Starlight- Chapter Twenty-Four: A Lost History
Pairing: Din Djarin x OC, Din Djarin x OFC
Rating: Mature
Enemies to Lovers, Slow Burn, Canon Divergence, 18+
Warnings: Explicit Language, Violence, Panic Attacks
Words: 7,156
Summary: “You have your secrets, I have mine. Difference is, I don’t pretend like mine don’t mean anything.”
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Lumina doesn’t like blasters, specifically the pistol. They’re cold and impersonal. A disgrace to the art of battle, to the art of a kill. A blaster can be bought and sold off any old marketplace, a pistol can be hidden and brandished with as much shock as a bantha in the desert.
Blasters are disposable, replaceable. There is no distinguishing feature between one DH-17 to another. There is no connection between weapon and wielder. They’re cheap and easy, requiring no true skill for basic usage.
The very existence in the hands of one such as herself serves as a dishonor to her rightful weapon.
It then only serves with reason that blasters have become her most prized possessions. She is a constant contradiction to herself after all. The rifle locked in the armory of the Mandalorian, polished and restored to near mint condition. Former property of someone she would never know. A DC-17 pistol that could shoot clean through Storm Trooper armor.
When it had been placed in her hands for the first time, she thought of it with little regard. Fresh from the factory floors of BlasTech Industries, shiny and clean it was all she wished to be. Blackened iron was illustrious, glimmering in the fluorescent lighting of the Slave I. It wasn’t a heavy thing, but size forced her to aim with both hands.
“You keep that on you at all times, you understand?” Boba told her, green figure crouched to her level. “There are going to be times where you can’t take out your sword, and I won’t be there. This is your next line of defense. Treat it just as you do that saber, with respect and dignity. You clean it after every mission and you never let anyone take it from you. This blaster is part of you now. Understood?”
In thirteen years, not a moment in the day passes without her knowledge of its location. Typically, it’s strapped to her left thigh, dark leather holster a comfortable home opposite her saber.
She doesn’t use it as much as she probably should. Most days it feels more like a tasteful decoration on her body than an actual tool. Still, it’s her favorite thing. And it’s all she has left of him.
There isn’t a space in the galaxy where she belongs. Not anymore, not really. She sits on a Nevarro rooftop, the edge of the galaxy just past the horizon of lava flats. Now in her hands she feels every dent in the pistol’s iron from every fall or improper usage as a projectile. It’s worn now, its shine is gone and matted.
She should have more of him. A shirt, a blade, his favorite cup for Caf. The Mandalorian has his armor, but it’s not hers. She can wear his vambraces as many times as she’d like, hug the dented green helmet and talk to it’s empty visor as often as she can.
It’s not the same.
She was never allowed to keep things for her own growing up. Not in school, not with Vader, not with Boba. Her wardrobe stayed small. Her arsenal of tools stayed small. Her rooms never held decoration or character.
Relena called her a hoarder the first time they’d met. Neri called her a collector. In her new room, shelves slowly became piled with anything she could grab from missions that held meaning. Pins, busts, artwork. Each on display with the care of a curator, cleaned and dusted by weekly routine.
Lumina’s livelihood is the manipulation of memories. She can search the depths of any mans mind for any information she wishes. With one touch she becomes privy to entire lives and dealings of history. Moments are never lost as they are condemned to live in the eternal memory of the Force.
Or so she’s told.
It’s a load of shit.
The greatest shame of her life is how much of her own memory is lost. How much she will never know of herself. The best moments of her life were before cognition formed. When she was only a baby, clean of sin.
When she can only hope, that for the briefest time, her parents cared for her. That she would be regularly fed, bathed, held. That there was a time where her father, her real father, would call her by her real name and mean nothing but love behind each syllable. That, even if it were only for a day, a different person from Lumina existed in her body.
She’s terrified of forgetting, of losing more of herself than she already has. The haunted collection in Coruscant served as correction of personality. This is who she is. Who she always will be.
All she wants to know is who she was. Nothing she will ever be able to do will bring back those memories.
They do not exist.
They are a lost history she will never know.
“You’ve forgotten a lot too.” The child is across from her in meditative seating, clawed hands on his lap. “That’s okay. You’ve seen so much already, I’d black out all the bad if I could too.”
He’s allowed her to access his memory before, when consensual the act is painless. The same has continued now, as his ears twitch in the soft wind and he sneezes when he looks into the sun.
“I probably would’ve been sent to the Temple too if it were still around,” Lumina says. “Do you think we would have still met? You were such a big secret, I don’t think anyone would have trusted me.” The idea of it makes him giggle, jumping to her and blowing raspberries in her hold. “Yeah, that would be silly wouldn’t it? Then we’d both be Jedi together.”
The idea alone makes her nauseous.
“Boba Fett use to tell me to see the okay in everything. Not the good, there isn’t much good so it’s easy to miss, but some things are just okay. He was a clone, and there was a whole war where people who looked just like him had to fight. War is a bad thing, but… without it he would never exist. None of them would.”
She holsters her gun, touch lingering.
“The same thing can be said about what happened to the Temple. It was a bad thing, but if it never got destroyed, you would never be with your dad. So something okay came out of that too.”
Grogu curls into her chest, the softest sweetest sigh emitted.
“Someone told me once that one of my parents could have been a Jedi. But Jedi weren’t allowed to have children… I guess that means if it were still around I wouldn’t exist either.”
Her life is a paradox.
“So, at the end of the day both these things are just okay. They’ve done good and bad. It’s just a matter of perspective what you take from it.”
---
The afternoon sun of Nevarro blazes on their skin, warm and content together. Always one for an entrance, the Mandalorian casts a shadow on the pair. Large and overbearing, it’s comical how blinding he is.
“Hey,” he says.
“Hey yourself. Is the ship done?”
“Just about. Karga says they’re doing final calibrations. Do you feel better?”
The moment they exited the tunnel system Lumina nearly fainted. Out of breath and shaky, her chest pained with relentless coughs.
She blamed it on the heat and asked to be alone.
“I guess,” she sighs. The shiver of cold still hasn’t left her. “About what happened down there—“
“Don’t worry about it.” He helps her stand, taking the child away.
“But—“
“Lu, seriously. It’s fine. We don’t have time to worry about that right now.”
“But you didn’t feel fine. You got mad, and you haven’t been mad like that since—”
“Is that feeling thing you do another one of your… things or—“
“I think that’s just called knowing you, Din.” And unexplainable cosmic powers but, whatever. “Why won’t you talk about this?”
“It’s nothing important, Lumina,” he sighs. They climb down the building, hopping from peeking ledge to durasteel crate. He’s the first to land on the ground, staring up. “It doesn’t matter.”
“Mandalorian,” she says, sat with hanging legs. “Why is lying only okay when you do it?”
“That’s not—“
“That’s exactly what this is. I’m not stupid. If you don’t want to talk about it that’s fine, but don’t tell me it doesn’t matter when it clearly does.”
“Lumina.“
“I’m not trying to fight,” she says, hands raised. “You have your secrets, I have mine. Difference is, I don’t pretend like mine don’t mean anything.”
Din steps between her legs, the top of the box just reaching his chest. “It doesn’t matter because you don’t know who you are, or where you come from. And that’s something you’ll never know. So there’s no point in worrying about it.”
Lumina looks at him with a hidden frown. “I see.” She jumps off, landing crouched on the ground, hands planted flat.
A rush of energy floods her senses, hot and heavy.
“I didn’t mean it in a bad way,” Din says. “Just, realistically.”
Her hands run over the solidified lava. “No, I know. I’m not offended.”
“What are you doing?”
“Is there a city nearby?”
“This is all there is for some miles. Outside of town it’s not much. Some homes, camp grounds, smaller towns. But nothing bigger than here.”
It’s so much worse than she imagined.
Lumina looks at Din with panicked eyes and a shaking head. “There’s something much bigger out there, and whatever it is, it isn’t good.”
---
“What the fuck is going on here?” Entering a smaller building, an office of sorts, Lumina beelines for Cara who sits in leisure.
“You are Mando’s type,” she snorts, feet propped on the desk. “It’s good to know you’re not dead.”
“I’m not fucking around—“
“Lumina,” Din says, pointed.
She sighs, muttering an apology. “What’s going on outside of town?” She clarifies.
“What are you talking about?” Cara asks through clear amusement.
“There’s a high energy power source nearby,” Lumina says. “I’d say about ten miles south of this location. Do you know about this?”
Cara’s smile falls, meeting gaze with Karga across the room. “How do you know that?“
“So you do know?”
“Did you take her out of town?” Cara asks to Din.
He shakes his head, leaned against the desk of some Mythrol. “Lumina can feel energy.”
“What?”
He shrugs. “Don’t ask.”
“It’s not important,” Lumina adds. “What’s going on out there?”
“We actually wanted to talk to you about this when you landed,” Cara says to Din. “But we weren’t sure about the company you keep.”
“We still aren’t,” Karga says, stepping forward. “Thought you’d have more time on your hands while you’re here.”
“We only came for repairs,” Din says.
“And yet you’ve spent the whole morning disappeared with your partner.” Karga’s stare meets Cara, briefly faltering. “Listen, we could really use your help.”
“Help how?”
A global hologram flashes over Cara’s desk. “This is Nevarro,” she says. “We’re here. This entire area’s a green zone. Completely safe.” She points to a spec of red in the southern hemisphere. “But over on this side is the problem. If you felt anything this is it.”
“It’s an old Imperial base,” Karga says.
Din and Lumina share a look.
“It’s where all those troops came from when we defeated Moff Gideon,” Cara adds. “This base has been here since the Imperial expansion. It's got a skeleton crew, but for some reason, it hasn't been abandoned.”
“There's a lot of heavy weaponry in that place your people would love to dismantle and get their hands on,” Karga says to Lumina
“My people?”
“You’re the black market type aren’t you? It’s no Corellia but—“
“Finish that sentence and Dune gets an unexpected promotion.“
“Don’t,” Mando grunts. He keeps a death grip on Lumina’s arm, her hand poised on the handle of her vibroblade. “He just wants to mop up the last of the Imperial force before they do.”
“Mando, I just want them off my planet. If we could take out that one last base, Nevarro would be completely safe. We could be a trade anchor for the entire sector.”
“And the planet would finally be free,” Cara says.
“Alright so what’s the plan?” Lumina asks.
Karga sighs, hardly sparing a glance. “We just need Mando.”
“You can stay behind with the kid,” Cara suggest, kinder. “We’ll be in and out in no time.”
“Out of the question,” Din argues. “She’s coming.”
“There’s no need to complicate things further,” Karga says. “Bringing in four is already too much.”
“Who’s the fourth?”
“Mythrol’s got the speeder,” Cara says. “And Karga’s right. This is a high risk job, we have to keep our numbers limited.”
“I don’t work without her.” Without an answer, Mando sighs, looking to her. “We’re leaving.”
They’re halfway out the door when Karga calls out to them. “Will you quit the dramatics? Your girl can come, Mando.” He points a finger to Lumina, eyes narrowed. “I’m keeping my eye on you though. I don’t want any funny business.”
“Relax grandpa.” Lumina spins her blaster around her finger, landing in its holster. “Taking down Imperial bases is my specialty. Like you said, it’s no Corellia, so this should be easy.”
---
“Controls are useless. They’re melted,” the Mandalorian says, posted near the lift. The Imperial base is stationed exactly where Lumina had suspected, and they all stand circling the entrance on the lava flats. Save for the Mythrol, who more or less cowers in the speeder.
“It wasn’t designed for lava,” Lumina says, running a hand over the buttons. “Even the wires are soldered together.”
“Imperial trash,” Cara spits. Lumina tries to not flinch.
“If we can get the panel off I can rewire the controls, it’ll only take a minute.”
“Alright,” the Mythrol chuckles, waving. “I’m headed back. Hit me up on the comm, we could set up a rendezvous time.”
Karga’s quick to counter, finger pointed. “You park your gills right there until I say otherwise.”
“So he’s just a dick to everyone?” Lumina mutters to Din. Following his walk away, their argument becomes white noise.
“Something like that. But you’re still getting the brunt of it.”
“Lucky me…”
“Don’t let it get to you. He only likes people he thinks are useful. He’ll come around. Probably.”
“At this rate I don’t know if I even want that,” she chuckles, squinting above. “I’m used to being the bad guy, remember?”
A platform which protrudes from the mountains hangar entrance catches her attention. Realistically it would only take one jump with the Force to get up there… but the current gathering presented a bit of an issue.
Turns out the Mandalorian is good for something after all.
Lumina elbows Din’s side, nodding upwards at the landing bay. The unspoken message is clear by his short nod and hidden chuckle. Her arm hooks around his neck, his around her waist. His thigh, is slotted between hers.
“I’m sorry do you two need a moment?” Cara asks, a mixture of amusement and disbelief in her tone. “We’re a little busy right now.”
“Hold tight,” Din grunts, tapping along his vambrace. Jetting to the platform they land audience scattered Storm Troopers. Beautifully unaware of their presence.
It doesn’t last long. At all.
In fact, their so called ignorance is so brief it’s more that they just hadn’t looked at the new company yet. The onslaught of plasma bullets their way is proof of this enough.
Her arm swings left, blaster shot nailing a Trooper right in the chest. “You know,” she sighs. Force sensitivity aside, she dodges shots with such impeccable ease it’s more laughable on their end than questionable on hers. “I’m starting to think part of my atonement is always ending back in these shitholes.”
“Maybe,” Din shrugs, shooting at some others. “You do have a knack for getting into these messes.”
“Me?” she laughs. “You’re the one always dragging me into all of this.”
“I’m not making you agree,” he counters.
The most she manages is an eye roll, strolling causally around the platform. It’s really almost a skip, checking bodies of the fallen. “So much for an empty base.”
“No doubt there’s more inside. Keep alert, okay?”
“Since when am I not alert?”
“I’m worried about them,” he scoffs, nodding down. “I’m not putting it past Karga to try and leave you behind, and the Mythrol is trouble enough. I can’t babysit all of you.”
“Oh he’s so funny.”
“Just behave.”
“Tell that to the old man, not me,” Lumina laughs, poking his chest. “Don’t worry. I won’t get in the way of your little mission.”
He grabs her hand, giving it a squeeze. “You’re going exploring aren’t you?” he groans, already defeated from argument.
“You’re so cute when you worry about me. I’ll be fine.”
“Just… please keep—“
“Keep my comm on, I know,” she finishes. When their foreheads tap her nose scrunches. “I’ll clear the way for you.”
“Be safe,” Din sighs.
“I’ll be careful, but, you too.”
---
“I grew up surrounded by water. Just like you.”
Lumina never knew much about Kamino. For the longest time she suspected Boba never knew much either. It was destroyed before she was born and while he was still young; a fresh bounty hunter in the slums of Coruscant. He had spent less time on Kamino than she had on Arkanis after all, never returning after the death of his father.
So it had been a surprise when he brought the topic to conversation without her prompting.
“Oceans spanned as far as the eye could see. There was never a second without rain.” His helmet was sat in her lap, running her leather finger over its dent. “My father would leave for days on end for various jobs, and I would have nothing to do but wait for him to come back.”
The silence between them was stifled and awkward. Mustafar was within view, and she always shelled up when it was time to separate.
“What does he have you get up to when you’re not with me? I say you’re old enough to be out on your own now, no?”
“I still have to go out with KT,” she said. “He doesn’t trust me. Says I’m too young. But it’s the same. Find a Jedi, kill a Jedi.”
“Who’s KT?”
“My pilot.”
“What happened to Marie?”
“He killed her.”
Boba shuffled in his seat, throat clearing. “How are your studies? Are you keeping with your lessons?”
“They’re good,” she said with a shrug. “Boring, but I get full marks on all my exams.”
“Good. That’s good. Keep that up.”
“I will,” she promised.
She did.
On the landing platform of the foreboding palace, Boba turned to her one last time, taking his helmet away. “What else do you get up to?”
Back then, looking at him in that moment was the closest she got to crying.
“I wait for you to come back.”
A similar conversation struck two years later in the midst of war.
“You know, one day this’ll be yours,” Boba said to her.
Eighteen and prideful, she snorted, cleaning her blaster. “What, your Wookie pelts? I’ll pass. I can’t believe you still wear them, it’s disgusting.”
“I mean my ship.”
She froze, rag falling into her lap. “What?”
“Well, when I die—which won’t be for a long time, so don’t get your hopes up—this old girl will belong to you.”
“You’re serious?“
“Of course. This ship belonged to my father, now it belongs to me. You’re the obvious successor.”
“But I’m not a Fett.”
His helmet turned to her slow, naturally expressionless when it faced the stars again.
She would have questioned it, really she would have. By that age she had become bolder, completely unafraid of his presence.
But with few words he captures her attention on a different topic, leaving her scrambled to sit with her knees propped like she were a little girl again.
“Have I ever told you that on Kamino, all the clones were made in these containers filled with bacta…”
It only makes sense then, that now, as that very girl sits in an old Imperial base on Nevarro, she’s never been more certain on what she sees.
Beings, or would be beings, pale, deformed and… floating, in liquid behind glass windows.
They’re clones.
Or… some sort of genetically engineered thing.
Just… there.
Two scientists lay dead behind her, a quick knife throw to the neck ended the first one. A blaster in the head was the fate of the second.
Their memories are useless now.
Dammit.
Building alarms erupt above, the slight shrill of its higher notes cause a twitch in her neck.
“Lu, the reactor’s set. Where are you?” Din asks through the comm in her ear.
Her fingers tap away at her vambrace, sending coordinates.
“Okay. We have about fifteen minutes, but we’re on our way. Don’t move.”
She may have forgotten how to do just that.
It doesn’t take long for the entourage to arrive. Lumina doesn’t move from her position, she knows the Mandalorian’s footsteps too well to confuse him with another.
“What the…” Karga murmurs.
“I thought you said this was a forward operating base,” Cara says.
“I thought it was.”
“It’s a lab,” Lumina says, her longing stare broken to only meet Din.
“Can you hack into the system and figure out what’s going on?” Cara asks.
“I’m not a droid. Besides, I don’t have any tools to do a data capture.”
“Mythrol,” Cara says next. “Get into that computer and pull up what you can.”
“What about the reactor?” the Mythrol whines.
“Do it!”
Offering his hand, Din helps her stand, thumb rubbing her palm. “I don’t like this,” he whispers, below his breath. “Do you know what these things are?”
“I have an idea on what it is,” she mumbles. “What’s it for is the real question.” Her head tilts, dropping his hand. “I think I can find out…”
In hindsight, she’ll realize the pull, the tormented screams plaguing her since landing on Nevarro came from these things. That the so called will of the Force has done nothing but cheat her time and time again. But that time has yet to pass, and will not for quite some time.
Her feet move beneath her before her mind fully agrees. At least no one is fully watching her, intents set on mocking the Mythrol and his panic.
“Pardon me,” he says, pushing the dead Imperial’s off the console.
The moment her bare hand touches the glass, a rush of arctic chills overtake her body. Nothing is clear, flashes contain more negative space than context and are too quick to focus on. Labs, scientists, tubes… There’s no sense or reason, but the cold, the total agony in her muscles and bones render her immobile. Her gasps turn into screams and she falls unconscious not a second later.
---
She has to stop doing this, the fainting thing. It’s far less fun than anything else she’s experienced. Well, it comes second to electrocution on the ‘Not Fun’ scale. Third place goes to abandonment.
She’s dry heaving over Din’s lap, mask pulled under her chin. Maybe something would come up if she bothered to eat anything other than half a bowl of broth in the last twenty-four hours. He pats her back regardless, urging her quietly to let it out.
At least she’s not crying. Not yet anyways. When she’s back on the ship and locked in the refresher, is another story. Still, combined with yesterday’s near death experience it’s a miracle she’s able to think at all.
“What happened?” Din asks, voice hushed and laced with concern. He helps her to stand again. Her eyes scan the room, getting a sense of grounding.
“I—“
Her confession, or rather intricate lie she no doubt would have made up is interrupted. On the computer where the Mythrol stands, a blue hologram flashes small.
“…Replicated the results of the subsequent trials, which also resulted in catastrophic failure,” a man in a lab coat says. “There were promising effects for an entire fortnight, but then, sadly, the body rejected the blood. I highly doubt we’ll find a donor with a higher M-count, though. I recommend that we suspend all experimentation. I fear that the volunteer will meet the same regrettable fate if we proceed with the transfusion. With the results of coinciding trial runs on Ryndellia, unfortunately, we have exhausted our initial supply of blood. The Child is small, and I was only able to harvest a limited amount without killing him. If these experiments are to continue as requested, we would again require access to the donor. However, now with the knowledge of her life, the girl is also a permissible subject if attained. There is no data on her M-Count but, given the history we know, she would make a far suitable subject. I will not disappoint you again, Moff Gideon.”
Maybe she will be sick, the bile circling her gut surely says so.
“This has to be an old transmission,” Cara says. “Gideon is dead.”
Din’s holding Lumina to his chest. “Are you okay?” He whispers. She faintly nods, taking a breath trying to stand on her own. “He’s not dead,” he says to the larger crowd. “He fired an airstrike on us back on Daro.”
“How do you know it was him?”
“I spoke to him,” Lumina says. “We’ve actually had a few run ins in the past month. Daro was a mistake on both our ends.”
“This recording is three days old,” the Mythrol informs.
“It was sent before the attack,” Din says. “Lu, you said he wanted you—”
“I don’t think right now is the best—“
“Hold up,” Cara interrupts. “What does Gideon want with you?”
Nervous laughter is involuntary. “That’s a great question and—“
“I knew we couldn’t trust her,” Karga says. “I told you to keep your distance, and look where it’s gotten us. Now, you have an Imp giving another target to your back.”
If a ball was ever dropped, now is it.
Cara’s in her face as soon as the ‘p’ in Imp pops. It’s expected. Alderaanians are the sensitive type after all. Lumina suspects it’s an unfortunate side effect of their planets goodness infected in the water.
And, you know, their world being blown up.
“You’re fucking Imperial?” She sneers, finger pointed.
Usually she wouldn’t be so affected by it. Rebel anger was something she used to laugh at on a daily basis. But her head feels like it cracked open and she can’t stand without holding Din’s arm. She’s not used to showing weakness. But she does. And she panics.
“No—No, I—I was—“
Din pulls her closer, voice stern. “Will you both leave her alone?”
“What are you doing dating an Imp?” Cara asks, turned to him.
“She’s not—“
“How do you know she hasn’t been working for Gideon this whole time?” Karga asks.
“Because I know her—“
“How can we trust anything about her? How can you?”
The room is spinning, the room never stopped spinning actually, it’s only sped up. Everything is so loud and her heart pounds against her ribs, threatening to break free. The screaming doesn’t stop either, it just gets louder and louder until her ears ring.
As it stands, she’d rather be exploded ten times over in Daro than be subjected to this.
“Din… Din… Din, I don’t feel good…”
Is she speaking right now? Her mouth is moving, but there are no vibrations in her throat to indicate speech. Regardless, they’re all doing enough talking for the rest of her lifetime.
Imperial. Imperial. Imperial.
“Were you there?” Cara asks.
“W—what?”
“Were you there? Don’t act dumb, you know what I’m talking about. Were you there?”
“Cara leave her alone,” Din says, pushing her back.
“All morning you couldn’t stop looking at my tattoo. You were there weren’t you? What, did you pull the trigger? Did you clap? Did you and your little friends celebrate while my planet got destroyed?”
“I—I didn’t—“
“Cara that’s enough—“
“And you! You’re fucking her! She stands for everything we all fought against, and you don’t care. You’re just as fucked up as she is.” She takes a step towards Lumina who backs with a gasp. Her hand presses against the glass, another shockwave of electrics bursting through her nerves. Only her knees give out this time, groaning.
“Lu,” Din rushes, quick to her side. “Lu, it’s okay. I got you,” he whispers. She shakes in his hold, jaw clenched with watering eyes.
It’s been so long since it’s hurt this bad…
“Just breathe okay? Don’t pay attention to them, it’s just me—“
“Give me a break,” Cara scoffs.
“Cara, shut the fuck up,” he snaps.
“You’re the one treating her like a fucking child. She deserves—“
In an instant, a blaster is shot three times, three separate falls following.
Three dead Storm Troopers.
The whole group turns to the bullets origin, Lumina with a blaster extended over Din’s shoulder. “This place is going to blow soon,” she says impassive, swallowing a gag. “And personally I’d rather not explode again. I’m sure the Marshal would agree.”
“I agree,” the Mythrol says. “If anyone cares for my opinion…”
“I second that,” Karga says. “If you all want to settle this that’s fine, but not here.”
Lumina pushes herself away from Din, shaking out her limbs in her walk. She pulls out her knife and blade in each hand, taking a breath.
A new group of Troopers run into the space. “They’re in here!” one calls out. She makes quick work of it. Faster than the others can manage to pull out blasters. It ends with her standing over their bodies, not a drop of sweat broken.
“Lu?” Din asks, a hesitant step in her direction.
“I’m fine,” she mutters.
“Okay… We have to get the kid.”
“You two jet back, you’re faster that way,” Cara says. “We’ll head to the speeder and meet you in town.”
With a shared look, they take off running, out of sight in seconds.
“Why does she always get to go with him?” the Mythrol complains.
---
“On my word you have to drop me!” Lumina calls, clinging to Din as they soar above Nevarro.
Maker, she hates flying.
“Are you crazy?”
“Yeah a little, but that’s established. TIEs are going to go after your friends. You need to get to the ship, and I need to get Bug. It’s faster if you drop me over the school.”
“Lumina, you’ve fainted more than once today. I’m not dropping you.”
“I’ll be fine! Just fly low.”
“Lu—“
“Trust me!”
Even with wind screaming in her ear she can hear his sigh. “Fine.”
“Ready…” she preps. The town comes into view below, every building blurring past in flight. “Now! Now!”
In retrospect it’s not that bad of a fall. It certainly doesn’t hurt anymore than nearly being blown up, or electrocuted, or even touching whatever monstrosity was locked behind that glass.
She would even go as far as to call it a perfect landing, rolling onto her back and standing on the schools rooftop. But the raw adrenaline which drives her fades in and out. Unfortunately, it goes out when she stands, a dizzy walk to the edge and a clumsy drop onto the street.
“I’m okay,” she says through the comm.
“Good. Hurry,” Din urges.
Running into the school all the children and droids stop to look at her. She waves her hand. “You will all continue with your lesson.”
“We will all continue with our lesson,” the children say, turning back around.
Well that’s… horrifying.
The protocol droid either doesn’t care or is just as disturbed as she is, sparing no questions. “Alright class,” it says, continuing on.
Lumina rushes towards Grogu, pulling him out of his desk.“Seriously?” She asks, grabbing a roll of cookies, no doubt stolen. “Lecture later, we need to go Bug.” Sheepishly, she waves to the droid. “Uh, thank you, sorry for that.”
Outside, Lumina jumps to the top of the building, sprinting across rooftops to avoid civilians. The child laughs the whole time, blissfully ignorant. Razor Crest in sight, she leaps to the ground. Without broken stride, another jump takes her onto the rising ship.
“Go! Go!” she calls from the hull.
Clumsily, Lumina makes her way up to the cockpit, setting the kid down in Din’s lap. “Let me fly,” she pants.
“What?”
“I need something to focus on or I’m gonna pass out. I’m a damn good pilot and your friends are getting their asses kicked out there. Let me fly.”
Din is more tolerable when he doesn’t argue. Though it is less enjoyable overall.
“You know, someday you’ll have to tell me something,” he says, sitting behind her, strapped with the child.
“I know,” Lumina sighs. “I’ll do it when you do it first.”
---
The last of the TIE fighters falls into a fiery explosion, wreckage disappeared to ash. The battle had been quick, if not jolting with excited screams from the child.
“She’s not too bad, huh, kid?” Din asks. Vomit isn’t a beloved response, but it’s what he gets. “Oh boy.”
“Here, switch me I’ll get him,” Lumina chuckles, going to his side. “Messy little boy. See, that’s called karma for stealing, you little shit.”
“Don’t call our kid a little shit,” Din says as a laugh, taking the controls.
The commlink channel breaks, Greef Karga’s voice enters. “That was some pretty impressive flying, Mando. What do I owe ya?”
“Give your thanks to Lumina,” he says. “She’s the pilot here.”
Pregnant pause is more humorous than offensive. “What do we owe her?”
“She’s not one to take on debts. With the repairs we’ll call it even.”
“Mando listen,” Karga sighs heavy. “We wanna apologize to your girl. We wouldn’t have gotten out of that without her. If she’s alright to you, she’s alright to us.”
They share a look, Lumina’s nose scrunches, and her head shakes. It’s fine, she mouths. I’m used to it.
“Consider that apology accepted,” Din says, turning forward.
“Can we at least buy you two a drink?”
“Sorry, there’s some onboard maintenance we gotta take care of. Then we gotta—“
A heavy drop comes onto the durasteel floor. With inspection, Lumina lays fallen and unconscious.
“Hey!” Jumping out of his seat, Din is quick to her body. “Lumina? Lumina!”
“Is everything okay up there?”
“Change of plans, I’m landing the ship. We need a medic, now.”
“Dune is on her way to the station.”
The child screams murder besides her, flooding with tears. He hasn’t been this bad since the first time she left. Wails are heard through the link, piercing the connection.
As soon as the ship is landing, Din carries Lumina down the ladder, off the extending gangplank. Cara is ready at the end with a hovering stretcher. Being placed, there’s no disruption of her form save for her chest rising with every breath. She’s run to the Med Station without further question.
“What happened?” Karga asks.
“I don’t know. She collapsed. I have to—the kid, he’s in the cockpit—I can’t—“
“I’ll get him. You go.”
On arrival, she’s already been placed in a medpod. A droid circles her body, various scanners flickering their lights.
“Report,” Cara says.
“The patient is alive,” the droid says. “However, the brain is showing unusually high activity. Specifically for humans who have entered Stage R of rest.”
“What does that mean?”
“I believe humans refer to this as a ‘nightmare’.”
“She has nightmares every night,” Din snaps. “They don’t make her faint when she’s conscious. Something is wrong. What is it?”
“My scans indicate the body is reacting to severe trauma, causing equally severe physical pain. Has the patient experienced symptoms of illness recently?”
“She’s been sick all day,” Din says, gloved hand gripped to creases on the bed’s railing. “Coughing, fainting, nausea, hard time breathing. She said it was the heat but… it’s been off and on all day. She’s fine, and then she’s sick and then she’s fine again.”
“Curious,” the droid responds. “There are no signs to internal damage or malfunctioning neurons. By every indication, the patient is of perfect health. I will require more time to analyze. You may return by nightfall. I request you leave the vicinity so that I may conduct more tests.”
“By night? We don’t have time for that, we have to leave—“
Cara holds up her hand, pulling Din out by the arm. “It’s trying its best. If she’s just sleeping I’m sure she’ll wake up soon. There’s nothing you can do right now. Let’s go.”
---
They meet with Karga in the cantina, who sits with the child sleeping in his lap. “How is she?”
“Stable,” Cara says, sliding beside him. “It says she’s just sleeping.”
“Then what’s the issue?”
“She’s in pain,” Din says. “Something happened at that base, it sent her into shock. I should be with her. What if she—“
“She’ll be fine,” Cara says. “We just have to give it the day. You heard the droid, she’s in perfect health.”
“I still can’t afford to stay until night. Gideon could be on route on our location at moment, it’s not safe.”
“Why don’t you take the kid and go?” Karga offers. “We can watch her, and she’ll get the care she needs. We’ll call you if there are any updates or she wakes up.”
“I can’t leave her.”
“I’m sure she’ll understand—“ Cara says.
“This isn’t up for debate,” he argues, stern and definitive. “She’s not safe out here on her own. If Gideon makes his way down and finds her—”
“What does Moff Gideon want with your girlfriend, Mando?” Cara asks in a far calmer manner than before.
Din sighs, ignoring whatever passive denial of their relationship is eating at his brain. “She’s wanted. Been on the run from the Empire for years. Believe me, she hates the Empire more than you do. She’s like Kulli. It wasn’t her choice to serve. Difference is, they weren’t happy with her leaving.”
Mention of their past friend and ally brings solace to the group, sat in their pensive silence. Prejudice is hard to overcome, especially in times of war.
“That scientist guy mentioned a girl,” Cara says eventually, voice softer. “And you say Gideon wants her… Is she—”
“No,” Din says immediately. “I don’t know what she is, but it’s not one of them. If she were, she would have told me.”
“And you believe that?”
“I do.”
“There may be one solution,” Karga says. “We have an AZ unit in the med station. It’s been powered down for months now, but it works. If she’s sleeping, she doesn’t need intensive care. The droid can keep an eye on her. If her levels drop or she needs immediate attention, it’ll alert you.”
It isn’t much, but it’ll have to do.
“Thank you,” Din says. “We to need leave now. Before we get any unwanted visitors.”
---
Aboard the Razor Crest, the Mandalorian carries Lumina’s body, followed by the hovering AZ unit.
“You tell me the moment anything changes with her.” He lays Lumina on the bed, moving her disheveled hair. The kid whines in his arms, reaching. “I mean anything. I want to know if she talks, cries, wakes up. If she so much as moves, you tell me. You tell me immediately. Do you understand that?”
“Oh yes, yes indeed,” the droid nods. “I am programmed to ensure the safety of all my patients. Due to being the only one, she is my top priority. Be assured I will deliver stimpaks on a timely manner, and other vital necessities correlated with human livelihood.”
“Good. No matter what, you don’t leave her side.”
“You have my mechanical medical word.”
---
Across the board of an Imperial starship, a 546 Class model of a command cruiser, a blue hologram erupts. A cloaked figure, hood drawn up to reveal but a shadow of facial recognition, stands on the other end.
“Have you done it?” a female of Imperial ranking asks. Although human, her voice is modulated through a black helmet. The red visor is the only indicator of a living form behind it.
“I’m afraid the Mandalorian interrupted, it’s hard to say if it took,” the hologram says.
“My patience is running thin, Nightsister. Do not think my generosity from Ryndellia can extend so far. I don’t intend to make that mistake again.”
“I give you my word, when the time comes, I will not disappoint you.”
“Moff Gideon will not be pleased by this development. Do not forget, your possession of the Darksaber is contingent on our success.”
“I understand. Should you be in need of my services again, you know how to reach me.”
As the hologram dissipates into the air, the Imperial woman leaves without another word. Down sterile corridors and past Strom Troopers, she ends at sliding doors.
The scene of their opening is a curious one. Walls stand lined with men like droids, a handful of engineers tending to various ones. In the middle, the caped man of Moff Gideon.
“Sir,” the Imperial says from behind. “The Nightsister was unsuccessful, as predicted. I’m afraid we will not see developments until she is separated from the Mandalorian. Unfortunately, the Razor Crest is reported to have left Nevarro’s orbit with all the assets.”
“Are we aware of their destination?” He asks, turning.
“No Sir. Without updates from Relena O’Menefe, they’ve completely gone off the radar.”
“This is highly disappointing.”
“I agree,” she nods, following his walk away one step behind. “Although, if I may. I believe I have a solution.”
“Please, speak freely.”
“Word has come in from Tatooine. There has been an attack on the former palace of Jabba the Hutt. A particular gunship of one Boba Fett has rendered missing as a result.”
“What are you suggesting?”
“I’m requesting to make contact. If anyone can find her, it’s him. Once he’s made aware of her continued life, he’ll have no choice. You know as well as I do that the top priority of any being from the Fett strand is family. It’s practically in their genetic makeup. If he is alive as suspected, it should only be days before they are found.”
A smile dances on Gideons lips, tight and cruel. “And we, will be ready. You have my permission, but make quick work of it. There's no need to cause suspicion.”
“Thank you, Sir,” she nods. “I will not disappoint you.”
“You’ve served me well Inquisitor, do trust your reward will be plentiful when the time is right.”
“You can keep your treasures,” she says, circular lightsaber hilt gripped in her right hand. “I only want my sister back.”
Chapter Twenty-Five: The Death of Dawn
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