#rin rambles

[zhongrin]

this is the most adorable hand towel i've ever had

#rin rambles #alsolutely devastated at how squishable it is #the little tail #the littol ears #the TOEBEANS #squishes it aggressively

[kenyukisser]

‘Can’t let you go, ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

₊˚⊹♡ contents ; fluff, aftermath of an argument, kind of ooc... clingy!rin. slight angst to fluff, word vomit wwnsk,not proofread.. wc; 1.1k

“I’ll make it up to you, alright? —”

But you’ve had enough, RIN ITOSHI ･ﾟ｡ saw the way tears trickled down the fat of your cheek, the way you frowned would bring the devil to his knees, repenting for forgiveness if he ever saw you cry, he thought.

Maybe Rin was the devil, with the way the silence only grew louder, an uneasy feeling that had his stomach twisting knots, it felt like it was suffocating him, but he’d never tell you that, wouldn’t he?

“You never do” You replied, not louder than a whisper but it was audible enough to make his heart ache, because he knew you were right.

Your fingers traced the desk beside you, grabbing your keys as you made your way to the door of your shared penthouse, the light being the only source of light that softly illuminated your figure as you stepped out.

Between love and ego, he didn’t know why he didn’t beg you to stay, watching your figure slowly disappear from his sight, he may not have the best eyesight but he would always spot you in a crowd.

Fists clenching the moment the door shut close, the wind chimes at the other side of the door painfully reminding him that you left, he didn’t even know if you’d return.

Maybe if he showed up to the dates he hosted, maybe if he wouldn’t be out like a light the moment his head reaches the pillow every night, not acknowledging your warmth beside him, then maybe today he wouldn’t have had to sleep alone tonight.

God, the way his lips turned into a frown when your contact was to no avail, the way his phone ringing was the only form of sound in the room with no comfort.

‘Sorry, this person cannot be reached —, He could’ve sworn his blood vessel popped, tossing the phone to your side of the bed till the recorders voice message could be faintly heard.

But he’d never leave his phone alone, not when it held all the pretty pictures he took of you, the way his phone screen glows with the beauty of your face.

Rin: come back Rin: ???? Rin: sorry. Rin: It’s getting late.

The way he felt so vulnerable, dropping his head down to the palm of his hands in defeat the moment his last message turned green, the way his face expressed the grief of your absence.

 ‘what the fuck’ why did you block him? Did it bother you that much? What were you expecting when you committed yourself to fan favorite athlete, Rin Itoshi.

With a rather bitter expression, he scrolled down to his contacts, the way his eyes skim through every contact, he couldn’t care less, none of them are you.

Scrolling down till he found the contact he was looking for, Bachira Meguru. Rin has known you long enough, loved you long enough to know that whenever an argument akins between you, you’ll always be running to him.

Throwing away all the rationality he had left in him, he dialed the number, anxiously biting the inside of his cheek as his phone rings.

“Hello?” The man with golden under lights responds, tongue laced with confusion.

“Is [name] there? Is she okay?” Rin replied, hinting a slight desperation.

Meguru let’s out a small laugh, voice faintly heard as he placed his phone to the side.

“Ya alright pretty?” Meguru replies, making you hum a soft ‘yes’ in response.

His stomach hurls at the nickname, seriously? Maybe it was the way his hands were harshly clenching his phone, or the way the bitter expression on his face wasn’t going anywhere.

He couldn’t lose you, his pretty.

So lost in thought, that the call ended moments ago, eyes tracing back to his phone that was lightly dimmed, leaving it at the night stand as he left the room, making his way down to his BMW, the perfect shade of grey that complimented his coat so nicely as he stepped into the driver’s seat.

Reaching Meguru’s apartment was one thing, but losing you was a whole other, something that could never compete with each other, harshly knocking on the door, waiting for a sign of life.

Not long after, you were there, his world, he looks down, all his pent-up frustration disappearing the moment he saw your puffy eyes, his world was fixing itself, just like a puzzle, the only thing that would make him complete is seeing your soft smile, your soothing voice, and the tingling sensation only you could make him feel when you touch him.

Before you could mutter anything out, he pulled you in for a tight embrace that you could’ve swore lasted forever, or maybe it was the comfortable silence, yeah that must be it.

“You don’t have to say anything, nothing at all. just want you back home, can’t sleep without ya” he rambles, complaining at this point before more words spill out. “I shouldn’t have gotten mad at you, wasn’t your fault pretty, all mine, just want you beside me again” he murmurs, lowering his head down to your shoulder, eyes closed so he wouldn’t be able to see the face you make when you’d turn him down.

To his surprise; you did the opposite, rubbing small circles on the muscle on his back. ,,‘ts okay, I’m sorry too”

“don’t be sorry, I never want you to be sorry for anything”

As what felt like ages, which is 15 minutes max for you. You pulled away from the hug, acknowledging the pair of eyes watching the two of you.

Bachira with the biggest grin on his face, head resting on the palm of his hand as he watched the two of you from his kitchen counter, the smile never so leaving, knowing he’d tease Rin all about this.

“Took ya long enough, Rin-kun!” the man behind you replies in a cheeky tone, which has earned a scoff from Rin.

‘Let’s go home pretty, kay?” Rin replies, caressing the apple of your cheek. In which you nod in response, glancing back to Bachira to wave him goodbye as you both left, hand in hand, Rin held you tightly, because he’d never forgive himself again if he let you go.

And now you’re in the passenger seat of his car, your name engraved on the passenger seat, right where you’re supposed to be, in his presence, next to him. He wants all your tomorrows, on your good days and worst, no matter what.

Bonus :

When you guys got home, he got all grumpy, hands on your waist that tightened as his head rested on your shoulder.

“Bachira called you pretty..” he’d murmur, with a frown you couldn’t see, and he’d never tell you about it.

“He didn’t lie though..” You replied, with a soft chuckle that washed over all the stress he had in him, shoulders slumping in defeat as he sighed.

“but you’re my pretty.”

“All yours, rinnie”

#rin itoshi x reader #rin itoshi x you #rin itoshi fluff #rin itoshi #bllk x reader #bllk x you #bllk fluff #blue lock #blue lock fluff #bllk #comfort #rin x reader #rin rambles #itoshi rin x gn!reader #itoshi x reader #blue lock itoshi rin #itoshi rin x reader #yay

[soldier--poet--queen]

i hate you diet culture i hate you body competitions i hate you extreme workout culture i hate you body shaming i hate you unhealthy expectations for how bodies should look i hate you culture that promotes starving i hate you unrealistic body images i h

#rin rants #rin rambles #tw eating disorder #tw diet #I AM SO FUCKING SICK. AND TIRED. OF THIS BULLSHIT #i am FINALLY at a healthy weight and body fat percentage after YEARS of being underweight to the point of my menstrual cycle being fucked #and WHAT AM I SEEING? DONT EAT CARBS DONT EAT SUGAR YOU WANT AN ITTY BUTTY WAIST SO THE GUYS WILL GRAB IT #WHAT IF I GRAB YOU BY THE NECK AND FUCKING THROTTLE YOU OKAY #WOMEN. LADIES. YOU NEED FAT. WE ALL NEED FAT ON OUR BODIES #I AM BITING AND KILLING AND MAIMING AND GNAWING AND TEARING THE DIET CULTURE FOR YOU

[galaxirin]

Today (as of my time zone) is my birthday so obligatory post as celebration!! Yippee!!

Hi! My name is Rin. I’m a university law student and self taught artist who just turned 21!! Thank you guys so much for supporting me through the 10 months I’ve been in the bloodborne community 🥺❤️ this has been the best few months when it came to creating art and I appreciate everyone I’ve met, interacted, and befriended ❤️❤️ here’s to the new year of more possibilities 🎉

Reblogs appreciated too (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))♡

#rin rambles #rin draws #bloodborne

[rin-the-shadow]

I'd been playing around with the idea of a Batman 2004-based fanfic in which the Riddler is dosed with fear toxin (I waffle on the exact circumstances, though the main two I've been toying with are either an accidental inhalation as a result of being in the wrong place at the wrong time, or Hugo Strange ordering some questionable experiments on the inmates) and Batman finds him and gives him the antidote. I may still try to write the scenario out as a fanfic, but in the process of trying to figure out the logistics, I realized what I really wanted to draw was the post-antidote recovery.

No idea at the moment exactly why this required him to be brought back to the Batcave. Maybe Riddler had important intel which made it better for both of them if Batman had him in the Batcave instead of trying to make a counter-plan elsewhere. Or maybe Batman had concerns about residual effects for this specific strain of the toxin and wanted to keep an eye on him in case he needed another dose of the antidote.

And yes, at this point, I will apparently always be giving 2004 Riddler black-painted fingernails.

#2004 riddler #the batman 2004 #fanart #rin does fanart #rin rambles

[meimeimeirin]

legit just opened genshin and zhongli immediately went 'osmanthus wine-' i'm cac kl ing

#rin rambles #i'll be back home soon hubby calm down hsldfjksldjf

[enbyneji]

the point of american psycho is to take your meds, touch grass and talk to people who love you on a regular basis, never lez out for the male gaze, and die if you’re a cop. btw. if you even cared.

#american psycho #patrick bateman #rin rambles #shitposting moment lesgo

[rinzer]

Happy Coai Week 2023! I got my Coai CD today from Amazon based on the latest ending (ED69) of DC and I couldn't be happier! I regret nothing, having both the Shinshi and Coai CDs together like this.

On a writing note, I unfortunately didn't have time to finish anything for this year's Coai week, but don't worry - I will instead upload chapter 7 of Loveless to make up for it, so please look forward to that if you're currently reading it! Thank you so much for your patience and support!

#dcmk #coai #shinshi #detective conan #shinichi kudo #shiho miyano #kudo shinichi #miyano shiho #ai haibara #conan edogawa #coaiweek #rin rambles

[genshrineimpact]

I have a legit question regarding ceo of geo

How was he born?

He is a dragon and qilin hybrid, but he looks like a reptile. Were his parents in a human form and he was born a baby? Was he hatched from an egg? Was it life birth in his dragon form like snakes do? Was he a tiny dragon or dragon hybrid or normal baby?

He never mentions parents, so it got me thinking if he was an egg that was left behind? Some animals leave unhatched eggs or just straight up eat them. Were his parents killed if so? Or he just doesn't mention them? (I know most characters don't mention parents, but I got interested in how adepti and magic beasts genetics work, don't @ me) Did they suffer from erosion? If they were adepti or just beings like Dvalin, shouldn't they be around or at least some legends? I know it's been 6k years, but there could be something out there. And beings like dragons aren't exactly very fragile to just die off

And all of this got me thinking about a scenario, where human reader finds a dragon hatchling, with soft scales and round, non developed horns, and about to be eaten by a predator, takes it in despite thinking it's a terrible idea and taking care of it, while baby dragon wants to mimic their parent and shifts unconsciously into more human shaped being lol

yknow that's actually a very interesting topic to think about!! so many things to consider and so many questions slkdjflsdj hyv pls give us more zhongli lore we need them *grabby hands*

i adore the idea that he was born from an egg solely because smol dragon zhongli would be super cute and you will see how much i love this smol dragon zhongli concept in later universe abound chapters!!!

oh oh what if hybrids like him are treated as an outcast and he was abandoned by his parents? or maybe he used to have a pack and they chased him away because he was different, and that got him into shapeshifting because he just wants to fit in. and ultimately that's why he kind of 'founded' liyue at first, just to make a place where he can belong….. ok i've made myself sad now slkdjflfd

wHIMPERS THAT IS SUCH AN ADORABLE CONCEPT HELLO???? he would be wary of you at first, probably thinking you're gonna hurt him too, and it's not like he understands what you're saying - human language sounds gibberish to his ears. but then he's presented with… food? he's never had food like this before, so aromatic and warm. he's then deposited onto your lap and you start to wipe his scales gently, and he still has no idea what you're saying but you sound…. concerned? you're a very weird human, he decides.

but slowly he starts to trust you, and open up to you more as he feels himself grow rapidly because of your care. he learns your language, your culture, your likes and dislikes, your habits and mannerisms. and then one day as he snoops through the window and sees you talking to a friend outside, he realizes he wants to communicate with you too. and that desire is so great he shapeshifts for the first time, into the form of your friend ;w;

#dragon!zhongli lives in my head rent free #hyv give us dragon!zhongli skin pls i beg #rin answers #rin rambles #lukerycyja #rin writes

[ab-rinart]

I fuckin forgot to mention I have a website.

Uuuuhhhhhhh, just click here, you can find all my other socials there. Just keep in mind that one of them is stamped 18+ for a reason. You’ve been warned.

#Rin Rambles #Twitter #X #FurAffinity #Instagram #Tumblr #BlueSky #Discord

[zhongrin]

gold or black.... hmmmmm......

#rin rambles #getting new specs because the lenses of my old one is f u c k e d #fingers crossed i can claim this thing without any hassle later 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

[vegafiction]

me, patiently waiting for @sweetlilacscribbles to finish “Follow You Down” so that I can share concept art for her next AU that I may or may not be excited for 👀🙏🏻

#rin rambles #delete later #tho you should go ahead and read her viviakou stuff in the meanwhile #she works very hard on all of er stories!!!!

[soldier--poet--queen]

Could you guys pray for me? I'm currently stuck in a job with a very toxic work environment (managers have literally told us that "we shouldn't expect recognition for our work," "if you're unhappy with your job that's your fault, not ours," and basically that there is no growth within the company). The only jobs around me that aren't as toxic or mentally draining are ones that I am currently going into a Master's for. So while I don't have the exact experience, per se, I am in the process of doing so and am more than willing to learn. My mental health has really been taking a toll because of all this. Please pray that I'm able to leave this job and get a better one soon.

#rin rambles #prayer request #irl #it's really draining coming into work knowing that the people who do (ironically) get recognized are those who don't question the system #and those of us who are newer or less liked due to this questioning don't get promotions or better working conditions #i've applied to other jobs and have been turned down so i'm praying i'm able to get out of here soon #please pray for me. and my coworkers for that matter

[galaxirin]

There’s rumours of a bloodborne movie (god please be fake leave this damn game alone) but just saying

Gehrman should be played by Dwayne the Rock Johnson

#no context #bloodborne #gehrman the first hunter #rin rambles

[rin-the-shadow]

Okay but now because of that "no one will come for me" post I am imagining a She-Ra AU in which Hordak meets Entrapta much earlier and is present when she realizes no one is coming for her. Mostly because Hordak outright having a sputtering hissy fit over no one coming for her is funny to me. Like, sure, he would have the same expectations if he was in her place, but no! NO! Someone surely must be coming to rescue her?! Why WOULDN'T everyone be running to rescue her?????

Meanwhile Entrapta's over here like, "What? I mean, I'd come to rescue you."

And Hordak's just like NO I AM RANTING RIGHT NOW

#rin rambles #hordak #entrapta #technically pre-entrapdak i guess? #or maybe not even pre-entraptak but just like early stage entrapdak #rin parodies random crap

[meimeimeirin]

why is december always such a fucked up month lol

#rin rambles #cw vent in tags #first the negative messages #and then the death anniversary coming up tmr #and then two guys i should have blocked somehow contacting me and bringing up those bad memories #incredible #i have my flight tomorrow and i'm so scared #i won't have privacy back home to breakdown bc my brother's family is occupying my bedroom #might have my office but no one knocks in this house #fml #i'm scared to even open my christmas tree now #probably delusional paranoia but ​i have a sinking feeling there's something unpleasant in there #i wish december ends soon