#I LOVE IT NOOOOO

[woesunf]

Actually having two interest at once is so new to me.

Pjsk and idv at once?

New history is being made in the brain of Ivy woesunf 🥳

#identity v #was lowkey getting disinterested in idv #but Anne brought me back #so ig I have two interests at once now #I DONT LIKE CHANGE #IM ALREADY THINKING ABOUT WHEN PJSK WILL LEAVE MY INTERESTS AGAIN #I LOVE IT NOOOOO #but my interests rotate so I’ll be good #it’s currently the second phase of pjsk #third phase of idv #my third dr phase past #until kazutaka releases a new one istg #I need smth new to fixate on bro #or else I’ll be trapped in idv pjsk dr he’ll #hell*

[inkskinned]

probably time for this story i guess but when i was a kid there was a summer that my brother was really into making smoothies and milkshakes. part of this was that we didn't have AC and couldn't afford to run fans all day so it was kind of important to get good at making Cool Down Concoctions.

we also had a patch of mint, and he had two impressionable little sisters who had the attitude of "fuck it, might as well."

at one point, for fun, this 16 year old boy with a dream in his eye and scientific fervor in heart just wanted to see how far one could push the idea of "vanilla mint smoothie". how much vanilla extract and how much mint can go into a blender before it truly is inedible.

the answer is 3 cups of vanilla extract, 1/2 cup milk alternative, and about 50 sprigs (not leaves, whole spring) of mint. add ice and the courage of a child. idk, it was summer and we were bored.

the word i would use to describe the feeling of drinking it would maybe be "violent" or perhaps, like. "triangular." my nose felt pristine. inhaling following the first sip was like trying to sculpt a new face. i was ensconced in a mesh of horror. it was something beyond taste. for years after, i assumed those commercials that said "this is how it feels to chew five gum" were referencing the exact experience of this singular viscous smoothie.

what's worse is that we knew our mother would hate that we wasted so much vanilla extract. so we had to make it worth it. we had to actually finish the drink. it wasn't "wasting" it if we actually drank it, right? we huddled around outside in the blistering sun, gagging and passing around a single green potion, shivering with disgust. each sip was transcendent, but in a sort of non-euclidean way. i think this is where i lost my binary gender. it eroded certain parts of me in an acidic gut ecology collapse.

here's the thing about love and trust: the next day my brother made a different shake, and i drank it without complaint. it's been like 15 years. he's now a genuinely skilled cook. sometimes one of the three of us will fuck up in the kitchen or find something horrible or make a terrible smoothie mistake and then we pass it to each other, single potion bottle, and we say try it it's delicious. it always smells disgusting. and then, cerimonious, we drink it together. because that's what family does.

#this is true #writeblr #warm up #relatedly for some reason one of our Favorite Jokes #amongst the Siblings #is like - ''this is so good u will love it'' #while we are reacting to something we OBVIOUSLY find viscerally disgusting #like we will be actively retching and be like ''nooooo it's so good'' #to the point that i sometimes get nervous if someone outside my family is like oh u should try it its good #(obvi we never force each other to eat anything. we are all just curious birds and #like. we're GONNA try the new thing.) #edit to answer why we had so much vanilla: #my mom is a very good cook and we LOVE to bake. so she just had a lot of staples in the house. #it's one of those things that's like. have u ever continuously thought ''ah i should get butter im probably out'' #even tho u are not out of butter. so u end up with like 5 years of butter. #my mom would do that in a costco but like with vanilla extract #to be fair we WERE always using WAY TOO MUCH bc we were kids #so like she was right to stock up #ps. yes we were VERY sick after this lol i just didn't want to include it in the post in case ppl had an ick about that #u can tell it's real bc we knew "oh no we fucked up that's too much vanilla to waste'' but our reaction was to just. keep drinking it #> sibling understanding that vanilla extract isn't free > knowledge mother doesnt mind if we use it for milkshakes #> sibling choice to maybe get in a loophole of ''not wasting it'' if we drink it bc that's the same as using it (not throwing it out) #listen bud i was like 13 and my sister was like 9 #when my mom discovered this we. got in. A LOT. of trouble. a lot of it. a LOT of it. #3rd edit bc i guess it isn't clear - i am 1 of my brother's 2 little sisters #i am the middle child #out of all the ways i have had to explain a post before being like ''did u forget a middle child can happen'' is my favorite

[clementartz]

unspoken truth

#yosuke hanamura #souyo #persona 4 #p4 #persona 4 golden #p4g #shadow yosuke #ivegotnoromeo art #something something the realization you might be in love with your best friend who is a dude #and who you call your partner but strictly platonically of course because you’re not gay #(but maybe you are) #but nooooo you can’t be because you like Girls you’re the Girl Liker you can’t like guys that’s weiiird and baaaaad #(<- too emotionally constipated and full of internalized homophobia to realize bisexuality is a thing) #anyways i hope atlus makes his gay confession canon whenever they remake p4 or i’m actually gonna 💥

[mine-loves]

Trigun Stampede | s01e03

"I don't deserve to cry."

#Trigun #Trigun Stampede #Vash the Stampede #Meryl Stryfe #Vashmeryl #Anime #Gif set #Mine #Nooooo Vash I love youuu

[yrsonpurpose]

#red white and royal blue #rwrbedit #rwrb #taylor zakhar perez #nicholas galitzine #rwrb cast #firstprince #mine* #nooooo i knew this was going to happen them falling like this akhfjkjs #i love them actually #also giffed this entirely for nick pulling taylor back up like that #taylor's face in the first one im in tears

[royalarchivist]

Cellbit: That's my friend!! She already won, they already won. It's over, dancing queen!

via @CellbitENG

#Cellbit #Baghera Jones #Baghera #danse avec les stars #I was literally in the middle of trying to upload this dance but I actually think it's fun with Cellbit's reactions #because I had the exact same reaction LMAO #CellbitENG is lovely #EDIT: Nooooo Bell I didn't see that you already posted this #😭😭😭 #lmao we're all just so excited

[betweenblackberrybranches]

Hey, wonderful being of this world. I saw your rlgl au and immediately fell in love, please(please help me from my suffering) and I was wondering, cause you said before sun and moon where in a relationship, can we get to see some wholesome smoochies please???

Hi i am like, super woozy rn so these are a little messy but here you go, a fresh serving of the rlgl au guys being cute. These bitches definetly slowdance in their kitchen at 1am in the morning 10/10 can confirm

#sundrop #moondrop #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #dca #daycare attendant #sun x moon #dcamv #rlgl au #my art #i am so sleepy eepy but these were so cute to make #they in love #good for them #also i am definetly not projecting my relationship onto them #nooooo #(my gf is such a moon its crazy. if i dont know what moon would do i just ask myself what my gf would do and boom) #anyways #enjoy the smooches

[whaliiwatching]

the flower (reprise)

#spider man: across the spider verse #spider punk #spider noir #hobie brown #noirpunk #to everyone who left me messages: i love you i love you i am hugging you so tight and/or giving you the crispest high fives #you made this possible <3 #... this fanfiction was made possible by viewers like you #i love them SO dearly. do you understand #mighty muse give me the strength to write this much again #i havent written 27k of my OWN GODDAMN ORIGINAL SHIT IN LIKE A YEAR #but nooooo these fuckers get all my best material #(i am having so much fun and they are consuming my world)

[dandrew-stuff]

New photos and bts from episode 06 of The Ones Who Live featuring Michonne and Rick(Danai and Andrew too🤭)!

#danai gurira #andrew lincoln #rick grimes #michonne grimes #richonne #the walking dead #twd the ones who live #dandy #rick and michonne #towl promo #towl #it’s already the end #noooo wayyy #nooooo #i love them forever #my fam!!

[laxibbeb]

Merry Christmas to @iambutmortal!! I got to make a gift for you this year for the @acotargiftexchange! i had such a good time getting to know you for the past months 💕

when i tell you i had the biggest blast making this (even despite having to render hair 6 times) and i'm so excited i can finally show you!! the biggest tragedy about making art was a ban on any teasers 😫 i hope you enjoy and i wish you the most glorious holiday time! 🎄

(as i am insane, the piece is huge and it needs some close-ups)

#for optimal viewing experience i recommend using the desktop 🫡 #it's enormous and when i checked it on my phone it couldn't quite comprehend what was going on #oops #now i want you to know that in my sea of ideas i sketched 3 'throwaway' sketches of them dancing #and i went like 'nooooo i could never draw that' #but i loved this idea so SO much and i just couldn't let it go 😌 #elucien #elain archeron #lucien vanserra #acotargiftexchange

[lost-tardis-room]

rip to fourteen for having to go shopping for clothes with donna

#there's no way she'd let him wear that same suit for the rest of forever #but also he'd probably follow her around on errands all the time but the ONE TIME she wants to buy him clothes they'd be like nooooo no non #nono nooooo no please donna it's okay i can wear this it's fine also whole tardis wardrobe #and she'd be like uh uhi stand by my point you can wear a suit like that up to the age of 35 and not past it #and he would say donna i'm over a thousand years old #and she'd say exactly! time for you to buy a hoodie! #uhhh anyways wrote a ficlet in my own tags lol #fourteenth doctor #donna noble #i love them so so much #dr who #doctor who

[rebouks]

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Mia: God, Ivan.. you’ve spent this whole holiday moping. Ivan: Ain’t you s’posed t’be able t’do whatever y’want on vacation? Mia: [sighs] I guess, but you’re bumming me out. Ivan: Sorry. Mia: I’m tryna make you feel better, is all. No one said I was any good at it. Ivan: Thanks for tryin’-.. you’re doin’ pretty good. Mia: I reckon you just needed some time to think, y’know? You can sit down n’ hash it all out once you get home. Ivan: I know him well enough by now t’know he’ll be gone by the time I get back. I’m done, either way-.. he made his choice n’ it ain’t one I can get behind. Mia: Well, it’s hard to understand without the full story but I’ll take your word for it. Ivan: I thought about askin’ him t’marry me at one point… Mia: Why didn’t you? Ivan: Maybe I could tell his heart wasn’t in it by then-.. maybe it was daft t’think we actually wanted the same things. I dunno if I’m even surprised the more I think about it. Mia: Don’t think about it then. Ivan: Easier said than done, ‘specially with Tilda rubbin’ salt in the wound-.. gallivanting all over the place with Triss. Mia: I’m sure you’ll find someone else to gallivant with one day. Ivan: Nah, I’m fuckin’ cursed. [Mia sighed as Ivan launched into a self-deprecating tirade about his miserable love life and the many, many failed relationships and subsequent breakups he’d been through that were all his fault. By the time he’d reached his teens, she’d had enough] Ivan: Oi, I’m talkin’ here! Mia: You’re ranting. Ivan: I was singin’ your praises for helpin’ a second ago n’ now y’fuckin’ off? Mia: Cutting this pity party short is helping, so keep singin’ em! Ivan: [scoffs] It ain’t a pity party. Mia: Time heals all wounds, you’re amazing, you’ll find someone else-.. byeeeee. Ivan: Tch, not likely. Pixie: What? Ivan: Nothin’, petal. Pixie: This couch smells rank. [Ivan chuckled as his imitating lil lady joined him, fond as always-.. maybe none of it mattered as long as she was happy] Ivan: It really does, huh?

#ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 story #sims story #forever in between #fib #mia clement #ivan harper #pixie harper #bbyyy nooooo don't blame urself #ough #;-; #i love mia's approach to ivan's moping/whinging tho #all good n fine until u start bashing urself then she's out #byeeeee #and hmmmm.. i wonder where pixie got the word rank from #definitely not ivan #😅

[1driedpersimmon]

They beat each other up so punishment is this for an hour

#OH HEAVENS IVE POSTED THIS TO THE WRONG BLOG OH NOOOOO IM GLAD I CAUGHT THAT EARLY AIIEEE #Death note #L #Light #anyways… meme time #I love this me it’s so funny #I haven’t drawn these two in a while I miss them #together I meme I draw like L every day lololol #ahem anyways enjoy #l lawliet #light yagami #guess who’s taking the picture #there’s no right answer

[braisedhoney]

I formally request a Dan Phantom, if that's okay!

a formal request begets a formal answer

(guess i’m doing these in a more consistent style now!)

#danny phantom #danny phantom fanart #dp #dp fanart #dan phantom #dark danny #this is probably the most polite way he’s been summoned in like 20 years #and he’s half vlad so of course he’s being dramatic about it #… what do you mean i’m disguising the fact i can’t draw dan closer to canon style by using dramatic shadows #whaaaat? nooooo… never. #… i do love dan i gotta also draw him more #esp with the new graphic novel coming out lol #ney’s art

[bonefall]

(dif anon) So is Ashfur grooming Shadowsight a plotline you would keep/rework in BB? I'm not so keen on the way canon used it to retcon his epilepsy, but I do think a plotline examining how clerics can be vulnerable to abuse from StarClan spirits is kinda compelling

Shadowsight's epilepsy is staying in BB, the Erins can try and take it away again over my dead body

Yes, that's staying and BB!StarClan was reworked with unfairness in mind.

This time around, I'm considering the idea that Ashfur didn't work completely alone. After the events of Squirrelflight’s Horror, Silverpelt's divisons are starting to crackle the stars.

Skystar and the other more traditional spirits are losing patience with the peace that Fire Alone brings, and the ways that the code has been bent.

They feel that honor is being lost in their descendants.

Even angels disrespect the collective; see how Skypelt has its own heaven? With a demon in its midst? There is blasphemy even in the skies.

Firestar and the more modern pantheon are ferociously defensive of the choices of the living. StarClan exists for them; not the other way around.

Meanwhile, Mousefur has gone missing. Others start to blink out, too. This is causing panic... and Ashfur keeps it quiet that he's the only one who knows where they've gone.

The angels that plan action probably were a small group to begin with, radical spirits. Skystar and Ashfur are two of them, and Ash is the "youngest." So when he comes down to the mortal plane and betrays them, very few other angels knew what had happened.

(I might even have a few angels be doing the various supernatural things in that first book, but slowly, Ashfur is wittling down their numbers until it's just him.)

I'm still working out specifics, but the other angels that Ashfur has consumed are giving him a massive power boost. He can use this to jump between planes freely, and he's able to do some whacky things like weave dreams and pull nightmares out of the Dark Forest.

The most important unique power he has, which he can do ALL on his own once he's absorbed enough starpower, is blast Shadowpaw with a bolt of lightning. The electric current runs through Shadowpaw's brand new scar, giving him a connection to StarClan like he's a little radio tower.

Thing is... when StarClan is blocked off, the only signal he receives is Ashfur's.

So, Shadowpaw.

From the time he was very young, Shadowkit has had an unhealthy relationship to life and death

He watched a lot of cats die before he was old enough to really understand it, and the only one who came back was Heartstar.

His epilepsy was so severe it would have been terminal. He was prepared to die as a kit.

Tawnypelt took him to the Tribe to learn more about treatments, bringing back a method of refining chamomile to manage the convulsions.

When people come back from death, it was to serve "a purpose."

He feels like he needs to be special, like he needs to find the great meaning in his life. The reason why he's still here.

In BB, there can be guardian angels. Cats you knew in life who decide to watch out for you in the afterlife. Moleflight is Jayfeather's, Shrewface is Squirrelflight’s. Ashfur poses as Shadowpaw's.

THAT is how I plan to address my criticism. Ashfur DOES build a very personal, trusting relationship with Shadowpaw, pretending to be the one who's here to give him the destiny he craves. Pretending like he's someone looking out for him.

I actually LIKE how desperate the situation was in-canon and I want to stress how none of this was Shadow's fault, so I also plan to keep that they had very little choice. Shadowpaw trusts his angel completely, and Ashfur coaches him on saying all the right things.

The older Clerics are suspicious, but... what else can they do?

Also, instead of framing this all as something Shadowpaw needs to "atone" for, I'm going to make certain cats unfairly scapegoat him for bringing the Impostor into the forest. Shadowpaw himself agrees with them, blaming himself, but he has to learn it wasn't his fault.

He DIDN'T let anyone down by failing to live up to great expectations, and there's no way he could have known that Ashfur was using him. This never happened before, he always made the choice he thought was right and tried to make up for harm done, and he's not responsible for what his abuser made him do.

I actually want to have him figure out some of this by talking to DF demons, towards the end. Cats faaaar more responsible for what they did in life than him.

Ravenwing in particular, who was also mislead by a rogue StarClan spirit, but... ultimately decided that if StarClan was right in their judgement.

He was told (by Birchface, but he still doesn't know who it was in particular) to make three kittens unsafe by revealing their parentage. His choice killed three innocent children, and lead to the Queen’s Rights.

And StarClan was furious that he'd ever believe they'd want something so CRUEL.

And even if they DID want something so cruel... "Then they wouldn't have been ancestors worth following. And that's why I believe it's right that I'm here."

As a Cleric, he had authority on their behalf. And if they would misuse it through him, he wishes he could have just given it right back.

And Shadowsight's lightbulb goes Ding!

The very last thing Ashfur does in TBC, when the jig is up and he's about to be killed by the Lights in the Mist and a bunch of Demons who have come to defend their home, is swallow a Founder-- Skystar.

He takes the level of a true god, and reaches a nearly undefeatable level of power. Instead of black water, he's so large, malicious, and has a gravitational pull so massive it starts destroying the afterlife. It shatters the purgatory (Meadow of Young Stars) into floating cosmic fragments, and Heaven and Hell are set to collide.

Shadowsight confronts Ashfur, politely explaining that he's, well... done a lot of thinking, and, he doesn't really want what he gave him. "You can, uh, have this back!"

And blasts the lightning from his scar right back at him, like a chain, holding the screeching eldrich horror in place. Every ally he's made, here in the DF, come down from StarClan, and as Lights in the Mist, jump to his side. They can't hold down Ashfur, but they can hold SHADOWSIGHT

While they're all supporting him, Bristlefrost sees the one chance to get rid of him, once and for all. A clear shot. She bolts, pounces, and SHOOTS right into Ashfur like a falling star, knocking them both off the edge of the heaven he destroyed, burning up in orbit with a monster a hundred times her size.

And after that, Shadowsight has to go home and live with this.

He gave up the very connection that made him so special, and now he has to go back to being a Cleric without StarClan.

but the other Clerics accept this. They have to. They were all complicit in the choices that allowed the Impostor to rise.

What Shadowsight learns is... everyone was part of this. From those who made the follies with him, to the supporters and rebels against the impostor, to those who helped him realize his worth, to Bristlefrost who ultimately killed Ashfur.

He is valuable because living is valuable.

Everyone, and everything, matters. All cats have a role to play, and he was never alone.

I want to close him out in BB!TBC on a tea scene that parallels the various points in his life. Others used to prepare his chamomile treatments FOR him, in careful doses, because it is a very serious medicine. Now, at the end, he's the one brewing it.

A fully fledged Cleric, who realizes he's never been alone. Cats who love him were around him the whole time, making his medicine, and they'll love him even after he's given up his powerful gift. So now he's at the stage in his life where HE can make that medicine, share his wisdom with others, and find fulfillment in the skills he's acquired over a hard life brightening.

#Ashfur was a scary and terrifying villain worthy of the WC hall of fame #I will make him WORSE #I should change one of the titles to the later books to The Black Hole as a reference to BB!Ashfur swallowing other stars #Maybe the last one since that's where his bossfight happens lmao #I love the vibe of all the morally gray and post-redemption cats of BB seeing Shadow like #''Youve done nothing wrong. Youre literally just baby.'' #Lmao Breeze like 'oh honey nooooo' #Lineup of guys like What Are You In For? #'Tyranny of an ancient civilization' #'Political assassination' #'Attempted murder of a child' #'Did what a bad person told me :(' #And they all drop their shit to be like 'its ok youre ok youve done nothing wrong' #I kinda want to give him an honor title that means 'Whole Shadow' #In reference to the way that when you stand with a dozen people behind you #You only cast a single shadow #better bones au #BB!TBC #BB!Shadowsight

[hyunpic]

[SKZ CODE(스키즈 코드)] EP.53 - 54 사건 발생 잊지 못할 사건 (A New, Unforgettable Case) 2024.5.30 / 2024.6.6 THU 8PM (KST)

#skz #stray kids #NOOOOO THEY LOCKED THEM UP PLS #they are corrupted and their crimes are them being too lovely. CASE 143 I LOVE U