#I DONT CARE IF U GUESS WRONG BTW

[3-aem]

ppl who dont know my gender what did u identify me as in ur brain im so curious

#asking bc a lot of ppl think i am X or it feels like a lot #and i need to know why #I DONT CARE IF U GUESS WRONG BTW #IM JUST CURIOUS

[fuluv]

the moontoffee fandom has always shared one single braincell and i think that's beautiful

#svtfoe #star vs the forces of evil #moontoffee #no bc everything me and the bestie have talked about has already been done somehow #step dad/caretaker toffee? absolutely #arranged marriage? YOU GOT IT #beauty and the beast au? hell yeah #werelizard toffee?? THAT TOO. #labyrinth au? THERES SOME FANART OUT THERE! #like whats wrong with us (affectionate) #im so sick #i love u guys #very sad most ppl who made content in the past dont care abt the ship anymore #which is #yeah understandable i guess #but man... #the list keeps piling on btw. #hamilton animatics? check. heathers art and animatics?? ALSO CHECK #.txt

[naisaa]

ough maybe its bc i rly didn’t expect it but i kind of hate that good omens s2 ended with a setup for another season 😭

#i just finished it and im. argh #good omens #also not that it wasnt delightful to watch for the most part just for the dialogue and characters!! #but also. in terms of story. what were we doing here #like im not generally someone to care abt plot more than character dynamics #but its not exactly making me want a whole other season. or worse multiple without a set ending or PLAN in sight blease…… #this is why i prefer self contained one season tv shows tbh #or shows that planned how many seasons theyd need to tell their story from the start and then STICK to that #that number should never exceed 5 btw. if u cant tell the story you wanna tell in 5 seasons you’re doing sth wrong and also wasting my time #kill your darlings etc #idk i just dont like not knowing when a story will end i guess

[desire-mona]

siiiigh. todd autism headcanons because im projecting.

(using they/he/she pronouns for todd in this post. will explain but also if u dont agree i dont care, tw for alcoholism. time period is vague but autism hasnt existed as a legitimate medical diagnosis for all that long, so keep it in mind i guess.)

- cannot for the life of him stand welton's blankets. so itchy, just thin enough to not warm you up enough but still make you sweat, not long enough to cover your entire body. yes im making the blanket line in their poem about actual blankets, a boy needs to vent somewhere.

- beyond terrible temperature regulation, ALWAYS just a little too hot which is made worse by her sensory issues when it comes to wet fabric. constant slight agony and it never really goes away. theyre about 5 minutes away from crying about how uncomfortable they are at all times.

- had god awful handwriting until high school, like his teachers could BARELY read his handwriting it was Bad. OOOOOH OH MY GOD THERES A TRAIN GOING BY I CAN HEAR IT HONKING this is a really ironic thing to be pointing out rn but its sooooo worth mentioning. its still honking this is fun. 🚂. anyway. her parents made her spend an entire summer fixing her handwriting bc that was like the One thing her teachers criticised. its Fine now but their motor function simply doesn't deliver in the handwriting department.

- had a VERY INTENSE special interest in aquatic life + marine biology growing up, like read every book about any ocean animal in any library intense. his parents eventually forced him to abandon it because its "not a good career focus" but he still perks up when anyone mentions fish. once talked neils ear off about the biodiversity of coral reefs for roughly 2 hours, neil took her to an aquarium for their first date. rip todd anderson you wouldve loved spongebob squarepants.

- looooves pets, namely cats, but they have Too Sweaty hands all the time so any animal fur sticks onto their hands and just feels. so awful.

- had a brief period in his 20s where he was definitely an alcoholic, started as a social drinker but got too addicted to the feeling of not having to adhere to social conventions quite as hard, especially around other drunk ppl. eventually went sober after they realised they just Cant Stand the feeling of a hangover anymore. autistic ppl r more likely to develop a dependency on alcohol if we do start drinking. just btw.

- gets a Pretty Expansive vocabulary after actually starting to pursue literature. sometimes his family lightly teases him about using big words but it confuses the hell out of him. its just a word she thought would apply best!!

- soooooo obsessed with what other ppls idea of them is, both in an anxious way and out of genuine curiosity. would never ask ppl what they think of her bc she thinks thats 1) very broad 2) seems compliment fish-y and 3) just gonna lead to "i think ur great/ nice/ whatever filler compliment." but the dream is to sit someone (neil) down and just ask him every single question possible about how he perceives him.

- asks a billion clarifying questions about anything someone asks him to do, gets anxious about how many questions he's asking, tries to just figure it out, freaks out about the possibility of getting it wrong, ends up doing the thing perfectly. weekly occurrence.

- never fully grasped the appeal of religion (most definitely grew up catholic or christian or Something) just bc she could NOT let the lack of proof go. ALSO not an atheist bc the vastness of space scares them out of it. religious beliefs r a weird topic for them.

- suppresses a good chunk of his stims in public bc One total time someone looked at him weird while he was chewing on a sweatshirt string and he was like i gotta stop NOW. eventually develops tics and has to mask THOSE in public too. dear god someone let this girl unmask. also i started ticcing while writing that bc my body does this great thing where i only tic when im reminded of the concept of ticcing. its great and totally doesnt make me think im faking them (faking for who? dunno bc it usually happens when im alone)

- DOES in fact stim around neil bc NEIL STIMS TOO!!!!!!!! joyous day when they found THAT out! gets vocal stims of random lines from whatever play neil is practicing for. YEAA ART THOU THEEEEREE was a vocal stim for a solid week and a half which made neil VERY excited (autistic neil. how i love u autistic anderperry)

- velcro is The most evil vile disgusting material to ever grace this mortal realm. he hates it more than anything ever and i mean that fully. the feeling of BOTH sides, the noise, how easily it comes apart, she hates it all.

this is the gender part

never really viewed gender and gender roles as anything to adhere to beyond the fear of punishment if they dont. finds any social convention relating to gender to be Really dumb and meaningless, bc gender isn't (scientifically) real in any capacity, so why treat it like that? for the longest time just shrugged and said "eh, i guess im a boy" bc thats what she was used to being told, and didn't feel particularly drawn to agree OR disagree. eventually realised on a late night that Wait. i dont Actually care what i am. like yeah im a Male i guess but also im just me. my brain doesnt have a gender and i basically am my brain, right? and then never really thought about it again because that's genuinely how little he cares. adhering the most to canon with that mindset, she never really tells anyone (for obvious reasons on top of the overall apathy) and just lets the he/him happen to her but. in my dream world? agender they/he/she todd anderson. and this is MY blog so those are the pronouns im using from now on. i will forever love talking abt how autistic ppl very often view gender differently than allistic ppl, will forever love talking abt how autistic ppl are more likely to be trans. autism!!!

also yes that entire paragraph is just my view of gender, change the pronouns and the todd mentions and its just me. what of it.

#desire mona #YAYYYYYYYY TODD AUTISM POST #do yall want a seperate autistic anderperry hc post cuz i can do that #genderqueer todd i love you so much #dead poets society #todd anderson #anderperry #the todd spectrum #actually autistic #banger

[cara-carabowditbowdit]

please tell me more about crowley and aziraphale im Very interested /srs

ok so. this is gonna be a looong post sorry

BASICALLY. aziraphale is an angel, crowley is a demon. theyve known each other for 6,000 years, at the creation of the universe (when crowley was still an angel. he created stars and everything. very nice job) and theyve become great... friends (wink) even though theyre not supposed to be! so theyre not friends! theyre eeeevil enemies. and then they go out for dinner

anyways. idk how to explain it well but theyre just SOOOOO!!

ok so now im going to try and do like. a whole thing explaining everything below so SPOILERS!!!!

okay so. in the beginning aziraphale and crowley were both angels. they met when crowley was making stars and galaxies and all that pretty stuff, and aziraphale came to say that they were going to shut it down after a bit. crowley gets upset and goes whaaaa this is so cool why would they do that (lil thing to note. aziraphale is like. interested in crowley but he doesnt really care) and then they have some really nice scene

d'aww. ok and so THEN! some big war happens i think? i dont know they dont show that part and crowley falls. demon moment!!! and then they go through all these different decades being friends, getting to know each other, and its great. aziraphale sins a little bit (gluttony), crowley saves aziraphales books, and they all have fun. oh btw. crowley can transform into a snake, and apparently hes the one that caused adam and eve to eat the apple? BUT! theres this other great scene where theyre talking, and its revealed that aziraphale gave his flaming sword to adam and eve, showing that he loves humans and has a soft spot for them, and theres this other great shot

THE PARALLELS!!!!!!!!! AUUUGh (^ this one came before. btw) and so this is sort of them showing how ohh, theyre not supposed to hang out because angel good demon evil waaah but they just KEEP ON FINDING EACH OTHER. oh and. speaking of like. showing off different softer sides of them. in season 2, theres a lot of bits where they show that crowley is pretty much putting up this show of being so meaaan and eeevil but hes actually nice and cares about humans (bringing jobs kids back, keeping that girl from dying, etc). ok now onto talking about season one. warning i havent watched this season in a bit so this is just me going off memory.

ok so! the big issue this season is "oh noooo we lost the antichrist!! big bad things gonna happen" and its awesome. OK SO. it starts off with crowley delivering the antichrist to this satanist church? and theres two women having babies that night. ONE is a normal family, who are supposed to have a normal baby. THE OTHER ONE is a rich family who is supposed to have the EEEVIL baby. can u guess what happens. BABY SWITCH!!! they didnt realize it tho so crowley and aziraphale are sent after the wrong baby. (to make him sin/be good) and then they realize on his 11th? birthday "aw crud! wrong baby." and go on some search to find the right antichrist. and that brings us to ADAM!!! hes the antichrist, and one coooooool kid. hes pretty normal tho and just hangs out with his friends. and then one day on his 11th birthday this dog shows up! (hellhound) and then off on the side theres this witch lady named anathema device who has a book that knows the future. crazy stuff. oh and this guy names newt whos kinda a dork and talks to this weird witch hunter guy shadwell and his neighbor madame tracy. oh and the four horseman of the apocalypse are around and free OKAY. into it now. anthma knows something bad is going to happen (book), and she moves to london because thats where its gonna happen!! whaaaat!!! and newt moves to london because uhh. witch finder i think? and he goes to meet shadwell and accidently meets tracy. not important rn. shadwells kinda bonkers and freaks newt out. ok now onto anathema. im pretty sure that aziraphale and crowley were driving around (oh btw. he has a magic bentley) and hit her!! yeoch. and after driving her home she accidentally leaves her book in the bentley and aww they gotta meet up again aw shucks. okay now they go searching for adam (antichrist) and i dont think they find him? anyways i forgot how but then tracy shadwell newt and anathema all meet up with crowley and aziraphale and do a seance. i forgot what about but ohh nooo aziraphale is in madame tracys body!!! ok so i kinda forgot how again but somehow theyre all at some big area and the four horsemen and running around i forgot what theyre doing and BLAM ADAM SHOWS UP hes mad. hes trapped his friends into doing what he wants. hes gonna start the apocalypse. average 11 yr old stuff. BUT!!! crowley and aziraphale manage to calm him down and newt blows something up. idk whats going on anymore. satan comes out, "grrrah im ur father adam". its a nice lovely moment. but oh wait!!! gabriel (heavens big man) and beezelbub (hells high duke) come down/up and r like "yall r in biiiig trouble! cant be doin all this" and they try to kill both of them. aziraphale in hellfire, crowley in holy water. that scene comes and yoo wait theyre both alive??? this is insane!!!! theyre both MILKING it, bein dramatic and then. at the end. WHAOOOAH THEYRE ACTUALLY THE OTHER ONE?????

and thats the end of season one. okay so i know that this is incredibly long but im not even done. im going to reblog this later with me talking about season two and that should be shorter. OH BTW

thats what everyone looks like ^^

OKAY BYE!!!!!!

#this might be the longest post ive ever made #AND IM NOT EVEN DONE #second season should be more accurate cuz ive watched it recently tho #thanks for the ask tho!! this was fun #good omens #gomens #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #neil gaiman

[redstrewn]

Explain how you have all the correct opinions on Leander.

Like?????

How do you do this shit?? How do these thoughts enter your mind????

It's like, I would have never thought of this, but it is indisputably correct, perfect fit for him, EVERY TIME

Have a wrong opinion about him. Plz. I'm losing my mind.

I have no idea what is plausible anymore i am so lost in the obsession sauce that comes out of sticking into a blender everyone else's theories + symbolism/lit research + projecting myself + defensive pessimism by assuming the absolute worst of the LIs so I can't get too devastated by whatever canon actually happens.

One day im like "hes just some guy pathetic and does stupid evil shit for good" and one day im like "actually hes kind of completely fucked up he doesnt really care in the way lowtown might think he does. He cares in his own weird savior hero narcissistic way" and one day im like "i have no fucking clue who he's supposed to be at all."

Im glad u think my mad ravings have some sort of merit to them 💀 I dont necessarily expect them to be canon (ofc except the opinions i GOT from the majority of fandom pretty much agreeing on) (and i got most of my opinions from other ppl, not my pea brain 💀).

Tell u what i definitely got uquiz guesses wrong bc the very first time I thought he was Judas by Lady Gaga (monke sees two faced and immediately associates Leander, completely forgoring there is a literal angel wearing a whole mortal skin as a mask and "masquerades as a doctor") and for the longest time I thought he was some sort of spicy food (poison moment) and my dumb ass completely forgor Ais is the epitome of psychological horror with an eldritch being living in his head when i just associated Leander's manipulation with psychological horror.

BTW a lot of the times I go to what might be extremes with characterizing what makes Leander evil but it's just a result of trying not to go insane waiting for 2yrs and tossing the blorbo around. I promise u everybody if how i talk about leander might seem like a "yeah hes fucked up but not for those reasons" moment, ure probably right and i never claim to be correct on anythign. Just trying to toss up as many "what ifs" for fun to brave the winter 😭 U can just ignore my weirdass opinions in these cases (or just ignore any of my opinions like literally it doesnt matter lol)

Sorry if this was a more serious answer than u were expecting bc sometimes i get kinda worried that ppl might feel like im trying to claim to be the Beholder of True Leander with all my weird wiki screenshots and essays and torrent of leanderposting when I'm just some gal fucking around 😭 Nobody has to take any of my theories/opinions seriously im just some rando i promise

#redstrewn talks

[kunisushis]

Are you dumb or fakes it?!

Scaramouche x addicted to alcohol! reader

WANINGS Minors DNI Alchool abuse,profanity, mentions of abandonment and addiction, curses ABOUT Angst to little fluff Sumary never leave someone that looks not fine alone!

"SINCE you were four years old, and you tried to run away from inazuma, scaramouche became your best friend. for the fact that he helps you to escape, and is always protecting you, because he thinks you are miserably fragile.

You had to escape inazuma alone, because your family was dead, and no one would help you, but, scaramouche did! He says its for pity, but, you'll never know.

Scaramouche always was by your side, dont letting you do anything wrong, maybe was because you was an human, and he think we all are idiots. But, as always, never letting u think he's protecting you because he likes you, its for? We dont know? Scaramouche never admits, his ego dont let it.

But, now this is past, you and scaramouche are adults, and he still protecting you like if u were a little kid. You hate the comfort that come in your breasts when he proctects you, you'd always know that he'll love u platonically.

Some day, you and Scaramouche, like .always, were just in the home you 2 made.

"Hey, y/n?" Scaramouche said with his little voice, that dont changed a lot since you teo were kids.

"Yes?"

"I need to go for a while, my friends judt called me, ill get here soon, ok?"

"Ok, see you later." You said in an overly sweet voice, trying to hide your jealousy.

And, you were alone, just thinking what will u do. You know you like him. But, he always treated you as a brother/sister, he'll never like u as a partner. You locked yourself in your room, and started fastly clean the tears that were coming in your face. You'd know that in some 30 mins Scaramouche would be there, he left to stay with him friends, you stayed with him for years, decades, obviously you would be jealous. you look in the mirror and see what a terrible situation you are in, so, to distract yourself, you wipe your tears, and leave the house for a while.

You arrive at the nearest bar, and find diluc, who looks surprised to see you here.

"It's kind of surprising to see you here. Well, what would you want?"

"I know" you laughed a little. "Can I have any that aren't too strong?"

diluc nodded, and quickly handed you the drink. you paid, and quickly returned to your house, not wanting to get addicted, took 1 glass and poured some of the drink. you drank, and, surprised by the taste of the drink, you drank more and more, and when you barely saw it, it was over, and you were there drinking the last glass, when you heard the door slam.

you ran as fast as you could, and put the bottle of the drink under the bed of your room, btw, your and scaramouche's shared room.

you forced a smile, and went to the door to open it for Scaramouche.

"Hey scaramouche, how was it?"

"It was ok, aside from the fact that they're insanely curious about everything." — "wait, looks like YOU're not well-"

"me? Stew. it's just.. I just woke up haha."

"You don't look tired? But, ok i guess."

days passed, and scaramouche left often, to places you couldn't follow. And, it was the same thing every time, scaramouche went out and you bought alcohol.

some day, when you left and went to the tavern, you casually ordered a strong one. with the same docile, forced smile. until you diluc said

"hey, y/n. you look addicted. are you sure?"

"that offended me, see!" you made a mini drama out of American movies and then said "no need to worry, I'm not addicted, im in control!" .

"If u say soo."

like every day, diluc handed you the bottle quickly, and you took it home after paying.

this time, it was a strong one, a big one. you took the bottle, and drank directly from the spout. you didn't care anymore. knowing that scaramouche had the keys, you, drunk, simply went to sleep, and threw the bottle under the bed, knowing that tomorrow you would throw each one away. how long have you been procasting about this?

scaramouche got home, and went to the kitchen to drink water, when he found many, many drops of alcohol on the floor. you came hiding all this from him?! It was a promise you did, dont have secrets.

he waited for you to wake up, yes, he waited eight hours standing there. looking at you with a look of disappointment.

finally! you woke up, sober.

"scara? what is it??" you looked if there was something wrong.

"you're like all humans, you can't keep a promise."

"Huh? I didn't break any prom-"

scaramouche lifted two of the bottles from under the bed. Jesus, why today?

"you are obsessed with alcohol."

"No, im not. you are just assuming things!"

"there's dozens of these shit under the bed!" scaramouche raised his tone, and pointed to the spot.

"why the hell do you care anyway?!"

"ONE, ONE TIME I LEAVE YOU, YOU DO SHIT AND BECOME ADDICTED!"

"WHAT DID YOU WANT??? I'M A FILTHY HUMAN AS YOU SAY!"

"FUCKING YEAH YOU ARE! AND IF YOU WON'T STOP MESSING OUR HOUSE WITH THOSE RIDICULOUS ADDICTIONS OF YOURS, GET OUT OF IT YOU FILTY!"

"Alright, because you're a fucking dumb that can't notice that i have a fucking emotional dependency on you, fuck? You say you are so smart, but you can't even notice someone's feelings for you, when you don't pay attention? I understand that you don't feel that way, but I thought you understood that we are different. I have romantic feelings, and to distract myself, the only thing I could do was distract myself with alcohol."

you entered the room, and scaramouche still without reasoning the things you said, crossed his arms. but when he noticed you separating your things, he came close to you and said;

"what you are doing? You-"

he finally reasoned what you said, and while you had tears forming.

"Did you finally understand?" you said, trying to ignore the fact that you were sounding too docile for the situation.

"hey, you have nowhere to go! you can't just leave!"

you knew when he said get out he didn't really mean it. he's just... arrogant.

Scaramouche grabbed your wrist as you neared the door.

Scaramouche hugged you from behind, and you could have sworn that, for the first time, you saw him cry. the silence at the moment was so much that you heard each tear falling, while he had his head on your shoulder, hugging you from the back.

"I thought you wanted me to leave?" you sighed. knowing that even sad, his ego was still giant, and he would refuse to let you look at him now, with him so... fragile.

"I don't want you to leave me." scaramouche said, whispering, in a different voice than you've never heard. a sad one.

"well maybe if i get rid of the alcohol." you laughed, but not as happy as you used to be.

"It's incredible the control you have over me." you said, and let go of the hug, that scaramouche had a light and quick trigger, which came out very quickly when he saw that you were putting everything away. he even started to see better.

as soon as you put it all away, you said:

"Are you going to help me get the bottles out from under the bed or not?"

After you two take the bottles and throw them away, without saying a word you hugged scaramouche. that to his surprise, he didn't push you or curse you - lie, he cursed.

"Now you don't leave the house with money without me, okay."

it wasn't a question, scaramouche asserted.

for the rest of the day, you didn't even talk that much, just the next day. scaramouche slowly helped you with your addiction, too.

"Oh, I almost forgot" scaramouche says, pulling you out of the hug and facing you "I like you too." he patted her head twice.

"Now go to sleep." You agreed with a red face up to your ears, he waited for you to sleep to lie down with you and hug you.

"You are silly. Never do this again, k?"

Scaramouche will be following you, now."

・Dont copy, or post it in another plataforms, like tiktok. Inspo id not acepted. Credit "Kunikusushis" in anytime u say about it, or the history u use it as inspo if i give u permission.

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#scaranation #scaramouche #scaramouche angst #scaramouche x reader #genshin x you #genshin angst #angst fic

[faunabel]

i took a nap! and my dream was long (well, not really) and complicated.

soo... dream journal time!

oh shit i dont know how to do the read more on mobile well pretend this has a read more and maybe if we imagine hard enough the tumblr gods will put one here

JK im on desktop later here's a read more

it involved me talking on discord to one of my mutuals ^-^ who i was nervous wanting to Impress. and they said england is hot and i was taken aback (sort of. more complicated than that but whatevs.) but also like u arent wrong. england is overhated these days i would maybe date or sleep with him is all im saying. i was speaking to a few diff mutuals on discord but especially excited/nervous to speak to this one.

blurry for a second.

and then a dog pounced on me. and this little old lady ran a training school i was for some reason in. but it was a Psychological training school meant to strengthen your mind apparently. it was popular in canada so i was excited one opened up down here for some reason. they had one where i used to live in florida so i was happy they had one in my new state, and with dream logic i'd moved 0.2 seconds ago so yknow. and the lady was training a lot of animals especially a dog and this one dog was not well trained so he bit onto my arm, and i stood there in horror for a few seconds, not wanting to move to do minimal damage, until she came and bitched at him for acting up, so he let go. and she was like yeah this is why i run a training school.

and her house was tiny so it was in her backyard. she had me follow her to the back where it looked like a dog park. all dirt and dust and equipment. no grass. i thought it looked nice in the dream altho now that im awake it looked pretty crap. but actually i thought it was nostalgic like playgrounds u go to as a kid. it looked like a dog park. also apparently she hammered in one of the rules for me. i forget what it was exactly but later she specified it was related to "the treadmills."

suddenly it was no longer me but a group of people who were all friend and who i identified as being friends with. but i myself was no longer there. and these people were eager to try out the equipment.

tw body horror for this part

pretty sure this is impossible irl but for one of them, this girl pushed her two friends down onto this sheet of barbed wire, and i guess what's supposed to happen is that it pierces your outer layer of skin, but she pushed way too hard and pierced many layers of skin. what you're supposed to do is pierce a few and pull yourself off. it hurts and builds your pain tolerance. the old lady was like oh shit i fixated so much on explaining how to be careful on the treadmills that i forgot this. and the people on the barbed wire were in pain slowly ripping through each layer of skin to minimize the damage. they accidentally leaned back in Pain so their arms also got attached but just the few outer layers so it only hurt a bit to pull them off. like stinging pin pricks. totally tolerable but still unpleasant.

the girl had been so excited btw she just shoved them down hard and didn't realize it would cause problems. i could feel the pain and fear of these people it was ouchie.

also i was trapped consciously. strapped down. unable to move unless i agonizingly ripped spiky metal through my skin all at once to get away. i have many nightmares abt being trapped lol.

then randomly the mlpfim ponies showed up. and they started triggering my severe emetophobia which i dont even wanna talk abt. it was more hinted at than anything but i was scared being trapped like that. also a common theme in my nightmares.

then fluttershy who felt Ill decided to go upstairs (we were suddenly in a basement but also not really bc the initial house had stairs too and was bigger and fancieron the inside than it seemed. that bitch had an aquarium against the wall. and fancy dark wood.) to make food for the others and herself to feel better. and since this dream was like a movie "i" the consciousness followed her upstairs to watch her. and she prepared something that had marshmallows on top i think.

and then i woke up.

also at some point the people strapped down were jeremy and candance from pnf i think. or timmys mom and dad. my brain smashed a bunch of junk together.

#( 💭 faun thinks ) #dream journal

[c4tg1rlf41lur3]

had a power thought at work today and so i wrote it down in the silly little work memo pad. im just gonna write it all down here. bc i can.

transcription start!

' golden trio? cursed trio. obvi we have harry first, like OBVIOUSLY he's got his curse scar forehead shtick, but also he's like. fought death since age 11 (AT LEAST). mans is not gonna b completely unscathed save for the silly little death curse scar :3 he's prob got a burned palm from the philosopher's stone/quirrdle. quickle. what the fuck's name. him. 2nd year we've got the basilisk fang stab. big scar, pheonix tears or no. 3rd year he got no big wounds from what i can remember? whole lot of emotional trauma but what's new. 4th year burns from dragon in 1st task, maybe some residual gill/webbing scars from gillyweed in 2nd task, then the piece de fucking resistance from the third task. by that i mean forehead scar is prob. worse. somehow. maybe it spiders out like cracks in the skin further than it already has. and by lightning scar i also mean like actual lightning. not that shitty little ⚡️ something messy and even bigger after the graveyard ("i can touch you now" scene) + scar on forearm from blood sacrifice. 5th year "i must not tell lies". obvi. then a lot of shit happens to harry in 6th/"7th" year that i Do Not Remember woops. whatever happens there = still there.

RON! bestie. bby. im so sorry the movies utterly DESTROYED ur character. he doesn't suffer as much physical damage (still emotional! but) + a lot he does receive isn't caused by magical curse objects physically hurting him. i've got rules for these headcanons you just don't get to know what they are. (directly caused by magical object/curse/cursed object = scar) (indirectly caused by magic or nonmagical encounter = no scar) (<- situational healing magic properties). anyways ron. lots of his injuries are indirectly caused by magic (i.e hit down by chess pieces) this trend gets obliterated past 4th year. ministry of magic showdown. the works. those weird brain jellyfish things that stuck on him all mind zappy + literal zappy. THE FUCKING LOCKET. aw harry, ron, n hermione have matching scars <3 from the locket horcrux. they all wore it right. im sorry rons section isn't as detailed i just know he went through HELL in the last books but I! DO NOT! REMEMBER THOSE! bad jojo. woe is me. FIENDFYRE BURNS. WHAT THE FU-

hermione is a similar case to ron, but actually very little physically happens to her, magical or no. i scoff at this blatant sexism. i'd like to think maybe the polyjuice potion cat hair fiasco of 2nd year may have had some lasting effects (purrhaps some facial scarring from whiskers, marks at her tailbone from the tail) (haha) (see what i did there) (anyways) then we have the removal of an imperfection when they fixed her teeth. more sexism with that btw. but like ron, lots of damage past the 4th book. notably the written "mudblood" scar from bellatrix. i cannot remember what else happens to hermione other than that. guess i'll die '

the end. theres very little point to this tbh i just thought it was interesting. i didn't check my work at all btw. if anythings wrong i. Dont care love u byeeeeee

#i do not support jkr #harry potter analysis? #ron weasley #hermione granger #harry potter #hp hcs

[angryborzois]

@astral-from-afar since u wanted to hear my story lmao (it was kinda long to be a comment)

alright idk where to begin lmfao

okay so i dont remember how much of it I told you but remember the clingy girl who was insensitive and stuff last year? (ok its okay if you don't remember but yeah there was a girl like that jasdffkd)

she's one of the people i remember and get annoyed about to this day but okay that's still not that bad since I managed to drift from her

so the real problem was this other clingy girl 😭YES THERE WERE TWO

i guess she was less clingy and a little more tolerable but still... the problem here was that this girl liked me.....

there were a lot of reasons that make me pissed off remembering to this day but that's sort of unrelated here (for context just know that I disliked her from the near beginning) so onto the main story

So this girl would always ask for hugs from me which I was okay with at first (she did it to everyone ig) but eventually I stopped letting her hug me because I got tired of it and I don't really like hugs to begin with.

but still, she was weird about physical touch...i remember this one time where she kept touching my arm when I was wearing a short sleeve and she was saying stuff like "wow you're so muscular" (IM NOT BTW??? LIKE BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY IM AVERAGE ASF) like okay that was creepy ngl.... i still didn't think anything of it back then though which was stupid of me because I should've connected all the dots

also she kept complimenting me all the time which was mildly uncomfortable but yeah couldn't do anything about that ig

eventually i started hanging out with other people and avoided this girl to the best of my ability until the end of the year because by that time I was thinking "oh whatever I'm going to transfer anyways" so i stopped caring since i thought it would be over soon

yeah so on the last day she was VERY clingy since she knew I would transfer (I did let her though since I was thinking "oh its the last day and I'm never coming back so whatever. cant be that bad. ill forget about it later" and honestly that was a big mistake)

so school hours officially ends and we're at the gate of the school. and this girl physically WONT LET ME LEAVE. she was hugging me and refusing to let go but at that point I was like "oh who cares ig". she probably made me stand there for like 10 minutes istfg 💀but then here comes the terrifying part

she suddenly lets go and looks me dead in the eyes and asks for me to kiss her on the cheek (I think? i kind of forgot the exact phrasing by now). i gave her a weird stare (more like a horrified stare cause wtf.) and she just looked away in embarrassment and went back to hugging me and by this time I was like "oh hell no get me out of here". maybe a minute later she suddenly kisses me on the head and leaves

LIKE OKAY WHAT...

THAT WAS AT THE FRONT GATE. PEOPLE SAW. i wanted to disappear and never come back...like i dont know if she had the wrong idea that i liked her back but what the fuck......it was just so unnecessary....

for the rest of the day i did not feel well about this ☠☠☠

anyways remembering that still annoys me to this day like okay maybe if i had been an asshole and said no to her last hug i couldve prevented that

thankfully the people in my new school are actually sane like holy shit what kind of a traumatizing school did i accidentally enroll in for a year

havent met anyone clingy ever since but I'm never intending on letting anybody hug me ever again unless I trust them

tldr: my old school was borderline traumatizing

#angryborzois rambles

[wooahaes]

sorry this is two parts w like. idk more nsfw-related stuff under a cut? i don’t write smut here (i’d consider it for another sideblog but eh, i def wouldn’t be as active there bc sometimes trauma shit hits hard when it comes to that sort of thing--literally just depends on the day), but yeah i consume it sometimes lmao

i... genuinely think i try to skip a fic every time it doesnt contain warnings at all. like you don’t have to have a setup like i do and like other writers do where we have a word count and a warnings thing + what the pairing is, that’s fine? but like. come on. at least put some warnings on your fic if you know there’s potentially something triggering there. not all triggers make sense and can be preemptively warned for, but the least you can do is warn for the bigger ones. that’s for both sfw works and for smut. like: a lot of writers do! a lot of writers do warn for shit, and i appreciate them a lot. but idk i guess some people want to just get straight into their writing and while i get it, i think that can be extremely harmful if you know your fic has something triggering in it.

i’ve seen people argue about trigger warnings before because of the whole “the real world won’t hold your hand” thing but that’s bullshit. p*r*site is one of my favorite movies and i watched it in a class for the first time and one of my friends went out of their way to tell me that there’s an uncomfortable sex scene in it bc they knew it could fuck me up depending on the day. people i know will go out of their way to give a heads up for things. i’ve suggested movies to people i don’t know well and said “oh, shit, btw, huge trigger warning for (x)” because it’s a triggering subject and i don’t want anyone to suffer as a result. websites exist to warn people about shit. and even offline, there’s those things vets put in their yards around fourth of july because the sound of fireworks can be triggering to them. anyone who says that the “real world won’t hold your hand” is a dick who just wants an excuse to not care for others imo.

anyway fat girl rant under the cut specifically (nsfw warning in general for the topic bc god its abt smut. sorry gamers. minors dni with that part or ur getting blocked if u say anything)

idk what to call them other than a bulge kink but if thats wrong then my b. idk they feel... a liiiil assuming that reader is skinny? that u can see a bulge from where a dick is inside someone? bc there’s nothing in front of it (i.e. fat)? idk man fucking warn for that shit because it automatically sends up the red flag of “ohhh readers skinny...” for me every time i stumble across it w/o any warning. like idk if any other chubby writers wanna weigh in on that, feel free to? i just tend to look at myself and see my chub and im like. yeah theres no way ur seeing ur dick bulge out unless ur super fucking hung and if u are then i am afraid for me.

also sorry these arent really put together lmao im literally just talking at this point. i used up the brain power w the “include warnings” part.

idk i think... a lot of smut just assumes reader is thin, moreso than sfw stuff. ik ive spoken w someone abt this (i wont @ her since idk if she wants that) but like. the whole “jump and ill carry you” thing feels like we’ve been conditioned to find it hot and all i can think about is the fact that i don’t think it’d ever work unless the person’s fucking ripped. do u think ming/hao from s//v//t can lift my ass? no. id break him like a fuckin twig probably. 

i dont have an actual ending for this bc admittedly im tired. sorry to ming//hao for saying the truth that id break u </3

#wooahaes.txt

[lovingfinn]

hey haha im here with a lovely rant not on the st show it self but the actors * clears throat*

and no i didnt check for misspelling and tw: mention of gr**ming

YES THIS IS EDITED BC AT THE TIME I WAS FALLING ASLEEP AND TYPING SO YEA

without further ado

EXZIBIT A: shiping real people 😐

if youve heard or read wattpad and like stranger things i would like to tell you

do

not

ship

the

ACTORS

i find it very weird including that ff with fillie ( finn and mille) or foah ( finn and noah )

most that i have found was made even while they were kinda still maturing like 15 or 14 i think that it shouldnt be a thing and if you really care about the show you wouldnt have made it

just because your little senses think they are a good ship doesnt mean shit its disgusting and makes me sick they are just friends but i would like to talk about fillie just no correct me if im wrong they have confirmed they are friends best friends even and it most likely make them uncomfortable its just weird

EZIBIT B : babying the actors 🍼🤮

ahem first off let set an example lets say noah finn and millie and talking and one of the use a word like fuck or shit

theres always that one person thats like ‘aw my baby they cant say that awww 🥺🥺’

yes they can they are older and mature so stop acting like they are 12 bc at the end of the day half of them are adults able to own a house and get a car and drive it idk why you think your they’re parents…

EZIBIT C: e*ise😷

or how you spell her name idc now

this girl is finns ex btw if u didnt know

please stop including finn he does have anything to do with that situation and if he want to talk about it thats him but yalll need to start talking about the victims of her gr**ming young teens and talking about how they don’t deserve it

so what im trying to say is shes a potential gr**mer and i would want to support or defend her until shes proven innocent. ykwim? bc i dont care if someone tells me oh the screenshots are fake blah blah blah i want her to be proven innocent thats all

EZIBIT D: lastly respect

dont be disrespectful to other ships or maybe dont say anything at all bc its their opinion and i guess people are so stuck they think everything should be how they think it should be like byler just bc its not mileven doesnt mean you go hate on it bc its not ur stereotypical boy and girl love

if so ur a homophobic

homophobics = 🗑

so i advise u think before u post about ur ship thats probably hanging on by a limb mileven *cough cough* A JOKE OK?

oh and yeah if its a joke get over it yall need to learn life isnt your way don’t control people

also uh thank for being there for me st fandom and actors the last ep will be very hard for me i will for love you guys ( crying bc im not ready for the end ) we had an amazing run 🥰🥰

oh shit bi lmao o forgot to say that bc sadie is somethin 😩

but to the conclusion idk why the world is like this and im rlly disappointed

now im done im tried me so im signing off enjoy ur night/day lol

i love u 🤟 < 3

#byler #rant post #finn wolfhard #millie bobby brown #noah schnapp

[gginscandy28]

Nurse Y/N

Gintoki x Reader

⚠️A lil fluff,NSFW ⚠️

-im sorry if my writing sucks asf...its my 1st time writing this ff and i just write what i feel like

-also im sorry if its very technical w nursing thingys 😅

-pls pls lmk if you have any feedbacks/ comments/ideas too thank uu

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-bg:youre a 22 y/o single nurse who is a part timer workng in clinics and hospitals in Edo to find extra $$ while still wanting to have some free time

outro:

-you where chatting up with ur patients as u finished up ur wound dressing in ur drs clinic

-and you see a glimpse of him walking with his gang,the yorozuya

-hes seen you a few times and recognises you as the nurse who is soft spoken and very strong while transferring pts

-you would sometimes just have small talks with him during ur pockets of time

-usually talking about daily lives and just laughing off at him teasing the other nurses

-you lowkey have a crush on him as he prevented another pervy pt from touching ur ass when you were prepping your meds

-anddd you do know gin has a nurse kink as he shoots some dirty jokes like "hmm someone gonna poke me real hard uh" or a "damn gurl that light pink dress be looking good on the floor"

-you just haha *sakamoto laughs* your way out

the story:

-you just chilling and watching dramas on tv

-shinpachi suddenly called you and requested you to take care of gin for 5 days as both shinpachi n kagura are gonna take over the yorozura for a bit

-gin got into a accident while riding his scooter and hit a light while tryna avoid a car

-he broke his left arm and leg and also has several wounds on his scalp and back

-and gins usual care giver otae is busy w the smile cabaret

-plus shinpachi n kaguras gonna stay the remaining nights at shins dojo to allow gin to recuperate well

-you just agreed and told him that ur coming tmr

-you replinished and packed your duty bag and essentials as your gonna stay the night the next day

-you just hope for the best and nothing goes wrong

D-1:afternoon

-knock knock

-"hello,anyone home? y/n here,shinpachi requested me to come!"

-"just come in,the doors not locked" a male voice echoes inside

-"aitee,coming in"

-you changed to inner slippers and propped your bags near the table

-you sat on the blue couch facing the injured man lying down with jump covering his face

-"yo,i heard you got into an accident.. btw imma help change your dressing and care for you and the house for a bit...just bare with me aite"

-"gosh this shinpachi,told him i can care for myself but i guess i got my own personal nurse now huh haha" gin shrugged taking out the jump and sitting up

-you guys disscussed on the timings to eat,preferred food,shower timings and you familiarised yourself to the office so its easier to get things

-you told gin to stay out and you went into an empty room to put ur stuff

-you unpacked and arranged your sleeping tatami

-you decided to sweep and clean the office as its messy w strawberry milk cartons and rubbish

-and its squeaky clean

-You then cooked some lunch as gins mentioned that hes hungry

-"y/n ,arent you tired? go and rest after this...you did

alot.if not ill end up having to be your nurse" gin as he ate rice

-"nah im good,you know im restless right...im not the type to sit until i feel like im done.plus lets wash up and ill do up your dressing later"

-gin needed help with showering as he cant reach his back and he is worried of soaking his wounds

-he also joked that youre gonna be shy showering him but youve taken care of so many people that you dont feel a thing

-you reassured gin that your gonna cover his casts with plastic wrap and it wont get wet..you also gonna clean him darn well

-you cleared the dishes and helped walk him to the washroom

-you rolled up ur pants sonit wont get wet

-you took his clothes off and covered his cast with plastic

-"dayum you ripped son"

-"aye thanks but dont stare at my tittiess aight,im getting cold" gin laughed

-his body is just dayum...so different from the pts you took care of

-his skin so bright,his shoulder so wide luke worldwide handsome,his arms can choke,his pectoral muscles so big,his 6 pack abs be like the buns in the bakery,and you just try not to look at this birbu

-you can feel his body heat..he felt so warm

-you adjusted the temp and got gin to wash wherever he can and you assisted to wash his back

-"let me know if its too hot/cold ,im gonna scrub ur back now"

-you brushed his back up and down,left and right not leaving any dirt behind

-"y/n you breathing so hard,you okay? hahaha mustve been your 1st time seeing a body this toned" gin checked on you

-"haha yeah...but how you so ripped if you keep consuming sweets bruh"

-"of course theres a way how samurais do it *wink wink"

-you dried him up with a towel,wiping every inch of his body

-and helped him put on his green pyjamas

-"yay we done,now this bigg baby is fresh.you lie down,imma get my things"you said as you went out

-"is it gonna be painful y/n? i see the dr stitched me for one of the wounds and its quite big too"

"imma give you ur pain meds so it wont be painful,trust me ill do it with no pain"

-you washed your hands and prepped your wound dressing kit

-gin just stares and observes you in awe

-"okay gonna start now,just dont touch my hands or your wounds gonna be dirty and it wont heal well"

-gin broke the silence and tried to fill the atmosphere

-"y/n,idk if ive asked you but what made u be a nurse? coz u wanna marry a doctor or you like to inject people?" gin joked

-"ugh come on,really hahah...i wanna be a nurse coz i feel statisfaction when my patients are well and the feeling of being thanked is just out of this world...also the feeling of adrenaline is so good"

-"ah thats great,being a nurse is not easy too...i mean ive seen ur colleagues in the hopsital...man great respect for u guys...also i just have a soft spot for nurses"

-"yeah right" you rolled your eyes and you knew what he meant...

-you finished dressing his wound and stood up to throw the rubbish

-you came back and suddenly he pulled you by the arm

-he got closer and closer to your face

-you just blanked and wondered whats going on

-"y/n your really pretty,i wonder if you have a s/o? man its a waste if you didnt have one" gin smirked

- you flinched and just said you dont bother to have one coz of ur job and your scared to be in one

-you needing to take care of others but you feel bad for a s/o to take care of you and being to clingy

-you excused yourself to wash up and got him to rest

stay tuned for the next part!

#gintoki x reader

[cassyapper]

If you had gotten the choice, how would you have ended JoJolion?

hmm interesting question anon. everything's gonna be under a read more cause idk how long this will get and also there will be major jojolion spoilers so

so disclaimer before anything else: i dont pretend to have known how to manage jojolion all that better, just that obviously it could have been So Much Better. as such this is not gonna be like a quality rewrite that addresses everything and ties it all up but like. i guess here's my thoughts

i'd start off by making it 50-70 chapters longer. with how long jojolion chapters were (about 50 pages or so each chapter), i think this gives us enough time to work everything out for certain

the tooru fight would be akin to the vanilla ice fight as in it's integral to the climax, just it's not the final fight. jobin doesn't die btw but unfortunately norisuke does. kyo, instead of dying, helps josuke get to the higashikata house. as they're leaving, karera shows up, having been called by kyo, and kyo tells her to watch over holly. karera promises to do her best in remembrance of joefumi's wish for holly to be healthy. from there he, yasuho, and kyo fend off wonder of u. they just barely manage to knock him off into the garage where kaato is watching over jobin. he taunts her like in canon, thinking he's dead, but kaato just laughs at him and says "you've done everything according to plan. you were always so predictable" and does the space trucking thing with tsurugi so he's healed from the curse. josuke yasuho and kyo are uneasy due the implications of kaato's words (did she know tooru was going to do this? did she know jobin was going to kill norisuke?). instead of kaato getting wounded from the last retaliation of wonder of u, josuke, yasuho, and kyo are standing in the way -- but this is when josuke activates his unnatural phenomenon bubbles and saves them

anyway so yasuho uneasily asks what she meant by "according to plan" and kaato explains getting tooru out from hiding was her plan all along so she could use him to save tsurugi from the curse. and she's like "well i guess it's all over now huh. with norisuke dead and the special rokaroka merging tsurugi with a rock man, someone who can live even with the stone, means that now i am head of the household and that our family is free of the curse." jobin stands up and is like "we did what we had to do" and josuke is like "even killing your family? how is that going to save them?" and jobin is like "you wouldn't understand you don't have a family" and he gestures to all of them (kyo, josuke, and yasuho). the rest of the higashikatas are like "YOU PLANNED ON DAD DYING?" and kaato and jobin are like "it was for you! he was going to continue letting you all die just so he wouldn't have to do anything about the curse, he was going to let the business suffer so he couldn't provide for you at all, he refused to take care of you just like he refused to take care of jobin when he was a boy, of mom when she was in prison"

the higashikatas are conflicted. they dont remember norisuke being so negligent and even cruel...but it's not like kaato and jobin are wrong?

but then josuke steps in like "norisuke trusted daiya, he wanted the best for joshu, he protected hato when tamaki damo broke her heart, he tried to help jobin, he tried to help kaato, but they were the ones who betrayed him first. he gave kyo a home he gave me a home tell me would a man who doesn't care about providing add more mouths to feed?" or something like that idk. basically countering jobin and kaato's statements and how he was helping josuke search for the rokaroka because he loved his family and wanted to stop the curse. if jobin and kaato had just TALKED to him instead of going behind his back then the family would've never been torn apart

but it's like it's not like either side is wrong necessarily. but now the rest of the family needs to choose how they want to remember norisuke quietly literally

matsuba goes with jobin and kaato. the rest line up with josuke. and then the final fights begins

josuke hones in on kaato while the rest of the family mostly gets tsurugi out of harm's way while he's healing and yasuho goes after jobin and kyo goes after matsuba

so basically fun with that. yasuho and kyo eventually spare jobin and matsuba because they don't want matsuba's baby to face the consequence of an abnormal life just because of their parents' sins. jobin and matsuba get thoughtful about this.

josuke is hesitant about killing kaato but she's not stopping lol. yasuho and kyo join the fight and it gets even wilder. but i think the final blow is actually caused by jobin. he wants to end the cycle of violence. he can't keep doing this. so kaato dies in her son's arms. josuke thinks about holly and kyo calls karera to ask how she is. karera reassures her she's fine

anyway the higashikatas grieve while yasuho kyo and josuke basically rebuild and clean the house lol. eventually tsurgui wakes up and everyone focuses their energy on making sure he's okay. tsurugi apologies to josuke and josuke's like im the one who tore ur family apart kid you dont need to apologize to me

the higashikatas counter that they did this to themselves and josuke was just the catalyst for it all. and basically from there the epilogue as it was written goes down except yknow. karera is brought up and kyo and jobin arent dead. also there isn't that random ass scene with josefumi's mom, instead it's josuke and kyo waiting outside the hospital as holly comes out for the first time in years (josuke uses the unnatural phenomenon bubbles to heal her basically)

umm anyway. idk. some things are never gonna get resolved like the wall eyes or the flash forward man or anything like that but that's just jojo for you. i think if it was something closer to this i would've been more satisfied. but yeah. anyway. also no fucking randomass flashback about a guardrail that was so unnecessary. anyway good night i haven't proof read this

#idk #im not good with this stuff. i haven't touched jojolion since it ended which hasn't helped matters #in terms of me ''rewriting'' anything #but here #cass cries

[killer-wizard]

TLDR i guess im neutral? if you're like. "demo'ing" having DIDOSDD or claiming to have DIDOSDD without trauma i dont support, but if you claim youre a system/have headmates without trauma thats cool :) (so basically, people who experience these symptoms but no trauma deserve a safe space to talk about that)

please correct me if im wrong btw i dont like being wrong. be nice about it or i wont believe you lmao

new endo systems opinion. i dont care anymore, its not like it matters irl? i think they dont need to use traumagenic terms n shit but like. if they experience system/didosdd symptoms but dont have trauma those people deserve a space yknow? human brain r fucky and everybody whose got BrainStuff deserves to talkabt with other people yknow? so i guess im neutral abt it??

im not talking about people baiting/pretending/"demo-ing" having DID, im talking about systems/people with alters/headmates who do not have DID or OSDD or any sort of disorder like those.

but my opinions, if it matters, is that you can only have did/osdd/ect if you have trauma, as is the most accepted scientifically.

i Guess it's possible someone could have headmates/alters without trauma? that Could happen! maybe! idk! im not a psychologist or whatever (and honestly psychologists don't even know that much about it)

if people exist out there with headmates/alters but no apparent trauma, thats pog. i hope you find some kinda peace in a community that loves u :). i DONT think the traumagenic community is for you, but just like. logically. like i dont have the same experience as you, bc i have trauma, so it just doesnt seem helpful for yall yknow?

i used to be kinda mean about it but now i just dont really care lol. so im sorry if i hurt anyones feelings or made them feel bad bc i was kinda mean. but anyway.

kind of related but i hate the term "sysmed". it reminds me of "transmed" and its. not a fun topic. feels transphobic. dont use that please. regardless of opinions of endos ok? its weird and i Dont Like It

edit: i formatted this post so stupidly i had to fix it lol. added an opinion

#syscourse tw #syscourse #endo...NEUTRAL?? #enodgenic system #traumagenic system #IDK LMAO #im just chillin i guess #i dont really care i just like being charitable to people i guess

[lunataurora]

tailgate's story throughout mtmte/ll is literally a tragedy in the sense of like... the corruption of sympathy that repeated and constant exposure to environments that require lethal violence to survive can do to a person. to me.

is it portrayed as such? kinda? does it lead to any kind of real conversation on the topic? no 🤗

spoilers ? i guess vv

[in reaction to multiple people dying in a fight against one person] "Im Upset, doesnt anyone DO upset anymore? what is WRONG with you people? Is this a war thing?" -> many issues later -> not even feeling concern for a woman he mightve just killed, who had tried intervening to stop him from killing someone

edit: like do u know how much it bothers me that when cyclonus tries to bring light to the horror that tailgate brings he just goes "FINE, LESSON LEARNED, WHATEVER. i was TOTALLY in control and calmed MYSELF down BTW" was not calm did not calm down until after the decepticon crowd dispersed. until after sending anode flying, who he has no idea ended up skewered mid-air and bleeding out, but "whatever dw dw im so strong and cool and protective and i kill Bad People™️"

and............... im just supposed to believe ..... that its fine and thats NOT an alarming end to that note......???

like "oh hey remember sweet innocent tailgate, terrified and learning abt the horrors of his own civil war, trying to achieve greatness and community while his roommate tries to emphasize the nuance to all perspectives of humanity? yeaahhhh uhhhh he's going down the bad path of focusing on good vs evil when the war is literally over and hes trying to kill ppl he doesnt even know over small scrapes but dont worry, he's cool and its fine its whatever. dont worry abt it. he's not remorseful but like whatever man he wont do it again i prommy. like he SAID he had it handled dont you trust him??? the guy who beat someone unconscious and was STILL going after them violently??? hes. FINE. (and then tailgate doesnt end up in another situation to prove he's changed at all)

also PLEASE i wish i couldve gotten ONE scene of anode seeing tailgate again and just. acknowledging it. hanging out with swerve and being like aw hell its that dude who sent me flying like a frisbee, swerve why do you hang out with him.

edit edit: w. wait. was the. was the whole "pls get rid of my favorite cool powers bc they give me self destructive nightmares that almost killed my partner" .... ALSO supposed to..... no literally did he not give a shit abt the violence to strangers he only cared abt cyclonus???? bro........................................ little guy is so fucked up and not in a good fun way

#tf #dummy posts #your honor the answer is simple. devilman robot yuri AU. when you want your crush to live so badly you accidentally have a hand in turning #them into a monster whose new outwardly violent and self destructive behaviors will doom themselves and others #mtmte spoilers #lost light spoilers