#Ash International

[stainofdesire]

#Ande Somby #Chris Watson #Sami #Joik #Vajas #ash international #SoundCloud #cabaret voltaire

[zef-zef]

Ella van der Woude - Psychic from: Ella van der Woude - Moloch (Ash International, 2022)

Winner of best music at the dutch film festival 2022

#2020s #netherlands #Ella van der Woude #electronic #experimental #soundtrack #dark ambient #women in electronic music #Ash International #2022 #w41-2022

[stil-lindigo]

ashes to ashes.

a short comic about the day Ash was born.

Ash's story

Red and Wolf's story

notes:

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#we love a family with a storied history of loving women and committing mass murder #wolf is a couple years older than she was in her original comic but still just as smitten with red #i dont intend on making it a habit to connect my comics together into a shared universe #but i did make ash with the internal headcanon that she was the kid of red and wolf #if only to justify elements of her design #the gravity defying hair - the control over fire - the commitment to a black/white/red colour scheme #i wont be doing a backstory for snow btw since she's kind of just. a human being who grew up very entitled and spoiled #although maybe during her undead journey she unknowingly comes across her mothers-in-law in the mountains #(they like to live in remote snowy areas) #red would like her #thats all! #thank you for reading #sapphic art #comic art #stillindigo art #hearteaters #stillindigo comics

[womenenthusiast2]

happy almost international women’s day to the only woman ever

@coeluvr 👋

#coaaf if #crown of ashes and flames #and also happy (almost) international women’s day to all the other women out there #i love you all #hope you have the best day ever #that is all #art tag 🏷

[aregebidan]

“who are you? i don’t even know your name” “don’t be in such a rush. you will give me a name someday. and i live in terror of that day” / “i’m afraid to turn around. not of your anger, though. i’m afraid i’ll see nobody” / “go on dreaming. when you dream about my likeness you create it” / “when you loved no one you never thought of death” / “give her proof of her love” “shall i?” “kill her before she sees you” “no!” “then kill yourself” “how?” “let her go”

literally who is doing it like them. no one. no one. no one.

#panna a netvor #turn my ashes into a fucking. dvd of this masterpiece #what if the beauty and the beast had reverse pygmalion and galatea but also reverse orpheus and eurydice— #—and also just the most gorgeous lines to ever fuck the mind of man even in their depowered slightly clunky youtube english subtitle form #to understand the script in the original would be too much for me. i’d drop dead on the spot. i’m completely serious #what if. creation myth love story death tale gothic thriller. and there was exquisite music and a bird guy with an evil internal monologue #whose only wish ever was to be rewritten revised killed off and resurrected and irrevocably changed by love……oh i’m going insane #film

[danwhobrowses]

For anyone else who is gonna struggle surviving the next 3 weeks with the angsty and tense situation of Callowmoore here's a few things from the last 2 episodes that I feel were underrated and will assist in trying to keep me sane/emotionally stable: - Matching messed up hands built for holding - Fearne nervously playing with her hair as she approaches Ashton - Ashton wanted Fearne to be either the last thing they saw if they died or the first thing they saw when they succeeded - Fearne's admittance corroborates Ashley's 4SD revelation that Fearne is in love with someone in the party but doesn't know how to process the emotions - Fearne wanted Ashton to be happy, while Ashton wanted to feel whole so they would be worthy of the Hells - Ashton twice tried to lead a search for Fearne, and instantly clocking onto Chetney saying he followed Fearne - Fearne making herself look as radiant as possible before giving Ashton the cold shoulder - Ashton only rose to Chetney's provocations until he said 'You hurt Fearne' Use how you will

#godspeed my poor damaged psyche #critical role #bells hells #callowmoore #ashton greymoore #fearne calloway #fearne x ashton #ashton x fearne #strangely enough I don't enjoy having a dark and sad pit sitting in my chest day to day #3 weeks and we don't even get a cute M9 reunion in between to distract us? this was worse than Callowmoore's sistergate 3 week wait #also 'a little'? Sweetie people don't jump into lava for a little you got the big L and it's not Lesbian(s) #Feel like Laudna was a bit cruel this ep (Ash has been there for her a ton and she kinda villainized him) but we'll put it down to Delilah #much of Ashton's trauma has been overlooked or left to them to internalize but still nobody has told them that they are loved #and Ashton Greymoore needs to be told they're loved! (by Fearne) #but yeah time for more positive mental scenarios that 99% won't happen (but when that 1% does ho boy) #couldn't have just had Fearne go 'no talking' and sleep on Ash's chest to hear their heartbeat as her touch soothes Ash's pain could we? #or final fight scenarios where Ludinus is a walking harness and Ashton tricks them into absorbing their titan powers so he'd explode #they could've even had a talk in the woods because they wanted to find her so bad but was not gonna test Imogen's patience #I for one though will have at least one where Ashton seeks out Mori for advice (Fearne too but separately) #Tal I need you to use all your romantic arsenal in the feywild (Percy's worst travel experience) to win back Ashley's beautiful faun girl #bonus prompts for 'You will always be perfect to me' and 'Promise you'll come back to me' they pop up often in my scenarios #taliesin jaffe #ashley johnson

[jtl-fics]

Fluent Freshman - Part 07

PREVIOUS

The thing about Nicky knowing that FF knows Russian and therefore understands every single excruciatingly sweet, ear-reddingly spicy, or shockingly mundane thing that Andrew and Neil say to one another is that he is objectively the 3rd worst person to know this secret.

First place is, of course, Andrew Minyard the man who has now asked him about his family 3 times in the last week and a half. FF doesn’t really care if Andrew goes after the majority of his ‘family’ since it’s just his step brothers and step dad but Andrew might go after his Grandma too so he just says “We don’t talk” every time it comes up and deletes his entire chat history with his grandma that way Andrew won’t know how close they are. If that means that Andrew thinks that no one would look for him if he happened to disappear into a shallow grave FF doesn’t know. He’s already doomed so the least he can do is save his gran.

Second place is, of course, Captain Neil. Captain has mentioned quite a few times that a lot of people stay with friends or people they’re close with over Thanksgiving break. It’s meaner than Captain Neil usually would be off of the Court reminding FF that he has friends but none close enough who would want to spend a holiday with him. He plans to go see his Gran for Thanksgiving and she plans to feed him a truly ridiculous amount of food. It’s the same plan he’s had pretty much every year since he was 13.

Third place is Nicky Hemmick. Nicky is a very nice guy who got him a paperboy to hyperventilate into a couple times and would absolutely never intentionally OUT somebody and compromise their safety! Nicky’s talked with FF about some of his background so FF has full confidence that it’s never going to be something that Nicky intentionally outs to anyone. But there are two main reasons why Nicky is the third worst person to find out about this secret.

The first reason is that Nicky Hemmick just unabashedly loves gossip. FF has heard that with the graduation of the girls the previous year had gone Allison Reynolds who had multiple running bets on multiple teammates and a whole cache of gossip. Now Nicky has access to the ultimate accidental gossip magnet in the man who no one notices, who knows any language the Foxes speak and is too awkward to get up and leave when they start talking.

Nicky will never tell another soul his secret but he also HAS to know what Neil and Andrew are saying to one another and when Nicky lies to cover for him the charge is one free conversation translation.

He’s absolutely hooked on getting translations the since the first time he had asked what Andrew and Neil are hissing at one another one morning practice.

FF translated it awkwardly feeling like a creep and like he’s invading their privacy but Nicky had helped him eat the four slavic letter flashcards he had made up to help a friend study the language when Captain Neil and Andrew had come back early from a weekend alone in Columbia.

Nicky had even assured him afterwards that the ink was probably non-toxic and given him floss so he could get the flashcard wedged between his molars out.

So….

“Andrew’s mad that Captain Neil skipped breakfast because they’re working to make him eat something for every meal. Captain Neil’s mad because Andrew’s the one that kept him in bed so long that he didn’t have time to make anything.”

Nicky squeals in delight

The second reason, which is just compounded by the first, is the fact that Nicky had promised not to tell another Soul. However Nicky Hemmick, the romantic that he is, believes that he and his Fiancé Erik share one soul since they are soulmates. Therefore Nicky Hemmic had barely even registered FF’s tears of gratitude before he was calling Erik to tell him about FF.

The sheer number of close calls that have happened because Nicky HAS to tell Erik about something Andrew and Neil said to one another or something someone else is saying is the reason FF started getting ulcers.

Watching Nicky talk to Erik about him knowing Russian is like watching a member of the three stooges walk through a construction site blindfolded. FF nearly kills himself stopping Nicky from outing him numerous times and at the end Nicky’s smiling, unscathed and unaware of the sheer number of close calls he had sauntered through.

FF can’t wait to go home and bury his face in his grandma’s lap, stress eat two apple pies, and tell her about how he thinks he might just become an electrician or a plumber or an underwater welder because one of his language professors wants him to come and speak to a lower level class (a gen-ed with over a hundred people in it) about the usefulness of LATIN for all their majors since they can parse the meaning via root word and he had panicked and said ’Sure’.

***

The thing about being the only person on the team that knows that FF speaks Russian and is riddled with social anxiety is that it’s absolutely hilarious most of the time.

Every once in a while he has to step in to help the guy.

So sometimes he’ll eat flashcards. Sometimes he’ll distract his cousin with a salacious comment so FF can escape a dangerous conversation with his drunk friend. Sometimes he pushes FF to go talk to Abby about his tummy troubles. Sometimes he’ll hand over one of the brown paper bags he keeps in his backpack nowadays so FF can wheeze into it and sometimes he’ll assure his cousin that FF’s passing out after he offered to teach him how to use a knife was probably because of his stomach ulcers not because FF is terrified of Andrew stabbing him.

Nicky is the only member of the Foxes that FF regularly seeks out on his own to hang out with and Nicky just loves how hard Andrew and Neil are trying not to be jealous about it.

“I want to ask Smith if he wants to come spend Thanksgiving Break with us.” Andrew says out of the blue a week before the aforementioned break when it’s just Aaron, Neil, Nicky and himself in Nicky’s dorm room.

Nicky thinks about FF talking about going back to his hometown in Washington State and how he waxed poetic about spending Thanksgiving Break with his Grandma and how he was going to eat his weight in pie and Macaroni and Cheese.

“He’s planning on going and seeing his grandma. He won’t shut up about it.” Nicky says still glad that FF has a family member like his grandma.

Everyone else in the room look at him.

“He won’t shut up about it?” Aaron asks with an eyebrow raised. Aaron likes FF just fine and appreciates how FF has helped Katelyn start to grasp the fundamentals of the German language so quickly so she can understand what’s being said. “So what he said it twice?” He continues.

Nicky remembers FF’s ability for catastrophizing every conversation with the Foxes into one where it comes out that he speaks Russian and Andrew stabs him. As far as the other Foxes are concerned he’s a man of few words.

“He’s been talking about it all month. If I hear about his grandma’s apple pie recipe one more time I might demand he sneak a slice back for me through TSA.” Nicky loves stoking the flames, especially when the fire is harmless. He watches Aaron shrug and the skin around both Neil and Andrew’s mouths tightens. “You can ask him, the worst he can say is No.” Nicky shrugs.

Nicky is there when Andrew does ask him and he can see the prolonged internal scream of terror on the utterly blank face (or maybe he just imagines it.) and in a way Nicky is a little sad when FF shakes his head and says “No, I have plans with my Grandma.” In an utterly blank voice that means he has functionally blue-screened before turning and walking towards the nearest door so he can reboot in solitude.

“The offer stands if you change your mind.” Neil says and Nicky is impressed with the seemingly very casual thumbs up FF gives as he power walks away.

A little less than a week later Nicky finds Andrew next to FF and FF looking down at a cancelled flight notification after coming in from a truly monumental storm.

Andrew offers Thanksgiving in Columbia again.

Nicky tries to stop it from happening he can see that FF is a little lost in his disappointment over not being able to see his grandma and not thinking clearly but before he can snap him out of it.

“Sure.”

NEXT

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#Fluent Freshman AU #Andrew internally: I was able to help out someone. Bee's gonna be proud. #FF: HE WAITED UNTIL I WAS AT MY WEAKEST TO ENSNARE ME. I'M GOING TO WAKE UP IN A REVERSE BEAR TRAP. #FF spends the next 12 hours watching Saw movies to prepare himself mentally on escaping from any and all torture devices #Nicky: Can't you just reschedule your flight? #FF: No it was the only day she could borrow a car to pick me up from the airport #FF: Any other day my step fam would find out that I was back in the state :( #Nicky not fully up to date on the Step situation: And that's bad? #FF: And that's bad. #FF: Please cremate me so that my granny doesn't have to see my mangled remains #FF: Give her my ashes and let her know my last thoughts were of her. #Nicky: I really gotta find you a girlfriend. #Fluent Freshman #Nicky Hemmick #Andrew Minyard #Neil Josten #AFTG #AFTG AU #AFTG Shitpost #AFTG OC #AFTG Fic #My Fics #FF - Pt. 07

[stupitunclehal]

heavy sigh. parts 1 and 2. checked my phone so we're hopefully free from the penis curse at last.

#long post #these come in two varieties really: 'sylvain is a trainwreck and a whore' #and 'dimitri is thirty seconds from starting an international incident' #anyway #my shit #fe #fe3h #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #sylvain jose gautier #felix hugo fraldarius #claude von riegan #balthus von albrecht #annette fantine dominic #mercedes von martritz #dedue molinaro #ashe ubert #hubert von vestra #in whatever capacity they may appear! we all know the main course here #yes the faerghan national budget is the equivalent of like 4400 USD what of it I'm probably #being real fucking generous knowing faerghus #I'm not explaining hubert's internet searches my friend and I keep joking that he has the chops to be a fantastic wedding planner #but he's also a weird little ghoulish thoseferatu poisoner so he's damned to being the sinister court mage (affectionate) (subverted)

[pedriscroquettes]

I have a thot... pedri 🤝🏼 body worship>>>

Him on his knees, kissing the length of ur body, etc etc🙈

anon… you’re so real for this.

• imo he seems like the giving type obviously he likes to receive but he needs to pleasure you first or else he can’t enjoy himself.

• i mean come on spanish men are the biggest whores on the planet he has experience. he knows that whoever he’s with has to be satisfied. he doesn’t want any of the people he sleeps with to go around and say he’s a bad fuck, it’d ruin his reputation.

• now let’s say your relationship is fresh and you’re sleeping together for the first time, you’re shocked that he puts you first. other guys just like to chase their high but not him, he wants to see you chase your high.

• he’s a tease obviously, he’s seen the tweets he knows people find him attractive, so he starts off by slowly lifting your shirt and kissing down your body.

• he makes sure to leave marks, lots of them. oh you wanted to wear shorts? forget it you’re all marked up. you wanna wear a crop top? nope, he’s left a trail of marks all the way down to your core and around your chest.

• sometimes you wonder how he’s managed to maintain his status of innocence within the other barca players when he’s far from it. you come to the conclusion that he only tells gavi about what happens at home because he’s the only one who teases you about it.

• “joder, cómo no quieres que te elogie cuando te ves así?” (fuck, how do you not want me to praise you when you look like this?)

• as soon as he gets on his knees you know you’re not going to stand straight for hours.

• this man appreciates human beauty and will praise you and adore you. he will make you feel like the only person in the world. after all he’s a gentleman.

#wow… okay #also kinda sad he’s gonna miss this international break cuz he looks SO good in all the spain jerseys and training kits #pedri smut #pedri #football imagine #ash answers #thots

[owwwmyteeth]

COACH REDESIGNS!!

(some of the) OLD COACHES TOO🫶🫶

#stex #starlight express #ITS FINALLY DONE #pearl the observation car #dinah the dining car #belle the bar car #carrie the luggage van #buffy the buffet car #ashely the smoking car #duvay the sleeper #MIGHT do OLC belle later?? #the quality got ruined waa #happy international women's day

[alolanrain]

Drake (Elite Four): It's been a long time, Kahuna Hala. How's everyone and everything in Alola.

Hala: No need for formalities, my old friend. All's well, especially after the Alola League.

Drake: Hahaha. You probably didn't know this, but I've already met Ash before he became the Alola League Champion. When I watched the entire League via Livestream, I can see that he changed a lot. Not to mention that Lance fainted after he won with his 10 million volt against Tapu Koko.

Hala: Excuse me, what?

Hala: *begining to realize Ash know's a lot of important people* what do you mean dual champion Lance watched the Alolan league-

#kahuna hala #ash ketchum #elite four drake #like Alola getting more connected to the other regions due to political stuff they now have to deal with since they have their own league- #and like one or two of the kahuna's joining Ash and Kukui on an international meeting of some kind and their just watching Ash- #high five and greet like 98% of the gym leaders/elite four/champions coming into the room

[oblivious-troll]

Spongebob meme but make it Jalim

Page cut for some light nudity (Just the torso) :)

Originally I had planned on making a gif where Salim's uniform fades off him, but I've spent way too much time making that gif only for it not to work :(

I did kind of rush the last panel, but I was a little frustrated, lmao

Oh no, he's hot!

#my art #salim othman #jason kolchek #jalim #jason x salim #hoa #house of ashes #dark pictures house of ashes #fanart #Not the happiest with how this came out but I'm done with it at this point #Finally going through old sketches and finishing them 😅 #Jason's got the internal gay panic going on

[coolestguyonearth]

What's gayer being gay or bringing him back to life with your blood and being willing to let him kill you if that's what he needs and then obsessing over the fact that your blood now runs through his veins and you've shared the very essence of your living with him

#city of ashes #jace herondale #simon lewis #they make me so insane I'm reading the coa boat scene rn #Jace's internal dialogue drives me actually nuts. What is he ON in this scene #jimon #shadowhunters

[odessastone]

Earlier I had a game with an Ashe and Cassidy duo who were engaged in what I can only describe as a Lovers’ Quarrel lmao. They spent the first half of the game fighting with each other, spamming “NO” at the other and jumping to their deaths. Honestly I was mad but it was also funny as hell. At one point the Cass went up to her and said “I’m your huckleberry.” To which she replied NO. and he promptly turned and jumped off the map

#you’ve heard of jealous Gency duos now get ready for self-sabotaging Cashe duos #they finally got their acts together in the second half and they were REALLY GOOD but it wasn’t enough to turn things around 😞 #overwatch #cole cassidy #elizabeth caledonia ashe #as someone who ships them as a disaster couple this is EXACTLY how I picture their dynamic tbh LOL #they’re on a nice expensive international vacation to Eichenwalde and at first it’s all smiles and laughter #then they’re stuck together on the long ass flight and in the hotel room for days on end #and everyone around them starts seeing the cracks forming lmfao #til it eventually culminates in this big public blowout #I was playing Illari and I could just FEEL the extra irritation radiating off her #she went in on this vacation group with the last of her allowance money. She’ll never make that mistake again

[mjshortformcjesus]

can people watch/read banana fish without fully believing ash and eiji are in love? is that possible? does it spare you some of the heartbreak?

its been months

im still in pain

#bananafish #banana fish #asheiji #ash lynx #okumura eiji #the post-banana fish depression is still goin strong #*internal screaming*

[wikitpowers]

no but like i literally cannot WAIT for twp to come out

i want the new crew to be absolute badasses and i'm ready for another series filled with lovable characters and sarcastic leads and angsty plotlines which drive us mad and reading the books together and SCREAMING at anything that happens

this series already has my entire heart and it's not even out yet :')

#but like the hold this series has on me #im so excited #give me bi kit and dru #THAIS SUPREMACY #badass big brother tiberius blackthorn #julian talking to ty about what being in love feels like #DYED HAIRED DRU #enemies to lover!ash & dru #GIVE ME HELL (aka lucifer) #first heir kit [internal screaming] #herongraystairs reunion #FINAL BATTLE TYPA SHIT #can u tell i've been thinking about this #the wicked powers #kit herondale #ty blackthorn #dru blackthorn #ash morgenstern #the dark artifices #shadowhunters