#FIND ME OVER HERE YALL

[neopuppy]

I only deserve the energy on the left tbch

#jeno looks sooooo good rn too smhhhhh #but the negativity over here as of late is so nasty and rude I dont want to write shit for yall #have fun finding someone else to harass the writes like me lmao

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

I was sitting and thinking and in my immediate thought was “water damage to fabric” because my thoughts bounce around like ping-pong balls in a hectic game of 16 player free-for-all table tennis.

Anyways the thought I’m trying to say is: in my mind bc you said the rest of the gang will eventually wake up later (sans Frank who woke up first), I imagine bc of Poppy’s size it would be hard for her to have a fully secure area.

TLDR: The end thought is “what if Poppy’s feathers on her tail and head (the big ruff I mean) are shorter in this au bc of water damage?”

OHHHH CHOICE CHOICE CHOICE i am thinking Very hard about this! because although she's stored with everyone (read: crammed in w/ everyone) in the Large Dry Closet eventually, who's to say that she wasn't exposed to leaks? or accidentally dropped in a puddle or two and then Not Dried Correctly? also there are

she could be the one to inadvertently teach Wally that hey. damage exists when water happens. avoid it / treat it correctly or your friends are gonna get even more fucked up. A+++++ suggestion im adding it to the au-canon

#ok now i have to go figure out how to scribble poppy's feathers shorter.... #oh thinking about the Potential of this #her and wally finding solidarity in their Physical Damage.... #oh and the Guilt i think wally would have... ough #also poppy's water damage accidentally saves eddie later on when hes dropped in The Puddle™️ #they know to hang him over a fence and thoroughly dry him off #once they get him out... waterlogged fabric/stuffing is Heavy.... #rambles from the bog #wh lights out au #good! yes! Ideas Are Happening! #see i love it when aus become a bit of a group project. when i get lil suggestions and yall toss ideas at me to see what sticks #its my favorite part of Sharing #because other people might Think Of Things that i wouldnt that would vastly improve the au!! #group project! or... not quite its uh.... the Suggestion Box Is Taken Seriously Here!

[souptomatobasil]

Hello and welcome to the "ah fuck i skipped like two updates by accident" MEGA UPDATE Whoops <3 Anyway here's everything you missed ok im gonna go back to working on the rest of the comic now <3

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#smile for me #smile for me game #boris habit #dr habit #avalon #nick #this is the biggest update of asterales yet and its because i fuckt up WOOPS ah well its all here now #ok time to go on a tag ramble journey because you deserve to read even more after reading this big ass comic update -poses- #this last month has been a mess and so thats probably why its all over the place #but things are finally settling down now and ive got a plenty more asterales to come though we are in the final stretch!!!! #whaaaaat #im excited though we've got some real funny stuff coming up and well i gotta find a way to subvert your expectations SOMEHOW #yall alreadyknow how smile for me the game can end so i need to throw you for a bit of a loop #ok i love u eat your vegetables bYEEEEE

[coldvampire]

anyway as soon as i pry myself off this couch im gonna share some screenshots of bg3 protags on my sideblog. just gotta like. reach the desk first.

#all i can think about is the shelves im gonna get installed here over the next little bit fdghj #yall dont understand its so hard to keep things clean and brain friendly when you just dont have anywhere to put stuff. #hellish #& then i get overwhelmed and turn into a massive bitch when i try to get it under control fdgh #instead its been like. 2 straight days of dopamine i fucking swear?? my body probably definitely wouldnt let me do this for a living #(my hip is screamingggg dfghgjj) but actually if i could & if i could work in a team then yeah. ykw i enjoy it. #organization go brrrrrrr #i dont think she was expecting me to work that fast either but ive been like a feral animal. skittering over clutter. #finding Spots for Things #okay i lied the flood was actually beneficial in one way to me specifically. #estranged father just forgot a Bunch of tool sets here & ive claimed them now fdghjk #that nail gun is MINE #she suggested i look out for an actual tool chest/bench thing (ykw the ones with wheels and stuff) for everything and i havent been that #excited for anything in months fdgh tools are expensive alright. too bad he took the table saw. #i dont talk much abt my Masc Hobbies as i call them lmao no real reason to but hoooboy i love to Build Things #give me that ikea desk ill have it done in an hour or less every time #maybe trade school is still on the horizon for me gfhj always wanted to Weld Stuff i think id be good at it #as much as i fuckin loathe yard maintenance i was a real garage sooooo bad its not even funny #shame i wasnt just inherently expected to know car stuff tm i feel like i would have loved it too #scarrier to learn on your own later in life especially with a lease vehicle but ill get there eventually #anyway yeah bg3! new mods. new ocs #have not done much with them yet but they Exist and theyre pretty

[uselessnbee]

sometimes i feel so petty i want to make a big post about all the times Will and El weren't that great towards Mike just to ..you know.. balance it out a bit

#it's always here's all the times Mike hurt Will and El's feelings and never here's all the times Will and El hurt Mike's feelings #it's so unfair like i saw people hating Mike over fucking MILKSHAKES because they just had to find a reason to hate him it's so stupid #if i went on here and started hating on Will and El for not laughing at Mike's vomit green joke cause it made him sad yall would call me #absolutely crazy and delusional like be fucking for real Mike just breathes wrong in Will's or El's direction and he's the devil himself #but Will and El could literally call Mike a slur to his face and yall would be like hE dESeRvEd iT tHeY DiDnT dO aNyThiNG wRoNG like fr #there are so many small times when Mike tried to get Will's attention like the vomit green joke or the they're conspiring against me moment #and everyone always just laughs how Mike is a loser trying to get their attention but they always just ignore him or whatever but if it was #reversed? if it was Will trying to get Mike's attention only for Mike to either ignore him or yell in his face how it's stupid to be #concerned about something so small? oh yall would go ballistic suddenly yall wouldn't care how small these things are suddenly you would #want Mike fucking dead but when it's the other way around it's just funny and embarassing for Mike? and not just small things like this #when we point out how El invalidated his feelings and dismissed his bullying everyone is like oh she didn't mean that she meant it like #this she meant it like that she said it because of this and that and the situation is like this so this is why she said that #and blah blah blah she didn't do anything wrong but when it comes to Mike suddenly it doesnt matter if he meant it differently or if it was #the situation and messy feelings making him say something hurtful no he's just an asshole oh i am cursing you all #i hope you step on lego every day and your favorite snack is always sold out in every shop i hope every cat you try to call will ignore you #or hiss at you i am so tired of the double standards when it comes to Mike and willel i am so angry #mike wheeler #mike wheeler protection squad #blue's 'mike's extreme defender' ramblings #i got a little carried away in the tags but i'm not sorry i said what i said #and idc if i get hate for it cause i'm right anyways

[bibleofficial]

leaving the hospital in the morning & i finally get to go back to wales & i can’t wait i rly can’t - the belgians i’ve met have been wonderful [for the most part] but the rape has me panicking even seeing the roads and the buildings

#diary #literally everyone else was wonderful except for the HOTEL EMPLOYEES THAT REFUSED TO HELP ME FIND MY WAY BACK TO THE HOSTEL & THE GUY THAT #DENIED HAVING A PHONE TO SHOW ME A MAP AFTER THE RAPE #shoutout to school children love yall so much they’re so polite & also the amazing older DJ that was talking to us at the irish pub prior to #us going back to the hostel & me leaving w the tall friendly man - i’ve his number & i told him i was going to text him bc he was going to #host an underground rave at an abbey but couldn’t make it bc i’ve been in the hospital since monday #i’ll come back to ghent sometime - i just need to. get over the trauma lol #i still have his number ! he rolled a j w me - he’s such a saint #i’m just a chatter i love talking to people despite being introverted #i wouldn’t go OUT OF MY WAY TO SPEAK but if they come up to ME i’m WELL OPEN #which he did he’s so sweet & also the old homosexuals i was smoking w & gave me info on the drug culture here bc i was curious & also the #tall belgian that took me to those few bars & we chatted abt belgium and how ghent is changing #i wish i were able to actually continue w the rest of our group for the site visit but honestly it #it just wasn’t going to happen #i can’t even go back to the hostel without shaking and panicking #my darlings kp & omar know everything & everything is ok i love them so much - the group we are w have all been wonderful bar like the 4 #that made their own clique but they’re all boring anyway so they can fuck off lol #THE OTHER 9 ….. STAN #well 7 bc omar & kp i alrdy stan & they know #i’m just telling everyone it was an assault and robbery bc everyone knows something is up bc i walked into the hostel at 9a & nobody knew #where i was bc my phone was dead & i couldn’t tell anyone & also i was probably drugged honestly #i don’t even know my guess is rohypnol #god fuck that guy fuck that guy so much oh my god i swear if i see him again …. bro ur not living im not afraid of european prison in the #fuckin slightest i don’t give a shit

[hopefullystillliving]

Doing amateur theater really teaches you that just because a good thing won't last long, it doesn't mean it's not worth doing. The experience will only last a brief moment in comparison to the work put in, but the memories are forever. Sometimes if you love something, you really do have to learn to let it go (says this, still insane and feral and crying over don't stop believing a week later.)

#hopeful rambling #this is an ode to how the thinky side of my brain has been going 'yes it's over but look at the good the we had with the friends we made :)' #and the non-thinky side has been gnawing on the show like a wolf at a caribou carcass and writing existential fanfiction to cry over #his boyfriend died but he knows they're all in a show. he's the narrator. curtains are closing for the last time. #what is death to a character who holds the playbill? #im so normal about this show. i have a normal reaction to a show comprised primarily of sex jokes and silly 80s music. im noRMAL #i am curious as to if anyone will hunt down the story on ao3. it will not be very hard #im not posting it here because i very much wrote it for me and my crew but like. if yall find it you can read it.

[piplupod]

people defending their precious white man of the week and ignoring BIPOC pointing out his racism Yet Again. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired!!!!!!

#im literally shaking right now im so fucking mad #''he's not racist what are u talking about show me proof'' #[one google later] oh wow i found all this proof with literally one attempt at googling. crazy. i wonder why u couldnt find that on ur own #and then they say ''no he said this thing so its fine :)'' i go look at the thing. it is white saviourism. again. as always #''he's keeping the culture alive :)'' he is twisting it beyond recognition actually. he just took it and ran with it. #and now he's trying to cover his ass! #and white ppl will just eat that shit up lmfao. #''wow what a mature response'' says his adoring audience and his response is literally just ''i can do what i want bc im white'' #i will not get involved in the replies of a post. but man. i'm fucking livid. literally shaking right now. #im so fucking tired of anti-indigenous racism being brushed aside like it doesnt matter #yall just bulldozed us all over and then tried to wipe us out when we didnt respect yall and now you continue to fuck us over #and then get upset when we try to say we would like A FEW THINGS TO OURSELVES. INCREDIBLE #the white ''i need access to everything all the time no matter what'' attitude is SOOOO blatant #this isnt even going into his antisemitism lmfaoooo #literally a list a mile long and ppl still plug their ears and close their eyes and yell LALALALA IM NOT LISTENINGGGG #also here's your necessary ''not all white people''. i know. i'm aware. theres some good ones sure but they shouldnt need to be coddled #and reassured every time somebody complains about white people general behaviour. let me complain!!! its a pattern of behaviour!! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[dandyshucks-moving]

proship ppl don't always like the shit you mentioned. You meant comship lol.

This is the only thing I'm ever going to answer or say about any of this subject on here. This blog is literally just a very silly and self indulgent space where I'm having fun, and I despise this subject in its entirety. The only reason I am answering this is to have something to point to in case it ever comes up again so I don't have to say anything further.

I could not give less of a hoot about the label somebody uses. If you think fiction has no affect on reality, and/or if you think creating (in any form) jerk-off material about kids is even remotely okay or normal, then I need you to leave and block me. Doesn't matter what label you use - just block me so I do not interact with you. I'm not interested in arguing; at the end of the day, underage and incest fiction make me incredibly uncomfortable, and that's reason enough to avoid it.

The reason I specified any label at all in my pinned post is because I think sometimes people skim through pinned posts to find that word specifically so they know if somebody is safe to follow or not. I included it to be easily visible so people will know I'm safe to follow. I'll probably take it out honestly at this point to avoid ... [gestures at this ask] happening again, and if someone can't be bothered to read through the post and see my clearly laid out stance, then that's on them.

#this is also making me laugh a little tbh like... you saw my sideblog with its silly pfp ... #... and u thought ''yeah this is someone I need to anonymously Um Ackshually about this'' ???? hello???? #i am absolutely FASCINATED by your thought process sjdfjkl but also please do not attempt to converse further w me about this #im just having fun over here my friend. what are u doing. why did u think this was needed LOL #gave me a good opportunity to lay things out though sdfjkl #dandyshucks #hmm i should add a tag to find it later for quick reference in case it comes up again. uhhh what am i going to remember later LMAO #stance #yeah we'll go with that fsdjkl #also yall let me know if you need this CWd at all !!! i am unsure if it needs any CW tags so pls feel free to lmk !! #i won't be posting anything like this ever again so this will be the Only Post here about any of this stuff!

[crowkip]

i LIIIIVE for your batfam fanart so much! the way you’ve drawn jason damian and tim is so *chef’s kiss* i love how soft their facial expressions are even when they’re glaring! and the way the white background lightens up their face makes your art look so pretty! please do more (if you want to of course)! ❤️

dude youre so nice thank u sm (╥﹏╥) ♡ i feel like ive gotta draw grayson now that ive done the rest bc id feel bad leaving him out so i might give him a go but im still figuring out how id like his face to look since im worried rn he might just look like an older tim in my style,, anyway this is so sweet i cannot believE all the response ive been getting since coming back to tumblr (was a 2015/16 veteran rip), i seriously adore u all with my whole heart mwAH

#i came back to tumblr not even knowing if anyone still used this platform but yall proved me wrong damn #i cant even tell u how much the support has meant to me omfg its also so fun to see other ppl who share my love of the robins on here!!!! #i struggled with finding motivation for art so badly over the last yr or so but ooGh the things u guys say in the tags helps sm #anyway tag ramble over tldr ur all super lovely and i appreciate u all for making this a nice experience for me <3 #askcrow

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#um so i just got some mildly life altering news #and bc i dont talk to ppl irl i come to yall to gossip bc i dont think id be allowed to talk to ppl here abt this anyway #so my boss got a job offer from another school and shes gonna take it starting in January #shes gonna take it bc the school we're at now fucking blows and does not treat her or anyone especially well #our fucking building is so fucked and its not Even that old #the autoclave is constantly broken and like thats vitally important for like 3 labs and the heating is fucked #if the lights go out stuff gets fucked up. the air is constantly not working #its all fucked and i dont blame her for leaving. i would too #but my plan was to be in a phd by next fall. so where does that leave me? #my options are to go with her to this school in a city that i profoundly dont wanna live in and roll thst into a phd with one of the #astrobiology ppl there. when they're stuff really isnt of interest to me #or i could stay here for the spring and talk to her over zoom and finish up our projects and then the money runs out at the start of summer #so ill probably do the latter bc i wanna get outta the fucking desert and i literally just renued a lease until april #but yeah. that kinda wild. now ive really gotta get serious abt finding a program bc the end has a hard deadline now #and i dont wanna end up living at home with my parents like my loser sister. no judgment on moving back in with parents #she was just real mean to us growing up so i passively resent her for it #anyway what a weird weekend. yesterday i was all... its not mania idk what to call it. i was being crazy and my brain was going too fast #and ive not been sleeping well so i woke up feeling real real bad #like the kinda tired where everything is kinda spinning and unreal #then i had to go talk to this guy in the lab abt coding stuff in the lab for like 2hrs and it was way over my head #and then i got this news. so now im laying on the floor #hhhh well maybe this is a good thing. maybe its the push i need to stop being so fucking depressed and actually focus #i only have to keep doing this shit until next summer. i can keep it together until then #unless these last projects destroy me like they have every other time ive done the same thing sigh... #ugh shut up! focus. find a school. find a program. get the fuck outta the desert #unrelated #also apparently im the 1st to know abt this info bc it literally just happened so yeah i dont think im allowed to talk abt it

[revengesworn]

I’m back with Senju muse again, so like this post for a senju starter!! Open to all mutuals, whether we’ve got a thread ongoing already or not!

#ooc #ALSO HELLO I MISSED YALL ;~; #i'll be working on the south starters i owe too hopefully soon but #senju is who i have muse for atm so! here you go! #you can also find me over on my mikey blog atm if anyone's interested in any mikey threads...

[snekdood]

Yknow what makes me reaentful? How ive been sexually abused so much growing up, no one did shit besides shove me off to a therapist, ive been promised by feminist spaces that ill have a place to heal within them, and as soon as my abusive ex tries to smear me and project their behavior on to me by accusing me of doing that shit too, all the sudden everyone acts suspicious, and i still dont get any of that promised healing. Its hard not to feel like my ex did this intentionally to prevent me from having a space to heal. And its my issue with the "believe victims" narrative because it seems to me like people dont actually want to believe victims but to believe the victims they *like* and *agree more with politically*. If people can just say whatever about someone and you feel obligated to believe them because "believe victims", its very clearly going to be exploited by abusive people, and while i dont think we should stop per se, we need to have some sort of actual system to vet who is and isnt telling the truth, like a pseudo-courtroom. At the very least let everyone and their side of the story actually be heard. Bc idk how you guys plan to believe two victims at once who are accusing eachother other than throwing your hands up and picking one or deciding that we're both bad, which doesnt seem very fair to me since people seem to looove demonizing me for no discernable reason.

#anyways ive lost faith in feminist spaces in actually being a place to heal #it kinda just feels like cliques to me dawg. #maybe it used to be sorta healing but i never actually got to find a support system or anything anywhere. #like idk man. maybe the reason ppl go to the right is bc yall are cutthroat and do everything based on vibes. #if i cant even get help and healing from yall like you promise whats the feminism label even for besides for spreading awareness? #because i feel like ill always be excluded because i dont fit the recquired aesthetic. #there needs to be a space for dudes to go to heal too. and id ideally not have to go to one of the mra type spaces. #idk but im just disenchanted with this whole movement. so many unfulfilled promises. #too many terfs infiltrating it also. #im left out in the cold and no one cares and everyone pretends to care about victims but cant even bring themselves to image that i #was the one who was victimized. why should i rely on these spaces at all. its clear yall favor the more fem person in any situation #like this. #also unrelated but related this website is trash and most people on here suck so fucking much. #the mostly cliquey cutthroat spaces for being so 'caring' like you like to think yourselves as. #'oh well we have to be careful so just in case we're gonna kick you out!!' oh really #is that the feminism you were talking about? #youll leave me out on the streets based on a rumor? and if you find out theyre lying then what will you do? are you gonna come over to me #weeping about how you shouldnt have believed them and how sorry you are? bc chances are ill already be dead from starving #but yknow. believe whatever anyone says about someone else. sorry i meant victims* #itd be so so funny to me if someone came up to me with that justification for why they ostracized me and then be like 'how can you be mad! #i didnt know better!! you cant be mad at people for not knowing better >:(' the hell i fucking cant lmao! #yall perpetuated a narrative about me to actively grind my name in the dirt. and im not allowed to be mad? #yall ostracized and excluded me from spaces i need to rely on for community and healing. #yall did nothing for me and threw me in the fucking trash. yeah. i think im allowed to be upset with you and want you to go fuck yourself. #if you believed them and found out theyre a liar. cool. leave me the fuck alone though. go make a post about it and try to rectify the #situation you contributed to you pos. #yknow. maybe itd be one thing if you believed them and i didnt do anything and you apologized. #its a WHOLE OTHER FUCKING THING. WHEN YOU BELIEVE THEM. IM INNOCENT. AND *IM*THE ONE WHO WAS #SEXUALLY ABUSED AND EMOTIONALLY ABUSED TO THE FUCKING MOON AND BACK. and then think an apology is enough. #like go fuck yourself. ive been alone with this trauma this whole time you pieces of shits.

[sipsteainanxiety]

not my job putting me up for termination by ACCIDENT

#i was so SURPRISED PLEASEE #sitting at my laptop just being like... wtf did i do?? #only to find out they made an ERROR??!?!? #YALL MADE ME STRESS ABT WHAT TO DO FOR THE REST OF THE SUMMER FOR NOTHIN???? #jfc i hate being premed #go to sleep shay it's late o'clock #or... pre nursing i fucking guess #i was ready to accept my fate at having nothing to do so i could focus on fuckin. fics i guess #sat on my ass looking up other online jobs adhjkdsfhsf #the way academia has hardwired into my brain that i MUST have smth to do over the summer for my resume #or id look bad #when its literally. fine to not have anything to do #i hate it here #ive been doing like. research and programs and shit every summer since high school fuck

[mister13eyond]

gay in the tags

#i'm struggling with Brain Stuff so i need to sit here and remind myself of all the people in my corner #but when i start getting sad i need to remember how despite living 2 hours apart my friends and i KEEP making excuses to go see each other #literally just because we want to be together and will invent a reason and find time #i need to remind myself of my friends who literally started an entire huge deep dive into a new series because we've been having fun- #sharing anime and watching anime together and i'm literally down to try anything because i just want a reason to spend time with them #i gotta remind myself of how my loves and i literally set up a minecraft server because it's an excuse to hang out and we're playing- #all the time because we just like having a Reason to vibe #i gotta remind myself that my friends KEEP coming to my streams over and over and making fun comments or joining me in them because they- #just like to be part of something i'm doing #i think i get fixated on the places where i've Asked for time and havent gotten it but when i look instead- #at all the places time has just been freely and lovingly given to me without me even having to ask #then i can remember i'm really NOT the sum of all the times i've been met with silence #ok you can go about your day now the tldr is #i love yall ;-;

[cryptidspaz]

there r a lot of things im still working thru & coming to terms with being a transplant here in texas. texas is not the south no matter what the locals say because its culture is very very different from the rest of the south. i was raised in deep rural tn & still, despite being here for 10 yrs am grappling with certain culture shocks

#ie i have to remind myself its not Ingrained in every single texan to Bring something for the host every time u visit smnes place #& that if u spend a long time at or are overnight at smnes place (surprisingly common amongst casual friends cuz of southern hospitality &) #(-how far apart everyones homes actually are) #that u help clean up any 'mess' u made #ie doing dishes- folding blankets- moving furniture back to its place- etc #& being overly polite in thanking them for having u over & making sure its a two way street- like next time u host the potluck at ur place #because i was raised with Actual Literal Southern Hospitality i find myself judging anyone who doesnt naturally act this way here. STILL #& like i knowww i shouldnt because its literally an unfair expectation #& its not really {ahem white} Texan Culture(tm) #BUT STILL #some ppl here act so in ways so inconcievable to me #MY BEST FRIEND SAID HER BOYFRIEND DID NOT HELP HER MOVE OR PACK ANY OF HER MOMS STUFF FROM THEIR OLD HOUSE #I WAS LIKE EXCUSE ME?? WHAT DO U MEAN #he should be taking care of you AND ur widdowed mom when yall need help with stuff like that WHAT THE FUCK .? #was he just sitting at home playing fucking wow ????? #& then she was like 'well he still hasnt met my mom' #WHWHHHH .?.?.?? #HE HASNT WHAT .? #she lives 5 minutes from her mom. by the way. #& spends her days off visiting & taking care of. her mom. #like theyre super close & her mom is ill. #ANd his ass hasnt .? met her? LET ALONE WOULDNT HELP YALL MOVE STUFF ???? #insane behavior to me #the other reason i was thinkin abt this today is #i had Someone over last night & they ??? left a mess in my room like #they had to borrow smth that i had in a basket then they left all of the stuff that was in the basket on the floor #they left a half drank gatorade on my desk NEXT TO MY VERY EXPENSIVE LAPTOP & PC #left their charging sitting on my nightstand. #& most absurd- THEY DIDNT PUT THE CAP BACK ON MY TOOTHPASTE WHEN THEY WERE DONE. WTFFF.??? #personal