#All ON 4 Teeth IN A DAY

[luck-of-the-drawings]

OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever

#jrwi fanart #cw blood #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #arthur bennett #OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob: #BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay #i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY. #THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL #so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM.. #grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that #ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT #arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES #I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM. #I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no #ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE #BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much... #GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that #we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW #he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE.. #i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar #I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS #also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that #human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY #i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK #feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh

[jacksprostate]

Tyler is hopping around on his pogo stick again. When he lands, it's with a mushy thump as he sinks into the rotting floorboards. Sometimes he gets stuck and just tips over instead of bouncing back up. It makes him stumble and jump ship. Moment of perfection ruined.

I need to renew my driver's license, I say.

"What are you telling me for?"

Thud.

Thud.

Thud.

If Tyler's bed had a backboard, this is how it would sound before he and Marla pounded through to the next room.

I am Jack's throat of bile.

"Fine," Tyler says. "We'll go."

I do not say, we? Questioning Tyler is an amateur move I've managed to avoid for two months now.

Getting to the DMV takes three buses and a thirty minute walk. Presumably, they've decided you'll be driving there. Sometimes I think about the Audi I had before my Dakapo halogen torchiere speared it. One of Zeus' modern day lightning bolts, making sure the debris from my exploded condo totaled my car.

I could've gotten the windshield replaced. Somewhere, in a junkyard filled with unloved 50s salvage, there's the crushed up cube remains of this year's luxury sedan.

Tyler spends the entire time walking one half step behind me, making me lead him around. It makes me feel blind, like I'm a thirty year old boy still trying to get his father to take him places. I am the world's most easily played instrument. Whenever I look back he's grinning, chipped teeth and split lips.

It's a Saturday and we've arrived two hours or so after opening. This means that when I get my ticket stub, it reads an obscenely high number. I will be sitting here for the next six hours. Give or take.

The thing about seating in a government building is they know you have no choice to be there for at least two hours, if you're lucky. Naturally, the chairs are cheap, yawning plastic bolted into the floor at a height most optimal for slightly tall seven year olds.

Tyler and I toss ourselves into the only two person gap we can find, between a large man giving Bob a run for his money on hormone reversal and a frail woman in her eighties. Both look like I'd see them on a weeknight. I wonder if this is where Marla lurks in the time between when she's fucking Tyler and fucking up my support groups.

"You don't need this shit," Tyler says.

He's slouching into the chair, arms crossed and legs long and in the way. If I were to look where his shirt is rucked up, I'd see his skin disappear into the dark gap between his chiseled hip and the beige slacks he puts on when he pretends he's pretending to be a nice person. It's an obvious farce, since he hasn't even bothered to put underwear on.

This is one of those things that I try not to think too hard about, but I have something like four hundred minutes left to wait around here. I should've brought a few National Geographics.

I need a driver's license for my job, Tyler, I say. The old woman gives me a look.

"Christ." Tyler spits on the floor. I try not to be jealous. My seat neighbor, she gets right up and goes to the other end of the building. "Just roll over, why don't you."

I can tell, this will be a lesson. He gets this huge sureness about himself, like his dick is so big it's slapped his face into that smug false contemplation.

I need some kind of ID, Tyler.

Tyler says, "No you don't. Your bank already has you by the balls with your social security number. You ride the bus around. You're at the airport so often the airline staff recognize you. You only drive when work sends you to a small town, which happens fuck all three times a year. Tell me, you get a good fake, you think the overworked and underpaid car rental employee writing down your information would notice it unless you crashed his car? You know if that happened it'd be because you did it to kill yourself, so where's the problem?"

You could be a perfect driver and die on the road at any second, I protest.

We're attracting attention. Not Bob shifts around. Our conversation is quiet but unnerving.

Tyler says, "Does it feel nice, signing yourself up like a feedlot steer?"

Fucking hell, Tyler. It's not like anyone wants to do this. No one wants to be here. Not everyone can work three night shifts and have no identity according to the government.

Tyler says, "The only thing stopping you is the little set of rules you've set up for yourself."

What does Tyler know about my ability to do things?

"More than you," Tyler says. "You didn't think you could fight. You didn't think you could live without your perfect IKEA nest."

He's right. I still want to kick him to the floor and introduce his teeth to the tile. I notice, Not Bob has cleared the area. Retreat to safety. Bomb detonation in five, four. We've got a three seat berth on each side with people standing packed against the walls of the place.

A lone security guard floats our way.

"I'm going to have to ask you to leave, sir."

It's not the way that the men at fight club have started calling me sir. The security guard is looking at me like he knows about my condo blowing up, and he feels awfully sure about the cause.

I need to renew my driver's license.

Tyler says, "If we pay taxes for this building, these workers, doesn't that mean we pay your salary? You're going to kick out your kindest boss?"

"If you don't leave, I'll have to call the police."

Tyler says, "Can't even do it yourself?"

I think, every second of this day has been excruciating, and I have been awake for 77 hours.

Tyler socks the security guard right in the jaw, and the crowd goes wild.

It happens like this: Tyler hits the security guard with all four knuckles, all the people start screaming, and the security guard goes for his gun. I am standing in the middle of this hurricane, calm like a baby that's just been left in the car in 90 degree weather. I start walking.

Behind me, Tyler wrestles for the gun. He tosses it towards the kiosk that spat out my waiting ticket. He lets the security guard hit him in the gut. The face. The face again. He's on the ground, bloody spit threading his rebroken smile, and the security guard is kicking him in the gut. Tyler curls into a ball, the security guard kicks him in the kidneys. This will give Tyler bruises like size thirteen boots and make him piss blood for three weeks.

I reach the door, and Tyler's crawling after me. The security guard has come out of his haze, and now the crowd is staring at him. The headline: local DMV worker brutally bludgeons mentally ill constituent. People stare at him, now aware of the violence he is capable of. They wonder. He wonders.

Tyler limps out the door. We get on the bus and the driver stares at us and does not make us pay when we walk past him to the seats. The driver had a black eye. We saw him at fight club last week.

We sit, and I tell Tyler, because of him I'm definitely on a list now. Like they had for all those communists, but now it's for schizophrenics who might bomb their local state Department of Motor Vehicles location. I tell him if I get a letter saying I have to show up in court because I beat up a government worker, I'm sending him, and he can have fun explaining that to whatever rancid old judge presides over our case.

He laughs, and laughs, and laughs.

#fight club #my writing #this ones a little long actually. one day i'll probably put all these on ao3 #inspired by me recently having to do govt stuff. wasnt this but its what i could think of something coming up 4 the narrator #ftr “chipped teeth and split lips” is where my brain was like. :) done! #like no. theres more to be done here

[gideonisms]

self love through loving pathetic women ❤️

#and i am feeling pathetic on this night. i don't think my gifts are good enough and i didn't do cards #there's no good reason i'm just so tired i feel like throwing a fit bc ??? #my laundry is in piles in locations and i brushed my teeth at 4 pm again today #i have not put the fitted sheet on my bed and it has been 5 days #i'm not even like a good cook and i don't have anything to talk about with family #they just don't ask about my life lately which is a relief #on the plus side i discovered yesterday that i've written over 50k words this year #i guess that is all i have succeeded at. well i mean i did vanquish the roaches and i passed all my classes #didn't crash my car at any point yet!

[zhongrin]

"i really hope you don't have any more work for the rest of this year. fingers crossed [client] isn't giving us more work, but if they do i'm dumping it to january."

"here's my performance evaluation for the team this year: you guys didn't take enough day offs, so make sure to do so next year."

"friendly reminder to remember to log out from all work apps when you go on your holidays!"

"cancelling this meeting session because of festive season. happy holidays all!"

;w; dear gods, i love my coworkers and the working culture in this company so much

#rin rambles #(these are all said by 4 different people btw) #this is my payment for sticking by a company who made me do deployment till 4am in the office and calls back in at 9am the same day #for a whole 5+ years #work to live not live to work #i dont even need titles atp i can live comfortably enough and i'm satisfied #well for most months #and that's enough #which reminds me #i should use that dental and specs insurance next year hskdjskdj #i would fail so hard at being a mom how tf do you research on which dental ppaces are good but also within budget and #dont fking pressure you into filling every single spot on your teeth #neither school nor my family taught me about the importance of proper health care and it's such a sad reality sometimes

[bruciemilf]

Hey guys guess who has an infected tooth and is DYING of pain lmao

#actually not lmao at all #like #heres the thing i went to the dentist for the first time in my life just like. three weeks ago #and he basically told me he'll have to send me somewhere else bc the tooth was too complicated (i think its called a root canal in english) #and ive been taking meds for the pain (ibuprofen to be exact) and holy shit i am Scared #like my biggest fear in life is being addicted to hard substances and i KNOW its stupid but im just scared #ive been taking them for like a week bc the pain was/is truly so uncomfortable and just horrible #and i cant go to an appointment bc my mom just went herself and shes dealing with mouh pain too. its just. not a fun time #but if anyone dealt with this before and could give me some home relief tips id be grateful #i washed my teeth like 4 times a day just today holy hell it hurts #vent #not dc

[jinmukangwrites]

By the way when I say "businesses are hostile to people not available in mornings (ie people who sleep during am hours thanks to grave shift, or people who work mornings, etc)" I mean banks, doctor offices, DMVs, dentists, etc should be open to 9pm, not that Walmart should reopen to its pre-covid 24.7 hours hope this helps

#me: i hate how hard it is to do things working grave shift everything is closed when I'm awake #them: IKR WALMART NEEDS TO BE 24 HOURS AGAIN #me: as a former walmart employee who worked Walmart pre-covid im killing you to death with my teeth #jin rambles #delete later #it took me 4 days to get a loan done with the bank because i sleep 8:30am-4:30pm and the bank closes at 6pm #walmart is open till 11pm (in my area at least) it does NOT need to be open all night again do you WANT the grave shift employees to die???

[dreamlogic]

musing in the tags about the view two years out from my hysterectomy and the shifting nature of neuropathy. i asked my PT for recommendations/resources pertaining to pain science and that's been a very helpful lenses to have. i'm still not back to normal, will never be unmarked by this experience or return to my pre-op self, but my baseline has been gradually increasing over the last few months, and it feels good to look back on the last two years and say "i have no idea how i managed to function while living with that, but i did!"

#meatsuit renno #chronic blogging #ctxt #at first post-hysto pain was a deep burning ache #and eventually that lessened on my left side and settled in for the long haul on the right #after a couple weeks it had started to feel like a small carnivorous creature scrabbling and gnawing at the inside of my abdomen #nestled into the hollow of my pelvis and reaching up with its raking claws #about 6 months in and the creature still chewed occasionally but had shrunk to the size of a tennis ball under my right incision site #it clamped its jaws down and went to sleep and i perpetually felt like someone had pinched a fold of my insides with a large binder clip #this constant awful twisting tug every time i moved that kept me from straightening up or breathing fully #this is about a year into recovery and my original surgeon has blown off my requests for follow-up treatment three times now #i carried on as best i could. fatigue and brainfog getting worse & worse as the pain wore on unrelentingly #about a year and a half into recovery it worsened again. searing lancing pain like i'd been impaled on a piece of white hot rebar #couldn't hardly move. couldn't think straight. couldn't sleep #finally checked myself into urgent care & then the ER just to try to get someone anyone to take me seriously and help me #finally got a referral to a new surgeon who immediately pinned it as extreme neuropathy #started gabapentin end of december last year and the relief was immediately #i never thought i would welcome the gritted teeth vice grip of my little feral pain creature #but when i felt the molten spike slide out to be replaced once more by its worrying jaws #the intermittent spark and fizzle of that pinching squirming pain was a dramatic improvement #then i started PT in march and slowly so slowly the creature's hungry grip is loosening #it still clamps down occasionally. maybe once every week or two i'll have a day when i just accept #that there will be a horrible little creature chewing on my right side from the inside #but nowadays with the gabapentin doing as much as it can and an exercise routine i must stick to religiously to supplement PT #the pain is more of a little pearl of dark matter shifting around under my skin #it's incredibly dense. the heart of a black hole of disabling agony. all that white hot fury condensed into a slick heavy marble #as i recover some of my strength and energy i can feel my body coating it in nacreous layers to minimize its influence #my hysterectomy was 2 years and 4 days ago today and i feel like i can finally finally say i'm beginning to truly heal #i suspect i'll always carry this pearl in my side like shrapnel. product of damaged nerve tissue that went untreated for far too long #i wish my original surgeon had been more competent more attentive less lazy & indifferent to my pain. but i still don't have any regrets.

[cinnamon-phrog]

Check out my brunch 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

#pic was taken downstairs lol #see like. the staff that work here have a bed in their office and they change bedding every time they switch which is every two days #and i got a pic taken by one while i was stil downstairs bc the office is next door to the kitchen #and there's one staff member who i know would love to see this bc she loves to take pics of the food i make and or bake #and i wanted a pic taken before i eated it all xdfvbhjhgfdfgh it was divine #had homemade lemonade with it too #2-4 spoons of sugar [depends on the size of your cup and sweet tooth] and i had half a lemon so i squeezed that in with cold water. #added icecubes and now it's my favourite drink ever [sparkling water hurts my teeth and gums and dilute juice hurts my throat]

[avatardoggo]

I HAVE FEELINGS FOR A BOYMAN

#sooooooooo BASICALLY i haven’t really been as active as normal bc of school and yk taking 5 courses is not for the weak but i am strong in #Jesus Name AMEN!! so this update might seem a bit random but ya we move. sooo this guy isn’t to be confused with pool table guy from october #that guy is cool and all but we only ever talk about anime and he leaves me on delivered a lot sooo on to the next ig but this guy that i #have developed Feels for issssss hmmm well call him Friendly Giant ™️ (FG) bc he’s like taalll (6’1 ish?) and dark skin and cute and all but #like he looks intimidating but then has the softest deepest voice and it’s all like aaaawwwwww #but basically he’s just this big sweet guy and at first i thought we were just friends and all but then yk you kinda can’t beat the Just #Friends allegations when you ft call a girlie up on CHRISTMAS bc she’s trying to figure out how she’s going to cross the boarder BY HERSELF #bc her siblings are of no help AND THEN when said girlie ft calls you the next day yall stay on the phone for 4(!!!) hours and THEN you offe #r to reach her how to drive and you brought her soup when she got her wisdom teeth surgery and when she bought something using your prime u #said she didn’t need to pay you back and when she insisted said FG GUY SAID AND I QUOTE “LET ME TAKE CARE OF YOU FOR ONCE 🤯 #LIKEEEEE #all this while tho i was in fairytale land thinking about how he’s such a great friend and la dee daa bc i didn’t think i was his type and #all that but then i was praying last night and the i was like Holy Spirit do i like this man? and He was like yes and you’re trying to #rationalize your feelings but you like him and he likes you #so nooowwww i’m all like 🙂👍🏾🥳😳😳😳😳😳😳 #YK?????????!!!!!! #but ya that’s the latest update 😚 #i like a guy and he likes me 🥹😶😃👍🏾😳🤯 #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags

[raiiny-bay]

happy 1 yr of monster boyz <3

#ts4 #simblr #ts4 edit #ts4 render #sims 4 #myedits #blood tw #mb #red #teeth #just ur average convenience store cashiers here to help u :-) #they are totally normal & not suspicious at all :-) #um #it feels like it's been 10 yrs since i've posted anything new hi #i made this like 2 wks ago & have been saving it specifically for the mb 1 yr anniversary #& it is finally here ! #so exciting happy 1st day of halloween everybody

[wdapteo]

omg i was looking for a post of urs to reblog that i saw reposted on twitter and tumblr alerted me to KEATON HENSON being one of ur top tags!!!! and i just had to say i am also a fan of keaton!!! what is ur fav song or the lyric that hits u hardest?

omg that's so rare hahahah

I truly love all of his works, even (specially, now) the orchestral ones!! But for sure anything from "Monuments" is too raw for me. "While I can" in its entirety hits harder than it should :')

thanks for sending this ask, lovely to find another Keaton fan in the wild!!

#answered #Keaton Henson #also tell me what's yours!! #unrelated but last week I spent 3 days trying to understand his uses of 'teeth' as a motif #I filled a couple pages in my journal. I'd post here but it's in portuguese #oh and what I found is that he actually used it 10 times only??? It feels like it's much more than that #BUT monuments is the album where it appears the most (4 times) #so I concluded that he uses 'teeth' as an extension of his soul. bc they are the only bones anyone else can see #and when he talks about losing all his teeth it fits! losing himself losing his will to live #it does have a negative connotation most of the time and since it's a common motif in dreams to symbolize death #it's obvious why he used it the most in his album about utter grief. anyway #if anyone read this yapping in the tags I'm so sorry/thank you <3

[silversneasels]

my TOOTH!!!!!!!!!! =_=

update: i got a root canal

#ive been trying to figure out if its all my teeth #or my gums #or just one tooth #but i think its jusy one tooth #and good HOD it hurts dude #its like daggers all DAY #and i cant rly bite with it i eat eith like. half or 3/4 of my mouth #hurts to touch and with temp change too its so annoying #vent #silver sings #dental #dental issues #rare public vent bc its ANNOYING MD!!!!!!!!! #pouting. aggressively.

[northdowndental-123]

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[scham-wcan]

Cinder: Snowflake, lean over so I can post a picture of our weekend together

Winter: Absolutely not, this lightning is not complimentary at all, and my hair is disgusting and I have no makeup and I look like a slob

Cinder: Hm? Oh, I already posted it. Look at it! You have the cutest pout in this!

~~~~~

Winter: Cinder? Can I take a selfie of our date together?

Cinder: Only if I can give you a big lipstick mark on your cheek while we take it

Winter: …. But then the lightning will be off. We need to go outside for it then

#cinder fall #winter schnee #cinwin #snowfall #scham rambles #Cinder is the kind of partner who just takes thousands of photos of winter all day and posts them to like a private account #only their friends and family have access to the 400 photos Cinder has taken of morning winter falling asleep while brushing her teeth #while winter is ever the propanda Meister and wants them to look even better than Weiss and Ruby’s all natural adorable pictures #no matter how loud Weiss yells that they take effort being that small is good enough for the camera in and of itself #Cinder would go the extra mile though for winter and her if it were a photo going on like a magazine though #‘the inside scoop of the schnees’ and it’s like the whole family monochrome posed around willow’s throne in various outfits #then the next page is just the schnees getting progressively more deranged and just becoming the charming family of Atlas #‘did you see page 4? where Whitley got winter with a water balloon and Cinder got thrown in the lake?’ #‘did you see the one of them all at the orphanage helping kids to learn? Willow looked so silly in the kitchen but at least she didn’t burn #soup like Weiss or winter’ #scham really rambles

[doctorwhoisadhd]

you know. as a teacher. this discussion is a little too #real.

#ari opinion hour #not bonff #tw #coe #coe day 4 #idk what a school league table is we dont use that term in america but i can put it together just fucking fine #you are saying the poor schools. the schools with less funding. the schools with a higher proportion of marginalized kids. #the schools with a higher percentage of ESL students. the rural schools. the public schools. #(public as opposed to private‚ of course) #the schools with a higher proportion of special needs students. #and with all likelihood the schools for disabled children. and maybe the performing/fine arts schools too why not #i dont know the school systems in england and wales and scotland. i dont know what the situation is with school choice and funding #and approaches to the arts and disability rights and ESL #but this is how it always goes isnt it #performance tracking for schools is not and should never be to determine who's worth more. money or lives #its to make sure the teachers are doing their JOBS #i want to rip every throat out thats ever denied funding to a school. with my teeth. every time i have to hear about this

[morn1e]

“ewww ur teeth do u know what a tootbrush is” i hope your father Beats u behind closed doors Every Single night

#yeah ik they r yellowed bcuz i was fucking stupid when i was younger but guess what i also have cavities #i also have no canines bcuz i used 2 grind my teeth in my sleep+randomly all my fucking life which was not brought 2 my attention until #last year #😂😂👎checkmate!i know i have poor oral hygiene.care 2 pay 4 my dental treatment miss pearly whites #sorry just remembered an interaction from school a few days ago.it was so humiliating bcuz i know my teeth r disgusting&i have no1 else #2 blame other than myself but i Legit cannot afford 2 get them fixed bcuz of how expensive it is+our rough financial situation #maybe in the future but not anytime soon. #yeah i know i am disgusting.no i do not need a reminder. i know. #vent