#Anyways i said what i said

[sleepdeprivedvigilante]

Ok but theres TWO characters, TWO CHARACTERS, who give me the same fucking vibe.

Damian Wayne and Selwyn Kane

LISTEN- THEY ARE BOTH SELF-LOATHING BLACK HAIRED TEENAGERS THAT HAVE TO DO WITH SOMETHING "demon"OR POWERS THROUGH A SIDE OF THE FAMILY.

They both were forced into the roles of soldier/Bodyguard/Assasin/vigilante at a young age, and sure you can argue for damian that it was bound to happen or else he would have risked himself and he already raised as an assasin, same with selwyn, If he wasnt oathed to nick he would have transformed into a full demon he didnt really get a choice and he ddint want to loose his humanity.

SEE:

-Both forced into roles that no chikd should be put through, highly dangerous and/or with high manipulation and torture

-Both didn't get a choice even if they "had " to choose. Damian was already soon of the Bat and he was already raised a ninja, groomed to be heir of both. Selwyn the son of a merlin who since his birth was groomed to become the Kingsmage, who as a child got sent to live with this Family and tasked to protect A community of die/loose his humanity.

-Both have deep trauma and self-loathing.

Like, Damian feels the guilt over the deaths on his shoulders fron when he was a child assasin, thats very deep guilt, mixed with his families treatment him,(not all bad but they could do better), he has very self sacrificial tendencies seeing himself as expendable and preferring others lifes over his own (In a very concerning level of suicidal ideation).

Sel has a similar deal, he deals with a lot of pain and grief from how he treated Bree to his mother abandoning him mixed with the regents and legenborns abuse of him, that and he feeks pain and doesnt show it and he makes choices and sacrifices himself especially due to that guilt.

-Both got them mommy issues

We dont know that much about Sels mother apart from that she can resist turning and she was friends with brees mother, we have few glimpses of her but thats it. We know this, Sel feels deep grief and pain over loosing her, he also is upset that she didn't come back for him, and angry on her behalf cause he can and cant justify her actions.

we have more information about damians mom and we know she loved him and its mutual, but Damian did get dropped off at his father after years, they didnt even meet until certain age for Damian, Damian was also trained since birth and he loves his mom, he cant condone her actions, he cant justify them and it pains him because its still his mom.

-They both are Dry humoured Emotionally constipated Teenager emos.

BOTH their characters are very angsty and dramatic but have a sense of dry humour and comedy.

Like Sometimes its cruel due to being defensive and sometimes its funny saracasm or something just makes them so done. Like Sel after bree told him to say something and he did exactly that, or the jokes they have,same with damian, Like the joke about the crowbar to jason in robin 2021, there he was defensive and trying to get the rise out of someone but it was dry cruel humour, very funny and also their humour is a mix of angst and "Try me bitch" so they will say espontaneous shit thats funny or obvious sarcasm mixed with the joke of "I need therapy" Because thats their mindset (And no Damian wayne is not the feral eight year old brat that cant ever laugh that some people think he is,he is a teenager and has developed well through the comics)

-They are self aware as fuck and idiots.

They can probably go on and say the most concerning shit about their childhood like being raised as an assasin or taken as a child. Selwyn joked about trying to help bree when she needs Just a much therapy than him or even more, and then he jokes saying no one needs more therapy than him, and then theres damian talking/Thinking about his childhood and sometimes realizing how messed up it was, or how it upset him to do certain things.

-They both are dramtic as shit and speak with a fancy air.

Like holy shit (I do too but i read too much) the calling people Full names or fancy titles miced with spite, or the way they speak bejng all "Thine thou shant" dramatic, or how damian Would give a speech to jason to electrocute him dramatically or Sel just being sel edgy.

Anyways theres a lot of similarities and differences but this characters are literally same.

#Damian Wayne #selwyn kane #Legendborn #Batman #Dramatic assholes #I love them your honour but theyre idiots #Black haired emo boys #Also Gives me the vibes of Nico di angelo #Nico di angelo #Zuko #hunter the owl house #Kaz brekker??? #Anyways i said what i said #Comics #booklr #dc comics #Robin #bloodmarked #robin 2021

[mdzs-owns-my-ass-i-guess]

Shoutout to the mdzs fandom for having literally the best porn out there, y'all are real ones

#mdzs #original thots #maybe this belongs to the other blog #who knows? not me #anyways i said what i said #the smut in this fandom is god tier and ive been in a lot of fandoms before so i know what im talking abt

[autumnsoldier13]

Im rewatching Brooklyn Nine Nine.

I love this show so much, but I hate Gina.

She’s so mean to everyone, for no reason.

#as someone who identifies with Amy it hurts to see her be so badly treated by Gina #anyways I said what I said #becca rambles*

[boxwinebaddie]

is stan a "mixtape boyfriend"? he seems like that to me

YES YES YES

YES 100%

stan is suuuuch a mixtape bf omg like all the organization kyle has for everything in his life...stan channels into his spotify playlists...his room is a biohazard but his vinyl collection? spotless, organized a-z, by genre, with descriptions....adhd boy brain go brr

for valentines day one year i think he made kyle this really long mixtape containing every song he associates with kyle or them dating and called it the style pile or something

and for valentines day the next year...kyle also got him a mixtape

w/ no music on it

( unless u count kyles voice as music which i do )

bc kyle is a verbose, words of affirmation love letter king but stans flat but cute dsylexic ass cannot read long paragraphs of text, so kyle ( even tho he hates the sound of his own voice ) made stan a mixtape of him analyzing all the music on the mixtape, deconstructing the lyrics and relating it to specific memories and stuff

like 'ok this one is definitely about you because you literally cannot stop moving your hands dumbass' to like 'i play this one when i miss u. its playing right now. i miss you :('

and in that vein stan just listens to the kyle tape whenever he misses him? like listens to it when they fight to hear the sound of his voice?

( theres a part where kyle is recording something for it and stan comes up and is like who are u talking to is he tall can he fight like ajkgsakjda mans ruining his own surprise and theres just a lot of laughing stan kissing kyles ear....he do be rewinding that part a lot )

i think they have a lot of long distance stuff like that like when stan is off doing football boy things he just has a lot of audiobooks that are specifically kyle reading like AAAAAAAA when hes really sad or having a panic attack he just puts one on and its like hes there :((((

and kyle has a lot of stan singing like weird blurry videos of him really drunk and being really cute winking at kyle and waving at him or like stuff stan like wrote specifically for him aaaaaaaaaa idk i love them

UR HONOR!!!! MY SONS MY SONS MY SONS!!!

I LOVE BEING A BOY MOM

-uncle nina, boy mom

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #FERAL I LOVED THIS ASK #SO YEAH STAN DOES CONSTANTLY MAKE KYLE MIX TAPES #BUT THEY HAVE SO MANY PERSONAL ONES OF LIKE JUST THEIR VOICES ITS SO #MY SONS #this is indisputable pep canon #like its canon #also sorry to be like this there are definitely spicy ones #and kyle is...really good at them...his vocabulary goes crazy #kyle: extremely long detailed ;) sext #stan: pog #LHDLKSDLKHDLKSHDKDSDS #HEEEEEEELP #JAIL #anyways i said what i said #goodnight

[xythlia]

"asmo without a doubt. when it comes to him a lot of the fandom generally writes him off a sex pest under the guise of "he just makes me uncomfortable" which is valid to a point, but most ppl don't wanna sit with or examine why a character with his specific traits would make them uncomfortable to begin with" that's not the take you think it is bestie people being uncomfy with a character doesn't always stem from some kind of bigotry 😊

I literally said it's valid to a point. like if someone is uncomfortable w him bc like his behavior reminds them of someone irl they have bad history w & is triggering that's 100% valid (just an example im not saying that's the only valid scenario). my point is that a lot of the time it does signal a deeper issue regarding the broader treatment of characters/irl ppl like asmo

#anyways i said what i said #& i think its true for a lot of ppl #+ i never called anyone a bigot #𓏲 ࣪₊ 💭 \ inbox

[drumlincountry]

I was at a Palestinian solidarity gig last night & the one Palestinian artist who was going to perform had COVID so the organisers asked around to see if there were any Palestinians who'd like to say a few words instead.

A local guy who was born & raised in Gaza offered to speak. He started with "I'm an engineer. i'm not a poet or a politician. I don't... do public speaking… I had no idea what to say when I came up here. So i'm just going to tell you about the street I grew up on."

And then he did! He went down the street building by building. He told us about the ice cream shop on the corner, the grocery shop, the charity that supports people with intellectual disabilities. He told us about the people who he knew growing up, the families who still live in the different houses. He told us about the university buildings and about his friends who quit being accountants to start a band together. All on that street.

All of which is gone now, by the way. Bombed to dust.

#Gaza #Palestine #I talked to him a bit afterwards but god what do you say!! #he said he found the gig helpful anyway. Supportive. So that's good. #I'm gonna see if I can find his friends band and share some of their songs #Me Fein

[detectivehole]

this is what i sent

this is what i got

#theyre funny over there #mine #thats a recreation of what i said anyway i didnt really think anything of it at the time #i usually put something stupid in those boxes #they used all lower case too damn what an attention too detail. or they are also lazy idk

[black-quadrant]

sometimes all you need is one passionate person who goes berserk for your work to keep you creating

#I have 1 person like that with my jn and 1 person like that with my joshaz and their aggressive acclaim means I’m writing more 😂 #I mean there’s a few more of y’all too and I have said before I enjoy niche but big passion #I’d rather share in those with the handful of genuine enjoyers of Very Specific ships and dynamics #it’s what makes fandom so memorable and fun for me #anyway #rebloggable

[greencarnation]

"ukraine invasion" vs "israel-hamas war" hm. something something wording and western media bias and propaganda

#this is the gaurdian btw #generally regarded as a reliable and relatively left news source. so #anyway other people have said it longer and better and you all know exactly what i mean #palestine #save palestine #free palestine #gaza #israel #ukraine #russia #mine

[iamanartichoke]

I don't know who needs to hear this, but as a creator -

I am fine with "the audience" -

downloading my fics

printing my fics

copy/pasting or screenshotting my fics

sharing your saved copy of my fics with anyone else who might want them in the unlikely but never impossible case that my fics are no longer available on ao3

making a book of my fic(s) and running your fingers across the pages while lovingly whispering my precioussss

doing these things with anything I create for fandom, such as meta, headcanons, au nonsense like 'texts from the brodinsons,' etc

I am not fine with "the audience"

doing any of the above with the purpose/intent of plagiarizing my work or passing it off as their own in any capacity

feeding my work into ai for any reason whatsoever

Save the fandom things. Preserve the fandom things. Respect the fandom things.

Enjoy the fandom things.

#fanfic #ao3 #archive of our own #fandom things #tumblr things #i may have said this at some point #i'm sure i have #but whatever - just in case #i don't say this with the presumption that i'm so amazing and people are clamoring to save my fics #but just if anyone is so inclined that's all #ftr i don't intend on ever removing my fics from ao3 or deleting fandom things from this blog #i've always shared my fandom things with the intent of keeping them shared bc that's the whole point of posting #but the fandom atmosphere and ao3 constantly being under attack who knows what can happen #not that this applies to anyone but should all else fail you can also reach out to me and i will personally give you a copy #at least of fics bc i save everything #not so much the tumblr things but this is a good reminder to myself that i should do that for the things i care about #that i've made or done and only posted here #anyway sorry i have now used up my quota of the putting words into sentences doing for today #i have plans to stare into the void now

[clown-owo]

been replaying the Portal series I think this is where its heading

#i haven't drawn in like. half a month. which listen i know i don't post much here but i do draw a lot #i have another blog. but also sometimes i just don't post things. i draw for myself #just got burnt out from working on an animation final 😔 #so anyway. eased myself back in with a silly comic about portal #my irl saw my shitty sketch and thought glados was painting chell which is very funny to me. #chelldos #but like. unrequited. glados is obsessed with chell. chell is not having a good time #portal #chell #GlaDOS #GlaD0S #my art #og post #1k #5k #10k #20k #edit: i made this post almost a year ago and it haunts me. theres a typo. chell is out of character. #because i couldn't come up with a good reason for her to be there in the first place #and this was a shitty ms paint replicating drawing that i did just to get back into drawing #i didn't think it would gain much attention #i was Wrong #anyway someone in the comments said this is what happens when you speedrun thats an infintely better setup for the punchline #EDIT 2: ok i fixed it fuck you

[cemeterything]

got told i looked like a tiktoker by a stranger today because i was wearing ripped jeans with fishnets and bat wing eyeliner and almost let the rage and fury overcome me. does ebony dark'ness dementia raven way mean nothing to you prepz.

#🐉 #posts that were originally discord messages no. 294753 #<- well. tumblr dms actually but im putting it in the tag anyway. #since people in the notes are saying 'you shouldve pretended you didnt know what tiktok is' i did almost that #i said 'i dont use tiktok' and smiled when their face fell as all their assumptions evaporated lol

[illusioncanthurtme--art]

She got em 😔

This is very old. But life has been repeatedly kicking me while I'm down, and I want to share something because sharing these stupid drawings and seeing how people react brings me some joy :')

I'll admit I did plan on finishing this at some point, but it's gotten too old to the point where... it's just too old. I don't want to touch it.

Also YES dib is catfishing zim 1000000000000%

#I scanned more old zadr stuff tonight but it's too late to edit it all #so hopefully I'll share that tomorrow #zadr #invader zim #invader zim fanart #iz fanart #dib membrane #zim #gaz membrane #she is so disappointed in him but she puts up with him anyway #dib looks really bad in the first one #that's part of what I wanted to change when I finished this #but I like I said #its too old

[astronomodome]

Honestly the more I think about grian and zedaph’s dynamic the more I’m obsessed with it. These two have such a weird rivalry going for absolutely no reason. The quartz shop the base swap the. whatever is happening with the dragon egg right now. They bring out the absolute worst in each other. If you put grian and zedaph in a box together they’d tear each other apart like betta fish. Why? Why is that? They both exist at the fringes of hermit society, often elusive and shy around those not in their inner circle of trusted besties (yes this applies to grian too, trust me ok). And yet when they interact with each other (approximately once per year) they are such haters to each other. And for what. They don’t even know each other that well!!! Two species of animal who occupy the same environmental niche and thus must compete for resources type dynamic. Maybe british people are just like that. Idk.

#anyway they are both so special to me. send post #I want them to rip each other to pieces it would be so funny #and maybe kiss a little bit <- what who said that #hermitcraft #grian #zedaph

[fishyfishyfishtimes]

Hot take, I really don’t think we should assign human morals onto animals and call them bad or evil. Fishblr has internalised this idea really well with sharks, and I think that’s good! Sharks don’t deserve all the fearmongering they suffer from in media. But… can we please remember to extend this to other animals too? Even to intelligent animals like dolphins (most commonly bottlenose dolphins) and orcas. It seems to be a counter to pop culture’s tendency to show dolphins as complete angels when they partake in some messed up things, but like…. Dolphins are still animals? They may be able to recognize themselves in mirrors and they may have language and culture and know how to use tools but their intelligence is still on the level of a human child (and how empathetic are those!!??). I see people talk about how evil dolphins are but I never see people talking about other animals the same way, like, why aren’t sea otters and their “evilness” the topic of discussion? :/

#i have seen people saying that its a joke or just a shorthand for saying that an animal is unpredictable. #but two things: is it r e a l l y a joke anymore? #and! if saying that an animal is evil is shorthand for the animal being dangerous or unpredictable; why not just say that!!?? #when you call an animal evil it implies that the animal is aware of its actions as being malicious but it commits them anyway #this is rarely ever the case! #calling an animal dangerous or unpredictable better describes what the potential problem might be when you interact with said animal #anyway yeah you dont have to take my rambling to heart #fish #fishblr #biology #zoology #marine biology #shark #sharks #dolphin #dolphins are evil #dolphins

[secondbeatsongs]

hey, don't cry

tumblr is the new pdf! ok?

#tumblr #tumblr is the new pdf #personal #sbs rambles #art #idk what other tag to put this under but this is definitely a thing I made #the big blue rectangle is 2013-era tumblr blue #the dark blue triangle and text shadow are the current ''true blue'' #and the lines and blue corner are what we call ''classic blue'' or ''old blue'' but at 69% opacity #(nice) #in this way I have combined all the eras of tumblr into one #so that I might imagine #just for a moment #that .tumblr is the new portable document format #thank you for coming to my ted talk #graphic design is my passion #anyway hey remember that time yahoo said they wanted to make tumblr ''the new pdf'' #wild #bizarre thing to say #but hey #I think it could still happen #we just have to believe