#BUT FUCK ME I GUESS HUH!!!!

[troglobite]

i love* when chronic pain flares up SUPER fucking bad for no discernible reason, completely canceling all plans and hopes i had for the day

*fucking loathe w my entire existence

#ankles in braces rn #have taken a lot of aleve today #laid on heating pad #did not stretch but slightly massaged #that pain has gotten slightly better but now my whole body aches in various locations #this fucking sucks ass dude i'm TIRED #like i'm actually tired and also i'm tired of this bullshit #at least let it be a LITTLE predictable y'know? #lemme be like ah shit i brought this one on myself whoops #but today was just like ??? the fuck? WHY TODAY??? #anyway i was going to wash and change all of my sheets #and also maybe get some work in and some gameplanning in #BUT FUCK ME I GUESS HUH!!!! #this is the most i've typed all day bc my hands and arms have been hurting so badly! #also if i have to be understanding of my mom's shitty moods i'm gonna need her to understand #that i'm not personally mad at her when i fucking snap or complain or seem down #I AM IN LITERAL CHRONIC PAIN PLEASE JUST LET ME BE FUCKING CRABBY

[marc--chilton]

i think hoffstrahm is like. THE funniest saw ship. one is fucking insane and the other is a serial killer

#saw #they don't infest me like the bathroom boys do but i do think of them sometimes #also all the jokes about strahm just being on coke and shit all the time like #you know the fuckass saw editing when someone's in a trap and everything is spinning and going nuts #that's what i imagine strahm's brain is like #hoffman is just elevator music that is randomly intercut with gymbro hype type beast mode shit #fuck it i guess i'll go ahead and tag them too huh why not #hoffstrahm

[hecksupremechips]

Akihiko becoming a cop is something that simply doesn’t happen in the coma route cuz Shinji would see that shit and be like Aki what the actual hell is wrong with you

#persona #persona 3 #akihiko sanada #shinjiro aragaki #akishinji #i guess #im making it that way lol #see if you know me you know i actively avoid p4 arena like the plague both cuz i hate p4 and cuz #i simply have no interest in how the p3 characters turn out if this is whats being done to them #i seen how akihiko and mitsuru look I HATE IT I HATE IT SO MUCH I WANNA EAT GRAVEL #the only character i care about is ken really i approve of him getting to be a funny teenager i love my baby boy so much #but i watched the akihiko social episodes for reload and he talks about becoming a cop and i was just like. of fucking course 😞 #we just cant escape this shit huh theres always gotta be a cop character for some reason #i consider this a bad ending for him cuz even though atlus and their copaganda loving asses would probably looove to tell me otherwise #theres literally no way shinji would stand for that shit like my guy has beef with the kirijos and was a homeless addict #so you know cops wouldnt like him and hes seen some shit #they had to kill him cuz hed tell the truth sldjks #i definitely am gonna explore this dynamic in my fic but you know. no way in hell is aki gonna be a cop on my watch lol #maybe he can be like. a PE teacher or some shit akskkls

[solomonara]

#i love it when the captions give me little bonus info lol #i guess that's slade fucking wilson huh?? #my adventures with superman #spoiler #slade wilson #deathstroke #gif #i cannot believe this show gave us twink deathstroke this is amazing #did he steal those weapons from nightwing or...

[secondbeatsongs]

when you're into the Big Ship™ in a Big Fandom™, you have the luxury of having an OTP - a real One True Pairing, where you can read about just them for ages, and you will never run out of fics, and everything is perfect and beautiful and nothing hurts

but when you go to a smaller fandom, you'd better pray to whatever god you worship that someone else in this room ships the same thing that you do, and that if they do, they're writing more than late-night crackfic, because you're on thin fucking ice!

and how small is your small fandom? is it less than 100 fics? maybe even...less than 20 fics?

welp, then it's time to make peace with that god and either open up a text document or learn how to ship everything, because it's swim or drown babey! and your ship is sinking fast

anyway all of this is to say that after hanging out in small fandoms and shipping less-common pairings for a while, going back into a Big Huge Fandom™ is wild because suddenly it's like...wait, why didn't I ship these people again? I don't remember. why was I only sticking to one ship in this fandom?? boring of me, honestly. these guys should make out.

#sbs rambles #fandom #fandom stuff #ao3 #basically. I hung out in superwholock for so long back in the day #but then I got weird and cool and moved on to smaller and older and stranger fandoms #and decided to throw a party and have fun and enjoy all of the small and weird in those fandoms #and now rewatching media for a big fandom I'm like. huh. sucks to be everyone else I guess. they're missing out on some wild dynamics here #because I'm havin a blast #and like. when I mean small fandoms I mean SMALL #my one fic I wrote for one tv show makes up 25% of that entire fandom on ao3 #(double checks) #oh!!!! new fic in the fandom!!!! #my one fic only makes up 20% of that entire fandom on ao3!!! #time to throw a fuckin party! 🎉🎈🎊🥳 #anyway it's really funny because based on this some folks are going to assume what ship I'm into in a Big Fandom now #but buds. you can laugh at me #I'm thinkin about sam and cas #what's up with those guys? #fucked up actually. they should hold hands about how much they love dean #:') #but also supernatural is way more fun if you watch it out of order #that's what I've realized #now if only the RNG would give me something in season 1 or 2 T_T #also if you're at the point of reading fic on livejournal or wattpad in the year 202X you've reached ''small fandom'' status #that's the rules

[petrichoravellichor]

I have come to the deeply unfortunate conclusion that being a member of the Supernatural fandom is a lot like being a hunter: no matter how many times you try to walk away from The Life™, it just keeps on pulling you right back in

#spn #something something 'you will always end up here' #i #i'm never getting off this godforsaken hellsite am i #supernatural is legitimately some sort of perversely opposite rick astley siren song #i KNOW it's gonna give me up i KNOW it's gonna let me down but i just keep coming BACK fuck #anyway cheers to my fellows in misery i guess we're all in it for the long haul at this point huh

[silver-horse]

guys I felt genuine fear in my stomach while reading this tweet...

#this can't be happening... please ... #we really can't have anything good now... huh... everything will be tainted by greed... shit adaptations are incoming #horrid sequels etc... I am so sad that larian doesn't even own the fucking characters they made! fml #I haven't been interested in any of my hobbies in the past decade... bg3 helped me regain some of that joy #but this will be also screwed soon... it's already happening... how great #I understand why they are moving away from bg3... and I didn't expect any new content or dlc or anything like that #but I didn't expect that the characters will be handed over to WOTC ... that is horrible #my post #my posts #bg3 mine #larian studios #current events #giving me doomsday feelings ... but I already had doomsday feelings from the war getting worse nearby... #I guess if russia kills us all I won't have to feel sad about how all my favourite stories are ruined... oh well #apparently my mom is stocking up on food as if a bag of rice could save her if they drop an atomic lol #negativity posting #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #wizards of the coast #twitter

[booperbeanv3]

I love your June Egbert, she looks like the protagonist of a Shoujo Manga.

worst manga ever lol

Ur ask inspired me to try my hand at moeshit again and i still suck at it but it was fun lol a guy's gotta return to his roots

#also thx the secret to my june egbert design is getting absolutely NO game #i get NO bitches and so i have to make the bitch #where's my moe moe nerdy gf HUH #In Going Godtier (turned me into a girl?!) protagonist JOHN (now JUNE) EGBERT is the first of her team to ascend in the game SBURB #bla bla bla impromptu sex change bla bla bla no one else gets sex changed (except maybe dave who was stealthing ftm the whoooole time waow) #bla bla bla if you're gonna be immortal you might as well not have to take hormones for the rest of fucking time #bla bla bla YET ANOTHER GENDERBEND MANGA #art stuff #homestuck #june egbert #bean answers #i guess most genderbend manga aren't shoujo... but i couldn't think of anything besides the super tired KYAA I TURNED INTO A GIRL bullshit #shrug #SHRUUUGG

[justsomeectoplasm]

Don't talk to me im going through it rn.

#spiritfarer #spiritfarer spoilers #FUCK FUCK AAAAAAAAAA #I'm (not) ok #Gwen my beloved I will always think of ypu #RIP PAST ME WHO LOOKED AT A SPIRIT FLOWER REQUIREMENT FOR THE ICE BREAKER AND WENT 'huh I wonder what's that for' #I GUESS I FUCKING KNOW NOW #HAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

EEPY

#eepy eepy kitten.... #she's all tucked in and curled up <3 #LOOK AT HER!!! GAZE UPON HER PINK NOSE AND BEANS! #she's my little buddy <3 #i wish i could get her leash trained i would Love to go on walks with her #she'd be unbearable! unmanageable! #absolutely unprompted #photos from the bog #alright now that thats out of the way guess what im fuming about today! #ha! you thought this was a cute kitten post! WRONG! eldritch blast! #yeah so fuck youtube all my homies hate youtube #WYM IT SENSES ADBLOCKER AND LITERALLY STOPS YOU FROM WATCHING VIDEOS #that should be illegal! #begging and praying that someone Talented at making site extensions makes one that gets around youtube's stupid fucking adblock sensor #I WOULD LIKE TO WATCH MY SILLY VIDEOS IN PEACE THANKS #this world sickens me. ads everywhere. everything monetized. sell your hobbies. what if we all exploded huh #WHERE IS THE FREEDOM FROM LATE-STAGE CAPITALISM? WHEN DOES THE MADNESS END #ads make me want to rip out someone's throat with my teeth #i dont mind the taste of blood let me commit violence

[curi0us-cherry]

I hear stories all the time from women who have had a “lesbian” ex-girlfriend cheat on her with/leave her for a man, it used to make me sad, but now it just makes me wet 🤭

#orientation play #dykebreaking #lgetsd #fucked str8 #dyke breaking #kinda funny how common those stories are huh? #there's A LOT of fake dykes around I guess🤷‍♀️ #a while ago a friend of a friend told me the story of her walking in on her brother fucking her high school gf in HER BED #we were both drunk towards the end of a party so she spared no detail and I still feel bad for how turned on I got while listening to it #lesbians cheating on women with men will always be so fucking hot I stg #🍒

[vellichorom]

you know you’re in hell when you go to the infirmary & christmas music plays on a loop

#twinkie talks #Hatoful Boyfriend #Shuu Iwamine #Hatoful Boyfriend A School of Hope and White Wings #yeah i guess nobody uses the full title huh BSDFHG #oh my god i'm so fucking insane about this man help me #WHY DO I LOVE SHITTY MEN & SHITTY STUPID MEN AT THAT #AND ITS A FUCKIGN BIRD I'M IN LOVE WITH A GOD DAMN BIRD #anyway not me drawing hatoful characters with Slight design tweaks to make them seem more like their bird counterparts #THANKS ORCA WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME

[missmisnomer]

i’ll not ever let anything hurt any of you, ever again.

Who's the real monster haunting the narrative? Find out for yourself: read The Lemonade Leak on AO3.

I believe this delightful little child belongs to you, @turtleinsoup?? 💙

#seriously the latest chapters have been so fucking good #i am all caught up and now i suffer #that boy ain't right #he died and came back wrong #anyways expect about 10 billion more drawings for this fic #because it made me go feral and you all need to be infected as well #so I guess this is a turtle blog now huh??? #consistency? who is she? I do not know her. #you get subjected with tons of fan art of whatever piece of media is giving me brain worms at the moment #the lemonade leak #rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #leonardo rottmnt #leonardo tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leonardo #tmnt fanfic #tmnt fanart #rottmnt leo #rottmnt fanfiction #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles fanfic #ao3 #ao3 recs #ao3 fanfic #cw: blood #tw: eyestrain #save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #miss misnomer #cw: horror

[lit-in-thy-heart]

[ID: the train hitting a school bus meme. In the first panel, an empty school bus edges over train tracks and is labelled 'writing planned angst' with a train approaching. In the second panel, the train crashes into the bus and knocks it off the tracks. The train is labelled 'different angst suddenly writing itself'. End ID.]

#and you'll never guess who it's about!!! #(lancelot. it's lancelot again) #like #gwaine i set out to break #lancelot just leaks angst without me having to think too hard about it #like the main angst that was planned for this fic is a kind of fucked up dynamic but i'm 1.5k in and have not even scratched the surface #instead it's all been the implied trauma of the s3 finale #i think it's going to be another long fic lads #but i am getting quite excited to write this now #already have a substantial playlist a list of plot points to include and tags to put on ao3 #and i feel like one has quite succinctly summarised what i'm aiming for: #'what if you get into a relationship for the wrong reasons but you genuinely love the people you're with huh what then' #i don't often write actively doomed relationships mostly bc canon does it for me #mainly it's they're hoping they've got time and think that they do but it's canon compliant so the readers know they don't #but with this one they're actively making poor choices and things are just getting more fucked up #it's going to be SO much fun #lit talks #lit writes

[bl0rbohandbag]

I was going to say that Lilia was pleasantly wrong and that Malleus is nowhere near as bad as Mallenoa sounds, that he is actually pretty level-headed and calm despite having his moments and is considerably less temperamental and more mature than his mother but you know what. I forgot we are currently in this entire situation because of his selfish desire for everything to remain unchanging and poor emotional management to the point he overblotted and put not only Lilia but the entire NRC under a sleeping spell because of his unwiligness to engage with upsetting emotions and letting go of people he loves.

#his brilliant epiphany to lilia and mc leaving after seeing silver crying was literally #“huh. the answer to all my problems is obviously to hold everyone hostage while they slowly perish anyway due to dehydration + starvation” #huh. fuck me i guess. turns out he IS worse than mallenoa in a sense. #sometimes i forget how... childish?? malleus is; except his childish tantrums are very dangerous #which brings me to the point that yeah. malleus fucked everyone over; but he fucked over MC in particular #because they quite excitedly told him THE NIGHT BEFORE how they finally found a possible way back home #then he proceeds to trap them in a dream with everyone else preventing yuu the possibility of regaining their memories of their past life #or ever returning to their original world. #twst spoilers #twisted wonderland spoilers #disney twisted wonderland chapter 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland chapter 7 spoilers #malleus draconia #twisted wonderland #twst #disney twisted wonderland #disney twst #my posts

[leverage-ot3]

harry flirting with another man for a con: wait do I actually like this???

#harry is queer and you can’t change my mind #my brother you are literally lowkey in a polycule at least queerplatonically #harry is that guy that lowkey dated his best guy friend in college but then got married to a woman and forgot about it #OR #he’s middle aged and going through his queer awakening #both are valid and dear to me #harry sees the team do something like this and is like huh cool that’s fun I guess #just happy to be here #and then he has to do it one day and is like: has something been awakened in me ??? #harry is my blorbo I just want to put him in a jar and shake or put him under a microscope #he fucking fascinates me #harry I want to study you like a bug #the pyramid job #leverage #leverage redemption #leverage redemption 2.09 #harry wilson #harry wilson headcanons #lgbt leverage #lgbt #mine