are the nost talented ppl ever but i need more Sonic centric fanworks #plz rec if you know any! #sonic the hedgehog #I've read so much Tails+ torture that it's all starting to blend together #miles tails prower #sonic #sth

[peachypizzicato]

t4t (tism for tism)

#pushes hair behind my ear……. so there’s this blorbo #spinning him in my brain thinking about him constantly #stebe you are my whole world…… ask me about my steben opinions (i love him) #digital art #doodles #self ship community #self shipping community #self insert community #romantic f/o #f/o x s/i #marvel self insert #moon knight #moon knight steven grant #moon knight system #steven grant #peachyart #you motherfuckers have no idea how much it pained me acknowledging that i care about the mcu now in some capacity #/lh #clair de lune 🌙 #junie 🪼

[gab-has-adhd]

#My mind is torn between the two possibilities because both work in my head #dom illumi because he was forcibly taught to never be weak and to be assertive and he is seeking power and control to never be weak again #sub illumi because what happened to him in the past obliterated his mind and violence and pain is all he knows so he seeks it #(also seeks extreme things because he is completely numb and cruelly understimulated he nEEDS to FEEL STUFF) #I love Illumi so much if you didn't notice #//suggestive #gab talks #gabs stuff #gab memes #hxh #hunter x hunter #memes #hxh memes #hunter x hunter memes #illumi #illumi zoldyck #my poor traumatized blorbo who did everything wrong....

[pinkieroy]

Kinda upset that hunger of the shadow missed

#laudna is my favorite character and I love to see my blorbos go through it #i can help it i live for angst and pain #text #cr lb #cr spoilers #critical role #bells hells

[voidedjuice]

With Whisperain it's interesting to think about what she could've done and who she could've met as her previous incarnations, especially since Rhodes Island houses so many other immortals.

Does she get cornered at the rhodes movienight by Dusk or Nian glad to see her again after so long, confused at her not remembering them? Did she work for the Aegir to fight against the seaborn before coming to land? In that case, would Gladiia or the other abyssal hunters recognise her? Would Warfarin recognise her as a former colleague she had thought dead? Or possibly even someone she had terrorized back during her youth?

There's endless possibilities and basically just give her some screentime already Hypergryph

#arknights #arknights whisperain #she is my blorbo and so i think of her everyday #the pain of loving this random off meta 5* the gamedevs forgot about the moment she was released #text

[if-loki-was-a-fox]

Best way to deal with Problems of all varieties: give them to a blorbo! Multiple blorbos even, if you want! :3

#just me rambling #I love mKing my blorbos experience pain when I'm on my period :3 for no reason :3 #owwww my backkkkk #my hippps

[fuck-em-up-your-grace]

Shadow.

*breaks into tears*

#four swords #shadow link #I drafted so many different versions going into more depth but couldn’t figure out how I wanted to word them so. this is what you get. #he’s my blorbo I love him #there’s something so??? emotional? to me about being a kid in a terrible situation and trying to reach out and just. not getting help. #and so you go off and do terrible things and drive everyone away and that adds even more to your mental health crises and it starts to cycle #but then someone gives you a second chance. and you don’t ‘deserve’ it but you get it anyways. and it works. you get help. better yourself. #maybe you never deserved forgiveness but you got it anyways and you used it to actually break out of the cycle and find happiness/fulfilment #despite being isolated and hating the world you come back. you come back from hatred and despair. and that’s just so?? AHH wonderful/painful