#AND IM NOT EVEN HALFWAY😭😭😭😭

[lodish]

my unbeatable skincare routine. poses cutely

#i only got the cream recently ive been using vaseline body lotion on my face for years😭😭😭 #the moisturizer and cream were on sale… #girl theres so much fucking glycolic acid in that bottle im gonna take 10 whole years to finish it IVE BEEN USING IT TWICE A WEEK #FOR TWO YEARS #AND IM NOT EVEN HALFWAY😭😭😭😭 #so i give my friend some in a bottle too

[yoodokjas]

0th yjh makes me feral. I wonder what he was feeling the whole time this unknosn constellation helping him. And all those things he said to KDJ before his regression began. What are your feelings about the 0th turn?

some small spoilers (only the first paragraph) for the yoo mia side story.

0 is fr so so so boyfailure pre-scenarios. he's tone-deaf - cant sing, cant dance, cant act, is terrible with money, his manager at ASH (thats his gaming team name) is absolute trash, and he even had haters online (tis implied that biyoo did protect him from them) he and mia got food poisoned once after ordering take out which is the reason that pushed him to learn how to cook and make their own meals from then on

during the scenarios 0 and dkos started off on the wrong foot, so to speak. naturally, yjh understood he was being used as entertainment, but he still wanted to survive until the end, and needed information to do so. he just couldnt immediately open up to the guy that had knocked him unconscious before. regardless he established midday tryst with dkos, always paid for it (and got several praises whenever he did good things) and after some time had passed he ought to have realized that dkos knocked him out for his own good.

flashforward to his dying moments, he's already said his goodbyes to his friends, wife and children. even if he's in his mid 30s he looks twice his age. he is twice his age. all stars in the sky have fallen. but one. in his dying moments there's only one other person that is watching him. even if separated by a wall yjh cant cross as he's now, hes still being watched.

so he pours his heart out. tells him how it always felt to him as if he dropped from the sky out of nowhere. no memory, no parents. only a name. he tells kdj that he's happy, but he never understood how and why he existed (kdj didnt know the full truth either at this point in time tbf. he only thought that yjh existed bcs tls123 wrote twsa and he, as the oldest dream read it. he didnt know that yjh was written into existence bcs kdj needed him to survive and live by reading yjh's story) just that he felt as if this life had been completed by someone else. then kdj tells him that he can send him back in time but theres a catch. he'll lose most of his memories, and all his memories of dkos.

it's at that point when 0 starts growing a bit desperate. he says how he wishes that he could still help him. he asks him to be his sponsor so that they can meet and fully understands that kdj doesnt want to give him the regression stigma and only complies bcs it gives yjh his own agency. but still kdj warns him that it'll take 1864 regressions before they can meet and 0 seemingly doesnt care. he focuses more on his voice than any other details. even so, as he begins to scatter, he tries one last time tmyfiictrwiegtmya and only when kdj is too devastated that he cant even get an answer him does 0 accept. tries to reach out towards the sky and tells him that he will pray for him to at least continue to exist.

phew, i want to say peak romance but tbh it doesnt do them justice. romance can never fully embody whatever it was that was going on in those private moments for the two of them

#did this get long orz halfway thru i thought maybe im writing a fic or sumn 😭😭 #ask #orv #yoo joonghyuk #kim dokja #joongdok #i dont even think i did an analysis here i legit just recounted canon and added some poetry to it

[astral-schools]

proper ref now that orion finally has a permanent fit :] some fun facts below the cut

he's ambidexterous!

while Millie is the pet he brings to fights and such, he also has a whole collection of pet octopuses who stay at home

no seriously there's zero relation to grandmother raven, his wings were a gift from artemis. he needs to spend time around stars to be able to fly-- if he spends too long indoors/underground or in a world with permanent cloud cover they're basically useless

his freckles glow :]

sometimes he does artemis's job when she's busy with beastmoon, and uses his brush to paint the night sky

in terms of biological age, he's the oldest of my wizards! technically not immortal but he does age MUCH slower than the average human.

he keeps his hood/mask down most of the time, only putting it up when he's going to be flying for a long time. it gets cold up there!

#w101 #w101 fandom #wizard101 #wizard101 fandom #w101 oc #wizard101 oc #sal art #oc: orion #he is very dear to me <3 <3 he was my first guy #i have literally no idea where i got the artists armaments i dont even remember what event they were from #but im so glad i own them its such a cool wand #a little under halfway through lemuria with him #which is wild considering he spent about uhhhhhhhhhh ten years hard stuck in celestia #also find it really funny im using the hawkrider gear to stitch considering i originally got it aaages ago #i dont even have the mount anymore #or the weapon. or the hat for this gear set #i lost them at some point i have no idea how 😭😭😭 #its such a serve tho. and the darkmoor hood works so well!!! #oh yeah his wings are HEAVILY simplified here #theyre meant to look more like the in game raven wings. more stars and some color variety. i was just lazy as hell <3

[evankinard]

hey so um if we saw Eddie fall asleep on his couch in 609 and then Buck in 612 and Christopher in 615 and those are all 3 episodes apart and in 601 when the couch metaphor is established it took Buck 3 tries to get the lasagne right then what I'm hearing is 615+3=618 BUCKLEY-DIAZ FAMILY COUCH SCENE WHERE THEY FINALLY GET IT RIGHT THEY DON'T HAVE TO BE ALONE THAT COUCH IS HOME TO ALL OF THEM

#sometimes I start writing a post and the best part of it hits me halfway through #i didnt even realize the three tries to get it right thing until I was writing it im so fucking emotional😭😭😭😭 #911 spoilers #911 fox #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #weewoo brainrot #christopher diaz #buckley diaz family

[maddsmallow]

hello all, i'm opening up commissions for the first time!

i have a few different options, including basic lineart (portrait or full-body) character art, portrait fully-rendered character art, or full-body fully rendered character art. i'm also thinking about doing quick sketches for just a few bucks. dm me on my ko-fi if you'd be interested in that!

speaking of, please take a look at my ko-fi listings for more info! https://ko-fi.com/maddsmallow/commissions here you can find examples of my work as well as prices.

you can also see a little more art of mine in my art tag on my blog.

please don't hesitate to dm me with any questions! thanks very much!! 😊❤️

#i desperately need money ro pay off my dentist bills they are running us bone dryyyy and im not even halfway done with my fillings 😭😭 #the blogger says words #my art #commissions #commissions open #i am very scared of letting someone down with my art but by god im gonna fuckin try my hardest

[skrrtscree]

Canvas drawing dump! Happy bday p3! (can u tell I'm hopelessly obessed with ryomina still)

#persona 3 #persona #p3 #minato arisato #ryoji mochizuki #ryomina #hamuko arisato #aigis p3 #hamuaigis #ngl i havent drawn anything for p3s bday💀 i dont even have any ideas rn #but i feel like i need to post more to stay on top of being active and stuff😭😭 #ive mainly been more active on twitter rn and ive been finishing comms as well #BUT NOW ITS THE SUMMER HOLIDAY IM NOW HALFWAY DONE WITH COLLEGE #its kinddd of scary to think abt that ngl #also also I GOT A MINATO NENDO LES GOOO he arrived a week ago and i LOVE HIMM #uuh i hope whoever has read all these tags has a great week #sorry ill try to post more😭🩵

[riaki]

i have nothing to say ! just wanted to show u this silly little tweet!

AWW ITS OKAY GENIE u don’t habe to have anything to say i was lowk gnna send u smth in ur askbkx too but i didn’t have anything to talk ab 😭😭 but i just like talking to u it makes me happy :3

PLEASE hes so. brain dead. like you’ll start explaining the logistics of smth and he’ll be like ‘did you know we share 80% of our chromosomes w bananas?’ at the end or something like that LMFAO js gotta be patient w him… </3

#i love seeing u around thank. u for this insightful image 🤞🤞 #inbox 💌 #precious moots! #genie! #bro i’m so fucked my assignment is due tmrrw morning and i’m barely halfway done 😭😭😭 #all is well #NO ITS NOT IM NOT EVEN DONE W MY GETO FKC YET??? HELP???????

[wttcsms]

guys, i don’t mind curiosity or eagerness when it comes to another update or a follow up on a fic, but i genuinely want to put out good work nowadays, and have fics that actually have some semblance of a plot or a theme to it, or parallels in my writing, or decent characterization, and i dick around on the feed a lot, but i think you guys forget that i’m a grad student with my full time internship and a weekend job, so i can’t really sit down at my desk and write fanfiction for hours on end nor do i have the energy to do so. this isn’t me lecturing anyone on asking for the ever so elusive part two or “when are you gonna update”, it’s just a friendly reminder that im a person??? not just an ai generated bot that u send a prompt and i spit out a fic

#also all things considered #i yap a LOT in my fics (bc im a d1 yapper) #like balancing act part one is already at 7k and im not even halfway done w what i want to cover #you all act like i make u wait 9 months for 800 words #and even if i did do that… so what? 😭 my bills getting paid are way more important sorry 🙏🏻 #go commission me and i guarantee you’ll get that 15k fic in 2 weeks 😇

[hiveswap]

Well thats a dream i'll be trying my best to forget. Man

#im hysterical dude #it was a gay sex dream i was a trans dude (specific one not me as a trans dude) #someone wanted 'me' to fuck him but we didnt have a strap on and i was like dude HOW THEN #(i'm a virgin and a cis woman if you even care 😭) #....i just kinda remembered halfway through preparing that wait i dont have a dick i cant fuck him #the issue ISNT that i had a gay sex (well almost. lack of dick cockblocked me) dream #the issue is the specific characters involved in this plot. like hoooly shit i need to wonder off the earth #*wander

[monn-i]

going to boston tmrw to see an actual doctor.. hopefully i get properly diagnosed and medicated this time.. so tired of unqualified and unprofessional “doctors” being absolute shit and me not realizing so i end up feeling like im doing smth wrong…

#for some reason i just never realize how shit some ppl are until its pointed out to me by someone else #my most recent therapist apparently isnt even a doctor shes a social worker that.. specializes in dealing w prisoners…….. #and uh she was really awful but i thought it was just.. supposed to be like that…… #shed ask me a question that would make NO sense at all and when i went “umm sorry can you clarify what that means” shed just repeat the sam #thing and stare at me for yhe rest of the session #and then around the halfway mark shed ask me how i was feelimg and id tell her “uncomfortable….” and shed go “oh well im not uncomfortable” #and then continue to just stare at me in silence until thw session ended 😭😭😭

[hella1975]

im having a nap and then i WILL do my bi-annual inbox cleanse this is a promise and a warning

#no it’s not actually bi-annual but somehow the reality of me letting it build up until i frequently bulk answer 60 in one go is worse #the way the tbos account is also a state. what is my problem #i literally love answering asks as well like not even just the inherent joy of knowing people are going out of their way to interact #i also like the routine of it like i get a cuppa i put on a playlist and then i just. answer my little asks #but i get behind so quickly these days (which is a wonderful problem to have!) and the amount of times i go in my inbox #like ‘todays the day!’ just to answer a couple and then tap out is abysmal 😭 #so im hoping posting it here will hold me accountable #if im not clogging ur dash in 2 hours time pls shout at me #im so sleepy though it’s absolutely a terrible idea to have a nap at 7pm but im doing it anyway #i left the flat at 8:30am and was in an exam until GONE TWELVE #AND HALFWAY THROUGH BLACKBOARD FROZE ON ME AND KICKED ME OUT! I HAD TO EMAIL THE SCHOOL OF BUSINESS! THEY RESET IT! I LOST ALL MY PROGRESS! #appalling scenes truly. they wouldn’t treat an animal like this #so yeah. bedtime then play fetch with the cult for a bit <3 #hella goes to uni

[mothusband]

crochet is suppose to be calming or whatever but instead it's making me EVIL

#starting this blanket was a mistake. it's all i can think of. it's been 4 days and its ruining my life. #it's not even a foot long yet 😭 im only halfway finished with one of three big yarn rolls im using to make it 😭 #most would suggest taking a break but ill blow up and die if i do that. i cant stop until this thing is done. #in the mean time. stopping watching youtube drama videos or true crime podcasts while i work so its not making me feel worse. #trying to watch my silly little shows and documentaries instead. so far it's much more enriching. #anyways. please dont be like me and let your hobbies become your enemies lmao.

[latejulys]

pretty sure i lost my favorite rom&nd lipstick i'm literally the saddest girl in the world 😭

#since i tried her nothing else just hit the same im SOOO soo sad 😔😔😔 #ion think she's even halfway out like 😭😭😭 #she's only been w/ me a couple of months 😔 (but for context i have sm lipsticks that i use them all in rotation) 😭😭😭😭 #so having her for that long means she isnt used and abused yet 😭😭😭 oh my god #i'm so so sad abt it 😔 #y.txt

[spaciebabie]

On it boss *gives you constipation*

okay well now i have another problem

#funnily enough i put that post in my queue awhile ago and shortly after i was constipated for a few days #im sorry colon ill never take you for granted again #spacie splains #i love pooping yay #-my cultists when they shit outside even tho i have provided them with enough outhouses #can you believe im. barely halfway thru cotl 😭😭 #kajfhksjdfh brah i . just am a silly tired boy #taking my time with a game taken 2 the extreme

[theygender]

I just finished writing a discussion post for my class RIGHT AT 11:59 PM. And then when I hit submit, it popped up an error message that said "access denied" and told me I needed to log back in 🙃 so my post I guess just got sent into the fucking trash because it LOGGED ME OUT while I was writing it. And now I can't go back in bc the assignment is closed. I'm going to throw something into a wall

#having a really Shit time with assignments lately folks #first the calculator thing and now this #and this isnt even touching on the fact that one of my classes requires me to fucking #Print Off Every Assignment. write on the papers. then take a picture of the papers and combine them all into one pdf to upload #when i dont even have a working printer at home and one assignment is always in the middle of the fucking week while im working #i am experiencing some SHITTERY this semester and we're only halfway through week 3 😭 #rambling

[hexjulia]

hello mutuals who do not want to see 263904 bird pictures and so only follow this sideblog. please look upon mine main today i am recording embroidery suffering there and would like to be patted gently on the back in encouragement thank you...

#im not even halfway thruuuu 😭😭😭😭😭😭