#God these two own my soul

[humming-fly]

some doodles inspired by my 11 hour marathon of the lovely Heart and Soul series by @post-it-notes7, which is an excellent embodiment of the kirby franchise’s main themes of the power of friendship and Incredible Violence 

#quick break from animatic work for Orbs #dusts off my middle school blorbo and puts him nicely on the shelf #doodling these i was transported back to 7th grade math where i used to draw a kirby on every single daily worksheet we got #god i wonder if i still have those #probably my family hoards old shit like no other #my art #doodles #kirby #meta knight #galacta knight #i hope i'm spelling that right autocorrect does not want me to use those letters in that order #fun fact i actually fully lined and colored the first two sets but didn't like it so minimalism it is baby lol #sometimes things that are polished are worse #post-it-notes7 #heart and soul #fanfiction #kinda? idk when i link to fics it's probably good to use that tag #comic #more for my own ease of sorting things than it actually being a proper comic but w/e

[prettyflyshyguy]

............................................. I'm regretfully writing a fanfic.

It's not gonna be big, but dialogue has been running in my head 24/7 and if I don't write it down I'll explode. Writing is a fun break from drawing besides and I genuinely feel like slowly dissecting other characters is helping me revisit my original stories, and dissect my own characters and bring more continuity and subtlety into them.

#FUCK ALL OF YOU YOU ENABLED ME #i'm kidding i genuinely love you all #but GOD FUCKING DAMNIT #these two just have far too much fun dialogue and since i've been casually watching while i draw its given me more of a character basis to #work off of #and this is like junk food for my soul #the more I write garbage the better I get at writing my own stuff #but the fandom still scares the shit out of me #given I also have a younger brother its fun to examine their relationship and see some parrallels to my own experience #and how family differs from friendships in the dynamic #you get way more baggage from their shared experience growing up #and where they diverge from each other's mindset and approach and how its shaped from the difference in their Older sibling Younger sibling #experiences which is a critical component when they have fights #anyway Dean being the huge “I'M COOL FUCK THE SYSTEM I DO MY OWN THING” then immediately shifting to “yessir three bags full sir” #in 0.5 secconds never gets old #and Sam's perpetual frustration at this hypocrasy sends me #given Sam's entire existense is based around him genuinely wanting to do his own Thing VS Dean tricking himself into going down his own pat #but they both still have that childhood need to be fullfilled by their parents and IF THAT AINT RELATABLE #but they both tackle it so differently due to circumstance #anyway tldr: sibling dynamics fun as hell you go from seamlessly working with each other #to having a massive squabble so fast its very entertaining

[melit0n]

3:35 to 4:10 in Levitate is so unbelievably comforting to me. In the best (and worst) way possible, it truly does feel like levitation.

The best way I can describe it is laying in someone's arms, lover, friend, foe or family, and simply basking in the comfort they give you. One arm wrapped, gently, around your middle, fingers tracing invisible patterns on your clothes, and the other hand softly combing through your hair as they whisper soft nothings in your ear. You're on the brink of sleep; half listening to their words and half being drawn in by the comfort of the drowsy void.

It's a warm hug that you never want to leave. (catch me replaying that part over and over)

#and then the breakdown #(since you all seem to like it so much when I get depressive with these I'll pull out my thoughts) #my mind always conjurs two things with the breakdown; death and mourning #when you think of levitation you either think of magic or death; the soul rising up to Heaven #the choir that joins Vessel singing are angels as he tries to comfort the person dying in his arms. #the breakdown is when he finally realises that's it; they're gone #he brought down Heaven like an ancient bygone for them knowing their own wings wouldn't find it #but by God he'll scream and cry and year himself inside out over it even if he told himself that he would accept it #('death' can either be interpreted as actual death or the act of leaving someone for good -> #those last few seconds of calm is having one last moment with them before they rise to where he can't reach them) #if you can't tell I'm in my sad yearning hours because I didn't sleep last night and I'm stressed about trying to get tickets but we ball 💪 #sleep token #st #sleep token analysis #levitate (song) #levitate #sundowning #mel's rambles

[toaster-selfships]

Send me good wishes yall. I'm going to try and work on some late work when I get home but I'm chronically bad at doing that without an energy drink but I'm not ready for the impending doom of selling my soul to energy drinks so I can function

Uuhhhhhhhhh I accidentally went on a tangent and there's a whole vent in the tags oopsies

#i already get an energy drink every time on my lunch break at work. but thats partly cause im not too fond of my current job anyways #i dont need perfect grades just. as long as theyre passing i dont care #and are still passing grades after whatverr the finals do to it #im going to a trade school anyways gpa doesnt matter. ive just. QUITE LITERALLY. spent my whole life smacking my head into a desk- #-cause of school. and im so desperate to get my ass outta here. It'll be so much easier cause i will be free from family too #once i get my own place that is. I honest to God would rather sell my soul to two jobs and come home to peace and breathe #than this hell now. being at school is tourment and being at home is tourment. cant wait till im actually HOME. and not some. house. #home is where the dodge challenger that i will sleep in is. home is where the heart is. and my heart isnt anywhere here. #just. one more year. i can get my license at my brithday which is all the way in decemeber but. one more year from now #and I can scrape by and graduate and say adios. #i refuse to acknowledge the scenerio of not making it cause. fuck it we ball or something. am i using that saying right #i already did my time in prison(summer school) #i dont know about yall but summer school was honestly one of the WORST expereinces ive ever been in. horrible.

[speedruntechnically]

I think hell might have killed god

#look. this isn’t founded on much the idea sort of just sprang out of nowhere but. listen #ultkl has multiple instances of creations killing their creators and inferiors killing their superiors #humanity was killed by machines. it’s own creations. #v2. the ‘superior’ model. was killed by its own predecessor v1 #gabriel experiences his first two defeats at the hands of something he clearly views as inferior #the council. potentially the only beings other than god to have a high status than gabriel. are killed by him #so if god made hell and later came to hate and regret it. and hell is alive whether intentionally or not #it wouldn’t be out of place for it to have killed. it’s own creator #maybe all of this should have been in the body of the post but it’s too late I’m not retyping it. read my tags boy #or perhaps hell and god are in some ways the same person #ultkl also has a lot of focus of transformation. prime souls and gabriels change of heart and even swordsmachine and mindflays and ferrymen #perhaps it is his corpse or hell is an extension of him. I don’t know I’m kind of rambling at this point #whatever. look at my theory boy #mine #ultrakill

[alternatefandom]

Stultifera Navis Event CGs | Arknights

Remember when the days were young, Iberia's future's bright as the sun. She whispers when the sails ascend: "The Golden Age will return again!"

#arknights #stultifera navis #skadi #specter #lumen #event cg #arknights spoilers #i just finished the event #OH MY GOD #what a treat #first it was break the ice with their lovely coup spiced with questions of faith and progress #and now it's stultifera navis with its themes of past glory and what it all ultimately means means #and let's not forget the eldritch horrors #it's clear that two Arknights factions own my soul: #the SilverAsh family #and the Aegir gentlemen #they look too damn good i'm in love

[todayisafridaynight]

are sawashiro arakawa masato cat people or dog people (individually) GO

Arakawa’s a hard one to decide on. On one hand i can see him enjoying how quiet and relaxed cats can be, but on the other hand i can equally see him enjoy the high energy and affection that dogs can bring. Im gonna lean just a lil more on him owning a dog this time tho

Sawashiro’s def a big-dog kinda guy, probably with an indifference towards cats. Def would have one of them Scary Looking dogs but he genuinely cares for it and it isn’t just kept around for show. Yk after he goes through the whole We’re Not Keeping That Thing phase

With Masato, he’d definitely prefer a cat if he had to be around one or the other. For sure isnt a fan of dogs, esp big dogs when they can really easily topple him- not to mention how loud and messy they can be. As Aoki, he’d tolerate them better at least now that he isn’t sitting all the time

#snap chats #top ten asks i spent more time than i should have thinking about #these are the questions i signed up to tumblr hoping for ok these are important #crying as i think about sawashiro and arakawa owning a dog and that dog ending up favoring sawashiro #the comedy of it all.. i want arakawa and sawashiro to try to sleep in the same bed but then This Big Fuckin Dog just worms in the middle #its the comedy of knowing arakawa’d showering that dog in love every chance he gets #while sawashiro perpetually exists like 🧍 in the corner. and yet the dog still sleep on HIS side… #like the dog still love arakawa dont get it twisted… but big man just wanna chill with jo a liiiil more…. #adorable……. i just think dogs are perfect and good #see now im thinking of that movie- god i think it was called Ghost of a Chance #where nakai’s character had a cute scene with a golden retriever UGH. my soul. #arakawa’s prob a lil more of a dog person on account of him doting on ichi ima be real LMAO #ichi’s already arakawa’s golden retriever what am i on about.. he doesnt need two dogs..

[thescriptorium]

oof i need an ao3 beta reader to help me cuz my ass NEEDS to be kicked into gear

#ive never had a beta nor do i know how it works #but i need some hot dom mommy to tell me to do my homework so it’ll actually get done #also we could be friends :) #im in my arcane phase btw #arcane #caitvi #but i do also write: #six of crows #wepser #soul eater #maka x soul #only one or two of those tho #mainly i think i just need someone to critique tf outta my ass #ALSO #SKAM #isak x even #archive of our own #ao3 #ao3 beta #god none of my fandoms make SENSE but they DO

[liliallowed]

I think they should kiss. and like hold each other with a death grip like they're the only thing in the world that's worth living for.

some might find the sentiment romantic but... when you live to kill something? it's an interesting paradox.

#tw flirty #not really suggestive #just brainrott #crimsondust #god i need i NEED a toxic fic about these two #idk if i don't find it ll write thornbound souls and MAKE MY OWN TOXIC YURI DANGIT

[angelicxi]

idk how many more que sera sera i got in me in boss

#apropos of nothing in particular really hjgh ig i'm just. still ruminating yesterday #what an awful fucking shitshow it was. god. #i regret the fact that she caught me when i was literally too fucking sick to stand up bc i really really REALLY wish #i could've gotten into a proper row with her #twenty years this is!! twenty fucking years of biting my tongue and enduring her bullshit!! TWENTY!!! FUCKING COUNT 'EM!!! #and she's so fucking lucky my mom's too nice a person and too conflict-avoidant #else i would've cut her shit at the root years ago #fucking ghoul. a ghoul! she can't be called human #no empathy no fucking animal glimmer inside her nothing but money money money and a desire to be admired #ghoul!! #not once did she love my mother not once did she show genuine care for her not once did she regard any of us ANY OF US! as people #just objects that had to sit pretty and fulfill their roles quietly #50 years of parental neglect 36 years at least of actual harrowing bullying of your own fucking daughter. #and the way she treated my auntie too. oh my god. oh my goddd and she dares think she's a good person or good christian #and twenty years TWENTY FUCKING YEARS of gnawing on my soul like a bone #twenty years of being two-faced and trying to turn me away from my mom and trying to turn my mom against me too #that i only call her a ghoul is honestly me showing grace

[lunafresas]

every day i regret having given away my manga collection. every goddamn day

#sad one million…… #UGH #i guess i’ll just have to start rebuilding it #do like i did when i was younger and get one or two every week + read them + go back for more #ugh but my mom paid for them originally cause i was a kid agsjdgsjsgs #i have to use my OWN MONEY NOW? #tragedy…… #god dammit #i’m going to become a hoarder because of this #i already basically am #me #personal #soul eater #fullmetal alchimist brotherhood #fma:b #fruits basket #attack on titan

[bonerey]

kindof funny to imagine my pre-existing ocs being in wbg... fucking dean pryor playing wbg. what a thought. WOULD HIS MOTHER BE HIS PRIZE? OR HIS DAD? oh if it was his dad he wouldnt even need the fourth challenge he'd kill that man on his own. no actually probably someone from his time working for blu....... interesting thought. oh no do NOT give pryor free access to time travel he'd immediately try to monopolize it. and also get fucking rich. oh my god he could fuck over so many people from his past... MAN. dont give the worst guy ever access to time travel its going to go disastrously. MAN.

#MANN. well he would play it for his wife. if he even knew about the prizes i mean. #OH HE WOULD SO ROPE DAEMOR INTO IT. GODDDDD. codependent dae & pryor arc WHEN. #no thats so funny actually. pryor his wife and the weird guy they keep around for some fucking reason #why is she third wheeling in her own marriage. stop this. #SHE DOESNT HAVE A NAME YET SORRY. but she is the kindest most patient soul #oh my god her and pryor have the most opposite responses to trauma. she became kind to others and pryor- #-became the worst fucking guy on earth. man. they were literally in the same situation. or similar situations? i guess? #dae is motivated by two things: spite and love. #dae why are you in love with not only your boss but the shittest man on earth. get help. #pryor flirting with dae to get him to do what he wants and his wife is like. i do not see. girl. GIRL. #man. the worst fucking polycule in the world. they arent even officially a polycule AND YET. #ALL OF THESE PEOPLE SUCK... yes even his wife shes an enabler. PLEASE get therapy literally any of you omg #... actually no pryor would just lie to his therapist. and dae would blatantly refuse to go. his wife would also lie to her therapist- #-because she doesnt want to 'burden' them. GIRLLLLL. you literally have soso many issues and one of them is called dean pryor #no sorry theyre so funny. theyre so funny to me. what a fucking mess.

[abimee]

ruyan and chefant could never break up because the overseeing god of their fate (Minthe) (Sarah) (Aria) has designated them as having to be forever each other's perfect half. they are incapable of seperating once connected and its why he doesnt die. this has only happened twice in the entire timeline of my ocverse

#the first time was Luka/Luka and Melo... oh my god #oh my god... #those two were MADE for each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #luke even giving up his soul cut in half to balance out the tear in the universe and the other half being reborn #as a child that Melo raises and even names Luka once more and cares for her more than anything in the world #even though Melo was chased from her own city for being a Witch and made to side with the kins #and she always carried around the calicified soul of Luke one placed over her heart and the other half to Luka's heart.... #Melo and Luke always and forever in love #second one are Clarence and Anthony. those two are just soul mates #clarence is an asshole and stuck up and a square. a total cube of a man #in bed at 7 needs people to say excuse me when passing him level square #what does anthony see in him? well technically clarence sees god in anthonys eyes. so they get married age 20 #when its all over they get true true married like at the chapel and they drive off on anthonys motorcycle..........

[soft-serve-soymilk]

I have acquired the books~! …yeah I’m having a normal one rn

#just pav things #I thought I was going to get one (1) blorbo but I got two and the one I love best isn’t the one that hooked me on the series 😂 #tbh this isn’t even surprising considering there are 3 head children who fight to be my most beloved on a day-to-day basis #and there’s one that reigns supreme some days even if they aren’t a protagonist :3 #Ah noragami is great it really spurs intellectual thoughts #I like thinking of Yukine. And I like thinking of Yukine and Inigo together #How the relationship between Yato and Yukine differs from Dism + Archie and Inigo. And the ways they are the same #Why Yukine can deflect and take the name Hagusa (who’s meaning also gives me thoughts and feelings) #And how my own hand-crafted blorbo could never do such a thing at all #And the ways circumstance comes into play. Stubborn loyalty and recklessness. Obligation (and lack thereof) #Their designs too. Inigo’s got a body harness sutured up to his neck but Yukine dresses softly and warmly #Which btw I headcanon yuki does that because of the way he died #He always feels a bit of a chill y’know. Being stuffed in a refrigerator and all. Perpetually cold soul :( #But circling to the point how their clothes change over time. How minty’s clothes come to resemble his store-bought half by the end of YHNN #It fulfills me so much 🥺💖 God the manga is going to kill me

[darktyrannomon]

Grimmelfeld’s Death

The howl and rush of the blast echoes in your ears, so loud that you feel that you may lose all your senses at once. The dragon, as large as a small hamlet, shields the best of it from you, his hulking shadow the only protection from true annihilation. You can hear his pain reverberating in the forest that is shaking all around you, with the trees being forcefully ripped from their roots and turned to ash, creatures screaming as they too splinter into dust. Anything and anyone who was lucky enough to be close to you has rushed to the shelter of the elderwyrm, his kindness protecting predator and prey under one ailing body. The wolf and deer, the fox and rabbit, humanoid creatures that some of you have never seen before all huddle against his body, forming an island of green against a sea of grey ash and golden flame. Those who weren’t flash fried by the blast staggered into the circle with shrapnel tearing their bodies apart, legs crushed by falling trees or splintered with rocks and metal from the war machine. 

Your eyes slowly open to the hellscape, first only noticing the trembling creatures and persons able to seek this only shelter in the explosion, then noticing the wounded, of which there are many. The stench of blood and fear hit you through the tang of sulphur, the cries of the wounded feeling like they are forever away as the blast threatened to deafen you, the ringing in your ears drowning out thought, reason, and rationality. You think you can hear shouting, howling, crying, but sound is so drowned out it you fear it could be your imaginations. 

Roll con saves, roll charisma saves

Successful saves see Janus, at a crossroads, two doors in the distance.

You see what looks to be a man, clear as a picture in the middle of the smoke and dust, two horns connect behind him and seem to connect to something on the other side. He is wearing a sharp business suit and gestures to you to a door behind him. He turns, and another face, on the back of his head, also with a second set of arms, gestures to a second door. “It is not often we get to witness a choice that shapes the world.” they say, overlapping each other in eerie harmony. You blink and they are gone, but the doors in your minds remain out of your peripheral wherever you cast your gaze. 

Everyone except odette and zach make a perception check

You see the Magpie King, standing vigil next to the huge body of Grimmelfeld, who with laboured breaths seems to be trying to speak. He does not notice the Magpie King, but perhaps that is the point. In a solemn, pained gesture, the Magpie King summons a weapon, a glaive, died with obsidian and mercury. The head of the glaive elongates to a scythe which glows a soft gold and it becomes clear to you, those that have died and have seen the Raven Queen herself, that Grimmelfeld has moments left to live. Unable to speak, a voice reverberates in your heads.

“I am dying. In my final moments I can provide for you a gift, a gift of which you have asked of me already, but I only have the strength to do one or the other. I can give my soul to you to anchor one of your weapons of fate, knowing I can never return to my body, as it will be not fit for me to go back unless I turn into a dracolich or similar. Or, I can heal your friend. I can cast wish for Mina. I will be nothing more than ash on a skeleton soon, you must choose quickly.”

Looking at his body reveals that scale, skin, and muscle are starting to pull away, disintegrating off of the skeleton in a slow, beautiful manner as though flames were drawn by a spider web. Radiant energy slowly consuming the flesh until only bones remain. You must make a decision and quickly. Harness the soul of the dying dragon to save the world, or heal your friend of a dreadful curse?

#two earths #dnd #dming #i dont often write out things for my games but i had this opener in my head for a week #my players know that when i write or plan things things are about to go to shit #so the players who had been there long enough to know were like oh shit #the magpie king is my own god who is an emmisary of the raven queen and shepherds the souls to her #he is the church grim in the graveyard of the world mortals forgot about #i decided to show them janus #because they had never made a decision this world altering before #and so needed to drive home that this was an important one and that more than one god is watching #theyve never met janus before or seen him at any other time and most gods arent seen or mentioned unless asked #only my own gods the magpie king and the world leech have really had any spotlight #my writing

[windowsillbells]

before reading the novel, if someone gave me a selection of lines from zhao yunlan talking about shen wei and asked me to say who says it, i’d say shen wei. it’s unbelievable how obsessed zhao yunlan is. and tbh, relatable! at least shen wei has been in the know about it since the beginning, always keeping track of his feelings and of kunlun’s lives, but kunlun has spent 5000 reincarnating and constantly feeling incomplete for reasons that he can never pinpoint, finally he gets the missing piece, i would be obsessed too!

#this is also fueled by my own personal headcanon #that kunlun's novel story is like body horror #because he explicitly asked shen wei not to do anything to him and just live a good life with the gifts he gave him #and shen wei went and basically forced his essence in the equivalent of a too small container #he took an already mangled kunlun (missing various parts of body and soul) #and put him in a tupperware two sizes too small to make him keep living on earth #that has to hurt my man #that is a kind of suffering that only a god can endure #and kunlun has been turned human #this is almost like. lovecraftian horror #how can a human come to terms with such a great suffering? #such a great loss?? #a human shouldn't be able to feel godly pain #i would think it fucks deeply with your brain/heart/soul whatever #and at that point #if i had to choose between that kind of suffering/loss #and simply being content but wasting away like shen san #i'd also choose like shen san #guardian #guardian novel #guardian hc #zhao yunlan #weilan #shen san extra